CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Back in the States"

0853 Day 3 Well day 3 back in the states. Doesnt seem to be going to much easier cuz I find myself missing my him terribly! Last night stayed at my sisters so I could see him on cam before he went out of town for the week to work. This being on dial up is really difficult on me cuz I like to visit my friends and cant do much right now. I will be back on dsl this weekend when I stay at my sisters again. I need to be getting out and finding a job for the next 3 months just to keep my mind occupied. I have found that sleeping is difficult, I guess once you get used to sleeping next to a warm body and instead waking up to a stuffed animal (yes i am hopeless, its sprayed with his cologne) it just makes you miss that body so much more. While I was in Germany I always woke up before he did and I would just lay there and watch him sleep. Seems so weird to be back in the states having all my friends call just to see how I am doing. Then I am sure they get tired of hearing me say how much I miss him! I guess the counting down till the days I can return to Germany is going to drive me crazy too! Now only 87 more days but right now it seems like forever! Now on the lighter side........You know your not in Europe anymore when your not hearing the church bells chime every 15 minutes, instead you hear the diesel trains....BLAH!