You want me to deal
With all that become real
But baby I just wanna play dumb
I wanna just keep my soul numb
I'd love to just for once be able
To stare blankly at nothing
And care about nothing
I don't feel like dealin
With life's harsh realities
I don't feel like caring
About what other people are battling
When's it my turn not care?
When's it my turn to turn a blind eye
As one of my closest homies begins to cry
When the fuck is it my turn?
To feel appreciated
When the fuck is it my turn
for my soul to stop bein lacerated
You want me to deal
With all that's become real
But right now
I just don't want to feel
Feel for a world that's so empty
So hateful so annoying
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't wake up in the morning
That I'd take my last breath
OH but make you don't cry when you find out I'm gone
You didn't care before
Don't fuckin care now
You want me to face reality?
I want mufuckers to stop lyin to me
When's it my turn to get the gun
And stop everybody's fun
When's it my turn?
When's it my turn?
When the FUCK is it my turn?
