WHY?
why must everything be so fucked up?
why must i love him so much
why must i miss him so
why must he have left
why must i feel like crying
why must the tears come
why did everything go so wrong
why did he leave, was it me?
why can't he just be here with me
why
why must he come back
and act so much like a prick
why must he never know
what i actually feel
why must the tears come again and again
always hurting and never getting hurt back
why must i have such a big heart
why does he make it hurt so much
why
it was bliss but it turned shitty
why does it always happen to me
always and always never ending
it is why he will never know how i actually feel
