i debated on making this a mum or not and actualy im not in the mood for the negative mummers soooo ill jus make this blog. if you decide to post a comment id love to see it
alright this is about my dad starting from day one he denied me from the get go wanted a blood test blazay blah yeah sorry ur a lucky winner of me im yours. from there was empty promises had me up and waiting for special trips to the park,pool etc and he never showed up. i got older id see him on the streets id stop say hi hed buy me a pop or chips never nothing more mind u my dad is in hmmmm manufacturing and distributing so he had money..i was always the one to call him,hunt him down litteraly. when my older sis was fed up n said F*** him i beged her to forgive him hes our dad so nooooow. im an adult i gave up didnt speak to my dad or even know where he lived for over 10 years... i have 5 possibly 6 sisters all by him 2 brothers i never met my brothers let alone even see a picture but i knew my sisters their mom moved them away when they were babies been over 10 years since i seen my sisters . out of the blue one sis finds me wich leads to the rest of my sisters and a phone call to my dad. im still in contact with my sisters and establishing a relationship with them tht im grateful for. as far as my dad tht one phone call was months ago since then my dad has called me several times i never answered never called back. inside im screaming HA how does it feel. i feel the only reason he is attempting now is cuz he realizes he was a dead beat dad never payed child support on all of us and tht fact hes not gettin and younger and his hearts not as strong as it was. but i cant ok ill say it i cant bring my self down enough to estblish a relationship with him cmon im 28 now and when i talked to him he didnt mention anything like sorry i never attempted to find you or wasnt a dad to u . he just started conversating like we never lost contact he said i love u i said ok i didnt call him dad..... i dont want to jus forgive and forget thts 28 yrs of pain broken hearts. my dad was in the hospital a month ago for his heart i didnt think omg hes dying i thought oh hmm when i finnaly have kids they will never have a grandpa. a close friend pissed me off when she said i was just acting childish and cold hearted um ok how am i supposed to feel ina situation like this????
