Today is Friday, Its quite lovly out today... Its not to hot, not to cold out theres a lovly breeze today.
I have so much on my mind today its not even funny anymore. See what I don't understand about many people these days is. Why do they gotta be so mean? It feels like no one has a heart anymore.I can honestly say I bet that half the mean people here or in this big world today, Well Hasn't felt any of the pains that many of us have been through or are going through. But I can say this though and really mean it. I wish some of those mean people could go some of the things that hurt us.
Well enough about that cuz I could go on and on about that and well I don't want to upset anyone with what I think either.
But I will say this though because I know its the truth and I ani't gotta lie nor hide anything like 75% of the world does...Thats because I have nothing to lose anymore. Yeah I know I am not the smartest person in the world nor the cutest either.Yeah I know I am ugly I've heard it all my life and I am proud to say it. But people seem to only think about theirself and what they can get out of a person these days. Like for an exmaple the president Bush he started a war that didn't need to be started for what you know? He isn't better than any of us either because he is only out for him self and the rich people.
Like this country called USA alright we all are suppose to be treat equal... But in my eyes how are we all being treated equal.(look things I am saying is not to piss anyone off nor upset and if it does please for give me) For an exmaple I am full blood american alright and I see mexicans ands people that has not been part of this country come in here and they don't have to pay taxes like us americans do for 7 to 10 years they get handed things that the american made man made and they just come here and take it over and put me out of work for what.
Enough about that crap cuz I know I have upset so many with it but how are we being treated equal you know what I am saying...
But I came here to say what is on my mind.And that was't one of them but I am glad its off my chest though. All my life growing up I tryed and tryed to be somebody while people just wanted to pick o me or make fun of me or even down graded me all the time. Someone asked last night why do I care what others say or think about me...Well I am going to answer that one. When everyone around you treats you like you aren't even here in this world or even down grades you cuz the things you try in life to better yourself and make your self happy in life and trying not to feel sad or depressed each and everyday that you live. It brings your world down and all you want to do is cry and cry until you can't cry anymore.
