Are you My Mr. Big?
Am I your Carrie?
Can we not break up and get back together.
Over and over again to keep a story line fresh?
If you are my Mr. Big.
Will you eventually love your Carrie?
Will you sell your vineyard in Nappa for me?
Or would you stay there cold and alone?
I've been Carrie for so long now.
I've never had a Mr. Big.
I've always wanted one.
But you are so him at times it scares me.
I being Carrie scream to be heard.
I being Carrie allow the shit to float off of me.
You being big, say what you want.
And you will always be who you are.
My Mr. Big would stay with me.
You would punch the French guy.
You would tell me you love me.
My Mr. Big is better than John.
I don't yell anymore.
I don't carry on like Carrie anymore.
I want nice things, I want you.
I want to be seen and heard, and loved.
This sounded better in my head, now it sounds cruel
Almost like you did something to piss me off.
When you did nothing, but be who you are.
Can I deal with the deletion? Can I deal with you being you?
Maybe I'm paranoid, maybe I'm too much like Carrie.
Maybe I want it all.
But I know I'm happy with you being my bonus.
I'd always be happy with you that way.
