Sorry dear that I let you down. I'm so full of everyone that I've once again pushed my feelings aside. So I know you have not heard the things you wanted to hear. I know that you can feel the space between us. But I wish you could feel the inside of me and know what is there my dear. Because if you could you would feel all the pain,sadness,hurt,needing,joy ,fear that is there.You would know that you have touched me in ways that others never will and you would know the need,the pain ,the joy,the fear was real. Not this fake crap that you've been dealing with. I know you would understand me sooner or later. I just wish you could feel all that I do ,all the good and all the bad. But saddly noone sees whats in my heart,I make sure of that and for that I am sorry my dear. But that's the life of a heartless dreamwalker. Anyways,I wish you could feel all that is in me.
