Im Sooo Misterunderstood's blog: "rantnravings of a man gone mad"

its 4 am a strange voice wakes me suggesting I rise and shine,

startled I jump up and have a look around it seemed to be all in my mind,

to unease to go back to bed plus I have a full day planed out,

so my day has begun in the weirdest of ways no clue what that was about,

to the sink I soon head face towel in hand all set to remove sleep from my eyes,

I arrive at my destination only to find the mirror held quite a surprise,

it me but not me he seemed to look through me and move when I reached for the soap,

he folded his arms and I hear that voice again saying rudely {my god what a joke,}

that's when it got weird because the voice started to sound oh so familiar you see,

I spun around then focused on the mirror the voice was coming from me,

losing it dose not describe how I feel at this moment in time,

I'm either still sleep or crazy either way I need to get a grip on my mind,

who are you to live such a life as this and NOT love every minuet you are given,

you have all that you need yet greed allows you to play with the hearts of two woman,

{FUCK YOU MAN} I respond your not fit for such luck with a look of disgust on my face,

not only are you pushing them but you test me as well I see you and I see disgrace,

anger took me I lost control yet it seems though I doubt I had that in the beginning,

I pushed him he smiled I swung the mirror cracked is it me or the mirror who's winning,

blood poured from my fist what a dumb move that was I look up and see i'm not alone,

the voice still haunted me laughing and saying now I am free to roam ,

a blow from behind I fell into the tub gripping onto the shower bar and curtain ,

had it set in my brain I was dreaming it all but the pain made me so uncertain ,

I got up with a rush we flew into the hall my shoulder buried deeply in his gut,

followed by a nice combo left hook right cross come back with a nice uppercut,

he rushed back I monkey flipped to the room we came from we fight until he dies,

I scream and charge in only as fools do and caught Lysol in both of my eyes,

the towel bar I grabbed swinging in a blind rage I connected two or three times,

with all the blood and the mess that the winner would lose paying for these crimes,

down the hall to the kitchen then bedroom destruction followed like a twister set lose,

I beat me in the head till I broke the bottle of a MR.PURE my favorite juice,

I got free from my grip dripping blood all over carpet and tile but i'm okay,

looking for something sturdy enough to finish the job { a Pyrex ashtray ! }

with that in hand I stand over me and whats left of my skull I crush,

the battle is over I breath so heavily I inhale the settling dust,

my eyes closed I try to get a hold of myself I just cant take anymore,

reopen them to find my body not there yet blood and ashes on the floor,

and pounding with force open up I hear someone is at my front door,

police no doubt no way to explain they'd take me to jail for sure,

the least of my problems I have much on my mind since all this begun,

in the heat of the battle I lost sight of my self I know NOT which one of me won..