you know this is when it hurts the most u cant talk to any one even though you try b/c u know no one will truly understand the pain u feel inside.. all they will tell you is to be rid of what makes u hurt.. but what if u cant just be rid of the hurt.. knowing the next person will just come by make u feel like a million dollas , make you feel like a princess or the queen you always wanted to be just to come back in a few to crush ur every dream... how u find a passion u lost long ago. how do you trust again when u know u cant even trust urself? the pain is ripping thru me now i feel u poorin the salt in drop by drop tiny little grains of salt. my heart is so raw , so numb and why.. when i knew better than to love you.. knew better than to give u my heart ... how did i trust u with it ... i am the fool not you .... i'm the one that should have known better... when will i learn ?
