Today I got a phone call from my daughter's stepmother who is my cousin. She said that she wants to end all contact between my daughter and me. To me that is disrespectful after my duahgter and I are able to talk and all. She says that I cause pain and mental distress for my child because I have not been able to get up there to see my little girl in sometime. I have been trying my damnest to go see her but its hard when you have very little finances and family wants to ignore you like your not there. Hopefully I find a man who appreciates me for myself as well. The guy that I was dating has become a royal ass and we have now broke up. So I dont think that I will ever have a happy family life with a good man. But who knows what the future holds!