I sit here wondering at times just what the purpose of me being here actually is. At times I feel it's only to torture me more and more with each new day that comes and goes. Seems like nothing ever seems to want to even go half way right for me and makes me wonder if folks wouldn't be better off with me gone. Guess it is not meant for everyone upon this planet to truly find happiness within life, or with someone who means the world to them.......