An Angel Inside Me
By Shannon Moir
Although you were not meant to be,
you were the little Angel inside of me.
All of the tears, worries and cries,
Who would have known we would have to say good-bye.
Me and your daddy only knew each other a short while,
We didn't plan to have you but excepted you with a smile.
Our lives so quickly began to change,
Our future plans had to be re-arranged.
Nine weeks went by, Easter was there,
This is the day I needed Hospital care.
I couldn't believe what was happening to me,
The little person was leaving that was inside of me.
We named you Mackayla if you were a girl, and maybe Joshua if you were a boy,
Didn't really matter as long as your birth was a healthy and happy joy.
When your daddy and I heard the news that you were gone,
I began to wonder how could our broken hearts go on?
We didn't get to see you, We didn't hear your cry,
We didn't get to see you in all the cute clothes we did buy.
My precious Angel I want you to know that although we didn't get to meet you,
Your memory will never let go.
Your Daddy left me not even two weeks ago,
From the loss of you and now him the pain does grow.
Why all of this pain and hurt inside,
I have to deal with this, I cannot hide.
I will carry on and be strong,
for the day I get to meet you will come along.
Things are not meant to be it's true,
just remember there is no blame on you.
In my heart I'll never forget,
the little baby I never met.
Love your mommy,
Shannon
