yo yo
i hate waking up in the mornings and putting my cold feet on the floor and walking to the bedroom door because the first thought that crosses my mind is i dont want to live this life anymore
yell yell what the fuck
yell yell what the hell
as i walk up stairs i see you fighting and i get so scared i wind up crying why be there now its not like you were there before and the first thought that crosses my mind as i walk threw the door is you dont even reconize me anymore it makes me wana just settle a score and walk out of your life like you've done to me before
yell yell what the fuck
yell yell what the hell
because of you i wind up cutting just to relieve all this stress your giving to me cant you see what your fighting does to me its making me want to bleed instead of living my life free like i want it to be i love you mom and i never want you to leave why cant you just give this life to me and let me be all alone in my sanity its not like you'll ever see me bleed in this life i lead
yell yell what the fuck
yell yell what the hell
