Unwanted
(this one was for Jason, i doubt he ever knew)
You don’t look at me the same way anymore
We don’t share the laughs and good times like we used to
Silently suffering, neither one wanting to admit what is wrong
Damage done, seems repaired, but often I’m left wondering.
That look…
That soft touch…
The gentle words…
Aren’t for me anymore.
Wasting our time, trying to fix this mess
Should have left it alone, and gone our separate ways.
What’s done is done, and now we can’t turn back time.
I had only hoped that one day it would be the same.
Your smile…
Your kisses…
The shine in your eye…
All for another now, I know this is true.
She’s what you have always wanted in a girl.
Perfectly pretty, smart, funny, and sexy.
Something I have never been.
Why are you wasting our time telling me I am the one?
I love you, baby…
You’re the only one I want…
I’m so glad we are together…
Something tells me your only saying what YOU think I need to hear.
Just tell me the truth, don’t drag this out anymore.
You make her feel cheapened, and I am just a bystander now.
If she’s what you want, then who am I to stand in your way.
End it now; don’t cause either of us any more pain.
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Push it, Hold it
Fuck you because
You’re a liar. You’re worthless No wonder you get your heart ripped out and stomped on repeatedly. You coward. You said what you thought I needed to hear, Simply to get your way, once again. Because your too afraid to admit what is true. You can’t accept what you know in your heart. You can’t face your own fucked up reality. You sniveling little bitch. You make me sick. Cry Whine Complain “Why does no one love me?” I wish you could step back and watch yourself in action Then you would see why you question these things. You make me question the bane of my very existence You make me question my heart. You should be the one questioning. You should be the one asking yourself why. But you think you know. Know it all. World wrapped around your finger. Well, let me pull the string that sends you flying into oblivion. Like the lost cause you already are Head case. Misunderstood. So sad. Maybe one of these days, you’ll wake up and see What everyone else is already aware of Your lies, your games, and your manipulations Will catch up with you one day. Then you really will cry. |