These past few days have been extremely hard for me to deal with. But I am doing my best to hold strong. I have been dealing with my boyfriend's attitude that it has become very annoying. I am wanting to be with a person who is grown up (mature), can hold a steady job, but most of all treats his woman right! I am getting to old for childish games and am beginning to want to settle down to have a family life with the right person. But I am beginning to feel like that is never going to happen. That it will always be a dream to me. Only time can trully tell what the future holds for us all. Piers has been doing everything he can to try to change me into someone that I aint and never will be. I prefer to be myself. He knew what he was getting involved with when we first got together and now things are falling apart a little at a time!
