There are no soul mates. I think the very idea of it was created to see how crazy humans would get over the idea of a person you were meant to be with. It's not a matter of soul mates, it's a matter of convenence. There is to much space for us to ever find our true soul mate, even if there was one. Because even if we were lucky enough to be in the right place an the right time, what are the chances that person is anywhere near to you. And when it come down to it we would shove off our soul mates for just a little human contact. Everyone has done it, that person that we connect with on ever level, but they are far away. That thing we call long distance relationships, but most of us would give it up to feel someone's touch. This isn't some rant about anyone. This more stems from me. Because I had a person for two years that I connected with on every level and I mean ever level. He was the one person who could tame that wild side in me. But distance makes us waver. There is no love in this world, the word is used far too liberally. We love everyone, in different ways. There is room in our hearts for everyone, and sometimes we don't think about the hearts we break when we profess our passion for someone and profess that same level of passion for someone else, no matter the difference.
I'll never love...and I think I'm finally okay with that. So don't try to change me. Because i'm done with throwing myself out there. It hurts too much. I have lots of friends i can cuddle with and sex has just become overrated, but even in that case, I have a single person who i have been with and loved and I don't want anything else.
I'm done...
