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It Just Hit Me...
I just got out of the shower *HUSH PERVS* and it just hit me, my mother is not around anymore. Since passed on 11/02 and I have worked in the medical field forever, it seems, but Every so often it hits me SHE IS REALLY GONE. I took care of her until her last breath but why can't I just move on. Oh well. have a great weekend ALL!

He's The One
I NEED HIM, HE CAME TO ME THAT FIRST GLANCE, HIS EYES STARED INTO MINE THE FIRST GLANCE, IT WAS LIKE A WAVE HAD HIT ME OUT OF THE BLUE, THAT FIRST GLANCE, HE WAS STANDING THERE WITH BLACK COWBOY HAT ON THAT FIRST GLANCE, WITH THOSE DEEP TROPICAL BLUE EYES THAT SMILE I WILL NEVER FORGET, THAT SMILE THAT I NOTICE WHEN HE IS HAPPY TO BE AROUND ME, HIS WARM HANDS ON ME AS WE DANCED THAT FIRST DANCE EVER THAT VOICE, FLOATING THROUGH THE PHONE INTO MY LOVING HEART, I WISH HE COULD SPEAK TO ME FOREVER, AT THE AGE OF 30 I HOPE I AM IN LOVE. EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE IS. AT LEAST I THINK I DO, ALL I KNOW IS I NEED HIM SO DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?

My Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

I Am Tired Of...
bullshit. target. food. being ugly. living here. certain people. celebrities. soda. string cheese. porn. driving. sleeping. not running. school. fighting. myspace. dirty rooms. losing control. being unhappy. having a cerfew. trying to fit in. talking. From now on, I feel like I should change. From now on, I am done trying to please. I'm done.

Men That Wont Let Go! Not Sure I Can Call Him A Man...
Police Briefs Sentinel & Enterprise Article Launched: 04/03/2008 10:00:47 AM EDT Judge: Intimidation in love letters LEOMINSTER -- District Court Judge John J. Curran Jr. set bail at $10,000 Wednesday for an incarcerated Leominster man accused of violating the terms of a restraining order by sending a letter to his ex-girlfriend. Police allege Daniel F. Simmons, 36, sent two letters under a false name from the Worcester County House of Corrections to the woman, in part asking her not to testify against him, according to a report from Officer Michael DeLuca. DeLuca reported the woman turned the letters in upon receiving them. In one of the letters, Simmons allegedly admitted to risking breaking his restraining order by writing the letter, and he laid out four scenarios for the woman, including two asking her not to testify against him in court. "The (district attorney) can’t force you to," he allegedly wrote.

The Empire Of "the City" (world Sup...
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Wow Thank You So Much!!
WOW THAT WAS TOTALLY INSANE THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT HELPED MAKE MY FIRST HH A SUCCESS!!! I AM A LOT CLOSER TO GODMOTHER NOW THANKS TO ALL OF YOU! IT TOOK ME OVER 4 HOURS TO PAY EVERYONE!!! WOW I AM LIKE FUBROKE NOW! LOL THANK YOU AGAIN AND I WILL DO A TY PIMP OUT TO THOSE WHO HELPED ME THE MOST TOMORROW NIGHT WHEN I GET HOME FROM VISITING MY NIECE WHO'S BACK IN THE HOSPITAL, IN ADVANCE IF I MISS ANYONE I AM SORRY THAT WAS SO FAST PACED I MAY HAVE MISSED SOME PEOPLE! XOXOXO ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {FU-OWNED BY MY BFF ~BABS~& Drew & DJ Beagle}

When You Have Sex, Your Body Makes A Promise
Time and time you hear the story. Poor, sweet girl meets guy who seems really crazy about her. They date for an unspecified period of time before finally she decides to have sex with him. In that moment, everything changes. Sex unleashes a torrent of emotions. She’s vulnerable. She’s smitten. She’s ready to plan their future together, and she wants him to feel exactly the same way. And he’s ready to run like hell. So he does, which labels him a "player." He was only out for sex. What a jerk. He knew how hard it was for her to give that part of herself to him and as soon as it was over, the thrill of the chase was over too. Suddenly, he was ready for the next conquest. He’s a jerk...right? I’m here to say something on behalf of men...because if a man wrote this he’d probably be called a "woman hater." So I’ll be the voice. WOMEN...I ask you...do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, the reason he ran wasn’t because he "conquered" you? Maybe YOU are the one who made him run. Ma

Studio 54 - Emo's Unite!
This goes out to all the cry-baby emo's from Studio 54 that want group all Snake Eyes members into a lot and blame and accuse us for everything that goes wrong in their pathetic little world. Well the truth is out! and your real lives which you so proudly poster all over the world wide web are exposing you for the asshats that you really are! GROW UP and get a spine! The 5th ammendment to the constitution guarantees each and every one of us the freedom to speak as we see fit. Everyone can plainly see that you and your allegedly attacked and wounded lounge members take it upon yourselves to verbally bash and oust us as a group, you span your pathetic little spats with individuals on the net to encompass an entire community, you're cowardice never ceases to amaze me. You can't go all over the site making enemies and expect that there will be no recourse. You openly display your disgust for Snake Eyes radio and expect that any fubar member begrudging your lounge or members there-in wou

Leaving Fubar
I cant stand the drama this has built up for me... I am a stress free guy but this damn place in the past 2 yrs has just grown to be a DRAMA SPOT.. I thought "Myspace" was bad. Shit Tom maybe I had more fun with you.. Peace. those that know my emails and im's hit me up.

Had Enough
Milk it for all it's worth, make sure you get there first The apple of your eye, the rotten core inside We are all prisoners, things couldn't get much worse I've had it up to here, you know your end is near You had to have it all, Well have you had enough ? You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve When all is said and done, I will be the one To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind You had to have it all, Well have you had enough ? You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve When all is said and done, I will be the one To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become Oooh... Hold me down (I will live again) Hold me down (I will break it in) Hold me down (no matter in the end) Hold me down

I Want To Be Submissive
I want to be submissive I want to let go of control I want to be tied up I want to be told where to go tell me what to do how to do it when and where tell me that you love me that you hate me that you care make me your whore your slut your slave I want to be submissive I want to let go of control I want to be tied up I want to be told where to go

I've Seen You From Afar
I've seen you from afar, seen you in every star, watched you grow, just like that rose. I see the pain, can't seem to break those chains. You are not in sane. I see you in every flower, wished i had the power. Forever is a mighty long time, can't find the rhyme, but I feel fine. I've seen you from afar, wished upon every star. Just can't get rid of the scars. You're in every dream, but i cant mend the seams. Thought we were a team. So I say goodbye, not even a sigh. I close my eyes, trying not to cry. It was for the best we closed the doors, time for us to soar, had to stop this war. I've seen you from afar. Keep wishing on every star. still can't get rid of the scars. You'll alwaysbe in my heart, only wish we werent so far apart. It's best we closed the doors, now we can say goodbye.

Good Things To Know About Each Other
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up

Self-love Is Only Found In You.
Your erroneous zones is about the errors that people make as they go through their life and try to manage their own emotions. You have control over your own emotions. You are a choice making individual. All of the conditions you find your self in, all of the circumstances of your life, all of the emotional reactions you have to all of the people and all of the events that take place in your life - are really choices. This is very difficult for a lot of people to get because they are raised to believe that: "I can't help the way i feel" or "I have a right to be miserable when someone treats me in a certain way." or "I can't help it. I've always been this way. It's just my nature. It's just the kind of person I am." Or it's because they are Italian, or from New York. Or they grew up in a family that always talked like that and they can't help themselves. These are the kinds of things that we really need to attack and eradicate from your thinking, is that you can't hel

I Am Back!
If anyone remembers Naughty Chic (thats me) I was dating a guy and he stole my account and changed all the information so I could not get it back. So I am asking for any help to get some friends back and eventually my gm status. Any help is greatly appreciated. Thank you so much in advance. Crystal Remember I will be ther for you as well like always.

American Air Cancels More Flights
American Air cancels more flights The MD-80s had already been grounded two weeks ago American Airlines cancelled about 850 flights on Wednesday after it grounded its MD-80 aircraft to conduct extra safety inspections on wiring. The cancellations - more than a third of its schedule - came after almost 500 flights were scrapped on Tuesday. The Federal Aviation Administration (FAA) raised concerns about the wiring inspections two weeks ago. The FAA has been clamping down on safety inspections and several airlines have been forced to ground planes. Southwest, Delta and United have also grounded some of their fleets to carry out inspections. Missed inspections The FAA said that it had checked several American MD-80s and decided that the work carried out two weeks ago did not meet its standards. The airline runs about 2,300 flights a day, more than one third of which use MD-80s, mainly on mid-range flights. The FAA has been tightening up its inspection

My Life
In life (poem) No one wants me, I am trash, All alone in this world, Without the one who is needed, My life is in completed, My heart is left in pieces, Lying all over the ground, I lay there watching all the ones I cared about stepping on my life, I will cry and weep until I can bury the pain, But will it let me be, Will the pain ever go away? Is it my turn to die tonight? All alone and in pain, My life has been up and down, And now I am at my lowest point, Will my pain end tonight?

If Only
A story I read Subject: The Law of the Garbage Truck One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport . We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly. So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!' This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.' He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile , w

If Tomorrow Will Never Come
"If Tomorrow Never Comes" If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our "I love you's",

Blah
I have no idea why but today was just one of those "blah" days. I didn't sleep well, I couldn't take a nap during the day and I was looking at job stuff until my eyes hurt. Fuck it... its bed time. 25 days until my last test...

Let Go And Enjoy
Friday, April 11, 2008 Let go and enjoy Sometimes you can hold so tightly to what you enjoy that you deny yourself the opportunity to enjoy new and different things. You can become so worried about losing something you enjoy that it ceases to be enjoyable. It's important to keep in mind that your sense of enjoyment does not come from anything that's outside of you. The enjoyment you experience comes from you. Certainly you identify that enjoyment with various people, places, things and situations in your world. Yet the reason you know these things as enjoyable is because you choose to enjoy them. When you're willing to let go of what you enjoy, you can actually enjoy it more. When your energy is not consumed by possessiveness or fear, you have more energy available for true enjoyment. Every moment and every experience is precious for what it is. Instead of striving to hold tightly to it, let it come, let it go, and let the next moment bring its own unique treasure. All

~the Magic Of Kindness~helping Bonnie
Thank you to Ben, Lou, Mysta, BobbyBones, The Grinch & FairyGodmother for showing Bonnie some luv yesterday! A nice dent was made in her quest for being a Henchman but she still has 300,000+ to go. She doesn't have much stash, I got it rated in less than an hour. Only has 300+ pics which doesn't take much time either. In 5 minutes we have a long day of Happy Hours & it would be greatly appreciated by Bonnie & myself if you'd spank her today. DJWîččâ~Mgr §ðmê†hïñg Wï¢¢å †hï§ Wå¥ Çðmê§~ mum to wanda, rena, tina, drew , tom & leon@ fubar I offer jello shots to those that come back & tell me you spanked her!!! I know I have awesome friends on my list so let's go show Bonnie the magic of kindness & help her out today! ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

The Tear
It forms itself from within building to a peak until finally it emerges bursting from the eye Yet slowly it rolls down your cheek so all may see its beauty trapped within the globe of liquid many emotions can be heard for this little droplet is much more than it seems it is an expression of raw emotion it is a Tear. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Life, Or Something Like It...
Well, I'm sitting here at Dennis' watching Adam play PS3. We had supper here. Dennis cooked. It's somewhat odd hanging out with him, with my boyfriend. I mean, they get along well, and that part is awesome. It's still just pretty odd... But, I guess it's a cool thing. I mean, it's beneficial to the girls. Everyone gets along... which makes them happy. I know the girls hate seeing everyone fight... so thanks god, we're not all fighting anymore... It's great... but like i said, still pretty odd... So, i got this job. It's awesome! GREAT benefits, great people... great pay... so i love it. Although, Having a job sucks sometimes... Oh, And adam decided to work 3 to 12 for like the next 6 weeks, which means, we wont see each other except on weekends. That part kinda sucks. Well, NO, it really sucks... we got into a huge fight over all of it... I really seriously was on the verge of breaking up with him over the whole ordeal... I was PISSED.... I still am but, I'm starting to just acce

Dream's Of Normal
Flowing dress, Adding to a supernatural aura. Long flowing cloak, covering feminine beauty. Wide Hood, concealing a watchful gaze. Keen senses, Aided by unholy powers. Hidden abilities, Within her agile body. Daughter of a demon, Rejecting her heritage. Haunted by her father, Embracing her humanity. Fighting for the greater good, and her dark self. Wanting nothing more, Than to live as a normal person

Hold That Thought..........
Everyone dreads calling the power company, the phone company, and their internet or cable provider. Cause it's inevitable you'll have to hold before talking to some dink who you will go around in circles with while trying to explain your request. It's amazing, almost magical - right when you need to call, everyone else in the country tries to call them at the same time. Luckily they prepare you by saying "We are experiencing higher than normal call volumes". But really what is normal? It seems that number is actually 0. Therefore anything over 0 calls will fuck up their system....placing me on hold...fuckers.. Jim trying to remember the Chinese symbol for "Infinity" To show they care, companies give you endless confusing menus to fumble through. The phone menu was actually invented in 1981. It wasn't because the touchtone phone was introduced; it was because they realized how much Americans love pressing buttons after the Atari was invented. So they kick you through

Just Something I Wanna Say
I just thought I would do a small vent.. I normal don't say a word. But I've been leaving messages and comments on everyone else profile. And It seems like I get no love in return. It would be nice to get some lovin returned back from time to time... But dang just show some lovin and you may just get it back. How dang hard it is.. Come on if I can do it then I know others can do it too. Lil-Lips

Some People
i just wanted to touch base in regards to a Mumm that was written "Fat Mummers" by Donutralph I will not waste my hate on this person or their total ignorence. I just wanted to say that when I was growing up I was always told that when somene says rude stuff about others, they are usually insecure about themselves. Luke 6:37 Judging Others 37“Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.

Invisible In Your Eyes.
How is it that I remain invisible in your eyes? Ive lit a thousand candles, wished on every star in the sky. How can you take my love when your arms are filled with the past? Your burden is heavy, I know, but it doesn't have to last. Another place, another time Another day, another try Open your eyes, open your heart Live in the dream where we never part How is it that I remain invisible in your eyes? You locked your scarred and shattered heart, Into the ocean threw the key Now there's no one to hold you at night when you cry yourself to sleep. How fiercely blow the winds of change when two souls drift apart. Let the warmth of the sun kiss your face, heal your broken heart. Another day, another night Another tear, another fight A lonely path in the dark Another dream torn apart Another place, another time Search for me and you will find Once invisible, now invincible Distance erased with a single embrace How is it that I remain invisible in your eyes?

'a Southern Belle'
Twinkling stars in a black southern sky breezing swinging moss sway across gulf winds plantation bars wagon rumbling stops, at the Governor's 'Gala.' The Banquet Ball of the Governor's draw 'gayety' gathering for a social paw. A red feathered cloud comes a drift in a crimson formal dress a Scarlett Rose walks in. Gentlemen smiles and polite "How Do's." A scarlett rose in hand, white glove new. She crossed the sea of eye's and grins to the balcony of cool summer winds. Embraced the night as her hands touch the rail inside the roars and cheers trail, inner thoughts of emptiness sails adjusted her breast for better flare. "Champagne Madam" a glass offered from another white gloved hand whiskers twisted long curled strand chuckles from a gigglish charmed southern girl. "I am Jon Claude," heels 'clacking' proudly taking Miss Scarlett in hand lips gentle lay upon willing skin A Scarlett Rose pleasured a grin. His hand's hold long held with finge

A Paris Rose
trois "watching" cloudless day with a soft sun mildew fountains spray their sum big oaks shade a lovers walkway busy streets beeping paved a city stroll thru shops and malls fumar', when she feels the call long legs narrow to heel and toe a sexy seductress, a Paris Rose around the fountain of dolphins and gods The Lady of Fashion saw something odd a Man and a woman in a heated kiss a Paris Rose stopped to watch this man hand's roaming over back and chest openly massaging this woman's breast park bench perched two love birds wings wrapped around one another expressing their love without shame a Perrie' picture to Paris's fame the woman's hand went to his crotch a Paris Rose engrossed in the watch a Lady of Fashion was breast mashin' feeling the lovers, loving passion short black and sassy hair fingers answering desires dare in the city of lovers exposed "watching" was a Paris rose the woman kneaded his demanding loin he fingered upon her

Amarillo Rose: Part Two
Amarillo Rose: part two "The Abrasive one" Sierra horizon rides over weary brim and shoulders renewed by a yearning past canyon boulders shack of mud and rustic timber the red candle glowed dimmer an abrasive facial full moon glow unsaddled lanky and slender boot dust shaken knocks leg to leg his chaps rocked opening door shimmered curls and locks Lady Laura in a gown and smock two bit dive offering caught wild eyes rise rising sliver of a candle's smoke revealing dark undressed thighs haste in grip of a thirsty man wicked grin and growing surprise bed bounced thrown snickers mixed with moans Driving stampede of Raging Bull hung in picture tilted above head board pounded wall light 'stop' whimpers not heard at all scratchy chin laps biting growl of a dog like swimming in a muddy bog clamy, Lady Laura, water logged a half slapped smile energized for prarie miles hat strung low red candles new glow marisma dust of a trail steed door

Amarillo Rose: Part Five
Amarillo Rose: part five "The Dwelling" swinging summer sun front porch rocking perch brushing long wet hair recalling romantic days dossy do and around they go gentlemen to gentleman wild weed flowers offerings bold and the one, her heart was stole Tall dark and handsome grin banderlero from the river of sin back when she was pretty and thin rocking to wistful thinking Thunder hearts clashed when she heard his laugh his promises to Senorita Salena warm heart chilled in the chest of lady laura lonely night's spurs was when the candle soon burn income was the cumming horsemen that were running Taunts of her thoughts as she rocked and rocked unfertile dust in the land of the rock dried up rose bush 'smirck' brushing her long and speckled gray hair survivals harsh raunching dare slight corner smile another rider rides across the mile quick witted grin "Oh, your back again," four feet shuffle across the threshold of Lady Laura

Please Help This Diva...
This diva only needs 23,000 points to level up. Please help this wonderful diva become an Assassin...... Thanks MsMaine Whispers...Make my Soul sing... ~ ~~MEMBER OF DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~~~@ fubar

Perfect Day For Both Woman And Men
A Woman's Perfect Day 8:15 Wake up to hugs and kisses 8:30 Weigh-in 5 lbs lighter than yesterday 8:45 Breakfast in bed-freshly squeezed orange juice and croissants; open presents-expensive jewelry chosen by thoughtful partner 9:15 Soothing hot bath with frangipani bath oil 10:00 Light work-out at club with sexy, funny personal trainer 10:30 Facial, manicure, makeup application, shampoo, condition, blow wave 12:00 Lunch with best friend at fashionable outdoor café 12:45 Catch sight of partner's ex and notice that she has gained 22lbs 1:00 Shopping with friends: unlimited credit 3:00 Nap 4:00 Three dozen roses delivered by florist; card is from secret admirer 4:15 Massage from strong but gentle hunk-says he rarely gets to work on such a perfect body 5:30 Choose outfit from expensive designer wardrobe 7:30 Candlelit dinner for two followed by dancing, with compliments received from other diners/dancers 10:00 Hot shower- alone 1

Move Forward Anyway.......thursday, April 17, 2008
You may not get it right on the first attempt. Do it anyway, and you'll soon figure it out. People are likely to come up with all sorts of reasons why it will never work. Work on it anyway, and commit yourself to handling each challenge as it comes. Something unexpected will probably happen, in your life, in your industry, or in the world at large, that will cause many of your assumptions to be incorrect. Move forward anyway, because you are perfectly capable of adjusting to changing conditions. It's possible that you won't get the results you expected. Learn from the results you do get, and with your newfound knowledge you'll discover ways to achieve even better results than you first expected. There is no good reason to deny yourself the opportunity to accomplish whatever you choose to accomplish. Life is about making a difference, and you will never run out of ways to do that. Whatever has happened, whatever they say, whatever the state of the weather or the economy may

Bully Aj Club Voodoo
DJ TIGRESS AKA AJ IS COMING FOR YOU LIVE IN CLUB VOODOO CLICK IMAGE TO ENTER DJ TIGRESS aka AJ .. IS ON AIR IN CLUB VOODOO>>> DONT LET HER FOOL YA... SHE AS SWEET AS A KITTEN!!!!!... JUST WATCH HER CLAWZ!!!!!!!!! DJ TIGRESS AKA AJ IS COMING FOR YOU LIVE IN CLUB VOODOO CLICK IMAGE TO ENTER DJ TIGRESS aka AJ .. IS ON AIR

What's In A Name?
AAAAAHHHHH!!! I swear- I get so tired of whiney guys who get all butt-hurt online because you won't give them your real name. Why the hell do they care so much? Then they get all indignant because they told you their name (even thought you didn't ask for it.....)Next, they try to guilt trip you with lines like "you think I'm one of those bad people :( " or "I guess you don't want to talk to me :( " Ok...seriously...what kind of freakin logic is that? I tell you that it's my policy to not give out personal info like my name online and therefore we can't chat? Are you people actually like this in chat rooms or just on IM services??? Ugh....ok, I'm done with my rant

Plants "thrive" On Moon Rock Diet
Plants 'thrive' on Moon rock diet By Richard Black Environment correspondent, BBC News website, Vienna Growing plants in space will be far from easy More details Scientists with the European Space Agency (Esa) say the day when flowers bloom on the Moon has come closer. An Esa-linked team has shown that marigolds can grow in crushed rock very like the lunar surface, with no need for plant food. Some see growing plants on the Moon as a step towards human habitation. But the concept is not an official aim of Esa, and one of the agency's senior officials has dismissed the idea as "science fiction". The new research was presented at the European Geosciences Union (EGU) meeting in Vienna, the largest annual European gathering of scientists studying the Earth, its climate and its neighbours in space. Bernard Foing, a senior scientist with the European Space Research and Technology Centre (Estec) in the Netherlands, believes growing plants on the Moon would be a

Don't Piss Off The Garbage Man!
We've got no context on this set of pictures, but whatever the owner of that VW Golf did, it must have been a fair to middling level of piss off the garbage man offense. Let's be honest here, boxing the car in with a set of dumpsters is probably the tamest thing a garbage man can do as revenge. We're imagining everything from a nights worth of Indian restaurant leftovers parked on top of the car to the remnants of a stomach flu out break at the daycare in the front seat. While this is amusing, we think the owner should probably reform their ways before something much, much worse happens. The Garbage Mans Vengence

'the White House Mess' By Christopher Buckley
'The Washington Mess' by Christopher Buckley is hilarious. I found myself giggling, chuckling, and several times outright laughing as I read it. If you liked West Wing, I can't recommend this book highly enough. The only way I can describe it is as a hybrid mating of West Wing and well, pick any of the funnier sitcoms of the last half-century. It opens with a Democratic president-elect arriving at the White House to escort President Reagan to the Inauguration ceremonies. Reagan is still in his pajamas and refuses to leave the White House (until spring!! lmfao!!!) From that humorous beginning, the story covers the rest of the four year term from the point of view of the Deputy Chief of Staff. A mild mannered Walter Mitty type named Herbert Wadlough. Buckley is a wonderful storyteller. This story was originally published in 1986, before Reagan left office, and Buckley's analysis of the years that would become Clinton's is amazingly prescient (remember Roger Clinton? LOL). Check

I'm The One You Love To Hate
You hate me because you don’t know me, you look at me like a monster, what are you waiting for kill me you weak little bastard. You hate me for being a strong mother fucking asshole, I hate you because you are weak and you let others trample on you. You sit there on your high horse and act as if nothing bad will ever happen to you, guess what mother fucker it’s about time you looked in a mirror and realized that you are dead mother fucker. I say and do the things you wish you had the balls to do bitch; I sit and think about ways to make your life a miserable hell. You sit and think about ways to make more money, you love to hate me you self righteous whore. You cringe when I curse, you cringe when I talk about death accept it you whore its part of life like living and dying it all comes to pass you just have to accept it. Walk away from me, turn your back on me, even though you never can because mother fucker I am you. I’m the person you wish you were, the one that doesn’t give

Face Without Sin
Her eyes from a Goddess, And a face without sin. Somehow heaven came to earth, When her life began. I don't believe she knows, She floats on air as she walks. Her voice so sweet so soft, So angelic even when she talks. God has given us another, An angel of his to walk this land. Each day I will thank him again, For when our friendship had began.

The Inner Me
The Inner me cry's out to be heard yurn's to be delt with will be here to stay The Inner Me will come to play will come to dream will come to make it's own The Inner Me won't stop until it gets what it wants won't stop until it is recognized won't stop, to stop The Inner Me is here to stay is here to say to its soul mate I will not be denied is here because it is Me! The Inner Me

The Real Red Dradon Lounge's First Dj Auction
THE 1ST REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE DJ AUCTION JUST CLICK ON THE DJ'S PIC AND GO SEE THEIR BLOG FOR WHAT YOUR BIDDING ON DJ'S FOR AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWS: DJ Chinky DJ Sinz DJ BG DJ Playin DJ Barbie DJ Sweet DJ Dede DJ Lost DJ Chuggy DJ Angel DJ Dragonman

All My Life
All my life I’ve been searching for something Something never comes, never leads to nothing Nothing satisfies, but I’m getting close Closer to the prize at the end of the road All night long I dream of the day When it comes around and it’s taken away Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most Feel it come to life when I see your ghost Calm down, don’t you resist You’ve such a delicate wrist And if I give it a twist Something to hold when I lose my grip Will I find something in there? To give me just what I need Another reason to bleed One by one hidden up my sleeve x2 Hey don’t let it go to waste I love it but I hate the taste Weight, keep pinning me down) x2 Will I find a believer? Another one who believes Another one to deceive Over and over down on my knees If I get any closer And if you open up wide And if you let me inside On and on I got nothing to hide x2 Hey don’t let it go to waste I love it but I hate the taste Weight, keep pinn

Traffic Stop
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her vehicle. Older woman

Pls Read My Blog...
CHERISH **DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUS THIS IS ONLY THE NET ** I HAVE NO BOUNDARIES HERE** LMAO@ fubar..THIS PROFILE IS NOT MINE...ITS A FAKE!!!!BLOCKED HIM...Crazy Prophet (Personal and Photography page)@ fubar---THE ONE WHO MADE THE FAKE PROFILE!!!HES A CHICKEN FUCKER OLD DUDE!!!UN EDUCATED BASTARD!!

Back From The Dead
I have been gone for a bit. To anyone that gives a damn I checked myself into rehab. I am now clean and sober. My thinking is clearer and my attitude problem has gotten worse. I understand lots of men tried to move in on my fubar wife when I was away. Sorry, but you small little men are going to get a wake up call. Anyone that made a move on her will be blocked. To any man that tries to make a move on her from this point on, you will get a visit from me and then blocked. I am tired of small dicked little boys thinking they can pull shit behind my back.

The Only Constant Is Change
First we are explicable where we are Chaste and burned we are comfortably loveless In a trillion years The stars will no longer shine We will remain. Get it right or come back again Make it clear Integrate this love and fear Still hopelessly hopeful Wounded child seeking wonderful As closed as I am Born a craftsman of shifting sands What lies I learned Lessened my ability to be present My love will never change Though we've ruined everything The stars still conspire for us Until our final breaths The only constant is change

How Microsoft Is Fighting A War On 3 Fronts
Saturday, March 8, 2008 at 8:56 PM PT mix08.pngMicrosoft is fighting a war — one in which it’s being attacked on three sides. Cut through the flurry of announcements out of its Mix conference this week and what emerges is the Redmond giant’s three-pronged defense strategy: consumer, enterprise and developer. Only by understanding the battles Microsoft is fighting does it become clear where the company is headed. So we’ve broken it out for you here. The consumer attack The front: Desktops, handsets and consoles. Flanked by Apple’s cooler desktops and devices, Google’s insight into users, and the Nintendo/Sony console world, Microsoft is struggling. Windows Mobile isn’t a consumer handset like the iPhone. Live hasn’t really taken off. Vista flopped, with the company embroiled in claims that it overstated the number of machines on which it would run. And the Xbox, despite its success, has an alarmingly high recall rate. Perhaps most frighteningly, it’s becoming clear that when it

Job Description
Girlfriend Application Job Opening in Office of External Affairs Job Title: Girlfriend Reports to: President (gratefulguy75) Job Description and Responsibilities: As Girlfriend, you will be expected to communicate with and partake in activities with gratefulguy75 on a regular basis. Qualifications: The ideal candidate for this position is an independent, attractive female residing in the eastern Iowa area (outside of area will be considered on a case by case basis) with sex experience and no sexually transmitted diseases. The abilities to prepare food, play an instrument (voice counts as an instrument), and legally purchase alcohol (meaning you are able to go out) are strongly desired. Compensation: This is an unpaid position but offers a great opportunity for anyone looking to gain experience in a relationship with a man of rising importance with established social significance or for anyone looking to add to their resume. Benefits package includes frequent interesting

Sbradio - Promotion Contest
Heres the Deal - Promo Contest Starts Now Until Friday at 8 PM CST. EVERYONE IS ELIGBLE WITH EXCEPTION OF MY BLOCKED LIST AND BANNED MEMBERS Heres the deal link or invite as many people as you can to Snake Bite Radio Lounge have them send a message to me that you sent them THEY MUST HAVE JOINED THE LOUNGE, I will compare them to the members list. Must be a Level 2 Or Higher to count in the promotions contest, If they do not send me an E-Mail that they Joined and Who sent them it WILL NOT COUNT. DO NOT GO INTO OTHER LOUNGES TO LINK PEOPLE. Acceptable methods POST BLOGS / BULLITENS / FU MAIL / SB LINK / COMMENT DROPS have the decency to at least rate them when Promoting it will get their attention more if you do something for them. PRIZE IS A 15 OZ SNAKE BITE RADIO COFFEE MUG. Good Luck!!! P.S I will try to keep an updated Tally here on this blog

Please Help
http://casa.volunteermatch.org/directory/ you can go here and put in your zip code and become a casa volenteer. CASA is a place where we can go be a volenteer to help abused children be their voice. no experience necessary they will train you. After watching a dr phil show about the lost children of the Texas compound i will do my best to se what i can do. thanks for reading and doing what you can in your area.

There's A Little Known Rule...
It's called "Keeping to the Right" and aids in the ability to efficiently move the flow of traffic while driving in your car, pushing a shopping cart in your local mega store or just plain walking by someone. When you abide by this rule all is good, fair, and just and when you don't, well, you just piss me off! For example, just because there are three lanes on the freeway, you are still required to keep to the right unless passing a slower vehicle, thus being the only reason I am in the left lane is to pass your slow ass! It's nothing personal, it's not a game, quit looking defensively in your rearview mirror and move the fuck over...it's called impedeing, now your ass deserves a ticket! If only there were tickets for daydreaming shoppers mindlessly meandering through the store isles, when the only reason I'm in there is to get a gallon of milk. These people prefer you go around them as if in a maze because they're not there to appease you, their addiction to shop is driv

Social Experiment
So, I'm trying this experiment with a less than attractive new default. I want to see if guys will continue to hit on me if they think I look like this. I'm guessing that I'll have to deal with a lot fewer pervs, but, who knows. And no, this was just kind of a spur of the moment thing, so it's not really well thought out or anything.

Does Love Really Exsist Anymore?
I find myself wondering these days if love really exists anymore. I thought it did once, now I'm not so sure. I gave my heart to someone very special once, and no matter how hard I try, I can't get it back from him. He has moved on to someone else, but still has the key to my heart. After almost a year I still can't get him out of my head and out of my heart. I have tried to move on with someone else, and it just doesn't seem to have worked. I feel so much guilt for someone else having fallen in love with me, when I am still so much in love with someone that doesn't want me anymore. I am searching for a way to get these feelings of love out of my heart and out of my head, but it just won't leave me alone. Maybe it isn't even love at all, maybe it is just wishful thinking that there really is such a thing called love.

Mother's Day Poem
Mothers are the greatest in the world they birth us and feed us they help us to grow they teach us what they feel we should know then the time comes to let us go they pray what we've learned over the years will stay in our hearts in spite of our peers they'll always be there no matter what the problem whether it be large or whether it be small a mother's love knows no boundaries at all a nother and a child from the time of birth have a bond that won't break while here on earth the love for her child won't ever grow cold even when both are wrinkled and old that's why I say to you on this Mother's Day You're the greatest in the world your son... DJ

I Think The World Of You .
This has to be the hardest thing , Ill ever have to do , To watch Leave knowing this is true , To have to stand face to face , With this week past , Scared youll give up , Before we ever make it back , We keep trudging down the same old path , I can't find a ground to stand , I keep thinking when Im looking back , Somehow youll catch me before I land , You know I think the world of you , But Ill admit Im a little scared this time , Tomorrow may be the first day , I give up , the rest of my life . I watch the sunlight kiss your face , As if reminding me , What today might bring , I barely made it through last night , Let alone Pretend today won't sting , I never thought Of letting myself lose control , But everything about you , Speaks to my soul , Sometimes we can't escape When its true , Life always finds a way of pulling through , So now we stand lost in today , Letting go to hold on , Trying make it through the best w

It's Not Your Fault
It was a cold California, Even in the summer, She was wrapped in a blanket by the pool, There were rapid statements, About life commitments, A sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch, I couldn't bare it. It's not your fault so please stop your crying now, It's not your fault so please stop your crying now, Please stop your crying now, Woah, Woah. There was staring and seclusion, A fine tuned way of motion, A face wrapped for a suitor, The sound of hearts pumping at the same beat, Coming 'round the corner, In almost all directions, A sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch, No, I couldn't bare it. It's not your fault so please stop your crying now, (It's not your fault so please stop your crying now) It's not your fault so please stop your crying now, (It's not your fault so please stop your crying) Now you, wait for, something, to cure this, Well I'm here, under your downpour. No, woah. It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,

Tell Tale Heart
don't tell me what it's like to love someone. a different song for a different girl. and to think i might be wrong. tell tale heart again. words like these won't win these words and hearts. you would come over to talk, we'd act like there is something to say... i've learned that time can heal your wounds. but the reminder of a scar will stay... stay, right here, right by me. stay, the flame has died, down.

"twisted"
"Twisted" When lost in the dark,why close up your eyes? It's not us that you hate,it's yourself you despise. Don't sew yourself shut,or stay locked in a wall. Don't cry and don't whimper, or curl in a ball. I'm not trying to pry or even to meddle. I can see through the lies and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Words feel like whispers,collected by ears. Garbled and twisted,over all of these years. Eyes feel like windows, that bring out the light. Wide open kept closed, no matter hold tight. I'm not trying to pry,or even to meddle. I can see through the lies, and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Build yourself strong, don't give opportunity. Soon anguish and sorrow, will give you immunity. Against all feeling-love kindness and care. To all those around you, is it really that fair? I'm not trying to pry, or even

Time After Time
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, And think of you Turning in circles confusion Is nothing new Flashback to warm nights Almost left behind Suitcase of memories, Time after Sometimes you picture me I'm walking too far ahead You're calling to me, I can't hear What you have said And you say go slow I fall behind The second hand unwinds Chorus: If you're lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time Time after time After your picture fades and darkness has Turned to grey Watching through windows I’m wondering If you’re OK And you say go slow I fall behind The drum beats out of time Chorus: If you're lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time Time after time mmm…time after time

Let It Go
**The words below are more true than anybody can even imagine. Sometimes it is just something we need to go through. Remember it is ok to let it go. Enjoy the read** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in

Say What???
New Rule: Men so old and ignorant that they don't understand the issues should not be allowed to run for President!! This week, senators came three votes short of enacting the Lilly Ledbetter Fair Pay Act. John McSame (oops I mean McCain) who failed to even show up for the vote stated, "The gap between the pay of women and men in this country isn't due to discrimination, women just need more education and training to earn as much as men."

Leave Me Blog Lovin!
You dont think I know you The side you try to hide But have seen the soul of you, For I have looked into your eyes The side you guard so much The side that longs for a gentle touch The side so dark and cold The side that needs a hand to hold I know the tears you cry For I have seen your other side

Mumm Intelligence
you'd think something would be done w/ the mumms. they are supposed to be for gaining information. But the idiots use them to chat in and to make stupid comments if they don't know what to say they bash you. They bash because they are too stupid to know the answer usually. these are some comments on my mumm. it was a real mumm trying to get a real answer. this is what I got. thick skin or not.. what gives these people the right? You never see these people get flagged? Wonder why that is? I think we should be able to flag the commenters lets start grounding them maybe they will think before commenting.. At least its a thought. since we can flag everything else..

F@#$ The Riaa
Single Mother Gets RIAA Suit Dismissed, Sues Them Right Back Now here's something we love to see: Tanya Andersen, a 45-year-old single mother, is taking on the RIAA for their sleazy tactics and appears to be winning. After being sued for piracy and having the case dismissed, she decided to go ahead and sue the RIAA for conspiracy. She argues that the way the RIAA snoops around looking for people to sue is in violation of the law, as is the way they try to extort settlements out of people without going to trial. BusinessWeek has a whole profile of Andersen and her battle against the RIAA, and it's well worth the read. Go check it out; it's not like you've got other stuff to do. http://gizmodo.com/384380/single-mother-gets-riaa-suit-dismissed-sues-them-right-back Click below for the entire story. http://www.businessweek.com/magazine/content/08_18/b4082042959954.htm

Love Is A Theaf
I look around at the world outside and realize Im getting older Those warm arms where I spent passionate nights grow colder The demons that once shyed away from our light now grow bolder And I wonder are you finding comfort on someone elses shoulder Your eyes still haunt me I can see them staring back Your breath upon my skin and the subtle way you tease All leaves me wondering where it was we went of track Cursing at the sky from upon these defeated knees The pain flows over me like a symphony of deceit It hurts me so I cannot breathe then comforts me to its breast But it is a song that I know the composer will not complete And I will just have to sway and dance and give up my best Surrounded by maybes and what might be But in the end what can you hold onto to share The darkness is really all that you can see At what point do you finally start not to care It was a thursday when you took our love away And Ive never faced another day the same I rethink all thos

Darkness
holding the darkness close.. for im hiding from the light.. un able to to feel ..unable to think trapped in a prison of hate.. wanting a freedom..that has yet to come.. tears fall. hearts break..souls die was the love we had just another lie...

You Should Know.
My smiles reflect the love you give and continue to give me. My laughter carries all the joy you have shared with me. The sparkle in my eyes shines brighter with the thought of you in my life. I dream and dance and sing and love and share and learn and grow better because you are a part of my soul. When I think of how much I love you . . . . well you have not asked but the following is how you make me feel. This is not love in the meadows . . . it is love wherever, whatever, whenever. I feel like taking deeper breaths and trying to taste the air to make sure what I have is real. I feel like tossing my head back and laughing until I think I no longer can . . . and then doing it again. I feel like I was given a gift no one else in the world has . . . and although I want to share it . . . I want to keep it to myself even more. I feel like I would surely be dancing instead of walking should others not think me crazy. I feel safe in your arms . . . untouchable really. I feel

Love
When you find true love, how do you know its true? How do you know your not dreaming? How do you know they feel the same when they say it? Should you just believe them or wonder? I believe I have found the one for me. Now keeping them with me is the hard part. I get to be myself, I do me. I don’t have to pretend I’m someone else. And I don’t have to be afraid. I don’t have to worry about them getting pissed at the littlest thing. When you find true love, you smile and blush everytime your around them or talking to them or just getting a message from them telling you "Have a good day". You get butterflies in the pit of your stomach just thinking of them. So I believe when you find true love you know it and you would go to any extent to help them and to keep them happy.

Today... Finally Here
I know when i say this some of you will laugh; but today is the day i meet my other half. Maitre doux's heart sings to my heart; & if one believes as i do in such a thing, then i have found my soul mate and from HIM never will i part; O/our hearts beat as one.... with my long lost love, for me new life has begun! **************************************************** i am eagerly awaiting 3 o'clock my LOVE.... i cannot wait to be able to reach out and feel YOU there as W/we gaze into each other's eyes...to be able to breathe YOU in....for O/our lips to enjoy each other's taste...for the warmth of YOUR breath on my neck....mmmmmmm W/we have been waiting so long for this moment in time. i adore YOU MAITRE doux...YOU are my everything.

Rebates Might Be Too Little Too Late
Economists question whether $110 billion in tax rebates will provide stimulus needed to hold-off recession and restart growth. NEW YORK (CNNMoney.com) -- Tax rebates are starting to arrive in bank accounts. But many economists doubt that they will keep the economy from recession. The stimulus package, passed with overwhelming bipartisan support earlier this year, will give rebates to about 130 million Americans, costing the U.S. Treasury more than $110 billion. Married taxpayers earning $150,000 or less will get up to $1200 while single taxpayers earning $75,000 will receive up to $600. But since the measure passed Congress, there have been growing signs that the U.S. economy has already fallen into recession. "This is will not avert a recession, because it is too late," said Lakshman Achuthan, the managing director of the Economic Cycle Research Institute. "For this to have kept us out of what was an avoidable recession, it needed to happen a couple of months ago, in Janua

Hello Everyone (friends - Club F.a.r.)
Wanted to say hello to my best fu-friends. :) Thank you all for being so great and keepin' me loaded on the drinks and gifts. I haven't forgotten. :) Also, to Club F.A.R. members, I apologize for my slowness in getting to you, but I am without every day computer access for a while. I just wanted to give you all a great big thank you for allowing me to continue to keep up with my club f.a.r. activities. please be patient. :) As for all my friends, F.A.R., and the non-F.A.R. members, I miss you all and hopefully will be back with you all very soon. Have a great day. Hope all is well. :D Brian - A.K.A. Rock-Fu!

Sentimental Me
SENTIMENTAL ME Old and tattered, worn with age, But I savor her thoughts on every page. Her words still raise my senses aloft, Teasing my heart strings feather soft. The mood love conjures of remnants past. Stay like the scent of her memory last. I allow my mind this loving dream, To lose myself in obsessions steam. To retrace the intimate stain of affection, Scripted to love’s bewildered projection. The lines, they flow with delicate ease, She moves like a dart to my insanity. The taste of her passion that lingers on, Echoes through darkness of yesterdays gone. And I can still feel her passionate flames, A conquest of pleasure; this letter remains. Tears descend from my saddened eyes, To splash the flame of solemn goodbyes. In colors of red, yellow and blue; I close this depiction of love from you. Page after page, I watch them go, The ambers burn with incessant glow. Taken away in a radiant flash; Is love’s surrender smoldered to ash.

A Clue
I am weak now having attempted to cry out all feelings and emotions for you: In one breath you make me smile and cry in one phone call you lift my spirits and plunge me into depression Your voice can build up my hopes and shatter my dreams. You leave me wondering, yet disenchanted. How you do it, I'll never know. And that you do it, I'll never breathe a clue. At least not to you.

Save Gas
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq .. Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military.... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country..... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot..... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and

Come Join Us At The Inn
Come join us at the Doo Rock Inn Lounge.............. Iam currently DJing in there now so come by and say hi and let me know what you think about the lounge. Here's the link so that you can come by and enjoy the fun. Tell them that DJ Angel Eyes sent ya.......... Thanks and have a great day!!!!!!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54472

Me.
Here's my pro's and cons. I self reflected and decided to save myself effort, heartache and time. Take it or leave it. This about sums it up, but subject to change. Cons first, If you can handle these while you're reading, then you deserve to know the pros. Cons: 1. I have been CHEATED ON far too many times. The only guys I seem to date start out great but change very quickly. As far as I'm concerned you're all the same until someone cares enough to show me different and prove me wrong. (aka, I have some insecurities at this point) 2. If I'm dating a guy, I believe it is important to tell you what I want, and how I feel. (aka, You might think I bitch a lot) 3. I like to be held, cuddled and show affection...NOT all the time, but enough to make it obvious you care. (aka, You might think I'm too attached) 4. I think MOST girls are flat out vicious and malicious and want what they can't or don't have. I will tell you what they really want and/or do simply because I've been a

In Darkest Night
In Darkest Night In darkest night, I had a dream; I was floating in a region of sighs, Drifting down an ethereal stream And completely free within my dream – Overjoyed by it’s simple theme. For what I beheld before my eyes While lost within that simple dream, Brought forth from me soft, wistful sighs.

What Was Your Life, Worth?
What Was Your Life, Worth? (dedicated to Worth Everett Pritchett...my paternal grandmothers brother who perished in a mine cave-in outside of Walker, Arizona in 1938) What was your life, Worth, when you knew these hills so long ago? What did you know? I have walked the same and seen the same, yet I know it was not. For as a child, what I knew were a few dilapidated shacks and the ghostly remains of what men did. For you, true, the Boom had past, but remnants of it’s glory must still have held. Do you remember the saloons where now only pine trees drink, the rail station or the hotel? Or was that, when you were free, something already relegated to history? Had the ghosts already claimed their own? What was your life, Worth, in those days now long since past, when homespun and gunny-sacks were your only shirts and pants, and your toys were no newer than the trees? I suspect we played many of the same games, (only with different names) and I like to

The Princess Of Uncommon Beauty
The Princess of Uncommon Beauty She was a Princess of uncommon beauty The perfect dream of a teenage Queen She had her heart set upon the stars But her stars refused to be seen There once was a time when she sparkled When she brought her court to their knees And all the boys dreaming to be men Begged her hand in twos and threes Then one day a young man took her Won her hand and won her heart He swore he would always love her Then he tore her world apart She was a Princess of uncommon beauty A Queen in a nightmare dream As she watched her stars fade out And she tried to stifle her scream In a prison of lost hope and lost love In a dungeon unhappy she cried For the Beauty had married the Beast But the fable had all but lied This Princess, her future uncertain Lost herself in everyday life Abused, she made the best of An existence filled with strife She was a Princess of uncommon beauty A Queen of everyday means And each night as the lig

Re: Hillary, The War Chick By Pepe Escobar
RE: Hillary, the war chick By Pepe Escobar ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Nierika Date: 01 May 2008, 01:19 Who won in Pennsylvania?More at http://therealnews. com/c. php?c=080401YTPepe Escobar: Democrats are fighting amongst themselves instead of fighting the Republicans http://atimes. com/atimes/Middle_East/JD26Ak02. htmlApr 26, 2008 THE ROVING EYEHillary, the war chickBy Pepe EscobarPHILADELPHIA - When that phone rings at 3am at the White House, what does a true red-blooded Madam President do? She calls her generals and orders them to "obliterate" Iran. In other words: she orders the killing of 70 million people.It's 10pm right outside Democratic Senator Hillary Clinton's victory rally at the Hyatt in downtown Philadelphia, and Mei-ling Wang is very, very angry. Fervent Hillary and Senator Barack Obama supporters in the streets try to out-shout and out-perform each other after Clinton beat Obama in the Phila

Come Join The Fun @ The Doo Rock Inn
Come by and check out The Doo Rock Inn Lounge and listen to some awesome music and meet some great people. Now hiring various staff members, currently needing greeters. We have rock trivia contests on Saturdays, be sure to come by and test your trivia skills. Hope to see ya there soon...... http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54472 LOUNGE OWNER Poisonflightledr ~ live on the poison airwaves ~@ fubar DJ ~DJ Angel Eyes~( Wife to LeoJ)~DJ in "The Doo Rock Inn Lounge" @Proud Member of the Confeder@ fubar DJ kcar57

In Our Heartbeats
In our heartbeats the rumour of that first moan found an echo; everything pulses, sweats; breath concedes to night's rhythm; slower each turn, air envelops us; this suffocated poem breathes only syllables precise; across the sky, the moon rises echoing our silences

Updates For Saturday 5/3!
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~FU OWNED by MASTER CAINShe needs 1,424,174 points to GodMother. We also have an unofficial giveaway going on at the moment. [ÐJ~WÎññÎë] Needs 10K in comments for a 1 Month VIP. Please drop by and leave comments when ever you can. In doing so you will be helping two members as Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê is hosting the giveaway! If you have any questions feel free to ask myself, Lori, or Scooter for help!

Private Pictures
I am going to open our private pictures to all friends today (May 3,2008)at 1:20 till 1:30 p.m. Central time This will give you a chance to rate and comment on the pics you been wanting to see. All I ask is you please comment and rate on them. In order for us to add more pics we need to rate up or get a VIP. So we are trying the level up way. Pass this blog on to others and beat the clock...

" A Guy With His Own Angel"
With him she will always be, She will cherish every moment for all Eternity.. Her love for him feels so right and so true... She will guide him through the darkest nights, She will be his light for the rest of his life. She will catch him in her wings and comfort him if he ever should fall.. She will softly wipe any tears that may fall from his eye's... She will wrap him in her soft white wings if he is ever sad.. She will her wings around him every day for the rest of his life, And whisper softly the powerful words... I LOVE YOU... Through good and ill she will be there, To say a prayer in mid air, She will take him in her wings, To a place where there love begin's... it is here where there hearts and souls will sing songs of love... It is here where the love will be like two little white Doves.. And there love for each other will be for all Eternity...

His Beauty
The sheer beauty of his visage is so captivating it appalls me because I know his soul and I am its prisoner. His beauty to me, remains not pretty, nor aquiline darkly handsome he is lips so full and ripe for the tasting, I imagine the turn of his nose the olive of skin, lustrious and soft with masculine vitality. I would stare forever in those eyes, limitless, their superficial beauty is unmatched. Lashes long and thick, slanted shapely; cat's eyes they are. Irises like untapped oil the colour deep and dark, alight with wisdom, caustic wit and intelligence fierce. And this, coupled with compelling vulnerability few can fathom, but I can fathom and I am held captive. Soul-tied we are though I cannot touch him, but with his soul do often intertwine. I will always in my heart be his and he in my heart be mine and I fathom the depths, like no other, his beauty, because I know his soul.

Reopening Of Private Folder
We opened our private folder earlier for friends, no one took advantage of the opportunity. We are going to reopen them tonight at: 7:00p.m. - 8:00p.m. central time May 3,2008 This is for friends only... Please rate and comment on them. We are trying to level up to add more pictures. If we start getting our pictures rated NSFW we will close the pictures without notice. Thank you to all those that voted or commented on our mumm

For All I Ever Needed - Original Poem
For All I Ever Needed - I sit sometimes and look at you But you dont know I see. I think about how lucky I am That you have chosen me And every time I touch your hand, and you clasp mine back so tight I know that 's all I needed to get me through the night As days will pass and months are born, And we venture through this life I know that you are there beside me love To strengthen through the strife And months they dies an they give way To the birth of mounting years And there we stand, In future sight Together through the years And so one day when I am old, and wrinkles crease my face And you smile at me as I prepare to see a better place Just hold my hand, my love for me And smile with eyes so blue And I will pass a happy man For All I ever needed was you. ~ Shawn Uptegraph

More Bad News
Well we found out on Thrus that my dad now has prostate cancer...next step is they are waitin to check if its in his bones. I guess God has his plans and all we can do is hope and pray for my dad...thank you for all everyones prayes and concerns it helps. On the other hand a got a good job which I really love and hope to move up quick in this career....Yes I am a Ast Branch Manager for a bank and hopefully in a year I will have my own branch if not move into the corp world...I am so happy about this....anyway ty to all my friends for caring so much. XOXOX Sallie

Inpirations From A Broken Heart
Inpirations From a Broken Heart by LateNiteFantasy© I write so well with a broken heart. I don't know how it ends, But I know how the pain will start. I ache inside 'til the sadness pours And I taste it salty On these lips that miss yours. I finger the buttons on my phone, wishing for you to call But knowing you've left me all alone. I try so hard to turn off my mind and will you out of it and yet, you are so unkind. You're part of all I hold most dear and my heart holds close, I wonder when again my head will be clear. I write so well with a broken heart. I live alone with the ache And the searing pain of being apart.

Hold Me Down
i don't make everyone happy...... but it's ok......(its ok) and its ok...(its ok) I've been through this before it's nothing new (it’s nothing new)..it’s .nothing new (it’s nothing new) chorus: i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im loosing my faith every single time... i try water's on my side dont let me drown.....let me drown don't worry about whatcha done now cause it's ok yeah yeah its a test to see how much you can take....it's nothing new it's nothing new, NOTHING NEW! i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im loosing my faith every single time... i try the water's on my side dont let me drown.....let me drown i am drowning...i am sinking....yeah! i am drowning...i am sinking... why won't someone help me? why won't someone help me? i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im

El Update (graphic Info Warning)
El is drifting in and out of consciousness but it not really coherent. They want to do a second surgery to clean up the amputation a bit and when there is space at the VA hospital he will be transferred there. Two friends and I went to clean up his apt today and make room for volunteers to help move his tons of books and packrat treasures to a storage. It was such a disgusting task that I could barely find something tonight after i got home that I could stand to look at and eat. No one know exactly how many days he was stuck in his bed, all the stuff we had to throw out that were ruining by urine, chinks of his flesh that had fallen off, and doing all this at a snail's pace to not get stuck by his sharps in the pile of stuff from his used insulin needles. We hauled out a lot a trash and a good number of bags of laundry that got divvied up to volunteers to do. We dismantled his bad and disposed of the mattress. People can at least get around now. So I would say the 5 hours were prod

Rapture
There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Happiness Is!!!
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16. Finding a money in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new pa

Nsfw Bs
I remember when this was a site that didnt need to be governed by the content of our photos and our words. The whole site was NSFW! Fuck... if you can get in trouble for looking at work, then why the fuck are you on this site at work anyway. If someone gets in trouble for what they are looking at work why is it the person who posted the contents fault? Shouldnt we promote responsibility at work insteat of punishing those who know better? I say that since this is an adult site, and no one under 18 is supposed to be in here anyway, that we should start commotion about the NSFW restrictions and make it optional, and the users option, not a visiting asshole's. I say play on, Post content that will offend, post content that is sexual, and by all means Fucking swear all you want. FUCK FUCK FUCK. Adults only means dont treat us like fucking children. ~Mayor~

Shit
Well, if it's not one thing it's a fucking other. Seriously... I can not handle all this. The past year dennis has fought and fought to not sign the divorce papers... kept fighting the divorce... he meets some chick online and wants to move her here around my kids (keep in mind i dont know this chick AT ALL) and i'm like, HELLO?!?!? Just 3 weeks ago you were refusing to sign the fucking divorce papers, and acting like some delusional dick like we would eventually get back together... seriously, hasn't been that long ago... although i can't remember his exact words... and didn't want the divorce. Although, yes, I'm thankful as hell he wants the god damn divorce, because at least now I can be free of him. But I am not at all ok with him even discussing moving some chick in with him that i don't know. MY kids live there, too. So fuck that shit. I'm so fucking close to saying fuck this shit and moving me and my kids to oregon. I have dealt with so much shit from him and his fucked up fa

Whatkindofempathareyou??
What Kind of Empath Are You? You scored as a Judge You are a Judge Empath, one who is a "truthsayer". You can tell truth from lies, good from evil. You do not tolerate wrong doing. You are a defender of the good and the innocent. You are kind and merciful but do not play foolish games. (from "The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/) Judge 80% Healer 70% Precog 65% Artist 65% Universal 55% Shaman 55% Traveler 35% Fallen Angel 20%

"my Heart"
My heart is bound to you, I gander at wat I see, If the wish is true, Then we were meant to be. I ponder upon this comfort, Wonder in my thoughts, Are your feelings covert, Could they be tied into knots. My heart searches to bring, In this moment of time, Such emmotions I shall sing, When you're more than a friend of mine. A glimpse of success, Better days from being blue, Graceful ideas are to adress, When it comes from me to you. My heart feels no regret, From the things I say, I hope you dont forget, WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME TODAY... Copy written date... March 2001 Writeen by Dawn

Important Message
THINGS TO THINK ABOUT ! 1. You spend the first two years of their life teaching them to walk and talk. Then you spend the next sixteen telling them to sit down and shut up. 2. Grandchildren are God's reward for not killing your own children. 3. Mothers of teens now know why some animals eat their young. 4. Children seldom misquote you. In fact, they usually repeat word for word what you shouldn't have said 5. The main purpose of holding children's parties is to remind yourself that there are children more awful than your own 6. We childproofed our homes, but they are still getting in. ADVICE FOR THE DAY: Be nice to your kids. They will choose your nursing home one day AND FINALLY: IF YOU HAVE A LOT OF TENSION AND YOU GET A HEADACHE, DO WHAT IT SAYS ON THE ASPIRIN BOTTLE: 'TAKE TWO ASPIRIN' AND 'KEEP AWAY FROM CHILDREN'!!!!!

Everything Is Nothing, Without You...
sum 41 /with me I don't want this moment to ever end Where everythings nothing without you I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you Through it all, I made my mistakes I stumble and fall, but I mean these words I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt Pieces of memories fall to the ground I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go I've come to an end I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies When you don't know what you're looking to find

Poem
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Level Up
If whoever will contact me first and help me level up I will be there slave for a month..... I need to level up fast I want a lounge..... Just leave me a private message I will tell you all the details.............

Fubucks Giveaway Check It Out
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Dog Diary Vs Cat Diary
DOG DIARY 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 PM - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 PM - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 PM - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 PM - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 PM - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 PM - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 PM - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! CAT DIARY Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I

Leveling
Hi, Iam looking for some help to level at least to 15 Iam only at level 10 right now!! I dont know how to make those fancy bulletins i had asked a couple of people to make me a bulletin to help me level but no one did!! So i was just wonder if you read thise bulletin will you at least rate my pictures and i do have stash as well!! i will show the love in return!! Iam not vip!! And i dont have alot of fubucks to giveaway iam just asking for some help to level!! i will return the luv by rating back and friendship!! Queen Bee

I Really Miss You
I think about you all the time. I love that you have made me a part of your life. I know that I mean a lot to you and you really care about my life too. I would not change a thing about you, you're perfect in every way to me. Well maybe I would change one thing. I would love to have you with me more and wake up every morning next to your sexy face. I love the laughs that we share and the passion that we share everytime we are together. I have waited for someone like you to come along and make my dreams come true. I hope that I make all your dreams come true too. No other has been able to touch me as deeply as I have been touched by you. You egnite a fire in me that surpasses even the hottest flame. What you kindle in me is eternal and can never be put out. I love you baby and I always will. I really miss your sweet kisses and your body next to mine. Come back to me soon my love. I crave your touch in the night so badly that sometimes I feel like a can barely stand the hours and minutes

Nau Ratified Under Smoke Screen Of 9/11
Source: Thought Criminal - Michael Vail and Josh Reeves This belief was reflected in the outcomes of nearly all of the 17 elections held in 2006. And it has been the real story of recent years: Not some "Left Turn." Not some populist rejection of markets and trade - but the creation of a new hemispheric consensus that, as our Inter-American Democratic Charter [1] states, "democracy is essential for the social, political, and economic development of the people of the Americas." -Condoleezza Rice The Bush Administration likes to brag that they create their own reality and that when we are focused on that reality they will create new realities. For a very long time in this freedom movement we have done just that, pay attention and analyze the reality that they create for us. After September 11th the majority of us were arguing with each other over theories such as planes or no planes as many had not a clue that our country has been irrevocably altered and our sovereignty has been

The Girls In Our Group For Now
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Friendship Bags...
MAKE A SPECIAL BAG FOR YOUR FRIENDS/LOVED ONES! Marble- To help you to keep rolling or in case you lose one. Sweet and Sour Candy- To help accept and appreciate differences of others. Happy Face- it's contagious Band-Aid- for healing hurt feelings Eraser- reminder that each day begins with a clean slate Lifesaver- to remind you of the many times others need your help and you need theirs Cottonball- cushioned support of friends for the tough roads ahead Rubber Band- reminder to stay flexible Candy Kiss + Hug- we all need them Paper Clip- to hold it all together Candle- reminder to share the light

Embrace Your Vagina
I just realized recently that it has been ten years since I started having sex. That is crazy! I feel like I should have a party for the death of my virginity’s tenth anniversary. Strangely although it has been a whole ten years it has really only been about 2 and a half years since I have really enjoyed sex to the fullest. Not that I didn’t before, it was just more hit and miss especially since I had a weird mental block for the first 7 years of my sexual life that caused my vagina to physically clam up to where it was excruciatingly painful to be penetrated. However now that I am a sexually liberated woman I feel as if there should be a celebration! Also since I just moved into my new place I was really wanting to have a housewarming party to show off the new place and basically fill my place with friends and start creating good memories here. Leslie, let me know when you can be in town next so I can schedule it so you can attend. I kind of want the party to have a theme bu

Looking Into Your Eyes
Looking into Your Eyes by LateNiteFantasy© Looking into the your eyes What do I see? Am I real? Am I just a dream? Am I someone that you need? If I stare into the fire, Do I see a flame that’s strong? If I get lost within a fantasy Will your kiss awaken me? I believe you are my shinning star Am I your guiding light? If I give you my heart for free Will you in turn give yours to me? If I give you my everything, Will your eyes shine from within? I know I’m in love with you Are you in love with me? If we walked under a different sun Would our lives together have begun? If every drop of rain fell from the sky Would our love die? We’ll stay afloat ‘cause I believe in you And my love you believe in me.

Coworkers
My coworker called me a bossy asshole, but that he can't refuse me anythin cause he has a thing for Russian women. I hate to take advantage of that, but sooo tempted We exchanged yahoo names so he can add me, but he better not try anythin, grr

I Want To Be In Love Again
I don't know how to say this i want to be love again. I want to hold someone close to me and do thing for them. I guess I keep looking for that right woman for me. I did have amesome girlfriend that made me laugh and happy with when we hang out I miss that things to do with someone. I would do anything still for you. You are a awesome best friend I have and still care about you. I am very lonely at my place no to hang out with anymore.

In Law's
Well...jason's been gone two months officially TODAY...and not once today has his wife mentioned his death as being a loss..or even mentioned at all..she's been more concerned about texting profanity to those she dislikes...she's also been busy leaving myspace comments on other guy's profiles about how she's in love with them, how she'd be lost without them ..and how if their dick was as big as their mouth she'd be interested...W T F kind of person loses the so called " love of her life "..and moves on in a matter of months..UNLESS..she had already moved on long before the death..she called me in november to tell me how much she hated jason and how she was going to leave him and that she couldn't wait till her divorce was final...all the crap he did to her..and that she wanted to have chuck and i meet the kids, and wanted to prove to us..yes..US..that she is a positive person, *though at the drop of a hat she'll be the first to comment on my dress size* what a good person and mother s

Re: Feds Accuse Student Of Terror For Talking About Constitution
RE: Feds Accuse Student Of Terror For Talking About Constitution ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 May 2008, 20:34 Feds Accuse Student Of "Terror and Espionage" For Talking About Constitution A student of a large bible college in east Texas was accused by federal agents of committing an "act of terror and espionage" after he gave a talk to a group of Boy Scouts in which he encouraged them to educate themselves about the U.S. constitution. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051208_feds_accuse. htm

I Wish A President Would Say This
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to thos

Sad Me (don't Read If You Don't Want To Read A Pity Party)
I have no female friends. At all. I have no friends in person. Yes I am a big fucking loser. Haters please don't make me feel worse. I was prescribed Morphine and it has depressed me. I wish that I had someone to talk to about sex, life, sports ect. Or just vent to when I have had a shitty day. People just do not like me! I want to have a conversation with somebody that isn't looking at my chest or picking me apart looking for flaws. I will let you guess which one of those is male and which one is female lol. Not all females do that because most women are better looking than me. I have found one male friend on here and he is a FANTASTIC friend, you know who you are hun :) (I miss talking to you BTW) but I just wish he was closer to me. Ohio is a long ways away. :) I am just lonely I guess. If you have actually read this much then I am amazed. Pity party over.

I Am Beyond Depressed
I have gone beyond depression. Does anyone know how it feels to go from talking to someone on a daily basis to never hearing from them again. They never write back or respond to your emails, lettters, ect ect? Especially when you have no idea what you have done wrong to make them stop talking to you. I wish it didn't hurt so much but damn it does. I can only say that 2 people honestly understood my issues, but even they have done mime on me. I am lonley and have no one to talk to anymore. If I am not willing to cam or take nude photos no one is interesting in chatting. If you say to me I need to get out more then you never knew me at all.

Help Pop My Hh Cherry!!!
OH YEA! WHO WANTS TO BE THE ONE TO HELP POP GATOR'S CHERRY?!? HER HH CHERRY THAT IS..... GATOR SWEET-E IS IN A CONTEST TO WIN A HAPPY HOUR! SO PLS DROP THOSE COMMENTS LIKE AN ATOM BOMB! THE REWARD...I ASSURE YOU...WILL BE GREAT! SIMPLY CLICK ON GATOR'S PIC TO COMMENCE THE BOMBING! =)

Celtic's Burns Succumbs To Cancer
Celtic's Burns succumbs to cancer Burns had been receiving treatment for skin cancer Celtic legend Tommy Burns has died at the age of 51 after losing his long-running battle against cancer. Burns had been undergoing treatment in both Glasgow and France in recent weeks after being diagnosed in March. The former Scotland midfielder was treated for skin cancer in 2006 but it returned earlier this year. Burns played for Celtic from 1974 to 1989, had a spell as manager in the mid-1990s and was the club's first-team coach before being granted leave. A statement from Celtic said: "Tommy, a true Celtic Legend and wonderful man will be sadly missed by us all. Clearly, our thoughts are very much with Tommy's wife Rosemary and his family at this extremely difficult time." R.I.P

Re: Euro 2008 Attack Hype May Be Veiled Neo-con Threat
RE: Euro 2008 Attack Hype May Be Veiled Neo-Con Threat ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 15 May 2008, 15:56 Euro 2008 Attack Hype May Be Veiled Neo-Con Threat Threatening to capsize a $2.1 billion injection into the European economy and making hundreds of thousands of people fear for their lives, authorities and the media today lent credence to an anonymous Internet posting that alleged Al-Qaeda were planning to attack the Euro 2008 soccer tournament. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051508_attack_hype. htm

How's This For Fucking Reality
I AM DONE!!!! I started out in love with someone that at times was wonderful, but now has turned into a fucking bastard. You can only hurt someone so many times before you destroy any feelings they ever fucking had. CONGRATS ASSHAT! You did it. You killed any emotion any feelings of care i had for you. you slowly stomped on it, but today you killed it. Why the fuck should i take your shit? you are not a god you are not perfect and you are far from a decent human being. All the times i watched you turn away from our son, break promises, raise your voice at him when he didn't deserve it i never fucking told you you were a terrible father, WHAT THE FUCK GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO SAY I AM A TERRIBLE MOTHER! i carried him through the house screaming today and your sorry ass just sat there. you never asked if he was ok. you didn't ask what was wrong. i can hardly walk and i am carrying a screaming 3 year old up steps and into the house while you sit there watching fucking tv. H

Venting Time...about Those Who Disappear!
THIS IS PUBLIC ONLY BECAUSE I WANT IT TO BE! Otherwise, it would be in private thoughts or some other diary! If you disappear from someone's life for 9 months, and then reappear, do you have a right to expect the other party to go about as if the previous 9 months, hadn't happened? My opinion says no. Here's what prompts this train of thought. About 9 months ago, I became linked to someone named LP(for reasons of privacy, their full name shall not be used). She lived in Newark, OH. Well...she disappeared out of my life for the last 9 months. According to her...it's because she had to get out of Newark bc of an abusive ex. Well...I don't think I buy this. But here's the thing...she has two children. I doubt anybody is going to pick up their children and move away from their father for no reason. So part of me says she's being truthful. She and I were trying to carry on a not-so-long distance relationship offline. I was even trying to find ways to get her down here to meet my f

Do You Ever Feel This Way?
Do you ever feel like your life is just going no where?Just the same thing everyday(Kinda like the movie Ground Hound Day)Hmm I wonder if one day I will get it right. All I want is to wake up next to someone I love and that loves me,Share some coffee on the front porch in a morning breeze,And kiss them for no reasons at all.Sit together and have some breakfest before we split for our busy days. Then come home from our busy days, enjoy dinner and a shower together or even cuddle up on the couch.And share some of our days events.Listen to each other because we care...Being able to share things with each other no matter what it may be. This is what I want in my life,I want to be happy and in love for all the right reasons.Or I will just be alone..Because no one derserve to be treated or done the way I am, An when my unfinished business is done, I will go my own way,And I will be happy.. Lifes not alway perfect, But you can make it as close to perfect as it can be..This is

All Of Em
Thursday, June 28, 2007 profile song lyrics - rise against Current mood: calm "The Good Left Undone" In fields where nothing grew but weeds, I found a flower at my feet, Bending there in my direction, I wrapped a hand around its stem, I pulled until the roots gave in, Finding now what I've been missing, But I know… So I tell myself, I tell myself it's wrong. There's a point we pass from which we can't return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven't slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down, I'll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. Inside my hands these petals browned, Dried up, fallen to the ground But it was already too late now. I pushed my fingers through the earth, Returned this flower to the dirt, So it can live. I walked away now. But I know… Not a day goes by that I don't feel it's burn. There's a point we pass fro

Pictures
i wondered down a long dark hall lined with pictures of all my falls the pictures played out one by one a drug overdose a police chase and a gun the time i stole and didnt get caught those times in juvvie all for not broken hopes and shattered dreams my insanity continued i started to scream promises broken the times i lied this is my life?or have i died? the pictures stopped and i did as well waiting for charon and my ride to hell i looked up my eyes wide one last picture at my side paints and brushes i did glance i was given a second chance im older now and the hall is long brighter this time as i move along im not done yet but i have learned fast i can paint the future not recover the past

Life Is Hard!
Things arent getting any better at this point. Yesterday I went with Piers to see his daughter, Elizabeth. I had a good time but royally miss her alot. During the travel and all, Piers and I got to talking and I found out some interesting shit. James did everything that he could to break Piers and me up so that I couldnt have a happy life with someone who trully wants to take care of me. But I later on met Bair and well we hit it off and I have found someone that I can deal with that wont stress me out and treat like some piece of meat on the market. Bair has been looking after me and treating me far better than most guys that I have dated in the past, but I do miss Piers and Elizabeth alot. I use to smile and have major fun but that is changed. I found Bair and we both are wanting the smae thing out of life itself. That is to settle down with someone and have a family with that person. So its hard to make the choice as to who to trully be with. I am scared to trust my heart after bein

A Sunday Rant, Cant Fix Stupid!! #3
Read the entire Blog there is a video and more info all the way to the bottom!! Associated Press - May 17, 2008 2:43 PM ET WAYNE, N.J. (AP) - A New Jersey couple, whose son was struck in the chest with a line drive, is planning to sue the maker of a metal baseball bat used in the game. Two years ago, Steven Domalewski was pitching when the ball slammed into his chest and stopped his heart. He was resuscitated but now has brain damage and is severely disabled. The family contends metal baseball bats are inherently unsafe for youth games because the ball comes off them much faster than from wooden bats. The lawsuit will also be filed against Little League Baseball and a sporting goods chain that sold the bat. An attorney says Domalewski will need millions of dollars worth of medical care for the rest of his life. The bat maker says while it sympathizes with Steven and his family, the bat is not to blame for the injury. Copyright 2008 The Associated Press. All rights

Pray For Ozzy And His Son!!
IF ANY OF YOU KNOW OZZY, YOU KNOW WHAT A GREAT FRIEND HE CAN BE. HE HAS LEARNED THAT HIS SON, WHO IS IN THE SPECIAL FORCES, HAS BEEN SHOT IN THE LINE OF FIRE, PROTECTING A LITTLE GIRL. SO FAR THAT IS ALL HE HAS HEARD AND HE NEEDS YOUR PRAYERS NOW. HE IS SICK WITH WORRY AND NEEDS TO KNOW THAT HE HAS FRIENDS THAT CARE ABOUT HIM. KEEP OZZY AND HIS SON IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS PLEASE. SEND HIM SOME LOVE, AND LET HIM KNOW WE CARE! SET ASIDE FOR A MOMENT, ALL THE MADNESS OF FUBAR AND HELP A FRIEND IN NEED, GET THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME OF UNCERTAINTY... Ozzy ( Pray for my son )@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-05-18 23:25:38') (repost of

Hoohoo
True Story from Houston Medical Center A man went to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off from his hoohoo. According to the Nurse attending, the patient & his girl friend had a few drinks then sex. Afterward she found the ring in his pants pocket and she got so mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to slip the ring on his hoohoo while he was asleep. I don't know what's worse: 1) Having your girl friend find out you're married. 2) Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your hoohoo. 3) Or finding out your hoohoo fits through your wedding ring.

Do You?
Do You? Look deep within these eyes of mine Tell me what is it that you see. Do you see all the yesterdays Or do you see what is to be ? Do you hear me calling out In the dead of night. Calling out your name . Begging you to come . Do you feel me as I come To you in the dead of the night? Do you long to feel me ? Do you long to feel me near? Do you long for the touch of my hand ? Do you wish to always beside me stand ? To walk once again with you Under the crystallized sky. To feel our souls unite as one , With the rising and setting of the sun. Is more then I am able to comprehend Wanting oh so much more , your love The love which was destined so long ago. Destined by the Father in heaven above . I have searched for you oh so long , It is almost time , time to begin. Cynthia M Mulligan(St.Louis) Copyright ©2008 Cynthia M Mulligan(St.Louis)

Soul To Soul
Deep in the confines of my room I welcome you into my womb. The taste of your sweet kiss, The tender touch of your hand Brings about my heavenly desire . The longing of my soul More then I am able to control. From thee my strength I draw. Alone alas we must be Until our love is permitted by law Your arms they grab me Hold on to me ever so tight. In spirit only do thee touch Touch my soul, my body Sets my soul on fire , Building in me such a desire. Your kiss I do so miss, The sweet scent of love The love that was destined Destined by Father above . I have been brought back To be with thee. But your love and touch Is what I so lack. The tenderness, of the look In your eyes . Brings about a heavenly sigh. I beseech thee my love ,my heart Build a fire within that can not be put out. Who’s law do you say that keeps us apart. Law of man of law of the Holy One on High. Is it fear that keep thee away? Fear of what is to be .

No Mystery
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am your Woman. I am all Woman.

Re: Gaz Says Farewell To Ultra-sonic
RE: Gaz says farewell to Ultra-Sonic ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Ultra-Sonic Date: 19 May 2008, 21:51 Hi folks,After much consideration I have decided to say goodbye to Pete & Rodger and the rest of the U-S crew.I feel that it's time for me to seek new musical challenges with my drumming & percussion playing, and would like to say a big thanks to everyone that has complimented my contribution to the Ultra-Sonic shows. I would also like to thank Pete & Rodger, our dancers, Lauren & Toni, and anyone else who made some memorable nights that I shall never forget!GazxXx

The Catawba Drink Special
THIS DRINK IS CALLED 'LITTLE BASTARD' INGREDIENTS ARE : CAPTAIN MORGAN Orange Juice Pineapple Juice 7-Up® Soda * Shake ingredients together with ice in a cocktail shaker * Strain into a highball glass filled with ice cubes, fill with 7-up, and serve NOW, DON'T YOU FEEL LIKE A LITTLE BASTARD ? HEHE LMAOO!!

Father Daniel Doherty (mage) - Character Sheet
Character: Father Daniel Doherty Chronicle: Mage: The Awakening Concept: Spiritual Warrior Virtue: Faith Vice: Pride Path: Obrimos Order: None Cabal: None ======================================== Favored Path Attribute: * Resolve MENTAL (05+01 dots @creation) * Intelligence 000 * Wits 00 * Resolve 0000 PHYSICAL (03 dots @creation) * Strength 00 * Deterity 00 * Stamina 00 SOCIAL(04 dots @creation) * Presence 00 * Manipulation 00 * Composure 000 ======================================== Skill Specialties * Academics: Religion * Occult: Angels * Occult: Demons MENTAL (11 dots @creation) * Academics 000 * Computer 0 * Crafts * Investigation 00 * Medicine 0 * Occult 000 * Politics 0 * Science PHYSICAL (04 dots @creation) * Athletics 00 * Brawl 0 * Drive 0 * Firearms * Larceny * Stealth * Survival * Weaponry SOCIAL (07 dots @creation) * Animal Ken * Empathy 0 * Expression 0 * Intimidation 0 * Persuasion 00 * Socialize 0 *

Please Forgive Me...
i am sorry i am how do i tell you that i am sorry if you wont listen i had to tell it was killing me inside holding onto your lie how do i show you that i didn't want you to cry why is this pain from telling him killing me deep down inside it was your secret it was your truth to tell but you wouldn't tell it you wanted to hide it away from him but i couldn't take it i couldn't lie anymore he had to know yet you don't see that you don't know how much pain it was causing me my soul was dying from lying the truth had to come out i am sorry i am sorry please listen to me don't shut me out yet hear my side please i am not done being friends yet your my girl but he is my good friend i know you both i knew that one of you would end up getting hurt if the truth wasn't let out i had to do it i had to tell the lie was hurting me way down deep inside i am sorry i am please forgive me i.. i am sorry

Free Again!
well i finally did it. i finally broke up with my bf of three years, well it would have been if we had stayed together. he was a controlling asshole who was insanely jealous and abusive. much thanks to all my friends and family who helped me muster up enough courage to finally tell him it was over. and even more thanks for helping me stay away, it has been hard. i almost don't know what to do with myself now that i am single again. last time i was really single, i was 16! lmao. now i am almost 20 and free and clear to do whatever i want! well i have one more year to go before i can legally buy booze and stuff. i know i don't want to get into another relationship straightaway, that would be dumb. but i want to have fun! so boys watch out! but hit me up if you want to hang out since i can actually talk to and see guy friends without worrying about what i am going to tell my bf about where i was. yay freedom is so exhilarating! woo hoo! go me!

Attention Seeker! Lol
You Are An Attention Seeker You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are! Are You An Attention Whore? Oh, I'm modest... for the most part. :D

Re: Bilderberg Confirmed: Westfields Marriott In Chantilly
RE: Bilderberg Confirmed: Westfields Marriott In Chantilly ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 May 2008, 12:30 Bilderberg Confirmed: Westfields Marriott In Chantilly June 5-8 Veteran Bilderberg sleuth Jim Tucker has confirmed via three separate sources that the Bilderberg Group will meet this year in Chantilly Virginia at the Westfields Marriott hotel from June 5-8. Tucker told The Alex Jones Show that the earlier story claiming Bilderberg had already met in Athens Greece was a possible ruse to misdirect attention from the real scene of the crime. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/052108_bilderberg_confirmed. htm

Balloons Newest Update
Cum watch as I play with balloons. I blow some up. I even blow one up in my wet pussy. You get to see me all nude throughout the whole set. Cum see balloons, huge round ass, hot wet pussy, big boobs, feet and heels. Make sure you checkout the video that goes with this update. I pop and masturbate with the balloons. lt is a hot and wet video. There is almost 1600 photos with 10 video clips in the members section and 7 videos on SC Videos. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Korn - Love Song
Mother! You’re holding my heart, screaming Motherfucker! They left me broken, bleeding Sod ‘em! The man you loved and left for The son of a bitch! Who tried to show me deaths door Everything's eliminated Everything is dedicated Temporary destroyed my hating To forget what's over-rated Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill More flowers to steal Head adrift for the mortal earth bound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here Attack! Obituaries rain down It's ok! We're lying naked face down What's it like decapitated Can you see me fascinated You're the only thing goddamn it Only debt can be miss-managed Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill More flowers to steal Head adrift for the mortal earth bound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here Don't bring me Daffodils Bring a bouquet of pills See some Duranium Cracked to th

Oh Father
Oh Father - Pastor Troy Oh father come and take me I cant take it no more Always messing up With these dumb fucks So when I hear this song I think about you B/c you fucked me up Now iam so hurt And now i should just leave this life

An Update On Email Scammers
Well, I got 2 more of these fuckin' idiots sending me an email asking me to give them my financial info to "release funds to me." I think I'll try much to get rich quick with the genie in the old lamp that I found while walking along the beach. If you're interested, below I have not only included their messages to me but also their contact info, just in case you're feeling a little evil & want to have some things to say to them. Enjoy. mr andres olev" Hello, I want to ask your attention to receive money on my behalf. The purpose of my contacting you is because I need someone who can receive it for our mutual benefits. On your response, I will send you the full details and more information about myself and the funds. Yours sincerely, Andres Olev "PROF CHARLES SOLUDO" CENTRAL BANK OF NIGERIA OFFICE OF THE GOVERNOR Zaria Street, Off Samuel Akintola Street, Garki 11, Garki-Abuja. Our Ref: FGN/CBN/NIG/05/2008. From The Desk Of

Vagina....ha Ha
found this in the urban dictionary The vagina is a buggy, often catastrophically so, feature of the Female Edition of the Human Being version 1.0. After approximately 13 to 16 years of proper operation, the vagina becomes problematic and starts failing periodically (no pun intended) around once a month. This in turn leads to the corruption (often permanent) of the mental faculties of the host. Whenever this happens, the individual in question is commonly referred to as "a bitch." It is widely expected by pundits and pollsters alike that the vagina will be either entirely removed or fixed by the next release of Homo Sapiens Sapiens. When asked about any current patches to resolve this issue in existing organisms, Evolution clearly stated that it has "no resources available at the moment." In addition, it was widely made known by Nature that the vagina was a design decision "not fully thought-out." As a result, humanity has suffered the devastating consequences, on a roughly

Party
i luv 2 party with my homiez but is it right 2 party almost all time or sumtimez i dunno but tx partys do have sum avantage of it with few or lotta ppl goin even id u stay night with ur homiez so therefore i cant complain about it i luv party with my homiez

More Things I Wrote....
I never wanted this to happen.. It wasnt meant to turn out this way.. You wasnt suppose to turn away and espically not put to blame. Come to me whispher the name in shame of two lovers that arent quiet right.. they planned the game of love with out blame, shouldnt be when each one has a segfincic other in there ways... In time it'll all change... the pain will slowly subside and my crys will drift away in the steady current of the water and one day you will be a faint memory in my lonley crushed heart..... I wonder all the time why you had that dieserer to lie...why you need to mix harmless love with dister filled lies.. so when i finall relized what i had to do i did it.. so i silently add in a simply good luck and goodbye and i still question myself at times on why???? You said you tought no knew forever.. but our forever was a short lived lie.. together it seemed so perfect.. but now that were apart i have opened my eyes.. to the painful memorys that i tried to ma

Come One Come All
Looking To Join a Bombing family? Other Familys too Much Drama? Looking to Have Fun Bombing ? Well Look no fruther We would Like to Welcome you to Come by and check us out and if you Like what you see, Join our Family Click The Picture Below Home Page Of The Shadow Bombers@ fubar" />"

Robert Frost "fire And Ice"
Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what Ive tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice

Make Your Choice
Often you are called upon to make decisions both big and small. Sometimes it is not clear which choice will bring the most positive value to your life. Give care and thoughtful consideration to your decisions. But don't obsess over those decisions so much that you fail to make them. Though it can at times be impossible to know which choice is best for you, it is usually very easy to know what the worst choice is. Almost always, the worst choice is to avoid making a choice. Life offers many attractive choices. And yet you cannot choose all of them at once. Make your choice, and then put your commitment behind it. Even if it doesn't work out as you expected, at the very least you will have gained valuable knowledge and experience for making the next choice. Each choice leads to other choices, and with every choice you improve your ability to wisely choose. Be consistently decisive, and the choices you make will bring real value into your world. -- Ralph Marston

Relationship
"A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows; Love can erase an awful past, Love can be yours, you'll see at last; To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die; You hope you've found that special rose, 'Cause you love and care for the one you chose."

Alunium Foil
Never noticed it and of course had to check it out right away AND it does work if you press in each end. I checked my roll as soon as I got this and I'll be darned it was right on the end of the box. Pays to read. I DID NOT KNOW THIS!! I hope I'm not the only one. I've been using aluminum foil for more years than I care to remember. Great stuff, but sometimes it can be a pain. You know, like when you are in the middle of doing something and you try to pull some foil out and the roll comes out of the box. Then you have to put the roll back in the box and start over. The darn roll always comes out at the wrong time. Well, I would like to share this with you. Yesterday I went to throw out an empty Reynolds foil box and for some reason I turned it and looked at the end of the box. And written on the end it said, "Press here to lock end". Right there on the end of the box is a tab to lock the roll in place. How long has this little locking tab been there? I then looke

Join Me & Team 2 Fu-angels 2day
WHEN U JOIN THE FU-ANGELS LET THEM KNOW U R JOINING TEAM 2 ADN THAT THE COCO DIVA SENT YOU!!!! ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue

Loser Alert It For Real
Loser Alert! Ok Fubarians, I am here to let you know I did a giveaway with AKAMRS.T for 5 bling packs. I worked very hard to finish the giveaway and let the hostess know I was done and she sent me 3 of the 5 bling packs she owes me. I then sent a message asking for the other 2 and she will not answer me. She says her daughter is in the hospital but yet she has been on fubar posting and reposting bulletins and voting on mumms. I just wanted to give you all a heads up that she does not pay out fully on her giveaways; and it is up to you if you ever do a giveaway with her. I am a very understanding person and if she didn't have the money for them it would have been nice for her to say so instead of ignoring me! Here is her link: AKAMRS.TLOSER

Leno On Bush
Jay Leno on President Bush (Surprising) No matter what your political convictions are this is an eye opener. What a thankless people we are!!! Jay Leno on President Bush (Surprising) Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... As most of you know I am not a President Bush fan, nor have I ever been, but this is not about Bush, it is about us, as Americans, and it seems to hit the mark. 'The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some Poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?'' A.. Is it that we have electricity and running water

The End Of The Beginning
“And it came to pass, that after we were gotten from them, and had launched, we came with a straight course unto Coos, and the day following unto Rhodes, and from thence unto Patara: And finding a ship sailing over unto Phoenicia, we went aboard, and set forth.” From the end of chapter twenty, Paul knows he’s not coming back to Ephesus where he’s encouraged the church as he wants to return to Jerusalem for another Pentecost celebration. As chapter twenty-one of Acts begins, we see Paul and his companions (there’s a list in 20:4, and Luke the author and fellow disciple’s there too as indicated by “we”) taking a route through southwestern Roman Asia and Lycia. Luke gives no details on what happened there, I suspect, because he knows how to keep the story flowing. The ship Paul and the others board at Patara took them through the eastern end of the Mediterranean, bypassing the island of Cyprus to port (on their left, see verse three) and sailing to Tyre, the port city in Roman Syr

Here's The Thing.........................
I shouldn't of just ate four rye crisps with tillamook sharp cheddar cheese and dry salami... or the bowl full of tostitos flour tortillia chips...gawd adelle, get back on that wagon why don't cha! I should appreciate the fact that we got rain today...but I don't. I hate the rain. I'd move to Arizona in a heartbeat if it wouldn't get to a smoldering 120 degrees there...geez...might as well stay here! Honestly tho...I'm missing the sun. I'm happy my hubby goes back to work tomarrow. Is that bad?, maybe, maybe not, depending on how you look at it. I think our "quality" time this week has expired...back to the routine! I'm wondering if we are the only ones who haven't recieved the governments charity "stimulus" check? Everyone I know has got and or already spent theirs...where's my welfare? I got a vacation to pay for ya know! I have a six year old! My baby is six now! Where did the time go? I'm fretting about this....she even acts six...OMG...I "officially" mus

Trickyd Is Giving Back To The Fu!
That's Right I'm Offering Up 1 Million Fubucs!! I May Even Toss In A Few Other Goodies!! Please send me a private message with a link to the pic you want entered Of Coarse All Bombing Family's Welcome!! This Contest Brought To You From MY Many Friends Who Support Me Thick And Thin As Well As The Broken Hearted Bombers

New Contest Starting June 5
Ok Bad Girls.. Since This Contest Will Be Ending Soon.. I Am Going To Start Taking Entries For A New Contest ..Contest Will Be Started June 5th..The Theme Will Be Funniest/Most Creative Pic..So Let's See How Creative You Can Be With Your Pics..Yes It Has To Be Of You..So Let's See How Fun & Creative You Can Be ..The Prize For This Contest Will Be A 1 Month VIP ..Thanks Again To Summer..So Let's Get Those Entries In..

Dreams Do Come True...
I believe in miracles I believe that dreams do come true It may not happen tomorrow But someday your season will be due If you would just hold on Be strong through your trails Your storm won't last forever It's just for a little while It may be cloudy right now But if you could see past the rain You wouldn't give up on your dreams Because you have so much more to gain It's only a test of your faith To see if you really believe If you keep reaching for the stars You'll be surprise what you can achieve If someone breaks your heart Or you get lost along the way Don't forget that God cares for you Just kneel down to pray I believe in miracles I believe that dreams come true And I want you to know That God and I believe in you

Dream Team Member Birthday Purplesky Happy Birthday Girl
It's a really good friends birthday. Please stop by her page and show her some mad love. Make this the best birthday ever!! Thank you, Jill ~PURPLESKY~FU-WIFEY TO BASSTRACKER@ fubar Its Your Birthday - Uncle Luke (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ MY NEW OWNER LATIN MAN~' on '2008-05-29 00:33:02')

Loves Sweet Embrace
She rests, Within the circle, That is me. Kitten snores, Vibrate a gentle rhythm, Against my chest. A soft purring, Of content. My hand, a hypnotic comb, Through long flaxen hair, My mind, awash in sense memory. Filled with her essence. Her scent. Her subtle taste. Her satin warmth, As her skin, Becomes mine. My groin still aches, From that passions grasp. Though satiated and relieved, From that deep release. Into the bowels of her. Where we both find solace the most. A deep, intense place, within her belly, Where I...........release us both.... Into ecstasy's madness. Loves gladness. And, I feel it stirring again. Within her. Me. Erect with anticipation. I enter. A slow journey....into the heart of her. To again. Ride her orgasm with mine. A rushing pulsating river. And then again...............again. Till we sleep, In calmer waters. In loves sweet exhaustion. Loves sweet embrace.

The Bee
Sweet fragrance from your flower Sweet nectar from your flower Your petals so soft, sensitive to my touch Release my pollen in your flower Sting me, honey bee For stealing the virtue of your flower Sting me, honey bee Your sweet nectar is never sour You're the Queen Bee of your hive Look so good make me alive Dip me in honey, lick me dry Sweet sugar lips I'm gonna die Sting me, honey bee For tasting the sweet nectar of your flower Sting me, honey bee You taste so sweet could savor you for hours Your rose opens up before me Glistening from your morning dew Your thorns prick me now I see Why I shouldn't steal my honey bee's virtue Sting me, honey bee For stealing the virtue of your flower Sting me, honey bee Your sweet nectar is never sour Sting me, honey bee For tasting the sweet nectar of your flower Sting me, honey bee You taste so sweet could savor you for hours

A Mumm That Got Deleted....
ok...this just got to me. I posted this MuMM this mornin, just to have some fun and well maybe for a lil extra points...lol Anyway, someone decided to report it as NSFW and it got deleted. So I ask you, my friends and family, is this really NSFW or is someone just bein a bit pissy this mornin?? PLAN Z You are at a fork in the road. To the left is Heaven, to the right is Hell. You have to decide fast, cuz there are zombies chasing you and gaining fast cuz they are on rollerskates. Heaven won't let them in, but Hell has the welcome matt out...what do you do??? A) Find my happy place B) Let them eat brains

Kindly Unspoken
As high as the moon So high were my spirits When you sang out my name And coming from you It was enough just to hear it Oh, it rang like the bells did today But even the sturdiest ground Can shift and can tremble and let us fall down… Kindly unspoken You show your emotion And silence speaks louder than words It’s lucky I’m clever Cause if I didn’t know better I’d believe only that which I’d heard In the days of my folly I followed your lead Did what Simon Says to do But I won’t let melancholy Play me for a fool Oh, no I’m on my way somewhere new And as far as your lack of something to say Well, to tell me goodbye there was no better way Kindly unspoken You show your emotion And silence speaks louder than words It’s lucky I’m clever If I didn’t know better I’d believe only that which I’d heard Bridge: So don’t keep me up till the dawn With words that’ll keep leading me on I know much better than to wait for an answer from you Kindly u

The Buffalo Theory
In a episode of 'Cheers', Cliff is seated at the bar describing the Buffalo Theory to Norm. This is the best explanation there is. 'Well you see, Norm, it's like this . . . A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the heard is hunted, it is the lowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers.'

Can You Alter The Taste Of Your Vagina?
Question: Can You Alter the Taste of Your Vagina? I suspect I might taste bad down below, although my boyfriend assures me otherwise. I do practice good personal hygiene, but I consume quite a bit of garlic and tomatoes, and lots of citrus fruits. Could this be affecting how I taste? Answer: My first question is why do you suspect you taste bad “down below”. Actually my first question should be, what exactly do you mean by down below? I’m going to assume you’re talking about your vagina, but down below is vague enough that it could mean any of the delicious nether regions that we all too often denigrate to a single euphemism. I ask why, because I’m aware that the issue of how a woman’s vagina, and more precisely her vaginal fluids, smell and taste is one of those topics that causes many people anxiety. Because most women are raised with pretty negative messages about their bodies in general, and their genitals in particular they also often find themselves worri

The Divorce Rate
America is faced with the highest divorce rate not only in the world, but one of the highest in the history of this country. I believe that it starts at the beginning and corrodes into a married life. The only way to fix such a catastrophic problem is through proper education and situational test prior to exchanging vows. What is love? Is love really important in marriage? When selecting a mate what percentage is love verses assets owned? There are plenty of questions that has to be asked before you commit your life and yourself to someone for ever, unless forever isn't your intention. Today more than ever marriage has become nothing more than glorified dating and breeding, which as a result has lead to staggering divorce rates and an all time high percentage of single parents. According to the U.S Census Bureau, there are 20.7 million single parents in this country (Bergman). There are many reasons for this number of single homes, but one thing is undeniable is they are not married.

One Word..............
Its a puzzle board and I cant find my pieces Outside im normal, but inside im ruined Its a war im dyin to win, but livin to lose again My pain is silent I keep it locked inside Heaven is in my head at least for now Open my eys to look outside these walls Look to the sky and see this angel fly Till I lose my wings and start falling back down Fall through the cracks, hellbound closin in Till im burned once again Then i remember what my momma told me "hell is what you make it" ONE WORD.........CAN CHANGE IT ALL ONE WORD.........ITS WORTH THE FALL!

Auctioning Sexy People
TOO SEXY IS HOLDING AN AUCTION ON SUNDAY JUNE FIRST @ 9 PM EST TIME! COME AND BID ON TOOSEXY STAFF AS WELL AS SEXY MEMBERS OF OUR LOUNGE!! THIS IS A 1 WEEK FU OWNERSHIP!! AUCTIONEE'S AND THEIR OFFERS ARE AS FOLLOWS! CLICK THE TOOSEXY PIC TO JOIN US!! DJ -2DAMNSEXY4U-OWNER OF ICEY HE MY BITCH LMAO@ fubar rate all pics 11`s hh, 1 daily comment, a pimp out and a drink a day DJ SEXY BADBOY ~~DSC~~OWNED BY DJ 2DAMNSEXY4U~~bought by thassy@ fubar rate all pics 11`s hh, 1 daily comment, a pimp out and a drink a day SEXY JAGERBITCH MANAGER OF CLUB TOOSEXY@ fubar 100 rates, 100 pic comments, all stash rated, add to family, 1 gift a day ~DJSexyMistressCCA~ OWNED BY DJ-N_B_K~ Asst manager@ClubTooSexy ~Greeter @ACES UP~@ fubar a pimpout bully ,50 11's, stash rates,add to yim, add to family, and 2 tags. Loc-N-Load~DJ/EnforcerManager@ClubTOOSEXY~Security@AcesUp~FuOwnedB yPerpetualBliss

Can You Solve This Puzzle?
Can you solve this puzzle? You are riding on a beautiful white horse. On your left side is a drop off. On your right side are several ostriches being chased by a lion. In front of you are four large gazelles that won't get out of your way And you can't seem to overtake them. Behind you is a stampede of horses. What must you do to get out of this highly dangerous situation? scroll down when you think you have it figured out

Scotts :aw - Illinois
I found this on a blog complaining this law is stupid, It does not take alot of intelegence. As 11 years as an over the road curtosy Truckers would pull to the left lane whenever we could for #1 Merging Traffic from a On ramp and #2 a diabled Semi Truck where the driver might be outside of it and #3 for law enforcement, Ambulance, Road crews and disabled cars where a person was present just for the fact that we know any second someone can walk out and a semi vs Perdestrian = hamberger. The problem is that most car and small vehicle drivers are #1 not that smart, educated or to busy on their cell phones to pay attention to what they are doing on the road, MOTERCYCLE DRIVERS however have to be aware of everything around them to keep getting squashed from the stupidity of others curtosy does not exist for truck drivers making a right tuen , oh hell no the 4 wheeler will 90% of the time pull right up to the stop sign because thats his right screw the idiea the trucker is over 60 feel

Monday June 2nd 2008
am just sittin here wishing i had someone to go camping with me on the 12th thru the 14th and come hone and snuggle with me on the 15th at home lol. any lady takers who live in the Seattle/Tacoma area? lol just kiddin

Only Time
Who can say where the road goes, Where the day flows? Only time... And who can say if your love grows, As your heart chose? Only time... (interlude) Dee dah day, dee dah day, dee dah day Dee dah doe day doe, dee doe day doe Who can say why your heart sighs, As your love flies? Only time... And who can say why your heart cries, When your love lies (dies)? Only time... (interlude) Dee dah day, dee dah day, dee dah day Dee dah doe day doe, dee doe day doe Who can say when the roads meet, That love might be, In your heart. And who can say when the day sleeps, If the night keeps all your heart? Night keeps all your heart... (long interlude) Dee dah dah dah Dee dah dah dah Dee dah dah dah Dee dah dah dah Who can say if your love grows, As your heart chose? Only time... And who can say where the road goes, Where the day flows? Only time... Who knows? Only time... Who knows? Only time...

Its 5:30 Am...cant Sleep
Its early in the morning. i cant sleep. Sitting up trying to figure out what and why things happen the way that they do. Twice in my life it has been this way. Once was before i slept in my car with my ex wife for 3 months. Because I said "things couldn't get any worse". Boy was I wrong. It was bad for a long time. And it took My oldest being made to turn everything around. Then Jonathan came along. Another apple of my eye. Things got bad. We survived everything. Got happy again. Then finally 2 years ago. in my bed with no power. I looked at Crystal and that moment in time was the most content that I had ever been. Then 2 months later I'm moving to North Carolina. A couple months after that I'm back in Indiana. All alone no kids , no wife. About to be divorced. Miserable. I have been miserable for 2 years. I don't see it changing. This could really alone mean one thing. I want to feel like I did that day and i just dont know how to get it back. Larry Jr

Hacker Manifesto
/The Conscience of a Hacker// by +++The Mentor+++ Written on January 8, 1986 =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Another one got caught today, it\'s all over the papers. \"Teenager Arrested in Computer Crime Scandal\", \"Hacker Arrested after Bank Tampering\"... Damn kids. They\'re all alike. But did you, in your three-piece psychology and 1950\'s technobrain, ever take a look behind the eyes of the hacker? Did you ever wonder what made him tick, what forces shaped him, what may have molded him? I am a hacker, enter my world... Mine is a world that begins with school... I\'m smarter than most of the other kids, this crap they teach us bores me... Damn underachiever. They\'re all alike. I\'m in junior high or high school. I\'ve listened to teachers explain for th

Days Of The Week In Tsalagi
u na do da qua s gv i (Sunday) u na do da quo nv i (Monday) ta li ne i ga (Tuesday) tso i ne i ga (Wednesday) nv gi ne i ga (Thursday) tsu (ni) gi lo s ti (Friday) u na do da qui de na (Saturday)

Abstract Passion
Our bodies in a tangle, Satin skin and candle light, Sweat pours from our bodies, All we have now is this night. Outside a storm is raging, Lightening flashes brightly, I feel your arms around me, Holding me so tightly. Lips meet in fevered passion, I crush skin between my teeth, Feel your length inside me, Begging for release. Capturing this moment, And holding it forever, Flying like a bird, And falling like a feather. Our skin feels like fire, Our bodies are dancing, Our limbs all entangled, Our tongues are romancing. Thunder tears through passion, We gasp as we hit the brink, Then lie side by side, So tired I can't think. Dreams of vivid color, Waking to the dawn, I watch you sleeping soundly, I smile and I yawn. Love was made for passion, Dreams are smoke and fire, The way I feel about you, Can only take me higher. Soaring through the heavens, Your lips upon my skin, We were made for this I think, And I fall asleep again.

Random Blog Number 2!
Another blog of randomness from me. As always with these, the mp3 player is on shuffle tonight...Starting out with Nickelback "If Everyone Cared". This song is so appropriate for my life right now. Seriously, if you are gonna care about somebody, WHY put them second to EVERYTHING? I can understand being second to some things but every other thing in life? No. It just doesn't work. If I'm in a relationship or friendship with you I expect that everyone and everything else is secondary except for children. That I understand being at the top. Natasha Bedingfield - Single now in the ears. I'm single...and I don't mind or care anymore. I know I keep saying this but someone has become such a major influence on my life, that I'd rather be where I am than go back to what has caused me such pain recently. This whole week or so has been hellacious. I'm just tired of the bad stuff in my life. Can't let the negatives get to me no more. So, it's going to thunderstorm again tonight. Oh joy. I h

A Glimpse Of Heaven
Eyes tell a story of an old soul, deep beautiful brown and wise A smile more than just simple expression, the power of her smile chases all pain away, eases every agony and makes all darkness go away. To some just another lady, to others an angelic figure who makes the world a lovelier place To this one much more than any of those things She is precious much more than any man made word can describe. Her name I may never know, Her face is the only glimpse of heaven I will ever have.

Porn Has Completely Destroyed Me (as Posted On Craigslist - Not By Me)
There was a time - I'd say pre 1996 - when I would have tolerated a girl with an errant fat roll, a mildly problematic ass, or even non-porcelain veneered teeth. And come to think of it, I might have even green lighted a B cup chest. But with the installation of the high speed cable modem, alas, I am sad to say that those times have now passed. Now I only want - and will only solicit affection from - girls with killer porn star looks and behavior. I am ashamed and do not like what now stimulates me, but the Internet, with all of its quick fix, crack-like vices, has made me extraordinarily intolerant. Are you a Berkeley or NYU grad and a great conversationalist? Not important. Do you have a quirky sense of humor and a knack for cooking Asian cuisine? Don't care. Would you like to discuss the sub-text meaning of the whip sawed brush strokes of that Kandinsky painting at the Met? Fuck off. Be the source of a blood rush and make me throw a rod in my pants or k

You Gotta Meet These People *updated*
Myspace Glitter Graphics I would like to introduce you to my Spokane friend base. They all are great people to know. Here I give you some real good people from a real nice place, so go ahead and check them out. They all range from a newfu to a seasoned fu but one thing is for sure we are all SpokaFus! If you are a fellow Spokanite and are not on the list then see freakylibra at the bottom of this list. bucknasty**king-buckma$ter**@ fubar slylikawolf " Owned by 'Bestbikermom~Proud Member of The Friendship Circle"@ fubar prettygirl@ fubar redheadshavemorefun@ fubar Miss Andi Owner of βûṨṪḜṞ ἯὛṁḁᾔ@ fubar JOE'S personal Photographer

Inject Me
Inject me with your: Pain....so harsh Love.....So sweet Anger.....so enraged Lust.....so hyper Fears.....so compelling Dreams.....so incomplete Soul.....so lost Greed.....so sinful Temptation.....so dejected Sorrow.....so sweet Sins.....so beautiful Rage.....so plentiful Joy.....so dark Contempt.....so Strong Heart.....so real Inject me with you By. Diva K.

Expressions Of Pleasure
Sleepless night of unforgettable moments sexual tension, sinful pleasures Naked bodies in a tight embrace aching with a burning desire Passionate kisses on soft moist lips exploring tongues, sensual licks Stimulating raging, heated passions lustful moans, grinding motions Caresses between parted thighs a moist, silky, pink flesh Firmly stroking velvety smoothness a swollen erect hardness Legs entwined, back arches penetrating with incredible sensations Increasing pace of rhythmic thrusts heightening the sexual bliss Glistening bodies, sweaty glow making smacking sounds echo Hearts begin racing, breath quickens escaping chorus of encouraging moans Bodies trembling, quivering with an ecstatic climax erupting Ridding the waves of ecstasy feeling sated as we fulfilled our fantasy Expressions of pleasure moments shared together...

Profile Rates
alright.. so i decided to try and catch up and rate everyones profile on my friends list. of course i gave you all 10's because im sure every one of you rock in one way or another. anywho.. the reason for the blog.. please let me know if i missed any of you in my profile ratings alone. either send me a message or comment this blog and ill try to get right on it asap. that is all;))

My First Contest
I'M IN MY FIRST CONTEST! Contest is gonna start on June 13th (Fri) at 11 am (Pacific)- 2pm (Eastern) & run til June 23rd (Mon) at 11 am (Pacific)- 2pm (Eastern). PLZ COME AND HELP! LETS HAVE SOME FUN! I Hope To See You There CLICK ON PICTURE BELOW! Thanks, BADBOY (

I Wish...
I wish there was someone out there, Someone, for me; But that can never be, Love does not know my name; I wish there was some way to forget you, And all that comes with you; But each time I step outside. I hear your soft whisper; And my heart aches to try again to introduce myself to Love; And even though I know you don't feel the same, I still dream that you do, And secretly cry and pray that one day, I won't need to dream any more. So I build my castle each day, And see it wash away; And yet I know in my heart, that I will never be what you want; I've known it forever--- That, you--- don't love, me--- But isn't it funny, How we can see things so easiley, but yet be so blind?

The Secret Of Life Force
THE SECRET OF LIFE FORCE Human beings can survive on very little to eat and drink. They can continue on to exist even if they are worked beyond reason. Humankind can live without education or understanding, religion or spirituality, in ignorance of politics and world events. Human beings can endure pain and suffering, disappointment and heartache, and the loss of materila comforts. But, Humans will wither, become ill, and die if they are not loved and cherished as family.

3 Weeks Of Uncertainty & Being Scared To Death
The Beginning of a Nightmare: For the past 3 weeks I have been very sick. I went to the doctor and was told that I had a serious cold which I had no idea I had. I didn't have a cough, fever, sore throat etc. I was just tired all the time, wore out, naueas and my body started to swell etc. So I went back to the doctor and was told that due to the gall stones the came about when I was pregnant with my son almost 5 years ago, I would need to have surgery to remove the gall stones and that should take care of most of my problems. Yeah, you heard me right the doctor said "most of my problems." One week later I noticed that almost none of my clothes fit, I had trouble getting my shoes on and my eyes kept swelling shut. I went to the doctor again and was told that I gained 15lbs in 7 days!!! The Roller Coaster Ride Begins: At this point I am on full swing panic mode and so was the doctor. They ordered numorous blood tests and urine tests etc. A day and a half later I w

Do You Have The Heart?
I thought we were in love. I thought we had something special. But when you told me it was never real, I didn't believe you. That can't be true, You said it yourself. You loved me. After you left me, I was still in denial. But then, I realized you weren't lying and maybe this was for the better. You had the heart, to tell me it was never real. You had the heart, to lie to me all this time. You had the heart, to leave me with no real explanation. You had the heart, to leave me alone. Do you have the heart, to say you're sorry?

Slippery When Wet
I've loved sucking cock every since I can remember getting into sex. I married right out of school and met a man that I had a lot of fun with at first but if he wasn't on cocaine, he really wasn't into me or any cock sucking so as soon as we settled into marital 'bliss' he soon gave up any interest in sex and ended up telling me that I 1) talked too much, 2) was too 'irresponsible' and 3) too sexual....needless to say he wasn't into my oral fixation. So I spent a good 15 years like that...needing it...wanting it...fantasizing about it, but it wasn't until he divorced me in 1995 that I really got to get into my fixation...and I mean dove in head first, got lost in it and for two solid year life was bliss...sucking cock in the morning, right after work and every night before bed time, sometimes sucking cock as I fell asleep...mmmmm... I had a boyfriend for almost two years that loved to have his cock sucked about as much as I liked to lick and slurp and spit and suck his really

Am I A Firmen Yet??
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6-year-old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, 'Billy, have you ever thought about what you want to be once you grow up? Do you ever dream about what you would do with your life? Mommy, 'I've always wanted to be a fireman when I grow up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6-year- old son

The Wind
It whistles around my body Like a new lover waiting to discover all of my secrets Lifting my hair to whisper an enchantment tickleing my mind caressing my skin peaking my interest in more. Cool yet inviting it grows still stronger whipping arount the torture growing longer Feelings arise things get warmer bringing new touches new hopes new dreams. Just as I get ready it dies back down smoldering like coals stagnant and unmoving Hot as an oven its back for a moment teasing me with release only to die back down leaving without completion Please come back, I wish but, to no avail it comes and it goes knowing I will be waiting It rises back up rushing at me pushing me down picking me up scattering my feelings Tossing me up letting me fall leaving me fast no matter how I call Leaving me breathless wanting so much more Just as it comes so it goes Whispers on my neck Oh yes! Its back waiting for me this time its an attack

Favorite Photo Comment Of All Time
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=10360&albumid=0&i=3487135639 Comments on this photo: ϟϟFub... (Online) United States June 16, 2008 @ 7:17 am And you have the odasity to call me a faggot...lol You're adisgrace to the Aryan race! who knew? i still get the feeling he wants my 2 inches of doom. but he wont get them. cause i dont date people whose parents are siblings. but dont tell him. he´ll probably start crying.

Wanna Be Owned??
Club TooSexy is holding another auction on June 29th. We are looking for people that would like to join in the fun! The last auction was a success and alot of people made some FUBUCKS!! So if you are interested private message.... SexyMistressCCA with what you will be offering!! CLICK CLUB TOOSEXY TOO ENTER! ARE U SEXY ENOUGH?? ~DJSexyMistressCCA~ FU/REAL WIFE TO LOC~ Asst manager@ClubTooSexy ~Greeter @ACES UP~@ fubar

Spotlight Price Wtf???
Spotlight Price 17,003,499 How the hell is that possible? I thought they just reset it the other day to try to drop the price? How does someone get that many fubucks to get spotlight? How the hell is anyone else supposed to get a chance for it if there are people out there that have that many fubucks.. This spotlight for a day is getting on my damn nerves! I'm so fed up with Fubar! MUCH LOVE! The Fu-Milf Queen™

Another For Me...
The aching feeling she gets at the opening of her world. To hear his voice she quivers with excitement. Unbearable. She is going to come undone. She can not wait. She knows that she will feel no pleasure until he is there. Torture. She has fantasies of how it will be. His cock plunging and engourging her mouth. Making her wet with the utmost desire. Waiting, wanting him to fill the space that needs him.

Poem From A Friend
This Beautiful Poem was given to me to night by a very special friend. This means so much and really touched me !! Thank you my "friend" :-) I see you your eyes pleading your wind-driven soul your pain I hear you your heaving sighs your constricted voice your silent cries I know you how your tears fall behind your eyes how your resilient face hides pain That look that smile those eyes I know your soul beneath that outward glow how it struggles to breathe to live to love I salute you kindred soul

Our Blackened Salmon Sandwich
Our Blackened Salmon Sandwich packs more flavor & healthy omega-3s. By Jessie Price, Food Editor, EatingWell Forget Fillet-O-Fish. EatingWell’s decadent Blackened Salmon Sandwich is the perfect fish sandwich. It’s got a spice-crusted seared piece of salmon that’s a little crisp on the outside and slightly blackened, silky and moist inside and super flavorful. Plus it has a creamy rich mayonnaise-avocado spread, red onion for a little kick and the serving is generous and filling. Besides being delish, there’s plenty of good health news—most of the fat in the sandwich is the heart-healthy unsaturated type (that comes from the fish and the avocado). Plus 6 grams of fiber, omega-3s and relatively little sodium round out the rosy picture. This sandwich is a perfect example of how healthy food can taste great and doesn’t have to seem like “health food.” And in fact healthy food, even healthy “fried” food, can be way better and more tasty than its less healthy counterparts. Here ar

S T A T E T R O O P E R H U M O R
In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3:00 AM one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon (Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call about a car that was off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck, Oklahoma (western part of the state). He located the car which was badly stuck in deep snow with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror, and the state trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'Drive' and hit the gas pedal. The car's speedometer was showing 20, 30, 40 and then 50 mph, but it as still stuck in the snow, wheels

And The Number Of The Judges Shall Be Three
Okay, last night I did catch the debut episode of this season’s “America’s Got Talent”. I usually pan reality shows when they get beyond their useful shelf life – usually by season three – but on season three it’s proving to be quite the golden child! Unlike most of the talent competitions that focus on just singing or just dancing rather than showmanship (though I will concede “American Idol” aka the Clive Davis Talent Search, the great grandfather of the 1990s reality show revival, has finally gotten the point by allowing instruments on stage), to face Piers, Sharon, and David you just have to present what you believe is an exceptional talent. Most actually DON’T appear on the show, as far as I can tell, to just say they’ve been on TV, though I will admit the four-year-old last night surprised me (remember, the one Sharon asked “Are you from New York City?” who replied “I’m an American” and sang “Somewhere Out There” from “An American Tail”). Martha would be tickled pink if o

I Love Her More Then She Knows
i been seeing someone on here and i want her to kno i love her with everything i have and want her to kno i wont hurt her... ill be her everything do anything in this world for her her name is beilal69 is her name on here my soon to be my fu wifey and real life gf and want her to kno im her babbybooookinss for life

Not What I Saw
i would love to back in time. fix everything i screwed up. heal everyone that i have lost. see, hear, and hug everyone i have lost. i would fix everything i try so desperately to hide, depression, anxiety, down right sadness. how did my life end up this way? this is not what i saw when i looked into my future years ago. this is not who i wanted to be.

High Maintanence???
Im just curious . what do people consider high maintanence in a woman?? My male told me yesterday that he's glad im not one of those high maintanence bitches that demand his time & money.... I think that qualifies as a compliment in his head?!?!? nice huh?

Support R Troops!!!!!!!!!
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel

New Drink!(or Revenge For All The Ladies!)
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. 'First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice.' So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but tolerable. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth , rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he

Love Me
shine bright for th heart to see shine bright for all to feel the heart of passion looking into the eyes of the true love looking into thee heart of the beloved my heart beets slow my mind wonders wild love me pure even though i'm lost in time love me true for i'm true to you shinning through the grey clouds shinning high above the people who hate me looking for the heart to beat normal looking for the people to care for me my heart beats steady my mind is a stray love me even though i'm not rich love me for and not for something i'm not

Sorry
i said things that hurt i said things to upset you i never meant to hurt you i never meant to upset you sorry for what i said i never meant for that sorry for what i said i never wanted to make you sad i love when you are happy i hate when you are sad i love making you laugh i hate seeing you down sorry for not holding you when you need it sorry for not making you laugh when you are down i promise to be more supprotive to keep you laughing show all my love to you hold you all night long sorry for all the stuff i said that hurt you sorry for all the sadness you had with me sorry for all the times it felt that i pushed you away my love for you will be strong as time grows my love for you grows with each waking minute my heart is full when you are with me my life is worth millions as long as you are around

Pandora: Your Music Radio
Pandora: Your music radio! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You choose the music to build your own playlist on the internet. Pandora suggests more artists in the same genre. Build your own music by artist, genre or song titles. It's all free! www.pandora.com From http://www.baynew9.com

Santa Fe Chicken Enchiladas
Santa Fe Chicken Enchiladas E-mail recipe Print recipe To save this recipe, register now! Quick Info: Servings Contains Dairy Good for Leftovers Heart-Healthy Diabetes-Friendly Nutritional Info (Per serving): Calories: 239, Saturated Fat: 2g, Sodium: 460mg, Dietary Fiber: 7.5g, Total Fat: 4.5g, Carbs: 32.5g, Cholesterol: 31mg, Protein: 15.5g Carb Choices: 1.5 Recipe Source: Prep Time: 10 mins Cook Time: 20 mins Total Time: 30 mins Ingredients 1 cup(s) chicken, breast (cooked), frozen diced, thawed 3 tablespoon cilantro, fresh, chopped, divided 1/4 teaspoon pepper, black ground 15 ounce(s) chili sauce, chunky style tomato 2 tablespoon water 4 whole tortilla(s), corn, 6-inch 15 ounce(s) beans, black, 15-ounce canned, rinsed drained and divided 1 1/3 ounce(s) cheese, Monterey Jack, shredded, 1/3 cup divided cooking spray 1/4 cup(s) sour cream, light or fat-free Preparation 1. Combine chicken, 2 tablespoons cilantro, and pepper in a small b

Sweet Tooth
SWEET TOOTH Silky, sinewy, calorie-laden mystery Possessive, excessive…did I mention expensive? Oh yes: quality costs, like every vice And this one’s always worth the price! No matter how much my mind wants to let go, My body knows… My desire’s as lustful as it can get, ‘cause I’m a man who’s GOT to have his chocolate! Not Bakers or Snickers, and definitely not Goobers! I need a Chunky hunk on which to glut, One with heart, soul and BIG nuts Dripping, gripping me by every orifice, enticing me to deploy bites and licks to get my fix. An original, yet almost royal personage; just see The myriad of pleasure that always comes to me! Sometimes it’s sweet; pure and milky smooth. One lick, and euphoric comfort washes over Like Marvin, swooning for his “Distant Lover”. Take a nibble, and its essence lingers patiently Waiting to be summoned to indulge me further. Sometimes it’s nasty: dark and potent With its cool, fluid nectar hidden well behind its THICK co

Still Awake!- Shop Erotic
Really hare nights like this. Wide awake at 2freakin 30 in the morning. Nothing on Tv so im watching the Shop Erotic home shopping channel. WTF wow ive seen some big funky dildos, bullets and butterflys tonight! How can these 2 girls talk about this stuff with such calmness. Really wish I could sleep but frankly its been a shitty week. Im ready for a vacation. Really would like to end up on a beach somewhere. With absolutly nothing to do and all the time to do it. If not an isolation chamber would be wonderful. Wow ive just seen a waterproof multi stoker for men...... and a flexi- doubledong for women. Both have wonderful power.....so they say. God know I could use one tonight....somthin to put me to sleep! Remember Shop erotic its followed by a real estate show. So weather you need a good sex toy or a new home. Oxygen is the channel for you when you are wide awake like me at 230 and dont have a life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is There Someone For Everyone.
Like a passing ship in the nite,do you think there is someone out there for you,that special one,the one who holds all your dreams and visions,or is it Murphy's Law,that chance happens even? Or....do you dive in at the first chance? Discuss.

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Poem..
----if in your heart we're two---- i have shared my love only for you all my heart i have given you i gave my faith &u trust in you what should i do if in your heart we're two? you cannot beg someone to stay forever love is sacrifice now or never are these sacrifices aren't enough for you is that the reason why in your heart we're two? should i always be the one to sacrifice? i thought love is as square as dice i became stupid 'coz of this love for you imagine, i just let it happen that in your heart we're two! too much of everything is bad did i love you that much to drive me this mad? do unto others what you want others do unto you but what have i done to make your heart divide into two? i doubt too much if i should let you go 'coz i'll be weak in my knees you know i couldn't decide,what should do if it will remain that in your heart we're two should i ask you who is fairer and more? or are you choosing from a glass door and a glass door? i'm

Check It Out At Hgtv.com
Special Presentation Episode LD2-S AIR TIMES: • June 25, 2008 4:00 PM ET/PT • July 04, 2008 7:30 AM ET/PT Liquid Design II Architects and homeowners who use water as a raw material with which to build do more than simply construct a waterfront home; they give shape to an idea called liquid design, evoking an emotional and spiritual bond to nature. Explore the surprising and innovative ways in which architects and craftsmen employ water as a fundamental design element as you tour six one-of-a-kind homes and hear homeowners and architects discuss their ideas about featuring water both inside and out of their homes. IN THIS EPISODE: • New York City Loft • Arizona Oasis • Water Wall Home • Water Solution in Hawaii • Hawaiian Tranquility • Pond Home

Use To Be....
I use to be the keeper of your affection I use to be the brightness in your day I use to be the one you came home to but now it's gone away. I am no longer the one you turn to I am no longer in your life You removed every little piece of me I no longer exist I am just the ice cold wind on a harsh winters day....

Hi My Name Is Lydia.....
Hi, my name is Lydia and I'm a hopeless romantic... As much as I hate to admit it -- I am a hopeless romantic. Deep down in that cavern called my heart is where I hide this part of me. I want that crazy love. I want a man to fight with me and then two minutes later love me more than he did before the fight even began. I want to love someone that way. I want a love that is so damned challenging I want to walk away from it, but is so incredible I absolutely cannot walk away from it. A love with such passion and ferocity--as if the very thought of touching him could leave my skin smoldering, my heart burning and my desires blazing through me. I don't want the 30 minute comedy, the one hour drama, the afternoon of action/adventure.....people, I want the fucking EPIC. I'm not normally one for the chick flicks, but I fell in love with The Lakehouse and The Notebook. Both hit me in a very powerful way. Now, I'm not going out there looking for love...no way...but I think it is okay to a

Still
Still I'm sick of watching you cry If I could help it I'd rather watch the world die There's something I can't really explain I don't know if its what you do Or what you say But it takes away the pain You are like a late night summer day Your wind extinguishes the light It makes me happy You cause it to rain at night There's still so much I dont know But you still seem to push me through You leave me here waiting, but I don't mind Its how I am, It's what I do Yeah I may get upset Or My mind may wander But so long as you still care So long as it's still me you love Nothing on this Earth Could make me any stronger

Oh Cry Me A Fuckin River
LOL my druggie friends broke into YOUR house and stole your baby things?! i'm glad you are blaming that shit on me since you have like proof and shit. whatever. and you didn't just misspell one word, you misspelled quite a few, but i'm not here to judge you. that is not my job. you will be judged when you die. tara is the only one that don't like me, i hung out with dustin, pat, jon and sean just like 2 days ago, so i don't know what you are talking about. i just called pat and told him i gave you his number for christopher. and you dont' know anything about me, just like i know very little about you. what christopher tells you or what they tell you is the me that was very unhappy in a horrible relationship. i wasn't the me that i am now. but anyway. all i really have to say about the whole fubar thing is to either grow up or shut up because it is my page. i didn't tell you to not take pictures of whatever and put them up on ur page. it's my page...you don't like it, you don't have to

You
I've taken my clothes off, when fresh out of the shower, you come up close to me from behind and wrap your arms around me in a nice affectionate hug. You nuzzle your nose into my hair just a little and breathe in my fragrance. I wrap my arms in your arms as you embrace me from behind. Then I tilt my head slightly so my hair falls to one side and so your lips can touch softly to my neck. You smell the sweet honeysuckle scent I placed on the back of my neck just for you. As your nose fills with the heady sweet scent, you think to yourself, mmmmmm, she smells so good! I lean my body back against yours a little harder so I can feel your lust against my backside as it grows. Your hands start roaming my naked body a bit as the desire to explore me takes over your mind. I drop my hands and reach back with one arm and put it gently on your bottom to pull your hardness even closer to my body. You cup both of my breasts in your hands and then one hand slowly begins to roam down my body to my

Tag Your It!!
Here is what ya do.... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I like to run backwards! 2. I once arm wrestled my mom and WON! 3. I can touch my tongue to my nose! 4. I can lick my elbow! Can you? (no I really can't) 5. I can swim better then I can walk! 6. I don't eat beef! 7. I hate ford! 8. I am an adrenaline junkie 9. I am not as innocent as I look! 10.I don't like mean people! now I tag EVERYONE!

Buttefly Tagged Me!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Do not forget to leave them a comment that says..."You're It!" and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My favorite color is blue. 2. I hate that I am taller than most women. 3. I am scared of thunder. 4. I have lost almost 60 lbs. since January. 5. I love to read. 6. I am terrified of getting pregnant again. 7. I've known my best friend for more than 10 years. 8. I collect dolphins. 9. I think that tattoos are awesome. 10. I am OCD. 11. I love to scrapbook. 12. I love to take pictures of anything and everything. 13. Don't tell me I can't do something because then I'll go and do it. 14. I live life with no regrets just lessons learned. 15. I teach preschool. I tagged these people: BLKSLR4BBW THE UNDERTAKER grodito Dark God of Bondaged Souls Ta Ta's

My Birthday
TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO REMEMBERED AND WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ... THANKS .... IT WAS NICE OF YOU ... MADE MY DAY TO HEAR FROM YOU .... IT IS GREAT TO KNOW I HAVE FRIENDS THAT REMEMBER LIKE THAT .... SO AGAIN I SAY THANKS

I Want Love Too
LOVE IS OVER-RATED ISN'T IT? Love sucks! Love hurts! Love has caused holes in my heart! Yeah right! Love is extremely beautiful when you truly find it. So what if it hurt the last time! Let me guess "ALL MEN ARE ASSHOLES!!!" Maybe you aren't dating the ones that are worth it. Maybe he was an asshole, but why be alone forever? So what if you cried for weeks! So what if you told yourself you would never fall in love again! Don't you think you might have learned from that past relationship? It's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all! Why do I want to be in love? Why do I want to find that person who will fall in love with me? I guess we all have an idea of what we want out of a relationship, but it's so hard to find that person. There are people that we fall in love with. There are people that we think we fell in love with until we realize it was all a figment of our imagination. And regardless of whether or not we've actually felt it, we all want it. I know wh

One Woman's Guide For Men
Dear Men, Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. But please, please just fuck me already. Honestly, I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I like that you want to take things slow. I can totally get behind the idea of emotional connection, but dearjesusinheaven, FUCK ME. We've done dinner and drinks. We've gone dancing. We've cuddled and watched a movie. I'm wearing a low cut shirt and you've been staring at my breasts all night. Goodgodalmighty, get to it and fuck me. When we get hot and heavy, please take charge. Please, please fuck me. Trust me, I'm not going to just lie still - I'll get involved. But don't make me force your

Here I Am
Jesus, here I am I have been so closed ,so I am here to open my heart I have been so blind, so I am here to let me see good things I have so deaf,so I am here to let me hear good words of others I have been so mute, so I am here to speak of good words to others I have been numb so I am here to let me feel for others I have been so loveless, so I am here to let me feel love for others I have been working just for myself, so I am here to do for others I have been crawling, so I am here to let me stand up to my fears of others I have been been so alone so I am here to be friends with others I have been so hurt so I am here to be cured I have been empty ,so I am here to let my heart and soul to be filled For you are in my heart oh Lord Your voice has been heard for me to hear Your Guidance has been seen for me to see Your love has been accepted for me to love Your gentle touch has been felt for me to feel Your heart has touched mine for me to fill my heart and soul Your g

I Want This Girl!!! So Where Is She??????
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the park more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never wants to forget all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a k

Chances
This is going to be a little different from my usual blog. But if you have feelings for someone you may want to read through. And.. If you like some good erotic stories read some of my other stuf...LOL When we meet someone for the first time we decide within a few seconds if we like that person. It may be a look, or the way they smile or just the way they say hello. This is not to say that our opinion of the person wont change after we get to know them a bit more, but those first few seconds are crucial to form our base opinion. Most of us will stick to that 1st impression, some wont but it will always remain. Now there are those few times when that 1st impression is extremely strong. This can be negative as well. I know there are people I dont like and have never more than said hello once. The aura those people gave off, the look , whatever it was was strong enough that I didnt want to go past that initial feeling. And then there are those very few that I met and i

For Those Who Haven't Heard From Me In A While
HEY ALL. AS FAR AS MY HEALTH GOES, I SEEM TO STILL BE HAVING MY UPS AND DOWNS. BUT ONE THING IS CERTAIN THAT HAS NOT KILLED MY HEART, MY DRIVE, NOR MY SPIRIT. EVERYONE WHO HAS STILL BEEN THERE FOR ME THRU EVERYTHING FOR THE PAST 6 MONTHS I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I HAVE BEEN IN THE PROCESS OF REBUILDING THINGS AND REGAINING TRUST THAT WAS LOST. I'M STILL ALIVE AND FIGHTING TO STAY THAT WAY...LOL THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW WHAT'S GOIN ON RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE JUST REMEMBER THIS, NO MATTER WHAT THE OUTCOME IS I CHERISH MY FRIENDS. IF YOU HAVE BECOME MY FRIEND, THEN YOU ARE MY FRIEND FOR LIFE. I'M A FIGHTER, LOVER, AND DETERMINED TO WRITE THE WRONGS THAT I HAVE DONE. I HAVE TOO MUCH HEART TO GIVE UP, ON ANYTHING AND I DO MEAN ANYTHING. EVERYONE TAKE CARE AND CHERISH THE MOMENTS THAT TAKE YOUR BREATHE AWAY, BECAUSE WHEN THEY ARE GONE THEN THEIR GONE FOR GOOD.

First Santa Barbara Yoga Class Today
I just got officially transfered to the Santa Barbara club. I moved here 3 weeks ago. The good news is that they need Yoga Instructors. The bad news is that Santa Barbara is the center of the universe for YOGA, so everyone has extremely high expectations. . .on top of that, this last Tuesday, whoever the instructor was supposed to be missed the class, and 40+ people were hard core PISSED OFF. So I showed up early, got organized and I had about 22 people - one brand new person, who did well, and the class went very well and everyone was pleased and I was well-received......WHEW!! I will be the regular teacher on Tuesdays and Thursdays now and I am writing a proposal for the country club for a M, W, F class, to begin next week. All the moms have seen me doing Yoga with their kids, prior to swim team practice, on the pool deck and they're chomping at the bit. . .

Alil About Me.....
Ok so im gonna write alil about me as i have been asked how i can be so strong when i have been dealt a big hand in life...I was raised by my father as my mother had left me and my to other brothers as we was growing up....My father did a great job raisein us no doubt there although to this day he says he wish he would have done things different..He worked to jobs and did what he could to care for 3 kids..Well there becames a point in a daughters life when she needs her mother and i came to that point and my mother was gone so i was left to be raised by my mothers sister whom is my aunt becky (and is not what i call a mother figuer) meanin by that she drank alot and was on alot of drugs and didnt know who she was sleepin with from day to day..And my dad told me dont take that road so set in my mind i wasnt goin down that road in my life...So i moved back in with my father at the age of 12 was goin to school and doin my thing as i was wantin to be like everyone else...So when i turned

Morphs Information Check It Out
I am Makeing Morphs For Fu Bucks Shown Below Are Some Morphs I have Made They Are 5,000 fu bucks each to help me get fu bucks for spotlight etc..Contact me if you would like a Morph !!!

Bbq's
BBQ RULES We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with the si

She Is Hiding Her Talent
I stumbled across a member of Fubar by the screen name of Crystal. I have one of her photos in my Favorites. This chick is actually HOT! I mean, she is mean muggin' in most of her photos (for some damn reason), but I can see pass that. This lady has a hot ass body and a pretty face to match. Ok. She could use a perm in most of her pics, but that pretty face and body is strong enough to keep your focus off that little mishap. I mean, this chick is hot enough to reach the highest levels of this crazy ass site. But, for some reason, she is holding back her sexiness, which is cool. As a matter of fact, that makes her even sexier because she must know that she's HOT and is keeping her shit in check. Damn! And that booty...I mean...body. I'm not trying to get you fellas to check her out because I rather keep her all to myself, but I just had to speak on it.

My Lyrics
underfire full fledged body armor, super connect electric current from far, tear away this flesh i see serenity, ricochet tear drops bounce an eternity, life breeds death and emotions, my eyes have left me across the oceans, my eternal flame you try to tame, its the same when i came to take aim, you souless wonder weap your dirt, echo visionary meaningless flirt, taste the light you so try to fight, burns bright in full sight and in flight, purged dark, purged filth, purged breath, i am here and exist only through death, this sorrow burns and cant be extinguished, i wish i could cut this out and be replenished, you see my painfully built eyes, my stare brings death fall to butterflies, release me from this prison stated reality, bound by flesh, round up by commingality, no escape from this mindtrap, ommision viruses under wrap, push through clouded walls of perception, been pushing since the day of my conception, forced pull under wire tap

My Lyrics
darkness i run through, creatures scatter on my sides, push forward God built strength on going strides, devil dogs rant and rave their barks, liquid skies bring about diving sharks, metallic chrome insects fall my burnt trails, next hill i come over thinking about the nails, breathalize, non paralyze, their is no prize, before this all i will never fall before this all i hear his call metal forced processed monsters wizz by me, i run forward pushing this self pass the tree, sounds of doubt and insecurity ring in my head, i feel alive and will never be dead, every step closer to being real, i will never stop this is how i feel, conjugate, eradicate, loss of all hate, this is my fate, free from all i will never fall free from all i hear his call big deep steps fallow behind my draft, i feel the pounding force as i laughed, he follows in attempt of my destruction, God wont allow he has begun this construction, God built strength on going strid

Just Writing
Trilithons and bluestones bring a light in the dark, Close Proximity alpha systematic nebula forced spark, Monumental ages planemo habital zones, 3 celesial, ecliptical chromosphere lodges Penumbra tones, Solar Filter Confusion fall into omega centauri pull, Carbon atoms hydrogen bonded display you as a fool, Nitrogen dissipated self infliction you do, Broad emission lines of luminosity awakens you, Fierce core stellar wind you sail on, Binary system comprimised by your con, Archimedean spiral brings you into fear, Dust formatted through subsequent years comes near, Human remnants appear through the cloud of war, Afterglow radiation progenitor brings birth so far, Nuclear for sight burst in your mind, Gamma frogs hop every where for you to find, Transparent Skies bring point of hope, Superior Conjunction enhances the effect of your isotope, Line extended the right side you and burned, A world of stone have not

Tag.. I'm It...again...n Again...n Again.. Lol
So I'm suppose to write some stuff that u may or may not know abt me. 1. I live in Singapore which is in South East Asia..NOT china. Too many ppl think SEA = China. There's actually a whole bunch of other countries in asia besides China..like Malaysia, Singapore, Indonesia, Thailand...etc 2. I get cheesed off when men priv msg me with things like, " I'm so n so... I'm so old and looking for love. You seem special..etc...Would love to get to know you better..." HMMMMM...how bout if u spend just FIVE seconds and read even 1/5 of my profile and see that I'm not looking for love. I already found it. 3. DUDES... I am not now or have ever been a booty call or overseas fling or however u want to term it. Don't think that JUUUSST coz u happen to be passin by my way means I want to hook up with you. ESP if we're not even frens...or have talked b4. It's even worse if said person is ALREADY attached. sigh... moving along. 4. I'm Eurasian. Half EURopean...Half ASIAN. hence the term.

Hmmmm I Don't Think So
OK, so I have been writin' dese blogs, tryin' 2 make ppl c what kind of woman Mysticfairy really is & I have all kinds of ppl comin' 2 me tellin' me I hurt her. I guess da truth does hurt some ppl, but she is weak neway. Dis woman is pregnant w twins, by a man who don' want her or da babies & she is hurt cause I said some words? Wow, get priorities straight woman. U should b more worried bout findin' some1 2 raise ur bastard children 4 u. So, Guy tells me on messenger last night dat she ready 2 leave now, cause of me. I say do it. Don't blame me, cause ur not wanted. Blame urself. Always playin' da pity me card, but never really lookin' out 4 otha ppl. U need 2 get da hell up off Guy's nut sack & move da fuck on. He don' want ur nasty skank ass. U fat, u ugly & u claim dat dere r plenty of ppl who find u sexi. My ass!! Dey only sayin' dat cause U ez bitch. U pregnant now, so dey ain' gotta worry bout dat w u. U kno, like I said n my last blog, u really do need 2 just go

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It Cannot Wait, I'm Yours
well you done done me and you bet i felt it i tried to get you but you're so hot that i melted i fell right through the cracks and i'm trying to get back before the cool done run out i'll be giving it my bestest nothin's going to stop me but devine intervention i reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some i won't hesitate no more no more it cannot wait, i'm yours well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me ah la peaceful melody its your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love so i won't hesitate no more no more it cannot wait i'm sure theres no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours i been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror and bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer my breath fogged up the glass so i drew a new face and laughed i guess wha

Here I Am!
Another social networking site where I can write if I'm bored and waiting for cool people to talk to. So far, it's been tres cool talking to people close to me and such. Even with a major sunburn that hurts super bad and upset tummy, I'm still up for the count. Today I took a total break from everything and just pretty much lied in bed. I thin k I did entirely too much in the last couple days. It's funny because I walked into this house project (cleaning out and sorta renovating parents house with the clear idea of a timetable and what I wanted to accomplish. The schedule has pretty much gone all to crap for a couple reasons. One, I'm no spring chicken, and two, the parents just let everything go to heck and now here I am cleaning up and going "huh? what?" I try to make it look as awesoms as it did during my childhood, but sometimes it's really an uphill battle. I love the sunshine, and the beach breeze, however, this sunburn is super evil.

Bearin’ Down
This one will mean more to anyone who ever chased rodeo for the money than to buckle chasers or buckle bunnies - no disprespect is meant toward the latter, it's just about perspective. Bearin’ Down Climb up the gate And hang your rope. Is he gonna buck hard? You can only hope. “Let’s go boys!” – clack! They just turned another out. That belly twistin’ bramer Put your pard on the ground. Looks like you’ll have to cover Make a right pretty ride; Er ther’ll be only cold beans for supper, No hotel tonight. Now there’s just two ahead That last twister marked 89, He spurred the hair off his side. Now the pressure’s really on – ya gotta make a near perfect ride. An hour ago you were yuckin’ it up with yer pals back behind the chutes, Now, yer focused – turned inward, Checkin’ yer gear; Crankin’ down the straps on your boots. A nod – clack! You hear the crowd moan; One more face down in the dirt, Ol’ Trev gets up with a groan. Your pard pulls your

Lumps In The Gravy
It's 4:30 in the morning and here I am writing to the absent masses that listen to my swollen, tired eyes dropping tears down my cheeks. I am a worry wart that is true - I have never claimed to be otherwise but sometimes you just know that something is wrong - you have that painful gut feeling that just tells you that something is out of sorts. I have had numerous conversations over the course of the last two weeks or so with my best friend Tink about the goings on in my life and she has been a constant source of reassurance and comfort to me in my unusually abnormal stressful life. No one can love and appreciate her friendship more than me. I most recently found something that I have been looking for my whole life and there it was disguised as a friend and in front of my eyes the whole time. During some very trying times in my life this man has been a shoulder to cry on - arms to hide within and so many more things that I cannot wholly express in this space. He is nothing shy of a s

They Gave My Job To Someone Else :o
Well ,looks like i didn't get my job after all .The woman who hired me called me yesterday and told me that a guy that was working salad bar asked to be transferred to produce.So he ended up getting my job (40 hours) and she offered me his position (20 hours) same rate of pay for both $7 an hour.I of course didn't take it because after taxes and having to pay for the gas to get there ,I would only be left with about $50 bucks .I would like to thank all of you for the well wishes ,you guys and gals rock :D .I also truly believe that there's a reason for everything ,and maybe i wasn't supposed to work at Krogers.Also ,I won't be on for awhile due to my mother in law and my wife getting into a fight (we don't have internet at home and i was using my mother in law's computer during the day).I don't know when I will be back on but I will let everyone know when I return.Feel free to send me messages or shouts and i will try to get back with you when I can :D .I hope you all are ok while I am

R.i.p. Josh :(
Man dies in motorcycle, truck collision Published: July 11, 2008 Police investigate the scene of a an accident involving a truck and a motorcycle on Highway 730 at its intersection with Interstate 84 near Boardman. Staff photo by Sarah Britain The East Oregonian A man died Friday afternoon when his motorcycle collided with a flatbed truck on Highway 730 near Boardman under the Interstate 84 overpass. At around 4:40 p.m., Boardman fire and police departments responded to what they at first thought was a car fire, said Oregon State Police Lt. Greg Sherman. Later, he said, officers discovered a motorcycle was thrown underneath the front end of the truck. The truck and motorcycle burned until firefighters extinguished the blaze at around 4:57. The driver of the truck was unharmed. The Boardman Fire and police departments, the Morrow County Sheriff's Office, the Oregon Department of Transportation and the Morrow County Road Department all responded to the crash.

Special Message For My Friends
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Anyways!
JUST THOUGHT WE WOULD LET YA ALL KNOW IF YOU DON'T SEE US ON UR FRIENDS/FAMILY LIST.. IT'S CUZ THIS SITE HAS REMOVED OUR ACCT FOR BEING A COUPLE W/ A SHARED ACCT! SO WE WOULD LIKE TO SAY THIS NOW UR ALL AWESOME AND GOOD PPL THAT WE ARE BLESSED TO HAVE MET AND KNOW! WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!! MUCH LUV FROM herMASTERonly!

The Next Open Chapter
Well, as I sit here trying to begin the new life I know I must begin, I think Im finally unafraid enough to try. Note the I didnt say ready to, just unafraid enough to. Starting over scares me to death because as poorly as I chose last time, and where it left me and how it left me, Im not sure how big of a margin for error I can endure. All I know is, I cant continue through this journey alone. I have too much to offer, there is too much of me I want to give that to not try, to let it die like I thought it had, would be a tragedy. Esha showed me that my heart did still beat. But I came up with countless reasons to refrain from trying anything. I was actually afraid to kiss her. Tragic. But I chalked it up as a learning experience. And yet even after i had the dreaded "friend" label slapped on me, I still couldnt let it go. I was still fumbling around trying to make something happen although I knew how it would end. But as luck would have it, she met someone and that choice

My Landlord Is A Cock Fucker
anarchy has a problem. my hot water tank is leaking. it's been leaking for about a month. i've called/texted my landlord every damn day! my basement is pretty much flooded! he doesn't seem to give a shit. he pays the water bill, so apparently he really doesn't care that i'm wasting water over here. now my basement is starting to smell! it smells like mold. and it's a pain in the ass cleaning up the water everyday. and even if i do it still smells! problem is...the landlord is actually a good friend of mine. and he's usually really good about fixing stuff. i don't know what the fuck his problem is this time. i really don't wanna have to call the tenants rights people on him. my mom suggested getting it fixed myself and taking it out of the rent. any other ideas???????

In A Life Time
When I was young and in my teens I dreamt of things to be The day I got behind the wheel Would set my spirit free. I knew the time would surely come I’d hold that sweet diploma So full of dreams and youthful schemes The smell of sweet aroma. Thoughts of traveling the world filled my head Excited, could not wait Surely, I would find myself And come to know my fate. Into the working world I went A time to fill my cup. With wedded bliss, the one I loved This was my bag of tea A lovely home, children and a dog………. So much was yet to be. The ladder of success, I’d climbed I’d reached my goal in life With no time left for anything My life was filled with strife.

Condoms
A man boarded a plane with 6 kids. After they got settled in their seats a woman sitting across the aisle from him leaned over to him and asked, 'Are all of those kids yours?' He replied, 'No. I work for a condom company. These are customer complaints.'

Empire!
Empire! The Sun rises; the Tiger is asleep! So cry, "Tora! Tora! Tora!" and dive! 12-7-02 (this anniversary of the attack on Pearl Harbor, I approached it from the perspective of a flight leader in the Imperial Japanese Navy)

Time Is Precious Revised
Jesus with the father God Almighty,the holy spirit, the wisdom of all the saints and the gentle hand of the blessed virgin Mary, mother of God that we realize our time is precious. That with your guidance that we will be able to heal our wounds in our hearts that are shallow and deep. That we may over come fear and break the chains that bind us down. That self respect is learned without being arrogant. That we maybe strong and still humble. That we may be tough against people who cause harm to our souls, but still be gentle in our hearts. That intellect does not over seed wisdom and faith. That we learn patience not only for ourselves but for others. That we have the ability to let things go and that we do not make the same mistakes twice. That our problems are small in the big picture of life and we do not get blind to the world. That we can be patient and stop to enjoy what we have. That we stay focused with the problems at hand and not get distracted by the little things

The Internetz, Lolz
i'm just wondering since when did a friend acceptance become a contract? i get it, fubar is a social place, no shit! i'm fairly social. but why, god why, do you think after five minutes of talking to me that i want to jump on your cock or meet you and then jump on your cock or even effing cyber with you?! i mean telling me that i can ask you "anything," pretty creepy! do you understand why i avoid talking with you? not to mention, that yes, i have been at work every single fucking day this week. i'm sorry that i can't talk! if i don't feel like talking, I DON'T FUCKING FEEL LIKE TALKING! this isn't something that's supposed to be taken personally. if i'm not talking to you, i'm not talking to the other five people who have sent me a shout. and sir, i'll "kindly" un-fan you, better yet, how about i take you off my friends list as well. get the fuck over it! it's only the internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angels Auction
rate all pics rate all stash salute/regular/nsfw you choose phone call crush for a month family for a mont OWNED BY next to name for a month -1Salutes, you pick the saying -1 SFW phone call (US ONLY) - Permanent pimp out in blog Your midget on my profile for 1 month -Keep you shit faced -Daily comment -Added to my top friends list

How Accurate Do You Find This Profile?
07/09/08 Found this text in an old e-mail; it is more accurate than I care to admit; see September: JANUARY Stubborn. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Never looks at people's flaws ! or weaknesses. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tense. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Loving and loyal. Loves children. Has great social abilities. Money cautious, can budget successfully. FEBRUARY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy ! and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubb

Value In The Doing
Monday, July 21, 2008 Value in the doing Behind every fortune is someone who has labored long into the night to make it real. Behind every important discovery is a person who often grew weary searching for it. Behind the magnificent work of art is an artist who spent hour after hour, month after month toiling at tasks that were tedious and seemingly endless. Behind the beautiful, soaring music is a composer who carefully arranged each note, each pause, each crescendo into place. Take heart. Your effort cannot help but pay off. The fact is, your effort is the payoff. The fortune, the discovery, the work of art, and the music, as grand as they are, serve as mere tokens of the achievement. The real achievement is in the achieving, and the real value is in the doing. Sincere, focused effort makes your life rich, even as you do it. Make the effort and the reward is guaranteed. For the biggest reward is in the doing. -- Ralph Marston

Going Out Of Town
Hello Want to say thank you so much for all of the birthday wishes and gifts you all sent! You guys are wonderful. I am on vacation this week. For my vacation I am going to spend a few days with my Fu hubby! WOOOO HOOO!!!! So I will be off line from Wed thru Sun. See ya all next week! Have a wonderful week!!!!!

Amazon
Cos I'm celebrating my birthday in August instead of April this year (I'm 33, so I thought I'd have a 33 1/3 birthday), my family have just started asking me what I want as gifts. I just went on Amazon to check out what stuff on my wishlist was available cheaply, and I noticed some stuff was absent from the list, so I checked the "purchased" version, and now I know some of what I'm getting. That's every bit as bad as checking under the bed and in cupboards and stuff to find gifts to spy out, isn't it....

Invisibly Shaken
Song lyrics | Invisibly Shaken lyrics My friends say they're proud of me For taking our breakup so casually But they don't see what lies beneath my smile It appears that I'm okay And I moved on when you walked away But the truth is since you said goodbye Chorus I'm invisibly shaken and quietly breakin' Desperately takin' one breath at a time Beneath this composure I know it's over Baby I'm dying cause you can't be mine But I will never show the toll it's taking Cause I'm invisibly shaken If it looks like I don't care It's not killing me seeing you here And hearing you say you want to try us again Believe me it ain't easy being this cool But too many times girl I've been your fool And I know I'd just end up here again Chorus Invisibly shaken and quietly breakin' Desperately takin' one breath at a time Beneath this composure I know it's over But baby I'm dying cause you can't be mine But I will never show the toll it's taking Cause I'm invisibly shak

Why Me????
I am still in heaven...thinking about the day that this pic was taken. It was the best day ever. And I kno others say all you need is just one day with the person you love, I need more! LMAO. ALOT MORE! One day, for me, just wasnt enough. I need to kidnap him for a weekend! LMAO. We shall see on THAT one! But still, every time I look at this pic, I go gaga. I have this pic also saved on my phone too. So when I am at work, I can just look at it when I feel down. But even that photo didnt seem to help save me today. UGH! Hmmm...I dont kno if you all remember me telling you about the trucker guy who wont leave me alone...but he is back and seems to be stalking me now. For those of you who dont kno....back in October/November of 07, I got "friendly" with a trucker from work. Not what I was wanting but it was one of those "it will do things". If you get my drift. Well...the guy was pestering the fuk out of me. From then to about January. He would ask people if I was working

So Excited For Today.
2/3 of my child population comes my way lol. i missed my babies! but because i always start this off early... Ruby's 63k away from Fu-King. See the pretty moving picture?... Go catch one and rate it! Ruby Cairo ETid, LP, FuGF of Persia@ fubar Beautiful Tragedy - In This Moment

Not Nice...
Why do people have to be so mean? So what I spelled the word Decisions on my mumm...Try moving to another country and learning a whole new language...then tell me how good of a speller you would be? I work 24/7...Paying for my college all myself... But people dont care about how hard I try... It amazes me how many assholes the world has..

Memory
Yes; I havea bad memory, I am sorry, probably developing alzheimers or something! I am not a young puppy; almost 54, lots of stuff is going bad!! LOL I think that's why they call it old age.....................

What Is It That Depression Can Do
where can depression take you. to suicide maybe no i dont think i can do that cuz i dont knoe what your catwalk is like i just knoe my lyfe was the worst i attempt suicide abot 4 years ago i have the date down pat cuz my lil brother was just born then my mom had all these pills for pain and for sleep. my nanay just died a few months before that. i felt to blame for that. think my mom even knew i was to blame. she already thought of me as useless. it funny that day i felt so relaxed i knew i was ready i already setup had all mom's pills even had a sharp knife to finish everything up with. laid down in a nice hot bath. took all the pills but i just chickened out on the nice cut on the waists. i was already feeling the buzz of the pills. a girl at school told me the cut wont hurt at all but i just settle to let the pill take affect. i dont know why my dad came home early. i thpought i heard him but i laid quiet just a soak in the bath was all i was doing. the room seem

Cooter Definitions Of The Week For 07/26/08
1.cooter belly The space on a woman's body, normally older, heavier women, that bulges out when they wear jeans. Typically space below the belly button to top of pubic region. Wow! look at the cooter belly on Star Jones! 2.cooter billy A redneck, a cracker...Someone who finds joy in Nascar, Miller-in-the-can, and illegal fishing. When you wear that Harley-Davidson bandana over yer head, you look like a cooter billy! 3.cooter biscuit Mysterious lady parts. Located near the hanoose. Hey woman, make me a sandwich or I will kick you in the cooter biscuit!

Sad Comfort
am so ugly when i cry i dont want to cry it hurt so much i can be sad if i try i know i walk a fine line between depression its sad but its mine want to hear me whine i block out all who cheer me cheer me up with a shopping spree no i wallow in my sadness when someone tries i flee i feel comfort in my sadness i know you think this madness that i want to be in the sadness so i dress for the mess feeling sad is my comfort so leave me to my utopia its so much better than a resort thats all i have to report

Fogettaboutit! You Need To Go
http://www.nydailynews.com/ny_local/brooklyn/2008/07/28/2008-07-28_belmar_mayor_has_gotta_go_for_comments_o.html Belmar mayor has gotta go for comments on Staten Island Monday, July 28th 2008, 3:45 PM Denver for News Kenneth Pringle Yo, Mayor Yo Yo gotta go. Kenneth E. Pringle calls Italians from Staten Island "guidos." He's the mayor of a 1.7-square-mile one-horse town of 6,045 (which we could fit in KeySpan Cyclones Stadium) called Belmar, N.J., and if it weren't for the people of Brooklyn and Staten Island, the horse would croak. You could call Belmar a tank town, but without the money spent there every summer by people from Brooklyn and Staten Island, you'd be referring to the toilet tank flushing it down the tubes. These days, Pringle has boosted the title of Mayor of Belmar right up there with CEO of IndyMac Bank. But give Pringle credit: He made news last week. Under ordinary circumstances, the Mayor of Belmar couldn't make news outside of his own bu

Desillusions
Mon coeur saigne D’une invisible blessure Dans la mélancolie baignent De profondes meurtrissures Inéluctable le temp s’écoule Et les amours passent et trépassent Perdu, seul au milieu de la foule Devant mes yeux mes souvenirs repassent Mieux vaut-il mourir, Qu’un Amour impossible ? Chaque seconde où je respire Émiette davantage mon cœur trop sensible

Black Roses
My Love, he brings black roses laid across my heart he speaks but his voice is broken words lost within the dark. Silence, his breath , his heartbeat petals falling in the wind Memories of he and I bleeding on my skin Breathe him in, memories..... Dark hair across his face Hiding secret smiles His arms around my waist Black roses for what could have been and all that never was within, without, he lived in me just as he still does....

To My Crush (not My Fubar Crush:p)
I Can't Stop I can't stop thinking about you Wondering if you think of me, too I can't stop thinking of your lips Oh! How soft they are between mine I can't stop imagining your hands As they caress my every hair and limb I can't stop thinking of your face How I love it and it thanks me in return. I can't stop thinking of your voice, As sexy as the body it possesses. I can't stop feeling your touch inside me. My temperature rises and emotions explode. I can't stop thinking of how much I want you, how I need you No matter what you do, I can't stop thinking about you. *SIGH*

Facts
* Estimates range from 960,000 incidents of violence against a current or former spouse, boyfriend, or girlfriend per year1 to three million women who are physically abused by their husband or boyfriend per year.2 * Around the world, at least one in every three women has been beaten, coerced into sex or otherwise abused during her lifetime.3 * Nearly one-third of American women (31 percent) report being physically or sexually abused by a husband or boyfriend at some point in their lives, according to a 1998 Commonwealth Fund survey.4 * Nearly 25 percent of American women report being raped and/or physically assaulted by a current or former spouse, cohabiting partner, or date at some time in their lifetime, according to the National Violence Against Women Survey, conducted from November 1995 to May 1996.5 * Thirty percent of Americans say they know a woman who has been physically abused by her husband or boyfriend in the past year.6 * In the year 2001, more than

Life Story
People tell you 2 write when your sad But how can you with your so mad Mad at your father for screwing up your life Mad at a worthless mother who doesnt give a hoot anymore about your life or what you do with it You go through thinking things will get better but they never do But, instead you die alittle more each time you see a happier family Sure your family left you but its life right Your father did drugs and raped you Your worthless mother kicked you out and let people you thought cared bout you run you over What a happy family right? And your the little girl who cant do much But, your a strong soilder who trys Everyone has a story Whats your's? BECAUSE, THIS IS MINE!!!!!!

Only Exist In Memory
what is it like to die to be wiped from existence dont you always wonder as i seen when a friend deleted herself from myspace it is like dying never to be as she did her photo became a photo of this person did not upload a picture just a blank she did this in the morning by the late afternoon she was a deleted red X all the messages i saved from her become garbage poems i wrote to her and all her comments all the comments on my profile disappeared from existence if i were to go to farm fresh and she were no longer there and they had never heard of her that is how she died from myspace i no longer have a memory of her would you die like that it dont seem that is the way cause people have memories of your existence right now as i surf my friends spaces i found photos of her on theirs proving her existence right now but what of in 50 years what of in hundred years memories fade as people die as other friends delete from lyfe their existence di

A Message To Family Members!!! (please Read)
We have had some instances where family members are putting newbies thru the joining process. I am glad to see people that are willing to help so much, but to avoid any confusion if you have somebody that is interested in joining dont put them through the joining process. Have them message either myself, Enchanted Rose, Lori, Mz Attitude, or Evil Angel. Between us 5, 1 of us is on most of the time. It just avoids confusion for us, to put people through and make sure they get added to rollcall and get tags made all at once. We want to make sure people get added to the rollcall as they enter the family so that way they dont get missed by other newbies when they go through the rollcall. If you have any other questions about this please message me. Thank you and keep up the awesome work!! You guys rawk!!! Your friend Scooter

The Little Things
Song lyrics | The Little Things lyrics The little things, you do to me are, Taking me over, I wanna show ya Everything inside of me oh, Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating My feet are stuck here, against the pavement I wanna break free, I wanna make it Closer to your eyes, get your attention Before you pass me by So back up back up take another chance Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you Give up give up don't you say that I'd be Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin If I'm better off better off, with out you boy And every time, you notice me by Holding me closely, and saying sweet things I don't believe, that it could be You speaking your mind and, saying the real thing My feet have broke free, and I am leaving I'm not gonna stand here, feeling lonely but I don't regret it, and I won't think this Was just a waste of time So back up back up take another chance Don't you

Rejected Penthouse Letter Valentine's Day
I wanted to write a letter to The Forum to describe a unique Valentine’s Day experience I had. It was February 14th and some unattached friends and I were at a local bar. We were sharing a few drinks when I noticed an attractive blond woman at the bar. I am a fairly good looking guy and have had my share of eye contact in these types of situations. This woman was looking at me with a special kind of look. I had enough liquid courage in me to introduce myself. It turns out Michelle was at the bar all alone. Wouldn’t I like to join her? Michelle looked to be in her mid twenties, with a slim figure and a firm chest. She was fair skinned and blond. She might even have been a real blond but I never care. We found a table away from my drinking buddies. As soon as I sat down Michelle began with that casual contact that is so arousing. First she placed her hand on my knee, then touched my arm, then my face. Before I knew it, we were sharing a long passionate kiss. It was tim

What Is A.l.s.
Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), often referred to as "Lou Gehrig's Disease," is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord. Motor neurons reach from the brain to the spinal cord and from the spinal cord to the muscles throughout the body. The progressive degeneration of the motor neurons in ALS eventually lead to their death. When the motor neurons die, the ability of the brain to initiate and control muscle movement is lost. With voluntary muscle action progressively affected, patients in the later stages of the disease may become totally paralyzed. A-myo-trophic comes from the Greek language. "A" means no or negative. "Myo" refers to muscle, and "Trophic" means nourishment---"No muscle nourishment." When a muscle has no nourishment, it "atrophies" or wastes away. "Lateral" identifies the areas in a person's spinal cord where portions of the nerve cells that signal and control the muscles are located. As this area degenera

Take Your Pick - Abuse Or Not ???
Sometimes we get stuck in our life and refuse to see its impact upon us and the fact we need to make change. I was an abused wife. Verbally, emotionally and physically. Yes I thought he could change and yes I didn't blame him, he couldn't help it. But, one day I realised that, being there for him was preventing him from dealing with the issue because it wasn't being required of him to do so. Certainly staying with him gave him that impression. Until one day, I gathered my strength, and threw his sorry ass out. This is me weighed down by abuse. This is me now, free of him and free as a freaking bird. Now, moving on was hard, and I am still adapting, but in one year of being on my own, can you see the change in me. I can see it feel it smell it and taste it. Don't keep copping it. Get up and move on. It may be the hardest thing you have done in life, but atleast it will be the most rewarding for you. My ex is having therapy now, and accepts

Happy
I have been so happy today...I have litterally been on cloud 9! Why, you ask??? Well there is this guy that has captivated me in a way no one has done before. I am begining to think that this is too good to be true but I know that he is gunuine in his feelings toward me. I think I can take one thing off of my profile now....I don't think that I am going to get hurt this time. Love, Susan

Roach Science
Do you ever feel deep frustration when in the morning, as you arrive to work, you start feeling completely lost, unable to concentrate even on simplest tasks, and generally completely out of sorts? However, once you arrive home after the tedious work day, all over sudden everything seems to fall into places: your memory becomes sharper than cheddar (oh, if only your boss could see you now), your reaction becomes like that of a rattle snake (but please don't forget to wipe that drool streak off your chin), and your IQ increases by 100%, almost dipping into triple digits. Annoying, isn't it? Well, do not feel perturbed or left out, as you are not alone in feeling this way. So do roaches. As it turns out, studies performed at a Cocroach University of TN (actually called Vanderbilt University, but CU has a better ring to it), showed that roaches are just not morning individuals. Apparently, a roach IQ, which on a scale of IQ's sits between that of a mealworm and a member of MoveOn.org, is

This One Time...sky Writing Camp....
Ruby giggled in my ear while I typed out that title. Anyway I was outside smoking and I noticed that there was something written in the sky. I beat myself up trying to figure out what it said. Like literally; i kept banging into the house lol. Anyone got a spare plane? I wanna start a dog fight in the sky til he tells me what the fuck it was he wrote. =]

Cheack This Out,lol,100% True
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of weird shit. You can carry shit, hav

Risotto Alla Parmigiana
2 tablespoons unsalted butter 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 medium onion, finely chopped 1 pound Arborio rice 6 cups chicken stock, hot 2 tablespoons butter 3 ounces Parmagiano Reggiano cheese, coarsely grated Heat the butter and oil in a large, straight−sided saute pan or saucepan. Add the onion, and saute until soft, without browning. Add the rice, and saute for 2 minutes until the rice is well−coated. Ladle 1/2 cup of stock into the rice, stirring constantly, until all the liquid is absorbed and the rice is almost dry. Add more stock, 1/2 cup at a time, until it's all absorbed by the rice and the rice is al dente. The rice should be very moist and creamy, but not runny; the rice should be firm but tender, not crunchy. Remove from heat, and stir in the raw butter and the Parmagiano cheese. Salt to taste, and serve immediately.

Funny
I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times unintentionally... but this one is real, and it's important. If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT !! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked. I hope this brings a smile