Hello blog readers!
I just realized that I haven't made an angel since Saturday, that's the longest I went since my first one I made back in April of this year. 271 made *whew* I know there is two more special ones I am making when my model get my photos done. Should I make it an even 275? (you know I'm 'OCD' so numbers drive me crazy-*er*)
*shrugs*
I guess you can say there may be a little withdraw ...
(as I segueway into my subject title)
I bumped into some old (computer) folders and found a profile (posted here under "OLD PROFILE") and reading that, its funny the things that I mentioned that are not even in my life any longer. Heck the profile was made originally for a community site call 'OkCupid.' I loved that site (then) as much as I love "Lost Cherry" (now). Everyday, two to three times I logged on. Much like this site, I was one of the first 10,000 people to join. I watched it develop into a major player. I witnessed first hand its growth and it changes. (all with good intentions -- but- I wouldn't say favorable and well received).
Remind you of another site?
But in this Internet world, those friends are made close rather quickly ... can disappear even faster.
As I read that profile, I noticed those things I listed are not even in my daily life. Just as the site I made the profile isn't either -- all those friends ... nope!
Was there withdraw? Well, from the daily drinking of my once beloved Rolling Rocks
-YES- yes indeed
(I've been drinking twice in 5 months)
I used to smoke cigarettes back then too, withdraw?
HELL YES, but in both cases its physical dependence (chemical even)
I stress out -- god would I kill for a smoke (still) YES, and a cold beer to smooth thing over ALWAYS sounds good ... no?
Those are legit -- even sex *gasp* has been absent these last few months ... withdraw?
Y E S
*laughs*
(then cries)
So yeah, I've withdrawn from somethings - but - I replaced a lot of those things that were SOOOO important with other things (some more healthy too) I go back to my -OLD- favorite site every now and then ... eh, but it don't do anything for me.
I WANT to smoke everyday ... I know for certain I CANT - so I wont
(I NEVER WANT TO GO THREW THAT HELL AGAIN)
Oh, I know I'll drink again ... I just know that I can do without it. Rolling Rock is now owned by Miller Brewing company - so, who knows if I'll like it as much as I used to?
So I withdraw from this blog - I hope it finds you all well. I leave with an old adage for you all to ponder:
"When one door closes, another door opens"
Sign Me:
Crossing bridges, but never burning them ...
Greg
