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DAVID AND I WAS TOGEATHER FOR ABOUT 8 YEARS AND ENAGGED 3 YEARS HE WAS NEVER READY TO GET MARRIED EVERY TIME WE SET IT HE WOULD UP IT AND ALSO HE LYED TO ME 2 HE CHEAT ON ME 2 TIMES OK HE TELL ME ALL THE TIME THAT HE TELLS HIS FRIENDS AND HIS FAMILY ABOUT ME WILL I WANT TO SEE IT FOR MYSELF SO I JUST PRETENDED TO BE SOMEONE ELSE ON THE NET I START CHAT WITH HIM FOR HOUR OR TWO GOT TO THE PART TO ASK HIM IF HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND HE SAID NO WE BROKE UP 3 YEARS AGO AND THEN ONE DAY HE CALLS ME TO TELL ME THAT MY FRINED WANT ME TO CALL HIM SO I WAS GET READY TO GET OFF AND ALL THE SUDDEN I HEARD THIS GIRL AND GUYS VOICE WILL IT WAS MY DAVID AND THIS GIRL TALK SWEET AND NICE TO EACH OTHER AND I GOT OFF THE PHONE I WAS SO MAD AND THERE WAS RONALD ME AND RONALD WENT OUT YEAR OR SO AND WE WAS ENAGGED TO WILL ALL HE WANT TO DO IS SEX SEX SEX AND WILL IM WAITING TIL I GET MARRIED TO HAVE SEX WILL HE PUSH ME ONE NIGHT INTO SOME STUFF I DID NOT WANT TO DO AND PUSH ME AND PUSH ME INTO IT AND THEN WILL I SAID OK JUST FOR HIM TO SHUT UP WE HAD SEX THAT NIGHT DID NOT USE A CONDOM STUPID WILL WE HAD SEX AND THE NEXT DAY I WAS SCARED THAT I WAS PREGNUT AND HE HAD A ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND AND WAS ENAGGED TO BE MARRIED AND HIS MOM NEVER NEW ABOUT ME HE ALWAYS SAID I WAS A FRIEND WHEN I CALL HIM WILL THAT MORNING I GOT OUT SIDE JUST TO WALK AROUND GET THINGS ON MY CHEAST AND HEAR HE COME OUT I ASKED HIM WHAT ARE U GOING TO DO BIG SHOT IF I AM PRENUT HE TOLD ME TO GET A ABORTION WILL IM NOT LIKE THAT I LOVE KIDS SO MUCH THEY THE MOST WONDERFUL PPL IN THE WORLD AND I WOULD NOT DO THAT WILL WE BROKE UP WILL THERE MY FRIEND RICHARD GIBBONS AND ONE NIGHT HE CAME UP TO MY HOUSE AND MY BRO LEAVE ME IN MY RO0OM BY MY AND HIS SELF AND ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN WILL HE WANT ME TO GIVE HIM A BLOW JOB AND I DID NOT WANT TO DO IT AND I TRY EVERYTHING I COULD TO NOT DO IT WILL HE TOOK HIS HAND OVER MY HEAD AND TOOK TO HIS DICK AND PUSH FREAKING HARD ON MY HEAD AND WOULD NOT LET ME GET UP AND EVERYTIME I DID HE WOULD HURT MORE HARD AND WHEN I DID GET UP AND TRY TO LEAVE HE WOULD BLOCK ME WERE I COULD NOT GET OUT AND THERE IS RICHARD MAHMET MY EX BOYFRIEND WILL WE WAS TOGEATHER 3 YEARS AND ENAGGED 2 MONTHS WILL I THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS FINE AND GOOD WITH US UNTIL ONE SUNDAY AFTERNOON I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM HIM TELL ME THAT MY SOUL CALL FRIEND OR TRY TO GET HIM TO GO OUT WITH ANOTHER GIRL SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT ME WILL THAT NIGHT I CAME HOME FROM CHURCH THAT NIGHT HE CALLS ME TELL ME SO I HAVE FEELINGS FOR MY EX BF I SAID NO WE WAS NEVER TOGEATHER WE WAS NOT SERIOUS AT ALL WILL I WAS SO MAD THAT I WAS SAY STUFF I DID NOT EVEN MEAN AND BEFORE I NEW IT IT CAME RIGHT OUT I TOLD HIM TO TELL HIS FRIEND TO KILL THEM AND I DID NOT MEAN IT I DID NOT WILL HE WENT AND TOLD HIM THAT AND THURSDAY I GET A PHONE CALL FROMT HIS GIRL ON THE PHONE TELL ME TO STOP CALL HERE BOYFRIEND I WAS LIKE OK MAYBE I GOT A WRONG NUMBER AND ALL SO SHE HANG UP TELL HERE IM SORRY WILL SHE CALL ME BACK TELL ME THAT HIS NAME IS RICHARD AND I ASK WHAT HIS LAST NIGHT THIS GIRL DID NOT EVEN KNOW HIS LAST NIGHT OMG SO I WAS LIKE WILL IS HIS LAST NIGHT MAHMET SHE SAID YES I SAID OK I SAID HOW LONG HAVE U BEEN DATING SHE SAID ABOUT A YEAR I WAS LIKE OK SO I WAIT FOR RICHARD TO GET OFF WORK WILL HE PLAY ME LIKE A DAM FOOL AND I BELIEVE EVERY WORD HE TELL ME AND MY FAMILY TELL ME THIS AND THAT WILL IT WAS ON A ANOTHER SUNDAY I CALL HIS MOM HIS MOM TO TELL HIM I WOULD CALL HIM AROUND 7 SHE TOLD ME HONEY I THINK HE FOUND ANOTHER GIRL WILL I WAS LIKE WAT THIS WAS ALL A SET UP TO BREAK ME AND HIM UP HIS MOM WAS IN ON IT HE WAS IN ON IT HIS 2 FRIENDS AND HIS BROTHER IN LAW AND SISTER AND MY EX BOYFRIEND RONALD WILL I CALL HIM MAD I BROKE UP WITH HIM HE NEVER TREAT ME LIKE I SHOULD BEEN TREAT HE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT THEY ALL DID AND N IM BACK WITH MY EX DAVID AGAIN ONE MORE TIME TO SEE HOW THINGS GO WHERE JUST DATING RIGHT NOW NOTHING SERIOUS IS GOING ON CAUSE IM TO SCARED TO BUT I WISH I COULD FIND A GUY OUT THERE THAT IS SO SWEET KIND RESPECTFUL ROMANTIC CHARMING RELIGIOUS TRUSTWORTHY FAITHFUL AND ALL THAT STUFF I STILL DONT KNOW YET I ALMOST GAVE UP ON LOVE AND IM STILL BLAMING MYSELF OVER IT ALL CAUSE I THINK IM THE ONE THAT BROKE ALL OF MY BOYFRIENDS UP BUT MY MOM SAY IT WAS ALL THEM NOT ME IM CRYSTAL 27 F KY I HAVE GREEN EYES WHITE 5FT4 LITTLE OVER WEIGHT BUT IVE LOST ALOT I AM A CHRISTIAN AND I TEACH MY LITTLE YOUTH AT MY CHURCH HOW TO SIGN LAUNGE TO MUSIC AND ALSO TEACH A CLASS ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT AND I AM ALSO A SINGER I LOVE TO SING LISTEN TO MUSIC JOKE AROUND DANCE PARTY HAVE FUN GOOFY OFF PS2 LOVES ANIMALS AND SPORTS AND EVERYTHING ELSE PLEASE PM ME IF U WANT TO CHAT WITH ME PLEASE TELL IF I DID THE RIGHT THING WITH ALL OF MY EX BOYFRIENDS OR IF I DID WRONG ?