LovelyLadylink's blog: "So Much Pain"

Now all I do is just sit here in constant fear wondering what will happen will we ever be again.. Now that time has passed you have set your eyes on someone new, back when we thought we knew we were through, we both never really let go with eyes gazing back on yesterday in each touch, kiss & stroke we relived the fire & desire that never got cool. But now I'm like who the hell is she? Hmmm could this broad be lingering threat to me! And you act like I can't see whats staring right back at me and causing a rift in the reuniting of US better than ever before! No nicca I'm not just jealous don't get overzealous! She's the new boo that creates that smile that I once had on lock now she has the time that got me constantly looking at my clock trippin on why you didn't call yet, I knew you were cuddled up next to her as my tears soaked the pillow I drowned ever so softly in heartache and pain night after night knowing that I couldn't just say "sorry I was wrong" to make everything alright damn got my mind all over the place because your love is tight. So why aren't you sleeping here with me tonight? Nevermind I think I can grin and bare it, I won't stop loving you even though now you love us both, but you say your love for me is deeper & stronger so why do I feel weaker? Are you my kryptonite this passionate love is DYNOMITE! So I guess that's why am I about to explode waiting for you to walk through that door, I thought I could do this but maybe I just need more..