I hate feeling so damn down :( I have done nothing but cry the past 2 days. Most of you know I live in transitional housing for now, and was told I couldnt hang around with a certain friend anymore cuz they drink. WTF! I am old enough to make my decisions and I dont drink either... Then there is alot more going on here at the house with me. Yesterday I got pulled into the staff meeting on got put on the chopping block or so I felt. So many things they are making me do, I was about to leave here yesterday, I didnt care if I had to sleep in my car. I am dealing with major depression in the worst way right now, then to find out on top of that I am ocd, that I frggin hoard things :( Right now I hate life, but keep I got to try my best to keep keeping on.... I miss you all so much, sorry I am not around a whole lot anymore :(