Well this Mother's Day def. outdid last years.( i had a terrible stomach virus and at the time my son was only 3 months old) I would rather be sick and throwing up that being deal with the TOTAL bullshit that Im dealing with now. To start the day off, I didnt get to bed til about midnight. I kept waking up every hour seeing if Aaron was home. Well, i finally got up at 8:30am and he's STILL not home. about 5m ns later he comes in, he went to his moms after work because WalMart pissed him off. Wow, so he cant come home and tell me about it? wtfever. About 9:30/10ish Ace gets up.. ok so, it's Mother's Day, I figure I get a slight break in my mommy duties...wrong. I tell Aaron that Ace needs something to eat and I start straightenin up the house. Well, i look and Aarons asleep. He slept over at his moms.. he shoulda come home and fuckin slept. Thats HIS problem not mine. So i get Ace his breakfast and Im fuckin pissed. So Aaron makes a smart ass remark about me banging stuff around...which me and smartass remarks dont go well together anyway.. i make one back and he starts fuckin yellin at me.. then he punches the wall IN FRONT OF AASYN. I grab my son, his poptart, his cup, my phone and my keys and I go to my neighbors house. Im over there about 30 mns and I come home. Yay for the silent treatment. Then his dad comes over, which I figured Aaron called his parents while I was gone so w/e. apparently, Aarons JUST NOW telling his parents about my trip to Bama this summer. His dad was talking to me and tryna get me to leave Aasyn. Tellin me that Aasyns just gunna get in the way of my partying and whatever. Partying? what fuckin partyin? Im there to spend time with everyone. Im not a party whore. Im NOT gunna be droppin Ace off at random peoples houses while I go get drunk and fuck some random guy I AM NOT THAT WAY. I AM TAKIN MY SON WITH ME end of story. My friends and family WANT to see Ace and HAVE A RIGHT to see Ace just like Aarons parents do. But listenin to that for an hour isnt exactly something you wanna fuckin deal with. but WHAT THE FUCK EVER. Fuck this whole goddamn day. Its bullshit.
Sometimes I feel I was better off when it was just me and my boy.
