in about august i met a wonderful man on here named Aj Mccalister, he was severely stricken with cancer and we ended loosing him to it on November 17 of last year, well in his will it apparently stated that his laptop be sent to his nephew who is proudly serving our country in iraq and has done so attached to a "team" that has been getting pounded over the past few days last week on the 10 they lost some one who happened to be his partner and him and one other member were wounded it was on the news and in the local paper, well at 11:30 this evening i get home sighn in to yahoo and find an offline message from one of his buddies saying that his position was over ran and they have not heard from him in 12 hours that message was sent to me at 5:47 pm , we had gotten so close and were looking forward to and antisiating his return home after 3 years away and us getting together so man y things planned and dreampt of , now i may have lost some one very dear to me again , i dont know what to do i just keep saying to my self no it is not true no no no no no , it is not working this is not happening his uncle came in to my life at a point i needed him and was taken to soon and now i have his nephew rob whom i have gotten so close with , i cant loose him now not like this he has to come home safe to me and his family, i cant take this again !!!!!
