Sorry I've been away so long. I spend a lot of time on MySpace. Which isn't to say I have a lot of time to spend these days!!
I am working at Walmart, these days, which is going ok, as far as Walmart goes. But, I'm working my ass off, and don't have time for much else.
Not a lot of progress has been made on the divorce, but it is becoming more and more clear to me that I'm going to have to give "him" custody of the boys.
It's almost more then I can stand to think about. I don't know how to function without my boys up my butt 24/7. And frankly, I don't have a lot of confidence in his ability to handle all their psychiatric requirements.
But, I know that I can't work, and support them, and take care of my OWN psychiatric needs, too. I don't know how this is going to work, but I have to go with my guts, and my guts seem to be betraying my heart on this one.
That which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Is that really true? Because this might kill me!
