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My Pimp Out 4 My Special Friends Here On Ct :)
STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE, THEIR ALL AWESOME PEOPLE!! THERES SO MANY OF US, WE COULD HAVE OUR OWN TRAIN LOL MUCH LOVE 2 U ALL, XOXOX JEN bighits2747@ CherryTAP Da D.I.R.T.Y. Man/Dirty Dirty-{D.S.C.}--[Guilty Pleasures' Asst. Manager/Couch Perv]--@ CherryTAP DJ~tiggerb29_18301~EXCALIBUR RADIO~The Scooter Bar~Enforcer ~ THE MOST STALKED AND TALK ABOUT BALLS@ CherryTAP SLADE~Lydia's Man~Owner*The Scooter Bar/T.S.L/Coyote Ugly Bar/ Manager for Excalibur Radio@ CherryTAP ~CherryGrl Shalyna™Club FAR~Stripper @ Guilty Pleasures Lounge~@ CherryTAP TOM G//// BENICIA,CA@ CherryTAP sexymedic4u~*~Security in the Guilty Pleasures Lounge~*~Moronica's Protector@ CherryTAP tonycat ~ Night Security for "Guilty Pleasures" lounge ~@ CherryTAP

I'm Sure I Seem Rude.
There are days I don't want to deal with anything just like a real person, like you, those days are always going on, where someone offers a kind word or something they want to say , or add to my life to make me feel whole, or just offer a hand in friendship, I'm sorry if I seem rude, I can't begin to tell you how I feel if I am not sure how I feel myself, its hard to talk about Zachary, yes I remember the good times and I remember everything leading up to that morning but other moments in time are gone and are only revisited when someone says something or I see something that reminds me, that's how I live my life now ,minute by minute day by day. OK this is the part of the Blog where I am going to sound rude, take this how you will..... I have had so many people ask me about who I am as a person and more then often the words "dark","Evil" or atheist is batted in my direction I feel there are times when I should be carrying a tennis racket so I can hit them back in your court, so here

Are U Cute Enough To Enter
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World
this is my frist blog entry and it is going to be deep and it will be long, i have come to a understanding that there is something worng with this world and i will be the one person that may change it with just word i hope, i know that no one in the world is perfict, me myself is far from that truth. So here is how i am going to chage the world one page at a time, i hope people read this and understand what i am trying to say, i know some people will leave me bad comments and say some nasty things because they don't think that one person can have an effect on what other people think, well i am here to prove those nonbelievers wrong one person believe can change everything on how a person feels or how they act well that is what i am here to change, my mission in life beside to pervide for my family and those i call my family i know that family my no be important to everyone but it is important to me if one person in everyone family could say one thing and do one thing for someone else i

Please Read
I am going through my friends list I need to know who wants to remain friends or not. Too many people are pretending to be my friends and then down grading me because I am married I am looking for friends and friends only please leave me a message and let me know. I always have room for friends. please let me know I would love it if I could stay friends with everyone but that is not my choice to make. you are either my friend or you are not I need to know so please leave me a message. I am not a bad person. I am a good friend If people would just give me the chance. so please be truthful I will understand if you dont want to be my friend. I am not forcing anybody to be my friend so if you want to be my friend please leave a message and let me know Thank you to all the ones who have really helped me to believe in myself and really been good true friends I will always be there for you.

And To Think I Trusted You..............
Although I don't see how you would be able to sleep knowing what you have done was totally wrong. Do you have any regard for anyone other than yourself??? I have kids, or does that even matter to you. But then why would you care, it is not your life. To think I trusted you as a friend. How could I have been so blind and stupid not to see right through you. Funny. Only guess what? I'm not down.

The Summer Of Drugs By Ted Nugent
This summer marks the 40th anniversary of the so-called Summer of Love. Honest and intelligent people will remember it for what it really was: the Summer of Drugs. Forty years ago hordes of stoned, dirty, stinky hippies converged on San Francisco to "turn on, tune in, and drop out," which was the calling card of LSD proponent Timothy Leary. Turned off by the work ethic and productive American Dream values of their parents, hippies instead opted for a cowardly, irresponsible lifestyle of random sex, life-destroying drugs and mostly soulless rock music that flourished in San Francisco. The Summer of Drugs climaxed with the Monterey Pop Festival which included some truly virtuoso musical talents such as Jimi Hendrix and Janis Joplin, both of whom would be dead a couple of years later due to drug abuse. Other musical geniuses such as Jim Morrison and Mama Cass would also be dead due to drugs within a few short years. The bodies of chemical-infested, brain-dead liberal deniers conti

Hope
Hope The sun will learn to smile again The waves will soar and toss When we have sifted out the mud From hidden pearls in dross The wind will whisper soothing words To all who hear in peace the raging storm will clear the deck And then the clouds will cease. The sand itself will laugh and sing The trees will up and dance As joy and peace and love and truth are given lasting chance.

Single Woman's Prayer
SINGLE WOMAN'S PRAYER Now I lay me down to sleep. Please don't send me no more creeps. Please just send me one good man. One without a wedding band. One good man who's sweet as pie. Who brushed his teeth and doesn't lie. Who dresses neat and doesn't smell. And is sexy like my man Denzel. Man, if I should die before I wake, that would truly take the cake; No matrimony or honeymoon. No fancy reception planned for June. No throwing of the wedding bouquet. Please, God, don't let me go out that way. If I die before I meet Mr. Right I won't go out without a fight. But then again with my luck, He'd probably be just some schmuck. The single life is not that bad I know it's just a passing fad. I won't be blue. I will not frown. Besides, I like my toilet seat down. No more makeup, won't comb my hair. So never mind this stupid prayer. The single life will do just fine. So what's up, girlfriend? IT'S PARTY TIME!!!!

Welcome To Fubar.com
Yes in a very short time Cherrytap will be on the internet using a new name. babyj made some new changes and wants to change the name. for all info on this new change please check out babyj's blog. Cherrytap is going to be Fubar woooohhooo repost this bulletin please so all can read on the changes that are about to happen (repost of original by 'F******HOT Marina *¢¾someone's lover¢¾* -tagged NSFW [member to the band of brothers]' on '2007-07-13 10:28:35') (repost of original by 'Boycott Wal-Mart' on '2007-07-13 10:36:23') (repost of original by '~I Love Iceman00725 4 Life~Please Sign My Guestbook' on '2007-07-13 10:41:06')

Hmm
im going around to random pages on my friends list today...just leaving a comment...or a profile rate, or a fan....its so weird..because as soon as i add someone, i always go and rate/fan em.....the past few pages i've been to, have had a rating..but the fan i had was gone...weird. :/

Tattoo Help, Please????
I need new ink!!! I have an idea for a design I want to get to represent my nieces and nephew. Is there anyone artistic out there who can draw the design for me? Hit me up in the shoutbox or send me a PM and I'll tell you what I want it to look like. If anyone can help me out, I'll give you a big pimpin' gift, and my undying gratitude! :)

I Give Up
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes,that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be o

Sex Quiz
You scored as A Slave To BDSM, Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM73% Sex God70% A Romantic58% Virgin43% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Poetry
Crazy Love Love is crazy, fast swift and sweet. You’ll never know who, when, or where you’ll meet. Crazy love can and will sweep you off your feet. You can try to deny it and fight it but, Still someone will supply it. Run! Hide! If you really dare. No matter how far or long, love will always be there. Love is crazy, love is blind But there’s always that one person that is genuine. It’s crazy yes, this love I see and I know it’s happened to me. Love is crazy, crazy is love. So tell me, you really ready to love craz

The Long And Short
I was born in salt lake city at holy cross hospital in 1972.At the age of 9 mo. i was adopted by david and elizabeth price. They divorced soon after. Liz,myself,and andra{adopted from another family before me}my older sis moved to arizona where liz met and married clyde stansberry. My name was changed to jeremy stansberry. By the age of seven i think,clyde lost his jobs as a prof. chef due to alcoholism.We ended up moving from state to state and city to city.Clyde became quite the wife beater and i ended up gettin him arressted in phoenix for spousal abuse...i was probably around 9 or 10. Liz took him back when he was released 6 mo. later and andra bailed...movin back to utah to david and his new wife pam. Meanwhile i was now responsible for my two younger sis's and my newborn bro. Clyde soon was drinkin and hittin and so i called the cops....liz and us kids were made to leave and find residence elsewhere. We moved to tuscon and that was the year our apt. was broken into by the

When Video Games And Bad Parenting Go Bad
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070716/ap_on_re_us/neglect_internet_addiction RENO, Nev. - A couple who authorities say were so obsessed with the Internet and video games that they left their babies starving and suffering other health problems have pleaded guilty to child neglect. The children of Michael and Iana Straw, a boy age 22 months and a girl age 11 months, were severely malnourished and near death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to a hospital, authorities said. Both children are doing well and gaining weight in foster care, prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria told the Reno Gazette-Journal. Michael Straw, 25, and Iana Straw, 23, pleaded guilty Friday to two counts each of child neglect. Each faces a maximum 12-year prison sentence. Viloria said the Reno couple were too distracted by online video games, mainly the fantasy role-playing "Dungeons & Dragons" series, to give their children proper care. "They had food; they just chose not to give

American Idol 2007 Episode 37 - Top 4 Elimination Show Review
What a hard decision it was this week to pick someone to vote for. Why, at the Top 4 week, can't the contestants be singing songs and performing like their lives depended on it. They all just seem happy to "see what happens next" and no one has really convinced the country that they really are a star. Last week we lost two people and that seemed to do nothing to shakes things up this week as we get down to the business end of the competition. Barry Gibb will be performing tonight. I really hope he's lip syncing cause he sounded terrible last night. Ok, enough rambling. Let's check out what every one sang last night. Melinda Doolittle sang Love You Inside Out and How Can You Mend a Broken Heart Blake Lewis sang

The Metal Guru's Movie Review (sicko)
Well as some of you know that i talk to alot on here i am A HUGE Michael Moore fan, so im was very excited to see this movie! hes a awsome film maker and just a really smart guy who should be takin alot more seiouslly then he is! anyways heres my review of SICKO Acclaimed filmmaker Michael Moore sets out to investigate the American healthcare system. Sticking to his tried-and-true one-man approach, Moore sheds light on the complicated medical affairs of individuals and local communities. First off i have to say i am NOT anti-american in any way, i like living in this country and all but this movie really showd how FUCKED we are compaired to other countrys like Canada and Europe, when it comes to Healthcare, Medications and that sorta thing.... this movie had stories of real life people who where either denyed healthcare or had health care that would not cover a serious illness or something they needed to just stay ALIVE....it told numiouse TRUE stories of when healt

Alone, Hurt, Lonely
Well as I sit here at 8: 31 pm heart hurting, lonely dont feel like I do enough for camden even though in every sense I do. Lonely in my litte world only thing that helps right now is the smile on my sons face which in due reality wont be much longer cause a number of factors which one of them is my own happiness is probley the number 1 reason for it all sad it took me 6 years to relize someone who I thought was close to ended up being a thorn. So my situation with it as it is for my son and tearing at me daily, good for him bad for my heart. On another note being alone is so much harder then I ever expected bad thing about it I been along all my life feels like I have been alone all my life even through the 2 relationships I have had they lacked everythign from cuddling to sex to simple hand holding. Sometimes I just wish I had someone just to hold me without having a relationship and etc. I would cerish the fact someone would wanan hold me just to make me feel better not asking for s

Could Ya Give Me A Bit Of Help.....
I've been trying to add some new music to my stash. Everything appears to look okay...the player is there. It is suppose to be an auto start trax, and it says auto play in the html code. But...it will not autoplay for me. I'd sure appreciate it if you'd all have a look, and let me know if they're working for you, and let me know if you have any ideas why it won't autoplay for me... I'd appreciate any info, or suggestions you might have. thanks here's a link to the first one, and then there are also 3 more by The Martins...check them out as well, if you would. a href="http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2666243&bl=1" target=_blank>http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2666243&bl=1

Jimmy Page Vs. Angus Young
The results are in- Jimmy Page-46 Votes Angus Young-26 Votes Jimmy Page is your NEW Champion! By far, this was the best turnout for best axe. I wanna thank all you Cherry Tappers for casting your vote in the bigest and best AXE FIGHT to date! Look for the next AXEFIGHT in my next MUMM and again, many thanks!

Uuuuuuuuughhh.
Fucking dammit. I fucking HATEEEEEEEE being me right now. Too much fucking confusion, and I'm fucking sick of it! -Thinking about getting rid of my CT account- Grrrrrrrrrrrr. (*)?? Fucking pissed off. -crawls into a hole and blows my brains out- The End.

Walls
My heart rings out like drops in an empty pail, Freezing to the touch my will gaurds it without fail. It crys out so deep wanting someone to hear, Its song echoing it wants you near. My mind races to put up more walls, I see you smile and they begin to fall. Like running backwards a race I can't win, Your eyes sparkle and my walls cave in. All the past pain and hurt slip away, Being replaced like the sun of a new day. You grace and beauty have set my heart at ease, Your heart and soul I will now try to please.

Do I Exsist To You?
DO I exsist to you? Do I exsist to you Or am I just a body laying cold. DO I not breath? Do I not have a heartbeat? that beat only for you? Your the one I want to come home to The one I want to lay next to. Am I not the one that shares your bed at night AM I not the one that crys on your shoulder. Yet I seem to not exsist You seem to look past me. You talk but not to me. You listen but not to me. Why why doesn't my heart exsist Why don't I exsist?

Don't You Hate People
Don't you hate people that are really fastidious note takers? I was just in a meeting with a guy who had like 5 colors of pens and index tabs to take all sorts of copious notes. I'm more of a Zen philosophy, if I am meant to remember it, I will. oh and no disrespect meant to you copious ones, its probably just envy

Rusted And Weathered
Would that I could cut away this flawed flesh, sculpt it into a more perfect skin. Would that I could make myself believe in what others find acceptable. Yet I cannot, I will not. Though their cruelty fills me with sorrow, though their persecution makes me ill to the point of retching, I will not bow down to the status quo and deny who and what I am just to make others feel more comfortable. So I will stand alone on this battlefield as always, knee-deep in the blood and gore of my enemies, my armor once again broken and battered, blades dull from my kills. I will give no sympathy, give no quarter: I will be as dead as dead can be to all save my allies, those of which are very few. *sigh* I grow so weary of this- weary of the battle, weary of people expecting me to justify my every action and reaction. The shields grow heavier with each attack, my helm is cracked, and I don't know how much longer my mail will hold. But I will go down fighting.

My Moto For The Rest Of The Year
'The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides with the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and good will shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon those with great vengeance and with furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know that my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.'

The Left Redefines ‘withdrawal’
Published on TheHill.com on July 18, 2007. When the House of Representatives voted, on July 12, 2007 — by a margin of 223-201 — against the Iraq war, the news media characterized the bill as requiring a “withdrawal” from that war-torn country. Media reports said that the legislation required the start of withdrawal in four months and mandated that it be completed by April of 2008. Nonsense. The bill did nothing of the sort. Rather, it specified that its goal was to “require the secretary of defense to commence the reduction of the number of United States armed forces in Iraq to a limited presence by April 1, 2008.” The legislation went on to specify what it meant by a “limited presence.” It specified that the “president shall, at a minimum, address whether it is necessary for the armed forces to carry out the following missions: “(A) Protecting United States diplomatic facilities and United States citizens, including members of the armed forces who are engaged in carrying out

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Hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate life hate the way it throws you for loops and turns and never seems to put you back on your feet no matter how hard you try you always end up futher back then where you were hate that there is no true happiness no matter how you look at things and try to put things into a different veiw money dont buy happiness material things dont count it dont matter what you have and what you dont have but no one ever sees that hate that people are so judgemental and they are no better then the person they are judging hate that love is just a fucked up thing in life just put here to fuck you futher and give you hopes that its one thing you will never fnd hate that people always treat the others like shit leading them dont a road that they cant get theirsselves outta leaveing them stuck and knowing that they cant trust or love anyone cuz of all the wrong doings in there life that others have done to them has totaly destroyed any hopes of them ever finding or getting it back hate the fact that

A Phd In American Idolology?????
Maybe CalPoly will offer this: Get a Ph.D. in 'American Idol' The semiotics of Sanjaya, dawg ANNE KINGSTON | June 4, 2007 | ANNE KINGSTON--> When Katherine Meizel defends her doctoral thesis at the University of California at Santa Barbara next week, it will be the first time "Paula Abdul" and "dialectic relationship" are uttered in the same forum. "America Singing: The Mediation of Identity Politics on American Idol," is the first Ph.D. to be written about the show, or, as the 33-year-old ethnomusicology student defines it, the "system that results in the simultaneous creation of product and built-in audience -- a commodity package with 'consumer included.' " Meizel, an opera singer with a Ph.D. in performance, became a regular American Idol viewer in 2003 after reading a much-quoted New York Times column that criticized the show's enthusiasm for melisma, a vocal mannerism popularized by Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey, which the paper dismissed as "cramming songs with hundreds o

No Means No
back a few years ago they ran a campaign In the north In New hampshire "NO MEANS NO" domestic Violence had taken a turn for the worst when I am man broke a restraining order and was given a very light sentence 4 months he was a real ass and seemingly so a sick person he didn't take no for answer he got out of jail and hid in his girlfriends house and waited till she come home from work and stabbed her 38 times killing her then himself, point?? there are guys on Fubar that are getting upset about women that are not opening their picture folders even when they (the guys) are invited to be friend, this hits me hard I'm not sure who raised these men but they are not men they are sick people that need to seek help and fast cause NO MEANS NO weather its a folder or a touch or a word NO MEANS NO...where are the morals of some men here? what makes a man think that he do anything and say anything without thinking about consequences for all my women friends on Fubar if a man is overly persistent

Memo For Freud - Daina Chaviano
In the centre of the lake was an island full of castles inhabited by ants. Each rainy night came the warriors to spawn their spears of light that I frightened away by the cries of a vampire. Slowly I stretched out on the grass and you rolled over me. Over and again you plunged a smooth stake .................................into my vulva Like a silver nail .........................................and you smiled, I don't know why when I fall in love I have nightmares.

*sighs*
Grrr. I had an invitation to go out with a group of people tomorrow, but I'll be sleeping so I can work all night. I could be hanging out with my new neat friends, but no! I'm going to be responsible and earn my salary. Well, the phone is ringing off the hook and it's work-related, as I'm at work. Quite possibly, I will blog later. Toodles.

Friday And Good Morning To You.
Good Morning and Happy day it’s Friday and the start to the weekend. Wow the weeks fly by here like no tomorrow. Not much in the world happening except crime and punishment lies and crud. So with that being said, I truly hope everyone has a great weekend and I look forward to a great wine tasting event at a friends house. So that’s what is on our agenda this weekend. So what ever you do I hope it’s a fun one. A huge hug and a pat Marty

Humor Ii
Enjoying good humor and funny moments and experiences, gives us a refreshing lift and sprinkles our daily efforts with life's pleasantries. A laugh, a smile, humor in good taste, are some of life's pleasantries that make life worth living and provide us with a change of scenery that is amusing, entertaining, and rewarding. All in all, seeing the funny side of life really does us a world of good and does wonders for a healthy perspective and pleasant disposition.

I Miss You Daddy!
Today marks 2 full year that my dad passed away from lung cancer....He entered the hospital Dec. 2004 and was never able to come home again passing away July 20th 2005, 2 weeks to the day after my 27th bday...We watched this great fantastic man fade away before our eyes... We were so happy..anyone guess which one is me? Christmas was always a fun time for us He loved his grandkids so much...Had nicknames for em all like...Wimpy Woo Woo(Brit), Wing Nut(Allen), Sarah Teapot(Savanna) and lil Shithead(bre)...lol I was and always will be Daddy's Lil Girl Was always good at making ya laugh with the goofy things he did Racing was his passion and his pain in the ass...lol We went thru a "few" cars in his racing career at Beech Ridge MotorSpeedway

So Yeah Today Is Nothing
so woke up today and realized that this is a boreing meaningless existance im living right now and something needs to change quick and it needs to be something new and exciting or at least not the same old shit that seems to encompass every other aspect of my life right now so whos down to give me what i need to get this ball rolling or at least a temporary break from the mundane??

The Silent Warrior
I wear no uniforms, no blues or Army greens. But I am in the military in the ranks rarely seen. I have no rank on my shoulders. Salutes I do not give. But the mililary world is the place where I live. I am not in the chain of command, orders I don't get. BUt my husband is the one who does, this I cannot forget. I am not the one who fires weapons, who puts my life on the line. But my job is just as tough. I am the one that's left behind. My hisband is a Warrior, a brave and prideful man and the call to serve his country, not all can understand. Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free. My husband makes the sacrific, but so do our kids and me. I love the man I married. Soldiering is his life. But I am a Silent Warrior, known as the Military Wife. * I read this today in some mail that I got. I am not married to a soldier though I have been before. My heart goes out to those wifes and children dealing with their fathers and husbands gone. But

Drug Company Gets B**ch Slapped
http://biz.yahoo.com/ap/070720/oxycontin_plea.html?.v=11 OxyContin Maker, Execs Fined $634.5M Friday July 20, 6:50 pm ET By Sue Lindsey, Associated Press Writer OxyContin Maker and Executives Fined $634.5M for Misleading Public ABINGDON, Va. (AP) -- Purdue Pharma L.P., the maker of OxyContin, and three of its executives were ordered Friday to pay a $634.5 million fine for misleading the public about the painkiller's risk of addiction. U.S. District Judge James Jones levied the fine on Purdue, its top lawyer and former president and former chief medical officer after a hearing that lasted about four-and-a-half hours. The hearing included statements by numerous people who said their lives were changed forever by addiction to OxyContin, a trade name for a long-acting form of the painkiller oxycodone. Designed to be swallowed whole and digested over 12 hours, the pills can produce a heroin-like high if crushed and then swallowed, snorted or injected. From 1996 to 2001,

Me
Me ME Sit and degrade me Do all that you can But you can't take from me All that I am Im mommy and daddy grandma and grandpa too So where exactly does that leave you! Ive picked up the pieces you have throwen away to bad your the one who made it this way. You came and went as you pleased To bad the only one you were hurting are the boys you never see. With the look in there eyes which just made me just want to die I took the responsiblty to say just let him fly. I've done all I can Now i will show them all that I am Because of you I am now who I am! Kasie

Masquerade Angel
Look in my eyes, What do you see? Look deep in my soul, Do you see happiness? If you do... Then the jokes on you. I hide behind a mask, My life is one big masquerade. I play the role the best I can, Only for the role to change. I try to keep up with the changes, Only to fall on my face. I look to find an Angel to help me, But all I see is you reaching out for me. As I take your hand, you pull me close, I lay my head upon your chest... As you wrap your arms and wings around me. I hoped to find an Angel, But I found you instead. I never knew until I opened up, Until I opened my eyes, my heart, and my soul to you. That you were the one, My one true Angel.

Tequila Chicken
Ingredients: * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 lime * 1/2 cup Tequila * 1 1/2 pounds boneless, skinless, chicken tenders * 1 1/2 cups tortilla chips, crumbled * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 2/3 cup salsa ranch dressing or Southwestern ranch dressing * 1 (11 ounce) can golden whole kernel corn, drained * 6 ounces packaged shredded Mexican cheese * 1 cup salsa * 1 medium tomato, chopped * 2/3 cup sour cream Method Preheat oven to 325 degrees. Add the garlic to a square glass dish. Grate the rind of the lime into the dish and squeeze the juice of the lime into the dish. Add the tequila and stir to mix. Add the chicken tenders, turning once to coat. Let marinate for 15 minutes. Meanwhile, put the chips into a small foil pan in the oven and toast for 5 minutes. Heat the olive oil over low-medium heat in a large non-stick skillet. Add the chicken and marinade; brown chicken (about 3 minutes per side.) Add the ranch dressing; simmer

For Numalte
You smell like a thunderstorm in the spring. Your kisses taste so good. Your warm breath on my neck whispering words of love to me. Make's me feel so safe. Your body lying next to me. your strong arms that carry me to bed each night. you stroke my hair and kiss my face ,while I sleep. Makes me feel so safe. Looking into your deep black eyes. Seeing all the love thats there. Hearing you say everyday,for you I'd lay down my life. Makes me feel so safe. Strong hands,strong body with such a gentle touch. Loving me out of my mind. You make me know I am safe.

Hey To U All
I REALLY LIKE TO TY FOR ALL THE ONES THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ME OUT ...I THANK YOPU AND APPRECIATE IT ALOT....I REALLLY DO..BUT THERE R STILL SOME OF U OUT THERE I HELP ALOT AND I REALLY DO NOT ASK MUCH FOR HELP BUT I LIKE TO LEVEL UP... I AM ALOMST THERE..1400O AND SOMETHING LEFT...SO PLZ IF U CAN HELP ME AND I WILL SURE FIND A WAY TO REWARD YA I PROMISE....THX AGAIN..HUGGZZ STACIE LOTS OF LOVE TO YAZ ALL..HEHEHE

It
It’s hard to believe it but I have been officially divorced for six months now. Some of you know that it was coming for a number of years before that…at least seven. For the last three months, I have been on this website making new friends and getting more comfortable with who I am. My friends here have become my support system as I navigate the changes in my life. I have to admit that I’m now an addict and spend more time on here than I do doing anything else (I’m not so sure that’s entirely a good thing). I’ve been told that the first year after divorce is a time of rediscovery and that I shouldn’t get into any new relationships during this time. Being the rebel that I am, I have ignored that. Since deciding to end my marriage, I have had a fling with a rock musician, a whirlwind relationship with a deputy sheriff and dated a drug-addicted upholsterer. The later discovered my CT page and decided that I was a “psycho”…coming from a coke addict; I must say that doesn’t make much sen

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Not Writen By me... Writen For Me... by Anastasia THANK YOU SO MUCH ANASTASIA.. YOUR ARE WONDERFUL.. The Purest of Angels The purest of angels is the best of the hallowed, Every time she walked away they sat as they sarrowed. She's the purest of the pure, For every illness she is the cure. With her heavenly touch and sweetest voice, She helps you in a way to give you a better choice. To have her in your presence, you are very fortunate, For her love is one of the most passionate. Hold her close and never let her friendship fall from you, For her word and feelings are always true. Never will you find such a real and true friend, Treat her with the most respect until her or your day comes to put it to an end.

To Love U This Much
Do you know what its like... To be loved so completely... So deeply... That no matter what you do... No matter what you say... They forgive you... Understand that deep down... You don’t really want them to go away... Do you know what its like... To be loved in your darkest hour... When your heart is in such despair... And you really don’t care... What happens to you... But someone else does... And they don’t mind...just sitting close... Not saying a word... Just by their presence... Letting you know... You are not alone... Do you know what its like... To push someone away so hard... But they keep returning... Saying to you in soft whispers... I don’t care if you don’t love me... I love you so completely... So deeply... That no matter where you hide... I will find you... And make you mine... Do you know what that does to your heart... To be loved like this... Is every woman’s dream... Then why is it I have n

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fine fine fine. *laughs* k so... went to all the little metaphysical shops around town ive been absolutely dying to go to.... bought loads of incense n charcoal n holder thingies (iunno what they're called...shoot me) le company is prolly gonna stay another nite... *wheeeeeeeeee* and moms is gonna take us out for gourmet pizza at mah favorite place *dances* uhm what else... nothin really...*thinks* well sorry Sunshine...theres things in my brain but they're best kept there. they keep me company dontcha know? i heart having television...and the funny part is...now that i do have it...i rarely watch it. its more like a comfort sort of thing...so that i could watch it if i so chose.. i finally hung my moroccan striped curtains in my room...planted my peppermint outside...transplanted my pothos into a nice hanging basket ima put on the hook thats directly in front of my window....i finally took some pictures of the house...but after careful deliberation decided no

No Title
at this point in time i do not know what to think.. tonight i jus break down and cry..listening to that darn armageddon song "animal crackers".. makes me think back to the past who i was with and what was going on at that time.. its funny almost 10 years and i can still remember wht i was wearing.. another thought... being a airforce wife isnt always easy.. 75% of the time i do not feel like one.. i feel trapped in my own house.. feeling like the outcast of a typical military wife.. i dont want to be alone right now it sucks jus want someone to cuddle up too..

'so You Think You Can Dance': Top 18 Revealed
Tonight on So You Think You Can Dance, the first two competitors will be going home. The show starts with a totally freaky and fun dance to Busta Rhymes' "Put Your Hands Where My Eyes Can See." The group dances are so much more fun and entertaining than the group sings on results day on American Idol. Host Cat Deeley comes out and reveals it was choreographed by Wade Robson. She also says last night, people voted "in the millions." Oooh, nice and vague. Jaimie and Hok are safe.Anya and Danny are safe.Sabra and Dominic are in the bottom three.Lacey and Kameron are safe.Ashlee and Ricky are in the bottom three.Sara and Jesus are safe.Pasha and Jessi are safe.Neil and Lauren are safe.Cedric and Faina are in the bottom three.Jimmy and Shawna are safe. So six will be DANCING FOR THEIR LIVES.But first, last year's winner Benji Schwimmer performs. He says he's grateful for the show, and that he has been all over the world. He adds that he is in a Christina Aguilera video. He dances, and he we

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I have been here long enough to see that the rating scale o to 10 is pretty pointles. If you use it objectively, meaning your actual oppiion and give a photo or page less than 10, you are a dirty rotten downrater! (some use less creative and more abusive descriptions) Why is it wrong to give your honest oppinion and then be citisized and blocked or worse for it? It seems to be the general concensus that if you are not going to give a "10" then you should not bother to rate. What a subsandard group of people there seems to be around here. If an opinion is wanted, woud you not rather have an honest one? Let me know what you honestly think.

Where Did My Weekend Go?
Man, I can't believe it is Monday already. I had a fabulous weekend. We sent the kids off to the country to visit their cousins. So being kids free the hubby and I had a nice dinner at Brio here in the Woodlands complete with a bottle of Marlot. Afterwards we went home and watched a movie in bed together. (Insert your own imagination here as I don't kiss and tell...much) Saturday I had a party with a great group of women in Channelview. We laughed and talked about all kinds of things if you catch my drift. I made a couple hundred dollars for having fun with the girls. I even made it home with plenty of time to snuggle before lights out. Sunday was spent shopping at Best Buy. I got a couple of new CDs ...Thanks to my friendSteve..here at CT for turning me on to Better Than Ezra. I even checked out getting a new PC or laptop. I'm not sure what I want yet so I'm still window shopping. I have a fabulous life!

For My Daughter
I guess this journey started almost 18 years ago. Your mother and I knew we were going to have a little girl. I had no idea what to do or what kind of father I was going to be. The only thing I did know, that no matter what I did or didn't do, I would raise my little girl to be an independent, intelligent woman. That she would not have anyone sway her thinking, her beliefs and her values. That she would choose her friends for who they are, not for what they could do for her. You have matured into more then I could have ever wished. Through all that you have been put thru over the years, you have always handledthe situations put in front of you. As time has moved on, I find myself learning more from you then I think you have learned from me. You are not only my first born but one of my closest confidant and friends. I know you will succeed in any task you take on. I want you to know that no matter what your future holds for you, I will always be there to help, gu

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Hey guys! As some of you know, I'm the web developer for Smith Gallery and K Street Gallery, the largest art galleries in Downtown Sacramento. Well, work's been somewhat chaotic recently, and have had a ton of projects going on all at once. But now, a lot of them are wrapping up! And this is where you guys come in. I'm handing off one of the near-finished sites to my boss for review later today, and the rest of the team will probably go over it and nitpick for the next day or two. I'd also love for you guys to sort of beta-test the site for me, and tell me what you think, what you notice, any bugs you might see, etc etc. The main site I'm concerned with is the new version of our main website, which is currently http://www.smithgallery.com. I have the redesign located at http://sg.sacpeople.com temporarily, but is basically just what it will be on the real domain. If you've got some time and don't mind checking out the site, I'd definitely appreciate it. The site makes

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Things to Never Say to a Woman During an Argument Whoa, time out. Football is on. Sorry. I was just picturing you naked. Is there any way we can do this via e-mail? Don't you have some laundry to do or something? You are so cute when you get mad. You're just upset because your bottom is beginning to spread. Wait a minute - I get it. What time of the month is it? You sure you don't want to consult the great Oprah on this one? Looks like someone had an extra bowl of bitch flakes this morning! Who are you kidding? We both know that thing isn’t loaded

Ratings
Why is it that the ugliest of people will rate your photo or profile at less than a 10? Some dude just rated one of my pics at an 8. And yes he was a fugly! Does he think I'm going to crawl into a corner and die for that? Puhlease! This site just cracks me up sometimes. People take this thing so seriously like their lives or reality will be altered based on a number. I say GROW UP! Now I'm going to sulk in a corner and suck my thumb. My feelings are hurt.....NOT! :0)

A Calling
A calling to Minster to Others The question comes up some time along ones path “Should I stay in the closet, or come out into the open?” This is a very personal question that isn’t answered lightly. There are many factors to take into account in making this type of commitment. Coming out into the open and supporting the local Pagan Community takes a commitment that is serious and far reaching. As you become more active and open in the community, more is expected of you by the deities you fallow. Some of the attributes that can develop is a caring for fellow pagans around you. Due to the diversity of a Pagan Path you are required to be tolerance of others. Especially in a Pagan Community not everyone fallows the same path or even the same rules. Keeping this in mind let’s look at what a ministry is. Simply put to minister means to devote yourself to the church or religion you fallow, to help others and to study the scriptures or doctrine of your faith. Now not all ministers are ord

Blah, Blah, Blah
Are you tan? well sorta!! Do you use Proactiv? no Do you wear make-up daily? if I'm working then ya. Do you own chanel perfume? nope Do you shower daily? Well no shit!!! Don't you!! Do you go to the tanning bed? once in awhile. Do you use MAC make-up? nope, but my daughter has some Do you use other make-up products? yes Do you straighten your hair everyday? nope! Category- Friends Is a best friend a promise or a label? It's a promise, cause I don't say it otherwise. Do you have more than one best friend? kind of but not really Do you have too many friends to name? not good ones Do you hang out with with friends everyday? I wish I had the time to!! Do you have pictures of your friends on your walls? some I have on my entertainment center Do you call more than one of your friends regularly? yes Is your best friend a girl? nope Are your friends in a lot of your classes? uhm....*stare* WTF??? Category- Fashion & Style Do you have style and originality? sure Do y

Various Thoughts
hmmmm. what's a good order for this? Uh, school. I wasted gas going to school today. It was supposed to be a review day. I basically went to school, so I could get told to read my book. It's a two hr class, and the teacher wouldn't explain the stuff I was asking about. My speech- The one good thing I thought came from being overweight, isn't even always true. My teacher says he's always been fat, and that hasn't made him any more considerate. So much for my theory. I guess fuck the assholes whether they are overweight or not. And I don't mean that in a good way. I''ve been kinda pissy lately. I'm going through withdrawls from sex. I made my decison a little over a week ago, and it's fucking difficult to stick with it. I can't keep doing the same things over and over and expect a change though. I have to break the cycle, and go on to something new. Too man people get stuck in a cycle doing the same things over and over again and wonder why they always get the same result

The Grocery Store
The Grocery Store Bernie goes to a grocery store. He finds cat food at special prices. He picks a dozen cans of cat food and goes to check out. The Manager gets suspicious. He thinks that this guy cannot have a cat and will probably feed cat food to his kids. He asks Bernie to show him his cat before he could let him have cat food. Bernie goes home and returns with a cat and gets to buy the cat food. Next week Bernie finds dog food at special prices. He picks a dozen cans of dog food and goes to check out. The Manager again gets suspicious. He thinks that this guy has a cat but he cannot have a dog and he will probably feed dog-food to his kids. He asks Bernie to bring and show him the dog before he can let him have dog food. Bernie goes home and returns with a dog. He gets to buy the dog food. Next week Bernie comes to the grocery store with a bag. He asks the manager to put his hand in the bag. The Manager puts his hand in the bag and immediately takes it out. He shout

I Finally Did It........
Yes ladies and gents, I posted some pics other than my default photo. So now Randi Jo can leave a comment on something other than the one photo she has been using to beg for more...lol I love you Randi. Hope you like the pictures. I will post some more eventually. Much love,Michelle

Anticipation...
Anticipation Candles burning sheets turned down anticipation abounds. Time passes slowly quiet as a mouse stars falling earth standing still. Waiting eternally waiting suspense filled evening. The phone rings You say my name come get me I am here. Passion explodes excitement is in the air soon you will be here. Candles burning low Sheets thrown down Passion spent..

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Strange But True...
Hello there and good morning. Wow leave out an “O” here or there and it changes the first sentence immensely. One of the three tarts who can’t handle fame is in the spot-light again Ms Lohan Oh well. I am sure glad the vixens back in my day were not that goofy and couldn’t handle their fame. It seems she (Lohan) has her own set of cops following her…not really but I am sure if you followed her around and were to be an officer you might have an arrest with-in your grasp. Here is one for you that goes along the lines of my god man just let it go… LARGO, Fla. - A 38-year-old man was arrested after he called 911 and told a dispatcher he was surrounded by police officers and needed help, authorities said. Police officers met Dana Farrell Shelton after being called to investigate a disturbance at a bar on Sunday but had found no problems and told him to move along. Shelton, who officers said appeared intoxicated, and then called 911 to report he was "surrounded by Largo police," according

Have You Ever...!
From T121XY 1. Ate Crocodile? Crikey, no!! 2. Slept in a different bed? of course 3. Made out in a movie theatre? *grin* that is fun!! 4. made out with 2 different people in one night? yup. A whore I tell ya, Im a friggen whore!! 5. Thought your cousin was hot? Not that I can recall. 6. Been in love? Sure 7. Slept? ummm. yeah..... 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? Yes, not all its cracked up to be. Though maybe I should try again. Any volunteers? ;) 9. Gone over the speed limit? And have the ticket to prove it 10. Painted your room? In high school I painted my room bright bright pink. (my poor parents) 11. Drove a car? yes 12. Danced in front of your mirror? Rock on!! yes! 13. Gotten a hickey? oh yes... in many places *grin* 14. Been dumped? Yup. Crushed. 15. Stole money from a friend? Never. 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? In college I think I did this.

Women Please Read
MICHIGAN STATE POLICE WARNING!! PLEASE READ! Body: State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then Send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is Nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention To. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do Not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may Be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of 3 women (so far) contacted Through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping And beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on Your buddy list and ask them to repost this too.

My Name Is Meth
My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, If this scares you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie, You do what you have to -- just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms W

Flaw - My Letter
We started following a certain description. We started simple and fair once again Before there wasn't any need for an answer Things were much different then But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night. About the places I'd be If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've Let me, become a man for sure And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn? Engulf myself into a permanent mystery. No one day just as the next. not for me It's so confusing when I look at my history. I just can't handle that yet. No But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night. About the places I'd be If I m

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Letting Go of Love Have you been dumped, betrayed or left so heartbroken that you didn't ever want to love again? Are you still stuck on an ex and don't know how to move on? And how do you know when it's time to let go and look for love somewhere else? # If you're "the other woman" who's waiting for a man to leave his lover, don't waste your time. "If he'll do it with you, he'll do it to you," The man you want lacks integrity and can't make a commitment. # Are your standards too low? who's waiting around for a man that's let her down time and again: "What is it about you that causes you to settle for somebody that you know will cheat on you, know will lie to you, know will make a commitment and then break it? What is it about you that you believe about yourself that you're willing to settle for that?" Recognize that you're settling and that you deserve more. Set a higher standard for yourself. # Does he really even make you happy? Be honest with yourself about the extent to

My Story
Have faith that the right thing will come along at the right time and in the right way. If you can hold onto that belief, it'll make passing up situations that aren't a good fit a lot easier. Uphold your standards......my horoscope for today...the story of my life1!!

Can....
Can the internet really find two people and have a story book romance ? Is love still alive in todays world ? Why is it hard to share how you really feel for someone ? WHY DO THEY HAVE MICROWAVE MINUTE RICE ? Damn I need answers .

Stab A Little Slower Please...
So yeah in the last week I had met someone who I thought had long term potential. He would tell me how attractive I was, how he didn't deserve someone like me and how he felt so very much for me. His lines were smooth and his game was good. He invited me to meet his mother and let me drive his car. He told me he was falling for me. I thought maybe after all the frogs I had found my prince. Then the hairs on the back of my neck started twitching, something wasn't right. There would be holes in his stories. Then the bomb dropped. I wasn't the only one that he had said these lines to. Another girl e-mailed me and let me know. We teamed up and figured that maybe there is a third. I feel hurt, lied too, and wishing that I could find it in me to trust again. I know that all men aren't like this, or at least I hope not. But along the way my heart is getting broken into smaller and smaller pieces that I wonder if they could ever mend.

Summink
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...mad Love...
Can A Song replace a broken heart? Can a song replace a broken love? On the beach I remind myself That holding hands is so powerless Tonight I dont even have the stars to hold on too Paint this red My future will remain uncover I cry tonight after falling inlove I wipe each tear away with sandpaper Tonight, I might not feel alone But i just wanna get your voice out of my head

A Night To Remember
A NIGHT TO REMEMBER... I take you away for the weekend,just you and I, to a shale or cabin, in the mountains ...there is a hot tub I put out a lot of candels and light them. ..I place them all around the hot tub and in the bedroom the doors open from the bedroom to the hot tub, I fix you a glass of wine and place it beside the hot tub, we get in the hot tub and you sit between my legs and lean back against my chest your are slid down so your head is almost under my chin, I reach my hands around you and start to caress your shoulders then start to caress your tummy with one hand and start to rubb your breasts with the other I untie your bikini top and it falls in the water, your head now lays back on my shoulder and your hands are rubbing the inside of my thighs under the water sliding back and forth....your eyes close and I start to kiss and suck on your neck and ears you feel my breath on your skin and feel my eratic breathing knowing that I am getting turned on, I sta

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I am still trying to believe it! Went to the mall today so son could get a work out at the Aladdin's Castle's DDR. It was, as it usually is, kids night at the mall. Friday and Saturdays usually are. After getting a snack, I wandered around and went to an exit where kids did not frequent to smoke a cigarette. Out comes to security officers and ask to see my ID stating I know you are over at least 21, but have to check to make sure. WOW!!!!! I showed it to her and said, I will be 50 on Wednesday..and THANK YOU while they were apologizing and said they had to do their job!! LOL!! Must be doing something right!

Genuine Satisfaction
A quality life is about much more than merely accumulating a lot of stuff. A quality life is about much more than impressing others with how clever or fashionable you are. Real fulfillment comes from making a positive difference in the world. A life of richness comes from focusing not on how much you can grab, but on the original, valuable and lasting things you can create. When you choose to compromise your most deeply held values, anything you gain by doing so will be of no real use to you. If you must betray the unique person you are in order to feed your appetite for fleeting pleasures, you have dealt yourself a tragic loss. On the surface, virtue and restraint may seem to be dry, boring and old fashioned. Yet they can bring a depth of richness to life that cannot be attained in any other way. The joy of opening gifts on Christmas morning becomes a meaningless chore if you've been immediately satisfying every whim all year long. The delight of enjoying a gourmet meal loses

A Prayer For Out Troops
'Dear Heavenly Father: Hold Our troops in your loving hands. ! Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their familys for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Please stop a moment and say a prayer for our troops (land, air, and sea) in Afghanistan, Kuwait, Iraq and all around the world.

Just So You Know
I am about to switch lines and rooms for the computer...once I power down I don't know when I will make it back. If it is successful it will be soon if not...well it will be whenever it is :p Everyone enjoy your Sunday evening :) know I am hoping you are giggling too!!!! Alana it was successful...all moved over and hooked up...:p I didnt fail this time hahahahaha!!! night all!

Survey
90. First off, what is your name? Jolene 89. What did you do last night? last night? uhh.... had 4H meeting..... 88. Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7? yes I do well i think I do .... : ( 87. Do you have any siblings? 3 sisters....yay....not 86. How many years apart is your mom and dad? uhh like 1 85. Do you like someone? yes I do .... ; ) 84. What does the 7th message in your text inbox say? uhhh don't have one now I deleted em inbox was full 83. Who sits beside you in math? I graduated 82. Where is your dad right now? sleeping 81. Do you burn incense? used to 80. Do you have a problem? uhhh with relationships cuz don't have one 79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from? none 78. Closest purple object? uhh dunno its dark 77. Closest silver object? phone 76. Closest yellow object? note pad thingers 75. Do you sing in the shower? sumtime when I have a song in my head 74. What is bug

Hes Back Again
YEAH THATS RIGHT DJ I DON'T GIVE A FCK LAYING IT DOWN IN WET N WILD!!! Click Here To Enter ?DJ POUNCE?DJ Tags¢âDJ TravDJ Sweetness?DJ Kinky?~*Dj NaRLY BEAST*DJ ShibbyDJ Metal Monster~*DJ LightenladyDJ SHOCKDj DevientDJ GRINCH Great People and Great Music for all Types of People

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Within a cluster of stars a soul drifts deep in an ample place called space. Galaxies formulate around its drifting presence through its splendid purpose. Imagine a life that can sustain its own life within the walls of space. What is its reason? Why does it exist? Why don’t we know of it until now? This soul so much like our own only split in a difference by its power. The power to survive is in the not. The will to stand alone in the darkness. Is this a symbol of my own making dear reader? Well you must be at a loss dear reader as you know that a writer is not supposed to speak to the reader in his story. Well I am not a typical writer, and I will not refrain myself from getting close to you. As I write this you undoubtedly know that I am present within you now. You and I are the soul a drift in this empty space. That space my dear reader is the space of pre-thought, pre-creativity. This is the mode of existence before materialization. Why am I taking you there reader? Why am I

Phone Sex
late at night my ear pressed to the phone, my body stolen by the theif of your seductive tone, your words come to me with senses unaware, and touch the very depths of me with ecstacy that cannot compare, Every single word you speak dances playfully in my mind, I close my eyes and I can feel your kisses on my spine, I feel the warmth of your touch, your breath upon my skin, My heart begins to race a bit I feel you deep within, Our bodies surf on passions wave, love lights beaming from our souls, Release me from this ravenous pain, lets fuck and lose control.

Cinnamon Hot Chocolate
Ingredients: * 1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder * 1 teaspoon cinnamon (plus more for garnish) * 1/2 teaspoon grated orange rind * 1/3 cup brown sugar * 1/2 cup water * 4 cups (2%) milk * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla Pressurized whipped cream Method In microwave-proof mixing bowl with a pour spout, stir together cocoa, cinnamon, orange rind and sugar. Add water gradually, and stir to a smooth paste. Gradually stir in milk. Microwave on high 2 minutes, stir. Repeat until steaming. Stir in vanilla, garnish with whipped cream and a sprinkle of cinnamon, and serve. Notes: This may also be prepared in a saucepan on the stovetop over medium heat. Number of servings: 4

Country Apple Crumb Cake
Ingredients: * 1 tbsp plus 1/2 cup butter, softened 3 cups golden delicious apples (about 2.5), peeled, cored, quartered and sliced crosswise * 1-3/4 cup flour * 1 tsp baking powder * 3/4 tsp salt * 6 oz cream cheese, room temp * 1-1/2 cup sugar * 4 large eggs, room temp * 1 tsp vanilla extract * grated zest of 1 lemon * * CRUMB TOPPING * 3/4 c. flour * 3/4 c. sugar * 1/4 tsp cinnaomn * 1/8 tsp salt 6 tbsp cold unsalted butter, cut into 1/4 inch pieces Method 1. Heat oven to 350. Lightly butter 9in sq. pan and dust with flour, knocking out excess. 2. Melt 1 tbsp butter in medium-size skillet. Add apple slices and saute over med-high heat for 2 minutes, stirring often, until tender-firm. Move slices to plate and set them aside to cool. 3. Sift lour, baking powder, and salt into medium bowl; set aside. With electric mixer, cream remaining butter and cream cheese in a l

Off The Top Of My Head
Whats up all my co-fu's.I figured i'd blog, just to see who'd read. For those of you that don't know me my name is Ronnie. I currently live in Lathrop California. Most my life i've been broke as fuck. I mean i was a Welfare recipient most my life, well untill i turned 18 anyways. When i was younger we never had much more than just nasesities, and sometimes not even that. Bieng the oldest of Five children i had a lot of responsibilities. Part time maid, babysiter, cook ect. I remember when i was just a little under 13 years old i'd have to help my moms boyfriend collect scrap meatal from random ass places so we could take it in to recycle it. We recycled a couple tons a week. after a long hot dirty day of scraping i,d get a cold soda a bag of chips and we'd pay our utility bills. didn't seem like much, but it kept the lights on and the water running. Just recently i joined the Army National Guard. If you are not happy with life or just want sommething better for yourself i would join. Y

Old L.a. Tonight
Old L.A. Tonight [O.Osbourne - Z.Wylde - J.Purdell] Look In The Future Look In To My Eyes And Tell Me Everything's All Right Tell Me Where We're Going I'm So Afraid 'Cos I Don't Know What's Going On With My Life But It'll Be All Right Tonight Will It Be All Right Tonight Are We Doing All Right In Old L.A. Tonight? Sitting By The Ocean Mapping Out My Plans Of Action, Baby They Include You I Wish You'd Send A Message Maybe I'm Just Better Off Not Knowing Who Knew But It'll Be All Right Tonight I'm Gonna Be All Right Tonight Are We Doing All Right In Old L.A. Tonight? Those Summer Nights When I Look In Your Eyes I'm Falling To Pieces, Pieces Out Of My Mind And I'll Never Know Why I'm Falling To Pieces, Pieces Who Could Imagine Such A Thing Could Happen To You? It's Gonna Be All Right In Old L.A. Tonight Those Summer Nights When I Look In Your Eyes I'm Falling To Pieces, Pieces Out Of My Mind And I'll Never Know Why I'm Falling To Pieces

Having Fun
Two Names You go by 1. David 2. Dave Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. T-shirt 2. briefs Two Things You Would Want (or have) in a Relationship: 1. Love for me 2. Separate TV's Two of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. play on the computer 2. shop Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. Vacation 2. and a happier job Two pets you had/have: 1. Ajax (Dogs) Two people who will fill this out 1. Lana 2. Sue maybe Two things you did last night: 1. Watched TV 2. Played on Computer Two things you ate today: 1. bbq salmon 2. fries Two people you last talked To: 1. no one 2. Two Things You're doing tomorrow: 1. go to work 2 . comin home to relaxes Two longest car rides: 1. Halibut fishin at Sekiu,WA. 2. Shopping in walmart1 hour Two Favorite Holidays: 1. Christmas 2. Halloween Two favorite beverages: 1. Sweet homemade Tea 2. Café Latte

Mexicalli Chicken Breasts
Ingredients: * Boneless/skinless chicken breasts (1 for each person) * Jar of salsa Bag of shredded cheddar cheese Method Preheat oven to 375. Place chicken breasts in baking pan and spoon some salsa on top. Place in oven for 30-45 minutes (according to whether frozen or not). Sprinkle cheddar cheese over all and bake an additional 5 minutes, or until cheese is nice and bubbly. Notes: This is too easy. Ingredients are measured only by the number of servings. Number of servings: 2-200

The Reading Assignment
Students were assigned to read 2 books, "Titanic" and "My Life" by Bill Clinton and turn in book reports on each of them. One sharp witted student turned in the following book report, with the proposition that they were nearly identical stories and hence only one book report was required! His cool professor gave him an A+ for this report: Titanic: $29.99 Clinton: $29.99 Titanic: Over 3 hours to read Clinton: Over 3 hours to read Titanic: The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton: The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic: Jack is a starving artist. Clinton: Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic: In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton: Ditto for Bill. Titanic: During ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton: Ditto for Monica. Titanic: Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton: Let's not go there. Titanic: Rose gets to keep her jewelry. Clinton: Monica's forc

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

Doormats!
I spoke to a very dear friend of mine about the treatment of Doms to us submissive women that make it too easy for them. They assume that if they speak .. they will be listened too.. they never want to put in the work to deserve submission from a girl who is worth deserving.. and this is what he wrote.. on doormats In my experience it's easy to pick the deeply submissive girls out of a crowd because they're the ones who shine the most brightly. They're the most intelligent, the most passionate, the most opinionated, the most fiercely loyal and the most articulate of people; they stand head and shoulders above every crowd and project their bright spirits into the world like a beacons into the night. Anyone who doesn't understand or appreciate those things in you is utterly and hopelessly unworthy of you. Hold fast to your standards and set the bar high for your suitors. Impossibly high. Make them fight for you, make them earn your attention and service and allow them

The Fight...
I want to be important. I want to be more important to you than you show. More important then those girls you really don't even know, but I feel like I'm the least important thing in your life. You show them you're the "nice guy" while you push me to the side and pull me back when it's convenient for you. Why does it matter more what they think about you then what I think you feel for me. I try to understand you like the attention but feel like I should be able to give it to you, if our feelings are true. I try to trust but every-time I do there's another little lie that makes me doubt your feelings. All I've asked since day one is for you to be honest. Yet time after time I catch you in yet another lie. You turn it around on me and tell me I think to much. Your right I do think to much to fall for the lies and play this game.

Liquor
I don't care what drug they create nothin else on the market will fuck over you the way that liquor does. Nothing else have you fucked up, feeling like fuckin shit,or with straight-up fuckin amnesia like that damn liquor. Think about everything you have tried...I bet your worst experiences was with that gotdamn drank......one

Paradox, Human, Change
PARADOX: Life is a mystery; don't waste time figuring it out. HUMAN: Keep a sense of humor, especially about yourself. That is a strength beyond all magic. CHANGE: Know that nothing stays the same. **Dan Millman Quote** The journey is what brings us happiness; not the destination. Be happy now, without reason--or you will never be at all.

Bored
I know, 3 in a day is a lot — Wednesday, August 01, 2007 I need someone to kick my ass out of bed and get me to do something productive I'm way bored. I'm sure you can tell that though. I should exercise or something. They have this " match me " test on okcupid.com It says anyone can take it. It says to post the link everywhere, and that stuff. So that's what I'm doing. See, I'm not that big of a non-conformist. I do what I'm told sometimes. http://www.okcupid.com/matchme?u=Slee49

To Tell The Truth
My son Ice[kevin], made a mumm last night about walking in on me watching porn; not true. We were having a discussion on whether I looked at naked pictures of men; I said I did. The poor kid freaked.He called my daughter in Illinois and Jami said good for mom. Since, he didnt get the reaction he wanted he came on and made his mumm. Well, people I may be 59< but Im not dead;and my kids will have to deal with it.

The Why's Of Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart

To All My Friends On Fubar ( Please Read Asap)
AS MANY KNOW TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY AND I WANTED TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIFTS AND COMMENTS YOU ALL HAVE BEEN SENDING ME... SHOWS ME THAT YOU CARE AND ARE GREAT FRIENDS THANK YOU!!!! ALSO I KNOW HOW PEOPLE DONT R.S.V.P SOOO ON THAT NOTE I HOPE TO SEE AS MANY FRIENDS SHOW UP AND HELP ME CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY AND FOR THO'S WHO HAVE LOST OR NEED INFO AGAIN TO MAP IT OUT HERE IS THE LINK TO IT JUST CLICK ON INFO OR R.S.V.P www.36thbirthday.citymax.com/page/page/4800633.htm

Wel I Have Another One
If There's... If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

Photoshoot And News
I have a photoshoot coming up. Latex style, baby! And more photos to take of clients. Never too sick or tired of doing that Running a contest site on myspace. Wanna be a site model or a contestant? check it out got a new job as a counselor and graphic artist. xD blah blah blah, too much to type. ask what's going on if you really want to know

Cencorship
this is a joke you make a sexual refference and you get blocked from being able to ask anymore questions but they allow women to show there breasts off in many forms (see through t-shirts,bra's and other forms of indecentcy)they say this is an adult site but they have more rules that treat you like a child and say you should try myspace if you act a certain way.hay this is just another way to exploit women you can show your chest but you can,t ask (should there be more oral sex during foreplay).yeah they will ask me to leave after this or cancle me all together.

Heres The Thing.......
Well I actually found the "thing" July 8th... A huge bloody lump on my boob....God where the hell did that come from...size of a friggin golf ball... Went to my Doctor's as soon as I could get in and was told it looked suspicious and could be serious.... So off I trot too several tests....Ladies if you haven't done so already and are 40 plus please think about getting a mamogram...it really isn't as bad as we fear...Someone should smack me on the back of the head for not doing so myself (sigh!) However I'm glad I went to my appointment for biopsy with no clue how that test was executed...OMG I would have run a mile ....It was just plain nasty...Vision this...On a table with boob exposed, cloth over, with a sqare cut out over exposed boob...large needle to freeze the boob...a small incision is made. THEN this contrapion that looks like a bbq lighter is inserted and fired into said boob...I can only compare it to pressing a bee bee gun to chest and firing....My Doctor has a bit of a

Jung At Heart...
Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving by Marina Margaret Heiss Profile: ENFP Revision: 3.0 Date of Revision: 25 Feb 2005 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [The following comes partially from the archetype, but mostly from my own dealings with ENFPs.] General: ENFPs are both "idea"-people and "people"-people, who see everyone and everything as part of an often bizarre cosmic whole. They want to both help (at least, their own definition of "help") and be liked and admired by other people, on bo th an individual and a humanitarian level. They are interested in new ideas on principle, but ultimately discard most of them for one reason or another. Social/Personal Relationships: ENFPs have a great deal of zany charm, which can ingratiate them to the more stodgy types in spite of their unconventionality. They are outgoing, fun, and genuinely like people. As SOs/mates they are warm, affectionate (l ots of PDA), and discon

3rd Letter She Wrote (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hello Honey how are you doing thank for the lovly Mail..I Live in Nigeria now....Lagos...I was born in England and grow up in US...I would Love to come down to canada so that will can meet each other in person distance dont mean anything to me i am new to this online dating..I am not here for game I need a Man to spend the whole of my life with....MHair Color: Medium Blonde Eye Color: Brown...Measurements: 36(C)-26-36 Height: 5'5" (165 cm) Weight: 120 lbs (54 kg)..It has been a long time i have gone for shopping my shoe size is 12...my birthday is march 2nd 1982....I am no more working babe....i did not have any kids i live alone..Nope i did not have a car....Well i want you to know that i am honest loyal and open mind person i did not play game...honesty matter most in a Relationship...is nice time having a men to spend the rest of my life with so how do u treat a woman can u send me some of ur pics u did not mid becuse i believe in one thing in life anything u are d

4th Letter She Wrote (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hello Honey Mike I want you to know that i have been honest and faithfull to you i am not here for game I Need True Love and understanding......nope babe I type fast..I do speck with an Accent....you know i was born in England...i would Love to meet you and be with you i would try to send you some pic of me.....I really want to get to know you better...Well....What a good response to the questions.I adore you and I am opening my heart to you.Just need you to be ease with it.I feel so safe and secure in you.Can you be the man you have illustrated in your written,I hope you can.Since the question is reciprocal,my answers are below here: What do you do for a living? I wrk in a dress shop as a Sales girl What do you seek for in a relationship? I seek trust,honesty,understanding,sincerity,love and sharing,sharing the good times and bad times together with no fear of what the world might put upon us. What sort of relationship you seek for? Well,well, t

Ride Me
i like how u just flip me over n make me be ass up face down arm spread in front of me. i like how u just spread my pussy open from the back n slowly slide all your inches in me making me jump with pain but damn it feel good at the same time. now baby fuck me like u know u want to. long deep strokes mmmmm all the way out n slam it back in. make me cum all on the dick and call your name pull my hair, slap my ass i don't care just fuck me like u know i want to be fuck oooooo thats it ride my pussy from the back shaking and out of breath. u turn me on my back legs spread wide n push back far grabbing the headboard n power driving my pussy ooooooooo baby it feel so good. hit every corner drain me baby u know u the best fuck i eva had. now lil mami want to pop her pussy lay back enjoy the ride slowly slide all the way down not coming back up just how u like it pussy so wet grinding even more on u. damn i can't get enough how me down on the dick n let me do th

Win A Tropical Vacation From :porcelain!!
I (Porcelain) am willing to give someone a Tropical Vacation if the Fan, rate and comment on all my pics and stash. When finished you can contact My fubar Hubby Gimptastic he will tally up your rates and comments and let me know that you have done it... REMEMBER..THIS IS FOR PORCELAIN(IN MY FAMILY SECTION), NOT ME. GO TO HER PROFILE AND DO ALL THAT IS LISTED AND SHE WILL GIVE YOU A TROPICAL VACATION AS SOON AS YOU COMMENT ME AND I VERIFY THAT YOU HAVE DONE EVERYTHING ON THIS LIST. GOOD LUCK!

Better Off Alone
One thing I'm wonderin' When you run out of friends Will you be coming back home? Let's think this through again Let's take a different spin Why can't I leave you alone? Somewhere tonight, you may be found With some other girl you've been draggin' around You lie to yourself, and you lie to me It seems like the truth is your worst enemy Cause baby I'm tired, tired of the fight I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights It's taken some time, cause I didn't know If I could ever let you go You helped me figure it out I'm better off alone I'm better off alone I may be found, somewhere tonight Cursing the day you walked into my life What's done is done, I can't change time But I'll be damned if I'm not gonna try Oh I'm gonna try Baby I'm tired, tired of the fight I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights It's taken some time, cause I didn't know If I could ever let you go You helped me figure it out I'm better off alone But

My First Entry
well really dont know what to put in into one of these blogs' seeing how this is my first one. I just know its frickin hot today, the weatherman says it will be around 98 today, probably gonna be closer to 100 though. I can tell you this it sucks when you have to work out in it. If I dont put a second entry into this thing, you'll know the heat got me...lol

Cocktail Chicken
Ingredients: * 1 whole roasting chicken (3-5 lbs) * 1 can Coca-Cola * 1/2 cup rum (any brand) * 1/2 cup orange marmalade * 4 cloves crushed & chopped garlic * 1 Tbsp teriyaki sauce * 1 tsp salt * Juice of 1/2 fresh orange * 1/2 of a fresh orange, sliced * Bouquet of fresh herbs (thyme, rosemary, basil, oregano) * 1 tsp fresh ginger root 1 Tbsp olive oil Method Rinse chicken, both inside and out. Place herb bouquet inside chicken. Rub outside skin with olive oil and place in crock pot or slow cooker. Sprinkle chopped garlic and salt on top of chicken. Mix marmalade, orange juice, rum, teriyaki & ginger root until incorporated and then pour over chicken. Pour full can of Coke (the real thing) over the chicken, add sliced oranges on top & cover with glass lid. Allow to cook slowly until ingredients make a semi-thick sauce and chicken is tender to the touch. Notes: This recipe will be tender and delicious after 6-8

Stuffed Oaxacan Pork Tenderloin
Ingredients: * 1 pound bulk pork chorizo sausage * 1/2 cup shallots, chopped * 1/2 pound potatoes, peeled and chopped * 1 teaspoon cumin, ground * 2 teaspoons cilantro, chopped * 1/2 cup asadero cheese, shredded * 1 16 oz pork tenderloin * 1/4 cup dry mole powder * Sauce: * 3 cups chicken stock * Reserved tomato juice * 1 teaspoon cornstarch * 1 Tablespoon Mrs. Dash Southwest Chipotle Blend Seasoning * 1/2 cup peach preserves 2 teaspoons cilantro, chopped Method Preheat a 4 quart slow cooker on low. In a large skillet, cook the Chorizo with the shallots, breaking up meat into small crumble. Stir in potatoes and continue to cook for three minutes. Drain Chorizo, pressing out any remaining oil. Stir in cilantro, cumin, cheese and set aside. Using a sharp knife, cut tenderloin so it unrolls jellyroll style. Lay pork down and fill with Chorizo mixture. Reroll meat and tie with several pieces of butcher's s

King Cake
1/2 cup water, (105 to 115 degrees) 2 envelopes active dry yeast 3 1/2 to 4 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 cup granulated sugar 1/2 teaspoon nutmeg, freshly grated 2 teaspoons salt 1 teaspoon lemon rind, grated 1/2 cup water, lukewarm 3 eggs 4 egg yolks 1/2 cup butter, softened 1 egg, lightly beaten with 1 teaspoon of milk 1 small doll, coin, or bean 3 cups confectioners sugar 1/4 cup lemon juice, strained 3 teaspoons water or more green, purple, and yellow sugars Dissolve yeast in water; let stand for about 5 to 10 minutes. Combine flour, sugar, nutmeg, salt and lemon rind in a large bowl. Make a well in center. Add yeast mixture, milk, eggs, egg yolks and combine completely. Beat in butter until dough forms a ball. Place on floured board; incorporate more flour if necessary. Knead until smooth and elastic. Stir dough in well buttered bowl and turn so all surfaces are buttered. Cover with a towel and let rise 1 1/2 hours or until doubled in bulk. Brush baking

Riding Dirty And Head Game 3
RIDING DIRTY Lay back n let me do what I do Licking your body down Closer I come 2 my daddy. Flicking my tongue across the head, Swallow half of your dick, N just work it Sorry I have to save that part for later I climb on, pussy juicy n wet Sliding all the way down Mmmm even wetter. Don’t Move just let me grind. Damn so deep in me cumming, Shaking, n rocking on this bick dick. Head getting bigger I jump off….. CONTINUE TO HEAD GAME 3 HEAD GAME 3 Enter my mouth, slowly down my throat you go. Mmmmmm a phat head, n I’m chocking on Still going down, leaving it right there And letting my throat muscles suck on that head. A nice steady rhythm now coming slowly up the dick Dick supper wet, flicking my tongue across the head, sucking on the head Like it is a cherry sucker. Going all the way back down so I can fuck my own mouth Holding your hips down as I work that dick my way Dowan my throat with lil up n down motion You grabbing my h

Wanna Talk About A Bitch...
Im so absolutely sick of fickle fucking people on this site. Do not waste my time if you dont want to talk to me asking for my Yahoo Do not waste my time in my shout box if you only want to see my Boobies folder Do not be a pussy and talk behind my back.. you got something to say Feel free to use my shout for this please. And for that matter if you are a pussy.. then go away anyways I dont need you meowing on my doorstep. You wanna be my friend.. try it I say. You gonna backstab me right?? You need something I got? Want me to buy you a blast? A VIP? Or ya need me to pimp you out so you level faster? Or just so that its faster than me?? Stepping stone Im not... and REAL people and friends is what I want. Too much nothing being said.. right Warmer?? You got something to say.. and wont make me cry... come talk to me

How To Get A Profile Link
I need everyone to do this when they are placing someone on the home page to levelup. I need to have the HMTL code with the amount that is needed. Sometimes during Happy hours things get crazy and we are trying to get as many done as possible.I'm working from 2 names and this just makes it alot easier on me. I need the code all you do is click on link to profile and copy it and paste it on the homepage with the amount that is needed.

Voting Is Now Open On The Official Website!
If you listened to my show or know the bands I played. Vote for them, and once you do, you will also see on the site how to get a discount from the midwest 40,000 sq foot gothic store in Chicago The Alley! Grab your discount promo code on the site. This band of the week contest is sponsored by The Alley Chicago. www.eggsandkegsradio.com www.thealley.com

Let's All Sing A Toast To Drinking !!
"Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink, I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." ~

Love Has No Distance
The beauty of love lasts a life time, but what happens when the relationship is long distance? It's still the same only hundreds (if not thousands) of miles away. When you're in love it doesn't matter if your loved one is in the same city, state or even country. Love has no distance.

Cold Or Taken
I am sooo confused right now....I have made many awesome relationships on here with friends. But I am confused because I have been told by some that I am soo sweet and funny and then there are others who say that I am cold and hardcore..I don't see it or understand how I am cold. Yeah, I maybe act like a hardass(or smartass) at times but thats me(a sarastic bitch at times in a good way though). But if I act like a hardass and then try to be sweet don't think that I'm trying to kiss ass because I'm not. I'm just being me..I just have my days like anyone else...I am shy believe it or not... so If you want to get to know me... give it time..but hell you really can't get to know who I am really unless u actually spend some quality time with me ~Not on the computer~ Well I love all of my friends and you guys and gals ~ROCK MY SOCKS OFF~ LOVE YA~HEATHER

Future Love
I promise you my love ..I promise you my heart..I promise you my life..I promise we'll never part..I promise not to hurt you..I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie..I promise you forever.. I promise you tonight..I promise you my respect..I promise to do things right..I promise to always be there..I promise until the end..I promise to always love you..I promise to be your best friend..I promise you my love I promise you my life..I promise this forever..I promise our friendship is my life..your the peanut to my butter..your the star to my burst..your the m to my m..your the pop to mt tart..your the milky to my way..your the fruit to my loop..your themilk to my duds..your the lucky to mt charms..your the ice to my cream..your the ghetto to my booty..but mostly...your the best to mt friend...until the end.........

Thinking Out Loud
half truths are they really being honest or is it a way of being dishonest and convincing yourself your not really lieing to someone. never been one to say what if always did what i thought was right went after what i wanted always tried to follow what my head and my heart told me to even though i've never been one to follow the rules hell i've broken about every rule known but i've never hurt anyone intentionally and i go to bed at night without a guilty concience. life well some things you cant control most things you can you cant help help who you are attracted to who you care about but if they dont give you anything in return half truths or pain you can control how long you will take it even tho walking away isnt what you want to do pride is a hell of a thing and i wont let anyone take it from me life well i was always told if your to scared to live life then your not really living

Me Myself And I
You know I was sitting back the other day thinking... and I think that most people that look at my profiles or yada yada so on... know basically next to nothing about me... so I thought Id do a sort of blog personality profile on myself... here goes... I was born in Toowoomba, Queensland in australia on the bright old day of jan 30th in the year 1985 (january thirtieth should be made into a public holiday!) I was a babbly little brat (in a nice way) pretty much all through my childhood.... big blue eyes went a long way in helping wrap people around my little pinky... my parents split up when I was 6 months old... then they both remarried (other people) and I lived with my dad for most of my younger years before starting the journey that affects all divorcee children... yes.. the moving between parents/relatives/complete strangers.... I actually only started that after my dad remarried for the second time and I developed a passionate hatred for my 2nd stepmom... and incidentally m

Bulletin #3
GET INSIDE NOW....IF YA DON'T BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN TO YOU!!! WELL MAYBE NOT, BUT IF YOU ARE THE 150TH MEMBER TO JOIN, YOU WILL RECIEVE A CORVETTE FROM ME, THE DRUNK1!! . YOU MUST BE DRAMA FREE, PLEASE KEEP ALL CRAP THE HELL OUTTA THIS LOUNGE, OH AND YA HAVE TO NOT MIND THE OCCASIONAL DRUNKEN RANT FROM A MEMBER.. IF THAT WORKS FOR YOU, THEN JUST CLICK THE ROAMING GNOME, HE'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY! DJ ELLE ~Warrior Princess~ {RCB-STEVENs RL Wifey}{the Tanks Co-Owner n Enforcer}@ fubar Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar MelissaPoSeR *Club Inferno General Mang.*FLOJ* Toker's Girl :)@ CherryTAP ~STEVEN~*ELLE`S HUBBY*~"HEAD OF SECURITY" @ THE TANK & INFERNO~@ fubar Hitman420-Inferno's&The Tank'sTop Flight Security@ fubar Silhouette { Drink Drank Drunk Tank Bouncer }@ fubar ÐJ Ð¥ñåmîtè ~ Club Inferno 2nd Head DJ ~ SINS MOFO 4 LIFE ~ HEFF'S HUBB

Room 213
He leaves work & finds a note on his truck............written in red ....meet me at the local hotel room 213.......well why the hell not he thinks..he drives the the hotel parks his truck n walks to room 213.. on the door is an envelope............he opens it ..its the key...............he takes the key out and slowly opens the door.....There inside the room the girl he dreams of stands dressed in amazing black leather holdin a crop n a pair of cuffs..........he is instantly hard.......... she instructs him to take his clothes off................he follows her instruction n slides his clothes to the floor........she tosses the cuffs to him n instructs him to put them on in front..and he does...................... she grabs him by the cuffs n leads him to the edge of the bed.........................pushes him back n tickles him lightly from head to toe with the edge of the crop...............then she blindfolds him..............she grabs an ice cube slides it over him slowly then licks

Its Too Bad
it is too bad that assholes can come on your profile and got to the nsfw folder and comment bad shit if you dont like what you see get the fuck of my profile i can not believe this,gunner you are an ass and i am blocking you,as for the others it seems that i cant have nsfw folder with out someone saying something verry rude sorry guys

Great Spirit And Soiyo Kola Eau
am native pryer o great spirit whose voice i here in the winds and whose breath breath gives life to all the world here me ! !i am small and weak i need your strength and wisdom. let me walk in beauty,ever behold the red and purple sunset make my hande respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to here your voice. make me wise so that i may understand the things you have taugth my peopl. let me learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. i seek strength not to be greater than my brother,but to figth my greatest enemy-myself. make me always ready to come to you with clean hands and straigth eyes. so when life fades as the fading sunset, my pirit may come to you without shame SOIYO KOLA EAU

Lost Love
Crying hearts crying eyes Love makes you weak inside Broken hearts broken dreams This world aint what it seem's Thinking of you brings a smile to my face. Dreaming of you makes my heart race. Talking to you I want you more But being with you is what I live for it's better to lose my eyes than see you go it's better to lose my ears them to hear you say goodbye it's better to lose my life than to live with out you it's better to lose every thing than to lose you But O' how darkness of the night, Comes to all with different sights, Only we living within our light, Can cast a glow throughout the night. Time for me to decide, within this heart, There's nothing hidden, loves' tear freely given Chasing shadows just to end my pain My heart, my heart, swells with pain with no hope to gain Gripped by fears, can't you see it in my tears? Mornin light never releasin all my fears With the numbered days joy eludes me, Befriending pain for He alo

Imperfection
Saving Jane-Imperfection My hair's a wreck Mascara runs My feet get dirty And my skin burns in the sun. My lips they bleed But I still sing my songs. Takes me a minute To admit it when I'm wrong. Pretty is as pretty does, But pretty's not my thing. This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. And if you're thinking about changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. My back is weak, But my will is true. Got good intentions But I never follow through. I say too much, And don't know when to leave. In case you're looking, That's my heart there on my sleeve. Ego trips and stupid slip ups, I'm a mess but This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. And if you're thinking about changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. Scratched and bruised, A little

Mosquito
I have no idea if this will work. If you have >>problems it might be worth a try.! >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >>The best way of getting rid of mosquitoes is >>Listerine, the original medicinal type. The dollar >>store type works too. I was at a friend's deck party, >>and the bugs were having a ball biting everyone. A >>man at the party sprayed the lawn and deck floor, and >>the little demons disappeared. >> >> >> >>The next year, I filled 4 oz. spray bottle and used it >>around my seat whenever I saw mosquitoes, and voila, >>that worked as well. It worked at a picnic where we >>sprayed the area around the food table, the children's >>swing area, and the standing water nearby. >> >> >> >>During the summer, I don't leave home without it. >> >> >> >>Pass it on.

How To Call Police
> Subject: how to call police> > > > > George Phillips of Meridian, Mississippi was going > up to bed > when his wife told him that he'd left the light on > in the garden shed, which > she could see from the bedroom window. > > George opened the back door to go turn off the > light, but saw > that there were people in the shed stealing things. > > He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your > house?" and he said "no" > Then they said that all patrols were busy and that > he should simply lock his > door and an officer would be along when available. > George said, "Okay," hung > up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. > > "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because > there were people > stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have > to worry about them now > because I've just shot them." Then he hung up. > > Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed > Response Unit, > and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' > r

9,675,000,000 .....
9,675,000,000 ppl in this world && yet i ended up with your crazy ass as a friend? damn, im lucky! send this to everyone you love. get 1 back - ppl feel sorry for you get 2 back - you have a couple true friends get 3 back - your alright get 4 back - your loved get 5 back - your adored get 6 or more - damn your a celebrity

Love Potion #69
Okay, here it is ... the story of Love Potion #69! See Cupids go through the academic ritual of learning, as in most fields. Yes, I said Cupids meaning plural. The population explosion has quadrupled the need for little Eros's. (Cupids) The University of Aphrodite (Love) has many fields of expertise such as Angels, Cupids and Muses. Mending broken hearts, love potions and spells. Archives of Birth Records and notation of sex sprites are recorded (Sex sprites are flashes of energy radiated in the universe any time any one has sex). Along with research and development to enhance the feelings, strength, quality and length of love. Well Cupid #16969 fucked up, big time, excuse my language. Over in the 'Eros' building, on the second floor, in room 216, Cupid #16969 was practicing for the test, again. Cupid #16969 has been unable to pass this part of the finals exam several times now. Cupid was melting the formula of 'lovethenext', the solution that arrows are dipped in that makes p

Send An Angel To My Friend
Please send my friends an angel. Send them one of mine. A loving and caring one, The best that you can find Please send my friends an angel. And trust them with its care, Someone or something for them to love And always to be there. Please send my friends an angel. One to help them fill their days With hope, love, and laughter And the warmth of sunshine rays. Please send my friends an angel. A friend gave me the one that's mine Please send my friends an angel. A true friend's hard to find. I'm sending this because I care about you! Always remember... Angels are watching over you!

Sunday Afternoon Morning
Well, I think we all pretty much knew it had to happen sometime. It is just part of growing up. You change, your environment alters, and you feel certain urges that you are fully aware of but cannot explain. I am no longer a virgin. I have popped my Unholy cherry, and performed a wedding service. It was cool. Out in the woods, nice arch alter set up and covered in vines, white rose petals strewn out on the path for the bride to enter upon. A real hippie kinda vibe going on, so I was Reverend Chill, ready to read the 80 or so words I had written for the ceremony. That includes the ‘With this ring, I thee wed’ part for the bride and groom, with each of their names and vows fully typed out so I did not fuck up too bad, leaving my actual part quite brief. It was what Trish and Edgar wanted, and I agreed that I was probably not one you would want rambling when you were getting hitched, being as family and friends may feel a tad bit uncomfortable, so I just served the bride and groom with wh

Just Thinking Too Much
justa thought I've been thinking alot about love lately due to my current fight to gain someone's trust enough to make them show me completely how they feel. I've been wondering if love and all it's endevors are really worth it......alot of times I use music in my life to help me get out feelings that I can't always get out on paper or by mouth. One song that has an interesting way of talking about how someone becomes your love and how they turn in to you life is "I Miss You" by Blink 182..... Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick strange dar

A Senior Moment
A SENIOR MOMENT ... I HOPE WHEN I'M THAT AGE I HAVE ONE LIKE THIS ... A 98 year old lady in the United Kingdom wrote this to her bank. The bank manager thought it amusing enough to have it published in the Times. Dear Sir, I am writing to thank you for bouncing my cheque with which I endeavoured to pay my plumber last month. By my calculations, three 'nanoseconds' must have elapsed between his presenting the cheque and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honour it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my Pension, an arrangement, which, I admit, has been in place for only thirty eight years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity and also for debiting my account £30 by way of penalty for the inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incident has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed that whereas I personally attend to your telephone calls and

Fubar Dictionary
fubar Dictionary Alerts – fubar generates audio and text alerts for the variety of member interactions. Turn up your speakers and keep track of your Alert Box to see what’s going on with your friend network. Alert Box – Your Alert Box is located on the top of your homepage and keeps track of all of your alerts. Avatar – a member’s main photo which is displayed on their profile. Block – Blocking a member prevents another member from messaging you, commenting on your page, bulletins, blogs, stashes, etc. The blocked member is also no longer able to rate your pictures or profile. Bouncer – Bouncers are volunteers from the fubar community who have been selected by fubar staff to help moderate and assist members with any questions they might have. All Bouncers have Orange colored name tags. BRB – Be Right Back Bulletin – A Bulletin is a message that can be sent to all of your Friends or all of your Friends and Fans. To send a bulletin, click on the MY BULLETIN BOARD lin

Players/bdg420
Im new to this site, and as I come on to look for this girl I found on the island I live on, some douche E-jumps me. I go to his site, and hes like this huge womanizing P.O.S. Sad thing is, hes playing this girl I like very much. My god she is so beautiful, so smart, and funny. Her name is Isis on here. But How do I talk to her and let her know he is totaly playing her and other ladies on here? If any of you care to comment to him about being so rude to people then please drop him a line. Maybe the more who do this, he might get it threw his head not to play people? another sad thing is, he has her believeing he will come see her in October. Doesnt spend one dime on her, has her call him,( wouldnt bother me, but shes a single mom of 5.) sends all the FU gifts to other girls and totaly plays her. Some one help me stop him, and convince her hes a liar. You can look him up under BDG420.

Happy Birthday 2 U!! 8-15-07
~*BlueEyedLadyWolf,*~Fu-wifey of SkyHawk691 &Member Of Club F.A.R. Please Read My Profile ~*~SweetAngel~*~ ~*~Official Club L.U.V. Co-Founder~~Club F.A.R. Member~~Honorable Society of Wolves Dwayne is Toonces ~ Insane Asylum Rejects ~ the one every one hates the most motoman markymark

Dark Fairy Quiz
What kind of Dark Faerie are You? (Girls only with beautiful pics) Seductive FaerieYou are the Seductive Faerie. You're just made for attracting members of the opposite (and sometimes same) sex. No one can stop looking at you. You know exactly how to deal with people and you are very social and playful.Wings: Red, gray and blackPower: LoveSexual appeal: More like, what isn't your sexual appeal?? You are very attractive in almost every aspect of your being. People are naturally drawn to you as a fun, outgoing person, and you have no trouble at all in finding and seducing that special someone.What you look for in a guy: You don't really care what he's got for hair or build, but you always need to able to look into his deep, sexy eyes. Whether they're slate grey or vibrant emerald, you could stare into them for hours. Sigh...Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Soldier (poem)
The Soldier It is the soldier, not the reporter, Who has given us freedom of the press. It is the soldier, not the poet, Who has given us freedom of speech. It is the soldier, not the campus organizer, Who has given us the freedom to demonstrate. It is the soldier, not the lawyer, Who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the soldier who salutes the flag, Who serves under the flag, And whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protester to burn the flag. -Charles M. Province

My Depression And How It Can Effect Ur Mind
Harsh words& violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open,hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted SO many tricks & so many lies Too many when's & too many why's Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me,warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind,the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone,my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Brunt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted...

O God...
please help me from stringle the next bastard that gets in my fuckin way... awww... jkin people.. life here is ok.. i guess.. cant get any worse or hotter lol.. its been over a 100 here ever day for almost two weeks... sweating my ass off here.. and dreamin on becomin rich lol.. which its not goin t happen...lol

New Contest
Okay I am trying to come up with a new contest, I could use some ideas and ideas for a great prize to make this my best contest yet! a happy hour? a 30 day blast? VIP membership(this limits it to non VIP members) Give me your ideas and I will do something really nice for the idea I choose. I want ideas for the prize and ideas for the contest.

Friends W/benefits??
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". No one apparently reads bulletins anymore....so here ya go!!! If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

No Longer
No Longer... The vows we had spoken all but forgotten now Searching for reasons seems silly somehow Our bond has been shattered, we ended this dance No longer trusting enough to take one more chance Vast are the miles between our two hearts No longer beating as one, but now broken apart carelessly reckless you now seem to be there is nothing left to tie you to me Be free and soar high, I ask nothing of you Live your life as you want, rebuild it anew No longer do I want love from you. A. Boudreaux 2005

Be True To Yourself
Be true to yourself… When you are honest with yourself You can see how you really are inside And just what it is others will see about you If given the chance to really know you What you show them is what they base Their opinions of you on Friendships can be built upon this Emotions will form and only if you are honest Will they be worth something to you Or to the people you have allowed in Don’t be ashamed of who you are inside Beauty is in the eye of the beholder What you see isn’t necessarily what Anyone else will see about you True happiness will only come from within And that is easiest to achieve with honesty Know that if someone tells you They love you, they most likely do. Embrace it or push it away, the choice Is for you and you alone to make No one else can make these choices for you Be true to yourself and never lose Sight of what is most important to you May you always find contentment in life. A. Boudreaux 2006

Can I Love You?
Can I Love You? I gave my heart to you I set my standards high I laid my eyes on you, I laughed and cried with you, I told you my hopes and dreams, My Love and Fears. My tears I shed all over your shoulder. In the end, I came to see that you were the only guy I could ever trust. When I see you, my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness. When we talk, I can feel the load unload with soothing words from you. I have the feeling of love in my heart. In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. " In my words, I say "You are just a friend. " But in the deep end of my heart, I think of only you When I tell you my expectations of a guy, You tell me never to fall short of what I want. But only one thing stands in the way - You are a friend. Can I still love you the way that I do?

My Life As A Paraplegic Born With Spina Bifida
What is Spina Bifida? Spina Bifida occurs within the first month of pregnancy resulting in an incomplete closure of the spinal column. Spina Bifida is the most frequently occurring permanently disabling birth defect affecting approximately one out of every 1,000 newborns in the United States. What Causes Spina Bifida? The cause of Spina Bifida is not known with certainty, however, scientists believe that genetic and environmental factors may act together to cause Spina Bifida. Are There Different Types of Spina Bifida? Yes. There are three forms: Occulta Often called hidden Spina Bifida, the spinal cord and the nerves are usually normal and there is no opening on the back. In this usually harmless form of Spina Bifida, there is a small defect or gap in a few of the small bones (vertebrae) that make up the spine. The underlying neural tube defect is completely covered with skin. Frequently, there are telltale signs on close examination of the back. There may be a defect i

If I Tolded You
If I Told You.by Chandellx0 If i told you i loved you you wouldn't care you care about her and don't see whats right there if i told you i loved you you couldn't see all the things that we could be if i told you i loved you you wouldn't hear because all you talk about is how you love her if i told you i loved you i would just hurt my self because you love her and i stand by watching you flirt with her if i told you i loved you well i wouldn't because you don't love me

Mad
so i'm getting really tired of getting attitude, snotty remarks, and plain ole bitchiness from some of my so called "friends" on here. they seem to think my entire freaking world revolves around this stupid computer, and that i have nothing better to do that sit on it ALL DAMN DAY. so when they try talking to me in my shoutbox, and i don't respond, guess what i get from them. not the "oh, guess i missed you" or "guess yer not there". noooo. i get the "why the hell aren't you talking to me?" or "are you ignoring me?" or "if you don't like me, just say so". my faves are the people who get pissed off, not because i don't respond to them, but that i don't respond FAST enough. WTF people ?? first of all, just cause fubar "says" i'm online, doesn't mean i am. i've noticed it takes awhile for that lil beer mug under my name to go away. second of all, i don't always have time to chit chat every time i get on here. i get on real quick, check my messages, and wanna get back off. usua

A Year Ago
It's been a year ago today that I had my mild heart attack and been suffering with PVC ever sense. Wow it's been a whole year. There were times I never thought I would make it . I'm glad I have . I have chatted with some amazing people and I have also chatted with some idiots too lol. I went to my 1st and 2nd concert this year. Made some new great memories with my sons and new friends. I now have a list in my head of all the things I want to do . I'm slowly doing them one at a time. So today I'm going to celebrate! glitter-graphics.com One sip for the past , one sip for the future, one sip for those who have a special place in my heart , a sip to those who I call my friends. Drink up. glitter-graphics.com

8-16-07
well we were fighting big time. still are really. what im about to say would have been no big deal if he would have been honest about it, but instead he tried to hide it which leaves me thinking there is more that i dont know about. We were getting along great, then i was in his profile on here seeing which comments i sent him and i came across one calling him cutie...that was fine...so i click on the girls profile that sent that to him, and find out he is calling her sexy, baby, hott...lada lada.....and there were other things that she sent him and he sent her that just didnt make sense with what was there. im guessing that he deleted some stuff so that i wouldnt know to look in her profile....we needless to say we got into one huge fight. he said some really hurtful things to me that i know i will never be able to forget of forgive...the worst one being that he wishes he had our son with somebody else. he really upset me when he said that and for that i dont think i forgive him....i

Contest
im getting my arse kicked!! lol ok folks i was talked into entering the fubar princess contest...dont ask me why because im sure i have no chance at coming even close to winning this thing lol but if you are bored and feel like bombing please stop by id appreciate it! thanks!

I Give Up
I give up I have loved you forever. I have given you all i have to give. never am i good enough for you to show the world you love me. I promised id never make my own blood flow again. but why should i keep that promise when you dont keep yours to me. As i sit here in the dark writting to you i make first one cut then another. watching as a red pool starts to gather around my hand. I give up pretending, praying . I wont ask for things you are to ashamed to give. you denied me what i asked for what iv begged for so now I will punish me in the way you cant stand. its not to get back at you. its simple a way to end things. i give up on loving you or you loving me. I cant type much more . blood is going all over the keyboard. I must bid you farewell while there is still life in my body. farwell for always my love

Still Need To Finish Contest
I'm still in this contest. I need bombs if anyone can help. I have to get to 20,000 before it can end. Can anyone help me finish this thing up so I can help others in need of bombing. Here is the link for those who can help. I understand if ur bombing other contests thats not a problem. I just want to get mine done and over with so I can help others. Just click on the pic and start bombing. Thank you all so much for ur help.

When You Lose The One You Love...
Whether it's because of death or because of the relationship coming to a close, when you lose the one you have given your heart to, it always hurts. I just recently watched the movie City of Angels and I can NOT believe the impact this movie had on my heart! I have a great friend who is going thru loss right now and this blog goes out to him. I love ya Trev!!! "I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One." Just sit and think about that for one moment... When love is so great that just ONE experience with that person is enough to satisfy you than having never had it, would it be worth it? So many times we grieve so hard for the person we lost that we don't realize how much they touched our lives and that our lives wouldn't be any different had they never come in... We put up walls, some of us vow NEVER to love again, some of us are stuck living everyday thinking about how we want th

Brought A Tear To My Eyes
I give up I have loved you forever. I have given you all i have to give. never am i good enough for you to show the world you love me. I promised id never make my own blood flow again. but why should i keep that promise when you dont keep yours to me. As i sit here in the dark writting to you i make first one cut then another. watching as a red pool starts to gather around my hand. I give up pretending, praying . I wont ask for things you are to ashamed to give. you denied me what i asked for what iv begged for so now I will punish me in the way you cant stand. its not to get back at you. its simple a way to end things. i give up on loving you or you loving me. I cant type much more . blood is going all over the keyboard. I must bid you farewell while there is still life in my body. farwell for always my love

Ouch!!!!
Holy wow. I've been attacked by some type of mutated ant. The secret of the ooze has nothing on these guys! My foot is actually aching and we all know how I cry like a baby when my feet are involved... My poor little foot aside, there's a bit of garbage going on at the Sheriff's office, what with the supervisor being replaced and all. Being that I'm the "new" girl, someone thought it'd be really cool to suggest that I have my shift changed so they don't have to...

Norah Jones- The Grass Is Blue
I've had to think up a way to surviveSince you said it's over Told me good-bye I just can't make it one day without you Unless I pretend that the opposite's true Rivers flow backwards Valleys are high Mountains are level Truth is a lie I'm perfectly fine And I don't miss you The sky is green And the grass is blue How much can a heart and a troubled mind take Where is that fine line before it all breaks Can one end their sorrow Just cross over it And into that realm of insanitive bliss There's snow in the tropics There's ice on the sun It's hot in the arctic And crying is fun And I'm happy now And I'm glad we're through And the sky is green And the grass is blue And the rivers flow backwards And my tears are dry Swans hate the water And eagles can't fly But I'm alright now Now that I'm over you And the sky is green And the grass is blue And I don't love you And the grass is blue

A Tree Grown In A Cave Does Not Bear Fruit.
A tree planted in a cave would soon be stopped short in its growth. There would be no room for it to grow tall or blossom. It would only grow so far and then would grow no bigger. Fear can be like a cave. We sometimes become fearful for the same reason we might enter a cave, looking for protection. But fear protects us from the new ideas and behavior we need in order to grow. Fear can keep us huddling inside it, watching life's opportunities pass by. When fear threatens to enclose us, we can take a deep breath and begin to do what we are afraid of doing. The cave will fade away as we step out into the sun, fresh air, and storms that are a part of growing. What fear can I overcome today?

How To Use A Pendulum
INSTRUCTIONS ON HOW TO USE YOUR PENDULUM By Karen Ryan, www.crystaltiger.com Hold the pendulum between your thumb and index finger with your elbow slightly bent at your side. Use the hand that feels most comfortable for you. Relax! It is important to let the natural vibrations of your own body move through your hand to the pendulum. The pendulum works like muscle-testing or kinesiology: your sub-conscious knows what you need to know. The pendulum will show you the answer by picking up and amplifying the subtle vibrations from your sub-conscious, causing the pendulum to swing! You can ask any question to get a YES or NO answer. HOW TO INTERPRET YES/NO For many people, when the pendulum swings left and right this can be interpreted as a "NO". If the pendulum swings to and fro, then this can be interpreted as a "YES". If your pendulum swings elliptically, clock-wise, counter-clockwise, or in some other gyration or even stays rigidly still, you must interpret this as best you

Question? Sexy? >>>>>
Ok, Sexy Beautiful Gorgeous Have a question here ? If you call everyone beautify, sexy, gorgeous …what do you call someone YOU my find that you jusr might Really Like ? To let her or him know he is different from the rest ? Hmmmmmmmmmmmm Just something to think about ? Psssss Whatever you do don’t stop calling me any of the above I can’t help but smile every time I read it if if it is one in a million sent ;)

In Loving Memory Of Ray From The Fun To Him Fighting 4his Life Thanks Butterfly :)
with prayers from his wife and son,family,friends he went in peace with all the love from every one he sure will be missed and never forgotten and will be in every ones hearts take me down to the river Free MySpace slideshows, photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

He's A Jerk
Well..let me see..I have met a few people on here and thank you to those who talk to me on a regular basis. But someone pissed me off on here..actually he hurt my feelings and he probably has no idea. I'm not one to piss off..its not nice to do and you just don't want to be on my bad side. He says things and makes me smile..yet seems to be so fake!! Its actually unbelievable. I thought I knew him pretty well..yep dead wrong!! So let me just stress this,...thank you for making me see how you really are and I'm sorry that you will never get to know me. It could have been great ya damn ass!!!!!

Life Can Only Be Understood Backwards
but it must be lived forward. --Soren Kierkegaard Once, in a small village, there was a huge fire. The blaze spread and several homes and businesses were burned to the ground. After a long while, the fire was brought under control and put out. Villagers banded together to rebuild their town, but one quite persistent young man insisted on searching the rubble for the cause of the fire. Impatient townspeople scolded him, saying, "Why waste time searching for causes? Knowing them won't put out the blaze or repair the damage." "I know," replied the young man, "but knowing why might prevent other fires." Sometimes we have to look at painful past experiences in order to prevent their recurrence. When we understand ourselves better, we can move beyond the past and walk toward the future with surer, safer steps. How well can I use my past today?

Satan's Child
christen me with burning desire let me baptise you with carnal fire let me cleanse you as i push you in let yourself submit to our sin as you feel your passion begin to swell i welcome you to my fiery hell the level of depth has yet reached seven as you pull yourself away from heaven the pearly gates close you out as i let temptation swing about my body a temple, the bed is afire as you breathe in my soul entire center of hell is frozen ice you learn as i let my voice entice they say satan was once blessed as you serve me my yearning guest moans reach your throat hot and wild satan was a woman, and i her child eyes black as night, voice as a bell as i welcome you to the seventh level of hell you find your truest, indeed - only fear when one last time you pull me near you feel it there in my kiss and more so in your ecstatic bliss you've one last chance to forsake one last quest, a choice to make appease god, be welcomed to heaven or the goddess in hell, level

Viagra
The old man in his mid-eighties struggles to get up from the couch then starts putting on his coat. His wife, seeing the unexpected behavior, asks, "Where are you going?" He replies, "I'm going to the doctor."She says, "Why, are you sick?" He says, "Nope, I'm going to get me some of that Viagra stuff." Immediately the wife starts working and positioning herself to get out of her rocker and begins to put on her coat. He says, "Where are you going"? She answers, "I'm going to the doctor, too." He says, "Why, what is the matter with you ?" She says, "If you're going to start using that rusty old thing, I'm getting a tetanus shot."

Justice System
Yesterday morning i went to court for a brandishing charge that i recieved more than a month ago. So i got to the courthouse at 7:45 only fifteen minutes till i was supposed to get called in, and i waited an hour and twenty minutes just for the bailiff to tell me that the district attorney is still looking over my case. I was fucking pissed. How would you feel? Now i have to go to court again two counties away in a month to see if they have got off their lazy asses yet and read the file. the justice system makes me sick anymore. If you read this please dont tell me i cant spell, i know this. thanks.

Wont Rain All The Time
We walked the narrow path, beneath the smoking skies. Sometimes you can barely tell the difference between darkness and light. Do you have faith in what we believe? The truest test is when we cannot, when we cannot see. I hear pounding feet in the, in the streets below and the women crying and the children know that there's something wrong, and it's hard to belive that love will prevail. Oh it won't rain all the time. The sky won't fall forever. And though the night seems long, your tears won't fall forever. Oh, when I'm lonely, I lie awake at night and I wish you were here. I miss you. Can you tell me is there something more to belive in? Or is this all there is? In the pounding feet, in the, In the streets below And the window breaks And a woman falls, There's something wrong, It's so hard to belive that love will prevail. Oh it won't rain all the time. The sky won't fall forever. And though the night seems long, your tears

A Little Bit About Life
I DON’T PRETEND TO KNOW IT ALL, BUT I HAVE COME ALONG WAY OF KNOWING A LITTLE BIT ABOUT LIFE, LOVE, HEART BREAK, FRIENDSHIP,DEATH,AND JOYS. AND I DO KNOW IN THIS LIFE WE WOULDN’T BE WHO WE ARE TODAY IF IT WASN’T FOR THE FACTS OF LIFE YOU CAN TAKE THIS HOW YOU WANT TO BUT THROUGH EVERY TEAR DROP,SLEEPLESS NIGHT, WORKIN YOUR ASS OFF TO HAVE A DIME TO YOUR NAME,BROKEN HEARTS,WHATEVER IT BE WE ARE SHAPED INTO THE PEOPLE WE ARE THIS VERY MOMENT IN TIME… YOU CAN EITHER BE A BETTER PERSON FOR THE LESSONS LEARNED OR KEEP BITCHIN ABOUT THEM AND GO NOWHERE... BUT IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THIS WE DO NOT LIVE IN A PERFECT WORLD NEVER WILL EITHER !!!! SO MAKE IT WHAT YOU WANT BUT REMEMBER WE ALL WALK THE SAME ROAD.LOVE THE PEOPLE CLOSE TO YOU WHILE YOU STILL CAN,AND REMEMBER NO MATTER HOW BAD YOUR LIFE IS SOMEONE ELSE’S MIGHT BE A LITTLE WORSE THAN YOURS... Get this widget | Share | Track details

My Poem
I just want to die, when i hear your name.. I feel like me loving you, i should feel shame. it was only you through all those years, all the laughter,the pain,and the tears.. I just want to die, when i hear your name.. You started to move on, im trying to do the same...

The Song I Love
LIFE IT SEEMS,WILL FADE AWAY DRIFTING FURTHER EVERY DAY GETTING LOST WITHIN MYSELF NOTHING MATTERS NO ONE ELSE I HAVE LOST THE WILL TO LIVE SIMPLY NOTHING MORE TO GIVE THERE IS NOTHING MORE FOR ME NEED THE END TO SET ME FREE THINGS ARE NOT WHAT THEY USED TO BE MISSING ONE INSIDE OF ME DEATHLY LOST,THIS CANT BE REAL CAN NOT STAND THIS HELL I FEEL EMPTINESS IS FILLING ME TO THE POINT OF AGONY GROWING DARKNESS TAKING DAWN I WAS ME,BUT NOW HES GONE NO ONE BUT ME CAN SAVE MYSELF,BUT IT'S TO LATE NOW I CANT THINK,THINK WHY I SHOULD EVEN TRY YESTERDAY SEEMS AS THOUGH IT NEVER EXISTED DEATH GREETS ME WARM,NOW I WILL JUST SAY GOOD-BYE

Thank You!!
I just wanted to say thank you to all who bombed me or helped in any way to get me to Ninja. A special thank you to The Shadow Levelers! These ladies and gents do what they do because they are good people who just want to do a good thing for others. They are the epitome of "Random Acts Of Kindness". Never asking for anyhting in return. They do what they do for the fun of it. Show this group of people some love! Tell them Gimptastic sent ya!! SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar

Cherokee Hunters
The Cherokee were Brave and Courageous Hunters, they always had respect for the Land and for the Animals that they Hunted, They only Killed what they needed to survive they used every part of the Animal for their daily needs. nothing was wasted, the skins were used for Clothing and making moccasin..s for their feet. the Meat was eaten for food. their weapons were all made by hand by a skilled Cherokee Craftsman. Their weapons included Blowguns made from hollowed out river cane, the Darts for the Blowguns were eight to ten inches long made from yellow locust, the tails of the darts were made of thistledown wound on the staff with a sinew. the blowguns were used to hunt small Animals and birds. they used Bows and Arrows, for Hunting the larger Animals, and for use in War to protect their Lands and Families From their Enemies. the Bows were made of hard wood usually hickory or oak, the bows were strung with Bear or Deer guts. the Arrows were made of river cane or sourwood, and then feat

Sluttymyspace Page
I was bored the other day and made a slutty myspace page. I get bored and send friend requests to a bunch of people. ( Since how it's slutty and all. ) I don't do that with my normal one. Add me if you want, I'm easy, it's a slutty page anyway. lol. I'm crabby still today. I probably will be until I get my pills refilled. It's the same dillema as before though. I have to talk to someone to get my pills refilled to help me with my social anxiety. lol. Life is so much fun... http://www.myspace.com/slexyslee

Shut Up
I have Bipolar disorder, which means I can be a real bitch, or incredibly sweet. I can be agitated and anxious, or on top of the world. Then again, sometimes I'm really depressed for no apparent reason, and then days or weeks or months later (thats the fun, you never know) I'm back on top again, or I'm so fucking paranoid I can't leave my house. My daughter keeps me alive - gives me a reason to live. Right now, I'm fighting like hell just to feel halfway normal. I have to walk around every day with a fake smile on my face, pretending everything is fine, when my world is caving in on me. I wear a mask of deception every day, and you know what? It's really really fucking hard to keep up the facade. Its not enough though. I can't seem to totally fool people. They always know something is, well - different - about me. And in today's society, if you're different, you're fucked. And so here I am wishing I could be a cookie-cutter person, molded from a common shape - because being incre

Protect Ur Family :) (from Ms.d)
I want to bring something to everyone's attention. This won't apply to all, or even many, of you, but it's something to think about. Feel free to add/edit/blog/bulletin, if you so desire. I've been noticing an increase in the amount of people who are putting their family at risk, in my opinion. I've seen pictures in public folders with children holding school certificates w/ their first and last name and the name of their school. I've seen profiles with first and last names, as well as hometown, listed… with pix of children with the child's first name. I realize that the child's last name is not always the same as the parent, but many times it is. Just today, I saw a picture in a public folder of a little boy standing outside of his school. The school's name was in huge letters and the caption read "Eric's first day of Kindergarten" with a very recent date on the pic. Again, profile had mom's first and last name with city/state listed. A memorable one was someone who had a pic

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?
Why on earth did I ever choose to take a demotion at work? The problems at home aren't getting fixed any better than they were before. The only things that are different are that I'm at home more and I have a ton less money than before. WTF was I thinking?

535
Ooooook...So I was reading an email I got the other day from Yahoo. They told me that they're going to be closing Yahoo! Photos! Now - Anyone who knew me before LostCherryTapFubar...knews that i had some *cough*porn*cough* in my albums. No - NOT MY OWN! I am deciding if I should just delete it all...or figure out something better. The sites that they offer to host the pictures at - will have my ass banned faster than you can say supercalifrajalisticexpealadocious. Suggestions?

Better Than Sex Cake
1 box yellow cake mix 1 box French vanilla pudding (can be instant) 1/2 c. oil 1/2 c. water (some recipes call for milk instead) 4 eggs 1 (8 oz.) carton commercial sour cream 1 (6 oz.) bag sweet chocolate chips 1 c. chopped pecans 1 bar (or 1/2 box) German chocolate, grated 1 c. coconut, toasted Add each ingredient in the order above, blend thoroughly between each. Pour into a greased, floured tube pan and bake at 350 degrees for 50 to 55 minutes or until done. ICING FOR B-T-S CAKE 1 (8 oz.) pkg. cream cheese, at room temperature 1 box confectioners' sugar 1 tsp. vanilla Nuts and coconut Cream cheese and sugar until smooth. Add vanilla, nuts and coconut. BETTER THAN SEX CAKE 2 1 1/2 c. sugar 9 oz. frozen whipped topping 1 box vanilla pudding 1 box butter cake mix 1 sm. size can crushed pineapple Mix cake and bake by package directions in two 9-inch cake pans. Allow to cool. Cook sugar and pineapple together on low heat for 5 to 10 minutes. When cake coo

In America
FACT.... Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place . Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to desc

Wedding Cake
Prep Time: 20 Minutes Cook Time: 1 Hour Ready In: 1 Hour 20 Minutes Yields: 24 servings "This is a very simple moist white cake. It works best if all of the ingredients are at room temperature." INGREDIENTS: 1 cup butter, softened 3 cups white sugar 7 eggs 1 tablespoon vanilla extract 3 cups all-purpose flour 1/4 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon baking soda 1 cup sour cream DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). Grease and flour a 9x13 inch pan or a 10 inch Bundt pan. 2. In a large bowl, cream together the butter and sugar. Beat in the eggs, one at a time, mixing well after each. Then stir in the vanilla. Combine the flour, baking soda and baking powder, add to the creamed mixture and mix until all of the flour is absorbed. Finally, stir in the sour cream. Mix for 1 or 2 minutes just to be sure there are no lumps. Pour the batter into the prepared pan. 3. Bake in the preheated oven for 45 to 60 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into

Grilled Pork Tenderloins With Grilled Pineapple Salsa
Difficulty: Medium Prep Time: 25 minutes Inactive Prep Time: 45 minutes Cook Time: 35 minutes Yield: 4 servings 2 (1-pound) pork tenderloins, trimmed of fat and silver skin 6 tablespoons olive oil 1 tablespoon ground chipotle chili powder 2 teaspoons salt, plus a pinch 1 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1 teaspoon dried Mexican oregano, crumbled 1 1/2 tablespoons minced garlic 3 tablespoons fresh lime juice 1 pineapple, peeled and cut crosswise into 1/2-inch slices 1/4 cup finely chopped red onion 2 jalapeno peppers, seeded and minced 2 tablespoons minced red bell pepper 1 tablespoon finely chopped fresh cilantro leaves Fresh cilantro sprigs, for garnishing Cilantro Oil, for drizzling, recipe follows Preheat a grill to high. Rub the pork tenderloins all over with 3 tablespoons of the olive oil, then sprinkle evenly with the chipotle chili powder, 2 teaspoons of the salt, the pepper, and the oregano. Rub the tenderloins well with the garlic and drizzle the l

Poetry
"FOREVER MY LOVE" There was this guy that I had met, while chatting on the internet.. He gave me back feelings I thought was no more, feeling so good my feet no longer touch the floor.. I hope he knew just how special he was to me, he took away my pain and set my life free.. He had turned my life all the way around, and everything about him made my heart pound.. I do know he loved me with all of his heart, with that kind of love its hard to be apart.. For some reason he couldn't stay, now there's nothing but questions why he was taken away.. I know theres good reasons why God took him and made us part, but he can never take the love I carry in my heart.. When I find myself missing him I look towards the moon, patiently waiting to be with him again soon... "I'll Love You Forever Anthony" "Love Veronica" Written By, Veronica Lee June 30th, 2005

My Favorite Addiction. . .
Well. . . In this world of awesome videogames where you can kill, maim, solve crimes, be a rockstar, or a superbowl champ. . . I am regressing and spending tons and tons and tonnnnns of time playing this new casino game I got for my 'puter. I had one for my playstation and I loved it. I would just lose HOURS playing blackjack. Poker is my game, these days. I'm cleaning up in fake videogame money. Turned my $2000.00 into $1,292,250.00 in a week of playing. . . Maybe an hour or 2 each day. It makes me think of starting a new career, but I'm still too smart to think that I could win big, like that. The poker game doesn't have multiple players. It's just me versus the dealer. That sorta' sucks, but it's still fun. I got a little appreciation for the roulette table, too. Craps? Not so much. Baccarat confuses me. And I don't really touch the slots. I've been doin' well with the poker and blackjack, though. Anyway. . . All this is to say that I have tons of imaginary mon

Wtf?
Ok...im going to put this the best way I know how.Ive met some really polite nice friendly people on here...but ive also met some pretty fucked up people as well. You know I try to keep up with everyone and show everyone the same respect. But when I countinue to come across a page or blast or blogs about wanting to kill yourself or dying...its getting old already. Here it is you bitch and complain about not liking your life or not wanting to be here..then go ahead do it..have at it cut ya head off and shove it up your ass.Because personally if your life was that damn miserable you would have done it by now and if you are thinking about it then you pretty much have your head up your ass anyway.But then again maybe its an attention seeker. Look here there are people out here everyday that are dying due to serious problems with there health. Aids,cancer,heart attacks...that wish and pray they had just an extra day on there life.Kids that die from lukemia cancer...you name it,then there ar

Inspiration And Thoughts
Quote of the Day "Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience." – Victoria Holt I didnt have a chance to put this in yesterday but man this is so true! Only a few more days till I leave for Germany, I am so EXCITED! Being on this dial up kills me though :( Its a total bitch to rate anything or do anything. Tuesday evening and Wednesday I will be back on a cable modem so I will make sure that I get all caught up with everyones ratings! Blows Dial Up to Shreds!

Ghost Rider Owes His Thanks
Hello everyone, I just want to Thank everyone who helped me win my 1st contest. All of you know who you are I can't list you all here. I would specifically name a few but don't want to start any drama. So thanks to all who helped me and I'll always be there to help those in need if able to. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN Profile Graphics - hitupmyspot.com

Dear Anonymous,
Dear anonymous, I’m confused if what I feel is real. Is it lust? Infatuation is this brain speaking or my heart. If it’s my thoughts why do I cry? Why does my heart feel so full yet broken? You have made me realize I need to start living my life for me. I’ve been tarnished. I’m an emotional wreck. Could you handle being with a women that’s a wreck? I’ve been beaten down so low are you willing to help me back up? I’m trying to pick my self up and not to make you have to clean up after someone else’s mess. Or are you going to use my weakness against me. I have to learn the proper way of acting in a healthy relationship. I want to leave my past behind me and start over. Fresh! I want to start out with a Whole heart. I want to be able to give you everything I could humanly possibly give. I want to know your heart feels what I feel. I want to know it’s not just a figment of my imagination. I want to feel you just once. Like you said to know how it feels. I want to be able to kiss you a

Free Speech Xpress Vol X No 31 August 10 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 31, August 10, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Stories without byline submitted by FSC contract writer, Scott Ross Contributing writers: Matt Gray and Dave Grimaldi X-Press Editor-in-Chief: Scott L. Lowther Special thanks to Cubik Corp. for formatting and Val Vizmanos for distribution Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. Please support our sponsors by selecting the logos above. Industry Mourns Death of Lenny Friedlander, Former FSC President SYLMAR, CA - Lenny Friedlander, 50, owner of New Beginnings and a founder and former president of The Free Speech Coalition, passed away last Sunday. Friedlander began his career in the adult industry in 1978 working for Lanny Cohen at Marlan Distributors and went on to become the company's head of sales before launching New Beginnings, a distribution company

My Naked Pics
Ok got ya to read this finaly. I need help BAD. Im really loosing in this contest so far. Comments are the only thing that counts and you can leave as many as you want. Please repost this I could use all the help I can get. And who knows, I just got me a cam so those naked pics may not be to far off. click here

I Appreciate The Honesty!
I just posted my 1st Mumm and pleased with response...I thought everybody would be for the pics coming back, but I like the fact that many dont care...which I think is great since it shows that your here for getting to someone not what they look like naked. Many of you are right, I will decide ,myself how I want to go about this, but I was just interested in what the response would be. Thank you all for you comments in either case because they do mater in either case. Enjoy your day! Remo

Howie Schwartz Speaking At Authority Summit
Howie Schwartz speaking at Authority Summit Howie Schwartz speaking at Authority Summit - Behind the scenes and co-creator in a number of internet marketing projects. He is often working hard at the "lab" on finding more innovative methods at increasing traffic that most marketers overlook. His knowledge on Web 2.0 and its impact on the internet is often unmatched, and will be sharing his secrets on how best to harness Web 2.0 to your traffic advantage. An SEO expert skilled in "black hat" tactics, Howie has recently switched his focus to more "white hat" strategies. With his SEO background almost every site he touches turns to gold.

Orange Chicken
Prep & Cooking Time: 25 min. Yield: 4 servings Serving Size: 4.000 ounce(s) 1 Tbsp canola oil 1-1/4 pounds (4 to 5-ounce pieces) skinless, boneless chicken breast 3 Tbsp orange juice concentrate, thawed 1 cup mandarin oranges or tangerines, canned (no sugar added) 2 cups mushrooms, sliced 1/2 cup scallions, thinly sliced 2 tsp all-purpose flour 2/3 cup fat free chicken broth, canned, low-sodium Directions: In a large skillet heat oil over medium-high heat. Add chicken and cook until browned on both sides. Remove from skillet and set aside. Add mushrooms to the same skillet and cook over high heat, stirring occasionally, until all the liquid has evaporated. Add flour to mushrooms and stir well to coat. Gradually add chicken broth while stirring, then add orange juice. Continue to stir and bring mixture to a boil. reduce heat, add chicken and simmer for 3 to 5 minutes until meat is thoroughly cooked. Garnish with scallions and mandarin sections and serve. Nutrition Fact

You Were Never There
Your were never there for me you never gave me company when I was lonely or bored You act like you see through me But you always left me rejected and ignored I've wasted my breath for prayers What you said, it was never true it was all just a lie It feels as though you turned your back and left me in the cold my heart feels like its been tattered and torn and no way to heal why god, why? don't you feel pity for this lost soul Whose been hurt, mentally, abused, and lied to? I just wish for once, you could care But no, you were never there

You...
I want to feel temptation...Wrapped all around me..teasing my body..making my mind wander..goosebumps on my skin. I want to feel the heat of your lips on mine..tasting you...your hands caressing me...sensations that I've never felt before..wanting you badly. Thoughts of you deep inside me...filling me completely...making me scream..absolute pleasure. Afterglow...bodies spent..touching each other...kisses and soft moans...at the thought of being together again. My temptation...

Bored
OK, it was my husbands birthday today and I have been gone for most of the day. I have several 11's left. Let me know who wants to level. I will not pay attention to shouts, or mail. Please leave a comment on this blog. First come first serve. I will do my best to get to you. Thanks. MUAH

Will I Ever Be With You
Will I Ever Be With You by BlueWolf © Every time you look at me, I get lost in your beautiful blue eyes. Seeing them is even more wonderful Than glazing at the stars in the sky. Every time I see you smile at me, I feel my heart skip a beat. I get a tingly feeling, From my head to my feet. Every time you talk to me, I feel like I'm in a dream. But of course, I'm still wide awake And your voice is as wonderful as it seems. Every time you laugh with me, I'm in a state of pure bliss. I look forward to seeing you everyday And I look forward to moments like this. How could my life be any better? We have something I truly adore. But there is only one problem, You haven't asked me to be yours. I sit here patiently, And wonder what I should do. And when will I finally get the guts To tell you that I love you.

What I'm Feeling
When your heart aches, What do you do? Do you try to find that person who made it hurt? Or just try to stop the pain? Do you see ho long it will last? Or wonder if it will ever get mended? I write this for my heart aches. And I can't seem to stop the pain, Are we meant to experience this kinda pain? Or have I just gone the wrong way?

Crying Over You
Inside my body I'm crying. For the love that I denied. How I wish I could hold you, To dry these tears I've cried. How I wish we were together, Instead of being apart. Cause the love I have for you, Comes straight from my heart. Yes inside I'm crying, The mood I'm in is blue. And all for one reason, Cause I know I love you.

Pissed Off
You need to stop worrying about what other people are thinking (if that's an issue), and just get started on the next big thing. You might have to enlist the aid of a few extra friends and allies. That was my horoscope for today and I found it very ironic because last night and the past few days that is all I've done, is worry about what everyone else is thinking about me. Lately a lot of people have been judging me and without good enough reason. People have not taken the time to get to know the real me, but instead prefer to see what they want to see and hear what they want to hear. I'm a good person, or least I've always tried to be. I always try to listen to people when they need someone to talk to. I tend to be open minded, caring and understanding. I'm slowly learning that so many people are different in their own way and that those are the things that make us special and wonderful, as opposed to being things that we should judge and hate. Anyway, somehow I lost my point

Dun Dun Duuuuuun
So there's this person from myspace, yes I have myspace (rarely use it but still I have friends there that won't come here) let the bashing begin. So anyhow, back to this person, she just randomly added me and now she wants to hang out, yes she's over 18, and I see her from time to time at school, she's a different major. So when I get my apartment should I invite her over, or should we go to park like she seems to want to (all she ever does is talk about this state park)?

The Pastor's Donkey
The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered in another race and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT. The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in any more races. The next day the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES THE PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the Bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, Posted the following headline: NUN HAS THE BEST ASS IN TOWN. The Bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the headlines read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10. This was too much for the Bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the high plains where

Laugh For August 30
Top Signs of Net Addiction You wake up at 3 a.m. to go to the bathroom and stop to check your e-mail on the way back to bed. You get a tattoo that reads "This body best viewed with Internet Explorer 6 or higher." You name your children Eudora, Mozilla and Dotcom. You turn off your computer and get this awful empty feeling, like you just pulled the plug on a loved one. You spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap...and your child in the overhead compartment. You decide to stay in college for an additional year or two, just for the free Internet access. You laugh at people with dial up modems. You start using smiley's in your snail mail. Your hard drive crashes. You haven't logged in for two hours. You start to twitch. You pick up the phone and manually dial your ISP's access number. You try to hum to communicate with a modem. And you succeed.

Random Thoughts On Life
I wrote this awhile ago, but I guess I neglected to put in on this website lol. A concept was put to me that left me perplexed. After two nights of deep thought and some insomnia, my mind has come up with the following conclusion... To become well rounded, fully functional individuals once must start with changes beginning on ones inward state of mind. What does this mean? One must find happiness within oneself. A complex notation, I concur for it was not readily understandable to me at first. Just stay with me here for a moment as I break this down as such, which can be easily understood... I think it can be agreed upon that one cannot become fully functional unless they have achieved a happy state of mind. Yes? Simply put, the biggest step to be made is to become truly happy. I find that one cannot be truly happy with life, unless they first become truly happy with ones self. How can one go about this incredible task? I have come up with this: Fir

~understandings~
I have fought alongside Saracen and Samurai alike, defended my home against rival clans, seen my Sisters burn for their beliefs, dug trenches with the Allies to stop a madman's quest for racial dominance, moved with time and tide in conflict after conflict. But what saddened me the most was watching my own people persecute and massacre those with cultures not unlike our own. Did we Celts not paint ourselves before battle? Did we not braid feathers in our hair? Wear robes of fur in winter? Answer to the call of drum and flute in celebration and in battle? Regard Earth as our Mother and provider of All Things? Did we not honor our Ancestors and take guidance from our animal brethren? We are all of one blood, One Race..... The Human race. Different creeds, different cultures, different colors, true, but each bleeding the same under the cold touch of steel. Each with something to lose should their battle turn from victory to defeat, each with the capacity to love or hate with

Looking For More User Reviews...
Yes, I'm being egotistical. So this is another call out for user reviews on me. Want to knock me down a peg, want to tell me what you really think of me, hell want to inflate my already huge head, do it now, and you will earn a spot on my page, like people read the "About me" section anyways. You know the drill leave them as comment or send them as a message, hell shout them if you want.

Fugg Him!!
"HEY LOOK I DID NOTHING TO CHAR BUT LOVE HER SHE PLAYED ME NOW SHE FEELS LIKE IM PLAYING HER WITH LALA I DONT HATE CHAR I JUST WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I AM SINGL AND WHO I TALK TO IS MY BUSINESS AND THAT IF I WOULD HAVE GOT CAUGHT UP I WOULDNT BE AROUND THE BAR TALKIN JUNK ABOUT HER CALLIN HER FAKE AND ALL THAT I HAVE TOO MUCH RESPECT FOR HER TO DO THAT...." Look att his bullshit Demetris sent my mom...WTF is his problem!!!

I Dont Know What To Do ...
Ive been married going on 9 yrs, and it seems lately its all falling apart. when it comes to money and bill issues, pretty much i am the one to blame or so it feels. He races, and we have three boys together. Hes mad because he cant race alot, with the way things are today. Money is so tight, well I have been a stay at home mom for so long, that I have adjusted to it, and its hard to get a job now days. when you have only had one job, and I could have pretty much sworn he said something along the lines of me not having a job. I babysitt, clean, take care of stuff, if not for me, he wouldnt have alot of stuff, because I do it all. Anyways..I have been upset all day by this stuff. And I am a emotional mess, so just to let you all know. Oh and he basicly told me today he is saleing everything we have so we can afford to live. I just dont know why someone would want to put racing before there kids, and I told him that. If you have kids these days its hard to raise them. and play. I ju

Colors
Color..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> Positive Qualities Negative Qualities Black Protection, birth, magic Secretiveness, sacrifice Blue Happiness, calm, truth Depression, loneliness Brown Grounded, new growth Lack of discrimination Green Growth, healing, abundance Uncertain, miserly, greed Gray Initiation, Imagination Imbalance, secretiveness Orange Warmth, joy, creativity Pride, agitation, worry Red Sex, passion, strength Anger, aggression, impulse Violet Alchemy, humility, spirit Obsession, misunderstood White Purity, sharing, truth Scattered, overextended Yellow/Gold Communication, optimism, inspiration Needing clarification, overcriticalness

Pagan Kitties... And Other Stuff
"A fundamentalist preacher was taking a walk one day and happened upon a young girl who was playing with something in a cardboard box. When he got closer he could see that in the box was a litter of new-born kittens. "What kind of kittens are those?" asked the preacher. "Why, they're Christian kittens," replied the little girl. The preacher walked on, pleased to see that the little girl had Jesus foremost in her thoughts. A few days later the preacher saw the little girl again. "And how are your little Christian kittens doing today?" asked the man of God. "Oh, they aren't Christian kittens, they're Pagan kittens," replied the girl. "But...but.. . I thought you said last week that they were Christian kittens," sputtered the flabbergasted preacher. "Oh, they were. But now their eyes are open." *sigh* so tires, refuse to sleep. need to be occupied. help.

When Shadows Fall
When Shadows Fall by BlueWolf © When the shadows fall upon us When darkness is drawing neigh I’ll hold you close My SweetHeart Through the long, long hours of night I’ll chase away the cold of doubt I’ll warm you with my love Until never again you’ll wonder If mine’s a true and lasting love Together we will fly so high Exploding into ebony skies As passions flame burns brilliantly Brighter then stars My Love Sliding once more back to earth On the rays of the silvery moon We’ll rest together in peaceful sleep As lovers so often do.....................

Cleaning My Lists
This is to let all my friends know... I will be going through my friends & family list today. Some people will be deleted & more than likely all family removed. Please do not freak out if you notice you are not in my family any more. Give me time to clean my friends list and re-add family please. Also, sorry I have not been making my normal comment rounds to you all. I do so love doing that too... but the opacity has made it a lil bit difficult for me even though i do not have a really slow computer or slow graphics card... that & I have been preoccupied too lately & busy. I do apologize for that and hope things get back to normal soon :) I love my friends & those who I feel are truly my friends I really do try to show that. Thank you all, KDM

State Fair
Omg what a day yesterday. Had to get up at 5am.. really was stupid. Though my hubbie and our friends wanted too. We went to syracuse ny. We stopped to see dennis's grandparents then headed to the fair. It was alright. I mean once you go to the NY state fair.. pretty much not much changes. Did see a bmx show which rawked. was soo cool. didn't really get to go on any rides or shop. soo i was sad there. I could of went on a ride but since I woke have been feeling like crap We watched 2 free concerts last night. Both 70s bands. 1st was Foghat.. if you never heard of them. They sing the song "Slow ride.. take it easssy" from the movie dazed and confused. 2nd was Blue Oyster Cult weeeee! So if you have never heard of them they sing hehe but they really rocked it out So ya was soo excited, was blast there. We didnt get home till like 4am. So I am feeling it this morning. The top of my foot feels like I dropped a rock on it :( I dont know what I did. Well hope everythi

Anger, Pain & My Default
THINKING Current mood: awake you know- I was thinking the other day... How many days to leave my pic up as default well 1st, I thought 5 or 6 days for the length of time it took to even get someone some airdropped water or to be rescued from their attics Or then maybe? 2 weeks, for the two weeks my neice was separated after being rescued from the roof in chalmette and shuffled ANYWHERE they FELT like sending people which was everywhere as I felt helpless HORROR while they continued to do that for two straight weeks longer! then I thought HELL! I may as well leave it up now for 2 YEARS the two years its been that the only thing done has been by peoples bare fucking hands while our gayass president continues to make empty promises OH and... should I leave it up for the two weeks it took me to find my neice at a redcross center in baton rouge? or the one month it took for dan to help reopen restaurant cuvee? or the 4 MONTHS it took to locate Lizzies seeing eye dog

Ok Ladies..is This The Way It Is?
9 WORDS WOMEN USE>> 1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when>they are right and you need to shut up.>> 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the>house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin>with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for>the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and wh

Never Doubt
Never Doubt by Alone I want your love To shine for me To set my soul And spirit free I’ll send my love To comfort you No matter where you go Or what you do With our love We’ll find the way Stay with me Till my last day You are my only You know that’s true Never doubt My love for you

17 Rules Concerning The Relationship Within The Craft
17 Rules Concerning Relationship Concerning the relationship within the Craft 1. Witches do not point out the identity of other witches to the general public or give addresses, or anything that can betray any of us. 2. Do nothing that will endanger anyone in the Craft, or which will bring them into conflict with the law of the land or any of your persecutors. 3. Do not gossip or speak evil of other witches. 4. Never lie to any of the Wicca. 5. Never use your magickal skills for show, pride or vainglory. 6. Keep within your Book of Shadows a record of your own rites and learnings. 7. Do not lend your Book of Shadows to anyone. You may allow someone to copy it though. 8. Property owned by Crafters should be guarded both mundanely and spiritually by the Witch. 9. Never use your personal power for evil purposes or attacks. If someone attacks you, you can defend yourself by asking the Goddess for justice. 10. Magickal bindings can cost you dearly. Lear

Runic Alphabet
I work with the "Elder Futhark", the runic alphabet which is a composite of the runic symbols most commonly used in northern Europe. The names of the runes of the Elder Futhark are speculative recreations of what linguists call "proto-Germanic", which stems from "proto-Indo-European". There are many versions of the runic alphabets. Each has variations in names, shapes, esoteric meanings and magical uses. One should not mix futharks, or the intent or meaning becomes confused. The Elder Futhark, the Anglo-Saxon Futhorc, and the Younger (or Scandinavian) Futhark are the most frequently seen versions of the runic alphabets in use today. The runes are broken into three sections or groups of eight, called aett (aettir, plural). This helps one to remember their order, and later, you will see, has significance in magical uses. First the rune name is given, then its phonetic value, its symbolic image, and finally the esoteric meaning used in divination. Rune users disagree on whether o

Soo If I Get Deleted (not Really Nsfw!)
if I get deleted for the 4th time on here add my yahoo at: lilplayboybunnie9308@yahoo.com msn at: im_just_a_cutie_wit_a_bootie@hotmail.com or aim/aol at: hawtie504 thanks. make sure you leave your name for me so I know who the hell is adding me!

~~~just One Wish~~~
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Just One Wish. by BlueWolf © If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Yesterday Shadows
With her yesterday shadows cleared away, She lays her masks to rest. She looks at the dawn with eyes opened wide, And finally sees infinite. But the tomorrows form a cloud That shrouds the horizon, like a wistful fog. The burden of hope is heavy, Too scared to mar the magnificence. The today's turn into yesterdays, And the shadows begin to creep in. She is a pillar of stone, so cold, so torn. While time shrieks it has been forsaken. Promises whisper in her ears, Something stirs in her soul. She casts away the ghosts of regret, And inches one foot forward. With her yesterday shadows cleared away, She lays her masks to rest. She looks at the dawn with eyes opened wide, And finally sees infinite.

~ Lorraine American Cemetery And Memorial In France ~
The Lorraine American Cemetery and Memorial in France covers 113.5 acres and contains the largest number of graves of our military dead of World War II in Europe, a total of 10,489. Their headstones are arranged in nine plots in a generally elliptical design extending over the beautiful rolling terrain of eastern Lorraine and culminating in a prominent overlook feature. Most of the dead here were killed while driving the German forces from the fortress city of Metz toward the Siegfried Line and the Rhine River. Initially, there were over 16,000 Americans interred in the St. Avold region, mostly from the U.S. Seventh Army's Infantry and Armored Divisions and its Cavalry Groups. St. Avold served as a vital communications center for the vast network of enemy defenses guarding the western border of the Third Reich. The memorial, which stands on a plateau to the west of the burial area, contains ceramic operations maps with narratives and service flags. High on its exterior front wall is

Can Any One Help Me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey people how are you tonight well some of you know that i had a profile before and i would like if any one can help me locate a friend his name was jason on here no last name he was from germany im not to sure how i can find him i did a people search and came up with nothing if you can you let me know please thank you for your time theresa

Labor Day : )
I Hope Every One Is Having A Good Weekend So Far. I Had A Pretty Good One Myself. Well, It Was Mostly Good. Friday Night Started Off On The Wrong Foot. I Go Tanning At Sun Tan City And I Went To Go Pay For Another Month And They Told Me That My Account Had Been Canceled. IM Not Real Sure Why. I Know For The Month Of August I Paid Them My $38.88 At The Store Then They Turn Around And Take It Out Of My Bank Account. Well, My Bank Account Only Had $11.00 In It. Well, You Know What Happened After That. I Bank At Fifth Third And They Are A Pain In The Ass To Deal With. They Charge $6.00 For Every Day That Your Account Is Overdrawn. Sun Tan City Still Hasn’t Taken Care Of This Problem. It Wasn’t My Fault So IM Not Paying A Damn Dime To This Bank Account. Then When I Find Out They Canceled My Account IM Really Pissed. So Friday Night After I Find Out My Account Had Been Canceled I Come Home And I Get Ready To Go Out With My Best Friend Like I Do Every Friday. I Thought I Wa

Labor Day Weekend
Living in MD where we do have all 4 seasons, Labor Day is when the beaches close. Not that you cant still go out there, and get in the water, hell this time of year, the water is warmer then the air. However the rides shut down on the boardwalk, some of the stores close, another summer gone! (need to get to Florida) Beach volleyball comes to an end, though there is one more beach tournament in the middle of Sept. Before you know it, Halloween will be here, followed by Thanksgiving and Christmas. This summer was another great one. Played alot of beach/grass volleyball tournaments, Clint and I did well this year! Went to Cooperstown to see Cal Ripken go into the Hall of Fame which was a great 4 day weekend. Then the summer being topped off when I went to Clearwater FL for a week. The white sand, the clear water, endless Bahama Mamas! A particular day, I got to meet Itsim, she is just as she is on here, damn nut!...lol. We had fun and got to chill on the beach for a couple

Good Morning And Happy Tuesday
Good Morning…Wow what a beautiful weekend weather wise. Hopefully your weekend was just as nice. September already yuck! That means summer is closing up for the year. But in Michigan fall is quite beautiful when the various color explosions happening with the tree tops (leaves) I think there are many color tour buses that pass thru Michigan, Wisconsin and Illinois and all are very nice to take in, nature has a way of soothing the end of summer with brilliant colors in fall. Well not a lot to speak of yet today so with a big ole yawn attached let me well wish you into the start of your week. Unless that is your week started yesterday then I am much too late. Have a great day. A huge hug and a pat Mart

Letting Go
There's nothing but the good country surrounding me. The moon is shining brightly over the tree tops and its reflection on the water is such a beautiful sight. This is a perfect place for two people who are in love ... As I sit here thinking about all the time I have wasted, just sorting out my life -- I never really realized what loneliness was until you were gone. It seemed as though things were going so good until one day you left without a single trace. All of our plans for the future were shattered. There was to be no more of you and I together. You were gone, gone forever. I still remember the times we shared, but slowly these memories are going too. One day they'll be gone just like you ... I'm trying desperately to find you and bring you back to me. I dream about you every day and pray that you'll come back, but it's hopeless. There's no use in pretending, cause deep down in my heart I know you've found another. Someone to take my place, someone who'll love

Memory Clinic :-)
Two elderly couples were enjoying friendly conversation when one of the men asked the other, "Fred, how was the memory clinic you went to last month?" "Outstanding," Fred replied. "They taught us all the latest psychological techiniques-visulization, association-it made a huge difference for me." "That's great! What was the name of the clinic?" Fred went blank He thought and thought, but couldn't remember. Then a smile broke across his face and he asked, "What do you call that flower with the long stem and thorns?" "You mean a rose?" "Yes, that's it!" He turned to his wife. . ."Rose, what was the name of that clinic?"

The Baby
Heard My babies heartbeat today. About cried. Gio almost did as well. My dad is so sweet. When i told him we heard the heartbeat, he weld up with tears. I know he's gonna be balling when his first granchild is born

When A Guy/girl Misses You. (from The Bulletin Board) Liked It So I Blogged It.
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Boring Car Stuff (well:)
My car factort default: 1.8 20v turbo engine producing (pre 160hp) 180 hp (132 kW), which makes the Ibiza the fastest and most powerful front wheel drive model of its class, output of over 100 hp per litre cylinder capacity, and the Ibiza body result in a weight to power ratio of only 6.2 kg / hp. A top speed of 225 Km/h and acceleration to one kilometre from a standing start in 28.3 seconds Power output (kW/hp/rpm) 132/180/5600 Max. torque (Nm/rpm) 235/2100-5000 Fuel supply system Multipoint injection, turbo Ignition system Electronically mapped Emission control system Cat+Lambda probe+injection pump+EGR+EGAS (Grrr) PERFORMANCE Top speed (km/h) 225 Acceleration 0-100 km/h (s) 7.2 Acceleration 1000 m (s) 28.3 SUSPENSION Front: Independent McPherson struts, lower wishbones, anti-roll bar Rear: Directional effect shaft, longitudinal arms Steering system: Rack and pinion, power steering Brake system: Diagonal split, twin circuit, brakes servo. ABS+ T

Justice For Those Who Do Have A Voices!!!!
People hate war and cruelty to humans but we overlook shit like this everyday! And if people are caught (like punkass Michael Vick) we give them a break from justice on their "first" offense...WTF!! Put them into a ring starving and mistreated and MAKE them fight to the death!!!

Every Woman
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh.... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to break the rules And when not to... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to quit a Job Break up with a lover and confront a friend without ruining the friendship EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That she can't change The length of her calves, The width of

Women Are Like Apples
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Some men dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead they get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good cause its easier. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them when in reality THEY ARE AMAZING!!!! They just have to wait for the right man to come along. The one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.... ~I know which Woman I am....Do you know which Man you are???

When You Were Mine
You Were Mine by Gary F. Pendleton If I never see the light of day I will know that you are mine If I never breathe another breath All of that would be so fine If I can't open my arms again And behold anything that's new Just as long as I lived my entire life And as long as I have loved you If I never see the sun again Or walk in a cool moonlit night I know that you were mine before And you kept me in your sight I have been to heaven in your arms All the treasures of the world were mine I have the glory of the Lord forever And I drank of his sacred wine You will always be my greatest love To the very end of time And I know I will have had heavens best When you held me and you were mine

New York Style Cheesecake
New York style cheesecake is always popular, made with cream cheese, sweetened condensed milk, and a strawberry whipped cream topping. INGREDIENTS: * 5 tablespoons melted butter * 1 1/4 cups graham cracker crumbs * 1/4 cup granulated sugar * . * Filling * 4 packages (8 ounces each) cream cheese, softened * 1 can (14 ounces) sweetened condensed milk * 4 eggs * 1/3 cup all-purpose flour * 1 tablespoon vanilla extract PREPARATION: Preheat oven to 300°. Combine crust ingredients and press into bottom of a 9-inch springform pan. In a large mixing bowl, beat cream cheese until fluffy. Gradually beat in condensed milk; beat until smooth. Add flour, eggs, and vanilla; beat until sell blended. Pour into prepared crust. Bake for 1 hour, or until lightly browned. Cool. Chill and garnish with dollops of whipped cream around edge and sliced fresh strawberries.

Linkin Park "bleed It Out"
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "Bleed It Out" Yeah here we go for the hundredth time Hand grenade pins in every line Throw 'em up and let something shine Going out of my fucking mind Filthy mouth, no excuse Find a new place to hang this noose String me up from atop these roofs Knot it tight so i won't get loose Truth is you can stop and stare Bled myself out and no one cares Dug the trench out laid down there With a shovel up out of reach somewhere Yeah, someone pour it in Make it a dirt dance floor again Say your prayers and stomp it out When they bring that chorus in [Chorus] I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away Just to throw it away Just to throw it away I bleed it out [End Chorus] Go stop the show Choppy words and a sloppy flow Shotgun opera lock and load Cock it back and then watch it go Mama help me I've been

For September 7,2007
You are definitely ready to take that big risk, emotionally or professionally. Even though you're not totally sure how it will play out, you know that your good energy should see you through without too much trouble Oh God i hope so

Chicken Piccata
Easy and delicious chicken piccata with chicken breasts and lemon. INGREDIENTS: * 6 to 8 chicken breast halves, boneless, no skin * 1/2 cup flour * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper * 1/2 teaspoon paprika, or to taste * 3 tablespoons butter * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1/4 cup chicken broth or water * 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice * 6 to 8 thin slices of lemon * 3 tablespoons capers (optional) PREPARATION: Put chicken breasts between 2 sheets of waxed paper or plastic wrap; pound to flatten to about 1/4-inch. In a shallow bowl, combine flour, salt, pepper and paprika; dredge chicken breasts to coat well.Heat butter and olive oil in a large skillet. Sauté chicken breasts in batches, about 3 minutes on each side. Drain off all but 2 tablespoons of fat. Stir in chicken broth, scraping to loosen browned bits. Add lemon juice and heat through. Return chicken to the skillet with the lemon slices; heat u

9/11 Rememberace Day-lights On
PLEASE forward this email to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. Please join us on 9/11. We have less than 5 days to get the word out all across this great land we love and call the United States of America. Let's see how powerful e-mail can be! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity, and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this e-mail on to others! REMEMBER! LIGHTS ON ... 9/11

When You Said, "i Love You,"
When You Said "Three Words" by BlueWolf © When you said, "I love you," I went over the moon. My heart sang its glory, The stars sang in tune. As when with a word God brought forth light, So with these words You ended my night. So with these words You made something new: A bond of devotion Between me and you. How powerful words To shape who we are! We ponder in silence; Our words cross a bar. Your words crossed a threshold And entered the past, Yet they have created A world that will last....................

Mad And Confused
I am not sure how to start this off, I am angry over what I am not really sure, other than I feel like I was completely disrepected but not really. I feel as if I was betrayed, but not on purpose. Things don't seam quite right, but nothing has changed. When someone you believed knows who you are, then in turn believed someone else without even calling you to ask you personally about it, then makes a decission about something that you are responisble for with out even trying to call you and tell you what was going on or what was happening, can really piss you off. I mean damn I am a fucking 37 year old woman I can make choices all by myself I do not need someone making them for me. If I didn't want to do something I fuckin wont do it, end of story. The worst part is this person don't even realize what they did to piss me off, but I know if the shoe was on the other foot I wouldn't hear the end of it. I know I am being kind of a evasive about excatly what happened, but I am not

Dig
Incubus - "Dig" We all have a weakness But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye, and ask for forgiveness. We'll make a pact to never speak that word again. Yes, you are my friend. We all have something that digs at us, at least we dig each other. So when weakness turns my ego up I know you'll count on the me from yesterday. If I turn into another dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone. We all have a sickness that cleverly attaches and multiplies No matter how we try. We all have someone that digs at us, at least we dig each other. So when sickness turns my ego up I know you'll act as a clever medicine. If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering The better part of me. Sing this song! Remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone. Oh, each other when

It's Gonna Be Alright!
We've been through the dark, know its time to come into the light. With you by myside I know it will be alright. You picked me up when I fell down. You placed my feet back on the ground and you said. Our love is like a creek shallow and meek, Our love is like a river and its starting to run deep. Our Love is like the ocean gentle and meek. Baby take my heart to its highest peek. Its gonna be alright lets take this endless flight, a journey with its ups n downs and arguments and fights.Its gonna be alright as we said good night. You looked at me and said. Our love is like a creek shallow and meek, Our love is like a river and its starting to run deep. Our Love is like the ocean gentle and meek. Baby take my heart to its highest peek.

The Graveyard
You wander around the graveyard of my soul and look at all the pretty stones there But you never stop to read any of them to see what has passed The stones lie flat and broken all around you Nobody is there to put them right again , or to care for them To clean off the dirt and polish them to like new again They are crumbling to dust The letters upon them are faded and hard to read But they are there if you care to look My self esteem lays to the right My dignity to the left My compassion is straight ahead The stone for Love is no longer there It was removed long ago when it was destroyed by a careless vandal There was nothing but a pile of rubble when he was done It will be a long wait for it to be replaced I refuse to let another stone be placed here My graveyard will grow no more

Breakfast
Smooth skin, hard beneath... I feel you leap and grow between my lips. Tensing muscles in your thighs pressed against my shoulders, hands tightening on my scalp as I swallow you. I back off and give only slow and teasing licks until you insist on re-entering my mouth, holding me still as you thrust in .........and in ................and in again to an end which I taste and swallow, nursing out the last few drops before looking up and licking my lips. Breakfast- the most important meal of the day. 26 May 2005

This Poem Is Dedicated To All Those World Trade Center Victims Who Were Never Found.
This poem is dedicated to all those World Trade Center victims who were never found. At First You Were Missing I've been at this job For over six months now But on this day I'm back where I was So many years ago Great memories Stay with me In the back of my mind My second family Lived in this building And you were part of it The late day hot sun Turns into dark Ominous clouds A hard rain falls That now means No ballgame tonight No matter really Tomorrow should be Just another day At first when I wake All I can feel Throughout my body Is a numbing pain My eyes don't believe What my TV shows me I've stepped into A surreal world But I can't shake the feeling That the worst Is yet to come Astronomical numbers Are what I hear And see and feel For the next two days Sleep won't come to me Yet I can't awake From this nightmare The real dividing line Will finally be crossed A point of no return From the opening Of a simple e-mail Five day

Apricot Glazed Spareribs
Pork spareribs recipe glazed with an apricot sauce made with dried apricots and vinegar and brown sugar. INGREDIENTS: * 4 to 5 pounds pork spareribs, cut in serving-size pieces * 1 teaspoon salt * water * salt and pepper, to taste * . * Apricot Glaze * 1 1/2 cups water * 1 cup chopped dried apricots * 1/2 cup brown sugar * 2 tablespoons vinegar * 2 teaspoons lemon juice * 1 teaspoon ground ginger * 1/2 teaspoon salt PREPARATION: In a large saucepan or Dutch oven, cover pork ribs with salted water; cover and simmer until the ribs are tender, about 1 hour. Drain ribs well and season with a little salt and pepper. Brush ribs with the Apricot Glaze and grill over medium-low coals for 20 to 30 minutes, turning once or twice and brushing with additional glaze each turn. Makes 4 servings. To make Apricot Glaze: In a medium saucepan, combine water, apricots, brown sugar, vinegar, lemon juice, ginger, and 1/2 teaspoon s

Passion Narrative
14:32 [17] And they come to a spot, the name of which [is] Gethsemane, and he saith to his disciples, `Sit ye here till I may pray;' 14:33 [11] and he taketh Peter, and James, and John with him, and began to be amazed, and to be very heavy, 14:34 [15] and he saith to them, `Exceeding sorrowful is my soul -- to death; remain here, and watch.' 14:35 [16] And having gone forward a little, he fell upon the earth, and was praying, that, if it be possible the hour may pass from him, 14:36 [15] and he said, `Abba, Father; all things are possible to Thee; make this cup pass from me; but, not what I will, but what Thou.' 14:37 [15] And he cometh, and findeth them sleeping, and saith to Peter, `Simon, thou dost sleep! thou wast not able to watch one hour! 14:38 [12] Watch ye and pray, that ye may not enter into temptation; the spirit indeed is forward, but the flesh weak.' 14:39 [9] And again having gone away, he prayed, the same word saying; 14:40 [13] and having

Ive Been Watching All The Programs On Tv, Its Like Living A Nightmare All Over Again
This is the 1st time I ever seen this footage (inside the tower)cant even explain how it makes me feel. Horrible. The aftermath

Slow Hand
As the midnight moon, was drifting through The lazy sway of the trees I saw the look in your eyes, lookin' into mine Seeing what you wanted to see Darlin' don't say a word, cause I already heard What your body's sayin' to mine I'm tired of fast moves I've got a slow groove... On my mind I want a man with a slow hand I want a lover with an easy touch I want somebody who will spend some time Not come and go in a heated rush I want somebody who will understand When it comes to love, I want a slow hand On shadowed ground, with no one around And a blanket of stars in our eyes We are drifting free, like two lost leaves On the crazy wind of the night Darlin', don't say a word, 'cause I already heard What your body's sayin' to mine

Hello To All My Wonderful Friends..
I just wanted to let everyone kno that I haven't forgot anyone. I still don't have y own puter running so when I come over to my g/f's-I use hers!! I just want to thank all of you for the prayers and thoughts concerning me over the past couple weeks..It has bveen rough but I'm trying real hard to keep a smile-I have a 4 yr old grandson that lives with me...lol Please continue to keep me in your prayers and I'll be back soon and in full force..lol Love to all "Indian Princess"

Multiple Kite Flying Competion
OMG -- to all those folks like myself who have flown kites in their lifetime and attempted to handle two, just imagine and take a look at this Kitelife Magazine page and simply sit in awe as this man maneuvers in a dance like synchronization THREE kites!!! Amazing!! This is Ray Bethell, an 8-time-Multiple Kite World Champion . He is 79 years old, and this is an absolutely stunning film. He is spectacular !! You will not be sorry you took five minutes of your time to view this amazing 3-kite (one operator) flying competition video - it's truly an art form put to music.

On Being Me
Sorry, this is long but probably one of the meaningful things I’ve written as of late. Kudos to you if you read it all. I’m fortunate enough to have a best friend that I get to spend about 9 hours a day with at work. Most of our conversations are light and funny. We make fun of staff or pose stuffed animals in sexual positions and then take pictures and text each other etc. We’re retards. Anyways. Like I said most of the conversations are light and being that it was a Monday, I recapped my weekend. I mentioned something that happened where a little mean streak in me came out towards someone that I care about and told Keith just to tell me I was being a girl about things to which he said… yes… you were being a girl. He then made another comment… he said “you need a man that’s gonna be patient”. I said why. He said cause I need someone that’s going to take the time to understand my baggage. I said that I know someone with a philosophy that says we shouldn’t apply our pa

Ripping Pics Without Asking
I just reorganized my pictures so that there is a lingerie album because the default album was getting overloaded with over 250 pictures in it. I was somewhat surprised to find how many of my photos that had been ripped, some with details not available or into private albums that I don't have access to. I'm not sure if everyone realizes this but the owner doesn't get notified when someone rips a pic. While I am happy to share my photos and want you to enjoy them, it would be nice if everyone took a minute and asked my permission before ripping them. Not that I would likely say no, it's just a matter of being considerate. For the time being, I have blocked rips in a few of my albums. If someone asks, and is granted permission to rip, I will be happy to open the album up briefly so you have access. Honestly, I would prefer that you keep coming back to my page to view the pics you like and to check out my new ones!

Music
BLACK LABEL SOCIETY, PANTERA, SLIPKNOT, MEGADETH, BLACK SABBATH, AC/DC, TYPE O NEGATIVE MUSHROOM HEAD, RAMM STEIN, AMON AMRTH, CHILDREN OF BODOM, MY DYING BRIDE, HELL YEAH, REBEL MEETS REBEL, JOB FOR A COWBOY, DROPKICK MURPHYS, THREE 6 MAFIA, PASTOR TROY, HAYSTACK, BLAZE, BOONDOX, JAMES BLUNT, KIZZ, OLD OLD METALLICA, MOTORHEAD, ETC ETC ETC

I Am Leaving Fubar
To all my wonderful friends i am sorry to have to write this message but its time, its time for me to move on in life i have enjoyed all of you so very much and u have placed a smile on my face forever and i am thankful to all of u for that but as life makes changes so do i and its time for a change. I am leaving Fubar under my own decisions as most of u know sometimes sites like this can cause alot of drama in ones life well i kinda got tired of all the drama it seems alot of women have alot of men thinking they belong to them and as all of u know my comments are always geared around happiness and smiles with the most wonderful sweetest thoughs behide it, but it seems some take it to heart and then i start getting the trash emails and the bad mouthing how i am a bad person. Well i know in my heart i am one of a kind as many of u have stated and many of u have witnessed but i dont feel i should have to prove myself to anyone just like no one should have to prove themselves to me i join

Stood Up...
So I was supposed to go out on a date today buuuuut I got stood up. No phone call or anything to say that he's not coming. I think that's what I get for putting faith in guys. Just a complete waste of time... Am I not pretty enough? because sometimes I don't think so

Mediterranean Crusted Chicken
Ingredients 1 egg 1/2 C. heavy whipping cream 1 C. crushed saltine crackers 1/4 C. grated Parmesan cheese 2 Tbs. chopped fresh basil 1 Tbs. garlic powder Salt and pepper to taste 2 lb. skinless chicken thighs 1/4 C. olive oil Directions Preheat oven to 400 degrees. In a medium bowl, combine the egg and heavy cream and beat together well. In a separate medium bowl, combine the cracker crumbs, cheese, basil, garlic powder and salt and pepper to taste. Rinse chicken and pat dry. Dip each piece into the egg wash and then dredge liberally in the cracker crumb mixture. Heat the olive oil in a large skillet over medium high heat. Fry the chicken in the oil for 5 minutes per side, or until both sides are golden brown and crusty. Place chicken in a 9x13 baking dish and cover with foil. Bake, covered, at 400 degrees for 15 minutes, then remove foil and bake, uncovered, for 15 to 20 more minutes, or until chicken juices run clear. Yield: 6 servings.

B**** Stop Calling Me
[Hook:] Bitch stop callin me (bitch stop callin me) Bitch stop callin me (bitch stop callin me) Aint gon pick tha phone up (Aint gon pick tha phone up) Aint gon pick tha phone up (Aint gon pick tha phone up [Verse 1: (Parlae)] Bitch stop callin me Aint gon pick tha phone up, send ya to tha voicemail straight hang tha phone up Aint gon get yo hair did, bitch stop askin me Ya nails and ya toes fixed, bitch stop harrassin me' I buy a bitch a shirt gotta buy a bitch a hat I dont work at the zoo get this monkey off my back Ya say ya pregnant wit my baby, shit, I dont think so.... Bitch dat aint my baby, well I dont really kno I got what I wanted I dont need nuthin more So stop callin leavin message after message hoe! Bitch don't call me no more (why?) Aint gon pick tha phone up Treat her like a clothes hanger straight hang the phone up [Hook:] [Verse 2: (Buddy)] Ay, stop callin me bitch dis aint no chat line Blowin up my phone like a welfare hotline Thinkin Ima

Lol! Astros/cubs Game Last Night.
Last night I was invited by Continental Airlines to watch the Astros/Cubs game in their suite at Minutemaid park in Houston. I walked up the stairs and reached the club level, I asked a nice man who worked there if I was at the right spot and he told me I neeeded to go up one more level and I was in Suite 5, I thanked him and went to the suite. I walked in and immediately started introducing myself got a glass of wine and mingled around. The owner of the suite and I chatted a bit about our dogs and talked about the weather. After I was there about an hour, and realizing that I still didn't know anyone there I started to get this weird feeling. My alter personality came out, I was feeling really withdrawn and shy....it was painful. I confided in one of the women I had met there that I thought I was in the wrong suite. She asked me what Suite was I supposed to be in and I told her Continental, she smiled and said "girl this is the Astros suite, this is where all the players wifes

*it's Official*
I fucking suck at cleaning. Blah. I'm in way over my head this time. It was bad enough I had to deal with this piece of shit press board desk that was made in Canada. God 20 cajillion times worse than a fucking 2000 piece jigsaw puzzle of nothingness. It really was a job for like 3 to 4 people cuz I guess when Canadians get crafty they always have at least two friends with them. But low and behold I did it all by myself and I only had to put in two extra screws to hold the son of a bitch together. But now my problems stands as too much furniture too many nicknacks. But this is my punishment for being a pack rat. Fuck.

When Your World Comes Down...
YOUR AWAKENED IN THE MORNING BY AN EXTREMELY LOUD SOUND , WITH A HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOU , AND EVERYTHING LOOKS DARK.. YOU FIND YOURSELF WITH AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF DREAD , AFTER ADJUSTING YOUR EYES YOU LOOK AROUND , TO SEE YOUR WORLD JUST CAME CRASHING DOWN... DON'T JUST LAY THERE WITH TEARS IN YOUR EYES , AND DESPAIR IN YOUR HEART, GET UP AND DUST YOURSELF OFF... BEGIN WITH A PRAYER AND THEN START PICKING UP WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR LIFE , TAKE YOUR TIME , AND THIS TIME YOU MIGHT JUST GET IT RIGHT... THINK OF IT AS A HUGE PAINTING IN WHICH YOU ARE THE PAINTER ,PERHAPS EVEN A PUZZLE , IN WHICH ALL THE PIECES YOU HELPED CREATE AND PUT IN THEIR PLACE... IT MIGHT TAKE LONGER THEN YOU WANT , AND SEEM RATHER HOPELESS , BUT IMAGINE YOU..AN ARCHITECT AN ARTIST , AND EVEN THE CREATOR OF YOUR OWN DESTINY... WHEN YOUR DONE , BE PROUD , FOR YOU HAVE SURVIVED, TO START ONCE AGAIN... AND REMEMBER , IF YOU HEAR YOUR WORLD COMING DOWN AGAIN .....JUST STEP TO THE SIDE!!

Life , The Biggest Test You'll Ever Take...
LIFE IS JUST ON CONTINUOUS TEST ,THIS TEST IS ONE IN WHICH YOU GET NO STUDY , PRACTICE , OR PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE.... YOUR FORCED TO TAKE DAILY ,WHETHER YOUR PREPARED OR NOT , WITH NO EXCUSES... HERE ARE A FEW TIPS YOU MIGHT FIND OF USE WHILE TAKING THE TEST OF LIFE... 1) FREE YOUR MIND.. 2) STUDY WITH YOUR FIVE SENSES.. 3) GUARD YOUR HEART AT ALL TIMES.. 4) ALWAYS KEEP ONE FIST COCKED , JUST IN CASE.. HERE'S TO PASSING!! GOOD LUCK!!

Supplies Are Limted !!!!
Ive caught my first cold/flu of the season . OO yay .. and just because I adore you all ......Im going out on a limb here and Put out this offer !!! . The cold/Flu includes Stuffy nose .. Fever... Sore throat .. Muscle aches .. .. and Wait there's more .. exhaustion . and the over powering feeling to be whinny .. So get it while it lasts .. Supplies are limited ... And for Fubar Friends . ive slashed the price from 29.99 to 19.99 .. just mention this add and get a Free Gift .. ( arent all gifts free you ask ) a Handy Dandy Portable Tissue Dispenser .. in Decorative boxes .. Hurry !!! this wont last long ( I hope) Keep well all .. run ... .run for your life .. there's a virus on the loose !~!!!!

Beautiful Woman's Month
?. . and all she wants to do is, ?is ?dance, dance, dance . . . Did you know that it's Beautiful Women Month? Well, it is and that means you !!! I'm supposed to send this to FIVE BEAUTIFULWOMEN ,

For Rick...xoxoxox 2 My Baby!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m My Baby Rick :D Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

17 Signs That You Love Someone :d
SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly. SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time. TEN: You smile as soon as you hear their voice. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them. SEVEN: They're all you think about constantly. SIX: You get high just from their scent. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them to be around them always. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this

Why Are We Here?
Everyone here has a story. Either we are unlucky in love, we've been left behind, a significant other may have found greener pastures. Some may be divorced, from an abusive relationship, maybe it just wasn't meant to be. Whatever the case, we couldn't find what we're looking for. Either through life or the way's people normally would. So we found ourselves here. It may have been a long road to follow to get here. Looking for love in all the wrong places before. But now we found ourselves at Fubar. So you might say, we're just a mixed bag of nuts. We come from all walks of life, occupations and lifestyles. But we all share one thing. We're looking for something here. Whether it be love, friendship, blogging or companionship. What's your story? How did you find the path to get here?

I Am In Yet Another Contest! :d
I never thought I'd participate in ONE let alone two LOL But Bri made the contest and he's my friend, so I entered :) It's for "Hottest Eyes" Starts today 4PM Central (which is now) and ends Sunday, September 16 at Noon Central. The most comments wins (with rates only counting as the tie breaker) Here is my link: Good luck to all! :D

My Dear Friend
Just wanted to give everyone who is on my friends list that has Mina on their list as well, an update. I spoke with her mother this morning and her surgery went fine. She is resting now and should be released in a few days. If you have read her recent blog you are aware that she is deleting her account. She is my dearest friend and has been sick for quite some time. The drama on here has finally gotten to her and she feels that at this point in her life she needs to focus on taking care of herself. If you would like updates on her recovery and you are not on my friends list, send me an add request and I will be relay all messages to her. Thank you for your understanding. Peace, Mindy

Running With Dinosaurs
I hate the idea my son is gay, a father confided to me, nor can I find the words to say I’m ashamed of his sexuality It’s just not true I love him less, a father confided to me, but nature didn’t provide an anus to be used other than…naturally I’ll love him whatever his choice, a father confided to me, but he can’t expect me to rejoice that he has a boyfriend, surely? True love is unconditional, I said, whether partner or parent, sibling or friend…taken as read, by a humanity heaven sent It’s easy enough for you to say, a father confided to me, you don’t have a son who’s gay, thinks it’s proud he should be Of course I’m proud of the lad, a father confided to me and since he’s not turned out bad, I guess it’s thankful I should be Dads and sons rarely see eye to eye, a father confided to me, I dare say, like always, we’ll get by, let live and…sexuality I took comfort from our discourse that my boyfriend will be okay; his dad might run with dino

What Annoys Women, And What Attracts Them
What Annoys Women, AND What Attracts Them >Would you like to become a MASTER at attracting and meeting women? If you would, then take a few minutes and look through the different programs I've put together to help you right HERE: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZZZV8&lid=1&ll=1 If you listen to women talk about men, you'll often hear them use the word "ANNOYING" to describe certain men and certain things that some men DO. Now, as you can probably guess, it's not usually a good thing when a woman uses this particular word to describe a guy... And, as you can ALSO probably guess, when a woman uses this particular word, it's not usually about guys who she is ATTRACTED to (although this isn't always true). Now, it's taken me a few years of paying attention to really get a handle on what women are talking about when they say, "He's annoying" or "It's so annoying when he does that". And guess what I realized was a

Walk On
trapted in the night for ever lost destened to walk alone no human companion now and then a friend is found forever bound to protect and hurt those who try to attack these friends dont last long fear overcomes they are gone wasted time once again to dark to see but he still walks on things are low and getting wrose nothen to hide everything to lose cant go on much longer walking throw this fire the flames dont burn hell on earth looking for a chill forever destened walk blindly to my death this cliff is near but i still have no fear my strength is there my fear is gone tattered and torn forever i must go walk on isloated from the world different views from the rest swarn to protect those who care never trusting another few know my bare soul few knowing what isnt there my soul is dead kill by the pain the sadness of life this world is evil born and rasied nothen is good the light is dead and were all on our way today we surviv

Rally Ace Colin Mcrae Dies In Air Crash
Rally ace Colin McRae dies in air crash Colin McRae Colin McRae Richard Rae COLIN McRAE, the former world rally champion, died along with his five-year-old son Johnny when his helicopter crashed near Lanark in Scotland yesterday. Two other people on board, believed to be close friends of McRae, also died. Jean-Eric Freudiger, the driver’s agent, confirmed McRae’s wife Alison and daughter Hollie were not on board. The Squirrel aircraft came down in Jervis Wood near Lanark just after 4pm and immediately burst into flames. Strathclyde police said the damage to the helicopter was so bad that it could not immediately be determined how many people were on board. The Air Accidents Investigation Branch has been called in to investigate the cause of the crash. The Scottish Ambulance Service said its own helicopter was despatched to the scene along with three ambulance crews. Strathclyde Fire Service also had units in attendance at the scene. McRae was one of the most popular an

Leav E Me Out Of Ur Problems With Others
1. IF U GOT DAMN PROBLEMS WITH SOMEONE ELSE DONT FUCKING BRING ME IN IT 2. SOMEONE HAS INFORMED ME THAT IT HAS ALREADY HAPPENDED AND TO THE PERSON THAT DONE IT MAY GOD HELP U CAUSE NOW LIGHTEN IS PISSED OFF AND GOING TO STRIKE 3. TO THE PERSON IT WAS SAID TO I DONT KNOW WHAT WAS SAID YET BUT WILL FIND OUT I DO SEND MY APOLOGIES AND WILL DEAL WITH ASSHOLES THAT BRING ME IN THIER PROBLEMS 4. IF U ARE THE ONE THAT DONE THAT AND U DAMN KLNOW WHO THE FUCK U ARE GET THE HELL OFF MY FRIENDS LIST CAUSE YOU ARE NO FRIEND OF MINE THANK YOU DJ LIGHTENLADY

Ill Pray For You
One part of life is joy anther part is grief. And when I see you hurting I long to bring you relief. But while there is so little I feel that I can do. God is ever loving andis there to help you through. So to the ones who knows your pain the source of peace an care. I pledge to kneeel beside you before the Lord in prayer.

To Ny It Is
I never thought tomorrow would come. I fly to NY to get my car and my dog. Yeah have I missed Nada I know she is going to freak out when I pull up. I've been away before but this time my car wasn't left behind. Its been getting that owie fixed. I have booked a few sessions made plans to see friends then drive back here with the dog and my plants. Now thats going to be some trip don't you think? LOL So I will be offline for a bit, I am taking my laptop with me but mostly for checking email. So if you dont hear from me dont worry I am fine. And once I am back things will start to fall into place real soon. So be good ya'll or the Goddess will get you. LOL Muah The Goddess

Lol
A koala is sitting up a gum tree ... smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says, "Hey Koala ! What are you doing?" The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they have a few joints. After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?" The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain forest, finds the tree where the koala is sitting finishing a joint, and he looks up and says "H

My Boyfriend Should
A true boyfriend • Grab her butt when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Only for some, so be sure to know her boundaries first. Otherwise, you're a pervert. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. If nothing is being said,she is waiting for YOU to say something b/c she doesn't want to sound like an idiot. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her. • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her Don't just keep asking whats wrong, make up a diagnostic, if you're wrong in guessing she will correct you. • If she says she's cold, hug her tight and dont let go • Dont constanly kiss her or makeout with her, it makes her think thats all you want, not her. • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up texting is better, she can take it with her all day. • Treat her like a she's all that matters to you. But don't lavish her unnecessarily • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her wh

Job Application
Job Application This is an actual job application that a 17 year old boy submitted to McDonald's in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny! NAME: Greg Bulmash. SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a

Life
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

Foundry Cams: Romy Slips Out Of Her Fishnets
Romy, one of the sexy ladies of FOUNDRY CAMS dances around in the tightest white fishnet outfit we have ever seen. Of course, she's not in it for very long before she's showing off her amazing body, and her tape-covered nipples. Music By TREATY OF PARIS. CLICK THE PIC TO SEE THE VIDEO!

Now For The Clean Up, Should B Left With Maybe 100 Peeps
i said i was cleanin list up today and i is on my way there. if ya ain't read the last blog b4 this u may wanna and let me know if u are a stay or a go, cause those of u who msgd and those of u who won't b deleted regardless know who u are already...peace out.

Check This Out...thanks Tainted
Stop by and show my family page sum love. We are tryin to level up so we can have a bigger family. If you fan and rate, leave a profile comment and MsMaine will buy you a drink. We have a cool stash and sum great pics.... NBSD FAMILY@ fubar (repost of original by 'tainted*kiss founder of NBSD' on '2007-09-18 09:04:25')

Would You Believe If I Tell You?
FEMALE EJACULATION. Some women don't know how to orgasm, while others need little more than a whisper in order to reach orgasmic heights. And then there are the others -- those women who have the capability to squirt their juices all over the bed, the floor, or even you. Although we'd like to believe that every woman is capable of reaching such heights of sexual ecstasy, unfortunately, there are many women out there who disagree. And if they're not willing to open their minds to the idea of ejaculating, then that's their prerogative. Nevertheless, if you've got yourself a woman who is very sexually in tune with herself, and would be willing to let you manipulate her vagina until she ejaculated all over you, then today's tip is going to leave you soaking wet. Before she starts squirting A woman's ejaculate is expelled from the urethra, the same place where urine comes out from. And although studies have found that the clear liquid is not urine at all (the juice is released fro

In Loveing Memory Of One Of Are Fire Fighter Brother's
ON FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 15, 2007 WILLIAM D."BILLY" MCDANIELS , SR ANSWERED HIS LAST FIRE CALL . BILLY YOU WILL BE MISSED ON ALL ARE FIRE CALLS BUT YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN FOR ALL THE THING YOU HAVE TEACHED EVERYONE OF USE . FRIDAY NIGHT WHEN BILLY RAN TO THE CALL HE GOT THERE AND STARTED TO FEEL SICK . SO HE SAT DOWN ON THE BACK OF THE ENGINE AND THAT IS WHERE HE PASSED ON . YOU ARE WILL LOVED MY BROTHER BY NOT ONLY YOUR LOVING FAMILY BUT YOU BROTHERS AND SISTER IN THE SAME LINE OF WORK . IN LOVING MEMORY OF WILLIAM D."BILLY" MC DANIELS, SR. BORN ON MARCH 30, 1956 DATE OF DEATH SEPTEMBER 15, 2007 HIS LAST RIDE AND LAST CALL WILL BE SEPTEMBER 19, 2007 AT 11:00 AM SO IF YOU FIND IT IN YOUR HEARTS PLZ PUT HIS FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYS . imikimi - Customize Your World

I Promise..written By-lisa Jones (not On Here)
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to make you and our children my first priority I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promis

Hollowing Out My Brain Of You
Why are you still on my mind? Why do I still hear you call my name? Why can I still see your smile and hear your laugh? I thought that I would be over you by now. But I guess I was wrong I gave you everything I had. And I would have given you more. I wanted to be yours forever. But it's time I hollowed out my brain of you. Why do I still feel your touch as you brush my cheek and caress my lips? Why do I still hear "baby doll" all around me? You're presence both positive and negative are still suffocating me. Why can't I breathe? I thought this was going to be easier than this. But I guess I was wrong You were my everything And I now know I wasn't yours. I might have been at one time But your love for me faded as mine grew darker. I need to holllow out my brain of you. I still yearn to have you near me I need you by my side at night I shouldn't even cry anymore Why would you hurt me so? I can't be happy until you bleed I can't be happy until you

Trojan Condom Modeling
Trojan Condom Company, Inc. 6969 Slippery Root Drive Droptrouser, NO 22269 RE: Condom Modeling Dear Sir: We regret to inform you that we have rejected your application to model and represent our product, Trojan Condoms. Although your general physical appearance is not displeasing, our board of directors feels that your wearing of our product in the advertisement does not portray a positive romantic image of our product. We did admire your efforts to firm it up by using Poly-Grip, but even then it slipped off before we could get the photographs taken. We would like to note, however, that yours is the first we’ve seen that looked like a bicycle grip. We appreciate your interest and thank you for your time. We will retain your application for future consideration, if by chance we decide there is a market for Micro-Mini Condoms. We send greetings to your wife and/or girlfriend along with our deepest sympathies. Yours very truly, Burly Dick, President Note

Ice (in Case Of Emergency)
We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this "ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which number to call. He therefo

Ty Ron,..
sweet poison flowing through my veins deep .... writing that binds me her to keep ... images the hold my mind .... rare and yet the best to find ... a sweet soul from before time ... I read her and get lost in the sublime ... raven tresses and blue eyes the shine .... sweet poison is ecstacy devine for sweet poison by Ron

Cam Girl Profile: Romy
Our latest victim to be plucked from the ranks FOUNDRY CAMS is a real rocker-looking-chick, and a bonafide piece of American hotness. Romy has only done TWO videos for us, but they're two of the most lifted videos we have (we've seen them on over 20 other sites already). You might have seen her rocking out in her F*CK ME shirt, or watched her slipping out of her fishnet bodystocking. We look forward to seeing Romy shake her assets for a long time at FOUNDRY CAMS. We thought she would be an excellent target to heave a bunch of dumb questions at... CLICK THE PIC TO READ THE INTERVIEW! (or click here if the photo isn't showing up for you)