well i was right.....what was meant to be was to be....and i don't think it could have worked out for the better.......first time in quite a long while that i feel pretty damned happy......maybe i went about it the wrong way but hey, ya gotta do what ya gotta do and sometimes it just feels to g/d good to quit...i don't know where it will lead, or if it will lead anywhere for that matter...but as long as the status quo remains quo...i don't think it will be a bad thing at all...it's just amazing that a mean bitch like me and be made to feel good about ME! Giddy as a school girl and almost as stupid.... ohhh well lemme quit while im ahead of the game....peace love and orgasms for everyone!