the last cpl days been hell on us. im not given up tho. ima soldier in this battle field of love and life and i dont retreat that easy. but er day im with out u i trudge this shitty life. knowin that we will be together sooner er later and i tell ma self . to keep pushin on through. so im no longer with out u. when im with u . u make me happy, like i got some thing to live fer and feel fer. being with u is like being in heaven but on earth. we love each other i feel we were to be as one. i love u baby i really do muahhhhhhhhh i just got so many emotions here lately. im haven a hard tyime and u kno it and i love how u stick by me through it all ur ma er thing ma world ma love. i love u .