Well I've been thinking about a lot of things, and I can no longer dwell on the past. What's done is done and it can't be undone. I have start think about tomorrow rather than yesterday. I have been a fighter my whole life, never letting anyone keeping me down and why should now be any different.
She's gone and that's all there is to say, I knew it the second I told her it was over. I wouldn't have taken her back if she had asked but I guess I was hoping that she would, or at least ask for my forgiveness.
Neither one happened and I am here wondering where to begin with the rest of my life. It's tough coming to grips with being replaced let alone being replaced in less than a week.
I will always hope for her to be happy and successful in all that she does no matter what, but I have to let her go, completley. No more looking back, no more hoping that maybe just maybe......
I am living each day one day at a time. I have met a couple people, a couple women actually that have, hmmm.... let's just say piqued my interest. One of them here on FUBAR( I am looking forward to see where things might go. Whatever it may be.
I have hope and I have faith in myself to see this through and I will. I've been through worse and it only made me stronger and wiser for it. This will be no differnt.
To all my friends and fam out there thanks for your love and support. I couldn't do it without you.
Peace and love.
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