I give up
I have loved you forever.
I have given you all i have to give.
never am i good enough for you to show the world you love me.
I promised id never make my own blood flow again.
but why should i keep that promise when you dont keep yours to me.
As i sit here in the dark writting to you i make first one cut then another.
watching as a red pool starts to gather around my hand.
I give up pretending, praying .
I wont ask for things you are to ashamed to give.
you denied me what i asked for what iv begged for
so now I will punish me in the way you cant stand.
its not to get back at you.
its simple a way to end things.
i give up on loving you or you loving me.
I cant type much more . blood is going allover my keys. i must bid you farwell foralways
