And now
All you are
and all you ever will be
Is just another regret
Waiting to happen
lies waiting to be told
to the ones I call my friends
trying to cover up the tracks
or forget what I have done
You're the acid in my tears
Burning my eyes
Begging tears to fall but I won't allow it
There will be no tears shed from me
Not over someone like you
You're not worth it
or the ink i am wasting writing on this sheet of paper
However
I find myself writing this peom about you anyway
But thats all you're getting from me
You will no longer be the voice in my head
Urging me to continue this
sin?
Lie?
Example of one's lost self-respect?
No matter the name
it's wrong
And it should have ended before it even began
I hide the truth
not only from my friends but from you as well
See?
I can be just as fake as you
And just as numb as you wanted me to be
But you will never get me to fall for you
You're not that good and I'm not that dumb
And if I do fall
I know you won't be there to catch me
You'll just leave me
broken and bruised
As you have so many times before
Lost in bewilderment and misunderstanding
And yet
All that I have said
Doesn't even matter
Because I will still find myself
Crying
And caring
And
Wasting Away
