Why should i have to put up with anyone who wants to control me? Why should i deal with the people always being in my business? Why should i have to live with the people who chose to be little me ? Why should i have to put up with the family always wanting to get into my business? Why should i have to always answer questions to people who dont need to be in my business? JUST WHY SHOULD THEY BE IN MY BUSINESS? WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO PRIVACY AND TO LIVING YOUR LIFE WITH OUT ALL THESE QUESTIONS? WHY SHOULD PEOPLE EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT I WANT TO DO IF THEY DECIDED THAT THEY WEREN'T GOING TO DO IT ANYWAYS? WHY JUST WHY? I haven't done anything to be in the wrong about my life. I just want people to accept my decisions and accept me for who i am. I want people to understand that i have my own choices and i dont need drama. I am only me and therefor thats the only thing i can be. People decide to hide away and decide to be away from their families for a reason. Its bullshit that people want to question you and its bullshit that people want to always think they can tell people what to do. I mean i have enough of tha bullshit all the time at work, so i dont understand why am i to tell people what i am wanting to do and then have them tell me that i cant do it. I am sorry but i am me and i am goign to be the best me that i can be. I dont need stupid people going around telling me what i need to do and what i dont need to do. I didnt ask for them to be into my business and i didn't ask for them to cause the problems that i have in my life b/c of them. They are always calling me rude and hatefull and stupid and things..I know I should get away from it. I am going to get away from it soon..hopefully within the next 5 months. I dont want to be in the house i am in and i dont want to be anywhere with all this drama...I am getting tired of it. The family just doesnt get it, I need to be me and my family just needs to back off.