why is it so hard to find a really nice guy, someone thats gunna make u feel the way u want to feel instead of makin u cry cuz of the way they make u feel. u kno i been thinkin bout past relationships n damn i was wondering what i ever did wrong to end up wit half the guys i was wit, i jus wnt to find a guy thats gunna like me for me n treat me right, im tired of being in abusive relationships n being wit guys who lie steal n cheat i want to meet someone whos honest, caring, compassionate, independant loyal, nice, sweet, smart, is that so much to ask for? dnt i at least deserve that, shit i kno i aint no dime, n i kno im far frum being one n hell i may be the ugliest person alive but shouldnt i at least deserve to be happy for once, even if it was for a little while, damn its crazy how some ppl can jus at the right time say the wrong thing... n it may not entirely have to do wit them but its so easy to take it out on them because u dont wanna hurt no more n u want someone else to feel the pain yer feeling, im tired of hurtin i wanna kno wut it feels like to b happy for a chance, instead of being beat, cheated on lied to n raped, someday i will b happy, someday
