I can live without you.
The thing is that I don't want to.
You don't see the others who want to be mine.
You don't seem to see how much I want to be yours.
Am I here just to be hurt?
Am I here for myself anymore?
Or is it that I have become so used to this.
That I have trouble walking away?
Guy 1 wants to take me out when I am free.
Guy 2 wants to just be with me.
Guy 3 knows about you, and dislikes what we are.
Guy 4...well there is no guy 4.
So what do I do.
You are not going to be mine for so long.
And knowing that I can live with out you, hurts.
Knowing that I don't want to hurts even more.
I don't seem to matter to you these days.
I don't seem to rank on your list of importance.
It seems that you are going East, while I want to go North.
Our paths don't cross anymore, and I don't like that.
Are you keeping me around so you are not so lonely?
Are you keeping me around because you do see yourself with me in the future?
Do you actually think about your future with me in it?
Would you ever be the man I need you to be?
I could be your girlfriend so eaisly
I could be your everything in a heartbeat.
but it seems that even with me giving you all that you want.
I come out empty handed.
I can live without you.
But baby I don't want to.
I don't want to not have you in my life.
I don't want to think about what we could have been.
I can't do this forever.
And maybe you'll actually call me today.
Maybe when you call me you'll tell me how much you've missed me.
maybe when you call you'll ask me to come over.
I can't put my life on hold for a maybe.
I can't hurt myself over and over again.
You don't seem to understand what a simple call would do for me.
You don't seem to understand how much I miss us.
