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Your Teddy Bear
I wrote this for someone special and I want to share it with every one else. Your Teddy Bear: If I died and could choose any object that I could return as it would be your teddy bear. I’d have imperfect sight to see beyond an imperfect world and to only focus on you. With a smile sown on tight to let you know that you should always be happy. Two perky ears, maybe one bent but not to judge, not to blame but to be there to listen when you need to vent. My arms are always open in good times or bad, they are there to hold and hug you both when you are happy or sad. Most of all I would have a heart that is tender and soft. No matter what you say or what you course you take this teddy bears heart will never break. I will be your best friend forever; I would be your teddy bear.

Lawyers
This guy walks into a bar and sees a gorgeous woman nursing a drink. Walking up behind her he says... "Hi, there, good lookin'! How's it going?" Having already downed a few power drinks, she turns around, faces him, looked him straight in the eye and says... "Listen up, buddy. I screw anybody, any time, anywhere, your place, my place, in the car, front door, back door, on the ground, standing up, sitting down, naked or with clothes on, dirty, clean... it just doesn't matter to me. I've been doing it ever since I got out of college and I just flat-ass love it." Eyes now wide with interest, he responds... "No kidding. I'm a lawyer too! What firm are you with.....?

Thought For Today!!!! Read Please
>Thought for the day: > >In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American >sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime >Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by >one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he >said: > >"A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many >want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have >ever offered to die for you: > >1. Jesus Christ >2. The American G. I. > >One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. > >YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ON AS MANY SEEM TO FORGET BOTH OF THEM. >AMEN!

New Cherry Tap
well finally think i have figured cherry tap out it took me a while but i think i finally figured it out. well its 2:16am and i can't sleep.In 3 weeks im having my baby, found out today that we are having a girl, thank goodness we bought nothing but nutural colors on clothes ect.. i will blog more again later.

Untitled
Who do I trust, what can I trust? It'll all come and pass like dust to dust, sand to sand in an hour glass as it runs through my hand. Whatever happens, happens even after its come my way. Truth is, right now I don't know what to do, or what to say. If tears could drown the world, would you cry an ocean from feeling & emotion? Maybe at times we all question devotion, can you see it all, even if its not clearly. We all walk darkend halls, we all see the darkness close to our falls, we all try to cool it off when we're close to losing it all.

Suppressed Report Shows Cancer Link To Gm Potatoes
Suppressed report shows cancer link to GM potatoes 17 Feb 2007 Campaigners against genetically modified crops in Britain last are calling for trials of GM potatoes this spring to be halted after releasing more evidence of links with cancers in laboratory rats. http://news.independent.co.uk/uk/health_medical/article2278044.ece

Two Nuns
Two nuns, Sister Catherine and Sister Helen, are traveling through Europe in their car. They get to Transylvania and are stopped at a traffic light. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a tiny little Dracula jumps onto the hood of the car and hisses through the windshield. "Quick, quick!" shouts Sister Catherine. "What shall we do?" "Turn the windshield wipers on. That will get rid of the abomination," replies Sister Helen. Sister Catherine switches them on, knocking Dracula about, but he clings on and continues hissing at the nuns. "What shall I do now?" she shouts. "Switch on the windshield washer. I filled it up with Holy Water at the Vatican," says Sister Helen Sister Catherine turns on the windshield washer. Dracula screams as the water burns his skin, but he clings on and continues hissing at the nuns. "Now what?" shouts Sister Catherine. Show him your cross," says Sister Helen. "Now you're talking," says Sister Catherine. She opens the window and shouts, "Get the

The Top 15 Courses At Superhero College
15> CULINARY ARTS 107: Garlic Breath -- the Hidden Super Power 14> ETHICS 260: Comparative Philosophies on Acting as an Agent of Justice in a Rapidly Evolving World of Increasing Complexity and Moral Ambiguity (Prerequisite: Intermediate Ass-Whupping) 13> PHYSICAL EDUCATION 203: Controlling Atomic Flatulence 12> ETHICS 221: Using Your Powers to Benefit a Stupid, Ungrateful Public Rather Than Robbing Banks, Extorting Governments, and Flying Unsuspecting Supermodels to Your Fortress of Solitude 11> SOCIOLOGY 403: Why Johnny Can't Fly -- The problems of super offspring in 21st Century Society 10> PSYCHOLOGY 401: Why You'll Never Be As Popular As Superman 9> SECRET IDENTITIES 107: Throw Away Those Glasses! *Really* Concealing Your Identity With Colored Contacts and Mousse 8> HISTORY 302: A Historical Overview of Victorian-Era Salon Poets and How You Could Crush Any of Those Absinthe-Drinking Pansies With Just One Twitch of Your Immensely Powerful Nostrils 7>

Dont Fart In Bed
"DON'T FART IN BED" If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in there marriage was the husband's habit of farting loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop rip ping them off because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to rip them out! Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and went upstairs wher

"JUST AN ~ILLUSION~" So Breath Taking he Was I Denied Tryna Address Him Just Because He'd Take My Breath Away Every Time But This Time When He Caught My Eye I Suddenly Got The Heart To...Vent Whats Inside I Closed My Eyes, And Took A Deep Breath Focused My Mind On What Was About To Be Said To Ensure I Released Everything... Everything! I've Been Concealing Within My Chest Then I Opened My Eyes And Proceeded Started Preaching...Walking Towards Him Gradually Consecutively Uttering These Words I Held Inside For What Seemed To Be An Eternity I Pictured Then What It Would Be LIke If I Got Through Entirely Unfortunatly By The Time I Reached Him Physically I Was On My Kness...Breathless Close To Death Struggling Restless... With Just One Last Line To Confess But I Failed To Due To The Fact That, I Started To Lose Conscienceness Is This Logic? Death Dialing My Number, While My Heart Dials His More And More A Damaged Heart That Has Been Am

Shout.box.
to explain.... my shoutbox is family-only now. it is eternally screwy. firefox claims I need a plugin. I already have it, ARRRRGH!! so I manually reload the damn thing. that is, when it works. often, it's delayed HOURS. IE doesn't recognize CT at all. whatever. just don't shout. mmmmmmk? private message me. or comment. Do Not Shout @ Me. PLEASE.

A Numbness
like a soft whisper it calls to me telling me i will make you better a slow onslaught of senses wiped away with one small pill a pain intensified but now numbed how i long for that clock to tell me it is time for a visit a rapture of delight washed down with a sweet wine drunk and high is how ill stay no pain for me anymore only a sweet nothing no pain, no terror, no hell just an ever present numbeness that keeps me sane and sees me through the darkness till i wake and am better

Why Does This Happen To Me?
why did this happen I made my mistakes but life goes on as I am fading away I am sick of this life I wish it would change but life goes on as I am fading away why do I make the mistakes why do have to take the blame all I am is a mistake I can't take it anymore I wish I could just be accepted for once not get made fun of and not get yelled at I can't take this pain much longer the anger is getting to me I cant take it much longer why does every one hate me or call me a loser or other names like that I am a person I have feelings too why does this happen to me I made my mistakes but life goes on as I am fading away I am sick of this life I wish it could change but life goes on as I am fading away every smile is fake every lake I cry is the agony I cant take one day something going to happen and I am not going to be there to help you I wish you could just understand that I am not okay just give me a chance to breathe I kn

Day One: Redondo Beach
This is the blog I kept while learning to surf last year. I like the objective feedback I get from you Cherry Tap peeps. You guys are awsome! Day one: Saturday Afternooon, July 8th, 2006 Location: Redondo Beach - Sandy and nice. Parking: Free if you're lucky enough to find a spot Conditions: Choppy Risk Level: Mid-To High Risk Safety Personell: Intermitent beach patrols driving through, although Lifeguards present, although entirely lacking in concern for swimmers. We saw them fucking around with buddies, even saw one with their back to the shore! Trouble can happen in the blink of an eye, if the life guard is not paying attention at all times, surf at your own risk! Sea Creatures: Ballsy Seagulls tore though our goddies and demolished an entire bag of chips. We beat the heat of the day, got there around 4:00 pm after just deciding at the spur of the moment to hop in the car and roll. It was absoluteley ..beautiful. The air was cool and the water was warm. It was an in

Day Two: Doheny Saturday Morning, July 18th, 2006
Day Two: Saturday Morning, July 18th, 2006 Location: Doheny Beach Parking: $10.00 for the day Conditions: Choppy with riptides and undercurrents, not a good spot for beginners. Rocky shoreline hurts your feet, water shoes recommended. waist high water level drops off about 10 feet out, Not sure how deep it is. Risk Level: Pretty safe Safety Personel: Life guards with anal personalities on duty until 6:00 pm, which is a good thing when your safety is concerned. Main Lifeguard control tower located high above the beach that surveys the entire area, able to dispatch necessary personel if needed. Sea Creatures: We asked the rangers at the gate about Sharks, jellyfish and sting rays. None to their knowledge they said however, I saw someone fishing who had caught one around 7:00 PM. Many different birds, small birds catching teeny meals in the water, spotted some sort of falcon or eagle in the trees. Saw dolphins swimming very close to the shore, were able to spot them inside the

Suicide
Suicide by Jason V. Brown There is this pain I feel that just wont go away No matter how much I run from it, it's there to stay I thought I was past this struggle, but it still lingers Too busy working and caring for others to start pointing fingers I really feel alone, though I never confess the truth My emotions stay buried deep near the root Confiding in others seem to be just a waste The same old message you hear that keeps you in place While others look deep within each other for love and compassion Swimming in their money, throwing parties in their mansion I dwell in the sorrow of being left behind and forgotten Performing miracles and making others happy while my heart caves in See you with others, loving and spending your hard earned time While the resounding, painful words come in the same lines No one truly understands that I dont have the fight left in me So I guess its good you left me behind, just let me be No wonder you dont to come to my rescue when y

Do You See?
Do you see what I see?, no I don't think you can. I see nothingness, pitch black, motionless, nothing changes, nothing is new, it's just horrible darkness, with no ending, and no beginning,it's everlasting, neverending, depressing, suffocating, flattening, worrying. A hand reaches out, I cannot grasp it, and I fall deeper and deeper, into the darkness. No-one is there, and no-one can understand

Painful Desire
They love me, Some would loved me, Some will love me. This is a lie, That love was a lie, I'm in love, But with it that I might never get. Some said I'm living a lie, As I'm not who they think I am. My eyes can give it away, The truth of who I am inside. When a pink ray shined, I shut my sight, But when blue rays shines passed, I stared, and lust encircled my mind. Is this a curse? Or is it just natural? How will I continue living my life? As I keep masking the truth, my desire, the lust. Some thinks it's only about sex, But no, it's love I want, To be cared, To be hugged, To be fulfilled, But I just might not get all this. I might be killed, By myself, And I know by love ones, As it will kill them too. Help me please, My silent moan of sadness, My bloody tears, I'm lonely

"hurt" Johnny Cash
Here ya'll go "Hurt" I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Our Lips Will Meet
Another poem I have know idea who wrote it. Being with you is not enough, With your lips with such a gentle touch. And your tonuge taste so sweet, Soon our lips will meet. Our lips have been away for far to long. Being with you is where I belong. Being with you is requrie You are my only desire. We have been away forever. We belong together. Hoping there is no end to this night, Never letting you out of my sight. Being with you is not enough, With your lips such a gentle touch. And your tonuge taste so sweet. This is the part where our lips will meet.

Which Precious Gem Are You ??
?? Which Precious Gem Are You ?? ! You are Most Like A Ruby !Passionate, in control - and very sexy. You tend tobe more dominant, and people long to possess your wild nature. People find you fun, and a real live wire.You're most like a Ruby because people simply can'ttake their eyes away from you - your bright captivatingnature draws people to you.Congratulations ... You're the sparkly fun gem everybody craves.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Saving Naaman The Syrian
"And many lepers were in Israel at the time of Elisha the prophet; and none of them were cleansed, saving Naaman the Syrian." When Jesus was teaching in His hometown of Nazareth (remember, He was born in Bethlehem, then went to Egypt, then came back to Nazareth with Joseph and Mary), the people in the synagogue were perplexed. Jesus stated that He was the fulfillment of a prophecy Isaiah had set down centuries before -- excerpted in Luke 4:18 and originally written in Isaiah 49:8-9 and 61:1 regarding the Spirit of the Lord upon One who would preach and heal and set at liberty -- and several voices came forth "Is this not Joseph's son?" They were right but they were also wrong. Jesus cited that prophets weren't accepted in their own country and, just as He did with His parables, provides examples the audiences of His day on Earth could relate to and were familiar with. He cites Elijah's visit to a widow not in Israel, but instead in Zarephath (spelled Sarepta in this passage), a village

Music/lyrics 11
I will always feel. And I will always care I wish she was my enemy But I'm still waiting here for her to hold my hand For her to steal my breath For her to pick up the pieces of promises never kept She moves in slow motion. Sonically as the rain. As the rain falls down. Everything is still as she moves to me. Stands still. Maybe I'll do better on my own Why does everything disappear? When all I see is you alone... And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name I'm waiting. Still Fading So tell me I'm not alone I'm still waiting I'm still fighting Wake me from this sleep So I can begin living Or give me the solution So I can start dying Will I start living, or start dying? Maybe I'll do better on my own Why does everything disappear When all I see is you alone And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name I'm waiting. Still fading So tell me I'm not alone..

Property
my husband owns 40 acres of land, 2 of which he sold to his brother. He(my husband) has given my dad and his friend permission to hunt on the land and now trenton is bringing his friends in and letting his kids 4 wheel on the property that my dad and his friend are trying to hunt on. Trenton is now saying that the land belongs to him and his mother and that he (my husband) had no right to let my dad and will hunt there. so it looks like things are going to get ugly for a while between the two brothers

Untitled
He didn't know the year would go, only 16 and suspended again for cuttin class. So, he smoked his smokes, and sat on the grass.Waiting for the girl he talked on the phone at night with, she came out and they walked and held hands. Not sure about future plans but they talked. He always walked her home, even when he froze, dead to the bone, watching it snow. He walked her to class, they even sat together in the school caf, never knowing how long it'd last. As the time went on, they'd pass but she still called him when he got with another, like she wouldn't let him pass. They'd talk on the phone, most nights, and sometimes during the days but as the months trickled into days he let her get away. He soon learned the truth, she was crushing on someone else, but what could he do? Her sister saw him time after time again, she always said hi to him. As the days trickled into years, two summers back they ran into each other, but said nothing with words, what did she fear?

Nothing
I WAKE UP AND THE SUN IS SHINING.. I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER NIGHT. SCREAMS AND PAIN OF YESTERDAYSTILL FRESH IN MY MIND. WALKING QUIETLY LIKE A MOUSE NOT TO DISTURB. DISTURBING WILL WAKE THE BEAST AND THEN THE FIRE AND WRATH WILL RAIN DOWN. BE QUIET, SO QUIET. TOO LATE- THE BEAST GROWLS THAT MENEAVING GROWL AND I FALL TO MY KNEES. PLEASE GOD PLEASE... PULLING MY HAIR, TEARING MY CLOTHES. I FEEL THE STING OF THE BEAST ON MY FACE. I SCREAM INSIDE.. ONLY INSIDE.. FOR SCREAMING WILL ANGER HIM MORE.. MAKING THE FIRE BRIGHTER IN HIS EYES. OH GOD NO MORE, NO MORE. I AM SO NUMB.. COLD AS ICE.. NOT HERE.. DANCING IN FANTASIES OF A BRIGHTER TIME. THEN I AWAKE.. O FEELING.. NO HEARING.. NO SIGHT.. I AM NOTHING IN NOTHINGNESS.

God Bless This Fallen Soldier
May god bless the family of Buddy Hughie of Poteau,Oklahoma (my home town)! He was a soldier, my friend, who died in Afghanistan yesterday. He died trying to rescue two injured soldiers. May The Lord keep his soul and grant grace to all of us that are left behind to grieve his untimely death!!!

Girl
She feels the wind at her back. She feels everything. The world rails against her. Every mark upon her soul noted. Remembered. Every bruise. Every line. Becomes a new facet of all that is she. Pain becomes her. Damaged chameleon. She feels all. Who she is today . . . Look within. What have you done to her?

I'm Afraid....
If there is one person i really care about, it is you and you know that losing you would kill me completely. i never thought at first that this feeling would be serious but as we chat and as we laugh, as we blush and as we play this deep feeling keeps on growing each day i see you even if i tried to not like you, i know that this wont easily fade away because i know to myself this is no joke, this is for real you have been really important part of my life for the past few months you caused so many laughs and smiles for me when i hear you you have been the major part of every story to my friends you gave color to my life, you pushed away my tears and pain but i am hurting alot because i know that you are taken and i know that i will probably never see you, face to face all i do is just stare at you and my heart races then you just stare back at me and smile and you know i come undone but i know that it cannot happen... that we cannot be. i am afraid to talk and speak wh

Life In General
well lets see I paid of all my probation today so that was refreshing to know I dont have to deal with that anymore and i get my liscence back on may 16, 85 days doesnt seem that long I go back to work on monday and start making some loot again I went to the base and they have college programs there for me to take and finacial aid which will be important since im been thinking of doing things for myself lately and have been trying to find out what I want in life and where I want it to take me in the next year while my wife is away in iraq

Need More Coffee
I lack serious motivation this morning. I had this great dream I couldn't wake from. it made little sense, but I did wake up happy and wanting to go back. today's delima: STOCKINGS!!!!! it seems like they are all over the place in funky colors and patterns when I don't need them. the minute I do they are nowhere to be found. even though the shoe problem was solved, and we did find some tights that would kick ass, I just can't bring myself to pay way more in shipping than the cost of the tights that may not get here in time. so today after some work gets done we shall travel the town in search for them. dragging all kids in tow of course, lol. (it's all for the glory of ACROSS and Lord Ilpalazzo!) .. ok so maybe a little loony-ness is starting to creep in, nothing worse than faire crazies, which is coming up right behind the tea party madness. not to mention getting ready for moving, Chris' grad, ballet recitals, kids schooling, conventions that need planning and a few summer

Don’t Lie…
Your hand doesn’t lie… You caressed me. Your lips don’t lie… You kissed me. Your tongue doesn’t lie… You twisted me. Your words don’t lie… You said: “I want simply that you know that I love you!” So… Do you love me or not? …And don’t lie!

Black
Black is the emptiness of the dark night, Black is the lonliness and the sadness of fright. Black is the evil of magic so black, Black is the witches with the blackest of cats. Black is Satan and the darkness of dred, Black is the insanity growing deep in my head. Black is the shadows and horror of the dead, Black is the raven and all that he said. Black is the poison That will kill me today- Black is the ghosts I will see on my way. Black is the hatred to people of race, Black is the scars I see on your face. Black is the strength of the depression inside, Black is the terror you're trying to hide.

I Wish It Were That Easy
You don't think of me Not as nearly as much as I Think of you And you don't love me No you don't love me Like I love you And Your completely numb And I feel everything Your eyes, Your eyes don't cry And mine, My eyes are never dry I'm losing myself And your already gone And I'm not sure How much longer Of this pain This pain I can't take it anymore I fall at your feet And your already on the ground You broke my heart You never had a heart to start with No you never had a heart And your gone And the pain killed me

Business Is Business
BUSINESS LESSON Johnny wanted to screw a girl in his office... But she had a boyfriend... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'll give you a $1000 dollars if you let me screw you" But the girl said "NO WAY!" Johnny said, "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, I'll be finished by the time you pick it up" She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend ... So she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says "Ask him for $2000 dollars, pick up the money very fast, he won't even be able to get his pants down!" So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 mins the boyfriend calls and asks "What happened?" She said "The bastard used coins!!" Management lesson: Always consider a business proposal in it's entirety before agreeing to it and getting scre

Upcoming Bi Guys Play While Gals Watch Cam Show
I am planning to have 3 guys come over to my office on Saturday, 24 February, to fuck my holes on cam starting at 4:00 pm pacific standard time (12 midnightGreenwich Mean Time). If you are not sure what time this will be where you live, check http://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html - i'm in San Francisco. As usual I will be setting up an invite-only conference room in yahoo instant messenger and will turn on my mic so you can watch and listen as well as chat with other viewers - other females (some bi) and couples. Please hit me back if you are interested so I can send you a reminder as we get closer. If you have a cam, we'd love it if you turn your cam on for us. The show is only open to women, tgirls, and couples. You will need to provide me 2 photos of yourself (for couples each photo must include you both) to confirm your elibibility. Absolutely no solo guys! Hit me up here or in yahoo im if you are interested. once you have qualified to view, i will s

Where I'm From
this is my life this is my mtv's diary i'm gonna let you know bout somethings you might not know bout me somethings that may make you think wholly entirely differently but i'm gonna do this so you see me just a bit more clearly so clear ya mind, think coherently and lemme tell ya where i'm from i was born in a small indiana town white corn bread baby boy my parents had one car, but my pops held it down supported 2 kids, a wife continued goin to school, just to have a better life we leave the country side move to columbus i get a taste of the city life my first day at school man it tripped me out, but i played it cool never realized i was the only white kid every one around me was black didn't see the racial differences all the racist talk it just didn't make sense 7 years old, come to cincinnati talk about culture shock, man the shit had me confused and curious now there's only one black kid this shit made me delirious .... to be continued

New Zealand Fishermen Catch Rare Squid
WELLINGTON, New Zealand - A fishing crew has caught a colossal squid that could weigh a half-ton and prove to be the biggest specimen ever landed, a fisheries official said Thursday. The squid, weighing an estimated 990 lbs and about 39 feet long, took two hours to land in Antarctic waters, New Zealand Fisheries Minister Jim Anderton said. The fishermen were catching Patagonian toothfish, sold under the name Chilean sea bass, south of New Zealand "and the squid was eating a hooked toothfish when it was hauled from the deep," Anderton said. The fishing crew and a fisheries official on board their ship estimated the length and weight of the squid: Detailed, official measurements have not been made. The date when the colossus was caught also was not disclosed. Colossal squid, known by the scientific name Mesonychoteuthis hamiltoni, are estimated to grow up to 46 feet long and have long been one of the most mysterious creatures of the deep ocean. If original estimates are correct

The Redneck Exorcism
You can call me Kooky. I have had that name since I was a young man. I always was doing crazy things. Still am. I live up to my name. A few years ago, my reputation got me put inside the local nuthouse, Hotel Nuts. I performed a Redneck Exorcism on an evil boss. He was possessed by the devil and I decided to save his soul by performing a Redneck Exorcism on him. My co-workers were confused and thought I was trying to choke the life out of the evil boss. Naw... That's the way I perform a Redneck Exorcism. I was trying to choke the devil out of him! The boss was okay. But he was still evil. He fired me and had me arrested.

Welcome To Hillywood
I call my two acre estate Hillywood. In honor of Hollywood. I have a large cabin with five bedrooms and five bathrooms. Thar is a barn on my property and a two car garage. I have a high security fence all around my property. My family had it installed. It protects me from all the wild fans who may try to get at me. My family is wealthy. I get an allowance. My family does not trust me to handle money. If I need something I just call the place of business and order it. Someone will bring it out to me. Home delivery! I have to do it this way. I cannot leave my compound. I am under house arrest. I can go anywhere inside my fence. But if I try to leave the law will show up and it is back to the nuthouse fer me. I have an ankle bracelet with a transmitter in it. I don't know how it works but it sends signals to the security at Hotel Nuts. Yea, I is stuck here! But it is better than being inside the nuthouse. I can drink beer here.

My Posse
I ain't been outside of Hillywood fer five years. People can come in and visit but I cannot go out. I am a prisoner inside my own home. But I ain't bitchin' about it. I have two acres to run around on. I have a cook named Cooky. He prepares my food and cleans the joint. My parents pay him a salary. He is my butler, too. And my bodyguard. Cooky is six foot, six and weighs 320 pounds. Solid like a rock! Cooky has his own part of the cabin. He is right here if I need him. But he ain't gonna allow me to escape. My parents pay his salary. But I like ole Cooky. He is a deaf mute. Cooky keeps to himself and goes out after the food. The weekends he is away relaxing and doing whatever he does. I get carryout food delivered. Or, Cuzzin Willy goes to town and gets it. Willy stays with me on weekends. Cuzzin Willy Moon is my first cuzzin. He brings me booze, cigars and women when ever I want. Willy also is on salary to my parents. But Willy and me are like brothers. We grew up together and are

My Dying Bride-for You
I will be there for you All I want is you When I see your face All the Angels are shamed Lay with me beauty Feel me close to you Take my hand to you Touch you softly. Your warm skin Cover me with you Over me under you Pull me into you As one we lay entwined All I ever wanted I have, I need never wish again You are heaven sent ------------------

Good Luck Brother
at 4:47 am this morning, club owner, long time biker, and long time friend to all who knew him, Dennis Martindale, passed. Dennis was the owner of several clubs around little rock, ar, but most recently the very respected gentlemans club, Peaches, in jacksonville, ar. he was also the owner/founder of HARDRIDERS bike shop/bar&grill. I've known Dennis off and on for about 8 yrs, and had the privilage to work for him for almost 2. he was friend to all colors, including the red and white, the Sons of Silience, and many, many others. Dennis had been battling an illness for the past few years, but refused to let it beat him or interfere with his daily responsibilities, whether it was work or family related, all the way til the end. no matter what he always had a big genuine smile on his face anytime i saw him, and never offered anything less than kind words of encouragement when he talked to me. he will be missed dearly, and i know that he is riding through the gates,with that infectious

Missing You
There is a friend I miss,he is far far away,I hope he is safe,so I send a wish,I send a prayer,Where did you go? I miss you so,just like I would miss any of my other friends in my life,all friends each and every individual one,are all important to me.

The River (lol)
The River Three men were hiking through a forest when they came upon a large, raging violent river. Needing to get on the other side, the first man prayed, "God, please give me the strength to cross the river." Poof! God gave him big arms and strong legs and he was able to swim across in about 2 hours, having almost drowned twice. After witnessing that, the second man prayed, "God, please give me strength and the tools to cross the river." Poof! God gave him a rowboat and strong arms and strong legs and he was able to row across in about an hour after almost capsizing once. Seeing what happened to the first two men, the third man prayed, "God!, please give me the strength, the tools and the intelligence to cross this river." Poof! He was turned into a woman. She checked the map, hiked one hundred yards upstream and walked across the bridge. GO AHEAD! SEND THIS TO A WOMAN WHO NEEDS A GOOD LAUGH, AND A MAN THAT CAN HANDLE IT.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Penis Wants A Raise?!
The penis requested a raise in salary for the following reasons: * I do physical labour * I work at great depths * I am always using my head first * I do not get RDO's, weekends off or public holidays * I work in a damp environment * I don't get paid overtime or shift penalties * I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation * I work in high temperatures * My work exposes me to contagious diseases Response from Human Resources After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: * You do not work 8 hours straight * You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods * You do not always follow the orders of the management team * You do not stay in your assigned position, and often visit other areas * You take a lot of non-rostered breaks * You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working * You leave the workplace rather

Pickly
Pickly dickly dickly do... I love pickles, and olives, and other vinegar-salty things. Free form poetry about pickles is fun. I like to put pickles in my mouth slowly. I like to suck the juice from them. I like the ribbed nature of them as they slide down my throat hole. I like the way vinegar tantalizes my senses. Pickle juice is like your body's garbage-man. Pickles have a penis-like shape. The End

Honor
out of the sun they fly towards me in a blinding light my chance to fight is slim my future now is grim a phoenix with wings of fire I try to run climbing higher and higher the battle now is in the sky in this fight I shall surely die Fly...for my honor Fight...for your freedom Fly...for my life Fight...for what is right two now are on my tail as they fire I feel the pain straight from the depths of hell if I live I'll go insane fire has broke out as I start to spin I'm headed towards the sea this battle I did not win now at last my soul can be free

The Way I See Things
Some gurls are nyce, Some gurls are bad, but I come in both flavours, I'm the best you've ever had. People can take Everything away from you but....they can never take away your truth but the question is... CAN you HANDLE mine??? I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much He Cares about you and how Lucky He Is To Have You.

Sexy
You Are 57% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: High You're quite sexy, and you're probably at least partially aware of your powers. Don't let your self doubt ever get the best of you. You're even more attractive than you know. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Addicted To Love
You Are 44% Addicted to Love Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself! Are You Addicted to Love?

Open
You Are 53% Open You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy. You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends... But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life. How Open Are You?

Untitled
I don't know how, I don't know why but somethings not feeling right tonight. I don't know what it is, but it all feels wrong, like something that isn't ment or shouldn't be. Its bugging me inside, and I wish I knew what it could be but hopefully tomorrow or sooner what this is shall be known by me.

Oh No I Just Didn't!
Well, its been a while since I've made a blog post....anywhere. Maybe its for my own good to create one for once. Life seems to be at a norm, yet misunderstanding. Which is where I come in. I'm something, but I don't quite know what. I tend to think too much and obviously have way too much time on my hands to have a blog to begin with. CT is gewd for the soul. I don't mean to be a suck-up, brown nosing, son of a bitch but it is true. You meet other people that are just as dysfunctional as you and you can laugh at them without them knowing. :D But alas, i laugh at my own discretions, my faults, my failures, hell even my low, low, llllloooooooooowwwwwww self esteem. Its good for ya! And by now most of the people that do, in fact read any of my posts will say to themselves,"WTF was he smoking?". Well, I haven't smoked anything, yet. But when I do I'll let ya know, cuz ya know what? (Looks all shifty eyed and whispers) I'm your buddy. So with all of that covered I'll actually get tal

Dance
to feel that you must dance is a freedom of expression dancing makes a person feel free and alive,you do not have to be drunk,you do not have to be in love,you do not have to be in a bar,you dont have to be shy,if you want to get up and dance just dance,I like dancing I dance when I am happy,It does not matter wether you are a big or little person,you don't even have to be good at dancing,Dancing is and something you should do just to show you can be yourself,no matter what or who or what is around,you deserve it,It is part of your individuality,And don't let anyone tell you that you should'nt dance.And everyone has the spirit of dance inside of them,you just have to find it,and show no fear to express it.

"i Wanna Fuck You" Snoop Dogg W/ Akon
"I Wanna Fuck You" [Akon:] Convict...Music...and you know we a front. [Chorus (Akon):] I see you winding and grinding up on that pole, I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know I wanna fuck you, you already know I wanna fuck you, you already know [Snoop Dogg:] Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel, hoe sale, don't tell, won't tell, baby said I don't talk Dogg but she told on me, oh well, take a picture with me, what the flick gon' do, baby stick to me & ima stick on you, if you pick me then ima pick on you, d-o-double g and I'm here to put this dick on you, I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right, wrip riding them poles and them doors is tight and ima get me a shot for the end of the night 'cause pussy is pussy and baby you're pussy for life. [Chorus (Akon)] [Akon:] Shorty I can see you ain't lonely handful of niggas and they all got cheese, so you looking at me now what's it gonna be just another tease far as

Geez
I get so whiny and needy that it makes me hate myself even more than I usually do. Know what I would tell myself?? "Down the street to the morgue, not across the street to the hospital". Seriously. Shit or get off the fucking pot.

Stupid People !!!!!!!
SOME JACKASS ON HERE HAD THE GULL TO LEAVE ME A SMART ASS PRIVATE MESSAGE ABOUT MY PAGE BEING OVER BOARD AND SO ON WELL I WONT BROADCAST HIS ASS LIKE I SHOULD BECAUSE I DONT DO THT SO HERE IS TO YOU < YOU SLIPKNOT HATING AND JASON HATING POSER THAT YOU ARE PAL

Starved Momma And Her 6 Pups Need Your Help!
We are picking up a VERY young momma dog and her six 4 week old babies today out of BSL country in eastern, WA. Donations are needed for their vet care and eventually their spays and neuters. If you can help, please send donations to our pay pal. The email is pnwpbr@yahoo.com Thank you for your support. The dogs at Pacific Northwest Pit Bull Rescue www.pnwpbr.com

10 Progress Is The Name Of The Game
You've started cardio and resistance training. Now you're looking forward to the time when all these workouts are a lot easier and something you can enjoy. Well now comes the biggest part and you're going to have to believe me to make it work. The workouts are going to get easier but not so much because you'll be able to handle the same things at the same rate with less exertion. No the reason why is because you are really accomplishing something and your confidence will be higher. You won't want to do less or the same amount of exercise because you will have seen the results and want more. That increased confidence will see you able to handle more and the enjoyment will come when you are successful at it. Does that sound strange? Maybe it does but it is true. Here's another point that you'll experience if you allow it. You will continue to experience achy muscles but you will get to a point where you will probably even like it. The reason for that will be because yo

Writing Again
Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion that is without end My lover , soul mate and best friend Come drift with me on the open sea Unsure of our course and what will be The twist and turn of life’s trail shared With the one who has always cared By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Mardi Gras Morning After
no.. I am not hungover (for those thinking it) Last night was so much fun! worked the crowd, tossed beads, did a little dancing. this morning, the cold I have been fighting for days now has gotten the better of me. I must have slept really hard too, this morning my back hurt a little and my hip is a little testy with me. as for pictures, I am hoping that sis got plenty of us on her camera because hubby seemed to think that "be in charge of the camera" meant "hold this in your pocket" and other than that I have a ton of pics of his god-daughter and the crowd dancing. by the time he took pics at the end of sis and I, he was tired and I think a little frustrated by something. because the ones he took were not exactly up to his photography skills. the ones that were salvageable were mainly ones I ended up just cropping sissy because she looked cute in them. anyway, I know he feels bad, and maybe later if the weather holds I will get all dolled up again just to get a few good shots of

Fragments
Pt 1: Visions The vision is always the same The red pool The familiar form(mine) rising from it, battle weary yet triumphant nonetheless Head hanging Tension easing from tired, overworked muscles My body dripping with blood and viscera Who's blood? Am i covered in the remains of my enemies or am I myself mortally wounded? Could this be a foretelling of my own demise? More importantly who are my enemies? Their faces are never clear If their identity has been revealed I cannot access it This sole image is all that remains The image and the questions Past? Future? Have I seen myself reborn from the blood of the fallen? Am I destined to die in a pool of my own? How long before I find out? Pt 2: Perception I stand at the mirror and look into my eyes. The thing looking back is not me. The face is old, twisted, and angry. I am compelled to touch it but I fear it may bite. This can't be me. I am young, mostly happy and v

But,,,,,,
I have come to the conclusion that I hate the word "But". But is the easy way to say I like you BUT ..... Women dont wanna recieve a compliment follwed by BUT... Dont try to flatter us before commin out and sayin what it is you really wanna say!! I like you but.... Skip the BUTS and just get ta the damn point BLaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

My New Red Hair
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com i was a blond for 34 yr's something happened i decided to change it all end the bad love relationship move cities and change me i did now for a year i have been a redhead and i love it lotz more fun adventure respect makes me happy and thats all that matters sinfully yourz Mz.Shannon

Please Help A Good Friend Of Mine
CAN YOU PLZ HELP ME OUT HERE.. I DON'T NEED RATINGS.. I NEED COMMENTS.. ONCE I HIT 25,000 I GET A ONE MOUTH BLAST.. I DON'T HAVE A TIME LIMIT ON IT.. BUT STILL WOULD LIKE TO GET IT SOONER OR LATER, IT WILL BE APPRECIATED

Love Me
Believe in me as I do you Trust in me understand I'll never leave you See in me the person I want to be for you Go with me and together we'll make our dreams come true Stand with me on the ocean shore feel the power describing our love Walk with me and hear me when I utter my words of trust and love Love me done by christine

Horoscope
your daily horoscope - capricorn Figure out what you want, because there's a good chance that you'll get it. It's important to know the difference between material gain and truly worthy goals. Sometimes they're the same, but sometimes they're not.

Locked Inside
I use to feel confusion I use to feel happiness I use to be able to laugh until I cried Now all I feel is pure numbness Locked inside I'd give anything to feel a little pain Something to let me know I'm still alive Now all I can feel is pure numbness Locked inside My thoughts are empty, and nothing is right anymore If you opened me up and looked inside my core... All you'd find is hopelessness and fear Locked inside done by christine

World Domination? I Think Not...
You Are Not Destined to Rule the World You are destined for something else... Like inventing a new type of cupcake. You just don't have the stomach for brutality. But watch out - because many people do! Are You Destined For World Domination?

Pretty Vacant
There's no point in asking You'll get no reply Just remembered don't decide I got no reason it's all too much You'll always find us Out to lunch We're so pretty Oh so pretty We’re vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty Vacant Don't ask us to attend Cause we're not all there I don't pretend cause I don't care I don't believe illusions Too much is real Stuff your cheap comment Cause we know what we feel We're so pretty Oh so pretty We’re vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty Vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty And now And we don't care There's no point in asking You'll get no reply I just remembered I don't decide I got no reason it's all too much You'll always find me Out to lunch We’re out at lunch We're so pretty Oh so pretty We’re vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty We’re vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty And now And we don't care We're pretty Pretty vacant We're pretty Pretty vacant We're pretty Pretty vacant We'r

*arugh*
I hate I hate I hate I hate liar I hate I hate I hate you! I hate I hate I hate liar I hate bitchy/asshole for no reason I hate I hate I hate player I hate I hate you! I hate I hate liar I hate I hate bitchy/asshole for no reason I hate I hate ppl play game for stuipd reason I hate I hate you I am kinda cranky/mad right now.. I feel like I want hide and scream but i can't so i express my angry here on this word.. it dont mean to you tho..

Watch Out
i can't be alone today... left to my own devices i'm dangerous. but here i am...surrounded by no one. blackening my lungs... wet dreams of all that is past and all that is yet to be. and i still talk to no one, no one really hears or even pretends to understand... and i paint on an acrylic smile... the colors stop running and i pretend that i'm not still hurting... stings to my heart like so many pinpricks... ugh. i hate using similes. such a fucked up use of the English language, don't you think? eh, i suppose one of these days i'll get it together... for now i'll just sit here with my thoughts. Dangerous.

Your Existence Sickens Me
i can't stand that look on your face... the one that writes these verses from memory. i thought you would disappear eventually, that i'd never have to write about you again. i wish i could erase you, destroy anything we ever had. you broke my faith in love. you broke my faith in everything. and how can you hold your head up and love someone else? you should be running away, tail tucked between your legs and no one to save you from yourself. You unimaginable bastard. I hope someone, someday, has mercy on such a sad ass soul like yours. 'cause i won't be the one to do it anymore.

Song Lyrics Part 2
It sucks when you can't have what you want...even if you know it's the absolute right thing in life. There's always some kinda factors that are thrown into your path that cause problems. But no matter the distance, I can't help but to love you and miss you every hour of every day. I'm sorry that I fell so hard so fast for you but I can't help it. You filled that little void in my life and made ma happier than I've been in a very long time. "Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it

Money Isn't Everything
Three women who were friends in high school have returned to their hometown to attend their 45th reunion and have lunch together. Their talk turns to their position in life, and it's clear that they are trying to one-up each other. The first woman says, "My husband is taking me to the French Riviera for two weeks," and then looks at the others with a superior demeanor. The second woman says, "Well, my husband just bought me a new Mercedes," and looks about with considerable pride. The third woman says, "Well, to be perfectly honest with you, we don't have much money and we don't have any material possessions – but 13 canaries can stand shoulder to shoulder on my husband's erect penis." After a long silence, the first woman looks shame-faced and says, "Girls, I've got a confession to make. I was just trying to impress you. We're not really going to the French Riviera – we’re going to my parent's house for two weeks." The second woman says, "Your

The Rage To Overcome
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts This world does not want me This world does not care And I'm a product of this world Confused. I'd say that's fair This pain will never leave me It's scarred upon my brain Destroying everything that brought this Just to keep me, just to keep me sane A hatred burns inside me Emotions out of hard But I've the will to focus this Survive, contrive, command From pain comes a courage The strength from injustice The rage to overcome it all An open mind With a closed fist

Anyone Got A Roll Of Duct Tape?
girl: can I tell you something? boy: sure girl: ok i met this guy on saturday at a restaraunt boy: ok girl: and hes really sweet and funny and my family actually got to meet him yesterday cause he waited on us at the restaraunt when we took my aunt that was in town out to eat. girl: and now i have to need to figure out how to tell all these other guys I have been going on dates with and stuff about him. girl: and dont know how without hurting their feelings boy: so Im on that list girl: no your different girl: i mean me and him arent a couple or anything just talking

Samson
You are my sweetest downfall I loved you first, I loved you first Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth I have to go, I have to go Your hair was long when we first met Samson went back to bed Not much hair left on his head Ate a slice of wonder bread And went right back to bed And the history books forgot about us And the bible didn't mention us And the bible didn't mention us Not even once You are my sweetest downfall I loved you first, I loved you first Beneath the stars came falling on our heads But they're just old light, they're just old light Your hair was long when we first met Samson came to my bed Told me that my hair was red Told me I was beautiful and Came into my bed Oh I cut his hair myself one night A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light And he told me that I'd done alright And kissed me till the morning light The morning light And kissed me till the morning light Samson went back to bed Not much h

Kinky Quiz
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs83%Biting83%Blind Folds83%Whips67%Blood50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Ugh Someone Shoot Me
Being tossed around like ragdoll isn't fun A big secret and a big fight is where it begun It's not my fault it happend so why am I the pawn? Why can't you just let a new day dawn? I don't want to hurt you nor her I just want a happy future If only I could be on my own And not have to be your drone You play me all the time I have a voice I'm not a mime It hurts to know that you don't care You only take me out when you have time to spare What you're doin to my mind isn't fair You don't care what you do to me, and I can see Ugh someone shoot me...

Another
Here's the rules Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow

How Could I Forget To Put Some Rage Song Lyrics Up Here? Lol
"Wake Up" by Rage Against the Machine Come on! Uggh! Come on, although ya try to discredit Ya still never edit The needle, I'll thread it Radically poetic Standin' with the fury that they had in '66 And like E-Double I'm mad Still knee-deep in the system's shit Hoover, he was a body remover I'll give ya a dose But it'll never come close To the rage built up inside of me Fist in the air, in the land of hypocrisy Movements come and movements go Leaders speak, movements cease When their heads are flown 'Cause all these punks Got bullets in their heads Departments of police, the judges, the feds Networks at work, keepin' people calm You know they went after King When he spoke out on Vietnam He turned the power to the have-nots And then came the shot Yeah! Yeah, back in this... Wit' poetry, my mind I flex Flip like Wilson, vocals never lackin' dat finesse Whadda I got to, whadda I got to do to wake ya up To shake ya up, to break the structure up 'Caus

Just To Going To Say This Once:
I have two friends who are having it out on my bulletin board putting each other down and causing havoc. I will say this only once: Leave me out of all of it!!! I have no idea what happened to suddenly fill my bulletin board with all of the mess of their fight, and I don't want to hear it, if it's only attacking the other person. You two should know who you are, and if you want to talk to me about it like mature, civil people feel free to message me. Otherwise, I am turning off my bulletin board until it blows over. I have enough drama in real life, I don't want it where I come to surf when I need to relax!

Yes Pink Is Fucking Furious
YOU KNOW HOW MANY FUCKIN TIMES DOES A PERSON HAVE TO SAY THIS FIREMAN185 ADDED A NEW FRIEND THAT SAID HE WAS A FIRE FIGHTER WHICH IS COOL ALL THE REPSECT TO HIM IN THE WORLD BUT YOU KNOW WHEN FIREMAN185 WENT INTO TO START RATING HIS PICS HE FOUND A PIC THAT BELONGS TO THE COWGIRL IN PINK AND FIREMAN185 THE VERY FIRST PICTURE THAT OUR FIREND REDNECK RIN DID FOR US AS A GIFT AND YES IM TALKING ABOUT THE FACE TO FACE PIC WITH THE FIREMAN SO TO THIS MAN WHO TOOK THIS PIC WITH OUT RIPPING IT I GOT TO SAY THIS U GOT A LOT OF NERVE STEALING A PIC THAT DOESNT BELONG TO YOU SPECIALLY WHEN IN BOTH CORNERS HAS THE COWGIRL IN PINK AND THE OTHER CORNER SAYS FIREMAN185 NOW I DO BELIEVE BECAUSE OF THIS LITTLE INCIDENT THE FIREMAN185 WILL START TO LOCK UP HIS PICS I COULD BE WRONG BUT I KNOW HES PISSED AND SO AM I. SO YES I AM GOING TO MAKE AN EXMAPLE HERE ONCE AGAIN CBMAN YOU HAVE PISSED THE COWGIRL IN PINK OFF AND NOW ITS TIME TO PAY THE PRICE. DONT MESS WITH A FIREMANS COWGIRL SO YALL IF

Fill In......please
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill

Freaks&geeks
Create Your Glitter Text> Ever Feel like a Square Peg? Are you a total Geek? Perhaps a little Freak? Well then maybe you would fit in with us. The Freaks&Geeks family is different. Screw the mainstream. We like geeky stuff! No Drama Ever!!! Losers Unite! So in order to join us you have to pass the test! The family gets to ask you two questions! Answer Correctly and you join the rest of us dorks! Message one of us if you want in! COLOR BLIND CRIMES~DORK MASTER GENERAL FREAKS AND GEEKS FAMILY!!.@ CherryTAP ~Shell~ ~Freaks & Geeks Family~@ CherryTAP ♥Tainted ♥ Love ♥ Freaks & Geeks Family♥@ CherryTAP

Q & A About Candles By Tabby
~Candles By Tabby~ I've been asked many questions about party lite, candles and all that goes with so I thought I'd make it easy... Q. What is party lite? A. Party lite is candles, candle holders, and candle assecories. Q. Do I have to go to your show to order party lite? A. NO. Q. How do I buy from you if we are miles apart? A. Tell me what you want, i fill out the order form and you pay by check, money order or credit/debt card, then in 2 weeks receive your order. Q. Is there afordable items? I dont have alot of money. A. yeah, there candle holders as low as 6.95, and tea light candles are only 10.95 per dozen. Q. How do I get a catalog? A. ask me and I can email you one or i can send you one postal mail. If you have any other questions you may have please dont be afraid to ask because no question is stupid I will answer any that I can... Email me or call me! ***************************** Well I've had a few people ask what is partylite good

I Am Back........
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Ok peeps I was down and out for a bit but I managed to get a new computer today so I am behind on my rating, Only 7000 to go to all the new people i have added over the last 4-5 days. So please rate my pics and stash, as many of you know I am trying to get back to where i was at level 15 before i had to start over. I will return the favor! Much love to you all ,and to Jason for posting the bulletin telling everyone i might be down for a bit. Much love~Heather

Ex
My ex-wife seems to talk a lot of shit behind my back on her myspace blog! I don't know if she even realizes I have read it(only because my fiancee looks at her page everyday, she hates her). I have had some troble seeing my son the last two months, and I guess my boss has not sent in the child support he is required to do each check. Not totally my problem but I would have to send it if he died or something. I think my ex is just pissed that I have moved on in my life so well. Her life is difficult I guess. Our son is autistic, her mom has lung cancer now and she is going to school. Oh by the way she thinks that I am refusing to pay daycare costs. I have NEVER even got a bill or an amount from her! I am going to have to set this straight with her. I am entitled to my own life, even though our son is autistic, she filed divorce papers. Not me! I made some bad choices back then and I wish I had not made them. I still think we would have been divorced anyway. She filed that shit

Somethings Wrong With Me.
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die.

Last
For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death.

~ The Power Positive Thinking ~
The 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud lady, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with her hair fashionably coifed and makeup perfectly applied, even though she is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. Her husband of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, she smiled sweetly when told her room was ready. As she maneuvered her walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of her tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on her window. "I love it," she stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mrs. Jones, you haven't seen the room ... just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," she replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already de

Passion
PASSION IS MOST IMPORTANT, WITHOUT IT LIFE BECOMES DULL AND BORING. SOMEONES FINGERS TOUCHING YOUR BODY SLOWLY CREATES AN EVERLASTING FIRE INSIDE, FEELING YOUR HEART BEAT FASTER AS THE PASSION HEATS UP MMMMM WHAT A THOUGHT XX

We're Losing Signal Captain, But Not Our Job!
Ok so for now I am getting my internet for free. See, someone in this neighborhood is running a wireless network that isn't locked down. Yay for me huh? So, when the weather gets bad I start to lose signal. ( hey it's freakin' free internet, I cant ask for more) When I lose the signal I can usually get enough to keep me signed into the messenger services, but I dont get enough oooomph to log into explorer. I am gonna put my messenger ID's here incase anyone is interested. I dont use MSN much, but I could for the right person ;) I am going out on a limb here cuz I have yet to tell anyone my real name. I guess y'all are gonna find out now. Shhh.. don't tell anyone m'k? Yahell - catwoman20886 MSN - mindigreen@msn.com AIM - Mindicatt I blogged about my job and the recent actions of my boss whom I love more than my luggage. ( If you have seen Steel Magnolias you might know what that means) I had every intention of going into work yesterday and telling her that we need to have a se

Power: Gore Mansion Uses 20x Average Household
Note from Bill: As a recovering Liberal, never ever believe what they say...believe what they do!! They make laws and reduce "our" freedoms and EXEMPT themselves from their idiodic laws and they do it everytime!! POWER: GORE MANSION USES 20X AVERAGE HOUSEHOLD; CONSUMPTION INCREASE AFTER 'TRUTH' Mon Feb 26 2007 The Tennessee Center for Policy Research, an independent, nonprofit and nonpartisan research organization committed to achieving a freer, more prosperous Tennessee through free market policy solutions, issued a press release late Monday: Last night, Al Gore’s global-warming documentary, An Inconvenient Truth, collected an Oscar for best documentary feature, but the Tennessee Center for Policy Research has found that Gore deserves a gold statue for hypocrisy. Gore’s mansion, [20-room, eight-bathroom] located in the posh Belle Meade area of Nashville, consumes more electricity every month than the average American household uses in an entire year, according to t

Ahh.....payback
Mrs. Johnson decided to have her portrait painted by a famous artist. She told the artist, "Paint me with diamond earrings, a diamond necklace, emerald bracelets, and a ruby pendant." The artist replied, "But you are not wearing any of those things." "I know," said Mrs. Johnson. "but my health is not good and my husband is having an affair with his secretary. When I die I'm sure he will marry her, and I want the b*tch to go nuts looking for the jewelry." Blessed are the cracked; For they let in the light. Gwendolyn Johnson Coming to you from Brooklyn

Fantasy Vs. Reality
"Fantasy Versus Reality" an excerpt from "A View From The Top" by Lord Colm www.castlerealm.com Fantasy vs. Reality Daily, I encounter what I consider to be misconceptions about what Domination/submission (D/s) is and what dominants and submissives are. I see it in literature and the media, online and in real-life acquaintances. For most, I suppose, Bondage/discipline Domination/submission Sadism/Masochism (BDSM) is something which is fairly confined to the bedroom. For them, it is about sex. A way to spice up otherwise dull relationships. I often hear references to "playing" and "players." They are convenient terms used to describe activities and others in the Scene, but, to me, these words are telling. In my life, D/s isn't a game at which I play. It is something I am. My dominant nature pervades every aspect of my life and it exists within me every moment of every day. It's intensity may wax and wane with my and my partner's mood and needs, but it is always there. I am wha

Den Of Illusionzzzz.......
HEY YA'LL THIS IS MY NEW LOUNGE...... PLEASE COME CHECK IT OUT AND JOIN WHEN YA GET THE CHANCE...? WOULD LOVE TO SEE YA IN THERE! ( btw, I'm a dj in it too if ya didn't already know lol ) LIVE DJ'S - WE PLAY YOUR FAVORITE SONG/GROUPS REQUESTS - FRIENDLY FUN MEMBERS - NO DRAMA! LET'S BUILD UP A HAPPY FUN FRIENDLY FAMILY! ;O) CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO ENTER.......THANX LUV YA'S! XOXOX'S .....JADE :D

"dreams" Kenny Chesney
She says most men her age want younger women She thinks her self esteems not quite itself anymore But she sees herself as more than what the mirror shows and why thats so important heaven only knows When the important part for her is souls and hearts Chorus: And dreams of sharing a life and a home (Dreams)of never ever bein alone again (dreams)Not even diamonds just a little gold Someone there to hold her hand when she gets old Dreams the kind you know that will never end Forever lovers and forever friends Someone really there to love and care and share Dreams She swears she wont divorce a third time She swears the more she knows about love the harder it is to find The perfect picture of her white horse prince Is now dependability and common sense.. Someone kind and brave Someone not afraid of.. Chorus: Dreams Of sharin a life and a home (dreams)Of never ever bein alone again Not even diamonds just a little gold Someone to hold he

Not Sure Which Part I Actually Miss
Once upon a time, I was a stripper. Or to be soooo PC, exotic dancer. Mostly, I worked in gogo or topless clubs. Rarely did I venture into the nude clubs, as I do have some modesty. Not a lot, but some, lol. It's been a long time since I've worked in one, but there are times when I really miss it. A good song comes on the radio, one that I'd either love to dance to, or used to dance to. "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails is one; a song that I'll just sort of zone off into lala land, remembering being on stage and doing my thing. I wasn't one of those "stand and sway" type of dancers; I actually performed and put those 12 years of ballet lessons to good use. Some clubs would use me as a feature performer, having me come in and do a show without having to work the entire night. Not a bad gig if you can get it, and I didn't have to pose for Hustler or anything to get the job. I'm not sure what it is that I miss. I certainly don't miss being groped and having to do lap dances. I do kind

15 Things
"15 Things I've Done That You Might Not Have" 1. Had sex in the Ripley's Believe it or Not museum in New Orleans during Mardi Gras. 2. Been taken to said Mardi Gras for my 21st birthday, and shared a bottle of '69 Dom Perignon. 3. Gone whale watching in Maui. 4. Created a drink that only a certain few bartenders now how to make. 5. Played Janet in the floor show for Rocky Horror. Including at the 8th St. Playhouse. 6. Touched a wild killer whale while scuba diving. 7. Bungee jumped. 8. Posed for Easy Rider. 9. Smoked a joint with Eric Clapton. 10. Seen The Ramones live. 10 times. 8 of those with the original line up. 11. Gotten tipped $500 by Frank Sinatra 'cuz he liked my martinis. 12. Turned down a date with the bass player of Warrant. Just wasn't into him or hair bands for that matter. Don't even remember his name. 13. Run the light board for a ton of bands, including a relatively unknown Morbid Angel. Lemme tell you, it's not a lot of work ru

:(
year of 07 is not great for me.. I am sad and hurting tonight.. I want to hide in my bedroom for several night and hide in bed. I want to cry but I can't. my heart feel like someone stab it.. my chest is crushed and squeeze. I am pretty hurting tonight.. *sigh* when will it become better ?

Quitting Cherrytap
This could be the last I'm doing on CherryTAP. I'm seriously considering quitting. I do this with pain in my heart. I have met some wonderful people I will never forget. But I'm a bit fed up. Big Brother is watching you and being called a "spammer" is the last drop to fill the bucket for me. I will sleep my decision over. So maybe I'll be back again - with serious doubts - or this is my last sign of life over here. If someone wants to get in contact with me: Dear friends have my e-mail-address, otherwise the address on my space is http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=101330854 If I'm not coming back: I wish you all the best. Sorry to leave. Love and Peace, Albert

History Lesson Of The 1 Dollar Bill
Did you know this much history is portrayed on the US Dollar Bill? The One Dollar Bill Take out a one dollar bill. The one dollar bill you're looking at first came off the presses in 1957 in its present design. This so-called paper money is in fact a cotton and linen blend, with red and blue minute silk fibers running through it. It is actually material. We've all washed it without it falling apart. A special blend of ink is used, the contents we will never know. It is overprinted with symbols and then it is starched to make it water resistant and pressed to give it that nice crisp look. If you look on the front of the bill, you will see the United States Treasury Seal. On the top you will see the scales for a balanced budget. In the center you have a carpenter's square, a tool used for an even cut. Underneath is the Key to the United States Treasury. That's all pretty easy to figure out, but what is on the back of that dollar bill is something we sho

Still Here
I apologize for not being able to comment & rate like I have been doing. I just started a new job and I'm working anywhere from 10 - 14 hrs. a day sometimes more. Please bear with me, I havn't forgotten anyone. It'll just take me some time to get back to you. Thank you all for being so understanding, you are true friends.

" I Am A Man"
I Am a Man I am strong I am the poster of physically incredible I am strength The bulge of my muscles does not annotate who I am Nor my capabilities What’s really real to me is being humble, or life in itself will fall And crumble My determination to be the pillar is just the beginning Of my composition In the vanishing of time my strength begins to dwindle I tremble when trying to elevate my spirits For they weigh heavily. Gravity has become a factor, for no matter My physical strength on the outside My inner man appears to be weak Mother Nature has her grip on me, but still I remain standing strong Not being held back by my physicality but by my mental make My utter being, my heart, giving out the constant Sound of the beat of a drum, the beat of Love Surrounded by the honor which carries me, and the Integrity which keeps me upright and firm Driven slowly and continuously covering all aspects of life It is the strength from with in that cast

My 1st Blog On The Tap
well i thought i would post up a blog this morning.. its saturday,its kind of chilly outside(i think in the 50's) overcast something nasty unfortunately, ill be recieving a brand new fridge and stove in about 10 minutes so my g/f jennifer will be able to cook( i would cook but i have a small record of stove fires,dont ask lol) and we can starting eating healthier and cheaper instead of drop $$$$$ to go out to eat all the damn time... ive been working on my profile all morning i think it looks pretty good.. this place is much nicer then myspace too(ex-myspace user twice over) well, i hope you all like my page.. drop me a line or something..catch ya lata everyone! Ted

Laptop Computer...
Got back from my ambulance call last nigth and my husband had dropped of a brand new Toshiba laptop for me and I was reved up from the call that I never noticed it sitting on the table. Duh, it's awesome..I think..as soon as I figure out how to use it..LOL...I'm used to Dell stuff. SO we had two rollovers last night and I'm call agaqin tonight and the weather should be the same so we should have the same situtations.. Wish me luck!!!

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking,
I found this on someones yahoo360 page and liked it and thought i would share it. A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who

You Are The Scent Of Rotten Roses
I love the scent of you, and every dirty thing that you do, you are a virus that I deteste, a human error on my part, and simply not the best, I went to the ground for you, I dug your grave deep, I'm so ashamed of you, because you broke my teeth, I've tried so hard, and I've seen the devil's eyes, you are a face in the sand, and I love to hear you cry, you are the scent of filth, a dirty girl ashamed of what she's done, how long, how far are you willing to die, for the love of death, I want you to descend, descend into your grave, I want you to die tonight, an error on my part, how far are you willing to go, the see the devil's eyes, the horror in my life, all the pitty that I've taken, just to be shot in strife, to be killed for senseless sex, dying with a knife, in my back, I wanted to be the end of everything you've ever done, but now these roses smell like you, their rotten scent, decaying in a heart of desire, burning in a hateful fire, in hell's faithful empire, you are the scent

New Gas Plan!
Subject: The solution to two problems - New Gas Plan Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring some of our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it! After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them

The Ex From Hell....
you make me angry with one little word you make me cry or havent you heard i cant stand to be near you or even say hello the punches dont hurt now or didnt you know your words were like knives driven straight to my heart im so glad your not here now and that we're apart you killed me softly that night in your daze but my eyes became opened they got rid of thier haze the rose coloured glasses were smashed to the floor with fisticuffs a plenty i headed for that door i sat in bath that quickly filled with blood a broken shell crying all alone in that tub i became stronger that night more than you could ever know i hardened my heart to you no love will ever show forgivness wont come to a person like you your no better than an animal trapped in a zoo i closed myself off from the rest of the place to get much needed healing to forget my bloodied face i came back with a new look at how things should be you will never again be with someone like me a doo

March 01, 2007: Zoom Zoom Zoom
In conversation it is an expression which follows a particularly good but lighthearted insult in order to emphasize the caliber of the remark. It is similar to the way that a person would use the word [burn]. Though the phrase itself was first made popular by the Mazda auto commercials, this particular usage was popularized in the popular television show "Scrubs", where it is often accompanied by a short "Zoom, Zoom, Zoom" dance. Guy 1:Dude, you're pathetic because you've never really satisfied a woman! Guy 2: Oh really? Well, you might want to check that with YOUR MOM! Ohhhh! Zoom Zoom Zoom !

Two Hillbillies...
Two Hillbillies... Two hillbillies were sitting around talking one afternoon. After a while the first fellow says to the second, "If I was to sneak over to your place Saturday and make love to your wife while you was off huntin', and she got pregnant and had a baby, would that make us kin?" The second fellow crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes like he was thinking real hard about the question. Finally, he said, "Well, I don't know about kin, but it would make us even." Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

I Will Never Forget
i don't know if any of you will understand how special my xfriend don was to me i know i need to forget about him but i also want to remember what we had and how much i loved him i want to remember what he meant to me so i made a forum with pics of him and my other friends from here and jusr all pics of me and others i got alot of my guy friends in my forum I love all of you very much Brenda BABY DOLL

My Greatest Treasure
by Storm (EMB) The greatest treasure that i have Is not a treasure typical to most I did not buy it; I did not rent it, I do not brag and do not boast It isn't jewelry or a car It isn't a house, not by far It isn't a mansion or a boat It isn't a sable or mink coat My treasure isn't silver, not bronze or gold My treasure will be loved even when I'm old When I look upon it, my smile gets quite wide It is the most wonderful gift that I have ever eyed It gets me through the good and the bad It makes me happy when I am sad It makes me laugh when I am blue It helps me to stay kind and true What is my treasure, what could it be? You might want to ask of me My treasure is just simply this So listen very good My children are my greatest treasure The greatest in the world

Only 3 More People Needed
NEW CONTEST!!! Okay so a lot of contests have already been done! They are all just a popularity contest. Well I am starting a contest for the least popular picture on cherrytap. That’s right the least popular So here is the deal The picture with the least number of comments in a 7 day period starting 24hrs after I get 20 enteries will win a 7 day blast. That’s right the least number of comments

Michael Buble - Guess I'm Falling For You
When I look into your eyes I see sunshine The coulds are blown away I hope you're here to stay 'Cause I've got me needing more of you Guess I'm falling for you You walk away My eyes caress you Then you turn and smile You've caught me thinkin' of love with you Guess I'm falling, I may be falling for you Since I met you days are brighter Life's uneven loads are lighter When I hear you whisper the words I long to hear dear Now I look into your eyes I'm lost in knowing that you are all I want My need for you is growing Guess I'm falling, I think I'm falling for you Think about falling for me too

Don't Steal My Stuff
Visit my page! Say Hi! Read my blogs. DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF without giving credit OR asking. I see a bulletin goin around that rips my 10 ways to be a good cherry. The chick visited my page earlier and ripped it.

17 When You Just Don't Feel Like It
We have gone through a lot of different things to do and "stuff" to keep in mind as you start and move through your fitness program. By now I'd think you've gotten past some of the bad soreness and are even enjoying some of your workouts. That's the way it should be. In my book "Motivation, get it, keep it" I pointed out in numerous ways that what most people consider to be motivation is really the use of their own personal discipline. I have read in a number of places that it takes three weeks to start or stop a habit. The word "habit" is a negative going term for a behavior. There are good habits and bad habits and once they're established changing them normally takes a concerted effort on your part. In the case of your fitness program, if you started when I began this you are getting close to having established a good habit or otherwise stated a positive behavior. Another way to put it would be that it is a part of your daily routine. Regardless of how you say it, the f

Nfl Investigating Steelers' Doctor
The Associated Press NEW YORK - The NFL is looking into reports that a Pittsburgh Steelers doctor was on the customer list of a Florida pharmacy whose owners have been indicted by a grand jury in Albany, N.Y. League spokesman Greg Aiello said Saturday that the league routinely checks out reports about activities with drugs or other substances that involve NFL personnel. Records showed that Dr. Richard Rydze purchased about $150,000 in testosterone and human growth hormone. The purchase was made on Rydze's personal credit card. The Steelers said after the disclosure that Rydze told them he made the purchase for his personal practice. "There is no evidence that Dr. Rydze prescribed or provided any hormone treatments to any of our players. Dr. Rydze has assured me that this has never happened and will never happen," Art Rooney II, the team's president, said this week. Steroid distribution networks, which might be responsible for Internet sales of performance-enhancing

Charming Illusion
"Charming Illusion" Breathless creature Restless beauty Playing with hearts and causing a fire Captivated Under a spell She is his one and only desire Under a full moon Takes what he offers But nothing is left in return Still falling deeper Hotter and hotter Under his skin and starting to burn Charming illusion Filled with a poison that you can't resist Charming Illusion You know you're dying, once you've been kissed Ruby red lips Black fingertips Keep giving in even though it's a lie Long raven hair Black gown she wears She's leaving you helpless and high Try to shake it You just can't take it Vanishing into the night with your heart Bitter kiss lingers Chills down your fingers She's tearing your mind all apart Charming illusion Filled with a poison that you can't resist Charming Illusion You know you're dying, once you've been kissed Copyright 2006 Eternal Prince

There Are Angels...
Today I got the sceare of my life. I was driveing in the town that I live in and someone just about side swiped my car. I had to pull over some where to get my weites back. It shock me up that bad.. The woman who just about did it pulled in behind me, got out of her car came up to my car , then I rolled down the window to see what she wanted. She was crying and aked if I was ok. At first I wanted to just call her all kinds of really bad names. but I stoped myself and just told her that I was ok but shock up. Of course she was on her cell and was not paying any mind to what was going on around her. She gave me her phone # and told me that if there was anything she could do to make it all up to me. And then left. Talk about a close call. I no for sure that there had to have been an angel watching over me today. Thank God for that . I could have been really hurt. She was speeding well way over 35miles in town.

Poem V1
The little boy wakes up to catch the plane, for now he is off to train. The Sgt yells, the little boy obeys, for now the little boy trains, Months go by, the little boy has grown, into a man, His training is done, now time for fun as this soldier gets his gun. He ends up married he couldnt be more happy Until that call comes up, The soldier cries as he hugs his wife god bye, for he is going to war. Months go by he continues to cry as the little boy comes forth. The funs is done the soldier is gone as the little boy cant take anymore. Twelve months later, the little boy leaves as he comes home from war. He gets praised and shunned for acts that he hasnt done, Could this be fair. He hugs his wife, and kisses (her good bye) He cant take it anymore The little boy dies The little boy has seen his last war...

Blah
so i am not sure if my last blog is going to post and i am a little pissed off about how it is working right now. i am going to do some bitching again. there is this guy that i am sort of drawn to. my friends say he likes me and i can kind of see it, but i am not sure. he has a girlfriend and its obvious that he is not happy. i don't understand why people stay in relationships where they are not happy. in pictures i have seen of him and his girlfriend he is not smileing. he doesn't smile in too many pictures, but the one picture that i have of the 2 of us he has a big ole smile on his face. i am not sure if i like him or not, but i can tell you that nothing is going to happen as long as he is with his girlfriend. ia m sure he will probably read this and know exactly who i am talking about but i dont care. now back to the liking him. i am drawn to him and i am not sure if there are real feelings there. he reminds me so much of this guy i used to be in love with. per

Just Call Me Negative Nancy.
DATING ADVICE! Except not really. Well, maybe a little. Confused yet? Well, seems all my monogamy-loving friends want advice from me. I know, why would you ask some one who was on and off with the same guy for 3 years, only to find out he was sleeping with her best friend? Well, since we're still friends, I don't see the harm in me bashing all your relationships. Here it is.: Dating Advice, from Me! The not so censored, Miss Clementine ComAtose. -People who cannot maintain a relationship where they are apart from their signifigant other for a short period of time. *ALRIGHT, seriously. I understand attachment. It's a part of being a human. If you have blood running through your veins, you are probably attached to someone or something. BUT JESUS CHRIST! Stop relying on the other person to feel good about the relationship. Just because they want to spend 1 hour apart from you doesn't mean they hate you, or their sleeping with your best friend. If he/she comes home with a condom

I Need Sleep
I really need sleep tonight, but we are starting a 5 night shift starting tomorrow night so I have to stay up and sleep tomorrow. We don't do it often but we have to every so often. Makes me wish I was still in management and not in the field. I have really enjoyed meeting people here on cherrytap. I was slow starting and shy but I am warming up a lot.

Gone Away
why did it all succome to the will of the defiant,just to show the depth of pain or the spirit of hope. could just be whatever side your on.slipping away from your own heart makes the hurt inteseify the pain,inbrace the warmth of a friends wish, let the pain fade into flight and out of your hearts sight.

Open Dreams (thank You Marc For Helping Me With The Title)
A heart will break and a heart will heal Pain and Joy is what most of us will feel. The break will come swift and the healing so slow Why is it that the pain is what will always show? Tho the breaking will stay with us longer Isn't it also what helps us become stronger? Having someone there to mend what has been broke Will also be the one to make us smile with a good joke. Becoming accustom to those hands that help heal Makes you start to think that maybe love is real. The walls that protect from ever hurting again Start to crumble and we see a new life begin. Questions of the intentions and integrity start After all we are trying to protect our heart. Will my trust get my heart broke like before Can they see my love will forever be pure? A stranger at first but a love found at last Forever letting go of the betrayal from the past. A promise will one day given to forever be kept Only to be real for as long as I slept!

Night 2... The Cause
Maybe I should have started with day one, but I was hoping it was just a one night thing. I was up all night the day before... I even went out and ran over 3 miles, I know this because I had a pedometer that at the end read over 15,000 steps... for anyone who knows how many feet are in a mile... it's over 5,000ft to equal one mile... i have a longer stride than just a foot so I know it was over 3 miles. I watched tv, read several chapters in a large book, washed clothes, and drove out to watch the sunrise... All the while, I tried to free my mind from what's been plagueing it since I knew at the beginning of that night that I'd pull an all nighter... Her. Night 2. It really started at around 3pm today when I got home from a long drawn out day at work. I arrived home and headed straight for the wine... I was hoping that maybe a bit of inebriation was all I needed to sleep. Hence my status being "3pm night cap??". That didn't turn out so well... no sleep. To make matters worse, I have

Todays Reading
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Justice card suggests that my alter ego is a portal to a Reality Check, whose access to where truth lies is guarded by the superpower of my Karmic Credit/Debit Card. The verdict or results are in and I will get the payoff or payback I deserve today through the natural laws and cycles of accountability, reward, truth and consequences. But the "return on my investment" will diminish or intensify until I finally notice or reap the message sown loud and clear. Whichever way it comes in, at least it happens for a reason and keeps my life in balance. So today when it comes full circle, whatever the result, I accept that I will use it as an opportunity to either try again, make amends or make it right. Let it come around in its own time, keep my hands off the Wheel while this ride is in motion, or impose my brand and risk paying the price.

Yeah, I'm Picky.. Sue Me.
Ok so I see all of these mumms about tattoos. If someone should get it and where they should put it and blah blah blah. I am real picky about what I get and where I put it. So picky I did something really cheesey. See, I am normally against tattoos on the boob or near the boob. I have just seen so many bad ones that I cant bring myself to like them. Well, I really want the Kanji symbol for "Love" on my chest. It has to go in a certain spot to cover a bad home made nightmare. Well, my daughter brought home some temporary tattoos. They are all kanji symbols!! So I picked one ( not the one I will get, but close enough) I put it where I want it to see if I like it. Before I washed it off, I snapped a pic. I kinda like it there. Any and all opinions are welcome. I am still trying to decide! Yeah.. cheesey idea with the fakey, but how the hell else am I gonna know, right? This is the fake one ( it means "passion" i think) This is what I want

Working
MADE IT THE FIRST WEEK WITH THIS NEW JOB AND I TELL U WHAT IT WAS A MAD HOUSE TONIGHT DOUBLED THE SALES IN 4 HOURS THE OHIO LOTTERY IS UP TO 370 MILL AND BOY EVERYONE IN TOWN SEEMED TO BE SCATTERING AROUND TRYING TO BUY TICKEST WE HAD ONE MAN COME IN AND ASK FOR 100 MEGAS WITH A KICKER. THE GIRL THAT WAS WORKING WITH ME JUST LOOKED AT ME LIKE DID WE JUST HEAR RIGHT WE WERE STUNNED THAT HE FORKED OUT 101 FOR LOTTERY TICKETS LOL SOME PEOPLE WILL GO TO EXTREME LENGTHS JUST TO WIN THAT.

Attention K.m.a Family Members...
A very good friend of mine Sarah and signed up for a CT Account. I hope you all don't mind but I added her to the family. Please stop by her page and add fan and family her. She's really cool. Here is a link to her picture...

Letting Go To God
Tantra doesn't tell you to control or suppress your sexual urges to reach God, but rather says the opposite. It supports development of this vital energy to achieve union with Divinity. The essence of Tantra is the full expression of being--a merging with, rather than a withdrawing from. It is the ultimate yoga, which is Sanskrit for union. In Tantra, the orgasm is with the universe. You become part of the primal energy of everything. In the Kama Sutra, genital contact is but one of the many kinds of intercourse. Tantrikas learn to make love with everything, letting go of all barriers to pure bliss. Sex becomes sacred and divine when you approach it from your heart and body, rather than your mind. It is common for Tantrikas to "drop their mind" when engaging in Tantric lovemaking. When the energy comes from a space deep within you--your essential Self--it connects you to God/Goddess/All That Is...moving you into the realm of spirit. The body is only layers of invisible energy in

2 Poetries
Eyes set deep in past. See the years of sorrow set deeply. Lips set apart in longing. Breath the years of sorrow set deeply. Heart set empty feeling. Beat the years of sorrow set deeply. .................................... Misting through deep soft cool grass in a wonderous path. brushing through the trees to see what is upon my path. Peeking at what i may see in astonishment of pure moment. fairies bathing in the creek giggling in upmost joy in the spring morning rays. Smiling at the purest fairies

Couples Contest...help Me Out
OK read all of this please....( 7 DAY CONTEST ) I need a photo of both you and your other half.The 2 photo's are part of the same team.I add the votes together at the end.WINNERS get 1 week blast EACH !!!and ALL the POINTS !! example your total points are 15,000 votes x 6 points for each vote = 90,000 cherry bucks.2nd place gets 3 days blasts EACH all the points in cherry bucks.3rd 1 day blasts and YES all the points.RULES NONE...yes you CAN vote for yourselfs. Couple No 1 Couple No 2 Couple No 3Couple No 4

Office Jokes
Thoughts from work Thoughts and stories from on the job My boss came in one morning and caught me hugging my secretary. He said in a rage, "Is this what you get paid for ?" I told him, "Nope ! I do this for free." This same boss was into all this dumb inspirational and motivation stuff too. I remember once he posted a sign which read "Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday." I couldn't resist and added a note: "And now you know why too". Once I came upon this pretty new temp standing in front of the paper shredder with a confused look on her face. I asked if she needed any help and she said, "Yeah, how does this thing work ?" I took the papers from her hand and demonstrated how to work the shredder. She stood there a moment with yet another confused expression, so I said, "Any questions ?" She said, "Yeah, exactly where do the copies come out from ?" People always say that hard work never killed anybody. Oh yeah ??? When's the last time ya ever heard of anyon

R.i.p Tanya.......i Miss You...
To my sister and my mom, Tanya there are no words to express exactly how I feel, My heart has been broken into a million pieces and will never be the same..You were my twin, my best friend and my heart and never in my wildest imagination have I ever thought my life would be lived without you in it.. Together we have risen above the turmoil and raised three beautiful kids, they are spoiled and most importantly they have been raised safely and closley protected....You are my angel and have saved me more times than u will ever know....I will never ever be the same without you.....You are with God now, and he has taken all of your pain away....Wait for me in Heaven...cause although you have started this Journey without me.....We will finish it together.....Until then my darling watch over me and the kids and I will make sure they grow up knowing exactly how beautiful u really were. Mom.. You raised us well and me and Tanya could depend on you for everything...She always thought abou

What Is This?
Hello everyone if anyone....I have been active in the CherryTap community and seen things that are so wrong....I post to others and help them but no one does for me...why? I have 37 family membeers and 192 friends and 151 fans and no one will comment on my cherry blast pic so i can get a week of cherry blast or my bulletins and now probaly my blog as well. I think i will start deleting the ones who have nothing to do with me anyway. i was just wandering if it was just me or is this happening to everyone? Everyone on here seeems to be playing a game. Although we are on the internet there are faces and real people behind the username and the webpages. I would appreciate any input anyone has to offer (good or bad). Thank you~ ~Angel*Kiss~

Happy International Women's Day Ladies!!
ABOUT INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY International Women's Day has been observed since in the early 1900's, a time of great expansion and turbulence in the industrialized world that saw booming population growth and the rise of radical ideologies. 1908 Great unrest and critical debate was occurring amongst women. Women's oppression and inequality was spurring women to become more vocal and active in campaigning for change. Then in 1908, 15,000 women marched through New York City demanding shorter hours, better pay and voting rights. 1909 In accordance with a declaration by the Socialist Party of America, the first National Woman's Day (NWD) was observed across the United States on 28 February. Women continued to celebrate NWD on the last Sunday of February until 1913. 1910 At a Socialist International meeting in Copenhagen, an International Women's Day of no fixed date was proposed to honour the women's rights movement and to assist in achieving universal suffrage for women.

Please Be Gentle...
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry for the way I say I love you. I know this kind of talk is far too soon. I cannot stop myself... I just adore you. And so this truth pronounces its own doom. But when a truth betrays itself, I wonder: Could it be that such a truth be true? Or could the sweet compulsion that I'm under Be caused in part by my ignorance of love? I know only the truth of what I feel, Which lies beneath all sanity or rule. My love for you is deep and rich and real, Though it may be I simply am a fool. Only time will tell the truth.

Sad Irony
half my doubts are self-inflicted. half my life is self-inflicted. i've held onto these grudges too long now. volatile reactions at the mention of your name make me someone i never wanted to be. i can still see your pitying eyes, digging slowly into my sanity screwing with my newfound confidence in life without you. and sometimes i think it's deserved that you strike me when i'm up. it's a sad ass example of how much you still affect me. the many faces of what was once the greatest thing in my life and the worst part of my existence have merged into what could be the greatest life lesson i could have ever had: you cannot count on anyone except yourself. you cannot count on anyone except yourself. It's fucking pathetic that love could bring me to bitter.

New Dayz
No more RAC for Ryan!!!! It’s great, having him home at a decent time of day now. It’s still really new to him, b/c last night he was going crazy with cabin fever at 7 when I got home. The problem with working 60 something hours a week is that when you get time your lost and don’t know what to do with it. Some friends have jobs and children when other ones one to talk about stupid shit/people that we don’t care about. Why waste our new found time on talking about idiotic waste of space that we have made quite clear we don’t care what they do? Hello people take the hint. On a more important note, we purchased the patio furniture that we wanted for the playground. We found a great glass topped bar with a canopy, built in cooler and wine glass rack. It’s in nice colors, with 2 matching tilting bar stools. We found a great deal on tikki torches at K-mart, which lead to checking out the Festus big lots. What do we find at there? A cute little table top frog that is tikki torch, which

Girl Friends And Sisters Week !
Girlfriend and Sister's Week I am only as strong as the coffee I drink, the hairspray I use and the friends I have. To the cool women that have touched my life. Here's to you! National Girlfriends Day What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants and shopping, lunching, and traveling girls? Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake! TO MY GIRLFRIENDS! If you get this twice you know you have more than one girlfriend. Be Happy! PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL OF YOUR GIRLFRIENDS AND RETURN IT TO THE FRIEND WHO SENT IT TO YOU! It is good to be a woman:

Surviving The Day
i have so many sins, i feel like alot of my life has been a lie, I have done many bad things. yet i continue to lie to myself about them. i want everything to be good, and pure, and yet i am not. not nearly as much as i would like to be. i don't feel as bad about the things i have done, but lying about them makes me feel terrible, but yet i continue to do so. why oh why. maybe im just having a shitty day, but it feels like this has been going on for much longer, and what started out as a seed, has now become rooted in, and i have become what i despise most. Why must i continue to plant seeds of deceit. my intents are not evil, but they grow in that direction. i've thought about becoming a monk and forsaking all of my worldly possessions and pray for redemption. or i can go to everyone i have ever wronged and ask them for forgiveness. and spend my life in servitude of others. though i already live my life in servitude. though my guilt consumes me. i must pray and meditate

This Black Cherry Is The Sweetest Of The Tree
ever been in the store, walking in to produce section. when you notice these sweet lookin black cherries pulling you closer to them. just close enough to reach. you close your eyes, while pullin one away from the bunch, as your mouth starts to water uncontrolabe. as it enters your mouth, you taste the sweetest drop of juice, to have ever hit your tongue. opening your eyes to realize to sweet tasting fruit was me.

Just Thinking Out Loud
A free spirit shouldnt be harnessed...for the free spirit needs to roam...unbridled with free reins to roaming where it will..theres no changing a free spirit...all you can ever really do is glide along beside a free spirit and enjoy the ride of your life... "Random Thoughts" P.T.

Wtf
Why do a lot of you females think that the only thing that a guy wants to see if tits and ass. I am I guess a little different in the fact yes I want to see that as well but I also want to see expressions, deep into someones eyes, there smile and also facial expressions tell a person true personality. Also I have noticed that a lot of guys tend to say beautiful a lot not just here but everywhere. If I tell a gal here that she is classy then that is meant as much more the pretty or beautiful or sexy, that is everything combined into one. But, that isn't given out unless I feel it is truly deserved. A beauty queen that doesn't have a good personality doesn't deserve classy. It takes more than just looks. That is my rant for the time being.

Haunting
Vibrations at dawn as I, unwilling, slip to the outer world of non-wonders bland chapels, gray cities, cement playroom – the grand facade shared by us. Residue on my skin of night miracles I lay feeling an intrinsic whispering hand caress the channels of blood flowing through the vessels of my skin – you’re a ghost next to me. The ache arcs and ascends assaulting my heart murmuring melodies of my majestic lover who does not awake, who is not real who becomes distant with the onslaught of dawn and remains a dream – clouded – translucent. I wait patient pilgrim praying to anticipate your overdue arrival into my world where the street’s heat simmers and becomes an avenue – a channel on which our gondola glides in smooth even strokes toward a castle where tomorrow land awaits. I move trembling across the territory sheets, searching crevices to find the resilient skin of my travel weary knight to find nothing but the supple give of clean white sheets – pu

The Taxi Driver
A couple was dressed and ready to go out for the evening. They turned on a night light, turned on the phone answering machine, covered their pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. They phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and the couple opened the front door to leave their house. The cat they had put out into the yard ran back into the house. They didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tried to eat the bird. The wife got into the taxi while the husband went back inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, the man in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, the wife didn't want the driver to know the house would be empty for the night. She explained to the taxi driver that her husband would be out soon. "He's just going upstairs to say good-bye to my mother." A few minutes later, the husband got into the cab. "Sorry I took so long", he said as they drove away. "Stupid bitch was hiding under the bed. I had to poke her with a coat han

Returning The Luv
i am trying to rate photos and profiles for those of you that have rated mine today.every time i click to rate anything,it gives me the error that i am rating to fast.when they get this stupid thing fixed,i will finish.thank each and everyone of you for rating me.

Ugh...
OK, this is something on my mind for the last 5 minutes. Why can't some people just accept the truth? I'm no longer single. Folks, I've lost one friend in the last 24 hours because of this. And one other person couldn't accept that my heart is so big, that when I have to choose between one and the other, I need to be able to think it through. Guess what? I lost that friend too. Well you guys know something? I don't care what others see and believe. That's right. My girlfriend means a lot to me, and I'll be DAMNED if I let anything destroy this.

Thought For The Day.......
THIS IS ABOUT NOTHING SPECIAL.... JUST BABBLE TALK, I SUPPOSE. TODAY, I HAD THE BEST DAY (NO WHERE NEAR AS GOOD AS YESTERDAY) BUT EQUALLY GOOD. I HAD THE FATHER OF MY DAUGHTER'S OVER TODAY. WE SEEMED TO HAVE A PRETTY GOOD DAY. WE TALKED AND HUNG OUT, WATCHED MOVIES AND PLAYED WITH MY DAUGHTER'S. IT WAS AWESOME. YOU EVER GO THROUGH A DAY, WONDERING... "AM I INVISIBLE"? WELL, I DO. NOT EVERYDAY AND I DO TALK TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS. BUT THERE'S DAYS WHERE I FEEL LIKE I'M INVISIBLE. WHO KNOWS MAYBE IT'S NOT JUST ME. AT LEAST I HOPE NOT..... I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. LIKE FOR INSTANCE, WHY DO I LIVE WHERE THERE'S A LOT OF FRICKEN RAIN? OR, WHY IS IT WHEN YOU ENTER A ROOM, THE CHATTER ALL OF A SUDDEN STOPS? WERE THEY TALKING ABOUT YOU? OR... DO YOU SCARE THEM? LOL THIS ISN'T ON ANYTHING IN PARTICULAR, JUST THOUGHTS.... YOU BREAK FREE FROM ONE THING AND GET HIT WITH ANOTHER THING... THAT'S JUST A THOUGHT FOR TODAY. EVERYDAY LIFE, I SUPPOSE. JUST LIKE DOING DISHES EVERYDAY, OR

Military
----- The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. [URL=http://img237.imageshack.us/my.php?image=att786193gt4.jpg][IMG]http://img237.imageshack.us/img237/4932/att786193gt4.th.jpg[/IMG][/URL] He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds li

Today....
My youngest child, my daughter turned 16! March 12th, that is. She got the iPod she has wanted so badly! OMG, she about flew through the ceiling when she opened it, too! LOL It was nice to see her so happy. Love you baby girl! Mommie

Working Out
Hi ya i am still trying to see how this site works..and i don't even know if it is worth working out or not..i will give it another few weeks try and then i will decided..Hope you all had a great day Regards Carol

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Fear Of Suceeding
i think i'm on the edge of something horrifically wonderful frightening me every moment i ponder fearing that a look in the mirror will implode my current image and expose self-image horrifically wonderful edging on megalomania creative bliss and erotic tensions broken and i dare not to fall bumping on gnarled branches tripping on twisted road rolling down muddy ravines that dots my body with a pus call normalcy professionalism traditionalism and stability windmilling my heavy arms that hold pages of poetry over the edge of horror the idea that one day people may read murmur my name until the volume is heard in their children's classroom. if i fall... whumanbard, ncpv, copyright 2007

Bla Bla Bla
The more I Talk to people the more I begin to detest them. Most come off as conceited. I am very down to earth. I try to be funny and I joke alot. Then you always have the guy who has to be an asshole about everything. Social Networking websites are anything but social. Thanks to everyone who showed me love yesterday. Now, don’t just walk away Pretending everything’s ok And you don’t care about me And I know there’s just no use When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah Could you look me in the eye And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased, Are you happy now? Are you happy now? You took all there was to take, And left me with an empty plate And you don’t care about it, yeah. And I am givin' up this game I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah, Could you look me in the eye? And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh Would you tell it to

Whats Your Best Quality
What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests. Out-Going Sense of Humor Intelligence Ambitious Loving What's Your Best Quality?Take More Quizzes

Tarot Card
You Are Death You symbolize the end, which can be frightening. But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul. You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life. Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be. Your fortune: Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself. Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of. But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them. Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. What Tarot Card Are You?

Soul?
You Are a Seeker Soul You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Boring Blogs
I know lately they have been kinda boring.. just the daily recap of my not so exciting life..lol. I have had nothing profound to say, nothing deep to comment on, nothing unstable to ramble on about..lol. But that is a good thing. I really only have that urge to do such deep soul searching when I am struggling with who I am. When I am happy I don't want to search for answers to all the things that I don't know. I guess I don't have to find my way when I am on a path that is leading me through happy times. :)

Taking What You Have Today For Granted
I have experienced something today that i have yet to experience in my 25 years of life. One of my closest friends committed suicide and i am not real sure i know how i take this. He was a very good man that everyone loved and enjoyed being around, but something that noone caught were the little hints that were being made about his plan to take his own life. I took him for granted and now i am really pissed at myself cause i didnt see what was really going on behind the scenes. So if you are reading this don't take people for granted, enjoy life, and don't keep shit locked in so deep noone can reach if you are drowning in your own tears.

Here We Go Again Only This Time My Personal Pic Was Ripped Without Permission
OKAY HERE I GO AGAIN ITS ONE THING TO RIP TAGS FROM MY DEAFULT WHICH I COULD CARE SHIT ABOUT BUT WHEN YOU RIP MY PERSONAL PIC WITHOUT BEING GIVEN PERMISSION YOU HAVE JUST PISSED THE COWGIRL IN PINK OFF MY HUBBY DOES NOT APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT IT WAS RIPPED MY PERSONAL PIC IS FOR ME MYSELF AN I NOT THE WHOLE FREAKIN COMMUNITY TO GAWK UPON SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I WILL BE DELETING MY PERSONAL PICS ONCE AGAIN THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY! I WILL SAY THIS AGAIN MY PERSOANL TAGS WITH MY PERSONAL PIC ON IT ARE NOT FOR RIPPING DONT DO IT AGAIN!!!

Being Ignored
If there is one thing I hate it’s being ignored, I hate when a question is asked or a point is trying to be made and the person you are supposedly talking to in reality is not listening to a fucking word that is being said. I hate the fact that people can be so god dam shallow and expect you to hang onto every word they say but when it comes to them returning the favor it’s all of the sudden a burden and a chore to show you the same respect.

"thirty Rules For A Good Life"
"Thirty Rules For A Good Life" 1. No one can ruin your day without YOUR permission. 2. Most people will be about as happy as they decide to be. 3. Others can stop you temporarily, but only you can do it permanently. 4. Whatever you are willing to put up with is exactly what you will have. 5. Success stops when you do. 6. When your ship comes in, make sure you are willing to unload it. 7. You will never "have it all together." 8. Life is a journey, not a destination. Enjoy the trip! 9. The biggest lie on the planet: "When I get what I want I will be happy." 10. The best way to escape your problem is to solve it. 11. I've learned that ultimately the "takers" lose and the "givers" win. 12. Life's precious moments don't have value, unless they are shared. 13. If you don't start, it's certain you won't arrive. 14. We often fear the thing we want the most. 15. Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you have to say. Best friend

Omg!! Silent But Deadly! Lmao
WHY in the HELL do dog toots have to smell like something crawled up inside of them and died!?!? omgggggggg, one of mine keeps lettin em fly, and they're those damn silent but deadly one's , I wanna run away from them when they do it it's so bad! LMAO! ok, not that this was important , I'm just bored lmao

Woman's Work...
Housework was a "woman's job", but one evening, Jenny arrived home from work to find the children bathed, one load of laundry in the washer and another in the dryer. Dinner was on the stove, and the table set. She was astonished! It turns out that Ralph had read an article that said wives who work full-time and had to do their own housework were too tired to have sex. The night went well and the next day, she told her office friends all about it. "We had a great dinner. Ralph even cleaned up. He helped the kids do their homework, folded all the laundry and put it away. I really enjoyed the evening." "But what about afterward?" asked her friends. "Oh, that ... Ralph was too tired..." God is good.

(a Letter From An American Airlines Pilot)
The paper stated today that some Muslim doctor is saying we are profiling him because he has been checked three times while getting on an airplane. Here's a proposed response: (A Letter From An American Airlines Pilot) This well spoken man, who is a pilot with American Airlines, says what is in his heart beautifully ..read, absorb and pass on....it's time to get answers from those who claim their terrorist members do not represent them...why are their leaders not LOUDLY AND FIERCELY AND CONTINUOUSLY condemning their visible murderous brethren. YOU WORRY ME! By American Airlines Pilot Captain John Maniscalco "I've been trying to say this since 9-11 but you worry me. I wish you didn't. I wish when I walked down the streets of this country that I love, that your color and culture still blended with the beautiful human landscape we enjoy in this country. But you don't blend in anymore. I notice you, and it worries me. I notice you because I can't help it anymore. People f

Coward......
YES IT IS U I SAW THE YELLOW BACK A MILE AWAY. WHY R U RUNNING? RUN OUT OF EXCUSES AND LIES? OUT OF THINGS TO SAY? FUNNY THING IS THAT U REALLY THOUGHT U COULD FOOL US. LIES AND DECEPTIONS TOOK AWAY ALL OUR TRUST. BUT JOKES ON U CAUSE WE R STRONG AND WE KNOW NOW YOUR THE ONE THAT DOESNT BELONG. PAYBACK IS A BITCH, SONNY BOY, SO U NEED TO WATCH UR BACK THIS SISTERHOOD WILL NOT BACK DOWN BETTER GET UR THINGS AND PACK. :)

Another Fucking Fantastic Flick
Went to the sneak preview of Reign Over Me last night...the new Adam Sandler flick. If there was ever a flick that brought me to tears both laughing my ass off and feeling for the characters onscreen, it's this one. Adam Sandler plays a guy that lost his entire family in 9/11. However, the movie was so well done as to not preach on the subject of 9/11 or show any scenes with the towers or a reenactment of anything that happened whatsoever. It was all about the man and his grief. I will say that Adam Sandler has some incredible fucking talent. The man is a goddamn genius. I'll go as far as to say it was his best movie...I know I'll have combatants from all sides, but let me tell you, I dig a flick with intellectual humor. Anyone can rip one and call that shit comedy...while it is funny, sometimes you gotta have some humor that makes you think as well. I've also found myself all Who-ed out. "Love Reign Over Me" is a song I had never discovered (being a Who fan myself),

For You Master
For You Master To see the sparkle in Your eyes And feel the warmth of Your touch, You have me under Your spell of love With You I have grown so much. You are my Master, lover, friend, and confidant And I have given myself to You completely, I know that all my tests of will, Sometimes cannot be handled sweetly. I hope that You never give up on me, For without You I cannot live. My dream is to travel life's path with You And learn all You have to give. In good times and in sad times I hope that You will always know, You keep me going day to day In all You do and show. You are the air I breathe, And the very beat of my heart, With You I see so many new things, Even when we are apart. You have so much to offer You are such a compassionate man, Strength and honor are Your name, With kindness and patience going hand in hand. Master, please know how much I love You As I know how much You love me, With your guidance and protection, I want to be the bes

The Fine Art Of Making It Out Alive.
Kiss me on the forehead, angel, before I go to sleep. I can't remember if it's Thursday or December. I've been keeping track of days by counting hangovers and bottles on my floor. My mangled memory is making me mistake misfortune for forgiveness. I don't think I'll make it out alive. So promise me that you'll survive to bury me. Just empty all the alcohol and chronicle the chemicals, but don't forget the cigarettes. Remember every ember. Alright, I admit that past few months were broken and abused. Now I'm used to the bleeding and unspoken words that kept me so confused. Maybe we can get past these addictions, but the bodies piling up are a whole other story unless your stomach's strong enough. Hell, maybe we can just pretend that this recovery, won't depend on moderation and in the end the same routine won't leave me dead. Just empty all the alcohol...or baby, we're dead. Tomorrow we'll wake up in time to stop this double suicide through kisses laced with cyanide and one last look thr

Today, Tomorrow & Always
i'll wish upon a star. for you to hear my call. i'll never turn away. for i know you are here to stay. i'll never wear a frown. for you will always treat me as if i wear a crown. i'll never leave your side. for these feelings dare not hide. i'll never say goodbye. for i know you'll never make me cry. i'll never weap in sorrow. for you always bring a brighter tomorrow. this i know because for all the rest of my days. i'll be with you Today, Tomorrow & Always. copywrighted by : Cassandra R. Nolasco

The Answer To You Questions.... Nsfw
soem one asked me y am i always so pissed off, and why am i so anti social why im tired of being lied to, used and stupidity pisses me off. im so sick of indesicive people they fli flop on every lil and or big thing every aspect of life is a mental chalange for them. im sick of it yes or no blue or red pick one fucking thing and stick with it. and lets throw in the contradictive people good fucking gawd, i dont want "whatever" but i can be happy till i fucking get "whatever" in my fucked up retarded contadictive life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes im a lil pissed off and tired and in pain and im tired of the bullshit. why cant people just do whatever the hell it is they need to do with out irritating every one else. and why cant you just make up your mind say what ever it is thats there i dont give a fuk who you are say it do it done whatever quite irritating the living fuk out of the logical thinking people you know those of us who live in reality AND use our br

Gifts
People come into our lives some are only here for a short stay others for a longer stay and some are with you forever The reason for their stay is not always clear, but they are here to teach us what that lesson maybe, is not always known to us, and it for us to make clear Each person has something to offer it is up to us see if we accept their gift their gift are life little lessons that we all must have to endear Without this growth we will wither away never becoming what we could be

Time To Renew Myself
I will no longer let myself be cheapened by people. I will no longer allow myself to stoop to a level that is beneath me. I will no longer let anyone in unless I'm sure they mean it. I will move on from the past even if it means burying the things that hurt. I will stop crying over unnecessary bullshit. I will leave my demons at the door. I will forget about all the things that made me the way I am now, and fight to be the woman I want to be. I will live in a shell until someone breaks through to me in a way that's better than what I'm used to. I will devote my life to bettering my situation instead of bitching about it. I will be an island. I will no longer take things at second or third-hand. The world around me will no longer be of any consequence. I won't let my heart break over stupid things, and I'll try my damnedest to forget the present things that bother me. I'm no longer going to pretend with anyone. I'm going to be the way I want to

Shadow Girl
Amoung the living is the dead. And dead is where I am. Still breathing and hanging on to life as if it had a real taste. Brought into the light by a man that knew nothing of what he could have done with her, but dream. Only the prospect of late night conversations and a moment or two of slight virtural relief. Begging deep inside who she is to find the words to place as what he means. She had no idea what was going to prespire from the likes of him. And for a few eager thoughts she smiles and giggles as of she really were his. That is a foolish and unfair thought and to fathom it is even more wrong that to begin in the spot where she left off. It cant be explained in any plain form what the feeling is when she sees his face and talks to him. It is the damn voice of reason that lingers in and she pushes it as far as she can, because she is only the shadow. Its really not so bad being a shadow in the backround. It has its perks and its moments. But the constant wanting it to be real

A Funny List Of Dumb Laws In The United State S And T's
South Carolina • A railroad my not remove itself from a town of more than five hundred people. • All schools must prepare a suitable program for Francis Willard Day. • By law, if a man promises to marry an unmarried woman, the marriage must take place. • Charleston: It is against the law to drive a motorized vehicle on King Street. The Fire Department may blow up your house. This law was made so that the fire department could create a fire brake. • Dance halls may not operate on Sundays. • Every adult male must bring a rifle to church on Sunday in order to ward off Indian attacks. • Fortune tellers are required to obtain a special permit from the state. • Fountain Inn: Horses are to wear pants at all times. • Horses may not be kept in bathtubs. • In some church in South Carolina, every man must bring a rifle to church on Sunday to ward off Indian attacks. • In some town in South Carolina, it is perfectly legal for a man to beat his wife. But only if its on the court

My Boys B-day
He will be 6 come tuesday March 20th,, this is a very special day cause it's also the same day as my brothers b-day,,, if you all could try an send a little something on this day fer my boy... I would be more than grateful to you all!!!

Profile Backgrounds.
Oooook, so I'm VERY new here. How do I change my profile's background to anything I want? I've noticed a few others have fun backgrounds - just like at MYSPACE! Too kewl.. Anyone who can tell me, please comment back! **I put on a picture background through my own photoalbum, but is there another way of doing it? I've noticed other people don't do it that way - cuz the pic on their background isn't in their photoalbum...** Thx, Krys Lynne

Our First Date
Your instructions were perfect, as I easily found the little restaurant downtown, a few blocks from my hotel. A wonderful dinner complimented our smiling, laughing conversation, as we had finally met after 'chatting' for months together. After, we went dancing and few drinks at small rock'n R&B bar with live music. Hearing a classic, moments after we arrive, we jump up to dance with the small croud. Powered by our conversation and feeling at ease with you, I couldn't help touching you on the dance floor. Sliding my hands up and down your sides. As you groove with your arms above your head. After a few drinks, and sweating a little in the bar from dancing, the electricity between us was growing, fast. Not wanting to wait for the bands last set, we left, and walked just down the street to a waiting hotel room. Going up the elevator, I couldn't help reaching to you and stealing a first kiss together while we were alone. That first kiss quickly changed into a combined hug

Acronym
- Venusfreak's Sexy Acronym - Vis for...VoraciousEis for...EroticNis for...NaughtyUis for...UninhibitedSis for...SensuousFis for...FieryRis for...RacyEis for...EroticAis for...AdultKis for...Kinky The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

Sex Survey!!!
Just copy & paste survey into the comments box, remove my answers & input your own... Have fun!!!! 1, Do you like it rough or sensual? Sensual... 2. Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite... 3, How often do you like to have sex? As often as possible... 4, Is sex a top priority for you? No not really but it helps... 5, Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Yes its such a wonderful feeling to see in your partners face if he is enjoying it... 6, How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? Only done that once when i was like 18, not done it since... 7, How do you feel about one night stands? They can be fun, but i would'nt say i liked them much... 8, How many one night stands have you had? Two... 9, What's your favourite position? On top i have to take the lead... 10, Where's your favourite place to have sex? Somewhere outdoors out in the open... 11, Do you prefer to m

Geek Girls
Geek Girls ( I want to also add that I am not hot so stop messaging me telling me im too hot to be a geek! I embrace my geekiness!) So, your crush on Björk has finally died a whimpering death and you're wondering where to go from here. All the scenester ladies are either dating a series of interchangeable high-school riot boys in skater uniform and an overdose of manic panic, or permanently shacked up with some bitter old gentlman who pays all the bills. Which will it be, a masculine prison or a humiliating one night stand? Into this void of potential mates comes a woman you may not have considered before, a woman of substance, quietude and stability, a cerebral creature with a culture all her own. In short, a geek girl. * They are generally available. * Other men will tend not to steal them. * They can fix things. * Your computer will love them. * They're smart. While they are often into alternative music, geek

Tonight On World Rock Radio
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Fable Of The Ducks And Hens
THE FABLE OF THE DUCKS AND HENS By George Lincoln Rockwell Many, many years ago, When animals could speak. A wondrous thing the ducks befell, Their tale is quite unique. Down by a pond dwelt all these ducks, Ten thousand at the least. Their duckish joys were undisturbed By any man or any beast. One day down near the entrance gate, There was an awful din. A hundred hens all out of breath Were begging to come in. Oh let us in! these poor birds cried, Before we do expire! Tis only by the merest inch That we escaped the fire! Their feathers burned, their combs a droop, They were the saddest sight. They,d run a hundred miles or more, All day and then all night. Come, come in! the ducks all quacked, For you our hearts do bleed! We'll share our happy lot with you, Just tell us what you need! And so these poor bedraggled hens Amongst the ducks moved in. For, after all, the ducks declared, We're sisters 'neath the skin. Bef

This Morning
On my way to work this morning I dreamed of you.I layed my head back, closed my eyes and then there was you.You held my face in your hands you leaned over me you looked into my eyes and then you brushed your lips across mine your tongue outlined them and then you pressed your lips on mine soft at first then deeper until you received the response you were seeking. The response of my embrace.

Open Invitation
Dear Friends, Fans, and all Families on CT, I am writing this open invitation to all of you. If you like rock, meeting new friends, chatting, and being entertained by great DJs, I invite you to join us in the World Rock Radio Lounge. Everyone is welcome and we turn no one away. We believe in having a great time and building lasting friendships without all of the stress of drama. If this sounds like a place for you, please click the banner below and join us! We'd be more than happy to have you. :)

Just A Kiss...
The wonder of love The taste, the sound Belonging to one One that knows Your deepest desires Darkest secrets Hidden meanings Reside in a simple touch A kiss, just a kiss So sweet, ao innocent To the outside world Ignites the flame Of the passion Between two souls Becoming one Forever entwined

An Introduction To Outlaw Angels Personal Poetry
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW ABOUT A WEEK AGO OUTLAW ANGEL AND HER DAUGHTER SPENT AN ENTIRE WEEK WITH ME AND MY FAMILY HERE IN WVA AND WELL WHY SHE WAS HERE SHE AND I SPENT MANY LONG HOURS TALKING AND WHEN SHE CAME HERE SHE BROUGHT WITH HER SOME OF HER VERY MOST PRICELSS TREASURE'S NAMELY HER POETRY SHE WOULD NEVER POST HER POETRY HERSELF BUT BEFORE SHE LEFT SHE INTRUSTED ME TO KEEP HER POETRY AND SHE BEGAN WRITTING HER POEMS AT THAT AGE OF 18 AND SHE IS STILL WRITTING POETRY TODAY BUT THIS BLOG IS ABOUT HER AND HER BEAUTIFUL POETRY I WOULD LIKE FOR EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOGS TO TAKE THE TIME TO REALLY READ THE POEMS THAT I PUT UP AND GIVE HER SOME FEED BACK AS SHE HAS OVER 500 SOME POEMS AND I WANT TO PUT THEM OUT THERE FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD TO SEE SHE TRUELY IS A POET AND I JUST LOVE HER WORK AND I THINK MANY OF YOU ALL WILL LOVE THEM JUST AS MUCH AS I DO.

~the Naked Doll Family Everyone Welcome~
THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY` YOU CAN BECOME A MEMBER OF THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY ..BY SIMPLY CHANGING YOUR NAME AND WHEN YOUR ONLINE PUT YOUR BEER MUG AS YOUR NAME AND THEN...NAKED DOLL. WHAT IS NAKED DOLL FAMILY... WELL YOU KNOW THOSE BARBIE DOLLS YOU SEE IN THE YARD SALES WITH NO CLOTHES ON AND THEIR HAIR IS A MESS..WELL THATS WHAT A NAKED DOLL IS..SO BECOME A MEMBER OF THAT FAMILY..AND YOU WILL BE WANTED..NOT A CAST AWAY ANY MORE:) THERE IS NOTHING YOU NEED TO DO IN THIS FAMILY..SIMPLY JUST BE A MEMBER AND A FRIEND..

E-mail Mistake
An Illinois man left the snowballed streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick e-mail. Unable to find the scrap of paper on which he had written her e-mail address, he did his best to type it in from memory. Unfortunately, he missed one letter, and his note was directed instead to an elderly preacher's wife whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her e-mail, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor dead. At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen: Dearest Wife, Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Your Loving Husband. P.S. Sure is hot down here

Music That I Think Is Cool
My 5 Favorite Bands: 1 Iron Maiden 2 Thin Lizzy 3 Judas Priest 4 Venom 5 Death An Album from each Iron Maiden - Live After Death Thin Lizzy - Fighting Judas Priest - British Steel Venom - Black Metal Death - Scream Bloody Gore A song from each Iron Maiden - Aces High Thin Lizzy - Emerald Judas Priest - Grinder Venom - Countess Bathory Death - Beyond the Unholy Grave

Remember
There is a hole in me right this moment in time........left by the woman that suffered and gave me life. I rejoice that she finally is completely beyond the pain & suffering she went thru..............her last 5 years she devoted to caring for my Sweet Step Dad.......despite her pain, her blindness...diabetes, heart problems, she gave up on her own health to make certain her promise to him was kept. She told us all that for as long as she could, she would love and care for him so he would never have to go to a nursing home. We had no clue this was coming! But, thank God she finally rests and I WILL see her again, soon.she was only 16 years older than I............Please, all of you that still have your Mom's. NEVER take them for granted, do not let a day pass that you do not tel them you love them! Life is a whisper, soon adrift on the breezes

The Elves
There was once a poor servant-girl who was industrious and cleanly and swept the house every day, and emptied her sweepings on the great heap in front of the door. One morning when she was just going back to her work, she found a letter on this heap, and as she could not read, she put her broom in the corner, and took the letter to her employers, and behold it was an invitation from the elves, who asked the girl to hold a child for them at its christening. The girl did not know what to do, but, at length, after much persuasion, and as they told her that it was not right to refuse an invitation of this kind, she consented. Then three elves came and conducted her to a hollow mountain, where the little folks lived. Everything there was small, but more elegant and beautiful than can be described. The baby's mother lay in a bed of black ebony ornamented with pearls, the covers were embroidered with gold, the cradle was of ivory, the bath-tub of gold. The girl stood as godmother, and then

The Old Man And His Grandson
There was once a very old man, whose eyes had become dim, his ears dull of hearing, his knees trembled, and when he sat at table he could hardly hold the spoon, and spilt the broth upon the table-cloth or let it run out of his mouth. His son and his son's wife were disgusted at this, so the old grandfather at last had to sit in the corner behind the stove, and they gave him his food in an earthenware bowl, and not even enough of it. And he used to look towards the table with his eyes full of tears. Once, too, his trembling hands could not hold the bowl, and it fell to the ground and broke. The young wife scolded him, but he said nothing and only sighed. Then they bought him a wooden bowl for a few half-pence, out of which he had to eat. They were once sitting thus when the little grandson of four years old began to gather together some bits of wood upon the ground. What are you doing there, asked the father. I am making a little trough, answered the child, for father and mother t

Blah
I am drunk and pissed off. Great combo of things. My night at the bar was going good until a few things happened. Since there is no one I know on here from my area, I can rant and rave all I want when drunk. And this is what happened: 1) This dude's gf walks in on the middle of my conversationg and totally flips out and got all pissed because I thought it was weird she was 34 and dating a 26 year old. Yea..good game on getting pissed on hearing half the convo. So I appologized and said she misunderstood that I couldnt believe she was 34 when she honest to God looked 26-28 and just thought it weird she was lying about her age. Again, she missed like half the convo. So yea, that got me pissed. 2) My brother's x-gf thought she would be kind enough to grace all of us that were gather with her presence. Uh yea...we dont like her...none of us do. Why cant she be home raising her child?! Fucking hell, learn to be a mother stupid bitch. >.< 3)Got some rude ass messege from a friend o

Ever Felt This Way????
Don't look now, things just got worse I'm drunk again, I swear this crescent--is just a curse I got here by killing off all my friends I think I figured it out - my life begins when the fun ends I've got my wings, I'm free to go as I please Yeah, I got my wings, now nothing really pleases me 'til Everything falls apart, then I get to try to put it back together Everything falls apart, and you can count on that like you can count on bad, bad weather again Was it good? I don't remember much about it When things start to feel right, you can count on me to start to doubt it The devil's not in the details, the devil is in my pants It's shoot first, apologize later, another quick end to a short shod romance I got what I wanted, now I don't want anything I got what I wanted, now my life is just boring 'til Everything falls apart, then I get to try to put it back together Everything falls apart and you can count on that, you can count on bad, bad we

Syndicate Girls Wanted!
DO YOU WANT TO BE THE FIRST SYNDICATE GIRL? WE ARE NOW ACCEPTING PICTURES. PLEASE MESSAGE ME TO LET ME KNOW WHICH PHOTO YOU WANT USED. ALL WINNERS WILL GET THEIR PICTURE POSTED IN THE LOUNGE FOR THE WEEK, AND ALSO A BANNER TO POST ON YOUR PROFILE, AND YOU WILL ALSO GET A GIFT FROM SYNDICATE STYLE. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? GOOD LUCK!

The Top Ten Men
*******The Top Ten Men!!******** 1. The Doctor because he says,"Take off your clothes" 2. The Dentist because he says,"Open Wide" 3. The hairdresser because he says,"Do you want it teased or blown" 4. The Milkman because he says,"Do you want it in front or in back?" 5. The Interior Decorator because he says,"Once you have it all in, you'll love it." 6. The Banker because he says,"If you take it out to soon, you'll lose interest" 7. The Police Officer because he says,"Spread 'em" 8. The Mailman because he always delivers his package. 9. The Pilot because he takes off fast and then slows down. 10. The Hunter because he always goes deep in the bush, shoots twice

Man's Five Most Feared Questions
Man's five most feared questions: 1. What are you thinking about? 2. Do you love me? 3. Do I look fat? 4. Do you think she is prettier than me? 5. What would you do if I died? What makes these questions so difficult is that every one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly (i.e. tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analysed below along with possible responses. Question 1: What are you thinking about? The proper answer to this, of course, is: "I'm sorry if I have been a bit pensive darling. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you." This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following: a. Nothing b. Football c. Jennifer Lopez d. How fat you are e. How would I spend the insurance money if you died

I've Added Songs To My Profile
And I placed them in an order of a silly title making sentences... Check it out and read all the titles as they scroll down! I also have a question for the local San Diegans, do you have a favorite Thai restaurant in the Kearny Mesa - Clairemont Area?> Let me know! Thanx!

My Future Ride
So it won't be too terriably long before i am driving again... Over a year ago, I had severe anxiety...Crippling anxiety anxiety that left me unable to come outside my front door...and I was so depressed...I started working on "baby steps"outside then i got where i could at least check my Mail outside in the breezeway. Then finally i was able to take the trash out which is a walk across the parking lot. And then finally with much medication to start i was able to be a passenger in a car (though i would constantly be paranoid for a long time to come about wrecks and such) Now, I Can drive a little (as long as i dont have to make left hand turns that has no arrow for help) Soon, I'll be able to drive again...and soon i will be able to have more money because either i will get approved for disability and/or when my man said he would take care of me and he has an awesome trade that pays well.... i will get this car: YUP YUP a Grand Prix GT Model

A Bad Night
I know from time to time I can do terrible things & say shit that should never be spoken outloud at all but in my own defense I can't always control what happens. Most ppl close to me know all about my "moods" ....generally I appear to be this wonderful, understanding, happy, loving girl....but every so often the dark part of me bleeds through the veil & it takes very bit of self control to keep me from trying to peel my face off with broken glass... I am so terrified that I am never really going to be able to connect to anyone on a level other than what I have with my friends back home....which is fine but I don't want to die alone... Is it too much to ask for that? To find someone worth my effort.....and if I have found that or when I find it how do I keep from fuckin' it up? Oh and while I'm at it can I find someone who won't hurt me like say cheating on me?? I've been cheated on more times than I can count at this point....and can he be a great kisser...& like to cuddle

Words And Actions
Words and Actions... When you lose something, and it hurts, the answer given will always be the worst possible answer. No matter which way you hear it, it will hurt equally bad. So, asking why, over and over and over, will prove to give you only the next worst possible answer. When you say something, mean it. Say what you mean; Mean what you say. Don't just say something because it makes it easier on you. Think about the effects of you words, and think even more of the effects of your actions. Your actions reflect you. What you say and do, if you are not honest, no matter what your reasons, are not the reasons in which you want people to believe. Your reasons are for you. A lie is to make yourself feel better about a situation you dont know how to deal with, a false action, or being hypocritical in a sense, is actually dealing with the situation in which you dont know how to handle. Be true. Everything you do will effect someone, or something. The truth will set you free, whe

Work
Well I quit my job that i have had for almost 3 years because I gave my boss a note that said I could only work nights and se scheduled me to work Monday morning and was told that if i didn't show up then i was fired, so I quit. Needless, to say they called me back and begged me to come back to work, with the promise that I would only have to work every other Sunday instead of every other Sunday. So I said yes. So I once again have my job back. I like my job, but think that after being there for almost 3 years that I shouldn't have to work Sundays. Well that is enough venting for one morning. Off to train at the restaurant that galen and I own together

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
I've always enjoyed Chevelle even though they are assholes in person and the lead singer doesn't sound anything like he does on CD the songs they make are usually very deep and I enjoy that kinda music.. Take This song for example what is Vitamin R? Rittalin! yes these guys are trying to show what ritalin does in a video.. it fails... miserably.. but its still a nice song check it out Here's Vitamin R By Chevelle Some will learn, many do Cover up or spread it out Turn around had enough Pick and choose or pass it on Buying in heading for Suffer now or suffer then It't bad enough, I want the fear Need the fear 'Cause he's alone And he has become Well if they're making it, making it Then they're pushing it, pushing it And they're leading us along The hassle of, hassle of All the screaming fans, screaming fans That panic makes remorse After all, whats the point? 'Course levitation is possible If you're a fly, achieved and gone There's time for this and so much mo

New Pics And Stash..
Feel free to stop by and say hi if I know you, or send a request if this is the first time to my area. Many new things, please take a moment and check them out! Just added new pictures and stash items! Let me know if you leave love so that I can return it!

Ty All
Would like to thank everyone that has come and shown me some love on my contest , its running till this friday and im still not in the lead . ANy and all help is very much appriciated and i will definately return the favor when u ask =) click on the pic and come help me win a 3 day blast pretty pls =)

Pinch My Nipples
:Keep this in mind when you have something to return and the store gives you a hard time - A woman went to a BIG W service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special.Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'a

New Work Pattern Is A Killer....
Well, they say be careful what you wish for I guess. I spent a few months out of work recently, with all my life changes in the last 18 months, joblessness was all I needed. Anyway, last week my old company contacted me and said my replacement was awful AND had gone on long term sick leave, and would I please cover for a few months. Being way too nice of course I said yes, and offered myself too cheaply as well considering all I had given that company in the past. Anyway, I now have a shift pattern where 10-12 in the morning until lunchtime I am working monday to friday, then I'm "on call every weekday evening from 18:30 to 22:30. There goes my social life (like i really had one pf those anyway, Mr Recluse does social - NOT) And to top it all off, I am on call every other weekend as well from 11am to 11 pm. well, I wante dto be earning again, I just have to wait until the end of the ciontract to spend any of my money on getting me out of the house :-S David

Having A Day Off Feels Weird
Ok so I finally signed my renewed lease... My landlord/housemate jacked my rent up to $70 more a month. When you are poor like me... that is a lot of money. So I'm kind of worried, I've been living so un-vicariously and I'm really missing my military paychecks. It's gotten so bad that I have trouble sleeping at night. I've applied for some better jobs, one as a 911 Call Reciever and another as a Permit Technician... both those jobs make more than enough for me to live nicely... so just pray that one of those will come through. I was also thining of applying for a job with NW Airlines. It's only 9 an hour though... but it'd be full time and I'd get travel benefits (Hawaii!) so... I guess I will call and see what they have to offer. Anyway when I do sleep I've been having weird dreams. Last night I dreamed i picked up smoking again! EW! I'd never do that! Especially when cigarettes cost over $6 a pack! Then I keep dreaming about my ex-friend Stephanie... she was very evil a

Depressing Shit
"THE POEM OF MYSELF" I AM A POEM NO ONE CARES TO READ COMPOSED ON UGLY PAPER WITH BEAUTIFUL WORDS, WORTHY OF A GLANCE FROM THOSE WHO TURN THEIR HEADS AWAY AND GORGE THEMSELVES IN THE VERSES OF OTHERS I CANNOT COMPETE WITH, (I WILL SURELY LOSE IN THE COMPETITION OF LIFE) AND WILL NEVER BE PUBLISHED IN THE BOOK OF WORTHINESS; FOR NOW I'LL REMAIN CRUMPLED IN LONELINESS NEAR THE TRASH-- WHERE I SOMETIMES FEEL I BELONG. ...Heather K

Scars
How did I end up here, facing myself with fear. Comfort me suicide, from things I cannot hide. Scattered lines on my face, something I can’t explain, something that’s hard to take you wonder why. I try in vain but it still remains. It’s taking from everything, I felt it when I was young. Feel like I’m falling back, so sick of this self attack Everything heals with time, waiting you’ll lose your mind Hoping to cross this line, you wonder why. I try in vain but it still remains. It’s taking from everything, it’s taking from everything, taking from everything, feel the weight. Bury these sins And take these scars Wash them away and erase these marks Cover my eyes, make them disappear Bury these sins, and take these scars away. Fine line between love and hate to this I can relate show me my wrong from right show my black from white Scattered lines on my face, something I can’t explain, something that’s hard to take you wonder why. I try in vain but it still remains.

Are My Testicals Black?
Are my testicals black? A man is lying in bed in hospital with an oxygen mask over his mouth, a young student nurse appears to sponge his hands and feet. "Nurse", he mumbles from behind the mask, "are my testicles black"? embarrassed, the young student replies "I don't know I'm only here to wash your hands and feet", he struggles again to ask "nurse are my testicles black?" finally she pulls back the covers, raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in her other hand and takes a closer look and says "there is nothing wrong with them", finally the mans pulls off his oxygen mask and replies "that was very nice but, I asked ARE MY TEST RESULTS BACK?

Hi All:d:d:d:d:d:d:d
hey all....how r ya:)?im good just sittin here tryin to drain my cell so i can charge it....*looks to cell phone and says"WHY WONT YOU DIE!!!!!"lol*soooooo.......for thoes who have Tim Hortons and the RRRoll up the rim to win my score is 3 wins(coffee,coffee,and a muffin:D)and 26(yes thats right a big 2-6)please play again which is very popular with me:Phehehe well ill"catch you on the flip side" from me Kieran(or is it....DUM DUM DUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....hehehe)yes it is:P

Season Of Grief
Seasons Of Grief Fall We that are in the fall of our grief It is crisp, like the autumn wind We watch grief fall upon us Like the autumn leaves that falls to the ground Our days grow longer We experience the pain of loss Winter We that are in the winter of our grief It is cold, and dark, and bleak We wonder if we will ever feel warm again Our days are short, and nights, lonely and long We pray for warmth again Spring We that are in the spring of our grief Our days grow brighter, and warm We are amazed at the renewal of our souls Our faith is like the new buds, and spring flowers It waits to explode forth To bring new color into our souls Summer We that are in the summer of our grief We look in wonder at our renewal It's like the new green grass The leaves upon the trees The sun shines down upon us It brings warmth to our souls We are splashed in glorious warmth Our hope is restored (Deborah Long)

The Man Of The House...
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You can be the Man of Your House." He stormed into the kitchen and walked directly up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said sternly, "From now on you need to know I am the man of the house and my word is law! You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I am finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner you are going upstairs with me, and we will have the kind of sex that I want. After that you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then you will massage my feet and hands. Then after that's done, guess who is going to dress me and comb my hair?" His wife replied, "The funeral director would be my guess!"

Its Not Over
I was blown away What could I say It all seemed to make sense. You've taken away everything And I can't do without. I try to see the good in life. But good things in life are hard to find. I'll blow it away, blow it away Can we make this something good? (Well I'll try to do to right this time around) Let's start over, I'll try to do it right this time around It's not over There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground. This love is killin me But you're the only one It's not over. I've taken all I can take And I cannot wait We've wasted too much time Being strong, holding on Can't let it bring us down My life with you means everything So I won't give up that easily I'll blow it away, blow it away Can we make this something good? Cause it's all misunderstood (Well I'll try to do to it right this time around) Let's start over, I'll try to do it right this time around It's not over There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground. This love

My Resignation Letter What Cha Think
March 23, 2007 This letter is to inform you of my voluntary resignation, without notice, on this 23rd day of March 2007. Due to situations and actions out of my control, I believe that working in that environment is unsafe as well as unhealthy mentally, and with that I was not able to perform to the best of my capabilities. My performance was dropping and with that my co-workers and customers suffered. That is unacceptable to myself and .... I respect the company and the team I have had the chance to work with. I would have wanted nothing more than to have a career with Verizon yet I know in that store it would not be possible. One of the reasons I came to this decision was the entirety of confidence with my manager, and being notified that it had been released to a co-worker in which the taunting became more directed at me. Which is unethical and difficult to accept. I have much respect for my manager .... on many aspects and I have enjoyed learning from him and wo

Some Great News$$$$$$$$$
I filled out a application for a job at a reasturant yeasterday.They called me this morning for a interview.They hired me and I start tonight.I will be working thursday,friday,and saturday starting at $7 a hour.My title is shift manager.I am so exited.My hours are from 4 to 11.So yup yay me.

George Michael-fast Love
Looking for some inspiration Made my way into the night All that bullshit conversation Well baby can’t you read the signs? I won’t bore you with the details baby I don’t even want to waste your time Let’s just say that maybe You could help to ease my mind Baby, I ain’t Mr. Right Chorus: But if you’re looking for fastlove If that’s love in your eyes It’s more than enough Had some bad luck So fastlove is all that I’ve got on my mind What’s there to think about baby? Looking for some affirmation Made my way into the night My friends got their ladies They’re all having babies But I just want to have some fun I won’t bore you with the details baby I don’t even want to waste your time Let’s just say that maybe You could help to ease my mind Baby, I ain’t Mr. Right Chorus What’s there to think about baby? Get yourself some lessons in love In the absence of security I made my way into the night Stupid cupid keeps on calling the But I see nothing

Baltimore The Slowest City In America
Gee, ya think? I thought the lazy asses at Popeyes who slur their grammar and shuffle like Step n' Fetchit was only me being an uppity buppie. http://www.wbaltv.com/news/11347069/detail.html?rss=bal&psp=news

The New Thecnologie Of Guns
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Passion
This is by one of my favorite writters and I hope you enjoy as much as i do...... When you look at me, you look into my soul. My heart sings with yours. Your touch is strong and gentle. You embrace me, and pull me to you. I feel safe. I feel comfort. Your kiss sends ripples down my spine. Wave after wave. Your hands are ever so gentle caressing my back. You slowly place soft kisses intermingled with gentle bites upon my neck. It is exhilarating, the way you take your time to inhale every facet of my body. The swirl of your tongue on my nipple is tantalizing. You take pleasure in kissing my stomach. Loving the definition of it. And, I squirm at the firmness of your hands on my ass, as I watch you savor the taste of my essence. Beautiful silence emanates from us. For you and I know words are but insults. No language could express our passion for one another. Your eyes convey all I need to know. We wait. For, the perfect moment in time, is fast approaching. I accept you

Just This Once
I feel as though my heart lay bleeding On a countertop. The pain is like a flooded scream That cannot, will not stop. I cannot live, I cannot breathe; Pain is all I do. I cannot think how I can be Long living without you. Ah, God! I want you just one time That I would gladly die To hold you in my arms just once And not care how or why; To hold you in my arms just once And tell you of my love, And then go gladly back to dust Should I your heart not move.

This Is A Dream A Real Close Friend Of Mine Had About Us No Names Mentioned But You Can Believe She Is Awesome
My Dream¡K. I should preface this by saying that in my dream, it was you¡K but I didn¡¦t know you in the dream¡K. It was a ¡§stranger¡¨ but it was you¡K. So I¡¦m going to write this just like it occurred to me in the dream. (It¡¦s also a little easier for me to write as if you are a stranger, just because writing stuff like this can be embarrassing for me --- so don¡¦t criticize!!!!) ƒº Ok, that being said¡K here goes¡K. I was sitting in the strip club, having a few drinks and admiring the view from a little table close to the front of the main stage. I was feeling pretty good after a few drinks and decided it was time for a little more action than sitting at a table alone. I was dressed appropriately for the club, wearing a tiny black skirt with a little silky black shirt that was low-cut, revealing and backless, black fishnet crotch-less stockings, and some sexy black heels with straps that wrapped around my ankles a few times. As I stood to approach the stage, I could fee

Dear Passer-outer
There are a few things I'd like to thank you for: Thank you for wanting to have sex with me. You couldn't, but your heart was in the right place. Thanks for the ego boost. You were really hot and into me... until you passed out. Thanks for making me realize that I am, indeed, a gentleman and that I truly do respect women. A lesser man would have taken advantage of the situation. I know I am not one of those guys. Once you were out, it really wasn't fun anymore. Thanks for the drinks from the mini-bar. You were passed out, naked. And I really needed a drink. Thanks for letting me tuck you into bed. You don't remember, but trust me, it was really cute. Thanks for not vomiting. Seriously. Thanks for the fun time at the bar. In retrospect, I should have taken you back to your room much, much sooner. Thanks for buying shots, all 5 of them. I really enjoyed that. Thanks for being as drunk as I was. Scratch that, you were drunker. But most of all, thanks for being

Fuck It
Fuck the love that I was denied Fuck the tears that I cried Fuck all the trying that I tried Fuck you and the lies you lied Fuck the fact that there's no we Fuck the future we'll never see Fuck the past and it's memories Fuck you and the things we couldn't be Fuck the did's and the didn't do's Fuck the hoes and the jiggaboos Fuck the pain buried inside too Fuck you and the chances you blew Fuck the trust that wasn't given back Fuck the happiness that we lacked Fuck the train that knocked us off our track Fuck you and thats the end of that

Ive Had It With The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of Cherry Tap
YOU KNOW WHAT IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE CRAP WITH THE GROUP WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO BE A FAMILY IN THEM SELF AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED YOU ALL ARE NOT WORTH HAVING THE NAME BEHIND YOUR NAME SO THIS IS THE LAST STRAW IF I DONT SEE ANY OF THE MEMBERS HELPING OUT WHEN I HAVE ASKED FOR IT AND I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A DOZEN OF YOU ALL ONLINE RIGHT NOW I DONT ASK ANYTHING FROM THE GROUP RARELY SO THIS IS THE LAST STRAW ALL OF WHO ARE ONLINE IF YOU CANT 5 MINUTES OUT OF YOUR DAY TO DROP A FEW COMMENTS FOR ME THE HEAD OF THE GROUP IM DONE WITH ALL OF YOU EXCEPT FOR MY SECOND AND THIRD FOURTH IN CHARGE AND ALL MY BOUNCERS WILL BE THE ONLY ONES I KEEP IN THE GROUP IM SICK OF GOING TO YOU ALL AND ASKING FOR YOU ALL TO SUPPORT ME ONCE IN AWHILE AN GET NOTHEN BACK FROM YOU ALL SO AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED THIS GROUP WILL BE A LIMITED GROUP! SO NOW IM ASKING FOR THE LAST TIME FOR YOU ALL TO ACTUALLY SHOW THE COWGIRL AND COWBOY LOVE THAT YALL CLAIM TO HAVE! *NOTE TO THE FURIOUS FIREFIGHTERS THAT ARE IN MY CONT

You Would Think
you would think I would be happy cause a lot of good things are happening too me but I'm not for some reason it just feel like a dream and I can't tell people whats going cause it will cause drama. I sometime wonder why I must walk though hell to get some place better. what did I do so wrong to not being to shout the way I feel about things I should fuck it and just but I can't cause I'm the nice guy sometimes I wonder if I'm too nice?? it is true we do come in last place which is really dumb cause you would think everyone would want us but at last we are dying out. I sometimes think I really truly ment to just be friends with people. There is this one women I like but I can't talk about I have already said too much. what would you do at this point?? let me know what you think cause I don't right it like my life is flipped upside down. I mean what you do if you can't tell people how you feel cause you don't want to lose them??? I just don't know what to do would you stay with some who

Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Fool card affirms that my alter ego today is a Quantam Leaper with a hero's heart. My superpower is liberated by free will and trust, which lead me to explore simple speculations for their own sake. I can move beyond the fear factor. I don't know where I'm going, and I don't care where I've been. I only know that, as the hero of my own story, it's for me to find out. For, like Alice, I'm on the verge of stepping into a rabbit hole; unless I stop short and play it safe, I'll know soon enough where following my own feet has landed me on this curious venture. The blissful frailty of unwritten conclusions and unguarded access sweetens the desire. So despite familiar warnings, irresistible promise draws my eyes wide open and away from domestic comfort zones, with only certain inquiry, hope and faith to recommend my course. I'll never know until I try.

Where's The Rake?
Where's the Rake? I was doing yard work after the storm this weekend and my wife was about to take a shower. I realized that I couldn't find the rake. I yelled up to my wife, "Where is the rake?" She couldn't hear me and she shouted back, "What?" I pointed to my eye, then I pointed to my knee and made a raking motion. Then my wife wasn't sure and said "What?" I repeated the gestures, "Eye - Kneed - The Rake" My wife replied that she understands and signals back. She first points to her eye, next she points to her left breast, then she points to her butt, and finally to her crotch. Well, there is no way in hell I could even come close to that one. Exasperated, I went upstairs and asked her, "What the hell was that?" She replies, . (scroll down, it's worth it) "Eye - Left Tit - Behind - The Bush"

Call Waiting
C A L L W A I T I N G I'm laying in the darkness, I cannot fall asleep. I wonder where my husband is, I wish he'd call or beep. I saw him leave this morning, the black boots on his feet. He said he had to run now, and I know he's on the street. You'll know him when You see him, his truck is very loud. He has no time to stop now, he doesn't want a crowd. A caller said "Please hurry!" Come quickly if you will. A young man with a motorbike is laying very still. A mother calls in anguish, her child limp and blue. HURRY! Come, I need you! I don't know what to do. I hear his key turning, he's coming in the door. I hear him drop his boots, then footsteps on the floor. I hear him in the kitchen, I can tell from his walk, He'll soon come and wake me, and ask if we can talk. We'll sit out in the moonlight, and listen to the night. He talks about a shooting, a street gang in a fight. A car crash, a drowning, a small child hurt at play. The things he needs to talk about, the th

Sorry!
Sorry I haven't been on very much lately. All I have had the time to do is get on, and check any messages people are leaving me. So I am sorry if you're trying to get a hold of me for something and I haven't gotten back with you yet, just be patient and leave me a message about it and I'll get back to you once things settle down. Which, considering I only have 5 weeks left of classes, may not happen until afterwards, but rest assured, everyone will get their share of my time once I get the time. Quick Updates for those Curious. ~Still working out what my next modeling endeavor is going to be, as SG may not be who I go with after all, sad, but true, although I'm still keeping my options open, so if I send them a set and they accept it, then there we go! ~I'm currently hunting for a real job...lames ~I have found a house that I love to death, my friends and I are going to hopefully sign the lease soon to rent it, it's awesome, pics will come later ~Yes I will eventually write a

Oh Wow Criss Angel & Cirque
So I was told and is on the site that in summer 2008 Criss Angel and Cirque will be working together and coming up with a show in Las Vegas @ the Luxor.Another reson to go back to vegas lol so here is the artical I found online with the details. 03.23.07 CIRQUE DU SOLEIL AND LUXOR PARTNER TO PRESENT A NEW LIVE EXPERIENCE FEATURING CRISS ANGEL CIRQUE DU SOLEIL AND LUXOR PARTNER TO PRESENT A NEW LIVE EXPERIENCE FEATURING CRISS ANGEL OPENS SUMMER 2008 Las Vegas, NV – March 22, 2007 – Cirque du Soleil and Luxor today announced a new show featuring Criss Angel, directed by Cirque du Soleil, set to open Summer 2008 at Luxor Resort and Casino. Always on the lookout for the next artistic challenge, Cirque du Soleil is working with Criss to fuse his revolutionary illusions and mind-blowing artistry with acrobatics, dance, puppetry, music and poetry to tell a story, taking audiences on a bizarre and fascinating journey. Re-inventing the traditional magic show has been a long-standing desire

That Could Have Been Bad!
So I just ran out to 7 11 to get a slurpee, I was craving one. Well I am wearing my yellow warm up pants (the pair in which I am wearing in my Twister pic if need a reference) that button up the sides. Well when getting out of my mustang, the 4 buttons near my waist snagges and unsnapped! Now, usually I am wearing my board shorts under them, but had taken them off earlier. Well, Mr Wiggles got to see the parking lot of the store, thank God no one was to the left of my car, or that would have been bad. OK, just wanted to share my near indecent exposure moment!

Lol Angels Founder Maria, The Ex Ct Fiance
Maria says: bring urs to me and i will baby thats the only dick for me Maria says: i already got use to it making cyber love to it all this time 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: Thats why you're holding a dick contest 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: gonna block you Maria says: please use those numbers cause u block me i Maria says: can't talk to u Maria says: and i want to talk to u 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: I don't got them,nor will I call 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: I can't.I'm to sickened an hurt 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: now cease talking to me Maria says: write them done plz Maria says: i'm done babe 108+ Future Applicants, 112+ Applicants. Elusive Nightmare (Kil jaeden) says: I closed the window.I don't have. 108+

Mike
Friday, March 23, 2007 For Mike Current mood: MIssing Him Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies but don't you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time you're so endearing, you're so beauti

Recovery
OK for those that didnt know... I spent damn near all weeklend in the Frikin Hospital due to some long ass medical term that means my gallbladder went bad.... Sorry if I seem a bit irritated right now....I AM. I havnt had a smoke since last thursday and I realllly want one. Any way I had the stupid Gall Bladder thing removed and then I got a fever and nausea. What a lovely combination that is.... I just wanted to let those that don't reead bulletins know that I am at homne now and with any luck and lots of VICODIN I should be back to Irritating everyone in my specail WNP way soon. Laterz ALL David AKA work_in_progress33

Turbo Lover
You won't hear me, But you'll feel me Without warning, somethings dawning, listen. Then within your senses, You'll know you're defenseless How your heart beats, when you run for cover Your cant retreat I spy like no other. Then we race together. We can ride forever Wrapped in horsepower, driving into fury Changing gear I pull you tighter to me I'm your turbo lover Tell me there's no other I'm your turbo lover Better run for cover We hold each other closer, as we shift to overdrive And eveyrthing goes rushing by, with every nerve alive We move so fast it seems as though we've taken to the sky Love machines in harmony, we hear the engines cry. I'm your turbo lover Tell me there's no other I'm your turbo lover Better run for cover On and on we're charging to the place so many seek In perfect synchronicity of which so many speak We feel so close to heaven in this roaring heavy load And then in sheer abandonment, we shatter and explode. I'm your turbo lo

Out Of My Mind
i am out of my mind.. i have gone off the deep end. i am to a point in my life where nothing matters. i just want to crawl into a deep, dark hole, and curl up into a ball and die. i cant keep going through the shit i am going through, and i cant keep expecting people to listen to me. so i have decided to do something thats very hard for me, and walk away from everyone. i will no longer be calling her to tell her when i am down, i will no longer be getting on msn to tell him when theres something wrong. i will get up and walk away from those that mean the most to me to help them keep there sanity. i dont know what i am going to do at this point, because i have nothing left. i have no where to turn, no where to go, nothing to do. i am about 5 minutes away from calling and quiting my job, 5 minutes away from selling everything i own and just jumping in my car and leaving. except if i do that, i will be going as fast as i can and just slam my car into a tree as hard as i can. i just dont w

Grown Up Already?
Man, oh man, I just cannot believe that in a couple of months my oldest daughter will be 18 and graduated from high school! I look at pictures of her and she already looks like a woman, very beautiful as well inside and out. I remember all those times when she and I did things together. I wonder if she will have time for me when she is out of the house. She wants her freedom and I understand. We love to be around each other and love to do things together. I know it is hard to have it both ways for her though. I dont want to be her dictator once she graduates but at the same time I dont want to be non-existant to her as well...... Man, I will miss her allot...I am a mama who is in her kids lives in the respect that I love them and want to be around them. She is the type of daughter who likes for me to go shopping with her, out to eat with her. She will even give me a kiss on the cheek or a hug, no matter who is around. She tells me she loves me all the time. She is not

Real American By Rick Derringer
This is recognized as the signature entrance theme song of Hulk Hogan. But to me, this song has a lot deeper pride behind it. I am a real American, Fight for the rights of every man, I am a real American, Fight for what's right, fight for your life! When it comes crashing down, and it hurts inside, ya' gotta take a stand, it don't help to hide, Well, you hurt my friends, and you hurt my pride, I gotta be a man; I can't let it slide, I am a real American, Fight for the rights of every man, I am a real American, Fight for what's right, fight for your life! I feel strong about right and wrong, And I don't take trouble for very long, I got somethin' deep inside of me, and courage is the thing that keeps us free, I am a real American, Fight for the rights of every man, I am a real American, Fight for what's right, fight for your life! Well you hurt my friends, and you hurt my pride, I gotta be a man; I can't let it slide, I am a real American,

Our Heroes
At this point I am at tears begging people for answers, and ask...why must this hatred go towards us soldiers? What have we ever personally done to you? We volunteered to join during a wartime situation and joined knowning that one day we could be called to duity. I got my award for joining during a war time situation and wear it proudly. But i am appalled at the actions. For those who protest like the officer on trial I am ashamed to say are part of our military. We signed the contract knowing this could happen and that we could die. All we want is respect in our jobs. We dont ask that you support the war, just us. Dont use our funerals as a place of protest....We wouldn't create a riot at yours. -ARMYGIRLKATZ- ArmyGirlKatz The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only thing most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amount of words said in his pro

Dream Come True
I yearn to live with you in my life, my dreams at night are as me as your wife. Come hold me baby, hold me tight in the middle of a moon lit night. You tinted my life with joy and gladness, you've chased my pain and sadness. With your soft heart and beautiful face and smile my mind cannot erase. Can't help but sleep with you on my mind, without your sweet love my heart is blind. Come here my angel, come take control, come drown in my heart and burn in my soul. Sleep on my heart as I whisper in your ear "You'll never be alone, I will always be here."

The Women Who Love And The Bitches That Steal Other Womens Men
YA KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF SKANKS ON CHERRY TAP WHO THINK THAT THEY CAN COME BETWEEN COUPLES ON CHERRY TAP YA KNOW THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF IS THAT YOU GET GOOD HONEST WOMEN WHO FALL IN LOVE WITH THESE DAWGS AN WANNA BE PLAYAS ON CT AND THEN THEY TRY TO PLAY IT OFF AS IF THEY WERE ONLY TALKING TO THE OTHER WOMAN RIGHT YOU DAWGS THAT DO THIS ARE JUST PLAIN GUTTLESS AND YOU WOULDNT KNOW A GOOD WOMANS HEART OR LOVE IF IT KICKED YOU IN THE FUCKIN ASS GUYS IF YOU GOT A GIRL ON CT GROW THE FUCK UP AND QUIT BEIN PIGS AND START TREATING YOU WOMAN BETTER AN SHOWING HER THE FUCKIN RESPECT THAT SHE DESERVES EXSPECIALLY IF SHE GOES OUT OF HER WAY TO BE PLEASING AN HELPFUL AND LOVING TO YOUR DUMB FUCK RETARTDED ASS IF IT WERE ME LADIES AND YOU ARE MESSIN WITH MY MANOR SOMEONE ELSES MAN TRUST ME THE OTHER WOMAN ALWAYS FINDS OUT ABOUT SKANKS LIKE YOU AND IF I WERE IN THAT POSTION I WOULD COME STARIGHT FOR YOUR ASS AN SHOW JUST HOW A GOOD OLE ASS WHOOPIN FEELS LIKE TRUST ME OUTLAW PINK DONT TAKE ANY

Sob Story
Ok every time I turn around I have someone knocking on my door to lay a sob sob story on me. Now these people hardly come by. When these people do it is not to hang out or shot the breeze it is only to tell us a sob sob story and ask us for money, a place to stay or what ever they want. I help people out I give my shirt right off my own back for people, But when you come a knock on my door only every time you want something I know I am only being used. I have my life on track I am married, have a job and everything is working out fine and I am happy. But these people need to get off there ass and do something about there life I am tired of hearing it. They know who they are and they probely won't see this but I am putting it out there so other people know that I will help, but god don't take advantage of me.

Loves Confusion
why is it noone cares someone is out there that really cares and loves you you just have to find that someone for you love will find you when it is ready look out there and you will see love works in weird ways you just have to look really hard to find the one for you you say noone gives a damn but one day you will see that love was always there in front of you you just didn't see it everyone has that someone special that loves them we just have to look someone is out there who loves you or who needs your love you say that noone gives a damn but someone cares for you your family and friends love you more then you think maybe you just don't see it you just don't pay attention to the signs when they are tight in front of your face maybe you don't know it because you don't see it but love is out there just waiting for you just believe and you will see someone is out there waiting for you

Once Again
Ok, trying again with the not smoking. Went three days, then some friends came into town that I haven't seen in almost a year and we hung out and drank and I had half a pack of cigarettes, and now it's been three days since then. Today is day four. What a whip. Why do alcohol and cigarettes go together?

Unsure Of What To Do
If I don't calm down I am seriously going to hurt someone. I don't know how much more of this I can take. How come every time I try to set up some way to help make things work someone has to step in and screw it all up. Worst part is they know it is hurting me. How am I suppose to stay calm and be all happy go lucky like everyone wants when there is nothing good in my life. Yeah I have a beautiful little girl that I can't be around anywhere near as much as I want. I have a job I love that everyone thinks I am not capable of doing and doesn't pay me shit. I give and give and give to anyone and everyone that needs me but I am spread so thin I don't know what to do. I am trying to spread myself a little further to make things better for me but no one will let me do what I need to. I just want to punch someone.

Submit To You
kneeling before You awaiting Your words head bent eyes cast down strong deliberate commanding me to Your will voicing Your approval directing my gaze demure blush flowing through me heated eyes see me i submit to You needing Your discipline now You dominate me

Questionare
Name : Age : Male/Female : Sexual Orientation : Colour of eyes? Colour of hair? Colour of pubic hair? (GIRLS) Breast size? (BOYS) Penis size? Happy with your body? Anything you'd change? Are you a virgin? What is “the one” sex fantasy you have? Age you lost Virginity: Where did it happen? Who took it? How often do you do anything sexually? Number of Sexual Partners: Oldest/Youngest person you have had sex with: Given Oral: Received Oral: Spit/Swallow: Favorite position: Enjoy oral sex: Enjoy cum: Kinkiest place you have came on a girl/been cummed on: Had Anal Sex: Enjoy Anal sex: Had Orgasm from Anal sex: Own sex toys: What kind of toys? Taken nude photos: Have you been filmed having sex: Have you mastuabted on a web cam for someone watching? Make Love or Fuck? Fast or Slow? On top or bottom? Moan or scream? Phone Sex or Real thing? 1 on 1 or 3+ people? Had phone sex?: Been caught having sex? Gave Oral AFTER sex? Ever came at the same time

Nothing Better Than The Best.
When should the line be drawn? When should you let go of what you had? Even if what you had is what you want back. Should you crawl on your belly across hot coals and beg for forgivness or should you go on with your life unhappy and unfulfilled knowing full well that what you had was the best and you'll never get it back? Should you find someone new who is great but still not able to fill your heart the way it had been filled to the brim and overflowed before? All these question just because you know there's never anything better than the best.

....shattered...
4am..It really does hear all my secrets....this time is no different.This time it only hurts more. I'm almost to a point the pain has made me so numb I can't think or feel beyond it. What kills me more is my very soul is going though worst pain and I am held helpless to take that pain from her. I guess i'd do better to allow the hate n rage to come to surface.Rather then focusing on the pain. but..I'm....shattered. I can barely get the reason out. My mind refusing to belive what it knows is true. But=deep breath=Gypsy mis carried.She herself is fighting to stay alive. There was alot..to much blood lost. And the child we so looked forward to..now is no longer. Was it really only 20 min. ago that this happened? It seems like it should be longer. No,I haven't left her side and I will not. I will stay 24/7 in this room with her reguardless of any dr. or nurse. I'm silent. she's resting. And I'm here when she wakes crying thinking it was all a nightmare... But...I will state this..

Personality Test
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Stability |||||||||||||||| 66% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||| 36% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%

Insatiable
Insatiable? My excellent friend writes of her dilemma, as such- Lives with a boyfriend. They make each other happy. He is good to her and her child. They used to have wild sex, but since they have lived together, its maybe a couple times a month. He also has been working massive hours at a new job, and while successful, and getting promotions, he comes home, eats, and goes to bed. He never wants to go anywhere or do anything, he is too tired, even on his day off. She does all she can to entice him to go out and have fun, and also sexually, but gets rejected and feels like crap, and begins to withdraw from him. And the kicker- "But you know, everyone I know thinks I'm an idiot because I have a great man, a good dad to my kid, a provider, a loving person that would kill or die for me but yet I am still unsatisfied. That's why I question myself, am I insatiable?" _________________ Is she being too hard on him? Asking too much? Insatiable? I'm gonn

Runaway Love By Ludacris F/mary J. Blige
[Hook - Mary J. Blige] Runaway love [8x] [LISA] Now little Lisa is only 9 years old Shes tryin' to figure out why the world is so cold Why she's all all alone and they never met her family Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy Part of her is missin' and nobody will listenin' Mama is on drugs gettin' high up in the kitchen Bringin' home men at different hours of the night Startin' with laughs--usually endin' in a fight Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out Tryin to have his way and little Lisa says "Ouch" She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own Forced to think that hell is a place called home Nothin' else to do but some get some clothes and pack She says shes 'bout to run away and never come back. [Hook - Mary J. Blige] Runaway love [8x] [NICOLE] Little Nicole is only 10 years old She's steady tryin' to figure w

I Hate Windy Days
i only made a custom speaker box yeasterday b/c the damn wind was terrible. now i have speakers in the center consol as well. can't wait for another nice day so i can wire all the front speakers. then i'll hook up the battery to see if the radio works.

Good News On Grandpa Dick :)
The infection in his bloodstream is something they feel they can control, but he will be fighting it for awhile. He will have these infections until his leg is healed enough to take the rod out. The infection came from the "pick" they had in his arm so he could receive the IV of antibiotics at home the last few weeks.

Man's Creation
Seven wise men with knowledge so fine Created a p*ssy to their design. First was a butcher, smart with wit, Using a knife, he gave it a slit. Second was a carpenter, strong and bold, With a hammer and chisel, he gave it a hole. Third was a tailor, tall and thin, By using red velvet, he lined it within. Fourth was a hunter, short and stout, With a piece of fox fur, he lined it without. Fifth was a fisherman, nasty as hell, He threw in a fish and gave it a smell. Sixth was a preacher whose name was McGee, He touched it and blessed it and said it could pee. Last came a sailor, a dirty little runt, He sucked it and f*cked it and called it a cunt

A List That Is Me...
eh hem. I hate the way i look, rather dispise. I hate the fact that I have all these goals, but dont wanna work for them. I hate that I can get by threw school with no challenge. I hate that i am not affraid of dodging bullete, but i am afraid to make the first move on a girl. I hate that I contradict myself constantly. I hate that i say im going to do things and dont. I hate my job, with all my skills im a fucking cashier. I hate that even though i dont lie, im constatnly thinking of ways to lie. I hate that I have this sense that i have to go and fight. I hate that I act so tough when im not. I hate that im not stronger, physically and mentally. I hate that i am slow. I hate that I dont understand things. I hate that i cant be myself alot of the time. I hate that i am super hyper. I hate that i have super depression. I hate how my voice sounds. I hate that i will never be able to write a decent song. I hate that i cant fucking remember how to play the guitar. I hate that I dont kn

Teen Kicked Off Bus
I should be thankful that my teenager is actually pretty good, doesn't get in trouble, run the streets, etc. But boy am I mad at him today. He waits until FIFTEEN minutes before the bus comes to tell me hes suspended from the bus for three days, grrrrr. All because he asked a girl if she was wearing a bra, like he doesn't know better than to do stupid stuff like that, sigh. But why wait till the last minute to tell me yanno?

The Verdict
YESRTERDAY WAS THE THIRD AND FINAL DAY OF THE TRIAL.. VERY TENCE AND VERY EMOTIONAL FOR EVERYONE. IT TOOK ABOUT 45 MINUTES FOR THE JURY TO COME BACK WITH A VERDICT. GUILTY.. GUILTY... GUILTY.. ON ALL THREE COUNTS. COUNT ONE "INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTER MISTIMENOR" SECOND CHARGE IS CARRYING AN ILLEGAL KNIFE OVER THREE INCHES LONG WHILE INGAGED IN A FELONY ACT" AND THE THIRD CHARGE WAS INVOLUNTRY MANSLAUGHTER FELONY" HE WAS CONVICTED OF ALL THREE COUNTS. THE MAX HE CAN GET FOR THOSE CHARGES IS 11 YEARS, IT IS NOT WHAT I WAS HOPEING FOR BUT I GUESS IT WILL DO, AT LEAST HE IS NOT OUT RUNNING THE STREETS ANY MORE. I WONT KNOW HOW MUCH TIME HE IS GOING TO GET FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS WHEN THEY HAVE THE SENTENCEING, AND YOU BETTER BELIEVE I AM GOING TO BE THERE !!! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF THE PEOPLE THAT SENT THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.. IT OBVIOUSLY HELPED !!! HE IS IN CUSTODY UNTILL THE SENTENCING DATE SO I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT RUNNING INTO HIM OR NOTHING. THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERY ONES PRAYERS

"now You Might Know What It's Like"
Tha Town Of Salina Haz Yet Another Gloomy Day..This Iz A Picture Of My Home-Boy Jhonny Thair Who Iz Now Deceased..My Brother Who Iz Serving A 14 Year Sentanze For Tha Accidental Shooting Of John..En Memory Of My Best Friend-An-Thoughts I Haven't Forgotten Of Them Both..Like Nev'en Farris Said En' Hiz Music Before Also Being Imprisioned By Kansasz Bull-Shit Lawz..He Quoted,"All My Home-Boyz Know WE Be Keep'En Tha Phone Bill Payed,So My Shorty-An-Hommiez Can Call Any-Time Of Tha Day..,Also I Wish It Wuz Me Instead Of Just You.."En Memory Of John-An-En' Prayer Of My Brother Mark"...-No Comments Please-

First
What is your first name? Katrina Who was the first person you talked to today? Lucas What was the first thing you did when you woke up? Used the bathroom Who is the first person you look for online? Heather Who was your first love? Joe First time you had sex? 17 What was your first ct name? Katrina First person you call when in trouble? Mumsy First song you put on your ipod if you have one? It was Iko Iko by the Dixie Cups What was your first major achievement? Graduating high school What's the first thing you do before bed? Take my clothes off Who do you think will be the first to comment on this survey? Tedy Bare What was the first thing you thought of while doing this survey? I have nothing better to do so fuck it

Dirty Thoughts
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore Lust Driven by lust and darkness untold Loving the carnal acts to unfold Seeking the freedom found in flesh

Update On My Mother!!
Well I wanted to let everyone know that my mother's tests came back negative.The cancer did not spread to her brain and they didn't see it anywhere else on her.That doesn't mean that it can't come back later on so she has to go back in 6 weeks to be rechecked but we are very happy about this news cuz that means she will be with us alot longer.My mother, myself and my family want to thank everyone who kept us in thier thoughts and prayers.we are very grateful to have ppl like this in our lives.I will keep u all updated on her condition.again thank you!! I also want to say thanx to a very special person who is not only part of my family but also a great friend.she posted a bulletin for my mother and she has been there for me everytime i needed her and that means alot to me.thank you liz(morbid dragon slave)for being a great friend to me I will always be grateful to u for that!!

You'll Think Of Me.
The words to this song make me feel like someone read my mind. You are so far away, and have your own life, but I will always be a part of it because of our son. The one you didn't know about becaue I could not find you. I think this song tells of how you finally thought of me and looked me up after 30 years, you thought of me, only to find out there was us, not just me now to think about. Even though your so far away I know you must feel this way on occasion. And You know who you are if you read this. I woke up early this morning around 4am With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms I've been tryin' my best to get along But that's OK There's nothing left to say, but Take your records, take your freedom Take your memories I don't need'em Take your space and take your reasons But you'll think of me

Happiness
is there a such a thing as true total happiness? Do spend u life wish wanting working and searching for something that u well never find ya there things and life that make you happy sometimes for a sec and others for longer but everything give you disapointment and happiness fades to some kinda of degree. so do u give up or do u continue wishing wanting working and searching for something u may never find but i guess n the end u take what u can get and be thankful for the happiness u do find n life

Coked Out Writing
Wood, cracked, holes, morning! Bright eyes open with sheaths of white residue, plotting to exchange the register, of suicidal tenacies. In protection the spors eject fire, in the desire to hold all projects, built to last the disaster. Wood, cracks, holes, pouring. Rain delights stress that fractures, bones when minds collapse. Red eyes fufil the need to....? Wood, cracks, holes, bleeding. When they came, they wilted, in the dust that followed, their beating, un defining pride in, one single conflict, of love and unconditional, sorrow. For one child that emits sporadic achievments, that strike the world insane. would you cry insane? would you cry to sleep? shouldn't you weap for something greater than life. think not, and able the matter to be irelevant, for this wonderful cause, Life, foundationless, deliberative, and adquate. By:OCEAN

Baby Blues
While the actual color of our uniform shirts is stated in the catalogue as "Cerulian blue" I am now one of University of Medicine and Dentistry of New Jersey's "Baby blue's" This actually refers to two things. One, since my shirt is blue and not white, I work the street rather than work the street and a desk. The second is that I just started there. I think I like Cerulian blue better, it has a calming effect visually and aurally. Try it yourself, just say "Sir'OO lee anne Blooooo" You gotta love it. I think I need it since I haven't seen home for any purpose other than to shower and change clothes since Tuesday morning, and I am working on 4 hours sleep in the last thiry six, I'l be chanting, Cerulian blue all the way to bed. Peace out.

Who Is Jack Schitt
WHO IS JACK SCHITT For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son wi

Irritating Seat Mates
HOW TO HANDLE IRRITATING SEATMATES If you are sitting next to someone who irritates you on a plane or train follow these instructions: (and maybe say goodbye!). Quietly and calmly open up your laptop case. Remove your laptop. Start up Make sure the guy who is annoying you, can see the screen. Close your eyes and tilt your head up to the sky.Then hit this link

Church Block Party
so Cyn and I are going to this church party thing , and I have no clue what to wear , Im sure Ill be under dressed , but oh well hopefully I wont get struck down for have cleavage poping out on church grounds

Idle Thoughts
If you spent the time to come here please take the time to rate this and I don't mean an automatic 10 if you think it sucked rate it a zero If you don't want to waste a rating on it put a number in the comment box and submit that, I can average that in and come up with my true rating and don't worry about hurting my feelings by giving me a low rating (Hell, if I was that thin skinned I'd have been in the nut house long ago.) I'd rather have your honesty than your pity. All of that said let me ask one more thing: Why is it that the number of visitors to any sight that I've gone to is always significantly more than the number of rates? Do people just go around looking at what is out there without leaving any love for the people they're looking at or is there a problem in the way visitors are recorded? Whenever I go to any ones page I try to do something (rate their profile/picture/blog or leave a comment) and sometimes I'll just hang out there for a while either looking at their page,

The Song I`m Working On
Never, have I ever Felt this way before. My heart doesn`t beat, Til I walk through your door. I want to kiss you, hug you, hold You, wanna feel your touch. Because, when I`m not around you, Love, I miss you oh so much. I know it seems we love to argue, Love to fuss and fight, But without you, girl, Nothing for me would be right. You say I`d move on, Never thinking that maybe I don`t Want to. Because, baby, I can`t see life, If I`m not spending it with you. Noone else in the world matters Much to me. You`re more precious to me than Than the air I breathe.

Fyi...i'm Disappearing For A Few Days...
I have had a pretty full and crappy week at work , and it's taken a toll on me, adding to other stresses that have been building up.... I am taking a break from all internet and most social interaction for a week or so... I wont be checking my email or taking calls on my cell for at least a week.. just thought i would let you all know, some of the people I know seem to get upset when I don't respond right away to your calls and emails... Talk to you next week, I hope all is going well for you

A Lil More About Me
Name: azzura, littleshedevil, wolvesdreams Birthday: May 1963 Birthplace: Calgary, Alberta Canada Current Location: Regina, Saskatchewan Canada Eye Color: blue, sometimes hazel,, eyes change with mood Hair Color: I'm into the red colours now, a light reddish brown I am guess..gee's..ask stylist..lol Hair Type: back 3 inches from my waist, long, and baby fine Height: 5'2 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish, German, Norwegian , English, native american Religion: don't do the church thing The Shoes You Wore Today: 2 in heel black boot Your Weakness: men that can say sorry, yet strong enough to stand up to me Your Fears: not to be loved Your Perfect Pizza: ham, pineapple and onion Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: well my house will be paid off this year so that is pretty kewl Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't cam..lmaooooo Thoughts First Waking Up: dammit, it i reset the alarm I can sleep another 10 minutes Your Best P

You Gave Me Hope
you gave me hope when i did not have any,you made me strong when i was weak,you brought the sun when i had rain,the distance never kept us apart cause all of you are in my heart,you brought me up when i was down,you mad me laugh when i felt the tears roll down my face.you told me how pretty i was when i did not feel pretty at all,you all are too awsome by far,i give up my tens cause you desearve them all

Level Of Darkness
You scored as Elegant dark. You are "Elegant Dark".You regard darkness as something not depressing,but beautiful and elegant.You are most likely a reflective,pensive person,and you like "pretty" dark things like darker poetry, literature, music, and Victorian clothing. A good band for you to listen to would be Nightwish, a combination of metal and opera.Elegant dark96%Fallen93%Naturally Dark82%Murderous/Scary Dark50%What is your level of darkness?created with QuizFarm.com

Survey
ARE YOU: 1. A cuddler: 2. Tall: 3. In your pajamas: 4. Left handed: LAST: 1. Friend you saw: 2. Person you talked to on the phone: 3. Friend you texted: 4. Thing you wore: FAVORITE: 1. Number: 2. Season: 3. Flower: QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning? Q: Do you have anything bothering you? Q: What's the last movie you watched and with who? Q: Where is the last place you went? Q: Who is your current crush? Q: Do you wish upon stars? Q: Are you a friendly person? Q: Where did u sleep last night? my bed Q: What color shirt are you wearing? Q: When was the last time you cried? Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night? 13. When was the last time you took a long drive? 14. What is your favorite smell? 15. Are you moody? 16. What is your most favorite movie of all time? 17. Have you ever done anything hurtful to a classmate?

~~oh No....we Are Losing Our Gps Sytems~~
GPS to be Replaced You can now throw away your GPS, radar or magnetic compass. Getting to where you want to go can now be achieved by using the new two Point Navigation System (TPNS). TPNS does not! requir e passing satellites or any power source and looks attractive on any vessel. Fitting TPNS is more than half the fun, as it can be mounted anywhere. Join the growing band of happy navigators that find so much relief and satisfaction in using the Two Point Navigation System. Scroll down

9 Words Women Use, That Men Don't Understand.
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will

A Slow Saturday Night
Don't feel bad if your Saturday night wasn't as exciting as you had hoped....my night wasn't so exciting either. LOL....I still had fun though. I met my best friend, Debbi, and her friend, Mindi, down at my favorite coffee shop. The Jitterbug is the coffee shop where I go to read my poetry and sing once a month. I love the place. The atmosphere is mid-1930's, and last night a jazz band was there when we arrived. I had my two daughters, Brenna (18) and Alora (10), in tow.....fun, fun, fun.... LOL.....Actually I don't mind bringing them to The Jitterbug, but it was a bit different last night having them in tow with Debbi and Mindi. I have always thought of myself as a Christian, but, as of late, I have been getting more involved in spiritual experiences that include clearing my chakras and zen....I am changing so much, and my ideas from my youth just don't contain all that I had been searching for. My oldest daughter, Brenna, is about as fundamentalist in her Christian belie

An Azzy Must Have
I have noticed over the past few years my taste has changed so much in most things, including my taste in what I want on my walls. Yesterday during my lunch break was wandering the mall and went into an art/framing store. Wandered in looking at what they had so see if anything caught my eye. Nothing had and was on my way out when the owner asked me if there was anything I was looking for. I told him yes, I am looking for black n white photograghy. He let me look at a few books he had, flipping threw the pages, I am think yes this is nice, then the last book, the second last page, there it was. It just hit me .. had to have it thing. So I ordered it. Bertram Bahner http://www.allposters.com/-sp/Embrace-Posters_i426760_.htm

Im Aquarius What R U
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. Don't try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. Send to 7 friends. TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationship

Dog Show Photos
I didn't get nearly as many photos as I would have liked today. I was feeling very carsick by the time we got there (unexpected) and it was also terribly crowded. You can find the photos I did save and resize on my Flickr page [here]. We left Erie at 8:45am - didn't get home until almost 7pm. That is one very long day for someone who is allergic to dogs (yes, I know - I'm allergic to them and have trained and shown them for about 16 years).

The Rain
I think about stepping through the door, to wait for the rain to come. For it to dance across my naked body. Cooling me as it splashes down on me. No one around. You sleeping and so unaware of the storm approaching. So I do. I step through the open door and stand naked and waiting. Waiting for the storms first caress. Like a lover's caress. Like your caress. Lightening flashing around me in the black sky. I tilt my head back and raise my face to the sky. Close my eyes. The breeze gusts around me making my skin tingle. I think how free I feel. Suddenly, I feel the first drop as it touches my lips. I open my mouth to catch the rain, like a child again. I love when it rains. I feel you more than hear you. Feel you stand at the door, watching me. The rain pours down on my body. It runs down my back and across my ass. Streams between my cheeks. My arms reach up, stretching high above me. Hands reaching, grasping. As if trying to catch the power from the storm. Trying to catch it and hold

Will This Lesson Ever Stop?!
I was stupid and let a guy go. A guy that was wonderful gentle kind loving. Yes he had a short temper. But no ones perfect right so everyone has to have one thing to keep them from being perfect right? But he was gentle loving kind. Yes i know ive already said this but its true. Until now, ive never met anyone that loved me more then he did. I was stupid and let him go for someone else. Someone I knew even then wasnt right for me. I knew the relationship wasnt going to work with that guy. But i was stupid and made that mistake anyways. Ive spent months trying to get him back. Since the mr wrong broke up with me. Ive been trying to get Mr right back. But I find out tonight its been nothing but a waste of time. I find out tonight that my Mr Right doesnt love me anymore. Can't say i blame him I wasnt a good girlfriend to him. I was faithful to him. But im sure he'll agree with me on this. I stunk in every other department. So i cant blame him for not loving me anymore. I just have to life

Babi I Miss You
Missin u iz like a day witout nite Missin u just dont feel rite Missin u cuz ur mi babi boi Missin u leaves me no joy Missin u makes me wanna cry Missin u everytyme u say goodbye Missin u each-n-everyother hour Missin u iz a very strong power Missin diz iz all i do Missin,Missin 1peson dats you.. I LOVE YOU BABI

People Pt 2
ok I'm pissed off I'm a good guy a nice guy and help all I can I bother no one any where but I just gets me when people kant talk out there deffences when theres a problem. Its called COMMUNICATION if more people use it life would be better. To may people play games.

Two Truths & 1 Lie?
Two Truths & 1 Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

They Which Were
They Which Were (February 2001) Fireflies, here then gone Blink of an eye Thoughts racing through the mind The daffodils Warm Sunshine Dandelions Snow Life Love Beauty Death Steady as they are Reoccuring as we turn They which were are no more

Lately
lately1. Are you sarcastic: yeah2. Is there anything you can't wait for this summer: June...we can start trying to get prego again3. Socks and sandals: it's one or the other...not both at the same time4. Who was the last person to go to the movies with: Billy5. What one thing you really hope to do this spring: spring cleaning...woo hoo6. Do you like to go Mini-Golfing: no7. Are you moving this spring: I wish8. Are you going to be starting a job this spring: maybe9. Have you ever slapped someone: no10. Did you get poison ivy: a long time ago...it's been years11. Do you plan on going camping next summer: possibly12. Favorite pizza toppng: pepperoni13. Pants or shorts: shorts...if it's warm enough14. Do you use Chapsticks: yes15. Are you currently fighting with anyone: maybeMySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at RubberDuckySpace.com!!