Its not my tears you see
that make you know im sad.
Its when i laugh
When i hear your with someone new,
Just to feed your urges,
When you can ignore me and all my strides
I feel laughed at, snubbed, discarded,
Its just me now
lonley
lost
laughing
me and my knife lots of plans.
laughing.
a man once said
rip a mans heart out
and deal with the monster you create
creation?
no
a spider creates.
dancing in mid air as it
spins its web.
you dont creat you break
you discard.
soooo another cut to the wrist
another laugh escaped.
in the darkness here
i feel loved.
what could happen should i get my way?
how many ways can one make another suffer
in my darkness youll find no light
no mercy
no love
Perhaps while you are with him you will think of me.
and perhaps i may have to leave a mark first.