Have you ever had a day when nothing seems to go right? I have had a couple of months like that. If I could, I would have stayed drunk the last 2 months. Maybe then I wouldnt have to think. I am cursed with an analytcal mind. Eveything that happens, my brain auomatically wants to analyze it. I am so tired of analyzing every little thing that happens. The worst part is, my ex, who cheated on me, all of a sudden wanted to get back together with me. I of course, said no, but he just got it in his mind that we were getting back together. Would not take no for answer. So, I started seeing someone, someone he knows. Things did not go well at all. He did everything in his power to destroy my relationship with this other guy. I have known this other guy for 14 yrs., he is a great person. I enjoy spending time with him, he makes me laugh and he is a great friend. I didnt know until recently that he has had a crush on me for like 10 yrs. So, we have remained friends, hoping that one day my ex will get passed this whatever it is, so that we can see if maybe something between us will happen. Anyway, if you can help me figure this out, please let me know. I am at the end of my rope.