Here lately alot has been going on for me. I went to my disability hearing last week and well. I am hoping that I am granted my benefits because I cant return to work due to my mental disability statis. My GAF is a 37 out of 60 which really aint that great but I pull through everyday that I live. James has been very supportive of me through all this stuff and hopefully things wont be so hard to deal with anymore. i just pray that the judge says that I am granted my benefits so that I can survive financially. One thing that really has me concerned is that I might be pregnant and not trully know it. Because I have had a period in almost 2 full moths now. So I am beginning to worry about that. But if I am I will do what I can to deal with the pregnancy and get proper care and all. So hope to keep in prayer about everything that it all works out in the end!