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I Need.....
I need a woman. Plain and simple. I thought I was happier playing around, fucking different women, but I'm not. A lot of the women who are supposed to be "friends with benefits" I end up wanting to be emotionally attached to...even ones I haven't physically met. I don't hold a lot of stock in Astrological stuff, but being Pisces I tend to be over-emotional. No matter the emotion, love, hate, anger....all the same intensity. I am interested in one woman right now, very interested, but she is somewhat taken by a soldier in Iraq. She is moving to Ft. Benning, GA soon when he comes back stateside. I am trying to change her mind, but haven't had a real chance to talk to her like I want to. I want to tell her that, in all likelihood, he will ship back out at the first opportunity and leave her alone, in a strange place. I want to tell her that I can offer her a stable home, so she can get her kids back from her sister, and away from the kids meth head father. But for some inexplicable r

Eternal Nightmare
It all began with a desire Burning the soul of the creator The box was born from that fire Given life from blood and ashes Destruction was its herald Death was its gift The box is a key A dark and dangerous one It opens countless doors To realms that hold no limits It will show you the addiction of heaven

My Hair Black .... My Flesh White
Red lights flicker through the atmosphere Music blares through?your ringing ears As a swinging insatiable dances Dances a top a center Insatiable sends a sign of acknowledgement As?you caught?my eye? My hair is black my flesh is white? Your ?interest grows with anticipation As?i walked towards?you With silence in?my eyes? You heard the air breathe a chime of mystery As?i stepped into the red light? My hair is black?my flesh is white? Your?conscience is enveloped with?my scent? My scent filled up the place? You could feel?my legs wrapped around?you? I am?wrapped souly around?you? You could feel?my legs wrapped around?you Insatiable in red lights You could feel?my legs wrapped around you My?long sharp nails tore into?your skin Tore into?your skin,?you bled dry,?you bled dry? You bled for?me to suck?your blood until Until it was gone, until it was gone Insatiable in red lights? My hair was black?My flesh was white

The Truth
[Roisin Murphy] Go ... Go to the mountain if you must Go to the burning bush Happy would ease your troubled mind How do the fade just stay behind? I know you better than you think I do Don't worry babe.. this is why i fell in love with you The man in the looking glass Is looking back at you at last You can't hide from the truth Because the truth is all there is You can't hide from the truth Because the truth is all there is You can't hide from the truth Because the truth is all there is You can't hide If happy times are too few and far between It's a pity dear, we can't erase the things we've seen So disappear, vanish if you wish Just go before you're swallowed up by bitterness And the truth is you can't hide from the truth And the truth hurts because the truth is all there is I realized some time ago that I would have to let you go May not be true to see that you would return one day But in your present state you may as well not be here at all You w

Thinking Of You Again
Thinking of you again, While I look about the calm sky, I see the stars shining so bright, And I make a wish for tonight, Thinking about you again, While I cross the empty street, Then I see a couple sitting so close, And I think about you and me, Thinking of you again, While I find a place to rest, I think about you, beside me, And I feel it deep within my chest, Thinking of you again, While I watch the glowing moon rise, I think, I feel, and I see, Your smile before my very eyes, Thinking of you again, While my soul drifts and sleeps, Maybe I'll see you later, But for tonight, I'll see you deep in my dreams...

Want Some?
Have you seen these photo effects? Ever thought hey I want one of those...well here is your chance! I will make which ever one you want for just $1000 fubucks each! Go here to see the different effects you can choose from: http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1377182&albumid=840540&idx=0 And decide which #effect you want and fupal the fubucks to me with the number of effect you want and a link to the photo you want me to use. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I WILL NOW OFFER FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT WISH TO SEND THE 1000 FUBUCKS...FOR EVERY 100 OF MY PHOTOS THAT YOU RATE A 10 I WILL MAKE YOU ONE PHOTO EFFECT FOR FREE! OR IF YOU RATE 100 PHOTOS 11 I WILL MAKE YOU TWO! WHEN YOU FINISH RATING FOR EFFECTS SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH THE LINK(

Atlantis Docks With Iss Following Rpm - Focus On Oms Pod Damage
Shuttle Atlantis has successfully docked with the International Space Station (ISS) on Flight day 3 of STS-122. Prior to docking, Atlantis was commanded through the Roll Pitch Maneuver (RPM), which will check of any anomalies on her Thermal Protection System (TPS). One area of interest - a protruding blanket on her starboard OMS (Orbital Maneuvering System) Pod - will receive special attention. Following Flight Day 2's Inspections via the OBSS (Orbiter Boom Sensor System), the RPM allows for a high resolution photo survey of Atlantis' TPS, allowing a complete picture on the health of the heat shield. The nine minute maneuver was debuted on STS-114's Return To Flight mission, following months of planning by shuttle experts at the Johnson Space Center (JSC). They were tasked with the limitations on crew and sensor visibility, maneuvers conducted about an unstable orbital stationkeeping position, inherently unstable attitude dynamics, thruster plume

Tag Ure It
Oh and because people tagged me I get to make 1 and tag 15 people.. LMAO Of course it had to freaking happen to me.. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don\'t forget to leave a comment that says, \"You\'re it!\" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can\'t tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1 - I love putting sexy pics up to torture my dads.. 2. I believe all fakes on fubar should be blocked and sent back to my space.. 3. If I make a friend smile everyday I feel I did my job to make it happen once a day.. 4.. I watch sponge bob and hannah montana.. lol 5. Kissing laura is like a box of chocolate u just cant have 1... 6.Im so pissed my sis sent me this lol.. 7 My bestest buddy on fubar is tombstone.. 8.. I really am a point whore lol 9.I dnt like to eat seafood..

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Im ocd about my alarm clock and locking my doors..i dont know why 2. I cant stand my 2 dogs..i wanna give em away 3. I hate rap music..i wanna fight all rappers 4. I hate veggies...They all suck. Well i lie i like green beans 5. I love heavy metal than most people. I wake up to Lamb of God on my alarm clock and go to sleep to Trivium. 6. I like fucking with people while im driving. Ill stop at a red light and roll down the windows and blast some metal and headbang the whole time scaring old people. 7. Im a loner.. i go to the movies alone and to concerts alone sometimes. I also go on roadtrips alone to j

My Fu* Friends
Admireably observed witnessed from afar none'theeless stretched beyond great devides Felt as'though sweet purity upon connecting indeed , come again ! It's the Fu* one might add , myself I'm impressed Like sacred'Stones if not before Fubar yes a place to be , within , hey friends ! Once upon a time yesterday's untold views Secrets of passions so ever-more Sending collecting loves and laughs A astonishing rush such a blast , I know uh ! well once again its the fu* , Right On , Rock On !! Im whoo'hoo doing you

To
To To touch, to die. To kiss, to cry. To love, to see. To want, to be. To try, to hate. To want, too much. To mourn, to lose. To fight, to choose. To cry, to hate. To fail, to wait. To reach, to try. To jump, to fly. To be, to soar. To fall, too poor. To win, to cry. To lose, to die.

First Impression I Make:
You Make a Great First Impression You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones.Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly.Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to.Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic.You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you.Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression.

My Bail $75
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bail is $........" You don't have to confess your answers- just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Done acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on your MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to a stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one while at work-- $15 Ever been drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk/HIGH at work, or went to work while still drunk/HIGH-- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk & HIGH, passed out and don'

Roses & Hanging Baskets
ROSES & HANGING BASKETS A teenage granddaughter comes downstairs for her date with this see-through blouse on and no bra. Her grandmother just pitched a fit, telling her not to dare go out like that! The teenager tells her! 'Loosen up Grams. These are modern times. You gotta let your rose buds show!' and out she goes. The next day the teenager comes down stairs, and the grandmother is sitting there with no top on. The teenager wants to die. She explains to her grandmother that she has friends coming over and that it is just not appropriate.... The grandmother says, 'Loosen up, Sweetie. If you can show off your rose buds, then I can display my hanging baskets. Happy Gardening.

Subject: Life's Rules
>> Subject: Life's Rules >> >> >> 1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. >> 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol >> content. >> 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. >> 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' onit. I >> said, "Thyroid problem?" >> 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just bystanding >> up really fast. >> 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea." >> 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to livewith. >> 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. >> 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the"terminal"? >> 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get >> elected. >> 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely >> no trade-in value. >> 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life dea

Love Is Powerful
Okay, everyone that knows me knows that i have been working on this essay for English. Please let me know what you think. Love is Powerful We all use the word “love” in our everyday vocabulary; while, the recipient determines how to react to such word. Love is a powerful word, yet many people use it without meaning or knowledge of its use at all. We establish relationships with many types of people; our family, friends, significant others and neighbors. We classify love into how we express our feelings towards those individuals. The emotion of love is the same regardless of how we feel or appreciate some aspect for them. So, if love is the same, why does it feel so different depending on who we love? For one, we can say that loving friends and family members is one of the easiest forms or types of love to express. We can share emotions, support and loyalty without reserve or prejudging one another. There are more common interests and respect for the other person as we feel fre

My Girl Friend
Last night, my Red Hat friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill.She called the guy back, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us,my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his butt,Grabbed the eighty bucks,and left!!!!

Remember
Remember The memories we had The love we hold strong In our hearts The promises we made To each other In each other's arms Remember The kisses we had The smile I had The first glance into your eyes The first time I reached out my hands to feel you The excitement I had Isn't it amazing? Remember I'm Yours I will always be Forever Be Yours Only Remember that

Hillary Klinton Resume
Hillary's Resume Hillary Clinton has been telling America that she is the most qualified candidate for president based on her 'record,' which she says includes her eight years in the White House as First Lady - or 'co-president' - and her seven years in the Senate. Here is a reminder of what that record includes: - As First Lady, Hillary assumed authority over Health Care Reform, a process that cost the taxpayers over $13 million. She told both Bill Bradley and Patrick Moynihan, key votes needed to pass her legislation, that she would 'demonize' anyone who opposed it. But it was opposed; she couldn't even get it to a vote in a Congress controlled by her own party. (And in the next election, her party lost control of both the House and Senate.) - Hillary assumed authority over selecting a female Attorney General. Her first two recommendations, Zoe Baird and Kimba Wood, were forced to withdraw their names from consideration. She then chose Janet Reno. Janet Reno has sin

Owning Me For One Day...
So, you wanna own me for one day. Okay... There are some rules. First rule... You have to comment atleast one of my photographs......... Two.....You have to tell me why you want to own me......... Three....You have to make me a sign ((even on pain saying Hi Rosie.)) Four...... You cannot lie to me while you own me... Five......You have to have fun and talk to me. Six.......You can not have me do/say stupid things that would otherwise make me wanna shoot you. Get to it. :]

A Bad Trip
you said i said . im so sorry i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me its not fair to you im sooo sorry i have all this shit lost inside me i want to be able to give you everything but i dont know how I AM A PERSON i need things that nobody is willing or able to give me. blood falls with the weight of a billion salty tears as i sit in the darkness just me and all my fears

Tagged
Ok I have been tagged and have to come up with 10 random things about me... 1. I am a sci-fi nerd...Child of Star Wars I guess 2. I am a clean freak besides a fitfreak 3. I ran with the bulls in spain 4. I have a huge phobia of wasps....I HATE them...they creep me out 5. Besides english I speak fluent Dutch and Spanish 6. Wish I pursued a career as a police SWAT team....but I couldn't get through the par tof having to be a street cop first and having to give people tickets. I just want to kick in doors and bust the REAL bad people 7. I watch alot of History, Science, National Georgraphic channel and other 8. I love play dumb. Then people either underestimate me or don't pay attention to me Big mistake 9. I feel music is the soundtrack to our lives. When I hear a sone it ALWAYS makes me think of the time when I was first listening to it. Especially the music I listed to in high school and College 10. I love talking and hanging out with women instead of mo

Mumm Roast
OMG that was a bad idea to do a mumm on a previous mumm!! lol I was asking if I should go and tell those that had left a rude or nasty what I thought of their rude or nasty comment. Sorry didnt mean to baffle ya all. Didnt think it was that complicated of a question. well that wont happen again! yoshi out for now

Investing
I don't want to feel alone. I want to feel like I matter to someone, like they love me, and want to spend time with me. I don't have to be the center of thier world, but knowing that I mean something is important. I don't want to be shoved aside, or have my feelings belittled, or ignored. Have my needs, and desires rejected, or made to be insignificant by the person I care about. How much does a person invest, and wait, before it's time to move on? How long does a person wait? I hate feeling alone

The Winner Is
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Some Days...
Some days are so fucking fulfilling!! You can be as busy as fuck, and stressed out of your mind, and none of it matters because different things through out the day have made it amazing! Today for example... My day started with a phone call from a tattoo client I did work on last night. ...why was she calling? ...to appologize for keeping me so late last night, and to tell me how wonderfully happy with her tattoo she was. ...all that plus she wanted to tell me she didnt scream my name when she took the tape off her bandage! LOL (a little joke I throw out there to my clients as I tape the fuck out of them.) :-P THEN... a tattoo I had worked up a while ago, and got stood up on (part 2 of it), came in and I finally got to finish it up. It was her 50th bday present from her daughter, who had called the night before to see if I was available to do it. :-) I had started it, and she was supposed to come get it finished back in May of last year, but I never heard from her again.

My Reality
Until August of last year if you would've asked me I would've told you that people who meet on the internet and end up starting a relationship are all crazy. Then on August third I found a picture of this beautiful girl sitting on some rocks in front of a waterfall. I left her an ordinary comment about loving the sound of flowing water (not expecting any kind of response) and the next thing i knew we were talking for about ten or twelve hours a day! well the more we talked the more we began to realize how much alike we are. After about a month we decided to take the next step and meet in person. so here I was flying across the country to meet someone i had never been able to look in the eye. I dare say I've never been so nervous in my life, about half way there I started thinking I must be crazy, what was I doing! I can't begin to explain the feeling I had when that plane landed in Utah. But as soon as I crested that escalator and saw her standing there I was a little more at ease, and

Mars Sued For 6 Million By Naked Cowboy
NEW YORK (Feb. 13) - New York City street performer "The Naked Cowboy " is suing Mars Inc. for $6 million over the use of his trademark look -- white underwear, cowboy boots and a hat -- by a blue M&M candy on a Times Square billboard. For nearly a decade, Robert Burck has been a fixture in Times Square, where he strums a guitar on a street corner while dressed in his skimpy signature costume. In a lawsuit filed this week in Manhattan federal court, Burck said that two oversized Times Square billboards that promote M&Ms used his look without compensating him. The billboards feature a scantily clad blue M&M with a guitar alongside views of New York including street scenes and the Statue of Liberty. Burck is suing privately held Mars Inc., which makes M&Ms, and Chute Gerdeman Inc., an Ohio agency that he said created the ad, for trademark infringement. Neither company was immediately available for comment. "Just like The Naked Cowboy does on a daily basis in Times Squ

Tagged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I like to walk around the house naked. 2. When I worked abroad, I witnessed somebody dying in a jet-ski accident. They were decapitated. 3. I like to dress up - including women's lingerie. 4. I am allergic to tea. 5. I am a cousin of a VERY famous footballer. 6. I am left handed although can only eat like a right handed person. 7. I have a fear of loss of control of my limbs or losing my eyesight. 8. I have been writing a book for the last 20 years but can't be asked to finish it. It contains lots of action and sex. 9. My claim to fame was that I NEARLY became a TV presenter and was interviewed by Esther Rantzen. 10. This year I plan to have my first foursome, with three other guys. (¯`·._.·[|| Vãmp-ÀñgèL ||]·._.·´¯) [The One N Only} BIGG*NICK*CANNIBAL's SLAVE~ *FU OWNER* OF*MI

Vet Advocates Fight For New G.i. Bill
just a clip from the military headlines.... if you agree, wright a short letter to your representatives (congress-senators) they mostly will do what the people want, but they cant know what we want if we don't tell them. ------------------------------------------------- GI Bill. It's a program that meant a college degree for millions who wouldn't previously have been able to afford one, and its advocates say the benefit helped make the "greatest generation" what it is today. But the World War II veterans who took advantage of the G.I. Bill of Rights to gain a college education got a lot more out of the deal than today's vets, say advocates and some key lawmakers on Capitol Hill. A series of revisions to the G.I. Bill since World War II turned what had been a "thank you" from the U.S. government for military service into a recruitment tool, but one not nearly as generous as the original. What once paid for an entire four-year degree and kept food on the table for a penny-p

Enough With The Beatles Songs!!!
Back in the day the Beatles made some pretty snazzy songs, such as "why don't we do it in the road?" and others, but today their songs are used for every single damn product. From chase bank, to target, to razors and even an entire movie that contained nothing but a bunch of hippies singing Beatles song. Shitty-ass covers of decent Beatles songs are everywhere! It's annoying as hell. How about a little originality and stop fucking with decent oldies? Back to that movie, Across the Universe, what a dumb concept. A bunch of hippies having to be sent off to 'nam, singing songs that don't have anything to do with the character's situations. I hope that the man who thought up that movie gets cancer. I'm not talking about lung cancer, gets kemo and the cancer goes away, and they live a long a happy life. I'm talking about brain cancer, and the person lives at least another bed-riddin 20-45 years wishing they were dead. So I guess what I'm trying to say, seeing shitty co

No More Drama
ok from now on i'm not reposting anything unless i know everything about it or i know the ppl behind it really well ! i'm tired of all the damn drama! i was just told one of my good friends on here had a bully posted saying they were a hooker and i supposedly reposted it. which i don't thank so because that kinda drama i don't get into. i do my damnest to stay drama free and as everyone knows on fubar is very hard to do . i have hardly been on here in the last few days because i'm tired of it . there are somepeople on here would cut your throut to level and say almost anything to get you to fan rate and add them and there are those on here for friends and fun and no drama and this drama shit makes me sick and it makes me want to say the hell with it all. i'm so sick of all the f**ken drama . anyone else feel this way too.

Come Help Out My Gurl!
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. More colors. Come help out my girl Tracy! She is trying to get her first HH. She 23,5xx and needs 50K. Come show her lots of love. Any amount of comments are welcome rather it be 1 or 100. This pimp out brought to you by..... Carebear-- Pitbull Mafia@ fubar

Bulletin I Did For Ldcf
†FÕяѕáķĕŋ βίτсђ†~CLUB F.A.R.@ fubarRenegadelvr ~ F.A.R~FOUNDER OF"THE BOARD OF GENTELMEN~LDC Founder"Married to FORSAKEN BITCH 4 EVER@ fubarTO ALL PAST AND PRESENT LDC FAMILY MEMBERS:THE FAMILY THAT ONCE WAS THE GREATEST FAMILY ON THE NET HAS FALLEN VICTIM TO RULES AND CHANGES.THESE THINGS SHOULD MAKE US STRONGER NOT DESTROY US.ID LIKE TO REVIVE THE FAMILY AND SEE THE GREATEST FAMILY RAISE BACK UP.I WAS GONE FOR 6 MONTHS AND OTHERS HAVE HAD THEIR DEMEANOR CHANGED AS WELL BUT THAT DON'T MEAN THE LOVE IS GONE,WE JUST NEED TO REGROUP AND GET BACK WHAT WE LET GO OF SO FOOLISHLY.ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASE LET ME KNOW OR MY Fiancé REBEL BITCH,AKA FORSAKEN BITCH AND ILL GET BACK ASAP.IM STILL MOVING SO IM NOT ON ALOT YET BUT I WILL BE SOON AND IM HOMESICK,I WANT MY FAMILY BACK.WHEN I GET MOVED COMPLETELY ILL TALK WITH MIKE/LESTAT, AND SEE IF I CAN GET HIM TO EITHER COME BACK OR HELP

Through The Glass Darkly
Out of a shadow forbidden A life line, a promise given Taken away is pain and tears Replace is the evidence of fear Walk a path of deprivation Ecstasy your final destination Face the glass, chant the spell Close your eyes and time will tell His face a shadow, name a lie Truth, excuse, or alibi Suffer him, pleasure or pain You'll turn and take it Again and again Out of a shadow forbidden 09/2006lbm

If I Could
Every word from my mouth poison Each touch a deadly embrace I cannot take back the love I killed It's gone without a trace If I could Turn back the time To pages of yesterday I'd erase every word I spoke That made you feel this way I would sensor every touch So as not to bring you pain If it would only restore you To my heart Then I would not feel this shame lbm05/06

Another Survey..u Know U Wanna Read All About Me!!!
1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you? jazzy i think...hehe we were drinking friday night and needed to hold each other up...hehe we are so fun together :) 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last? yes i do 3. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? myself in the mirror..damn im hot..hahaha 4. Are you a morning person or a night person? night owl here...why else am i still up when ihave to be up so fucking early for work :/ 5. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead person? cry 6. Are you there for your friends? ask any of them they will say yes :) i do stupid shit and get walked on..haha so yea i do anything for anybody 7. Are you a forgiving person? usualyl... 8. Do you drink every weekend? no not every...im trying to stop that..lol to many times have i drove drunk..and thats bad..lol 9. Are you talking to anyone while doing this? umm yes..like 4 people actually lol only one of which i

Always The Obvious.
Decide and do The route to success in any area of life can be summed up in a simple, easy-to-remember formula. Decide what you wish to do, and then do it. That may seem entirely obvious, and indeed it is. Yet even though the path to success is so clear and simple, many people have great difficulty following it. The decision of what to do can be greatly hindered by doubts, fears, insecurities and worries, as well as by confusion over priorities. To get past all that, remember that every doubt is a creation of your own mind, and deep within you is an authentic purpose that can transcend any challenge. When it comes to taking action, there can be all sorts of justifications and excuses for not doing so. To move forward anyway, it's important to keep in mind that every moment is an opportunity to create value for your life and your world. When you choose to do nothing with this moment, the opportunity it contains is gone forever, never to return. Choose instead to invest yourse

Our Inner Being
Reality is all-encompassing: the absolute nature is one. Although we may feel separate from the original uncreated reality - whether we call it 'God,' 'peak experience,' or 'enlightened mind' - through awareness we can contact this essential part of ourselves. - Tarthang Tulku

Thought For The Day Monday 02/18/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And once a light extinguished, began to shine again. It started burning brightly, and yearning to be fanned, yet the breeze it goes on slowing, the flames all quiet now. No wondering brings solace, no way to understand, the light it should be blinding, enlightening the man. Yet days go by relenting, the solemn face has gained, it rivals recent memories and craves to understand, why would the light diminish, and what about the man? This heart is merely human, it wants to understand. What happened to the blinding light, enlightening the man." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

I Cant Wait To Stir The Pot!
I thought about this dumb shit going on at work. I am a hilo driver, I work with another driver on the front named Fuman. Fuman and I have talked at work on slow times but nothing big. One day he came to me and talked a little about tower stupid stuff then he hit my heart hard by saying " dont trust them Randy, Jason, and Ray. They are not right Randy screwed over a lot of people and Ray just did John in. Randy, Jason, and Ray will never lose there job they are protected. Then I was called to my other line. Thinking about what Fuman just said hurt me. I hang around with Randy, Jason, and Ray at work playing cards and I just took the job on the Dock with Ray. I have never had any problem with Randy, Jason, or Ray. Once I was caught up again I went over to get a pop out of the machine. I pulled up and Fuman was over on the Dock right up in Ray, and Jasons face talking. That hurt me so bad to see that after he just told me not to trust them! Whats up with that I thought. I forg

A Freind Like You
A Friend Like You "There's lots of things With which I'm blessed, Tho' my life's been both Sunny and Blue, But of all my blessings, This one's the best: To have a friend like you. In times of trouble Friends will say, "Just ask... I'll help you through it." But you don't wait for me to ask, You just get up And you do it! And I can think Of nothing in life That I could more wisely do, Than know a friend, And be a friend, And love a friend... like you." ~ Anonymous

Smoky Steak Hoagies With Pickled Peppers
Smoky Steak Hoagies with Pickled Peppers Prep time: 10 minutes Grilling time: 6 to 8 minutes Sauce 1 cup tomato sauce 2 tablespoons dark brown sugar 2 tablespoons cider vinegar 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon Mesquite Seasoning 1 flank steak, 1-1/4 to 1-1/2 pounds and about 3/4 inch thick Olive oil 4 teaspoons Mesquite Seasoning 4 large French rolls, split open 8 pickled pepperoncini, drained and thinly sliced 1. In a medium saucepan mix the sauce ingredients. Bring to a simmer over medium heat and cook for about 1 minute, stirring occasionally. 2. Lightly coat the steak on both sides with oil. Evenly coat with the seasoning, pressing the spices into the meat. Allow the steak to sit at room temperature for 20 to 30 minutes before grilling. 3. Grill the steak over direct high heat (450°F to 550°F), with the lid closed as much as possible, until cooked to your desired doneness, 6 to 8 minutes for medium rare, turning once. Remove the steak from t

The Bitches Who Have Comments
FIRST OF ALL IM SURE YOUR TOO SCARED TO HERE A RESPONSE THATS WHY YOU BLOCKED ME... NEXT TIME JANET YOU WANNA TRY TO BE CUTE DO IT WITH OUT SAGGY TITS, AND WHEN YOU PICK FRIENDS TO HELP YOU DONT PIC RETARDS AND SLOW PEOPLE THEY JUST MAKE YOU LOOK DUMB NOT ME...YOUR COMMENTS DONT HURT ME CAUSE THERE NOT TRUE BUT UNLIKE YOU I DONT HAVE TO SLEEP WTH EVERYONE I TALK TO UNLIKE YOU TO PROVE THAT IM A GOOD PERSON SO IF YOU KNOW HOW TO BE A WOMEN UN BLOCK THE SHYT AND DEAL WITH THE TRUTH OF THE COMMENTS BITCH DONT FUCK WITH ME IM NOT AFRAID OF YOU OR NE ONE ELSE .......SO DO SOMTHING USEFUL IN LIFE STOP BEING A WHORE AND FUCKING EVERY TOM DICK AND HARRY BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

Tea For Daddy
One day my mother was out and my dad was in charge of me and my brother who is four years older than I am. I was maybe 1 and a half years old and had just recovered from an accident in which my arm had been broken among other injuries. Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was one of my favourite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the evening news and my brother was playing nearby in the living room when I brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because it was 'just the cutest thing!!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up, then says, 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place that baby can reach to get water is the toilet??' And sure enough........!!

First Reaction Survey
This is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ”. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 35 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. TIP: erase all of tha other persons anwers first..that way u can think in blank Here we go: 1. Beer: i need one 2. McDonalds: nausea 3. Relationships: not in one 4. Purple: a good color 5. Power Rangers: stan's minions 6. Weed : dont smoke it 7. Steroids: dumb 8. Cartoons: adult swim rocks 9. The President. fool 10. Tupperware: leftovers 11. Florida: good friend 12. Santa Claus: myth 13. Halloween: drunken 14. Alice: bitch 15. Grammar: nazis suck 16: Myspace: useless 17. Clowns: ehhhhh whatever 18. Marriage: was a mistake 19. Paris: interesting 20. Pat:: stoner 21. Redheads: fun as hell 22. Blondes: spacey 23. Pass the: salt 24. One night stands: they happen 25. Donald Trump: rich bastard lol 26. Neverland: per

New Photo's
Happy Thursday The weekend is almost here .... yay!!!! I hope your week is going well. I have added some more new pics to my albums today, please check out: 'My granddaughter' 'Just me' 'Mods made for me by friends' I have also recently added new stuff to the following albums: 'Stuff made by me' 'Tags i've made for friends' Please stop by and show love. I hope you like them, enjoy. Love Lin xx

Today, Tomorrow And Always He Is There
In sickness or health.. In suffering and pain In storm-laden skies In sunshine and in rain.. GOD IS ALWAYS THERE.. To lighten your way.. And lead you through "darkness" To a much brighter day.. *** The Lord will hear when I call unto him.. Psalms 4:3

Sxyy
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ SXYYVONNEKITTEN ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES (repost of original by 'DIRTY BITCH~DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFE 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~' on '2008-02-21 14:58:12') (repost of original by 'TNT BUNNY~DBC~ Co Owner PLayGIrLz~Bartender/Greeter 4 Black Diamond~Fu Lover to MilfSweetie~' on '2008-02-21 14:59:05')

Donate!!!
HA!!! MADE YA LOOK!!! I NEED FUBUCKS!!!! SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN DONATING TO ME, SO I WILL GET SPOTLIGHT....IVE NEVER WANTED SPOTLIGHT, BUT NOW, BECAUSE I LIKE TO MAKE MY FRIENDS HAPPY, IM GOING FOR IT....SO ANY AND ALL DONATIONS WILL BE APPRECIATED, AND IF U DONT WANNA DONATE, I UNDERSTAND, AND WILL NOT CALL YOU A SORRY PIECE OF SHIT FOR NOT HELPING ME!!! LMAO!!! CLICK THE LIL PIC DOWN HERE FOR MY PAGE, AND DONATE TO YOUR LIL HEARTS CONSENT!! ☆FTW☆

Robert's Poem
I Saw a Photograph of You I saw a photograph of you And gazed into your eyes; Twin gems of hazel shone at me, Reflecting peaceful skies. Your tresses were a scarlet crown Befitting of a queen With ruby lips more beautiful Than anything I’ve seen. I couldn’t help myself tonight But give to you a kiss; What happened next transported me Into a state of bliss. I felt you gently pressing back, Our tongues began to dance; We lost ourselves in passion deep And newly found romance. You held me tightly in your arms, My head upon your breast; I nursed them gently while my hands, Through touch, my love confessed. A longing deep inside of me Infused me with desire To kindle your beginning spark Into a raging fire. I sought your waiting nether lips To feast upon each one While holding hands upon your hips Until my kiss was done. Your fingers grasped my willing shaft; I felt the rising heat That surged throughout my eager loins And begged your own to m

Enjoy!
I'm not him I didn't commit the sin He is the devil in disguise I'm the one wiping tears from your eyes Don't punish me for his wrong doing Who do you think you're fooling He is the one who broke your heart I'm just trying to pick up the parts You're preaching to the choir, just so you know I swear I'm for real, that punk was all show He's had his second chances, all I need is one He left you in the rain, I'll lift you to the sun It's now or never, please don't let him win Before you walk away, remember, I'm not him

Hey All
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u. ____xxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxpassxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxthexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Buckcherry - Sorry
"Sorry" Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry: This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry! [Chorus]

Club Kryptonite
Stop by and subscribe to Fubars newest lounge "Club Kryptonite" Great friends, great music, awesome times, what more could you ask for! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55364 Also looking for staff, please contact Bobby or Jen for more information. weewee1984nc (Owner of Club Kryptonite/co-owner of Guilty Pleasures)@ fubar ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~*DSC* Fu Owned By "Sexymedic4u" & "SexyBabyBlueEyes"@ fubar Ty to "Fat Sonny" for the awesome background!

Just My Way Of Saying Thankx
I just wanted to say thank you too all my bombers that worked their Fingers to the bone in the last contest. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK LYCANS Bill Whitewolf420~~Co-Owner--TRUE LYCAN FREELANCE BOMBERS~~ KINDRED OF DJ DemonWolf@ fubar Zoey zoeygrl~Club FAR~Greeter@ZMANS DOMAIN~TrueLycan FreeLance Bombers~@ fubar Josey ZGIRL~~ BARTENDER OF ZMANS DOMAIN &~~ ¢¾TrueLycan Free Lance Bombers~ &heart;@ fubar Ray zmanTRUELYCANS BOMBER CLUB F.A.R.& D.S.C@ fubar Chewy chewy1(trueLycan FreeLance Bombers)@ fubar Conan conantheman@ fubar Red red 4 RON PAUL..& 4 TUT~~~~TRUE LYCAN FREELANCE BOMBERS~~~~@ fubar Dale Dragonpoet TrueLycan FreeLance Bomber Proud Owner of DJ DemonWolf@ fubar Hollie Chaotic Princess ~*TrueLycan FreeLance Bomber*~@ fubar Cj Prowler Loki *Bartender 4 No Limits & TrueLycan FreeLance Bombers*@ fubar

Wilderness Desires
A friend ask me for one of my erotic stories i write so here it is my latest enjoy if your gonna read it at least leave a comment so i know not to add another story or not thanks Wilderness Desires i was waiting, sitting on a log, staring into the fire before me that was down to it's embers. I stood on my feet and looked to the sky, then i herd you walk up It didn't matter how many times i saw you My heart felt like it was going to stop when i laid eyes on you. My eyes welled with tears when i looked at his Black Hair and piercingly Green eyes, his beauty making my heart wrench. He smiled and embraced me, nuzzling my neck softly but placing a finger to my lips. I smiled at him something deep within my blood telling me too stay quiet as the rest of the group came in to the dim light of the fire. as the group seemed to pair off in couples and they restarted the fire we talked and lughed and sang songs i looked at you and smiled you smiled back and with a wink

Chinese Zodiac
THE DOG Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nature. Dogs are tolerant of their friends. Before they approve of you, the friendship must de

I Love To Pee!
Wowie Zowie I love to pee. Day or night, after lunch or dinner. Before, during, or after sex. I love to pee. Wee-weeing is winning a mini lotto 3 times a day. I could almost say that pissing is the greatest feeling in the world after sperming. If I could urinate while ejaculating it would feel so good my wiener might explode like one of those cartoon joke cigars. The longer I hold it, the better it feels. Two hours of having my legs crossed, holding my crotch, will result in 2 minutes of unbridled pleasure. I have a large capacity, yet highly efficient bladder. In order to get to this level: I may need to hold it for days. Sometimes I'll find myself in middle of a tinkle, then realize I was saving up for a Master P. Once started though, the flow of golden love can not be halted, and I need to begin all over again. I tried to tie a string to my finger as a reminder but it wasn't too effective. I tried tying it to the ding-dong, but decided to take it one ste

Chapter 11
Jesse was glad Mary had found Todd, he made her happy. Mary has been through a lot in life, and when her husband was murdered by his pregnant mistress a year ago, she stayed so strong , and Jesse admired that. She often wished she could be as strong as her cousin , but Jesse, did not think she had enough courage. They were disassembling the kid's bunk-bed when out of nowhere Todd goes. "Should we ask her?" Mary shot him a now is the not the right time * look, but by then Jesse was curious. "Ask me what?" she inquisited. " How's the water , under the moonlight, while your drunk off your ass." Jesse, choked on her Pepsi, she had completely forgotten that they had even known each other, and didn't even know they had already ran in to each other. Huh! How did you know she asked, not that it mattered it just shocked her. We met at Jake's for breakfast this morning." He was quite impressed by you, and asked if you were the one that was supposed to be his blind date." J

Chapter 13
Arriving at her mother's house , just in time to give the kids their evening showers, she decided to kill three birds with one stone and gathered them in the tub with her she showered while they played in the tub, she felt happy, watching them play and splash. Cody, washed, his sister's hair, with the baby shampoo,he kept telling her "Sarah better close your eyes, your gonna get soap in them, Mom she won't keep her eyes closed. Mom explained that baby shampoo was made for that purpose. "That's a good thing mommie, cause Sarah refuses to listen, and I don't want to see her hurt herself." Cody sounded so grown -up , Jesse couldn't/t help but to be proud of him. She loved the fact he protected her, because right now they will need each other more than ever she thought, feeling saddened, but covering her emotions, by letting the water run down her face to hide the tears she felt building up. Hurry up guy's grandma, just called for dinner .let's finish up , turning off the water and climbi

Prayers For Executioner Please!
to all family and friends of the biker's naughty parties executioner is very bad off we don't know how much time he has left. we will know more march 12th. his liver is gone and he cannot have a transplant plus there are other complications also!!we are taking one day at a time together. we won't be on much as our internet is off and we go to the library. please repost this and keep it going thanks racechick

Misplaced My Pda
Hey everyone. Some of you may get this message several times (thru here, myspace, email, ym, etc) for which I apologize in advance. I am trying to get my contacts back in order again. My hard drive died on me 3 weeks ago....just got laptop back and now i lost my freakin PDA. Therefore, I'm asking my friends / family (you know who you are) to please email me your contact info so i could store it all again!!! You could either send the info here in a pvt msg to me or you could send it to my AOL email addy. I just got a new blackberry pearl and am trying to get as much info back into it as I could. Your help with this would be greatly appreciated!! I hope to hear from all my friends soon!!! ~Jersey Brat~

Zodiac Signs
S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Bitch Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A • : The Freak in the Bed Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring

Time
Our perception of time is skewed by the age we are. The older we get the faster time speeds by. At the age of 50 you find yourself enjoying the evening that travels by so fast. A full year passes and only represents one fiftieth of your life. As comparison when you are ten you fine that a year takes so long to go by because it represents 10% of your life. Comparing your life forty years later you find that a single year only represents 2% of your life. Seems kinda pointless to worry about the time that passes. So much of your youth was spent waiting for something. Waiting to turn 16 to drive... waiting to turn 18 to vote. Waiting until you where 21 to drive. Waiting until you where married to have sex. Waiting for when you get older to live your life. Waiting for retirement before you go out and do those things you want to do. At the age of 50 each day is .00005% of your life. At age 10 each day is .0002% of your life. Enjoy your days when they mean more to you. Enjoy time you spend

Kids Say The Darndest Things
Why do we love children? 1. NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, 'Mom, that lady isn't wearing a seat belt!' 2. OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, 'The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents.' 3. KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. 'Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle.' 4. MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched

Husbands And Wives With No Give And Take Makes For Success?
I was chatting with an acquaintance who suddenly had to log off of the computer because his wife got home and would be mad at him. I asked why and he said she thinks he is always looking at porn and chatting with e-ho's so he's not supposed to be on unless she is there. I asked if he was allowed to pee before she arrived at home and he got all offended and said it wasn't like that but from what I have seen it is. He is OWNED. She never gives an inch. I have an online friend that does the same sorta thing. When the hubby arrives home she hurries to log everything off and shut down the pc so he doesn't see her on. She says he expects that she'll be leaving him soon and gets quite mad when he sees her on chat related sites. She also can't do much without checking with him first. She is OWNED. Why do people choose to enter and remain in onesided marriages? I don't get it. I know some say that making it work is better than a divorce but why live so miserably for so much of an average day. I

Ashanti - Baby
Baby” (Spoken Introduction) I don’t remember feelin’ like this... Baby... baby I love you...baby... baby, I love you (Verse 1) I got this jones formin in my bones (from a man) who indeed took over my soul, (understand) I couldn’t breathe if he ever said (he would leave) get on my knees ‘til they bloody red (beg and plead) See, I don’t know if you get it yet, (just don’t know) He like the lighter to my cigarette (watch me smoke) I never knew another human life (didn’t know) Could have the power to take over mine, so baby, baby (Chorus) Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby (baby, I love you) Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby I love it when I hear yah name, got me sayin’ Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, (baby, I love you) Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby (Verse 2) See I could never feel alone with you (in my life) I’ll give up everything I own for you (won’t think twice) Almost a shame how I’m mesmerized (such a shame) I lose my thought lookin’ in your eyes (I know why) becaus

Rede The Fallen One - Part 2.
Standing on the bridge before the vampires with his sword drawn he shouted "You and your dragons will not be enough to tip the scale. I have divine power standing beside me, you shall fall." "You overestimate your powers, fallen one". You will the see might of dragons and the quickness of our blades" sneered the leader of the hoard. With that Rede raised his hands in a gesture of sheer power. The ground trembled as an eruption of spiders poured from each corner of the castle biting, poisoning, and devouring their victims. "A gift from the master" Rede chuckles. When the carnage was past Rede drops his arms and all the demons from hell crawl back from whence they came. Rede calmly spreads his wings to fly over the wall with sword in hand to finish off the few remaining cowards who ran in the face of battle. Rede was sitting in the ashes of what was the Clan of the Dragon when he hears footsteps coming up behind him. "Greetings again Gabriel. What has captivated y

You Cant Fight Destiny
i let all of me show i let down my guard for you and i just want you to know i gave you my heart think i knew from the start ....... now baby dont get me wrong everything was fine but we are still so young it just wasnt our time guess you just werent the one ....... oh when i was with you joy was all that i knew thought we were ment to be together thought for sure we'd last forever oh baby we were so blinded and maybe a little misguided ....... where the hell did we go wrong and now its been so god damn long we were s'posed to be together we were gona last forever i was good for you and you were so good to me but on the other hand you cant fight destiny

Yah
Yah. That used to be my term of choice. It pretty much sums up everything. It's all encompassing. How was your day? Yah. Was work good? Yah. How are you feeling? Yah. I wish life could be so simple as to be synthesized down to a word one phrase. Ever get in one of those moods where you want little to no social interaction? I do..a lot. I'm extremely moody. Chipper one moment and silent the next. I get sooo into something for awhile and then quickly burn out on it,move onto something else,rinse and repeat. The one constant thing however is sadness. That's the one thing I can truly claim as my own. I'm the original Emo/Goth. Shudders. This past weekend I had a good friend come over and we drank and watched some movies. But more importantly we talked. Yes, I'm pretty much anti-social but occasionally I'm prone to talk/gab/schmooze. On my own terms. Anyways, we talked about life.... Yes, I know, it's a pretty vast subject to cover in one viewin

A Dream Within A Dream
A Dream Within A Dream Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep- while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream? Edgar Allan Poe

To My Much Loved Girl Friend
Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I didn't see the light I didn't know day from night I had no reason to care But since you came along I can face the dawn Cause I know you'll be there Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I'll never worry If it's raining outside Cause in here with you girl The sun always shines Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day, yeah A good morning beautiful...day Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful day A beautiful day Good morning beautiful

Slipknot - Despise Lyrics
Slipknot - Despise lyrics Despise!!! Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic Ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face Sweat gets in my eyes, lash out at all I despise HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed Searching from the rush, detached from such and such Bleak...standing on my feet...listening incomplete I am not a dog, but I'm the one you dog HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT Never - ever - surrender - I WON'T ALLOW IT! [x3] Never - ever - surrender - DESPISE My state of mind gets so one-sided [x4] Despise! [x4] Cut me - show me - enter - I am Willing and able and never any danger to myself Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain Or was my tolerance a phase? Empathy, out of my way I can't die Never - ever - surrender - I WON'T ALLOW IT! [x3] Never - ever - surrender - DESPISE My state of mind get

Want A Bling Pack???
Well I want fu buxxx... So here is the deal I will buy 1 person a bling pack only.... In return I want 400K in fu buxxx for the pack.... lv me a message in here.. The 1st 2 that leave a message saying yes i want the pack I will buy for ..... Hurry fast tho....

Loss.... Wanna Join Me ?
Well time to bitch myself out again .. Im still on that damn weight loss stand still but .. i ( with some cheering myself on ) got into a pair of jeans which i havent been able to get on my ass for 3 yrs now ...Granted its not a HUGE step for most but for me it is .... I danced around like a loon when i got them on .. so this kinda put some more fire in myself to keep on keeping on .. and now that we're heading to spring and warmer weather im going to walk the trails and all that fun stuff...Ive started a photo journal of myself ... Id really love it if some of my friends guys or girls would like to hop on the band wagon with me in losing .. we could give each other the support thats so greatly needed in doing this .. but even if nobody does .. just know if you ever need me for a shoulder on anything im there . .just be warned i may need your shoulder at some point ... So .. if anyone does want to hop on with me . Contact me .. maybe on here we can start a lil group of us . and a

That Girl
I want to find that girl u know.. the girl thats down for anything the girl thats into the shit i am the girl that complements my personalitly and vice versa the girl that likes to be more than freinds sometimes who will always go have a drink and have fun who will b there i need her no matter what the friend i can do anything with r u her?

More Of My Html Work
Hey friends! Thought I would let you in on a little secret who am stalking these days hehe Well here they are ...please show them some love :Phoenix@ fubar Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar Puppet Master... the Mr.E man@ fubar ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar Mwahs! ¢¾Cute face, thick waist¢¾ Fu owned by Basil@ fubar Html: B.E.A

Meet The Angels
RATE~FAN~ADD!! RATE~FAN~ADD!!!! ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE??? HIT ME, "HEART OF FIRE" UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS,.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A GODFATHER OR BE A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AN ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS,... REMEMBER TO FAN, ADD & RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR ID IS OPTIONAL!!! OWNER "Heart of Fire" CO-OWNER ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ MANAGER/PROMOTER ?Thyckie Thyck? GREETER The CoCo Diva AND HERE THEY ARE...THE ANGELS! ???BrightEyedArtist???

Two Becomes One
Two Becomes One by BlueWolf © Tonight As darkness falls Upon a moon kissed weary earth Stars sparkle in ebony skies Dancing in sweet rhythm To our whispered words of love Two bodies wrapped together In a sensuous lovers embrace A deep hunger for each other So plain to see upon each face Each heated touch Each fevered kiss Kindles white hot passion Brings oh such bliss Two hearts come together Now to beat as one Two souls joined forever Two bodies become one........... ~~PLEASE RATE AND PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS POEM~~

Friend Of Mine! (feel Free To Comment)
I never did get a chance to say good-bye to you-friend of mine You fought for your life,not knowing that everyone had you in their hearts and mind You came as a stranger but with your warm heart and smile you quickly became a friend of mine Now that you are gone I have more rainy days than I do of sunshine But I know that one day soon we will meet again in that great place up high in the sky Until then I will always keep you in my heart and mind I hope you know that you will always and forever be a friend of mine!!

Alone
So now that the hubby is gone for 3 friggin days, I get to spend 3 days at work. Fun! not. I hate to be away from him, grrr. Esp now with all the stupid ghost rumors at my workplace. They better not mess with the Russkie.

Stuff
In my heart a fire burns To strong to ever die Keep fighting for the Order And a new day shall arise If I die in battle On this holy night Take this sword from my hand And carry on the fight! Now here I stand Face to face with the enemy Every day is a struggle Fighting to succeed! Never give up and never give in Stick together fight to win Never lose faith and never back down Smash our enemies to the ground! Never surrender But always reach for the sky Fourteen words I will not let my race die We're Aggressive Force And we're standing tall Shining proud with glory As we stand and watch our enemies fall!

1st Tattoo
jessica got me my first tattoo today as a birthday present. it's a four leaf clover, about the size of a quarter, right above my left breast. didn't hurt to bad when i got it. not gonna lie, there was some pain, but it was more like a sunburn than anything. nothing i couldn't handle for a few minutes so that i could have something beautiful like that forever. now.. i want more. they're so damn expensive up here in alaska though. something the size of a quarter costing $60? jessica's on her back is bigger than mine and it cost her half of that in kentucky. i'm thinkin one day having little itty bitty shamrock's around it. itty itty bitty. next tattoo, either my pisces or my angel. most likely my angel since my pisces one will be quite large and expensive.

Am I Weird??? Lol
ok so im not a real big perfume wear'er or anything..lol i smell good enough as it is..hahaha...but i found this body spray that smells awesome..i absoultly love it!! hehe ok but heres the deal...'technically' its guys body spray..haha...so am i weird for wearing it? regardless of what u say..im still going to...i dont need to wear perfume to get any mans attention- hehe i already know even if i smelled like garbage you would still come running ;) haha..but yea...so um am i weirdo? or do u think people even notice? its like the axe spray but smells 10 times better...lol

+bauer+ A Poet? Oh Shit Hell Is Freezing Over!!!!!!!!!
Tough It Out I have it on my mind that someone out there needs to hear this tonight. I know things are hard. Really, really hard. It has been hard for a while now, hasn't it? So long now... What I want to say tonight is that if you are going through something painful in life right now, take heart. and tough it out. Things aren't always going to be this way, it won't always hurt this bad. You have been through hard times before, and you didn't quit. Don't quit now, don't let go. there is no way through this thing, but to tough it out. Draw upon those inner strengths, those deepest parts of you that only you and God know about. And see this thing through. Survive it, embrace it, overcome it. I know for certain, that there are some people out there that love you dearly right now. Keep your heart warm. It won't always hurt this bad you are going to make it

I Won!!!
This is just a simple blog, to post my stats at the time of me winning spotlight. Ill add more and all that later after this day is over!! LOL... Fuberlord --> Henchman 370,012 Points to go! Rating: 10.41 (1716) [?] Profile Views: 2,671 Points: 1,129,988 [?]

Just An Update
hey ya'll .Sorry I haven't been on here in awhile. Just an update on things going on here. My grandmother is sick and in the hospital. Not sure if everyone knows that. I've been in and out with her for the last 3 weeks or so. I'm not sure how much longer we'll being doing this. They say her pneumonia is getting worse and it's in both lungs. So ya'll keep her in your prayers and until she gets better I'll be on and off.

Love
IT FUNNY HOW PEOPLE CAN THROW THAT WORD LOVE AROUND SO EASY,IS IT ME OR DO U AGREE IF YOU TELL SOMEONE U LOVE THEM, AND FOR SOME REASON SOMETHING HAPPENS TO SLOW THAT RELATIONSHIP DOWN. IS IT REALLY THAT EASY TO FORGET THEM AND WALK AWAY AS IF NOTHING EVER HAPPEN. I DON'T KNOW ABOUT U BUT IF I LOVE SOMEONE I DON'T STOP JUST LIKE THAT,BUT THATS JUST ME. IM BEGINNING TO THINK SAYING I LOVE U IS THE NEW PICK U LINE FOR THE FUTURE,LOL

Maybe
Maybe you would deny me? Maybe you would tell me no? Why would you do that to yourself? I see the way you squirm when I talk to you on messenger. I hear the desire in your voice on the phone. I see the way you blush when I tease you. I see you hide your face. I notice the way your breathing gets deeper, your lips slightly part. I see the hunger in your eyes, a reflection of my own desires. You are going to say no? Just to prove a point? I know you CAN...but I'm hoping you won't.

Update
well letsw start off with the not so good news and work are way back today druen had a appointment with the upper gi doctor and hes been going thru alot of digestion test so in two weeks time he goes in for surgery to investigate why he throws up so much, up to 10 or more times a day it is suspected he has a small opening from the stomach to the intestines, in that case they will try to use balloons to enlarge the opening, the risk is he could develop a tear then they would have to do a more invasive surgery to fix it all yesterday druen pushed himself to all four , and was in a crawling position, what a huge development, he finally is able to reach for things and grab them consistanly without swiping for them weve found like many parents who spends hundreds on baby toys, his favorite toy is a piece of paper or the covor of the last unicorn dvd,,lol we are contemplating putting a jumper up to help develop his leg muscles hes eating two jars of baby food now every day, lo

Stupid, Stupid, Stupid, Stupid....
Yep, that would explain me in a nutshell. It's funny this morning I was beyond happy. Three of my best friends came back around. I was thrilled. These guys are great, such sweethearts and I love em' to death. Here's where the stupid part(That's me) comes in. Well why is it that all of a sudden they came back???? Well can we say crap happened and guess who they came running back to for advice, and moral support and bascially a shoulder. Yeah, and me the ever sweet, caring, and supportive one. I was here as usual. I really don't mind it cause I love em' and all, but it's just like someone stuck a knife in my heart when they disappear like that and only when something crappy happens do they find their way back. I guess it just hurts more than it should. Then along with them I get my other friends telling me apparently what I want to hear even if I myself didn't know I wanted to hear it. It's great to be needed and wanted, but when it's only out of bordeom, or when

Tag
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listin their names.Dont forgit to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. I HATE TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION 2. I HAVE LIVED IN 8 STATES AND ITALY 3. I LIVED IN 37 HOUSES IN MY LIFE 4. I STARTED A BUSINESS IN ITALY 5. I USED TO SPEAK ITALIAN (not any more though been home for a while) 6. I LOVE TO TRAVEL 7. I NAME MY CATS AFTER CLASSICAL MYTHOLOGICAL FIGURES 8. I MAY LOOK LIKE A NICE GIRL ... 9. I AM ALWAYS LAUGHING 10.I MAY SURPRISE YOU the 5 ppl I tagged are: 1. DADDY ROCKS HARD 2. HOTSHOTTEL 3. HANDYMANJAY68 4. MIRZAM 5. TX_1994

Another Week And More Shows To Come!
Was it four weeks of DJing that just passed? Am I really on my 5th week of DJing now??? Wow!!!! It hardly seems that soooo much time as passed when I am having sooo much fun learning about the world of DJing. So many good things are happening. I am having musicians wanting me to air their music and I am soooo very happy to do so. I am all about the underdog and getting them some air time. I am also all about not necessarily playing the same songs that you will hear on all other radio stations. It might be a little bit of Indie music or a song that is sung by a well known singer or band that hasn't been played in quite some time. I have some bands giving me exclusivity to air their not yet released music as well. I am so excited that they have their faith in me, which makes me so much more excited to do my shows. Not this week, but next week, I am also looking forward to having a guest DJ on air with me. Can't wait until that happens. It'll be fun to have the com

We Are
So much heaven, so much hell So much love, so much pain So much more than I thought this world could contain So much war, so much soul Moments lost, moments go So much more than I think this world can hold We are just children, we are just dust We are small and we are lost We are nothing, nothing at all

Product Launch Formula 2 Review
Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product Launch Formula was created by Jeff Walker, and it was a huge success. Product Launch Formula 2 is going to be launched and you will find the Product Launch Formula 2 Review here. A little about Jeff Walker in his own words, "When I started publishing a free newsletter on the internet in 1996 a lot of people laughed - including some of my family and friends. And then when I told them I was going to start charging $700.00 a year for an email newsletter, they REALLY started laughing. That was in late December, 1996. And you know what? Right now I am the only one laughing, and I am laughing all the way to the bank. Now I want to be completely honest... so far, I have only done that "six figures in seven days" once. But I have done $20,000 or $30,000 in seven days many times. Let me repeat that... many times. Often enough so my bank no longer bats an eye when it happens. And to continue with the disclaimers -

The Mouths Of Babes
I think it's about time we started cussing A 6 year-old tells his 4 year-old brother "You know what? I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 Year-olds nods his head in approval. "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass.' ok?" The 4 year-old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw hell Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK!!! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. She locks him in his room and shouts, "You can stay in there until I let you out." She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year-old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know, but you can bet your fat ass it won't be Cheerios."

Promises
My Love, I make a lot of promises to you, promises I shall keep. I don't know why, but I'm compelled to make you a few promises here, so everyone can witness. I promise to love you unconditionally forever. No matter what happens, what you do or say, I will always love you. I promise to devote myself to you for eternity. I am yours, body heart and soul. Every waking second of my life is going to be spent trying to make you happy, Love. I promise to do anything in my power to make you smile. No matter the cost, no matter what I have to do to make it happen, I want to make you smile every day. I promise that I will never look down on you, I will always respect you and put you on a pedestal. Even if my sarcastic humor seems like I'm belittling you, I have nothing but respect for you Love. I promise I will never discount your wants and feelings. I will always consider you before I take any action..whether you are around or not. I may not always succeed, I may do stupid thi

Birch
The common birch tree (Betula pendula alba, also B. pubescens, and B. verrucosa) is one of the sacred trees of Wicca/Witchcraft. Coleridge (the English poet and critic 1772–1834) spoke of the birch as the “Lady of the Woods”, due to its lightness, grace, elegance and fragrance particularly after rain. The wood of the birch is soft and not very durable but being cheap and the tree being able to thrive in any situation or soil, it is grown all over Europe and used for a wide variety of purposes. In country districts the lighter twigs are used for thatching, wattle fencing and brooms. Bobbins for thread-mills, herring-barrel staves and various fancy articles are made from birch, as is the manufacture of cloth. The tree is also a source from which asphyxiating gases have been manufactured, and its charcoal was and still is used for gunpowder. The white epidermis of its bark when separated into thin layers can be employed as a substitute for oiled paper and applied to various econom

What Kind Of First Impression Do You Make?
You Make a Great First Impression You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones. Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly. Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to. Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic. You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you. Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression. What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

Come And Own Me!!!
COME BID ON ME!!!!!! COME AND BID ON ME. I AM GOING TO BE CLOSING IT SOON. THIS IS A FUBUCKS/CASH AUCTION. RIGHT NOW THE BID IS 7 Day Blast, Ticker pack & Bling pack! THIS IS WHAT I AM OFFERING! Pic rates 11's up to 500 pics Rate stash up to 500 Daily profile comments for a month Rate 100 pics 10's of 1 friend of your choice a week for a month (same friend or 4 different friends) 100 comments per day on your choice of contest/giveaway for a month gifts twice a week for a month Bulletin pimpout weekly for a month If bids get past 500k or get a cash(blast,VIP,etc) bid I will add the following... I will add Owned by__________ in my name, #1 friend for a month, keep you buzzed for a month, SFW salute,rate pictures and stash up to 1000 each, add to Yahoo messenger, and bump up gifts to daily.(also, FYI, my VIP ends in april sometime, I will give you my 11's on pics every day until my VIP ends)

My Pledge Of Love
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Shades Of Love
"There's something that I want to say.....But words sometimes get in the way.....I just want to show..... my feelings for you.....There's nothing that I'd rather do"......Freddie Jackson "You are my Lady" Does love come in many shades? Is like and lust a prelude to love? Or are they just a lighter shade? Or are they just different depths of love? Many people use the word too freely and I believe that is where the confusion comes in: I love my cat.....I love chocolate.....I love you...each having specific meaning but not having the same depth. I myself am guilty of using that word without thought or feelings persay.....yeah yeah yeah.....I know we all say I luv ya but how many times do we actually mean it with the depth of " I Love You"? How about wanting to say it without voicing it? Is it possible to show love for someone without voicing that word? Why do we hide that feeling from each other? Is it the scare of being hit with a wet sock? Is there a reason other than the ob

Happy Monday Fu~heads Help Plz.?
Happy Monday To All my Fu~Friends. PLEASE PASS THIS ALONG TO YOUR FRIENDS.:) I Am having a Happy Hour today @ 10:00am PST=1:00 PM Eastern time. Please stop in and show some old school Fu~Luv the way it used to be. Spank my page pwweeze. Everything and anything will be appreciated. & tell your friends To swing by to okies ..:) if possible Help me level up ive been stuck at this level forever ..:( Thank you all in advance !!! SHOW ME WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE..:) CAN YOU ALL PLEASE REPOST AND SHARE THIS WITH ALL.? THX YOU ALL RAWK.!

Boyfriends.....
Well, as we all know.... people aren't always perfect. And, as SURE as I am that Adam is the perfect man FOR me... I'm slowing starting to learn more about his flaws, also. Of course, he's the love of my life. I truly believe this. I've never felt so strongly for someone... ever. But, I suppose that same love, and devotion to him.. is what makes certain things hurt more... Although, as a whole, Adam makes me so happy... he has his moments, where, he's a total asshole. These moments are usually when he drinks. And last night he was so drunk... he says he doesn't remember anything... although, I'm inclined to believe him based off some shit that got said last night. Although, I dont feel it's any of your business to know WHAT happened, although, certain people will know because they are close friends of mine, so i discuss things more with them.. But, trust me when I say... what he did... didn't even piss me off... but hurt me... badly... I cried. A lot. I think the girls somehow knew i

Confusion In My Head
Somewhere there is peace. Somewhere there is quiet. Somewhere there is violence. Somewhere there's a riot. Each of these places exist inside of me. From one day to the next I don't know which place I'll be. Sometimes my world moves fast. Sometimes my world moves slow. Sometimes my world will not stop. Sometimes it just won't go. My mind chooses the path and my emotions follow along. It seems like most of the time I don't know where I belong. Some days I am really happy. Some days I am really sad. Some days I am overwhelmed. Some days I get so mad. One day I know the good will overcome all the bad. One day I know the happiness will overcome all the sad. My mind is always roaming seeking the light in the dark. I hope one day that I will find a place of peace for my heart. When that day finally comes I will be happy to sit and chill. But until that day comes I can only continue to feel ill. The walls may fall around me. I may get lost out i

Duel With The Demon
I found myself alone that night when the darkness began to surround me. Though I had tried to forget and run away once again the demon had found me. I've never seen the demon's face but I'm sure the evil does show. For he hides in the shadows all day and at night he follows everywhere I go. What is it that he wants from me? I want him to be gone. Why did he ever come to me? Why won't he leave me alone? I hear his shallow breathing and feel icy fingers touch my back. Why does he just linger there? When will I feel his attack? As I try to yell for help I find no sounds can I get out. Still my lips keeps moving as my mind continues to shout. The demon begins to talk to me with a hollow ragged wheeze. When his words finally become clear I suddenly become weak in the knees. "There's no use to run or even try to hide or think you can ever escape me. Together now we are joined as one even if you forever hate me. Some days you may not hear me and thin

What Kind Of Intelligence Do You Have?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Army Drab
My husband wore his Army uniform with pride. One day, coming home from the base and dressed in olive drab fatigues, he stopped off at the grocery store to pick up a few things. While in line at the check out counter, he noticed a little boy standing with his Mother. The boy took one look at my husband in his uniform, and his eyes grew wide. My husband in turn gave the young man a crisp salute. The boy was so excited. He pointed at my husband and announced," Look Mom! A Giant Boy Scout!"

For My Friends Ex And Race -love You Guys -my Memories So Far More To Come
> > > > > > > > > > > > in my dreams i always see you soar above the sky. > in my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life > i'll keep a part of you with me. > and everywhere i am > there you'll be too. > EX I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND > > > > > > STOP BY AND MEET THESE TWO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE > ENJOY WHAT TIME WE HAVE LEFT IS HIS WISH.LOVE YOU MY EX & RACE > EXECUTIONER Owner@Naughty Parties "THE BIKERS BAR" HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=558511&friend=558511" target=_blank>Racechick President @Naughty Parties The Biker's Way@ fubar > NAUGHTY PARTIES THE BIKERS WAY LOUNGE-

New Beginning
I'm done bitching and complaining I'm sick of explaining Time after time, I keep losing what I'm gaining I gotta get my life together, no matter the weather My attitude was all crap, gotta keep my head intact This shit is crazy, I don't wanna get lazy I can't let anybody break me or erase me I gotta start excelling and stop dwelling on my mistakes I need to take a break from it, before I give myself a headache Like a bad migraine, something I can't control No more putting myself in a hole, now it's time for me to reach my goals I'm putting myself in chains with my negativity I can't let anybody get the best of me Cause I have more important things to worry about So the only thing I can do is to block them out Cause people don't mean shit to me when they block me out of their lives All I can do is move on, I gotta keep the strive Yeah, I went to school and got a degree Now, I want to get a good job to use my ability Life is to short to be very hatefu

Confessions Of A Cheater 2
Before you say anything sit down, I've got something to say Something thats been eating away at me and my heart can't stand it another day Not even sure where exactly I should begin just know that you are about to hear about my sin I have been loving you and been your wife for the most part committed to you and our happy life Do what you ask, you need not say more committed down to the very core Committed, I keep saying it, maybe because I want it to be true but nothing can change the fact that I have been cheating on you I know you are angry and want to scream Now that you know I am not as I did seem but in my defense just let me say I honestly didn't want you to find this out any other way I could have kept lying, kept my business under his sheets but then I run the risk of you hearing about it out there on the streets At the time I didn't even care for his name All that mattered was that we both had no shame I didn't love him, I was in love with you I told him it

Tips Of The Day - Social Events
* When going to large social gatherings, arrive early to let your child get accustomed to the growing number of people. * If your child becomes distressed during a social gathering, pick a quiet place to go or take him out for a walk. * When visiting someone’s home, ask to remove breakables from your child’s reach; avoid homes where people refuse to accommodate your request. * Bring your child’s favorite toys or stuffed animals to a family gathering or other social event. * Before going to a family event, show your child individual pictures of family members and teach him their names. * Before going to a social event, write out and have your child practice simple courtesy phrases and responses to questions. * Let trusted others watch your child if they volunteer; ask for help if you need it. * Treasure any positive comments made about your child. * Accept unwanted advice with the phrase, “I’ll have to think about that,” and smile.

Moving!
Heya! Just wanted to leave a lil note and let you know that i will be moving the end of this month. things are very hectic and crazy during this process, so i ask for your patience until the transition is complete. i pop on and respond to messages as i can, have little time for chatting, but i'm still around, thinking of you and doing what i can to keep in touch! bear with me! :) *hugs* hubby got a new job outta state so we're heading that way, he's already there during the week, and i'm trying to take care of things here. and we're also trying to line up some place to move into there! kinda rough when you've been strapped and then need to do a big move. God willing a place and the money will fall into place! heh, any of you generous souls out there wanna help me out!?!? *bats eyes* hell i figure if i can even get 10 to give 10 that turns my lights on! just little things like that! anyway, i hope you all are doing well, getting ready for any fun St. Patricks Day celebrations

Wish I Would Of Thought Of This
For everyone that is looking too level. Just sharing some helpful hits and some links too help make it easier on you To those looking to level easier when you find things on other friends page DO NOT RIP pictures that you would like too use ask them if it ok and give them credit for it. There are no points on ripped pictures!!!!! For those that are at 99% the only way too level up is too add a salute. If you need help adding one here is a blog on how too add them from Year of the Dragons http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324210 Having stash makes leveling so much easier. Here are links too help you find stash easier. Thank you to The Confederate Bomber for allowing me too share with you. Please show them some love there profile link is located at the bottom. MUSIC: www.EZ-Tracks.com www.noolmusic.com GAMES: www.jigzone.com www.addictinggames.com www.embedgames.com www.owensworld.com www.sploder.com www.agilous.com www.calculatorcat.com w

Thinking About Closing Down Cooter's Bar
Due to the overwhelming of drama, played out, in a damn lounge...over shit online that isnt even real...I am thinking about closing down Cooter's Bar and work on just one lounge that I am a co-owner in. Both lounges have serious drama...but I would rather work with one...than work with both at this point in time. So unless people actually want me to keep Cooter's Bar open...speak now or forever hold your peace and the lounge will be closed within a week. The lounge I am co-owner of is going to be revamped into something else. A complete overhaul. So if you want the link to that one, once Cooter's is closed let me kno. If indeed I close Cooter's Bar. My name will also change as well. Ty for a wild ride! Cooter/^..^/aWitchyWolfe/Macha Azrael Babalon

This Guy Don't Get The Hint Does He???
geman547: well ok i know i aint "cute" but i have other things to offer any woman and its ok if nothing happens i still think u r one sexy woman ->geman547: i don't think you are cute there for nothing will happen. no matter if i'm with my boyfriend or not ->geman547: i was trying to be nice about it but nice don't cut it any more geman547: nah its ok but well if u ever get the urge for someone other than ur b/f i sure would love to be able to try to please u ->geman547: that's just it. he looks alot younger then you do and if you don't believe me i can send you his link geman547: ur ex is 50 well then what is wrong with me being 40 hell we can have lots of fun even if u do have a b/f if u have yahoo add me ok

Dj Devine In The Lounge Now -- Come Show Some Fu Love! :d
BLUE Orion DJ Devine LIVE NOW!!!!LOOKING FOR YOUR FAVORITE MUSIC WHEN YOU WANT TO HEAR IT~ WE GOT YOU COVERED. COME VIST US WE SPIN THE TUNES ALL REQUESTS HONORED! CLICK BANNER BELOW TO JOIN THE FUN!! (repost of original by '~Madam Dawn ~Owner of ~BLUE ORION~' on '2008-03-15 08:42:38')

Amen
It's another night in hell Another child won't live to tell Can you imagine what it's like to starve to death And as we sit free and well Another soldier has to yell Tell my wife and children I love them in his last breath C'mon now amen, amen, amen Habitual offenders, scumbag lawyers with agendas I'll tell you sometimes people I don't know what's worse Natural disasters or these wolves in sheep clothes pastors Now I'm scared to send my children to church And how can we seek salvation when our nations race relations Got me feeling guilty of being white But faith in human nature, our creator and our savior, I'm no saint But I believe in what is right C'mon now amen, amen I said amen, amen Stop pointing fingers and take some blame, Pull your future away from the flame Open up your mind and start to live Stop short changing your neighbors Living off hand outs and favors, and maybe Give a little bit more than you got to give Simplify, testify, identify,

Soul
Awesome © Safe Tags From CILM When you look in my eyes, Tell me what you see. Do my eyes tell you, What my life has been? Can you look deep in my soul, And see all there is there to expose. Can you see the hurt and pain? Yet the happiness, despite all that has been? My eyes hold the story, To this book that has been written. The journey has been long and is not over yet, However, I have no regrets. I am strong and true to myself. The biggest lesson I have learned here. When it is time for me to go home, I hope I have gained everything from here. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Past Holds Secrets
The past holds many secrets better left untold . . . For to bring them to the present its bitterness unfolds . . . The memories we cherish may be tarnished by its gloom . . . Its darkness and its sorrow is to what we are doomed . . . There is no need relive the past for to do so is in vain . . . Yesterday's gone, today is here why relive the pain . . . Forget the past as you turn away and wish it a farewell . . . For no longer in the past will your present dwell

New To The Site
So I am new to the site...still trying to work it all and all the stuff I want to do I have to be a higher lever darn it!! Guess I gotta get to work on getting to a higher level...which i really have no clue how to do.. ha ha ha..anyone got any good tips for me? I will take any ! thanks so much have a great day !

The Wind
I sit here listening to the wind outside. It’s been blowing pretty good today. Got me to thinking about how much time I have been sitting here. Inside and hurt. Soon it will be almost 6 months that I have endured.. Endured alot of pain with this ijury and still waiting to hopefully have surgery soon and can start to move on past it. Half a year basically stuck indoors. At times it gets me really depressed. I think what else can go wrong. It can get rather looney when you have so much time to sit and think. I wait for my girl to get home so I can ask her about her day and enjoy company with her. With anyone at this point. She has kept my spirits up beyond belief. Some of my friends call and help also to keep me going. One friend even came up from Ga to boost my moral.(thanks Mikey). At times when I feel most down I reflect back on what my friends and family have been trying to do for me. They try their best to help me realize I can get up everyday and still keep going. I hate the pain m

So Sad
> >Am I A Fireman Yet?? >! >In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year >old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. > >Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong >feeling of determination. >Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. > >Now ! that was no longer possible. > >The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to >come true. > >She took her son's hand and asked, >"Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? >Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" > >Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." > >Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." > >Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , >Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . > >She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possib

Turn On
The Sexual Turn On TestMy Result: PersonalityPeople who get most turned on by a person's personality are aroused by the emotional or mental connection they share with that person.What are you?http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=turnonfogt&c=50652

This Is It!!!!! I Am For Real Some Of You Know Already!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE END OF THE LINE FOR THE GREAT ONE AKA THE GREAT EDDIE AKA THE UNGREAT EDDIE... MY TIME HAS CAME TO SAY GOODBYE TO ALL... IT HAS BEEN A BLAST AND ALOT OF GREAT TIMES ON HERE WITH YOU ALL.... SOME OF YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOIN' ON AND WHAT ELSE I AM UP TOO.... FOR THE REST OF YA, YOU ALL WILL FIND OUT SOONER OR LATER!!!! SO THIS WILL BE MY LAST BLOG ENTER OR ANYTHING THAT WILL BE POSTED ON MY PAGE!!!!!! WHEN I DO COME BACK, I WILL DO THE BEST THAT I CAN DO TO FIND YOU ALL.... SO AS OF MARCH 29TH, 2008; AFTER 15 MONTHS AND 13 DAYS, (GIVE OR TAKE SOME) I WILL NO LONGER BE THE GREAT ONE, THE GREAT EDDIE OR EVEN THE UNGREAT EDDIE..... I LOOK FORWARD TO COMMIN' BACK AND ALL... LIKE I SAID SOME ALREADY KNOW WHAT'S GOIN' ON AND ALL... SO IF YOU KNOW PLS UNTIL I AM READY!!!!!! BYE 4 NOW!!!!!!!!! LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, EDDIE

Microsoft Live Spaces
Are actually very useful for making and sorting lists. I made a search list of all of the musicians I actually like in today's world, and now I am starting to fill in the blanks at the ends - the links to the myspace and official pages for the artists.... Vroom Vroom Vroom -Chris Bradley

'proud*army*wife'....thank You
ty for what u do i really mean it caused i am married and my hubby is military and he is overseas right now and i want him home but i stand behind him 100% no matter what. ty again and god bless u.. we have a support lounge for military family and friends if u want to join and just talk..

Broken Twig
Once again I left myself open to be hurt and run over by leaving my heart on my sleeve were it is happy at. I'll learn one of these days to put a shield around it to stop it from being ripped off my arm and thrown under foot and walked all over. I guess I had what was coming to me for being so head over heels for somebody who doesn't have those same feelings and now never will have those feelings even if they did start to have some they are gone now. I never meant to upset anybody or make anybody unhappy with me,but alas that is were my bad karma comes in to play as always with me. I try and give everything I have into something and end up falling flat on my ass because I can't see the fall ahead of me. Well maybe this will teach my heart not to stay on my sleeve anymore.

Hard To Handle.....
Feel the speed in which the world is turning take a look and you will see it burning understand, the time is running out For every second and step we take are we still making the same mistakes do you know, it's getting hard to handle Why can't you understand the world is turning faster and if we want to make a change then it's time to stop it all Development is all that counts money, profit and amount understand, it's getting out of control So take a look at our society computer controlled technology can't you see, it's getting hard to handle Is it so hard to understand, that we are running around in circles I'd like to know is it so hard to understand, that we are running around in circles

Ciggarettes Falling From The Sky
She named it Ciggarettes Falling From The Sky... The damn mumm didnt have nothing to do with ciggarettes.. Never Nude left this comment and she was the inspiration for the song I wrote lmao March 22, 2008 @ 8:34 pm #4 of 8 next time you post a mumm with a title like this i better get hit in the eye with a camel turkish silver So I wrote this little song... Turns on the burt Bacharach and sings.. Ciggarettes keep falling from the sky.. And I think that Never Nude just got hit in the eye Smoking is for me ohhhhhhhhhhhh Ciggarettes keep falling from the sky they keep falling.. They're all for me........ All the smoker's and.... Me..... LMFAO

Dont Forget Us Girls ! ... Contest Luv Needed
Mary and I are still going in BrattyBytches Give away .. we still need luv shown .. we're both doing good .. Im gonna be bombing mary tonite when i get home from work as she's shown me a lotta luv ( MUAHS to all that have come by thus far ) Here's the link to my pic .. but please dont forget to show Mary Luv too .. And Lets not forget the Infamous BrattyBytch .. You know we all Luv her . so take a few mins and show her tons of luv too Hoping you all have a very nice Easter and are able to spend some quality time with your families .. Im off to work .. ( ooo yayyy , Insert sarcasam) .. talk soon .. Xoxoxoxoxox

Good God I Have Gone Auction Looney Toons.
C'mon give a guy a break and bid! I have put myself in an auction, let a long time friend talk me into it, and to my surprise (or a true lack of life away from here, lol) it's turing out to be surprisingly fun. It runs until next Friday. Now I have opened myself to global embarrassment bu doing this so to my friends, and family, please to let me get too embarrassed. Please, c'mon, give a guy a break, don't make me look bad, please. :) Here's what I'm offering (possibly more if the bid goes well) Rate all photos 11 during Happy Hour Rate all stash during Happy Hour Read, rate and comment blogs Pimpout on my page for one month One month family member One bling a week for one month Custom made profile comments daily Buzz Bar kept at 100% for one month Rules and bid conversion to fubucks table (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately

I M All Alone On What Used To Be A Happy Day
i used to spend easter with my 2 girls because of 2 women that hate each other i can no longer see my girls, i know there mom was just protecting them from what she thought was a bad situiation but i always seem to be paying the piper lol you'd think io be used of it by now 4 marriages gees it hard to believe i used to take the girls to jc pennies and buy them matching easter dresses every year since they were born its a family ritual but that has come to an end okay enough said have a happy easter princesses love lots

A Daydream Remembered
A Daydream Remembered I was sitting in my small condo on my bed wrapping gifts to send to my little brother and nephews. Startled, I hear a knock at the door. Beings I was sitting in my pajamas, a night shirt and shorts, I decide to grab my robe putting it on, on my way to the door. I peek through the peephole to find David standing on the other side. Opening the door I stood there in a bit of shock, “Hay, what are you doing here?” “Just thought I would stop by and see how you were doing. Is it too late?” He asked noticing me in my robe. “No, not at all. Come on in. I just had to get comfortable after my shower. I’ve only been home for a couple of hours from my second job.” “You have a second job?” He asks as he walks in and starts taking off his coat. “Yea, it helps me to save to get a bigger place.” He walks further in and notices the cutting mess on the bed. “Are you busy? I can come back later.” “No that’s ok; I was just finishing wrapping a few gifts for m

My Dear Dead Valentine
My throat is an open grave and my minds an endless hallway. My lips are stitched together, my tongues too dead to say, That I love you with all the pieces of my broken, tattered heart. When does life truly begin where does death end and where does it start. Feeling so cold and I doubt I'll ever feel warm again. I doubt my heart and mind will ever be able to transcend. Because your dead now, gone now, you were taken from me. Now my heart is shattered and my tired eyes refuse to see, Why something so beautiful, something so pure, Something that would have had a happy ending I'm sure, Would be taken from me, please tell me your still mine. Please cry out to me from the grave my dear dead valentine. © Brett Harper

Test
center> Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking.You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself.Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Storms Bring Out The Eagles But The Little Birds Take Cover
When the "storms of life" gather darkly ahead, I think of these wonderful words I once read And I say to myself as "threatening clouds" hover Don't "fold up your wings" and "run for cover" But like the eagle "spread wide your wings" and "soar far above" the troubles life brings, For the eagle knows that the higher he flies The more tranquil and brighter become the skies... And there is nothing in life GOD ever asks us to bear That we can't soar above "ON THE WINGS OF PRAYER" And in looking back over the "storm you passed through" You'll find you gained strength and new courage, too, For in facing "life's storms" with an EAGLES WINGS You can fly far above earth's small, petty things.. (Helen Steiner Rice) ~...they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as eagles...~ Isaiah 40:31

Week 3
WELL I HAVE TO THANK ALL OF YOU AGAIN!!!! I WON WEEK 2. I HAVE PASTED THE CONTEST BLOG HERE FOR ALL OF YA TO READ. IT GETS KINDOF TRICKY THIS WEEK. PLEASE STAY POSTED FOR MORE DETAILS. THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE!!!! Congradulations to the winner for the second straight week Chevy! I know that there was already talk about this maybe being a popularity contest, but the reason that he won this week was based on the fact that he hit the 15 point bonus. It leap frogged him into first place over 2 of you that had been tied for the lead. The bonus kicker this week was for longest comment. I see many people leaving comments like 'vote', 'nice' and 'pretty' and I wanted to award the person that had a picture left with a real honest and true comment and this was Chevy and he won because of it. I want to also say thank you to Ape for joining and Im sorry he had to exit so quickly. Have fun man. Now, onto the week 3 contest. This week is going to be a little different again. Im going to ass

City Style Quiz
Your city style match is Miami They don't call it the Magic City for nothin'. Like your sun-drenched and sandy-beached city, you are one hot tamale. You're flirty and have a magnetic charm that amps up the fun factor in just about everything you do. With your blend of sass and sex appeal, you always spice things up. And when it comes to your wardrobe, you like to fill it with things that make you feel alluring and enticing. Lucky for you, no matter what you're wearing, you always look hot — whether you're heating up the dance floor or chilling out by the pool. Spicy!

I Wonder Why
I wonder why, you say goodbye. I have seen you grow, seen you glow. If i only knew. I have watched it rain, you were in so much pain, I tried to break the chains. With every hour, And every blooming flower, you were so sour. The sky turned blue, where were you, you know i had no clue. Like a bird you felt you had to fly. with every tear, i could almost feel all your fears. Every time I'd seen you cry, I remember the words goodbye. I wonder why you had to say goodbye. With ever sigh, I have heard the lies. every star i see the scars. but you have always been so far. My heart is broke, but i can't sit in the dark, and wait for you to decide. I wonder why you say goodbye. I wonder why you broke my heart, and why we are so far apart. I wonder why you felt you had to fly. i can only sigh, everytime i hear the words goodbye. I wonder why.

Red Friday
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home wi

Throwing Away The Key
Betrayed by an actor so incredibly talented at lying So underserving, yet so believable Winning your trust and waiting patiently to break it Your desperate heart lead you into a trap Where you're left broken and alone Every night crying relentlessly till sleeping Waking only to find that nothing has changed How could what seemed so promising, have been so fake Anger strikes next, lying and decieving Convincing you that the blame is in your hands Now you regret ever opening up at all Swearing never to do it again You rekindle your badly broken heart and lock it away You bury it so deep in your chest It's beat becomes as faint as a whisper Painful memories are but dreams now You've overcome all vulnerabilties Making sure that you heart is still locked away tight

Final Inspection
Final Inspection The Policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deverve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord, it needn't be so grand. I never expected or had

Jeff Walker
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Poem
I MISS YOU Every day I think of you I see your smile,the sparkle in your eyes I hear your voice whispering on the wind Every second, of every minute,on every hour,upon every day I miss you Everytime I see you it makes my heart soar It makes me want,wish and have feelings that I know I shouldnt have, that I know I can never have again Everything about you makes me think about what i had an what i had lost I miss you I miss having you there beside my every movement Behind my decisions,behind my actions, guiding me I need you for every step i take in my life I miss you

Who Wants To Own Me,i'm In The Auction! Update!
I'm In The Auction: I'm in the auction,who wants to own me for a month? Here's my OFFER: 1.) RATE ALL YOUR PICS ON HAPPY HOUR A 10'S or 11'S IF SOMEBODY BIDS A VIP(bcoz my vip will end on april 12) IN A MONTH 2.) RATE ALL YOUR STASH ON HAPPY HOUR 3.) 7 GIFTS A WEEK IN A MONTH 4.) 7 PROFILE COMMENTS IN A WEEK FOR A MONTH 5.) 1-SFW SALUTE PIC 6.) ADD AS A TOP-1 TO MY FAMILY AND TOP-1 IN MY FRIENDS LIST FOR A MONTH 7.) CRUSH FOR A MONTH 8.) POST A BLOG AND BULLETIN ABOUT OWNING ME JUST CLICK MY THUMBNAIL LINK BELOW: THANKS IN ADVANCE AND HAPPY BIDDING! ❦.M@DL¥.❦@ fubar

Dont Understand
Seems you have turned away. Never hear from you any more. At one point in time not long aog that wold have crushed me. But now it doesnt matter. Not sure why you dont speak to me now, I have an idea but not positive. If wht I think is right than Im sorry bit this is me! If not well I gues it doesnt matter. I remember when you told me you would NEVER replace me. But even then I knew better. You like everything Im not. She is exactly that. So I guess if that has anything with you turning away you never were a real friend. Ive tried telling you I miss our friendship but obviously that means something to only me. If Im reading the situation wrong Im sorry, you know how to reach me. But if Im not, lose my number for good cuz Im done!

What Muppet Are You?
You Are Rowlf the Dog Mellow and serious, you enjoy time alone cultivating your talents. You're a cool dog, and you always present a relaxed vibe. A talented pianist, you can play almost anything - especially songs by Beethoven. "My bark is worse than my bite, and my piano playing beats 'em both." The Muppet Personality Test

Here It Comes
Here what comes ya ask? Well if i knew, i'd tell ya hunnys.ya just get a feeling somethings gonna happen, n i learned to pay attention to those feelings.n its got to be good, we're all due fer some good luck.things been picking up here finally, folks r getting better slowly but surely. just gonna take time. had something odd happenin today. my exwife called, we talked bout when we was married n i noticed i just honestly dont seem to care anymore bout what we use to have. to be honest i anit felt emtions in a while bout any of my past relationships. i know that seems cold n uncaring, n it is. but i have just come to the realization i cant do a thing bout anything that happened in the past.all i care bout is moving forward it seems.the friends i have now r the ones that matter, the ones i had to delete block n get rid of seem to be so far out of my mind, they dont exsit anymore. i guess my minds been dealing with all these changes n i've just put troubles behind me. is that too cold, or

Scars Of Shame
The first story in Tracy and Wolf was written by the lovely Thunder and edited by myself (it took many years for her to forgive me.) It was written as a stand-alone story, future stories only filled in the holes rather than extending it. The blizzard had been raging for days, and to ten-year-old Tracy, the whole world was covered in snow. Every day piled new inches of fresh snow upon the old, and made the short trip to her friend’s house more and more impossible with each passing hour. Frustration grew into desperation to escape the confines of their small house, and the thought of her friend being so close, yet so far away, kept her small face pressed tightly to the window in the front room, her sharp hazel eyes seeking the break in the weather that would let her at last escape. One morning, after what seemed an eternity of solitude and loneliness, the snow stopped falling and rubbing her sleepy eyes just to make sure, she began to dance in delight. It took a great deal of

Sad Story About A Abusive Father
I Am No Longer A Daddy's Girl In my eyes, my dad was a superhero. But my mother and sister saw him in a way I never did. For me, life was perfect. I went to school, played with my toys, visited my grandparents every weekend, and I hung out with my dad in the garage. My parents were happily married and had two daughters who were 13 years apart. We lived in a small town with 600 people called Gainesville, Missouri and the nearest metropolitan area was Mountain Home, Arkansas, where we would shop, go to the movies, etc. I only saw the good things in life, never the bad. I never realized that when my sister brought me to her room, locked the door, turned up the music, and cried that my dad was beating the crap out of my mom in the living room. I never knew why my sister was so afraid to take a shower until she moved her huge shelf against her bedroom wall that was against the bathroom wall, or why my mom would take my sister and I to my grandparents house for a couple days and was bla

Looking For Help
Looking For Help Please hello everyoone i am posting this blog in hope of finding a few people that can help me with my second lounge i would like a few people that can help me with promotions and a few greaters and few enforcers so if you are looking for a fun time as a staff member of my lounge or know someone that can help hit me up on her my sb or my fumail or if you have it my yahoo and let me know thanks alot ~ Lost In The Dark ~

My True Heros!!
My Wife for her Strenght and her ability to hold things together even in the hardest of times. She is my rock! My wife and my children are true Heroes!!! They Keep me Going everyday! They are the reasons I live!

Jeff Walker
Jeff Walker Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Jeff Walker PLF2 is coming. It is the new version of the wonderful Product Launch Formula. You can see wonderful case study videos such as the person who went from food stamps to six figures. There are other successful case studies which can be seen by one and all. You see, there are a lot of people out there claiming to be experts on making a fortune selling information on the internet. The big problem is that 99% of those people have yet to make a fortune... and many of them haven't even made their first sale yet. You would think that they would wait until they made their fortune before they started telling other people how to do it... but that ain't the case at all. These people go and read a couple of "special reports" and maybe an ebook or two on how to make money on the internet, and then they take a sentence out of one of those reports, a paragraph out of another, and an idea from a third one...

People Like Me
Everyone needs a wake up call from time to time. Everyone needs that push in the right direction. Everyone needs to realize that who is real and who likes to play real, who needs help, and who needs to just shut the fuck up. You don't have to act tough to be a tough guy. It's the people like me that you shouldn't fuck with You don't have to dress a certain way or act a certain way for people like me to think that your beautiful!! the ones who strike without warning, the people who sit there and take it then one day explode and everyone is sitting and wondering "what in the hell happend?" there are some people out there who act tough for credit of any kind, so people will respect them, but deep down inside they aren't tough at all. they are scared. fear does strange things to people.it makes them think they are crazy. it makes them think that they are tough. it makes them think that the whole world revolves around them, and when they realize that it doesn't, they don't know what to

Why I Love You
Sam, Love, baby...I Love you!! Lots and lots. Why? You are gorgeous, but you argue every time I say it..you are not vain at all. You are sweet, one of the nicest people I know...even if you try to hide it. You are full of laughter and energy, there is never a dull moment when you are around. Your smile makes my heart skip a beat. Your voice makes my knees weak. Kissing you is one small step away from heaven. You make life easier, Love. Talking to you lifts my spirits, I know that if I can just talk to you anything can be better. You inspire me to be a better person, you deserve the best and you make me want to try my hardest to be worthy of you. You make me smile...just by being you. I have never talked to you and not smiled. You complete me baby, you are the piece in my life that I have missed since before birth. When I hold you I feel...right. I'm complete like I never have been before. I want you more than I have ever wanted anything before in my l

Is The Third Time The Charm?
Will the third time be the charm???? You got it ~BABS~ is hosting a Happy Hour!!!! 8pm Fu-Time Wed. April 2nd!! So save your 11's until then and help this wonderful kind giving woman ROCK THE FU!!!!! Come on y'all she's my best friend on here as well as one of my owners she has helped me and so many others so much all I'm asking is for you to go and show her some love during her Happy Hour! ~BABS~ "FU-KING"

358am 4/1/08
so yah....its my favorite day of the year......JUST KIDDING... no...really...it is..... so n e way.... theres nothing i want more than to go out this year and do everything i want......and i will.... no matter wtf!... so im on a mission to do so much crap..... my birthday is on friday...ill be 29..... so the big 30 is coming soon...... so i have to do some crazy shit this year.... blah!... april fools is the fukn best day...so expect some foolish shit from me 2day!

April Fools Day 2008
Yeah. April Fools Day. (Insert obvious joke here.) Well. It’s about damn time my body’s almost through fighting whatever damn bug got me this year. I’m only coughing a lil bit these days! Yippee! Yeah yeah! Which of course means I’m now healthy enough to begin the annual Spring Cleaning. Yep, we do that here. But the real surprising thing is, I’m not only looking forward to it this time around, but I’ve jump-started it. I’M the one running around the house, uprooting people and moving more furniture, and detailing out what’s got to be done next. And that brings me to something else I’ve been meaning to blog about for some time. I keep having this real strong urge to clean the kitchen, the bathroom; buy nice things for said rooms, and just generally make things comfy. I’ve caught myself admiring new towels, washclothes, shiny new utensils and kitchenware, household cleaners, brooms, mops, baskets for the bathroom, cute lil containers to hold things, new bedding for the family,

Off He Goes
"Off He Goes" know a man, his face seems pulled and tense like he's riding on a motorbike in the strongest winds so i approach with tact suggest that he should relax but he's always moving much too fast said he'll see me on the flipside on this trip he's taken for a ride he's been taking too much on there he goes with his perfectly unkept clothes there he goes... he's yet to come back but i've seen his picture it doesn't look the same up on the rack we go way back i wonder about his insides its like his thoughts are too big for his size he's been taken... where, i don't know? off he goes with his perfectly unkept hope and there he goes... and now i rub my eyes, for he has returned seems my preconceptions are what should have been burned for he still smiles... and he's still strong nothing's changed, but the surrounding bullshit that has grown and now he's home and we're laughing like we always did my same old, same old friend until a quarter-to-ten i saw

Pieces Of The Puzzle.... We Call Life~
So, April is Autisim Awareness Month, and I personally have a invested interest not only because I love children, but the love of my life, my whole world has to live with this on a daily basis. Show your support and below are some facts, Thanks~ Source: WebCareMD Articles : Autisim Autism Fact Sheet Autism is not a disease, but a developmental disorder of brain function. People with classical autism show three types of symptoms: impaired social interaction, problems with verbal and nonverbal communication, and unusual or severely limited activities and interests. Symptoms of autism usually appear during the first three years of childhood and continue throughout life. Although there is no cure, appropriate early educational intervention may improve social development and reduce undesirable behaviors. People with autism have a normal life expectancy. Autism Spectrum Disorders (Pervasive Developmental Disorders) Not until the middle of the twentieth century w

Thunder Child
Thunder Child In the little mountain valley where I had camped overnight, the swirling madness of the storm eclipsed all. The thunder echoed off the mountain peaks and swirled into the valleys, bouncing and echoing as it came towards me and seeming to grow in intensity until it at last its full volume reached my ears, and then the whole world was noise. The lightning lit up a ferocious scene, trees whipping themselves to and fro as the winds tore at their branches ripping their leaves from their anchorage and swirling them into the storm laden night, and rain pelting down harder than I had ever before seen, turning the valley floor into a thick, clinging mud, and rapidly swelling the small stream nearby. Thus was set the scene for the time of our first meeting. As the ferocity and madness of the storm increased, the sky was torn asunder by the most vicious of lightning strikes, and suddenly, she was standing before me, framed in the light of the recent lightnin

Find Me........
Find Me I feel as though I already know who you are, I feel close but have to view you from afar. My mind explodes with visions of us, the love I am starting to feel is ageless. Find me so I can breathe again I imagine your touch so warm and caring, cupid shot me straight through the heart without aiming. I stare deep into your eyes so brown, if I can't have you soon I will just breakdown. Find me so I can breathe again I have envisioned what it would be. to have you spend eternity with me. All I can see is the candlelight dancing, off of our glistening skin, our bodies aching. Find me so I can breathe again You hold a spot in my soul, you lift my spirit, you cover me with kisses like a soft blanket. Your kisses are sweet like honey, and tingle when you kiss my belly. Find me so I can breathe again If loving you is a crime, then lock me up and throw away the key, I am more than willing to do the time. Because a life without loving you, would t

Why I Love
I wish never fall in love with anyone all do is get hurt and get stomp on. I need something so never fall in love again. This 2nd time real fall in love. But on the other hand i would not trad my time Ashley and with hopeful still my g/f Crystal. I would not give that up. Just wish i wont fall in love again. every time my heart get broken pice of my souls dye and feel like piec of my dies too

Skull Crusher Radio
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Make A Memory
Hello again, it's you and me Kinda always like it used to be Sippin' wine, killing time Trying to solve life's mysteries How's your life, it's been a while God it's good to see you smile I see you reaching for your keys Looking for a reason not to leave If you don't know if you should stay If you don't say what's on your mind Baby just breathe There's nowhere else tonight we should be You wanna make a memory I dug up this old photograph Look at all that hair we had. It's bittersweet to hear you laugh Your phone is ringing I don't wanna ask If you go now, I'll understand If you stay, hey, I've got a plan We're gonna make a memory You wanna steal a piece of time You can sing the melody to me And I can write a couple of lines You wanna make a memory If you don't know if you should stay And you don't say what's on your mind Baby just breathe There's nowhere else tonight we should be We Should be You wanna make a memory You wanna steal a piece o

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I Fuking Hate My Job
I am just venting in this blog so read it or not I don't really care. I work at mcdonald's shitty job I know but it's the only job i can get with my work experience. Well, why is it that when customers have a bad day they take it out on whoever is ordering their food? Today I was taking a customers order and they said they wanted the southwest chicken well mcdonalds now has a southwest chicken salad and a southwest chicken sandwich. I asked him the southwest chicken sandwich and he flipped out on me he said I wanted the southwest chicken salad it's not that hard to know that and he pointed at the sign that had the salad on it that was right next to the sandwich sign. Of course me being me i said ok im sorry took his money and burst into tears and ran to the break room so no one would see me. Yes, it seems stupid to cry over that but the only reason I cried was because I was so fucking pissed off because I couldn't do anything because at mcdonalds the customer is always right. So

True Love
True love is hard to find Some dont even belive in it HOnestly almost gave up myself Until you came along Making me believe again Long lost feelings have returned Dont know if its really true Not sure we will last But my hearts wants me to believe So hopefully you the ture lover for me

This Is Actually A Song...but I Don't Know The Name
She thinks no one cares she wouldnt even dare it seems everyone else just has a better life( better life) she lived long without the two people that she really cared about now all she can do is , all that she can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad It seems to her that she will never learn she doesnt do very good in school and shes not very good at following rules she does not have that many friends and for her its the end she always lies she just wants to die now all she can do is, all that she can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad now everything is so hard to realize she just a girl of smaller size she wants to be cool l

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Ex's... They Can Kiss My Ass
So went down to the lawyer today... Not to mention I was hung over as shit! But I played that one off pretty good. I get into the lawyer and it ws GREAT! See this whole thing is about my divorce and kids... Well I purposely picked smeone who had it out for guys ( no offense guys) So she would rip my exs heart out and hand it to him... So I get in there and I see all her gay pride and pics of her gf and everything else and Im like this is GREAT! Not to mention she is kinda hot :P But anyways we get talking about the divorce and what not and Im reading over the papers and he has LIED through EVERYTHING! Saying my kids have been residents of Washington for 6 months b4 these papers didnt even haev the marriage date right fucking retard.. and he wants to keep my kids all year round take my tax return from them and allow me to see my kids every other saturday for 6 hrs supervised by him... HES INSANE! First off his cunt of a woman aint gonna be taking my place with my kids hes got another t

Crash 10-12-05
Rainy day, sucky weather The commute is slower Roadways are wet One wrong move and it's... crash! It all happened so fast Next thing I know I am pulling over And exchanging information No one is hurt... good news Bad news... car damage Hand shakes while I copy Her information on my notepad So shook up, so scared Never wanting to drive again

You’ve Reached The End Of The Internet, Please Turn Around And Return To Your Normal Lives...
Well, that’s it. After 5 years or so, I’ve come to the end of the internet. It’s over. There’s nothing more to see or do or say. I’ve seen every video of someone getting hit in the nuts, singing poorly, being fat while doing something retarded, being naked while eating shit, and sharing their inner most thoughts about pop stars. I’ve read every idiots opinion about movies and music and politics. I’ve had every conversation in chat rooms and instant messages. I’ve been through every possible email exchange. I’ve bought everything I could find cheaper online. I’ve downloaded every pirated movie, album, and program. I’ve argued with every moron. I’ve probably even posted every blog there is... I know I’ve read em all. I don’t know if it’s that I’m sick of the internet or that it seems like there isn’t anyone else on it anymore, but I feel like there’s nothing left for me here. Maybe I just need to take a break for awhile. It’s tough to quit though. I actually kinda do have to check my

My Curse
I watched you walk away Helpless, with nothing to say I strain my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be there? Your silence haunts me But still I hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the needing) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls And I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love

Life Is Too Short
"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

Bouncer Check
I'm Rating Photos, I move to fast, and there you are to bust my ass. just doing your job. I understand. no appreciation for the man. but don't you remember, Don't you know. you just stop me five minutes ago. so give me a break. you know my face. as long as i have been in this place. so to all the bouncer let me say. i'll try to slow down and you have a nice day. *** just being silly, but i thought it was funny so I had to write it here. lol

To Know One's Self
"Happiness cannot come from without. It must come from within. It is not what we see and touch or that which others do for us which makes us happy; it is that which we think and feel and do, first for the other fellow and then for ourselves." Helen Keller She Knew The Secret.....

Me
Your Score: Sensual Earth Lover You scored 26. Your sexual expression is of an Earth Sign nature. Realistic, grounded, and patient, you are straightforward in conveying your desire. You value your time and your energy, so you don't want to waste any playing games with your affections. In your eyes, honest intimacy is the best policy -- that way, you keep a firm grasp on the consequences of your actions andd decisions. You realize that sex has mental, emotional, and physical implications. But that doesn't mean you don't know how to enjoy yourself! Earth sign energy is highly responsive to touch and sensation.

Scores Killed, Hundreds Injured As Para-military Extremists Riot - Could It Happen Again?
Scores Killed, Hundreds Injured As Para-Military Extremists Riot - Could It Happen Again? BOSTON, April 20 - National Guard units seeking to confiscate a cache of recently banned assault weapons were ambushed on April 19th by elements of a para-military extremist faction. Military and law enforcement sources estimated that 72 were killed and more than 20 injured before government forces were compelled to withdraw. Speaking after the clash, Massachusetts Governor Thomas Gage declared that the extremist faction, which was made up of local citizens, has links to the radical right-wing tax protest movement. Gage blamed the extremists for recent incidents of vandalism directed against internal revenue offices. The governor, who described the group's organizers as "criminals," issued an executive order authorizing the summary arrest of any individual who has interfered with the government's efforts to secure law and order. The military raid on the extremist arsenal followed wi

In My Heart
In my heart you will always be a part Although the miles make it hard to smile. Don't ever forget this place even though we can never retrace. I stand on the shore, like i have done before, not ready to soar. I know we must close the doors. Must end this war. I know the tears fall, but listen real close, you can still can hear me call. I will always forgive you, but can never forget the pain, and all these chains. in my heart, you will always be a part. My life isnt complete It will never be the same, Don't need the fame. So i say goodbye, without even a sigh The tears i cry we will never know just why. It is all in the past too bad it couldnt last. So as we say goodbye, remember the tears you cry will be wiped away. It will be okay. So let's remember the times we shared and know that I will always care. In my heart you will always be a part.

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Wondering
I read something on here today that asked if there was any truthful people out there. What I don't understand why not the truth? I even know that it hurts some times, not alway. I have made more people made at me for a saying right after my devorce. If you don't want the truth don't ask me a question. That there upsets more people. Oh well it is life an I will live another.

040908 Fluffy Starr Blog
VLOG: "The Light Box" Why? Why? Oh why? You’ll never get this minute and a half back! Muahahaha.... Special appearance by Draco. Right here on Fluffy Starr TeeVee. More random vlogs still reside on my camera.... Anyone use these things? A friend lent me this one to use for the winter. It helps me wake up in the dark dreary mornings we frequently have here in Vancouver. (But coffee is helpful too!) More random silliness soon... Have a nice day. x Fluffy.

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I Can Remember
I can remember when i first held you, my skies were so blue. but this world is so cruel. My heart breaks, my inisdes ache. I feel the knife rip at my soul, how could you have been so cold. I can feel the pain, still carry the chains, going in sane. I hide behind these walls, can you hear me call, never wanted you to fall. wanted to see you grow, just like the rose. all I can do is cry, did we really have to say goodbye, or do you even know the reasons why. can't erase , was it all a waist, can we really win this race. Down on my knees, looking across the raging sea, sitting on the shore, will this war ever end, or is this just a bend. I wished upon every star, can still feel the scars, why are you so far. I am still waiting. I miss you. I can remember why can't i forget. In my heart, I know we will never be apart. I remember your smile, it was only for alittle while. Cant take the miles. When you get scared know that i will always care. I miss

Why Me????
i am homesick for my old friends and depressed for no reason, and unable to make anyone around me happy anymore. Why the hell does this shit always happen to me? I wish i could disappear and hide but that will only make things worse. I am a poet..most of u prolly don't know that..and stting either tomorrow morning or later tonight i am gonna start putting my poems online here in my blog..not like anyone ever reads blogs anyways LOL. Maybe that will help my depression. U can call me silly if u want to but i am a real person with real thoughts and feelings that I need to get out of my head.

The Plastic Babe Obsession
How many times have you been walking with your man and he has turned his head to look at something like this? It's infuriating isn't it? I mean, that son of a bitch is drooling all over a shirt you just washed for him right in front of your face. And her? What a slut bag! Shes got her tits hanging out everywhere, probably lives in a gym, never had kids, and has fake everything. Nails, lips, tan, hair, and of course...boobs. But you, a real girl, who puts up with his beer gut, messy bathroom, and dickhead friends all of the sudden, feels invisible. I am going to shed some light on why guys fawn over these plastic girls. These girls are candy. Like skittles almost. They may taste sweeter than anything you ever put in your mouth...pun intended. They try and make sure they appeal to every primal urge a man has. When they walk by they want every man to undress them with their eyes and think about having sex with them. And we do, its a fact of life. These are the kind of girls guys

Threaded
Working through this mess in my head Trying to untangle the threads that have Somehow kept us bound. My heart still screams in agony The loss a searing pain in my life This burns in ways you can NEVER possibly know...

Stick Em Up!
Had another one of those very vivid dreams last ening, that seemed absolutely real. I had dreamed i was p earlier in the day, n been doing the normal stuff i usually do, n it seemed i had been up for like 7 or 8 hrs. nothing strange just my normal kinda day. then i woke up n it wamost 9 at night. i thought i had feel asleep in the aftenoon n just woke up. but no it was all a dream, like i had lived a whole day then it dissappeared. I have maybe 2 or 3 dreams like likn my life that seemed so very real. just damn strange. Gonna cookout again. yep been doing that alot. but since mom n dad cant get out like they use too, been cooking special things like at fer em. Yall come over lol. honestly i could use the company. Anyway things are well here, getting better. Got more gunsmithing wor coming in so i wont have to do construction hopefully. Gonna be on here alot more too i hope. Yall message me, say hello n chatt. If it shows me not online on yahoo, that dont matter, i never go visible.

Stormy Nights
Stormy Nights You stand at the window and watch the sights, Of the raw power released on this Stormy Night, Lighting flashes, filling the sky with fire, This display of power awakes in you a desire. The thunder rolls, feeling it deep inside of you, The vibrations adding to the tingling deep in you, As you watch this awesome power display, Your hand wanders to your nipple, starting to play. As the lighting streaks across the night sky, Your nipples hardens as you let out a sigh, Slowly unbuttoning your shirt, letting it fall to the floor, Knowing anyone could see, but you don't care anymore. Your hand lightly caresses your soft skin, There is no stopping what the storm did begin, Goose bumps rising as you feel the ache, Watching all that power, your legs begin to shake. Your fingers pinch your nipples tight, The desires you can no longer fight, Pulling, squeezing, needing the touch, Enjoying the pleasure of it oh so much. Watching as a flash of lightin

Most Expensive Bottlled Water-forbestraveler.com
Janice Kleinschmidt 2008-04-11 12:17:54.0 © Bling H2O Fancy water that's costlier than wine A few months ago, Madonna’s pal let it slip that the Material Girlfriend spends $10,000 each month for water blessed by Kabbalah rabbis. Other celebrities—namely Jeff Goldblum, Demi Moore, Ashton Kutcher, Naomi Campbell and Liz Taylor—reportedly share Madonna’s appreciation, if not her line-item budget, for the stuff. When it comes to devotion for premium water, however, that’s just the tip of the iceberg. In fact, Berg, a bottled water company in Newfoundland, Canada, harvests the Arctic’s natural product of the Ice Age. Michael Mascha, author of Fine Waters and founder of the FineWaters web site, refreezes iceberg water into cubes and uses it to mix martinis. “If you use a very expensive vodka,” he says, “then you should also pay attention to the water.” Berg is one of the top 10 exclusive bottled waters named by anthropologist-turned-water-expert Michael Mascha— who,

Most Expensive Bottlled Water-forbestraveler.com P2
Although the U.S. market for bottled water has climbed steadily over the past 30 years, from 3.43 billion gallons in 1997 to 8.82 billion gallons in 2007, up to 40 percent of the nation’s bottled water is merely purified tap water. That’s what distinguishes premium bottled waters. Standard bottled water is public water that, one hopes, gets an extra boost of filtration, distillation and/or ozonation. It’s packaged and then marketed as a healthier, handier way to stay hydrated. Premium water, on the other hand, comes from virgin sources—and from companies that maintain the pristine nature of those sources. In 2004, an uproar resulted when Londoners discovered that Coca-Cola sourced its U.K. version of Dasani from the public water supply. One newspaper declared, “Eau dear.” With its metaphorical tail between its legs, Coca-Cola withdrew its bottled water from the British market. Europeans might use purified tap water for ironing, but they won’t drink it. Where, then, to find the

Drinking Stories: As Bad As It Gets
A bunch of us went out clubbing, and in true Pacey drinking fashion, we drank as much as humanly possible before the bar closed. My apartment was right by the club, and everyone always came back and passed out. People would be strewn about, bodies half on the couch/half off, everyone fighting for a place to sleep. Everyone but me…I had my bed…. After one particular night, I woke up the next morning to find my friend Andrea had crashed in my bed with me. She is like my little sister, so unfortunately no boobie grabbing ensued, and no head was received. I was hung over, feeling like total shit….I couldn’t get comfortable, my head throbbing, and all the other niceties that go along with overdoing it. I found myself quickly faced with a dilemma: I needed to shit, but if I were to move I knew it would piss off my stomach, and then I’d vomit. So the choices were 1) lay in bed and shit myself, or 2) go to the bathroom and be prepared with what might happen..…….I should

Who Do They Think They Are?
They told us, we could not have Shannon Kelsey's remains to bury. They said the state would not allow it, it was against health codes. We were told they would keep our child for 16 days and then "dispose of it". My God, she/he is a child...not medical waste. The 16 days have now past, anything left of our child we could have buried is gone. I feel so useless. I was not able to protect our baby while in my tummy...and then we couldnt even take care of our baby after its death.

Dear Diary - Wtf !!
Dear Diary, I just witnessed the dumbiest thing in my life. A small beat up trashy looking garbage dump of a car pulled up in the parking lot today. On its hood was a TV set wider than the car itself. Someone was bringing it home. WTF, was the driver thinking....... Dumb ass.

Dj Angel
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Accomplishment
Well, after a long morning of what seemed to be a very lethargic and painfull morning, I finally got motiviated, and by God, I have to say, I actually felt the best I had in weeks, at least since the accident. I tore into this place like a Marine invading Normandy on D day and was kicking ass and taking names. I got so much shit done I couldnt believe it. Did 4 loads of laundry, cleaned the fish tank, did the dishes, went through ALL of my old paper work and got it sorted/filled out/mailed in, cleaned a spot off my carpet because my clumsy cast has now dropped/broken 4 glasses so far and had big stain on carpet, but, actually got it out with the help of resolve and a spong mop. Dusted, cleaned the bathroom, watered plans, went through bills, ,mopped/swept floors ( not good idea with ribs and shoulder) vacumed (even worse idea) Went through fridge and got rid of old/bad food, cancled the cable (sad day :( ) Called lanlord to setup month by month lease if possible being I dunno whats g

Please Help This Very Special Lady Out Ty
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Yep
I think I pulled a muscle in my hand. No idea how but even picking up a bottle hurts. I'm working a lot this weekend. Which is good, but it is wearing me out. It's sad... how quickly I do get worn out. Part of it is that I really don't sleep well. As a result I don't go to bed when I should. (Like how it's after midnight and I'm still sitting here bored on the computer. I'm bored and tred and why aren't I in bed?) After not working last week besides on day- this week is crazy. My next check is going to suck. Oh well. Hopefully my tax refunds will come in soon. I hope I hope. Anyways... my birthday is in 8 days. Buy me pretty stuff.

Birthday
Today's this fubarian's birthday!!! link profile HERE Happy Birthday!!! LINK ANOTHER PROFLE PIC HERE type something **** Let's all shower him with gifts and show him some love! LINK ANOTHER PROFILE PIC HERE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Dedicated To Me With Everlasting Love
Who are you my ANGEL OF THE NIGHT? Who is this vision of beauty before me? Are you here for me to reach out and touch? Or are you only a beautiful dream in the night? Who are you my beautiful ANGEL IN THE NIGHT? You are to me so very much the complete woman Are you only the goddess of my dreams? Just my vision of perfection created from my desires? Do you shine only as a reflection of my fantasies? Only a vision as seen thru the mirror of my mind? Are you as the ripple upon the tranquil blue waters? Shall you fade back into the darkness from which you came? Who are you, my fantasies realized in the flesh? Just an illusion that shall disappear to the touch? Are you an angel cast down to me? To share a fragment of heaven here on earth? Who are you, my lustful desires fulfilled? My playful banter expressed and returned? An angel cast down into mortal bondage, Thrust into my visions of ecstasy? You come to me like a midnight breeze So new, so refreshing upon

Chapter 3
The eyes of the heart may have opened at last Could it be that the maiden is just within his grasp The sound of his heart beating echos in his ears Could she be the queen he has longed after for so many years The knight is still unsure of his next step He doesnt want to make a move he will later regret So for now he will proceed with care As to not chase away this maiden so fair

The Journey Of An Indian
Well, life has taken me out of the state of Tx, and into Oklahoma. Im living in Edmond, outside of Oklahoma City, and im working a good job. I work for Turner Bros trucking which is a company that manufactures oil well rig and oil well pipes. I work 12 hours a day, 6am to 6 pm, 6 days a week, and make good money. I get dirty, oily, and dusty every day, and i love it! lol Life is good these days.

Rock Island Arsnal History
Rock Island Arsenal As the largest government-owned weapons manufacturing arsenal in the western world, the Rock Island Arsenal [RIA] provides manufacturing, logistics, and base support services for the Armed Forces. The Arsenal is an active U.S. Army factory, which manufactures ordnance and equipment for the Armed Forces. Some of the Arsenal's most successful manufactured products include the M198 and M119 Towed Howitzers, and the M1A1 Gun Mount. Noted for its expertise in the manufacture of weapons and weapon components, every phase of development and production is available from prototype to full-scale production of major items, spare parts, and repair items. Product items range from artillery gun mounts and recoil mechanisms to aircraft weapons sub-systems. Items manufactured at RIA include artillery, gun mounts, recoil mechanisms, small arms, aircraft weapons sub- system, grenade launchers, weapons simulators, and a host of associated components. These include: Gun Mount M17

Thanks Jenn
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A French Rose
A French Rose 'The Art of Archery' "The curved arch is embedded in a mind forever the sensual swirls of grain and strand memorized tied knots are an Art in woven perfection. I should teach milady a lesson" A rally of laughter rang through the crowd as Lord Flatterbush did a peacock strut Tossing Jina a handful of fear in spats "Shall I remind you dear Lady of our wager?" "No, My Lord, I recall the agreement well." "Well?" Lady Jina rose her bow glaring the distance watching the tree line for leaves that gust field grass waves and hair in ghost dance blown drew her line taught to her chin and nose ... she let the line and arrow go! The crowd hush in unison then cheered "A bullseye?" Lord Flatterbush sighed a smile "Never no matter, I win I get you for the night you win, you get me for the night, isn't that right?" Drew his bow and slug an arrow, into a furrow chuckles from the crowd, Flatterbush still smiled "What time shall I arrive to your bedro

Its Backwards...
I am a lesbian guys. I am not interested in you, your penis, or anything about you. If you are not a female and not ok with me being gay then just keep on moving. Don't spend any time on my profile. I am totally open about my sexuality and the fact that men are nasty funny looking wastes of life. You all think with your small head and unfortunately for you your small head has the bigger brain. If you are a man and have the nerve to message me asking if i will screw you, you wont get a response you wont get a picture, you wont get anything but ignored! The block user button works nice.

Fubucks For Rates---u Can Earn 20k
I have 70k to go to level. Wanna help me out?? I have 2 folders marked Help Level 1 & 2. I will pay you 10k fubucks for each folder you rate. You need to Private message me when you are done to let me know you have rated them. Pass this on so everyone can earn some Fubucks! hugs Carrie Carebear^^Pitbull Mafia^^@ fubar

Hate
The cuntish sales person at work decided to book a HS girls basketball team, so last night I was dealing with consequences of the said cunt's decision. This really reminded me of my misanthropic tendencies, especially for teenage girls. Why? Because teenage girls grow into adult whores, just like the white trash that graced my lobby for 3 hours while I was tryin to enjoy my peace and quiet. No, I don't care that you want to get trashed at the hotel room and that all the stores are closed at 1am. For all I care, you could fall into a woodchipper and become a cloud of bloody ectoplasm. But you do need to get your fat ass out of there, and turn down that sailor bar trash voice before I do more than tell you to STFU because everyone around is sleeping. ARGHHH, die!!!

Literally First Blog
Okay, well since ive inly been on here for a couple of days now i figured that it was time that i start posting sum blogs...i gotta think reall hard for the next couple of days on what im gnna write about but im sure that im gnna find sumthing...if not..well..im just gnna wait till i do then come write another..and well...to the new other family members that join WELCOME TO FUBAR.. please come and visit Diablos Den

Suspended From School After Phone Call From Father In Iraq...
Check out the story --> http://www. kxan. com/Global/story. asp?S=8165144 This story is very real and needs your attention. This is the superintendent of the high school where the kid was suspended for talking to his father while in Iraq. 254-547-1227 254-547-1227 x222 Dr Bobby Ott Deputy Superintendent For everyone of our loved ones who are over there, do this for them, for the families, let the school board know this is not ok, we will not tolerate this type of treatment. >>*KXAN News Story*

Games
People tend to wanna play games and make you feel like your nothing but dirt, after they have told you how wonderful you are and how much they like you, well makes no sense to me. If you don't wanna know the truth I suggest you don't ask.If you don't want to be played I suggest you don't play games, games go both ways and there's never a winner when you play with someones heart.Be it friend or more!!!

Believing In Someone
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 I Believe Current mood: tired Category: Life I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passi

F*cking F*ck Me!
Author Unknown~ I Love this!!! Feel free to copy this & use it where you want to, it is too much fun not to share! Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. But please, please just fuck me already. Honestly, I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I like that you want to take things slow. I can totally get behind the idea of emotional connection, but dearjesusinheaven, FUCK ME. We've done dinner and drinks. We've gone dancing. We've cuddled and watched a movie. I'm wearing a low cut shirt and you've been staring at my breasts all night. Goodgodalmighty, get to it and fuck me. When we get hot and heavy, please take charge. Please, please

The Endless Potential Of An Accounting Degree
As I have said many times, I am happy where I am currently working. I have a part-time gig as a professor and work full-time as an auditor. I make good money with a growing aerospace/defense company and my coworkers are pretty awesome too. My dilemma started about 3 weeks ago when I was on careerbuilder/monster (something like that) and clicked an APPLY button on a consulting job. From there I have gone through two interviews with a small consulting firm that currently has a contract with a government agency to perform A-123 work (an accounting thing) and associated consulting and policy development. I would be up for a big salary increase (potentially $10-15K higher), 3-4 days working from home, up to 25% profit sharing, and numerous other benefits that are equal or above what I currently have. But the contract is for 2 years... I have been with my currently employer for only 2 years... before that was 6 months (but I left because of potential fraudulent activity by the CEO

Death Happens Oh Too Quick..dedicated To My Cousin David Dutrisac...10/06/80 - 12/1/07 R.i.p.
Death came And now my cousin is gone. Death took The happiest man around. Death cares about nothing at all Death thinks of only the pain it causes. Death happens oh too quick. Death came And tore our family apart. Death took his dreams of a family Death doesn't care about the tears that fall. Death thinks our misery is it's muse. death happens oh too quick Death came and now i must move on Death took my will to hold Death doesn't care whether it drags you down or not Death thinks we can let go But sometimes Death Happens OH To Quick

School Is My Bitch
I was supposed to give a presentation in my one class on Wednesday but the guy who was supposed to go today was out sick so the professor asked me to go early. Now, I wasn't prepared to go today and my powerpoint slides weren't even done... but I killed it. I mean, killed it. With authority. Little preparation and no warning... and I got an A. Booya!

A Poem For My Friends
~~~~FRIENDS~~~~~~ Friend: that one special person who makes life a bit easier by just being there and listening to your problems and difficulties. Friendship: a special bond between two people. A bond that time cannot break. It is strong like a chain, with linking hearts

Just Something To Think About
De wrald is goed, de minsken koene better. the world is great , but the people could be better. De slimste pleagen foar in skipper binne in lek skip en in lilk wiif. the biggest threat for a captain is a boat with a leak and an angry wife. for the new readers the first part is the thought in dutch and then translated into English for you to read there will be some funny ones later as i keep practicing my dutch and i will share them with you as i go along i am having fun at it

Let Me Know
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Discipline
I misbehaved, done some things I know I shouldn't do I touched myself even though you told me not to You commanded me to wait for you Ooh I tried, but I can smell you on my sheets Taste you on my skin so vividly Daddy, I disobeyed you now I want you to come punish me I need some discipline tonight, don't hold back I've been very bad, make me cry Ooooh, daddy make me cry, babe I need some discipline tonight I've been very bad, make me cry Ooooh, make me cry, oooh babe I misbehaved, and my punishment should fit my crime Tie me to something, take off my clothes Daddy I want you to take your time Ooh I'm scared My heart is beating fast shiver as you grab my neck It's better when I don't know what to expect Did I upset you daddy? Take out your frustrations on me Did I make you mad? Take out your frustrations on me You be the teacher, I'll be the student Tell me to do it and I will do it You be the teacher, I'll be the student Tell me to do it and I will do it

My Computer!
My Computer! by LateNiteFantasy © One day my darn computer, Just started popping pooters, And giving out an odor that was wrong. There was a sulpher smell, that made me think of Hell, My Damned computer had got up and gone!!

The Long Stranger!
The Lone Stranger! by LateNiteFantasy© The late August afternoon's heat was blistering as the Western sun made it's inevitable way to the horizon. There was an old rambling shack called the Mooney Hotel, at an angle across the street from the town's corral. A full-length porch stretched from one side to the other, across the full length of the hotel. Two old timers were seated side-by-side on some old cane-bottom chairs decorating the front of Mooney's. One old timer, scruffy looking with a grey tobacco-stained beard and moustache, leaned forward long enough to squirt a stream of brown tobacco juice with a dead eyed aim at a brown lizzard, just as the critter opened its mouth to flick it's tongue at a slow moving horse fly. Needless to say, the lizzard was quite shocked and unprepared for the sudden influx of burning liquid. The poor critter rose straight up into the air with a suddenness that would have made a Mississippi bullfrog green with envy! It did a triple back flip an

Bad Fucking Day At Work!!!!!!
Why is it some adults live to hurt someone...? I mean damn out side of the mumms I am a nice person... I do my job well, take care of my children, clean my house and occassionally make love to bob....*sigh..... I feel like I am the one trying to hold every thing together, making sure not to step on any ones toes ( I would prob crush them ) and try to make sure that they feel good about them selves...I am really not sure what the hell it is I am supposed to do... I am just me...Carly, plain and simple. You either like me or you don't I really don't care. But, there comes a time when you look some one straight in the face and say..."FUCK YOU"!!!! I am almost 38 years old I just graduated from college last June...My mother was there watching me, and afterwards I gave her my cap...any how... Let me get back on track...I am working for my sister and her husband running their business... and his brother is a royal jerk...Today in front of a customer he said ..."Well shes not much but she'

Why Is That
so when you spark up a feeling for someone and they make all the big deal saying that they don't wanna get hurt and feel like I might be the one to hurt them... then they are the one to hurt you... wierd hmmmm, i give up,....

My Son
MY SON IS LEAVING FOR BOOT CAMP MAY 12,2008 AND THE TIME IS CLOSING IN ON ME....ALTHOUGH I AM EXTREAMLYYYY PROUD OF HIM...AS A MOM I AM LOOSING MY BABY!! HE'S OFF TO START HIS LIFE AND I CANT HELP BUT SELFISH BECAUSE I AM SAD AND DONT WANT HIM TO GO!! THIS IS MUCH HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IS WAS GOING TO BE!! :-( MY HEART IS BREAKING.....

Apologies I Just Wiped The Barslate Clean.
I learned something else today. You never clear your tab until you finish paying your dues. I had it opened in a new tab and deleted that one. When I went back to my profile all of the new ones that had not been refreshed onto my old tab had been wiped out. So I apologise to anyone who reads this if I have not rated you in return. Maybe there will be another tab somewhere that has not been wiped clean. All this is academic if no one reads it but at least I tried. I also feel human today and maybe that is because I managed to get through and tick off the task list. It worries me at times and especially when I cannot sing to keep me focused. Yes, I can meditate whilst listening to my MP3 so they must have wired me up incorectly at some point. Whether it was my first birth or my rebirth I don't know and does it matter? Not to me, maybe to all those who have to put up with a truculent two year old. At least I am not teething!

Moving On!
things have become very tough for me to handle anymore. I have dealt with enought pain and bullshi that I cant take anymore. I am so ready to end my life and be free of this torment. But I know thatisnt the way to deal with things. I hope to one day find love and happiness in the one that is meant for me. Piers and I have broken apart and I am trying to move on with my life as best as possible. Hopefully one day my true love will come to me! But only time can trully tell what my future holds and who my love shall be!

Tammy Thoughts
Live your day to the fullest and live every day and find happniess long the way and u will find the love of ur dreams and ur dreams will come true .The thing is when u think that u might have a dream and some times it don't come true like u hope it might be. I hope that evryone has there dreams come true some day and have the man or woman that they have found in there lives. I know that my dreams come true for me and i am still looking for my dreams come true. There is someone that i have meet on here and he is the sweetest person and i can tell him everything he is so special to me and he know how to make me feel better. I hope he know how much i do care for him. I want to thank u for being threre for me when i was so sick and made me feel better when i needed someone love u for that and i always be there for u no matter what .

The First Time
it starts with a flirty look and then a silly proposition. reluctantly she agrees. On the drive to their meeting place she thinks to herself, what am i doing? as she slowly pulls up the driveway, she gets scared . knowing once she knocks on that door there is no going back.but , she steps out of the car and nervously walks to the door and knocks.hoping no one is home she hears come on in it is open.her nerves taking over her she opens the door. not knowing what to expect she walks Thur the door and sees him laying there. she felt chills down her spine. she hesitated for a while but deep inside she wanted to touch him and kiss him. it was beginning to hurt she wanted him so bad. scared she could not please him she pulls away. so he grabs her and pulls her close to him. as he begins to kiss her her body begins to heat up with excitement. forgetting her thoughts she lets go and gives herself to him. having the most intimate night of her life she sighs with releif.as they lay there in each

What Is Dragon Magick?
Dragon Magick is the calling upon of Dragons to aid you and become co-magicians with you. Dragon Magick can be practiced on its own or along with other Magickal Traditions. Dragon Magick is not for everyone. Those who practice Dragon Magick must be self-disciplined seekers who realize the potential dangers but dares to communicate with and befriend this vast astral power of the ages. It is for the Magician who is serious about changing his/her life and the living space around them. When a Magician dances with Dragons, as the practice of Dragon Magick is called, he/she discovers an intensity of power never before tapped. When tapped into this intensity, it is exhilarating and a Spiritual high. When you are befriended by Dragons as Co-magicians they can empower your rituals no matter what tradition you practice far beyond what you have normally encountered. Their grasp of ancient knowledge is deep and profound. Their ability to see through layers of time both present and past as well

Vanity Is A Fair Pop Star
In the light of vanity fair I am playing a purple Air guitar on my knees Why should peeps think I’m so perfect I still cant Make country a pop song I play all my daddy’s Favorites but nobody listens Its in the teen pops I shine Maybe a nude will boost My popularity will reign Oh my I’m embarrassed he he smiley smiley smiley

Stereo-therapy Is My Reason
if we're all here to be an impact on the life of somebody else, can our impacts be multiple and branch-like? and do i have less branches than you possibly have? and who moderates these? and what is it all going to add up to? what is the ultimate ending of the effects we have on other people's lives? what is the culmination? is everything preprogrammed to end? but then wouldn't endings in themselves be programmed to end? and if endings end than there would be no endings, but everything would still be predestined to end? i feel full of philosophy lately and i lack the company to share it with.

Felling A Little Proud
It use to be so hard for me to actually say that I was proud of myself, maybe it was because I truly wasn't proud or maybe it was just I was afraid to be proud of myself if that makes any sense,however I can say that recently I have felt a bit of pride in myself and I do not even feel guilty or weird about it, and I for one think that is pretty damn cool.

Thanks For Pekaboo To All Her Freinds
glitter-graphics.com "I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOR ALL THERE HELP IN MY FIRST CONTEST THAT WAS A COMPLETE SUCCESS. THANK YOU!! THANK YOU!!...............FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART". "THANK YOU FOR BEING MY SUPERSTARS"

New Beginings!
As I lay here thinking You are on my mind Wanting us to be together Oh how I wish you were mine Recalling our conversation Over and over in my head Hoping that you are thinking of me As we lay apart in seperate beds I feel so close to you Knowing that there is more Open your heart to me For I am knocking on your door You have opened my eyes With thoughts of passion and desire Hoping for a new begining That will burn like an everlasting fire Our lives have crossed paths For one reason or another I aim to make the most of it And spoil you like no other

Darth In The News...and May Is Here
Good Morning… once again a news headline gets my attention. Although it comes from across the large pond it is still funny to see grown people losing themselves into a character and getting arrested for it. A man posing as Darth Vader attacked a Star Wars fan who had founded a Jedi Church, a court has heard. Arwel Wynne Hughes, 27, from Holyhead, Anglesey, admitted assaulting Barney Jones and Cousin Michael with a metal crutch. They suffered minor injuries. Hughes, who was drunk and dressed in a black bin bag, shouted "Darth Vader!" My first thought was, where Luke Skywalker and the rest of the Rebel Force at? How about sending in Batman or Superman to unmask the Imperial Lord… Wow…way too much drama for one morning note. I see Ms. Hilary was just across the state line in Indiana yesterday and holey smokes Batman… I just find it hard to get out of Character like Arwel did… no worries,… Anyway she Ms. Hilary was campaigning in South Bend and stopped for gas at which time I solut

She Is Not Broken
I don’t know why But I did meet someone I knew I was not to gain sex Not even to gain friendship I met this girl from the worst place But it seem innocent enough Met a bodyguard at the door My dad wasn’t sure to leave me alone The girl in the picture was not her But it was her the same girl her picture she looked so innocent No it was the same girl Her eyes looked so weathered You can see many years in the eyes Body was fragile some of a loss Like the weight of the world Her body worn thin from heavy exercise Weightlifting the world seemed to be her curse Greetings were light and house seemed bigger Too big for just one girl and a bodyguard Many pictures on a piano showing a family Family of beautiful people like keepin with the jones Table setup for two as was expected Bookshelves lined one wall as a decor Fixing of drinks before being seated Non-alcohol for sure but fruity We had little to say to start It was uncomfortable to talk She added

Energy Alert - May 1
I will continue to post these Energy Alerts by Karen Bishop for those who like to read them. Please remember, this is her interpretation/reading of present energetic events! Take them with a grain of salt and see if they feel like truth to you. Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! Greetings! I recently moved into a house which needed a lot of work, but the rent was extremely low, and it was a very unusual find, directly across the road from my newly acquired property. Being that I will be living here while I build a home across the road (or rather a studio above a barn, until I am ready to build my dream home!), and requiring beautiful surroundings around me as they vibrate so much higher, my real estate agent/neighbor/friend/angel and I decided that I should paint the interior of this modest rental home in some awesome colors. What a project it turned out to be. The old paint on the kitchen cupboards was a pretty ghastly and intense color, as was another se

The Virgo Myth
We often identify Virgo with Persephone. She was the daughter of Zeus' sister Demeter (goddess of agriculture and guardian of marriage) and Zeus (making Zeus Persephone's uncle and father). One spring day, Persephone picked flowers and Hades (Zeus' brother, Persephone's uncle, and god of the underworld) espied her from his chariot. Entranced by her beauty, he wished to marry her. He sweet-talked her into his chariot. She hesitated, but when she finally got on, Hades swept her away to his kingdom before she could do anything about it. When Demeter discovered her precious daughter missing, she began a frantic search. She sought her without ceasing, not eating or sleeping. At last she learned Hades had taken her daughter; she went to persuade Hades to give her daughter back, but he would not listen to her. In her grief, she failed in her duties as goddess of agriculture. That year was the most dreadful and cruel ever experienced by humanity. No seed sprang up from the ground. People d

Rotate This World
Rotate This World Rotate this world inside itself for a while Feel the falling stars beneath your feet As they twinkle and burn like moths aflame Then chase Tomorrow back to where it began and start Yesterday all over again Far-gone those conclusions of reality Those shadow flickers on the walls of caves Mandalas instead and wheels within wheels A never-ending, continuing spiral Twisting amongst itself to rise and to fall Chase the White Rabbit wherever you may And listen close to what the flowers say Trust not to what is but to what could be Within that looking-glass world that you see

Wanna Own Me? :-)
I'm up for auction in Heartistic Soul's "A Thing Of Beauty" Mother's Day Auction. Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th. If you do not want to bid, would ya/could ya please rate my pic? Pretty please... :-) There are prizes for the most rates and highest average rating. WHAT I'M OFFERING: 1. Owned By In My Name For A Month 2. Daily Drinks 3. Pimpout In My About Me On My Profile 4. Daily Comment 5. Weekly Pimpout 6. Add To Top Friends 7. Rate Stash During HH 8. 300 11's Per Week During HH 9. Rate Stash And Pics Of 1 Friend During HH 10. Random Bling (As I Have It) No VIP Bids Please, as I already have that. :) If Interested In Owning Me, Please Click On The Pic Below And Bid On Me :) Just A Reminder: I Have The Right To Refuse Any Bid. Happy Bidding :) Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. Much love to you all...Hugssss Please fan, add, and rate Heartistic Soul, The Hostess, And Show Her Lots Of Love For All The Hard

Why No Page Action!!!
Ok Im not on for a few days I go to check my page out no comments no add me's no rates I mean what the fuck!!! Why some people on here get rates n level up quick and not me. Knowone fuckin answers me back in the shout box or leaves their emails or messenger names. I should easily pick up any girl on this site esp where some of live in those white trash fuckin towns!! I got a good enough personality to have many friends on here and yet I dont. But some girls love to hook up with the ugly bastards on here or even FU marry them or some other bullshit. Knowone checks out my mumms or blogs but others they do and yet you dont even live near each other. I happy to be a popular easy going guy where im from and my friends would tell you that so why on here I can get a number nothing what is it you people want I also believe I can get a Fubar wife or GF or even owner like some of u losers need cause you dont got real ones

Time...
Time Remind me when it was the right time, Remind me when it was the right moment, Remind me when it was the right second in time. Tell me when the night stormed and the sky fell, when was it the right time. Tell me when the the blood pulled and the skin dripped, when was it the right time. Tell me when the earth moved and time stood still, when was the right time. Cry to me when the pain was too much to bare, when was the right time. Cry to me as the pleasure given was too much to hold in your head, when was the right time. Cry to me as your eyes turned to darkened glass, when was the right time. Wisper to me that forever never comes, when it is the right time. Wisper to me the truth of all ages and time, when it is the right time. Wisper to me the unspoken words between us, when it is the right time. Come to me and give all, when it is the right time...

You Might Be A Redneck If...
http://www.wlky.com/news/16164898/detail.html Father Kills Son During Turkey Hunt POSTED: 2:45 pm EDT May 5, 2008 UPDATED: 3:27 pm EDT May 5, 2008 OLDHAM COUNTY, Ky. -- A hunter mistook his son for a turkey, shooting the boy to death in what authorities called a terrible accident. Oldham County police said a man and his 14-year-old son were hunting on private property in the 2000 block of Rebel Ridge Road about 7 a.m. Sunday when they got separated. When the father noticed some movement in the woods, he fired a 12-gauge shotgun, accidentally killing his son, police said. Police are withholding names pending family notification. They believe the shooting was only an accident. This incident is the latest in a series of turkey hunt-related shootings in recent weeks. The Minneapolis Star-Tribune reported that an 8-year-old boy was shot to death by his father while they were on a similar hunting trip in Minnesota on April 21. A teen in West Virgina has been cha

Old Timer Sex
Old Timer Sex This is too funny to be dirty - enjoy! The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind the village tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you.' Yes, she says, 'I remember it well.' OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?' Oh Jim, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!' A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As

Makes You Stop And Think....
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, Oh excuse me please was my reply. He said, please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you. We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. Move out of the way, I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, While dealing with a stranger, Common courtesy you use, But the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow, and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, You never saw the tear

Orgasm
Orgasm by LateNiteFantasy© A stolen heart, Lays beneath my kiss. A Hot breath. Barely caught. A gasp. A soft whimper. Deep in your belly. A lava flows in orgasm. It seems to, Go on forever. I control its flow. Its ebb. Its rise again, To a deeper place. Where the soul and heart, Become one white hot nugget. Of passion, love. Blooming! Drenches each heart. Filling your whole being. An exquisite release. Every cell explodes, In this crimson fire. Only to be led, To a new place. Where my soul and heart, Greet thee once again. On this higher plain, And you, forever, belong, Only to me.

Do You Need Help Leveling?
Are you close too leveling and would like some help? We would like too help you get too the next level. Do you have less then 20K to level, have 150 pictures non ripped and over 50 stash? You are required too fan, rate and add all that help. You must be online to get help. Please leave a profile comment with the amount needed to level and we will help you. SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar

Naughty Application
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" (Copy and Paste the entire application in a fu-mail to me. Fill it out and send..) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. How long would we have sex? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would y

Positive....negative
So almost everyone says it's always better to be positive then to be negative. Yeah, maybe it is, though those are people who only have positive things happen to them. I seem to find that if I don't get my hopes up about things, when they don't work out then it doesn't hurt me as much. Sounds stupid I know, but it gets harder and harder to be positive when everything around you just gets crappier and crappier. Once one bad thing happens all it does is snowball and that's exactly what's been going on, so once again how can someone be positive when everything's going wrong????!!!!

More Thoughts
As my mind busies itself with thoughts racing down my arms, to my finger tips and finally the keyboard i realize i am in search of something. with each keystroke I find There is only one problem with this, I feel it is a neverending hunt only because I am not sure what I am looking for. so how will I know when I find it?

Nyha' S Loungue I Am Co-owner Come Join Us
I have reopened my lounge! I haven't really paid much attention to it with everything going on lately! But, I am back! and will definitely pay more attention now! I want to thank my friends that have already joined it! As well as, ask all my other friends to come join me! I will b in there daily from now on! Come hang out, have fun. Share a few drinks! Hope to see you there! I am asking my two fave fu~friends to help me by being co~owners! Check them out! Click each name!

Cease The Shouting
As a woman there are certain advantages to this site. None that come to mind at this moment, but still...you know what I mean. On the other hand, there are just stupid daily encounters that make me wish otherwise. For example, I was minding my own Fu-business when this guy stumbles into my shoutbox. (Names have been changed to protect the innocent) Idiot: are you just a great pair of legs? (Ok, let's stop here. Who asks this? Is it just me or is that just dumb and rude? It's like an assbackwards compliment.) Me: yes. Idiot: there is no face to you Me: i'm still waiting for the bandages to come off from my extreme makeover. Idiot: ok i see so you had to change your looks Me: yeah....well after my reassignment surgery i wanted to be more feminine Idiot: you are a man from the start Me: why, are you into guys or do you just wanna see my new v@g? Idiot: i am the guy not the ones i talk with on here Me: Oh. :| For the record, I was born a woman and still am. Yet,

Another Update
OK GUYS, I KNOW YOU HAVEN'T HEARD FROM ME ABOUT MY HEALTH LATELY. THIS PAST WEDNESDAY (MAY 7TH) I GOT TO GO FIND OUT WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN WHEN I WENT TO THE NEUROLOGIST. WELL THE VISIT WENT WELL TILL THE END OF IT. I FOUND OUT THAT ALL MY TESTS CAME BACK NEGATIVE, AND THAT THE DOC SAID IT WAS PSUDEO-SEIZURES, AND THAT IT WAS STRESS RELATED. NEEDLESS TO SAY I WAS VERY PISSED OFF. HOW COULD A QUACK LIKE HIM SAY THAT ABOUT ME. I HAVE 5 WITNESSES THAT SAY OTHERWISE. SO HE IS SENDING ME TO A SHRINK FOR MY DEPRESSION. WHAT ELSE COULD GO WRONG WITH MY HEALTH...LOL I ALSO FOUND OUT THAT EVERY ONE ON MY MOMS SIDE HAS BI-POLAR AND SO DOES MY SISTER, MY MOM, BUT NOT MY DAD AND IF THE SHRINK SEES THAT I HAVE MANIC DEPRESSION WHICH IS ANOTHER WAY OF SAYIN BIPOLAR TOO, THEN THINGS WILL LOOK UP FOR ME, PLUS IM GOIN TO GET A SECOND OPINION ON WHAT THE NEUROLOGIST SAID. SO I WILL KEEP YOU IN TOUCH. ^5 3333333333333/44444444444444 TO MY DBC FAMILY

My Girl Is Commin Home From Iraq
My cousin Danielle is one of the many brave souls serving in our US Military. She is a Navy girl, and currently on deployment to Iraq. I just found out that SHE'S COMMIN HOME IN A WEEK!!!!!! Im so effin happy.. just thought i would share... Peace!

Selena - I Could Fall In Love
I could lose my heart tonight If you don't turn and walk away 'Cause the way I feel I might Lose control and let you stay 'Cause I could take in my arms And never let go I could fall in love with you I could fall in love with you I can only wonder how Touching you would make me feel But if I take that chance right now Tomorrow will you want me still So I should keep this to myself And never let you know I could fall in love with you I could fall in love with you And I know it's not right And I guess I should try to do what I should do But I could fall in love, fall in love with you I could fall in love with you Siempre estoy sonando en ti Besando mis labios, acariciando mi piel Abrazandome con ansias locas Imaginando que me amas Como yo podia amar a ti. So I should keep this to myself And never let you know I could fall in love with you I could fall in love with you I could fall in love, I could fall in love

Multinationals Make Billions In Profit Out Of Growing Global Food Crisis
Giant agribusinesses are enjoying soaring earnings and profits out of the world food crisis which is driving millions of people towards starvation, The Independent on Sunday can reveal. And speculation is helping to drive the prices of basic foodstuffs out of the reach of the hungry. The prices of wheat, corn and rice have soared over the past year driving the world's poor â€“ who already spend about 80 per cent of their income on food â€“ into hunger and destitution. The World Bank says that 100 million more people are facing severe hunger. Yet some of the world's richest food companies are making record profits. Monsanto last month reported that its net income for the three months up to the end of February this year had more than doubled over the same period in 2007, from $543m (Â£275m) to $1.12bn. Its profits increased from $1.44bn to $2.22bn. Cargill's net earnings soared by 86 per cent from $553m to $1.030bn over the same three months. And Archer Daniels Midland, one of t

New Fu Feature!
New feature! Now in ur bartab u can choose exactly which items u do want to see! and block the ones u dont! I don't mean the just for me, or everything tab either! there is now filter tab next to that one!!! check it out~ profile settings is the location!

Horse
The Horse The horse symbolizes freedom and the power that comes with being free. They pulled the wagon trains across the prairies opening up new frontiers to be explored. Horses helped turn the Lakota and other Native tribes into the powerful mounted warriors and nomads that they became, although taming the horse wasn't easy, as their spirit for freedom was a fire that burned within them. Those with this medicine can be fiercely independent and have little tolerance for anything or anyone that limits their free expression. This characteristic can create challenges in relationships of all kinds, especially co-dependent ones. Those with this totem are teachers to their partners, friends and family showing them how to stand solid within themselves. Individuals who choose to be involved with a horse person do so because the need for self empowerment is strong. They seek the horse and the power it holds rather than the horse seeking them. Because horse medicine people hold th

The ^..^™ Will Be Back!
Those of you who enjoyed my alter sexual ego, ^..^™ aka Chaotic Kittie, will be overjoyed to kno that she will be coming back here really SOON! Within the next month I am planning on: Getting a New Cam Getting an External Harddrive And if this overtime at work keeps up...I am planning on getting me a new laptop/desktop. So beware ^..^™ will be back on the prowl... HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

Happy Mothers Day ~
Wishing all the mothers in Fubar land a Happy Mothers Day. Hope you all have a wonderful day. Peace & Love Dylon, MsMaine and all the DIVA MAFIA LADYS (repost of original by 'Ms.Maine~¢¾ Fu~Wife to BLACKSTAR¢¾{Dylons Wizegal Diva}{DylonsDivaMafia}' on '2008-05-10 11:54:31') (repost of original by 'dylonwhosdylon - Founder & Godfather of Dylon's Divas{ Fu-Owned by Danger}' on '2008-05-10 11:58:31')

Poems
as I sit here in this place, I see so many unkown faces, I become scared, I feel so alone in this crowded Place, (Its so crazy)Why do I feel this way? Just because your gone, will I ever understand? will you ever be there again? I guess I never should have never pushed you away

~ Changes In Life ~
Changes in Life I came across the poem and quote below and could really relate to it. I step into the future Don’t know what’s in store I’ll be walking new pathways Learning more Meeting new faces, Making new friends, The time has come to move on, It’s time to change. It’s hard to leave the things you know and understand And set out on a journey on unfamiliar land It’s hard to leave old friends behind and walk away, But the time has come to move on, it’s time to change. But my friends are a part of me, A part of my personality, Always there to guide me Wherever I happen to be The past leaves its mark on me, And makes me the person I am And the good things go with me When it’s time to change. The seasons turn And the years move on Nothing ever stands still Changing day by day Good wishes go with me And speed me on towards the sun The time has come to move on, It’s time to change. The seasons turn, and the years move on, Nothing ever stands

Rip Amos Michael Crew
City man still critical after shooting Police say event was an accident Staff report The Tribune-Star TERRE HAUTE — A Terre Haute man remained in critical condition Thursday evening in Union Hospital after a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head police believe was accidental. Amos Michael Crew, 19, was taken to Union Hospital after city police responded to a shooting at 1107 N. Ninth St. about 10:23 p.m. Wednesday. Crew underwent surgery Thursday morning, according to police Capt. Kevin Mayes. According to the police incident report, Heather Cook, 19, and Skyra Green, 21, were both in the home at the accident. “As far as we know there was no indication that alcohol was involved,” Mayes said, noting that a revolver was used and the bullet was retrieved during surgery. Police were still investigating the details of the shooting, which Mayes described as accidental. No details were being released on the caliber of the revolver, how many bullets were in it o

Darkness
Darkness had me in shackles but no more :( Go show him some mad love and tell him I sent ya!!! Darkness owned by ^sin^....Promoter@AfterHours@ fubar This pimp-out brought to you by: TinkerbellMN84~Fu-Owned by DJ Beagle, Darkness, & lil slavegrrl

The Sounds Of The Night
the sounds of the night Passions revealed, desires sedated, never once believed, such pleasures awaited. Romance claimed lost, desire now greed, no estatic long nights, just fullfilling a need. But with lingering glances, on satin smooth skin, through the night we languish, in the erotica of skin. A candle lit dinner, alone to test our will, champaine on ice , inhibitions to chill. A fire in the hearth, our only light, yet hold back the urges, as passion fills the night. Caressing your hair, a masage designed to please, your breathing grows soft, a sensual tease. Lips finally meet, so tender and hoping, tounges intertwine, searching not groping. Finger tips trace, from your neck down your spine, awakening nerves the pleasure , devine. Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor, bringing pleasure in the skin they show, no rush no hurry all night, to take it slow. A trail of kisses, the soft backs of knees, bodys aching yearning,

*~sexybitch~*~ Show All Of Them Lotsa Luv
*~SexyBitch~*~ show all of them lotsa luv.Come help me out to win blingy.I'll give away 10k for 100 comments for those who would help me out on this.I wanna win my contest.And need alot of help with it.So can you all come help me out when you have time to.Thank you..Here's the pic link for it.

Miss My Dad!!!
I lost my dad December 30th, and it is so painful and hard to accept. Some days I am ok, but it seems like there it is always there, the heartache. I was raised to beleive, a strong belief in God. But I struggle to accept he is gone. Does anyone know how I feeling or what I am going through. If my faith is so strong why am I stuggling to accept that he is with God now.

I Really Really Dont Like You, And I Wish Someone Would Slap You...with A Semi Truck :d
this is for someone in my life , after 13 years and two beautiful children later.. I finally got the courage to keep him in my past..and not bring him ito my future. Mind you it took the law, a couple bumps and bruses and my loving husband and brother who I dont know where I would be without these two men in my life to keep pushin me to do so. I needed to take charge of my life and not have some low life no good f a human being running it for me. Might be a little to personal for some peoples blood, but it makeme feel better to rant about it.and clear my ever so splitting head. Love, love, love, love, love, love. Woo! You were everything I wanted. You were everything a girl could be. Then you left me brokenhearted, Now you don't mean a thing to me. All I wanted was your Love, love, love, love, love, love. Hate is a strong word, but i really, really, really don't like you. Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you. Brought you around,

I Can Ride A Bike With No Handle Bars...
I can guide a missile from a satellite, from a satellite I can hit a target through a telescope, through a telescope I can end the world in a holocaust, in a holocaust, in a holocaust... Flobots Denver, Colorado hip hop/progressive/classical with something REAL to say. Do yourself the favor of the month and go listen. And then act. Leave your mark. Make the world a better place. Fight for your beliefs.

Tsa Tells Students They're A Security Threat
Source: NY Times WASHINGTON — A German graduate student in oceanography at M.I.T. applied to the Transportation Security Administration for a new ID card allowing him to work around ships and docks. What the student, Wilken-Jon von Appen, received in return was a letter that not only turned him down but added an ominous warning from John M. Busch, a security administration official: “I have determined that you pose a security threat.” Similar letters have gone to 5,000 applicants across the country who have at least initially been turned down for a Transportation Worker Identification Credential, an ID card meant to guard against acts of terrorism, agency officials said Monday. The officials also said they were sorry about the language, which they may change in the future, but had no intention of withdrawing letters already sent. “It’s an unfortunate choice of words in a bureaucratic letter,” said Ellen Howe, a security agency spokeswoman. Ms. Howe and Maurine Fanguy

Ouch!
Yeah, so I decided to wear the new pumps I bought yesterday for work today. And wouldn't you knoow they decide to have a Fire Drill today!!! 22 flights down in heels. My feet are killing me! Its sneakers the rest of the day. No one better give me guff over it. :p

Things Are Looking Up
Hello all, Some more good news for a change, I was FINALLY able to get my cast off yesterday on my arm, and wow does that feel sooooooo much better than before. They have me in a removable splint that he wants me to wear for two more weeks, and slowly start to take it off and gradually start to use my arm/wrist again and occasionally take it off and gently begin to move the wrist around to get the bones moving/joints to loosten up again and see him again next month for final x-rays, unfortunatly I wont have cobra insurance next month but will hopefully have a job by then with benifits so I can get the last exam done to make sure everything is healed up ok but so far he is still amazed at my progress and rest of bones healing up way ahead of what they originally thought. I still have eye doctors appt and plastics/ct scan yet to do this month, the eye dr should be able to determin the progression of the Best's Disease and the CT/Plastic surgeon should be able to determine if my do

I Love To Suck And Swallow
Have you ever got the feeling come over your body that if you dont fill that need you will just explode! Well I have one right now to dress up as sexy and slutty and hang out at the local strip club and suck and swallow every drop of cum from those hot horny guys I know I look hot and will get a full tummy of hot sperm from at least 20 guys ! Dar I go ??

I Never Realized Till Recently
How much I hate my parents. My mother is an overbearing, selfish bitch who'll make everyone's life a fucking pain in the ass just so she doesn't have to get off her own ass. My father is a spineless idiot who presumes everyone just agrees with him and won't hear anything different. How did I recently discover the extent of my hate for them? The old man got Pneumonia and ended up in the hospital for a week, and I actually enjoyed the time that my mother was gone to visit him. Then when he gets home, on an oxygen machine and a walker, my mother pulls up all of the rugs and says everyone has to take their shoes off before they come in. Fantastic, so when I get home from work, with an armload of groceries or something, I have to stand in the back room, put everything down, take off my goddamned shoes, and then proceed inside with not only the groceries but also my fucking shoes in my hands. Why? Because SHE'S TOO FUCKING LAZY TO WASH THE FUCKING FLOOR! Yeah, it's absolute bullsh

I Am Pagan By Selena Fox
I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. · Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved one

5-16-08 44th Entry
I figured I better give a brief update. I had to delay calling surgeon (this time my situation, not problems with doctors) due to some money issues (can't pay co-pays without money ya know). But I did finally call and was supposed to have appointment on the 19th (May). I got a call back to find out that in 06, when all this began, the nutritionist put down I wouldn't be elegible because I smoke and drank. Drank? A few times a year (maybe once a month or so if even that much considering I'll go months on end without touching booze, and usually its wine unless I go to the bar, which is next to never) means I get rejected? OMFG. Needless to say I freaked. I'm so stressed out its making me sick. The smoking I can see, but the drinking? Anywho, I see the nutritionist on the 20th and then can call surgeon's office again, IF she says I am eligible. How ironic is that. 5 doctors and a therapist recommend the suregery and a non doctor could screw my chance up. I am so close to givin

Cracked
hmmm i sit and think with a silly grin wondering what type nut i am again cant be a pecan they don't like to dance and a Hazelnut hasn't a chance thought of a Macadamian its to royal for me not a Nigerian there far from free could i be a walnut so big and strong? nah that one too is wrong getting tired cant seem to see just what type of nut i may be how about a peanut well its kinda of small and the Chestnuts haven't quite my gall coconuts are to big almonds to small can't seem to find my type at all.....wait a thought i think i see i know what type of nut i be i finally figured out what i have lacked the nut i am is CRACKED

Great Friend To Me
come and meet ladee rogue at the lunar eclipz lounge on fubar .com. she is great person and has a great personality and a big heart. anyone that gets to know her will agree with me. there is no one like her. she is a down to earth,sweet,kind, and generous person.

Mysery
the sky the moon the ocean is nothing in compare of the love i feel for you a touch a whisper of your words is all i ever dream of yet i wait and stay to feel the warmth of your touch once more your gone away so far and all i see is the dreams of a life that could have been yet i wait yet i stay the love that's within this body is no longer here its with you always and forever people search for the love we had forever and yet so few get the chance to find one another i am lost yet found alone yet happy in misery yet grateful for to find out what love really is love is so valuable and rare the words i love you are said every day and yet love doesn't reach the heart only the lips of those who think they know it for true love leaves you speechless and taken true love leaves the person unable to say anything : love is so deep and magical a blessing and yet a curse to humankind the very thing that reaches the human soul is love love is a journ

Ten Worst Things To Hear At A Tattoo Parlor
Ten Worst Things to Hear At a Tattoo Parlor 10. "EAGLE? I thought you said BEAGLE." 9. "We're all out of red, so I used pink." 8. "There are 2 o's in Bob, right?' 7. "Sorry, sir, your chest will only hold the little boat." 6. "That call was for you. Hope you meet someone else named Tahiti Sweetie." 5. "Gosh, I hate it when I get the hiccups." 4. "Anything else you want to say? You've got plenty of room back here mam." 3. "I'll bet you can't tell I've never done this before." 2. "The flag's all done and, you know, the folds of fat make a nice waving effect." AND THE .1 WORST THING TO HEAR AT THE TATOO PARLOR IS... "OOPS"

Economy
I can't help but wonder. There are politicians out there who say our economy is doing bad. I don't know about everyone else, but I'm doing good. When I fill up the gas tank, there are plenty others filling up theirs. When I go shopping anywhere, there are plenty of customers. These same politicians want to help the economy. Here are four ways they have mentioned. First is to tax big oil corporations. Does it occur to them that there really is no tax on any corporation? All costs associated with doing business end up getting placed upon the customer. So, if Exxon for example is levied a $100 Million tax for doing business each year, and they sell 10 billion gallons of gas, will this lower their profits? No, gasoline will increase by one cent per gallon. Second is to raise the minimum wage. Once again, let's look at an example. A fast food restaurant is most likely to employ people at or slightly above the minimum wage. On July 24, 2008, the federal minimum wage will incr

Deep Inside Her Love
Deep Inside Her Love by LateNiteFantasy© It was a hot and sexy moment I felt warm between her thighs Soaking deep inside her love As my manhood grew in size I could feel her body quiver As her pussy held me tight I could feel her juices flowing It was hot, and wet, and right And with every throbbing stroke She would purr a sexy moan For she quenched her swelling clit As it slid on my Dark bone It was a steamy love condition For our bodies were on fire And we seem to lose control From the heat of our desire We then changed in our position As I took her from behind Plunging deep inside her nest To a sensuous kind of grind As she arched her sexy spine I took her waist inside my grip She began to spill more juice With every squirm, thrust, and dip The sensation was intense As I felt her gushing stream The excitement made me shout As I filled her with hot cream And when she fell into my arms Our emotions seem to soar For the love that we jus

Life
I'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc: Every second is gone, and those moments will never return I pour my life down the drain, I look at myself in disdain, I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn Some pages of my life are unmarked, So many times I embarked On a journey that lead me right back to the port I thought I could do it all, But I know that I've missed my call- Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short

Korn & Limp Bizkit All In The Family
(KoRn with Fred Durst of Limp Bizkit) Fred: Say what, say what? Say what, say what? Say what, say what? My dick is bigger than yours...My band is bigger than yours. Fred: Too bad I got your beans in my bag (Aha). You stuck up sucker, KoRny mother fucker (oooo). Taking over flows, it's the limp, pimp, Need a (dick) bizkit to save this group from Jon Davis. I'm gonna drop a little East Side skill (ooo), So you best step back, 'cause I'ma kill, I'ma kill. So what you thinking Mr. Raggedy Man, Doing all you can to look like Raggedy Anne. Jonathan: Check you out punk, yes I know you feel it, You look like one of those dancers from the Hanson video (say what, say what), You little faggot ho. Please give me some shit to work with, 'Cause right now I'm all it kid, Suck my dick kid, Like your daddy did. Fred: Who the fuck you think you talkin' to? I'm known for eating whiney little chumps like you (whatever). All up in my face with that "Are you ready?!" When hali

Korn- Freak On A Leash
Freak On A Leash Something takes a part of me. Something lost and never seen. Everytime I start to believe, Something's raped and taken from me... from me. Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light) Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain... in vain. Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes it's my life I can't taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release. (So do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free... is free Chorus Boom na da mmm dum na ema Da boom na da mmm dum na ema GO! So...fight! something on the... dum na ema Fight...some things the

Transformation From Within
As the days go by i feel open to all things, What possibilities lay ahead. i shall face them before me!! No running, No hiding, No Anger or pain!! i am me to be Wild & Free! A transformation within!! As i write i am amazed at what comes before me!! my hands, they type what is inside of me! Feelings, emotions all is well, No hurt, No pain, Something so new!! i don't know how this happened but all is welcome. Amazing as the eye can see!!

Congrats To Fubar's Newest Oracle!
Introducing the NEW Oracle... A heart filled thank you goes out to everyone who helped level me to Oracle. Not only was this a great experience but also a great feeling to know that all my friends helped me tremendously in the process. It just shows that there are WONDERFUL people on this site. And most importantly, the WONDERFUL people that you can call FRIENDS! Thank you again and much LOVE and RESPECT to ALL **Çhµckîîbºº**@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!! Bulletin coded by The Baddest M.I.L.F.®

Dj Mass
COME CHECK OUT DJ MASS AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Dj Tease
COME CHECK OUT DJ TEASE AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Prophecies
original post @ RealitySandwich.com Many prophesies in the indigenous world speak of this time in human history as a period of great transformation. In the medicine tradition of the Inca, legend tells of a great angel who looked into the future and saw that humanity would face an enormous task at the beginning of the 21st century. Extenuating circumstances in an extremely difficult and challenging time would require extraordinary effort to bring about peace and heal the heart of the world. “Who would like to volunteer?” the angel asked. Knowing we could make a difference, we jumped up and said, “Me!” The legend reminds brings to mind a scene in The Lord of the Rings when the dwarf says, “No chance of success, certain death ahead? What are we waiting for!” Of course, our odds are better than those faced by the dwarf, but the problems humanity is facing are huge. It is no longer a matter of global warming or carbon emissions, but the possible collapse of the entire climate system

Crazie Moments
i am left in the heat toes curled moaing for you to save me take me under show me the thunder rock the boat harder harder lost controll slam me once more AWWWW can't breath right there tats the spot go go don't stop

Some Quotes I Like Or Have Said
YOU make your own decisions What will you do when there's no one to fall back on? I won't be there I've learned my lesson He doesn't realize what he's got, I'll be there when he is not if you want change...then change human beings habitually do live according to the assumption that the future will be like the past em·pir·i·cism Pronunciation (m-pîr-szm) n. 1. The view that experience, especially of the senses, is the only source of knowledge "The only source of knowledge is experience"-Albert Einstein "Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around." "Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own." "I remember searching for the perfect words I was hoping you might change your mind" "unlike the moon it is up in the sky it's up there very high b

True Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f*** ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole !" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really

Auction!
COME BID ON ME . YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME ! Gelibean ~~*Promoter @ Cuffs@ fubar CLICK ME !!! YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO! SO WHATCHA WAITING FOR?? Gelibean ~rated 11's during happy hour ~sexy salute (not naked) ~added to my yahoo ~comment every day from me ~keep you shitfaced ~add your name in mine ~any other requests? This bulletin brought to you by: Lonely Old Grizzly Bear@ fubar

~~deleting~~
i just wanted to take this time to say i love my family and close friends.thank you for everything you do. i have noticed here lately that my friends list is getting crazy.people adding me just for points or to send me links to their lounges or what not.so to help me manage my true friends and family i will be deleting people soon.it really shouldn't be a drama issue with a lot of you since we never talk anyways.so no need to be stupid about it.i respect and love all my friends that i have contact with.and thank you to all the ones i have on a daily basis.the only people i will not be deleting are my family ~~the shadow levelers~~.and the ones that are true friends..rawk on guys.i love you all~big hugs~

Let's Level Him Up For His Birthday!!!!
ßËÇKRFÇ1 aka Colin's BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 28TH!!!!! LET'S LEVEL HIM UP AS A PRESENT FROM FUBAR!! :] BLING HIM, RATE HIS STASH & PICS, SHOW HIM THE LOVE HE DESERVES FOR HIS BIRTHDAY! (hint: he might return the favor!) CLICK ANY PICTURE TO GET TO HIS PROFILE!! ßËÇKRFÇ1 ™!SIMPLY THE BEST No1 PLATOON MADE IN SCOTLAND F IRN BRU FREYA MANSLUT SER SECURITY@ fubar PLEASE REPOST & SHARE! This Bulletin Is Brought To You By: ☆Minou Minou☆[Snake Eyes Radio]☆[Club F.A.R.]☆[Club United]☆ (repost of original by '☆Minou Minou☆[Snake Eyes Radio]☆[Club F.A.R.]☆' on '2008-05-25 17:24:08')

Dustys Pimp Out
HERE HE IS LADIES THE ONE YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR WE HERE AT CHAOS& MAYHEM OFFER THIS BOMBER UP FOR ALL TO SEE DUSTY THE WOLF SPIRIT AND YES AT THE MOMENT HE IS SINGEL SO STOP BY AND SHOW HIM LOVE ***CLICK ON PIC BELOW AND SEE FOR YOUR SELF *** ~Dusty the Wolfspirit aka the BigDog-owed by Angelic Kissame & Member of DeamonDragonBombers~@ fubar" BETTER HURRY HE WONT WAIT FOR EVER

Fu-handfasting Oath
Handfasting & Declaration of Intent Know now before you go further, that since your lives have crossed in this life you have formed ties between each other. As you seek to enter this state of matrimony you should strive to make real, the ideals which give meaning to both this ceremony and the institution of marriage. With full awareness, know that within this circle you are not only declaring your intent to be handfasted before your friends and family, but you speak that intent also to your creative higher powers. The promises made today and the ties that are bound here greatly strengthen your union; they will cross the years and lives of each soul's growth. Do you still seek to enter this ceremony? Yes, We Seek to Enter. In times past it was believed that the human soul shared characteristics with all things divine. It is this belief which assigned virtues to the cardinal directions; East, South, West and North. It is in this tradition that a blessing is of

"the Reflecting God"
"The Reflecting God" Your world is an ashtray We burn and coil like cigarettes The more you cry your ashes turn to mud It's the nature of the leeches, the virgin's Feeling cheated You've only spent a second of your life My world is unaffected, there is an exit here I say it is and then it's true, There is a dream inside a dream, I'm wide awake the more I sleep You'll understand when I'm dead I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me Saw heaven and hell were lies When I'm god everyone dies Scar/can you feel my power? Shoot here and the world gets smaller Scar/scar/can you feel my power? One shot and the world gets smaller Let's jump upon the sharp swords And cut away our smiles Without the threat of death There's no reason to live at all My world is unaffected, there is an exit here I say it is and then it's true, There is a dream inside a dream, I'm wide awake the more I sleep You'll understand when I'm dead [Bridge] [Chorus] "Each thing i

Eyes Of The Devil
It irks me when I get burned And I realize, I don't get hurt And always, it seems I've lost my way When I feel you, it's not enough And I need you to shun my touch I notice the season's ripe for change I'm weak I'm weak So with every new lesson learned I could keep you before it turns And the knowledge that things won't be the same Now I realize that you have won And there's nothing to be said or done And I notice the wind won't blow my way So run with the eyes of the devil And keep them in your dreams If you succumb to the lies of the rebel You'll cleanse yourself of me It kills me to watch this fade And I realize it's all charade And every mistake I make's the same I beseech you to let me drown Will it please you to let me down And no one can save me from the pain [x3] So run with the eyes of the devil And keep them in your dreams If you succumb to the lies of the rebel You'll cleanse yourself of me Jesus, save me! (I'm weak) [x5] Jesus, save