u kno wat sux
1) not being able to be with the guy u love
2)goin to a skool thats hard as hell
3)havin a mom thats old fashioned blak and strict
as hell
4)being a slut
5)nvr havin the balls to run away
6)nvr havin a place to run away to
7)not knowing wat the hell ur here for
8)bein lectured by adults on crapp wher they dont
evn kno wat theyr talkin about
i hate it wen adults say..."well i was ur age once too" cuz im like...umm well u wer nvr me and u didnt hav as much shitt to deal with that the youth of america has to deal with today
evry single time i want to run away...somethin always pulls me bak from doin it...
like the fact i hav no money, nowher to go, nuthin to do
im screwd
mentally
alot
and love sux ass hard
very hard
cuz its not all roses and chocolate like the movies make it seem
its hard-kore emotions and all the shitt that comes with it
along with tears and pain
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
emotionally screwd is no way to live
or
to exist at least
wow
im kinda pissed at life rite now
...
hmmm
ima go
fuckers
~me