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Well I just got home from the interview for the transitional place. They asked a lot of questions pertaining to family history and mental illnesses and such. She said one thing she noticed from my answers is that I isolate myself, and asked if they chose for me to have a psyche test done if to be allowed if I would do it, and I said of course. She asked me about my fears, what I wanted out of the program and all sorts of other things. I guess there were 3 interviews scheduled today, and I was the only one that showed up, She also had me sign a release from when I went to treatment as well as one for my dr.
When I was leaving she asked if I wanted to do a UA today, and I said sure.... bad thing is I am scared of is the other night when I was stressing so bad (Wed) I took 1/2 of a xanax someone gave me. I hope and pray that it was not in my system still.
I am suppose to call next Wed and see where they are on everything, she said once she gets the releases back, then they staff it and decide. I did get a tour of the house, its huge. I seen both rooms that are empty and one is super cute in the corner with corner windows. Small but cute. I guess if I am accepted in I get assigned a big sister who sets the room up for me before I come in.
Am I afraid of change? Yes cuz I think I am afraid of actually accomplishing something for myself for once but gotta step into it, even if it is baby steps.
