My guy hates me. He's loved me forever, but because I'm a broken cunt and I'm always on the run from my feelings and emotions, he hates me.
So now I feel like shit, men can do that to you. Especially a man whos loved you through what.... two bad breakups and you still won't give him the time of day? Yeah I'm a jerk and I totally deserved it, but whatever. That's life and today has been the best/worst day of my life.
Yes at the same time.
