Thinking about the past again, Realizing what could have been and what will never be. The following is a very touchy subject for me... I recently found out not to long ago the woman I was with miscarried my twin girls, It tears me up inside to even think about it. When I first found out she was pregnant it made me the happiest person in the world. I couldn't have asked for a better person to be the mother of my children. Then I had it pulled away from me just like everything else has been done to me. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm suppost to be happy. Maybe in another life I treated people very badly and now I am suppost to suffer for it all now... Who knows.
