Cerxy Pie's blog: "Unloved poem "

Without You

A faint scent of him still lingers

As I lay my head to sleep

My tears cover the pillow

As my body becomes so weak

My mind is somewhat restless

As I listen to silent noise

He’s not laying here beside me

But it was a mutual choice

I miss the way he’d kiss me

The way his sexy lips would taste

The way he would just hold me

He was my happy place

I want him here beside me

I want to cuddle in his arms

But I can’t get what I want

This time he hasn’t worked his charm

I want to tell him that I love him

I want him to know I care

But some things you learn the hard way

Sometimes you can’t always be there

I want to give him the whole world

To make all his dreams come true

But he couldn’t love me for me

So what am I suppose to do?

They say, if it’s truly real love

Don’t be afraid, and set them free

If they were meant for you

Then in the future you will see

But what if it’s the end?

I don’t want to let him go

There’s so much I want to give him

There’s so much he needs to know

He needs to know I love him

For him, there’s nothing I won’t do

I’d travel to the end of earth

If it’s showing him that I am true

He needs to know I miss him

Every moment of the day

Without him in my life

I’m definitely NOT okay

I wish he would just love me

Maybe he doesn’t care…

No matter, I’ll be no different

For him I will always be there…