So... i got off on telling mark about the fucked up dreams i've had.. So i decided to post them.
we all have dreams..few have nightmares...and no matter how much you tell your self they aren't real..you always tend to be afraid of them...well this is the nightmare i had Monday night...
Snow was falling around me on the ground, and a child was following close behind. The child didn't seem to be real, he was a shadow-like boy. He attacked me..scratched me and made me bleed...I scream and cry for help..desperate..i cry for anyone.. The shadow boy disappears, and i am left to wonder around aimlessly. I come upon a garage, and is called to come inside by a very haunting voice. I look down, and there is the shadow boy..dead at me feet..his head gone. The garage doors slam shut, and i whirl around to try and leave...the stench of rotting flesh and blood fill my breath..as a light flickers in the garage..and written in the boys blood is "you should have never asked for help from the devil" on the door to my way out...
dreams...no..let me rephrase that.. nightmares...they suck don't they? ive had these nightmares lately with things i call shadow children. now shadow children are only about 3 feet high or so, they are all black..you see nothing but a shadow..but they are outlined in a dull grey..you see their facial expressions... well this is one dream ive had...the first encounter with the 'shadow children'..
well that is only dream number one... this is number two.. this dream had a little girl instead of a boy: this time we were in like..a parking lot or something..and this little girl is following me...i stop..and she materializes in front of me, and she looks up at me..and says in tis very evil demonic voice.."come on mommy lets go home" and she begins to attack me..she scratches bites and stabs me all over... remember now shadow children only have a dull grey outline..her face and details were outlined along with her body...her face disappears..and says it once more... after a while..i don't know why..but i sit down, and im just sitting there..and this child sits beside me...i like..scratch my knee..and she grabs hold of my arm, pushes at the elbow joint and pops it out of place, and twists it really hard. Now she is saying "don't you want to go home?" i stand, scream, and try to get away from her but i cant.. she then grabs ahold of my hand, pushes my elbow back into place...and begins to drag me off like nothing happened...and then she says in an actuialy child like voice.."come on mommy...lets go home.."
the third dream, which is the one that happened was also a little girl... It started off a bit....stupid. First off.. My sister, Jamie, needed an operation, and the only way for her to survive was for me to find a Key blade in a violin case. Now for you non-kingdom heart 1-2 gamers... a key blade is a weapon that looks like a key..[[thats the incredibly stupid part if you didn't know]]
continuing on...
Im sent to find this key blade in a violin case in my cousins rather large, nearly mansion-like house (which is real, by the way). At the end of every hallway... there is a shadow girl pointing me to where i need to go... Sooner or later she stands in the middle of the apparent doorway i need to go. she looks up at me and disappears.. In this room there is the same child on an operating table. On the child there are wires of sorts hooked up to her.. there was an annoying sound coming from a monitor that was saying she had flat lined... She opens her eyes and sits up, staring at me with the whitest, most god awful eyes i have ever seen... and she just.. stares at me.
She pulls down her hospital gown away from her neck and shows me these crude quick fix stitches.. and in a harsh, raspy voice she says "See this?" and points. "I cut off my own head..i tired of it... i want yous" And the child lunges after me. I scream and try to fight her off until i push her against the wall next to the door. Someone heard my screams and slams the door open, literally squishing the child. knob falls off the door from the impact. There is blood seeping from under the door, and on the side there is a little bit of skin and more blood... (see? literally squished) and i just stare at it.. i can't look away...and there..looking at me from the hole in the door from where the doorknob once was.. was the child's eye.. It blinks, and stares at me...
and then i wake up...
My nightmares get fucked up.
