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Positives And Negatives
Interesting enough I have always been facinated with logically positive and logically negative statements, and how we as human beings react to them(rational, or reflectional), use them(linguistically, pragmatically, and practical reason). It seems strange to even wonder why we ought to look at such a thing under a microscope with philosophy, and examine what are two large categories that are necessary to the species of all declarative statements. I believe that the examination of these kinds of statements is important for a lot of reasons, but particularly, as in Wittgenstein, we are concerned with not the rational response, e.g. how these species of statements ought to be used, much like a Kantian imperative, but more so how they are used, and under what conditions, or rather what are the conditions that allow them to be used in such and such a way. Positive statements carry with them much more burden than negative ones it would seem in general. For to say that a thi

Damn People That Kick Their Animals Out In The Wild...
110th CONGRESS 2d Session H. R. 6311 To prevent the introduction and establishment of nonnative wildlife species that negatively impact the economy, environment, or human or animal species' health, and for other purposes. IN THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES June 19, 2008 Ms. BORDALLO (for herself, Mr. HASTINGS of Florida, Mr. ABERCROMBIE, Mr. KILDEE, Mr. KLEIN of Florida, Ms. MCCOLLUM of Minnesota, and Mr. KIND) introduced the following bill; which was referred to the Committee on Natural Resources A BILL To prevent the introduction and establishment of nonnative wildlife species that negatively impact the economy, environment, or human or animal species' health, and for other purposes. Be it enacted by the Senate and House of Representatives of the United States of America in Congress assembled, SECTION 1. SHORT TITLE. This Act may be cited as the `Nonnative Wildlife Invasion Prevention Act'. SEC. 2. PURPOSE. The purpose of this Act

This Explains Why I Forward Jokes.
.....It is worth a read..... A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have

Maino - Hi Hater!
You see me Hustle hard Stack paper It's alright ya'll HATERS It's nothing We major U c me Hi HATER! Hi HATER! Hi HATER! U c me Hi HATER! Hi HATER! Hi HATER! U c me Hi HATER! Yeah. Dolla Bills ya'll. Lotta bills ya'll New year tryna touch me a mill ya'll Came up now. I'm what's Up now When U shine all these haters wanna talk down I don't feel a way about what a nigga say It's alright luv I let a hater hate Pull up on them see them paper plate See da oyster perpetuate day 2 day It's a fact right. Niggas act trife How they smile in your face then they back bite I just laugh right. Make em' mad like Watch them turn around and say he ain't that nice Getting bread dough. Mad head hoe Seems like they don't love you till you dead yo Let em' talk dog it don't phase me. It might not be right if they don't hate me Hustle hard Stack paper It's alright ya'll HATERS It's nothing We major U c me Hi HATER! Hi HATER! Hi HATER! U c me Hi HATER! Hi HATER! Hi HATER! U c m

Naked Twister Application Center
Just leave your name if your wanting to play. $5.00 per person, winner takes jackpot and losers clothes. Though there isnt really any losers in this game. Those who want to be in charge of spinning, see me. Beach location to be determined. Have suggestions of what beach to play at, come see me.,br />

Larry The Cable Guy Gives Advice
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17.

I Placed 2nd
I just got back from San Francisco...I fought/sparred and got 2nd place. I am sitting here icing my left foot cause for some reason it is all swollen and black and blue..this is the opposite foot of my bad ankle..ugh. Oh well...I never felt it happen I was having too much fun punching and kicking a 200 pound woman who looked like a man. I finally got to kick a BBW in the "ehem". :D I am exhausted I din't sleep all night. I was so stressed out about today..lol. Now it is time to rest. Good night all.

Love And Life
Well, here i sit again..waiting, wondering what the hell?? I work hard, i pay my bills, i take care of my niece..and then all i expect and wish for is love. It doesn't take that much effort with me, a smile, a hug, a little peck on the cheek...is that so hard? Damn, I go out and dance a little bit but mostly drink and the next day pay for it..i'm hurting like no other right now and i hope after getting some rest tonight i will feel better tomorrow. I am a sensitive woman sometimes, i am a bitch sometimes, just depends on what i am feeling and that mostly is the way that people around me are treating me...i try not to let the way that people act around me be the way i react but sometimes it is soooo hard not to react like everyone else and let things go..you know? I can play nice, nasty, sweet, respectful and be your best friend or your worst enemy. Right now i have a man that i am married to but he doesn't respect me or love me...which i think is total shit! I maybe a little hard to ta

Hot Chicks With Douchebags
yes you read that right. one of the greatest websites ever created besides all the porn sites. seriously go check it out....you will laugh until you cry and pee your pants. learn such wonderful terms as scrotechoad....hahahaha. www.hotchickswithdouchebags.com (also order the book while you're there and prepare for even more hilarity) spread the word so we can save this world from the virus known as douchebags...before it's too late. thank you.

I Wonder If I Should.
Good Morning Luvs! Oh the title of the blog has nil to do with said blog, I just want everyone to know that Ms. Ruby is 77k away from Fu-King. So, how about we level her? xoxox Ebolarama - Every Time I Die

My New Motto!!! I Am Sooo Serious!!!
Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze It means no worries for the rest of your days It's our problem-free philosophy Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata? Yeah. It's our motto! What's a motto? Nothing. What's a-motto with you? Those two words will solve all your problems That's right. Take Pumbaa here Why, when he was a young warthog... When I was a young wart hog Very nice Thanks He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal He could clear the savannah after every meal I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind And oh, the shame He was ashamed Thought of changin' my name What's in a name? And I got downhearted How did ya feel? Everytime that I... Hey! Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids! Oh. Sorry Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze It means no worries for the rest of your days It's our problem-free

Queen Robin
Please show this great man some fu luv.. He has recently lost someone he cared aboutand his girls lost a motherPlz rape his pageand say a prayer for him and if you get the chanceshow queen robin some love tooMay god watch over themr.i.p. Robin you may be gone but you will live on foreverdennisc214@ fubar Queen Robin@ fubar James Blunt Lyrics

Where Has The Romance Gone?
I HAVE A QUESTION FOR EVERYBODY, WHAT HAPPENED TO ROMANCE? WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING A GENTLEMAN/LADY? WHAT HAPPENED TO OPENING DOORS, SENDING FLOWERS, SURPRISES, CANDEL LIGHT, HOLDING HANDS, BUBBLE BATHS, AND SAYING YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, I LOVE YOU AND REALLY MEANING IT? WHAT HAPPENED TO FAITHFULNESS AND MANNERS? WHERE HAS IT GONE? WHY DO WE DISRESPECT OURSELVES BY DATING SOMEBODY WHO DISRESPECTS US? I THINK EVERYBODY SHOULD ATTEND ETTIQUETTE SCHOOL! I DONT KNOW ABOUT EVRYBODY ELSE BUT I WONT GO ON A 2ND DATE WITH SOMEBODY THAT WAS NOT A GENTLEMAN ON THE 1ST. AND WHY IS IT THAT WE WILL DATE A PERFECT GENTLEMAN/LADY AND THEN AFTER WE HAVE BEEN WITH THEM FOR A WHILE IT STOPS? THEY GIVE UP BECAUSE THEY HAVE GOT YOU NOW? WE SHOULDNT TAKE FOR GRANTED THE GOOD THINGS WE HAVE. THE ROMANCE SHOULD NEVER STOP! IF YOU HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 MONTHS-100 YEARS! WE SHOULD ALWAYS LET THE SPECIAL PERSON KNOW HOW MUCH WE CARE! AND THAT DONT JUST MEAN THAT WE SHOULD RESPECT ONLY PEOPLE WE ARE DATING, WE HAVE

Would Luv 2 Level Up 2 22 & Or Get A Month Vip
I KNOW IT MIGHT BE 2 MUCH 2 ASK 4, BUT I WOULD LUV 2 B LEVEL 22 2DAY 4 MY BDAY...I MIGHT NOT GET NOTHINGELSE 2DAY,BUT IF NOT, A MONTHS VIP WOULD B VERY NICE ALSO :D ~LeoJ™©~ Member of the Confederate Family~SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar (repost of original by '~LeoJ™©~ Member of the Confederate Family~SHADOW LEVELERS' on '2008-07-27 11:21:38') (repost of original by 'The Bad Wolfy~~Fu-Owned By BrightEyedArtist' on '2008-07-27 11:26:24') (repost of original by '~LeoJ™©~ Member of the Confederate Family~SHADOW LEVELERS' on '2008-07-27 11:50:26') (repost of original by 'Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones' on '2008-07-27 12:02:22')

Men! I Dont Want To Hate You All!
I have been hurt, lots of times. And for a while I think I came out of it without to much damage. For a while.....but the more it happened....the more jaded I became. Its like it happened without me even realizing it. One day i woke up and i was untrusting and suspicious. And thats certainly not the way i want to be! And what really bothers me most about my whole situation is now that I have someone in my life who is good to me, in a sense he has to pay for all that has been done to me. He is the one who has to repair my broken heart. And while maybe that doesnt sound so bad, its not how i wanted things to be. In fact i didnt realize i was so damaged. Here I thought I had worked thru all these issues, and i held no grudges. But its not true...I am afraid of loving again. So....it brings me to my original thought...i dont hate men. Or do I? I love men...but they have not been good to me. I have been lied to, cheated on, kicked, slapped, pushed, called horrible things, ripped off, used,

Im Back!
Hey all! Im back and On Fuland City. Hope you all didnt miss me much! Well not at all I BET. I only joined for my buddies. Pooh and Red. Gotta love my men! My hubby is on here too so I guess it aint too bad to be back. I dont like drama don't bring it my way. My life is great now. Like most of you know we moved! We are living in a 2 bed apartment in another town then from before. We lvoe it. The enviornment is GREAT. My daughter has so many friends here Im never online always outside. We are involved with Chairty Event ALL SUMMER. Autism Awarness. Sabrina's friends/boyfriend has autism. He's 3 1/2yrs old and we are fighting for him. 1 in 150 children are diagnosed with Autism a yr. 1 in 96 are boys! Aug 2nd we are doing a Fundraising Carwash. Another one will be in September. We are going camping end of Aug. We've been going to local Concerts which is GREAT for us and the music thing. Hope all is well with you all. Take Care and get me more pts so I can be where I used to be.

Growing Up
I fist lay still Then I kicked and screamed I learned to walk Then to talk Then shove and fight I learned right from wrong Night from day Love to hate Then I became a young man With disc ions to make Work or bum Steal or heal Fight or get along Now I'm a man And still do some of the above Hopefully for the good But fall short on some...

Just A Little Thing I Found About D/s...so You May Better Understand My Lifestyle...(a Lil Research From The Net)
THOUGHTS FROM A TRUE DOMINATE...I found this on the internet because some people don't understand my lifestyle or why I live it...maybe this will give the vanilla world a better understanding of me as a submissive...enjoy your reading..... Domination/Submission -- A Subjective Experience There is no "one right way" to be Dominant or submissive. Anyone who insists otherwise is likely inexperienced, extremely egotistical, and/or downright dangerous. Submissives should be wary of Dominants who think their style is the only right style, and especially wary of Dominants who do not think they have anything to learn from other Doms or submissives, for that matter. Don't get me wrong, a submissive should obey her Master; however, before she takes a collar, she should be certain that the Dominant is committed to learning and open to change. D/s is a process, not an event, or a static existence. That being said, I offer my perspective on a few of the dynamics of D/s. I am no

What The Freak?
let me first preface my rantings with this... i have pms and i know how to use it. everything is nettling me today and before i explode and rip someone's head off and shove it up their ass i am going to sit here and blog about that facets of 'fu-land' that are irritating the hell out of me. i wouldn't have, but i just got the stupidist friend request, and reading it led me down this whole path of irritating things i've been seeing lately. to be quite honest, i am like 1/8 of inch away from deleting my account. but i won't because i need my shout box... it's the only way i can 'pseudo-im' at work without installing something on my work pc... which i don't have the authority to do. anyway... moving on... i am composing herein a list of things that irk the shit out of me here in 'fu-land': 1. Blank friend requests- will be deleted without a second thought. you are wasting my time and have no brain. 2. Friend requests in which the individual can not string together enough words to make

I Got Your Back...
I am a small and precious child, my dad's been sent to fight... The only place I'll see his face, is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days For my young mind to keep track.. I may be sad, but I am proud. My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war... My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before. Everyday I try to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I am proud.. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go. There are times I'm terrified in a way most never know. I bite my lip, and force a smile as I watch my husband pack... My heart may break, but I am proud. My husbands got your back... I am a soldier... serving proudly, standing tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing, the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I'll come

First Cpap Night
Well, last night could have gone better. First off, the humidifier made my nose cold, so I cut up the heat. Unfortunately, that also cut up the humidity, so after a while I had water running directly into my nose. Not good. :-( I'll try it again tonight without so much humidity. Worse comes to worse, I'll remove the humidifier...

Why?
Deep Thoughts............ If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? Should crematoriums give discounts for burn victims? Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?" What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? Why do they lock gas station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them? If the police arrest a mime, does he still have the right to remain silent? Do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? If a pit bull humps your leg you'd better fake an orgasm. Light travels faster than sound. That's why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups. Jesus loves you, but everyone else thinks you're a twat. Live every day as if it were your last. Eventually you'll be righ

Definition Of A Dj
Definition Of A DJ So, what is a DJ? A disc jockey (also disk jockey or DJ) is a person who selects and plays prerecorded music for an audience. Many DJs also speak to the audience, either to give the names of the songs and information about the performers (radio DJs) or to rap or chant along with the music (reggae DJs). There are several types of DJs: radio DJs play music that is broadcast on AM, FM, shortwave or digital radio stations; club DJs select and play music in a club, disco, a rave, or even a stadium; hip hop disc jockeys select, play and create music with multiple turntables as a hip-hop artist and/or performer, often backing up one or more MCs; a reggae disc jockey (deejay) is a vocalist who raps, toasts, or chats over pre-recorded rhythm tracks; and mobile disc jockeys travel with mobile sound systems and play from an extensive collection of pre-recorded music. Several techniques can be used by the disc jockey as a means to manipulate the prerecorded music. Th

Cheaters
Some guys are pigs. It really pisses me off when dudes in relationships try to pick up other women. I can't stand people who cheat..it makes no sense to me. If you don't want to be in a relationship with someone, then just break up and go do your own thing. It goes both ways of course, lots of women do it to, but that's beside the point. I can't stand cheaters. Don't try to pick me up if you got a woman at home. Seriously.

Come On Show The Love
LEND A HAND TO THIS BOMBER SHE HAS HELPED OUT SO MANY OF US ITS NOW TIME TO REURN THE FAVOR SHOW MY BITCH SOME LOVE ***CLICK ON PIC TO TAKE U THERE*** This Message brought to you by Chaos&Mayhem Creations@ fubar

Decision Making...
I've never been good at the whole "thinker througher" part that coincides with the decision making process. I'm a "do or don't", "stop or go" type individual. Never has there been that proverbial "yellow light" blinking within my mind of reason. Even if there were, I would most likely accelerate through that intersection with such determination you and I would both agree that damn light was green! Hense, my decision to delete my first profile here. After I did it, I was like, man...I didn't mean to do that! I don't care about the "points, fans, adds, rates" y'know, all that nonsense...it is superflous stuff. (actually, I just wanted to use "superflous" misspelled or not, in a sentence)towhich I failed miserably! Trust me, red and or green lights will ensue as the rants in my blogs accumulate. :)

Evil Mutant Attack Squirrel Of Death
I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car; a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals and I really hate it on a motorcycle but a squirrel should pose no danger. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Harley with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mouth opened and at the

Esther In Medias Res
“So Esther was taken unto king Ahasuerus into his house royal in the tenth month, which is the month Tebeth, in the seventh year of his reign.” Our study of the second chapter of Esther begins toward chapter’s end to give us a sense of how much time has passed. It’s been four years since the events of chapter two and chapter one (from the third year of his reign in the latter’s verse three – 483 B.C.), and in the intervening years quite a lot has happened. From your western civilization course you may recall the names of Thermopylae, Salamis, and Plataea, three major battles of the Persian Wars that the Persian Empire under Ahasuerus – better known as Xerxes, the Greek translation of his name – fought and ultimately lost. Contemporary authors attributed the Persian defeat to hubris or pride while studies of the campaign ultimately make out the Persian force as too big. It was THE greatest power of the world, yet it was defeated. Perhaps having the book of Esther set within

Wtf Is Wrong With People???
You shouldn't read this if you have a weak stomach. You've been warned. Man stabbed, beheaded on Greyhound bus by apparent stranger Gabrielle Giroday and Ian Hitchen, Canwest News Service Published: Thursday, July 31, 2008 BRANDON, Man. -- Screaming passengers fled in terror from a Greyhound bus as an unidentified fellow passenger suddenly stabbed a man sleeping next to him, decapitated him and waved the severed head at horrified witnesses standing outside. The apparently unprovoked assault left 36 men, women and children stranded Wednesday night on the shoulder of the darkening Trans-Canada Highway near Portage la Prairie, Man., about 85 kilometres west of Winnipeg, watching while the bus driver and a driver of a nearby truck shut the crazed attacker inside the bus with the mangled victim. Reports Friday said the suspect tried to eat parts of the victim. At a media conference Thursday afternoon, RCMP confirmed they have a suspect -- who is not believed to

After Sex
Because you opened this, u will have sex... Saturday, with a person who thinks you're beautiful and that you're their true love. And tommorow will be the best day of your life. Do not break this chain!!! Break it and you will have relationship problems for ten years... Repost this with the title After Sex

I Think I
I think I've walked too close to love And now I'm falling in There's so many things this weary soul can't take Maybe you just caught me by surprise The first time that I looked into your eyes There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that takes me Where I've never been I don't care if I lost everything that I have known It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home Feel like home This life aint the fairy tale we both thought it would be But I can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me I know we both see these changes now I know we both understand somehow There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that takes me Where I've never been I don't care if I lost everything that I have known It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home They feel like home Hold on, you're home to me There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that t

Highly Uncalled For.
so. i took my kiddo with me to run a quick errand. some asshole decides he's going to cut me off with his mini van and almost take the front of my car with him. i became so enraged i honked him thru two lights. when i got an opening i kicked up the speed and saddled right up next to him and opened the window. i.let.him.have.IT. if he would've hit me he could've hurt my kiddo and i would've beat him to a bloody fucking stump. GRRRR!

Going Fishing
Sometimes it seems as though a friend is fishing here on Fubar. I use the term fishing to mean, hunting, or trying to capture, attract, or something of that charachter, others attention. There are certain manifest ideas, that imply that this is the case. Racey pictures, cute status messages, and encouraging others by leaving them messages that would, or should give them an impression of interest. Oh wait I'm on Fubar...

Thursday Morning. In Short (sentances)
just woke up. stayed up way late. saw tim for a min last night, for the first time in idk 8 months. my house is a mess. my cats hate me. Its pretty outside. I look like swamp thing. My body hurts. High Heels will be the death of me. DO NOT get Stimulating Pleasure Gel in ur eye, it burns. I'm going to purchase nearly everything my store sells. I wanna go to the beach. I wanna get my shit figured out. I don't wanna think about anything. I don't care anymore. I wanna go dance. I wanna be reckless

Tv Movies
.............i got that new verizon fios tv thing and stuff, and i was watching xxx: state of the union,the one with ice cube not vin diesel......i don't know what it is but that one was better than the first one......yeah. you don't get that alot excpet with the hulk movie and stuff ........just throwing that out there .....i think imma watch porn now lol

Love Remains The Same By Gavin Rossdale
From me to no one..... A thousand times I've seen you standing Gravity like lunar landing You make me wanna run till I find you I shut the world away from here I drift to you, you're all I hear As everything we know fades to black Half the time the world is ending Truth is I am done pretending I never thought that I Had anymore to give You're pushing me so far Here I am without you Drink to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change But,love remains the same I find a place where we escape Take you with me for the space The city buzz sounds just like a fridge I walk the streets through seven bars I have to find just where you are The faces seem to blur They're all the same Half the time the world is ending Truth is I am done pretending I never thought that I Had anymore to give You're pushing me so far Here I am without you Drink to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change But love remains t

And So It Goes By Billy Joel
In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along I spoke to you in cautious tones You answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So I will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all I've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows So I would choose to be with you That's if the choice were mine to make But you can make decisions too And you can have this heart to break And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows.

Ensign: Past The Olympic Truce
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 8 August 2008 I did catch most of the opening ceremonies of 2004's Summer Olympics in Athens when my wife and I were living in a second-story apartment before kids. This year's opening ceremonies tonight (I guess with crossing the International Date Line to get to China it's yesterday's) in Beijing will probably fly past my radar. We now live in a house and have two kids -- I say 2.4, the American average, sometimes with our extended houseguest, but I'm just being flippant. The organizers of our modern Olympics, dating from the year 1896 to the present, will call on the nations of the world -- at least those participating in and watching the games, which should be most everybody -- to observe a two-week ceasefire.

It's Back
Wednesday was one of the worst days of my life and Thursday wasn’t much better. The whole day had been stressful enough. My mom’s power got shut off so I had my mom and my sister at my house and my brother had been going off about it all day. He’s mad that they were there because of how bad they treat me and talk about me…but I look at it the way I was taught to look at it, it’s family, when family needs help you give the shirt off your back if you have to in order to help them despite what they may have done wrong. At one point my brother was going off so bad that I thought there was going to be a blood bath. My day just kept getting worse. I had the worst wreck I’ve ever been in on Wednesday night/Thursday morning. I was heading home after running Mandii and to take her boyfriend and his friend home cause her car was acting up. I was headed northbound on Market Avenue almost to the corner of Easton by the Marathon. I was getting ready to pull into Marathon to stop so Man

"psychosocial"...slipknot
For those that know me, know my love of words and particularly lyrics...You also know I love SlipKnot not only for the music, but also the meaning of the music...Here is the latest from SlipKnot and of course the lyrics to go along with it...I love this song and I can certainly wrap myself in the meaning... - Slipknot Lyrics

Ramblings From A Sleepy Mind
This past week has been one for saying goodbye & welcoming home . Tomorrow will be a week ago that we got the call about Glenda. It’s still hard to believe she is gone. On the happier side of things, my uncle who has been away from almost three years came home on Wednesday. I’m really worried about Mamow. Glenda always called Mamow when she got to her truck after work & was at Mamow’s house on the weekends. I’m afraid Mamow is going to grieve herself to death. Mamow was already in bad shape. When I saw her today she had tears in her eyes when she was talking to me. Daddy mention Thanksgiving today & how he was going to do it. My heart sank in my chest. Glenda always brought the turkey on both Thanksgiving & Christmas. Mama & I both agree that the Holiday will seem like something is missing from now on & there will be. Glenda will be missing from them & from the other get together. As I looked around today at all of Daddy’s side of the family here for the welcome home party for Uncle

Show Them Love
my family is the best..they are the nicest ppl you will ever know.go show them some love.. First off my Owner he is the best Capt Barbossa, pirate extraordinaire, proud owner of Rising Angel@ fubar And this guy he is a good friend and needs to be loved today �LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM© –––– •(-••-)•––––ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÄññÄ &Southern Stunna ÖWñÈR Ö£ KÈLÇÈY@ fubar europian bad boy@ fubar This girl is the bomb..show her mad love ღ ~Toxic Tears~ღ ~Founder of the Unique Individuals ~ღ ~Married to Skaterboy~@ fubar and her husband kicks ass too Skaterboy@ fubar i cant say enough about her she is the best ~Sexy†(AOD)Lieutenant-Gen&A$$Mgr@Red's Rage!Hellsings Canadian Homegirl@ fubar Killa well he is having fun go check him out at UR Choice FM lounge

Help Me Win 10 Blings From Wonder Woman
HEY YALL HELP ME GET BLINGED 10 TIMES BY WONDER WOMAN ALL I NEED IS 7500 COMMENTS JUST CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO COMMENT BOMB IT THIS PIMPOUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Smokie Fu Hubby&RL BF To Lil C/Owner Of Club Velocity/Member Of Rating Revolution/DJ@Club Paradize@ fubar REPOST OFTEN!!!!!!!

Some Issues
Hello to all my friends. I apologize for not being around much lately. After my bout with pnuemonia, I had some problems with my business. My boat had some serious mechanical problems. Then I encountered some personal family issues. But things seem to be coming together again, so I will be on more. Love ya all!!! Manny

Help A Girl Out
My 19th Birthdays Coming up and i really want Breast Implants ..so im on this site called www.myfreeimplants.com its were guys go to my profile and donate money toward my boobjob so if you have a lil extra money even if its only a dollar id highly appriciate the Help ...http://myfreeimplants.com/model_detail.asp?MOID=89111 Thanks

Piss Off
ok i recently had issues with a certain whore that shall remain nameless. she knew a few things about me, and claims that she spoke with someone on my friends list and got info on me. i'm never on this site anymore cause my schedule sucks ass! the only people that know a lot about me, are a few select people on my fam list. and i know that they never would have said anything to her about me like that. SO FOR WHOEVER IT IS THAT IS TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME, KEEP MY FUCKING NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH! AND PLEASE COME FORWARD SO I CAN DELETE YOUR SORRY ASS!!! I FUCKING HATE BACKSTABBERS! *stab stab stab *

Decisions
I have recently made some bad decisions regarding finical matters. I quit my job with out securing another one first. I know your thinking what a dumb ass. I thought that I would be able to pick up one from one of the many temp services that I have signed up. But the thing is the jobs they have available are not really what I am wanting. OK there are many reasons why I quit my last job. 1 was the fact that I was allergic to the coolant that they used in the machines. 2 were that I disliked some of the people I worked with. 3 I dislike parts, but not the whole job itself. Another reason was I have came to a point in life were I don't really want to be a factory worker any longer. I am sick of it. But the real big bitch of it is...thats all there is out there currently. Another big bitch is I don't have any "marketable skills" that I can use to get me out of the factories and into a decent job. I have also came to the point in my life were I am sick of working 3rd shift. There are p

How Stupid Can One Be??
A teenage employee celebrated his birthday by taking a bath in the utility sink at the Burger King in Xenia. Greene County Health Commissioner Mark McDonnell was emailed the video that appeared on MySpace.com and is now using it as evidence. In the video, the employee dumps water on himself using a bucket marked with the words, "sanitary solution." But McDonnell said the sink is used to clean utensils and there is nothing sanitary about what the teenager did. McDonnell said, "Any bacteria on his skin could have been deposited giving people food poisoning." And to make matters worse, the person recording the video allegedly told the Burger King manager what was happening, but she continued to count cash. Officials at the Burger King Corp. were notified of the incident Monday, and is cooperating fully with the health department. HOW STUPID CAN ONE BE?? Burger King Corp. said, "We have sanitized the sink and have disposed of all other kitchen tools and utensils that were

What The Fucking Fuck?!?!
As most of you know, my brothers got taken by CPS/DCS in June. well, the case got dismissed today in court, and they came home. We were elated. Until Tre got home from school. He has bruises, scratches, and bug bites all over his crotch and butt. Apparently one of the foster parents' daughters has been touching him. And they've been making him go outside naked from the waist down, for who knows what reason. AND, Buggy won't let a girl change his diaper or clothes. They were barely fed, they were belittled by the girls, miss angie barely paid attention to their needs, they didn't change tre's underwear when he wet himself, or clean his hearing aids, or ever make him wear them... he's going deaf, he NEEDS them. the list goes on and on... Tre is 7, buggy is 2. WHAT. THE. FUCK. WAS. BEING. DONE. TO. THEM?!?!?! And they were abused LAST time cps started a fucked-up case against my dad and stepmom. What the fuck is wrong with cps?

Buy Us Two Sexy Best Friends
COME BID ON US WE ARE SO WORTH IT YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT IF U DO!!! xxNASCARKITTYxx IS OFFERING GREAT THINGS AND IF U BID ON HER U WILL ALSO HAVE AN AWESOME FRIEND COME AND CLICK ON HER PICTURE ANGELDAWN IS WANTING A NEW OWNER TO SPOIL !! CLICK ON PIC F/A/R THE AUCTION HOST IS THE RESPECTFUL THING TO DO!!

Someone Like You...
If I were strong enough, if I were wrong enough to be someone like you Would you have let me come to be with you If I had made my own and I had overcome to be someone like you Would you have let me come to be with you If I could be with someone like you Would you, would you be strong enough for me And if I could stay with someone like you Would you, would you be strong enough If I had made my way if I had chose to stay and be someone like you Would you have let me come to be with you If I had made myself become like someone else and be someone like you Would you have let me come to be with you If I could be with someone like you Would you, would you be strong enough for me And if I could stay with someone like you Would you, would you be strong enough for me Can you see me holding you right in my arms, right in my arms If I could be with someone who’s just like you Would you, would you, would you be strong enough for me If I could be with someone like you

One-metallica
I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there's not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please god, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this LIFE off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please god, wake me Now the world is gone I'm just one Oh god, help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please god, help me Darkness imprisoning me All that I see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearing Taken my arms Taken my legs T

Testin For Parenthood
lol a convo I was havin with a fren...: JB: lol, i just saw a dna paternity testing commercial on tv JB: does anybody know who got them preggers anymore? MB: i dunno JB: some people should be banned from sex MB: hehehehe JB: you ever notice it's the really stupid people that always reproduce? JB: there should be some sort of regulations MB: like? JB: an iq test...anyone under 100 should be banned from sex or have their tubes tied MB: hmmmmmmmmmmm JB: well...maybe anyone under 80 JB: under 100 is way too broad JB: we'd die out JB: and someone's gotta flip burgers MB: ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!! JB: hehe JB: they definitely should be prevented from having 5 kids like most of them here do JB: too many stupid kids running around MB: heheheh maan JB: maybe it's because i'm in the south *sigh* MB: ouccccch JB: there's nothing to do here but drink and fuck anyway Sooo do u think 80 is a gd enuff gauge? :P

No Wonder....
No wonder erectile dysfunction is so prevalent in America and viagra iz such a big seller....Look at all the fat nasty sluts spilling their cellulite out of their bras on sites like FUBAR.com And no wonder so many of the women are left with no orgazmz when they let their men fuck them in the ASS like sheep. U poor sad low class white trash FU-billy fukkerz..... And this is my thought for the day.

Prisoner Of Love
Prisoner of love When doth the winged angel of sorrow bring unto me the tale of death? Yesterday, today and all of tomorrow Echoes within my cold lonliness. No time have I for comforting grief, No meaning hath life for me.. My love dreams on in an endless sleep While I drown in a tearless sea.

Do You Think I Am A Writer?
Fubar Can I have your Undivided Attention!!!!!!!!! Robert W's Blog Good people,good things to do,and fun, some biz if it is real,and more friends,good talk.Come by I'll leave the lite on. My Valuable Blog Sunday, March 16, 2008 10:23 AM Word pad Blogging, meaning I am typing it first and then cutting and posting it to my blog. I am so not inspired by the conventional way of making a living. I know the longer time passes without having some form of a job makes my situation all the more urgent. If it were optional to work or not work, I would choose to work. Let me explain myself from my previous statement. I don't like the 9 to 5. I am inspired to write about the world around me. I would work If I had an option to or not to work, cause I want to be able to choose what kind of work. That is really a question of education; influence; opportunity and experience. To do what you love to do you would have all those 4 ingredients to start your career, thi

Entrapment
Entrapment Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

To Moms Everywhere....single Or Married
I am Woman Mother, Mom, Momma, Aun-tee-Kat. Grand-mom, G-momma. Flying Solo Powered by a single choice. Well read, Thinking, Impatient with Stupidity, Weakness, Incompetence. Irreligious, non-doctorinated. Lover of children, Protects Innocence As long as she can, And will, as long as we breathe. Hater of Lies, Fear, Frozen, Fractured Fear.. A self-proclaimed servant, Patron Saint To the masses To the Armies Of Women Of Mothers Who choose to have peace in the ranks. Who chose to put the children first. Who choose a road, more rocky, to travel. One stinking, straining minute at a time. In the name of mother's everywhere. Blessings on your momma-spirits. May you have the innate strength, (Or borrow it, or call me, or other sisters for help. ) When decisions need be made, for you, For the sake of the children. Be brave. Know that you are not alone.

Join Us To Take Back America And End The War, Fix Health Care, Increase The Minimum Wage And Lower The Price Of Gasoline.
Help end the Iraq war and more. Add me as a friend now & Give me an American Flag after you make these calls. Also on my profile click SHARE THIS! then click friends and then click SHARE and it will give you points and send my profile information to each of your friends. Please click share this for this blog entry and click friends and then share to let your friends to see this blog entry. Thank you. Please make these 4 toll free phone calls and get as many people as you can to make these calls today to get the following progressive legislation enacted. The Republican party appears weak and vulnerable at the cash registers of those companies that give money to them. I don't consider it enough to silently boycott these companies. You need to tell them you refuse to buy their products until their CEO speaks to congressional leaders and the president and gets the action done or legislation passed. The more people who make these calls, the more likely we will get results.

Online Friends
There's a land where I go when I need to share That's not on a map, yet exists everywhere. There's names without faces, a curious place A modern creation thats called cyber-space Theres all sorts of people with cute little names Like Pookie, and Sandman and Rosebud and Flames. Some are just snobs and some are real fun And some of them just want to find someone. The good and the bad ones, they all play a role. Still each one unique, but part of the whole. We talk and we laugh and wonder "Why?". We giggle, we hug, and sometimes we cry. We can not be heard and can not be seen. Yet, there it all is, right there on our screen. But look deeper still -- the most curious part Is the power it has to open our heart. To share with a stranger those things we've concealed, Which to our closest of friends we'd never reveal. Our deepest regrets and most troubling fears The scars in our life which bring us to tears. What gives them the power to reach into me And show me the truths

Cash Gifting
HEY LISTEN THIS WORKS FOR ME IM MAKING ALOT OF MONEY, I DIDNT BELIEVE IT AT FIRST BUT WHEN I TRY IT I WAS EXCITED, I MADE $1000 A DAY NO LIE..IF YOU WANT TO MAKE $1000 A DAY THEN VIST THIS SITE WWW.DARIUSCASHGIFTING.COM....IT WORKS...IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME TAKE A LOOK FOR YOURSELF.

Through A Looking Glass, Nothing Seems The Same
sitting here thinking of all the things that have come to pass where did they all come from? where did they all go? i'm not so sure anymore. what do you do when you're not sure of anything anymore? is there anyone who knows what to do when you forget who you once were? what happens when you don't like who you're turning into? feeling completely lost and and everyone has disappeared. who's to say when the fabric of time starts to unwind? who's to say when your mind becomes nothing but dust in the wind? these scars and cuts are what seem real but how many are real? how many are mental wounds? nothing is what it seems in this world of make believe i'm not even sure if i'm real anymore let's go sane, it brings back nothing but pain i think i'd rather be insane than full of hate i think i'd rather be insane than full of fear in this instability, there is some comfort from those things that inflict nothing but misery don't want to believe that you were invol

No Drama Lammas Allowed
I don't know how or why it happened...i'm just thankful it did happen. I went to bed one night with the boo hoo's and woke the next day with a smile. I found my smile :) I'm finally over the stress and hurt from the past years and most recent dramas of my life. I am light hearted and happy again yay me! Life goes on and another chapter is written...happily ever after here I come!

100 Rates To Win!!!!
(repost of original by '~BABEZ~ FU slave to BIG EVIL lounge mgr and head promoter' on '2008-08-22 17:34:04') (repost of original by 'ALLURE¢¾ Wifey2Guppy¢¾Dj Rusmeister's gurl(RL/FU)¢¾ Wolfpack Greeter*' on '2008-08-22 17:42:56') (repost of original by '✰PHREAK POUND✰~the lost soul of love~FU/MAN TO NAUGHTY ANGEL~ENFORCER @ Lost Souls' on '2008-08-22 17:49:01')

Oh My God
Hello my name is Darius I have become a member of Cashgifting. That is growing more and more. this is not a get rich scam at all!!! but I will said from what you see on youtube or other cashgifting they is not a 100 percents honest with you till you start. there is much more to the businesss and I am here to help you. No B.S. cause I dont like to play games but help you so we can all be successful..you can reach me at dariusoakley@hotmail.com or www.dariuscashgifting.com..

Death Before Dishonor - Five Finger Death Punch
Death Before Dishonor lyrics [V1:] To the haters, the takers, the liars, all the vultures and the bottom feeding scum The FCC, the FBI and every tin god with a badge and a gun You talk and talk, you preach and bitch but your words don't mean a thing You get what you give, you give what you get Just the way it's always been [Chorus:] I choose death before dishonor I'd rather die than live down on my knees Bury me like a soldier, with my dignity! [V2:] You imitate the ostracized, put your head beneath the sand Your cup it runneth over, must be rough to live so grand You reap what you sew, you pay what you owe unless you bathe yourself in greed You rob and you take, your world is fake There's no honor amongst the thieves [Chorus:] I choose death before dishonor I'd rather die than live down on my knees Bury me like a soldier, with my dignity! [Pre-Chorus:] Fuck! You're self righteous, self pretentious Your ways are not for me You're deluded, so confused

Mystic Eyes
Mystic eyes look upon the star filled sky, To see what they can see. Trying to find the answers, And the keys to destint. They see all the patterns, And they chart the dates. Looking for answers, And the key to mankinds fate. But they dont see the Ancient Pit,And the cold dark fires within. Nor the destruction of mankind, Which is about to begin. For their mystic eyes are blinded, and they fail to see the sight. That would show them that their destiny, Is the darkened Flame of Night !!!! ~ Grey ~

Sooner Surrender By Matt Nathanson
In the party love, Some band's playing hallelujah Hallelujah In the corner love All night girls drink wine and try to sing along I made a mess of things The stops and in betweens They weigh me down You got someone new singing you your songs now Sooner surrender Then watch the last wall collapse And sooner surrender And our love will count for everything In my sweetest dreams It's just you and me And we break wide I wake reminded love How I just gave up And how you moved on, how you moved on I'm waiting for something I've waited for now For the rolling canyons of love And i'm tongue tied And you're coming alive, coming alive Sooner surrender Then watch the last wall collapse And sooner surrender And our love will count for everything I'm sorry that you've gone So sorry that you've gone I'm sorry that you've gone Love I'm sorry that you've gone So sorry that you've gone away You're a little bit right More than a little bit right With my arms

Jokes
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man's 15,000. The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men... The husband then turned to his wife and asked, What?

Bid On Me!!!
=== '~*~sailor saturn~*~fu owned by lonewolf92 & Big Tom~*~' wrote the following at '2008-08-27 20:44:13'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > Im up for auction! > > > > > > > > > > > Yes, this is my first auction and I want YOU to own me. I have a lot to offer, and i know you wanna own a piece of Meme! > > > > So come over here, and place your bids, make me feel you really want me! Bids already started. Auction closes Sept.2 at midnight eastern time. > > > > Don’t miss your chance to own me! You wont be disappointed! Click on the picture below to place your bid! > > > > > > > > Music Video:POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME (by Def Leppard)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone >

Seriously, You Should Check Her Out. =]
This is just a random pimp out for one of the sweetest people on Fubar!If you haven't had a chance to stop by her page please do so. Hard 2 Handle ~ La*La's FuWife~ **Can't Be Owned**@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Leave her lots of luvin! xoxoxo Per§ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ? CounterB!tch to Trancy ?@ fubar Beep - WwW.Q8-BoYzZ.PiCzo.CoM

I Miss Him So
what do u do when u have a child ripped out of ur arms and u are keeped awasy from him for 10 years and then u get to see him for a few months and then he ripped out agian ..im so heart broken agian what do i do just let it go ..im fightin to see him with him and his dad is the one keepin me away ...im just scared im gonna lose him again

Broken By Lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain is there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hangin' on to the wor

Loungez
Im building a brand new customizable lounge skin 4 all U guyz. The skin will fit any monitor resolution and will include all the basics, though some css research will be necessary for font effects and other thingz. So just hold on 2 your hats. After i release the lounge code....i wont be able 2 give any help/support with it....the research 4 the answrerz 2 your questionz will be up 2 U.

Omg!!!
Noway! Guess what??? We got the house! I still will not believe it until the key to that front door is in my pretty little hand...but yeah, our relator, who, btw, has only been working for us since sunday, called to tell us the guy that was interested in the house before us decided to "look for something else." So, if we still wanted it, it was ours! I still cannot believe it. This house is magnificent. I would have never thought I would live in such a beautiful place. It's something I've always dreamed of. No, you don't understand. I've never had a home. Never. Growing up we moved every six months and my family was not military(just a crazy mother)! I guess it's just one of those things on the list of what to give my kids that I never had as a child myself... It's on my "poor-kids syndrome" list, so to speak! I could not be more excited to say the least right now. I had strict instructions not to say a word about this to anyone from my husband (just in case)

!desufnoc
Utter confusion over life without rhyme;Which has no beat to follow,no line to cross.With beautiful canvas void of all paint,and life's meaning unclear in this confused state.Life with purpose following no purpose at all.Everything to do; But nothing to accomplish.Everywhere to go; But no roads in or out.Many sights to; Yet all views are hidden.Many books to read; All covered with dust for no words with in are wrtten. Lovely flowers to pick; Yet there are no blooms to smell.Yes I am confused as well.©?

Plz Come If Available
Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com You are cordially invited to the Fu-Wedding Of DJ Chaos & BBW Goddess Date: Saturday, August 30th Time: 11 pm (EST) Wedding With Reception to Follow Will Be In Bulletin Created By: BBW Goddess & DJ Chaos

Hmmm
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. That's how I feel without you. Every day that we're apart Feels like an eternity. You move me... Make me feel things I thought I would never feel again. When I am with you, I feel a warmth wash over me. A warmth unlike any I have felt before. It picks me up and carries me to a far off place, A beautiful place... A place where nothing is known but love and caring. My worries fade to a distant memory, And all but you is forgotten, If only for the moment... My heart is overflowing with joy and love, The joy that you bring to me, And the love th

Love On Her Please!
It's her birthday and I don't think I need to tell you how much she deserves all the love you can show her today. To say she's an incredible person is an understatement. Make this the best birthday for her. Rate her, comment her pics, bling her or even buy her a bling pack or blast. Do whatever it takes to show her all the love she deserves. Just think the entire time you're loving on her you get to see a sexy beautiful woman. Not a bad deal if you ask me. Happy Birthday Devil Girl!! Brought to you with lots of love by: Freak@ fubar and ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-09-01 05:24:31') (repost of original by 'Big Tom' on '2008-09-01 19:08:01')

Depression You Are Now My Bitch
so while i was sick with some infernal sinus/head cold this past week, i was also suffering from a bout of depression. not that i let on too much about it, but that's how i am. i've been suffering bouts of depression for years, and it's something i've become resigned to. it's just part of who i am, and hopefully those that love me understand this. the main thing is i refuse to take head drugs. fuck that. i'd rather deal with my depression head on like i have been for most of my life than have my mind altered by some drug. just how i am. hey anti-depressantes work for some people, but me personally have always refused to take them. i've seen people i know and care deeply about have them totally alter who they are, and i just don't want to be like that. besides, doctors nowadays, are always trying to get everyone on some kinda medication for everything. hey i'd like to just be normal and suffer my random bouts of depression, manic energy and whatnot my way. i

I Am Your Friend
When you are weak call on me, for I am your friend. When you are upset call on me, for I am your friend. When you are sad call on me, for I am your friend. When you need a shoulder to cry on call on me, for I am your friend. When you need someone to listen call on me, for I am your friend. When you need a helping hand call on me, for I am your friend. When you need a friend all you need to do is call on me, And I will be there for I am and always will be Your friend.

Sunshine
i look in your eyes and there filled with sunshine: wishing hoping praying that your mine: the beauty within gives off a glow: like autumn leaves or the white winter snow: i ask myself is this a dream: cause sometimes in life things aren't what they seem: but if this is real i promise to you: id be there when your happy mad or your blue: cause unlike sunshine that sets then its dark: the sunshine from you is set in my heart:

What If
WHAT IF WHAT IF LIFE WAS A GAME OR EVEN A TEST WHAT IF BUSH FOUND A WAY TO CLEAN UP HIS MESS WHAT IF THE ONES THAT YOU TRUST LIVED UP TO THAT WORD WHAT IF THE HATE THATS SPOKEN WASN'T EVEN HEARD WHAT IF WE TREATED EACH OTHER LIKE HUMAN BEINGS WHAT IF THE GOOD WE DO ALSO WHATS SEEN WHAT IF WE DIDN'T NEED WARS SO PEOPLE WOULDN'T DIE WHAT IF THE COST OF LIFE WASN'T SO HIGH WHAT IF THE RICH WAS POOR AND THE POOR WAS RICH WOULD ANY GOOD COME FROM MAKING THAT SWITCH WHAT IF STEREOTYPES WAS GONE WITH THE END WOULD THEY SEE US AS EQUALS AND HUMAN BEINGS THEN WHAT IF WE SEEN POSITIVE RESULTS INSTEAD OF NEGATIVE FORCES WHAT IF HALF OF ALL MARRIAGES DIDNT END WITH DIVORCES WHAT IF COLOR WAS ONLY A WORD WHAT IF WE TOOK A MOMENT TO OBSERVE WHAT IF WE DIDN'T PUT VALUE IN DIAMONDS AND GOLD WHAT IF THE PRICE WE PAY WAS WITH OUR SOULS WHAT IF DRUGS AND DEATH WAS NO LONGER A THREAT WHAT IF ACHIEVING YOUR GOALS IN LIFE MEANT DOING YOUR BEST

Remember 9-11-01
As we approach the seventh year anniversary of September 11, 2001 I want to take the time to remember and honor those who passed away on that fateful day the twin towers fell...those who passed at the pentagon as well as those who passed away from flight 93 in shanksville pennsylvania..Seven year's has come and still yet today here we are still standing and still fighting the good fight for our freedom...I believe it has not been a fight in vain but one in which made us a stronger nation. Many people have put their lives on hold and have gone off to war so that you and I can be free...I don't believe those people go into war lightly nor do they go in without fear but I believe they go in with a heart and soul with only the best intentions in hopes that what they do will make a difference. Everyday we watch the news and see bad things happening all over the world but I wonder how many people stop and think gee I'm glad that I live in the land of the free and the home of the brav

Morning After Morning...
Yes, i suck... "...my life sucks." This is something that runs through my mind when I first wake up, sit on the side of my bed, with my head in my hands. The TV's on of course, it's my alarm to wake me up. As I go to grab my cigarettes and place one in my mouth, I'm thinking how I fucked so much of my life up. I light my cigarette. mmmm, such a simple pleasure...... This is when I look up, and look at a blank wall. The TV is still talking, but unless I hear a few keywords, I pay no attention and stare at the wall blankly. My mind starts to clear it's daily cobwebs and I remember how this is not what I wanted my life to be at my age. I suck on the cigarette more. I wake, alone... no child, no wife, and barely a family. Yet, somehow... ...somehow, I stand up. Halfway through my smoke, I turn my eyes to the TV and start thinking of jumping in the shower. There's something about a hot shower that always makes me feel free. This is when I

Ensign: Data, There Are Times When I Envy You
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 September 2008 In the last great Star Trek movie (in my humble opinion, the eighth film, 1996's "Star Trek: First Contact"), one of the main characters is an android known as Data. Over the years in the television series before the movie, Data was unable to make the leap -- being an artificial lifeform crafted in human image -- to become what he believed was fully human because he couldn't experience emotions. When he finally got an emotion chip from his creator, it fused to his neural net and though he couldn't remove it, he could turn it off. Hence Captain Picard's line which is today's title. Data, there are times I envy you too. I expect we all do, when we want to undo something we've done or something we've said because we realize in hindsight how foolish we were to attemp

Soulja Girls
Soldier Gurl's Would you like to be one?. We will be a new group on FUBAR we will not have many rules, cause we wanna keep it FUN right !! So if you would like to be a Soulja Girl r/a/f me, msg me and ill rip a pic of you, and Ill send it to Viper, so he can put it in the Soldier Gurl's folder and when we have 10 girls or more, Viper will start making bullys and blogs to help all of us girls get rates, friends, fans etc. If we get huge in numbers we will have groups and try to keep it fun Any ideas on how to keep and make it a fun group :D hit me up or get at Viper LEADER «VîPê®×P»©™ ©†® THE CREW Serenity Jºlèñè Çº

Why Guys Marry Some Girls (but Not Others)
All men have a secret wedding checklist: five traits they look for in a woman that say she's worth walking down the aisle for. He won't pop the question without 'em. It happens all the time: A guy spends months, even years, in a long-term relationship with a girl he really digs. But after dropping the I-don't-see-myself-ever-getting-married bomb, he suddenly turns around and ties the knot with a new chick. The factors that tip a dude from steady relationship to "till death do us part" seem like the ultimate unsolved mystery ... especially when you're in a solid LTR and aren't sure if your guy is even considering marriage. It all comes down to some elusive qualities women have a hard time understanding but men are always on the lookout for, explains Willard Harley Jr., Ph.D., author of I Promise You: Preparing for a Marriage That Will Last a Lifetime. "Part of what makes him want to get married is chemistry and passion, but it's also about certain actions and behaviors that are mo

Emotional Storm
Within the depths of my mind a powerful storm is brewing. In it are all my pent up emotions, my fear, my hate, my envy, my jealousy, my lost heart, my despair and my depression. This storm, this emotional storm, brewing within my mind, is about to break out, and do to me that which I need, and that which is destined to be.

Going On Vacation
Im going on vacation soon My first cruise going to Mexico for the first time from Sep 21-Oct 2 to Zihuatanejo/Ixtapa, Cabo San Lucas, Acapulco, Mazatlan and Puerto Vallarta Of course Im doing shore excursions also including a shrimp luncheon and tequila tasting (not on the same day! LOL) I'd love any suggestions you have Make them serious or funny Just dont be rude about it I cant wait for the trip!

His Trip To Philly...
Thursday night DJ came to Philly. I picked him up from the bus station. We had a great time being together. I hate that he had to go, but soon enough we will move in together. I love being with him. Friday after we got pictures done at my work we went to South ST with Chrissy and Lisa and he had his first Cheese steak (which he loved!) he bought me a bracelet and the we went to the bar for a little bit with Vanessa and he met Amanda & Jim. Saturday he rained all day so we kinda had a lazy day in but I loved being in his arms so it was okay. We rented some Movies and snuggled. Sunday he met my Sister Jodi but most of the day we continued to snuggle, lay in bed, and have hott sex! Haha. I love him so much. We have amazingly cute pictures!!!!!!! I can't wait till he comes back to visit me. XOOXOXOX

For The Office/work
40 things you'd love to say at work 1 I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t. 2 I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3 How about never? Is never good for you? 4 I see you've set aside this special time to publicly humiliate yourself. 5 I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6 Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7 I'm out of my mind at the moment, but feel free to leave a message. 8 I don't work here - I'm a consultant. 9 It sounds like English, but I don't understand a damn word you're saying. 10 Ahhh. I see the Fuck-up fairy has visited us again. 11 I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12 You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13 I have plenty of talent and vision - I just don't give a damn. 14 I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15 I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had abou

Survival Guide For Taking A Dump At Work
Survival Guide for Taking a Dump at Work We've all kicked back in our cubicles and suddenly felt something a brew down below. As much as we try to convince ourselves, the WORK POOP is inevitable, hence the reason youʼre sitting here right now. For those of you who hate pooping at work as much as I do, I give you this Work Poop Survival Guide. Memorize these definitions and pooping at work will become a pure pleasure! ESCAPEE - Definition: A fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal or forcing poop in a stall. This is usually accompanied by a sudden wave of panic/embarrassment. This is similar to the hot flash you receive when passing an unseen police car and speeding. If you release an escapee, do not acknowledge it. Pretend it did not happen. If you are standing next to the farter at the urinal, pretend that you did not hear it. No one likes an escapee, it is uncomfortable for all involved. Making a joke or laughing makes both parties feel uneasy. JAIL

9-11
The ninth month brought the end to many, The eleventh was a day of testing Nine one one a call for help from any It left no time of resting. True warriors dressed in red suits Navy blue or yellow They called in all the recruits to rescue ailing fellow. What senselss acts of violence Rain down on us today what path will cross with terror and cause us great dismay? This is the world our children face. Their lives are being molded. The acts of hate, time won't erase, Like a shroud it has enfolded. What can we say? What can we do? As time whirls swiftly by Let love be instilled with a family view So our values never die. May God Be With You and Your Families as We Remember 9/11/2001

In Memory Of Our Fallen Heroes On 9-11-01
IN HONOR OF ALL OF OUR FALLEN HEROES MERCI-CO-OWNER OF THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL AND I THE COWGIRL IN PINK CO-OWNER OF THE 343 LOUNGE WOULD LIKE TO OFFER THIS MEMORIAL TAG FOR EVERYONE ON FUBAR TO USE AN RIP IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHOW RESPECT AND HONOR ALL OF OUR FALLEN HEROES ON 9-11-01...THANK YOU GOES OUT TO ALL WHO LOVE HONOR AN RESPECT ALL OF OUR FALLEN...GOD BLESS YOU ALL...THANKS MERCI-CO-OWNER OF FIREFIGHTERS HALL LOUNGE THE COWGIRL IN PINK-CO-OWNER OF THE 343 LOUNGE FEEL FREE TO RIP AND USE AS YOUR DEFAULT

On This Date...
I realize this date in American history is significant Dont get me wrong! But, I am sick and tired of people, especially so many on FUBAR, whose patriotism suddenly appears on this day! It's an insult to me and those whose lives were lost or who knew someone who died when Im reminded to never forget! Well I have news for these phony people I'll remember this day in my own way and NOT because Im told to do so...I'll always remember it because it's my best friend's birthday and Ive known him since I was three Thats 27 years before the terrorist attacks so stop spouting off about how proud you are of this country for the wrong reason! Go out and do something about it! Im proud of it most of the time also! But quit forcing me to listen to or read and be reminded of it!

Music
I just discoverd...that I'm pretty much a zombie but instead of going "braaaaaaiiiiiins" i go "muuuuuuuuusic" So ... zombie for music I could live off of it and WOO OMG THE SEAL LEAVES ON TUESDAY! haha I'm sorry I LOVE my bro but .. DEAR GOD... I need my room back, and I need less hypocrisy in my life.

Comment Bomb Metal Baby For Me !!!
please help metal baby for me she needs 55,ooo comments to get a years worth vip, if you want fubucks for helping email or comment in here...all please here her... :)thanks... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=207875&i=1934392587&albumid=0

Awhile
you have no clue the pain inside I felt i'd lost my love and friend no matter what the weight is gone and I feel like i can breathe again I know it's new, but dammit girl you scared me something bad I'd never hurt so deep before from someone i just barely had haters will come, and they will go don't act like you don't know it one of the things i love of you your mean and aren't afraid to show it Behind your smile you mind's like mine well.... hopefully yours is a little more right and if it is, you think of me... all day and you see my smile when your dreaming at night You stole the thoughts right from my mind and replaced them with your laugh,your smile so much like me... except beautiful, of course I hope you do want me... I'm gonna be here awhile...

Bad Manners
I was informed by one of my freinds to watch out for falcongtho. She had a conversation with him where he was out and out rude. His profile (I went to it) is offensive to weomen in general. I thought you should know

Edge To Prove
i speak of two edges one that i lost and that of another that is pushed the one that is pushed is the most dangerous of which you can go over does one cause the other known of the losses is what that pushes the other not talkin of lovers lost even as i speak is that can be the cause of canst the lost loves cause the lost of the edge which canst push the edge while a love speaks of unconditional love forever even as i experienced steel clad steel was not as stainless i knew clad steel was not but made me think of others the other loves are not so ironclad i thinks while speaks of always be there what is of strings or no strings what of that with words of love or without wanting demonstration of love such is love to hurt never wanting love but the demonstration demonstration is proof stroke per stroke proof is the release if that is all i can get then give me the release better to be filled with love then feel

Theatre Good, Drama Bad
The formula used for the sheep to memorize the basic of Animal Farm’s Seven Commandments – four legs good, two legs bad – makes sense since everyone on the set piece of George Orwell’s 1945 novel IS an animal doesn’t make much sense among humans. (Birds on Animal Farm, incidentally, got their wings counted as legs because, to paraphrase Snowball, wings are organs of propulsion and not manipulation, like human hands are.) Nor does most of the drama that can proliferate among us online purveyors. I shouldn’t say drama is that bad; I’ve always loved acting in plays and monologues growing up and still do – I just don’t get a lot of opportunity to practice the craft. After my sophomore year at Stetson University, performing on stage partly left a bad taste in my mouth and I needed to “buckle down” to pursue my degree in social science education. Of course, I still use the skills I learned in theatre (sometimes too much, as my wife will attest) because you don’t unlearn how to project

Moving?
It's looking like I'll be moving again soon. I'm looking into the possibility of moving to Panama City Beach. There's a nice new mall there with a lot of businesses opening up around it. I'm looking at getting a part time job and that would be the perfect area for some quick cash. Not only that, there are some places there with cheaper rent that aren't in a flood plain, so I don't have to worry about my stuff getting damaged. I'm thinking of making the move happen around November 1st, so there's a chance I might be offline for a few days but we'll just have to see what happens.

Feelings.....
Please don't tell me not to cry Please don't say there was a reason why You don't know what I am feeling Or how much I hurt The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt You think I should go on with life Forget about it and be strong But deep down I am sad, and don't want to go along I don't expect you to understand why For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry My life has changed forever, you see And that is why I am not acting like the same old me So please don't try to act like nothing happened Because it's changed my life forever I will never be the same again Not today, not tomorrow, but never The best thing you can do for me is just be there Just like always, my friend My broken heart is hurting bad And it will never mend

*clears Throat*
havent done THIS in a while. but im bored. and fucking hungry enough to eat the ass end of a rhino....shoulda had you get me three of these things. lol little joke. maybe youll get it. but i am starving. and i seriously DO NOT feel as though i am now 28. i mean, not one bit. aside from the fact that i need a little more recovery time from boozin or what have you. fuck.

Accepting My Friend Request
By accepting my friends request entitles me to rate and perv you whenever i feel the need to. it also give me the right to comment on any and all picture that are not marked private by you. while looking through you picture while rating and i see one that i would like to add in my collection by being my friend it also entitles me to rip that photo as long as it is a nsfw photo. please remember these simple rules and regulations and it will be a pleasent day.

Fuck You
Title: Fuck You By: Shawn Foreman Fuck you Fuck you now And fuck you then Fuck you For what could have been Fuck you Again and again Fuck you For the flowers I bought Fuck you For what I got Fuck you For leading me on Fuck you That was wrong Fuck you I don't need Fuck you I hope you bleed Fuck you Fuck you, indeed Fuck you Lets proceed Fuck you, You stupid trick Fuck you, You make me sick Fuck you, You fucking bitch Fuck you, Suck my dick Fuck you Just forget Fuck you That we ever met Fuck you For what I get Fuck you And all your shit Fuck you I'm fucking done Fuck you This is no fun Fuck you It's just begun Fuck you There is no sun Fuck you Only dark Fuck you Falling apart And Fuck you For breaking my heart

Formating Your Computer.....
WAIT AND FUCKING STOP!!!!!!!!!! Before you ruin your PC because it's "time to do it" You should first realize a few things. Like first of all, constantly formatting your Hard drive is actually BAD FOR IT. It's only a magnetic disc with a glass or highly polished aluminum covering. Formatting it over and over will eventually wear the disk out, burn the heads up, or other damage that is NOT repairable. Next, most of you's out there use third party utilities to format your drives. Especially for Slave and spare disc's. STOP you dont need that shit. Start > Run > "cmd" (without quotes" Brings up a command prompt if your formating drive D... C:> d: D:> format -q d: Formatting............................ Notice the -q flag. thats "quick format" it wont rebuild the file system and is abit easier on the disk. The only time you have to format without teh q option is when you need to rebuit the file system from fdisking it. (If you dont know what fdisk is. DONT EVEN THINK I

Pit Bull Inspiration 4
When I Got My New Dog I asked for strength that I might rear her perfectly; I was given weakness that I might feed her more treats. I asked for an obedient dog that I might feel proud; I was given stubbornness that I might feel humble. I asked for compliance that I might feel masterful; I was given a clown that I might laugh. I asked for a companion that I might not feel lonely; I was given a best friend that I would feel loved. I got nothing I asked for, But everything that I needed.

My Story....or I Guess Paper Is A Better Term...
Free I want to go to places unknown, to experience what isn’t seen. To go to areas only dreamt of, told in only children’s stories. Trees of the most splendorous green and mountains with fields yet untamed. To see all manner of beast, and fowl, of the land and sea. All things hidden by rules of imagination and only perceived in a dream. To visit places untold and find treasures unfound, lost in a world of make believe. Finding cities amidst the clouds, of gold and silver, gleaming with the sun. To know that I can find these things in anything other than a dream. Realizing that I cannot be governed by gravity, to, for once and for all, be FREE. My place is not here on Earth as it is for everyone else. I am different, I am me. I belong in the air, with the wind blowing in my face. The sky all around me, its magnificent splendor, in divine majesty. To know that to come down is a choice and not a requirement, only governed by myself and no one else. To find that one place of superi

I Am Going Back To School !!!
The Veterans Administration has blessed me to go back to college for an IT degree and it will not cost me a dime. They will pay my tuition, all fees and equipment, books and pay me a stipend. I have been talking to Kansas State, Wichita State and Friends University in Wichita, As it stands right now it is looking like it will be Friends. What I could not beleive was what it now costs!!! Friends University Information Summary Ranks 1554th for total enrollment Total Cost On-Campus Attendance Admission $25,600 Success rate 78% ACT / SAT 75 %ile scores 22 / 1020 Enrollment Total (all students) 2,798 Student Ratio Ratio of students to faculty 31 : 1 This is too kewl and I am so excited!

Hippie Test
Your result for The what kind of hippie are you Test...Alternate Congratulations! You're Alternate. The Alternate is, at first glance, the most mainstream of hippies. You are probably more into protecting disempowered people and the environment than expanding your mind or achieving a higher state of being, but you aren't so into nature that you choose to live in a tree. You even shower at times, and some people may not notice the passionate hippie lurking beneath the seemingly conservative exterior. The hippie world needs you because you earth the other hippies, and form a bridge between them and the rest of society. If you believe that opposites attract, you probably find yourself around Full-blown hippies. If you are more inclined to enjoy the company of those with similar attitudes, then other Alternates, as well as the Faerie-child, Treehugger, and Raver are for you. The other categories are Neopagan, Mystic, Feral and of course, the Non-hippieTake The what kind of

Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy
Your result for The How Well Do You Know Douglas Adams, and Hitch Hiker's Guide Test...Ford PrefectYou scored 65 % Knowledge! You're a hoopy frood from a far out planet, you know Betelgeuse Seven from Magrathea, but may slip up on more difficult questions. Perhaps you only know one version of the Hitch Hiker's Guide, or slipped up on Douglas Adams knowledge... nevermind, you are clearly a true fan with some serious knowledge and that's what counts. Please rate my test as it is entered in the 'Geekery' contest, if I get bad ratings I will try to improve the test, feel free to message me with any feedback. ThanksTake The How Well Do You Know Douglas Adams, and Hitch Hiker's Guide Test at HelloQuizzy

In Memory Of Dream Weaver Aka Wet Kitty!
Rest In Peace Wet KittyWET KITTY~ FANTASIA HEAD GREETER~Wet Kitty was hospitalized in Florida 11 days ago, she was stricken by a Staff infection which moved into a condition known as Sepsis. Wet Kitty passed away at 9:00 pm Eastern time on Sunday, September 21, 2008 Funeral plans will be announcedas soon as they are availablePlease leave your respects for Wet Kitty on her page, she will be missed by all who know her.

"wanting You"
I need to feel you around me I want to feel safe in your arms I need to feel your chest, your heartbeats I want to smell you Knowing that you are real to me My desires for you had increase everyday, just by thinking of you Wondering if you will ever come to me I want your lips on my lips, feeling the spark I want to look into your eyes deeply and tell you that I'm here for you So many thoughts and feelings start to stir inside of me Wanting to burst Is it selfish of me, wanting all of those from you? I wonder It's not only the sex but I needs YOU-- Just please come to me....

Will Not Be Here Much But Will Do What I Can When I Am
HEY EVERYONE,I'M IN THE PROCESS OF FIXING MY HOUSE AND GETTING READY TO MOVE SOON SO I WON'T BE ON MUCH.I WILL DO WHAT I CAN IN BETWEEN WORK AND MOVING.THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING.LORA

Istp A Little More
People with ISTP preferences use their thinking to look for the priciples underlying the sensory information that comes into awareness. As a result, they are logical, analytical, and objectively critical. They are not likely to be convinced by anything but reasoning based on solid facts. While they like to organize facts and data, they prefer not to organize situations or people unless they must for the sake of their work. They can be intensely but quietly curious. Socially they may be rather shy except with their best friends. They sometimes become so absorbed with one of their interest that they can ignore or lose track of external circumstances. ISTPs are somewhat quiet and reserved, although they can be quite talkative on a subject where they can apply their great storehouse of information. In everyday activities they are adaptable, except when one of their ruling principles is violated, at which point they stop adapting. They are good with their hand, and like sports and the o

What Kind Of Bra Are You?
You Are a Lace Bra! Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminine You're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like men Your perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsome With a softer side that only you can draw out What Kind of Bra Are You?

This Is What I Can Be
Mending the wounds Within the cloak of shadows with stealth in my stride Swiftly sneaking up behind wrapping my arms around Your waist pulling you in tight biting on your neck my hands slide Up curve around so they can firmly cup and caress your breast I can feel your nipples harden beneath their attention Spinning you around grabbing a cheek pressing your body Tight against mine kissing you with a desire burnin Hotter than the fires of hell giving every ounce To prove my need for you is pure and not just a game Coming up for air leading you by the hand to the bed Stripping off every stitch exposing perfection my goal to make u scream my name Laying you down sending shivers as I lightly trace your outline Building the anticipation into a festering volcano of passion Tonight Is the night to test and push the limits of pleasure Redefining all the rules and conceived ideas of satisfaction Truly is those who came before me shallow and egotistical Pursued their ow

Life In America
I hope with all the things going on in this country now, that alot of us americans will finally wake up from our "American Dream" and realize what has been going on. I want to urge everyone who sees this blog to watch this in its entirety, if you disagree with it i would love to hear a constructive idea on what is wrong with said proposition. but please watch it, it effects all of us. Thank you Chris

Vampire Guide 301
To Open We are (obviously) separate from the human race. In what way is yet to be conclusively determined. There are enough of us that share similar needs and abilities to classify us as something other than simply "not quite normal humans". For the purposes of this information, I will call all those similarly affected to myself 'vampires'; all those not apparently affected will be referred to as 'humans'. (I realize that everyone that is not a vampire is not necessarily human either: it is a simplification issue.) General Similarities/Shared Medical Traits Among Vampires A need for red blood to survive. I recognize that there are many types of people who claim to be vampires for this, that, or the other reason; but for the purposes of my research I refer only to those who require blood-feeding to maintain health, sanity, and life. On the whole we-hate-sunlight issue. This issue is many-fold, so I will address it in sub-categories. We can't see as well in bright ligh

My Eyes
What Kind Of Eyes Do You Have?EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Personality-Emotion Quizzes You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them.

Read
*You wanna try and break me... Bitch try **You're waiting to watch me fall.. You're going to wait for awhile ***You wanna try and control me...Bitch go buy a barbie and control that ****You think I want your money... Honey I make my own *****You think I want the finer things in life..baby if I'm with YOU I have the finer things in life I'm stronger than you'd ever think I was, I'm wiser than you'd guess & I'm not a tease, just a reminder of what you can't have. Think you can handle this... try H0ll4

What Kind Of Fashionable Woman Are You?
Your Fashion Style is Classic You like what's stood the test of time... Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors What Kind of Fashionable Woman Are You?

Uh Oh It's A Long One
My mind is like a rushing river tonight. So much that I want to say but don’t really think I have the words for. I’m not sure where to start or what I should even ramble about. So I guess I’ll just start and see where it goes from there. The doctor called on Friday I have to return to her office today. I’m not really sure why or what for. All I can guess is that something didn’t look good in my labs. Today will be a week of being on the heart medicine & it’s not working. My heart is still beating really fast. The blood pressure part of the medicine is working really good. I’m still freaked out about the heart thing considering my age. However I have started to look at it like this. Apparently having heart trouble is something God thought I needed to go through. I’ve always been told that God will not put more on you than what you can handle. So I’ve took on a new out look about the health issues. Maybe all my medical health problems is something that God gave me to go through, to learn

The Moral Of Bucket List Movies...
I'm feeling inspired today, not sure why but occasionally it happens. Today I'm thinking about bucket list movies and what we are supposed to be taking from them...aside from the obvious entertainment. In bucket list stories, the protagonist is usually either A)Old B)Dying or C)Both. They are usually given some deadline (pun intended) for which to cram in every fantasy and/or life experience they neglected when they were young and healthy. So, you end up having some dying 80 yr. old trying to climb mountains or streak through a campus quad or visit some far off country. Yeah, that makes sense. Of course, when you learn from previous generations that the thing to do is work your ass off while you're young and healthy so you can retire when you're old and finally do all the things you missed out on it makes perfect sense, right? So, I'm encouraging the breaking of this antiquated teaching. I'm already starting work on my bucket list. I don't expect people

The Healthy Submissive
The Healthy Submissive By Yalda Tovah "Discipline gives total freedom; it allows you to go beyond your limitations, to break through boundaries and reach the highest goal. The path to discipline will not only save a person's life, it will also give it meaning. How? By introducing him to deeper joys and deeper longings, by creating a silence in which the whisper of the heart can be heard. Truly, discipline is the road to liberation." --Gurumayi Chidvilasananda In this discussion, I will be talking primarily about the female heterosexual submissive, because I don't know enough about non-heterosexual female submissives and Dominants to know whether this analysis is completely applicable. This focus is not to suggest that lesbian female submissives and their challenges are less worthy of study, merely that I am not equipped at this time to do such a study. So often, women who are newly aware of their submissive needs endure a period of self doubt around the troubling questio

Finding Love
Isn't it funny how you spend most of your life trying to find that one person that completes you and that you in turn can complete? Isn't it funny how people go to bars and clubs, dating sites and getting hooked up through friends or friends of friends. But what most people dont realize is that true love will find you when you least expect it. It happened to me. Krystal means the world to me as do her four children. I have never met a more beautiful person. She is more than beautiful on the surface, she is beautiful inside and out and that is something I want to hold onto as long as I can. Some find the single life fun, these are usually the type of ppl that enjoy having sex with strange men or women. I am not that person. I believe that at times sex is overrated. I say this because sex wasnt meant to be used just as pleasure, granted if you are with the right person it feels amazing, but it was meant to reproduce and start a family with that one special person in you life. Which bring

Being Offended Is To Choose To Be A Victim
Being offended is a choice to be a victim. Have you ever thought about how silly it is to go around being offended? There are people who turn on the radio and get offended because they hear someone speaking in a certain tone or saying a word they don’t like. Some people have a whole list of words that they are offended by, and anytime someone says one of them, they go off into a tantrum. Albeit, it’s just like allowing someone else’s behavior decide how you are going to be emotionally. You can be the person whose emotions or strings are pulled by someone else, depending on how they choose to act or what words they choose to use. You choose your own emotional responses, and you own them. You can blame others for how you choose to feel and pretend that you are a victim. Or you can choose not to give anyone permission to take away your happiness, joy or good mood away from you. You can give away your power and allow someone else’s behavior to pull your strings…. Or you

Hot Sexy Music
I AM A NEW DJ TRYING TO GET MY MUSIC CAREER LAUNCHED...PLEASE COME BY MY MYSPACE SITE TO HEAR MY TRACKS, THEY ARE NOT THE BEST QUALITY DUE TO PIRACY BUT THEY ARE STILL PRETTY TIGHT. IF YOU HAVE MYSPACE ADD ME, IF NOT YOU CAN STILL LISTEN TO THE SONGS... HTTP://WWW.MYSPACE.COM/STUTTGARTER1979

"life Isn't About How To Survive The Storm, But How To Dance In The Rain."
How to Dance in the Rain A gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his stitches and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, th

Bed Of Roses-bon Jovi
Sitting here wasted and wounded At this old piano Trying hard to capture The moment this morning I don't know 'Cause a bottle of vodka Is still lodged in my head And some blonde gave me nightmares I think that she's still in my bed As I dream about movies They won't make of me when I'm dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band keeps Its own beat in my head While we're talking About all of the things that I long to believe About love and the truth and What you mean to me And the truth is baby you're all that I need I want to lay you down in a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on a bed of roses Well I'm so far away That each step that I take is on my way home A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night Just to see through this payphone Still I run out of time Or it's hard to get through Till the bird on the wire flies me bac

Hey You-pink Floyd
Hey you ! out there in the cold Getting lonely, getting old, can you feel me Hey you ! Standing in the aisles With itchy feet and fading smiles, can you feel me Hey you ! don't help them to bury the light Don't give in without a fight. Hey you ! out there on your own Sitting naked by the phone would you touch me Hey you ! with your ear against the wall Waiting for someone to call out would you touch me Hey you ! would you help me to carry the stone Open your heart, I'm coming home But it was only a fantasy The wall was too high as you can see No matter how he tried he could not break free And the worms ate into his brain. Hey you ! out there on the road Always doing what you're told, can you help me Hey you ! out there beyond the wall Breaking bottles in the hall, can you help me Hey you ! don't tell me there's no hope at all Together we stand, divided we fall.

Kat's New Favorite Song = The Damned - The Limit Club
I had a dream oh was it true I saw the sun set low on you In a blood-red suns final rays With after night solo shadow plays Into the world we started to run Like bullets from a gun With passion and desire Like two burning balls of fire And there is surely nothing else The gods have gotta keep on laughing Laughing If fools wanna dance let the music play So much unsung so much so say Like velvet claws the night unfolds Its secret bare, its story told I had a friend, heaven and hell His life was short he lived it well The limits here, the time is now I'd like to lead you better how And there is surely nothing else The gods have gotta keep on laughing Laughing And I don't want no feeling blue Cos I been loving too And so could you

Intresting Tempest.
Hmmm...I have a lot on my mind lately and oddly I can't explain all of it. I think I've finally realized the problem I have in a relationships. You see the ladies keep skipping one majorly important step. And that is the friend part of the girl friend. You see I kinda realized no woman has been my friend before she was my lover anyway. Yeah about the Tempest you see I find myself lost in the clouds and a goddess is blessing me with rain...I'm still unsure what to do but who knows perhaps I will tame said storm..

Friends
Where is the realizm in friends? Are we all just a number here? Can we actaully prove that friends do exsist here or outside our immediate world? I came here hoping to create friends that maybe would actaully be friends. Instead I see that this remains a point system only.... Friends are just 10's or 11's, or just a hotty or equivelant, with no communication, or just a meat rack. Wow. It is amazing to what the world has became, that we consume everyday here with nothing more in mind than to become a 10 or an 11. I have friend swho say there friends in real life and actually show that they are, by being active wether by email or phone and hangin' out. It also can be accomplished as well here. So whats up with people in general. I guess if this is all you want is to be a fictional number and nothing more, ok. I myself prefer real friends and fans, that actually show that, by visiting and or returning often to say.... How are things and such, not just leaving rediculous comments and or ru

October 3rd 2008 Friday:what I Wish For
woke up this morning and was just thinking what some people ask me what i would really wish for? well to be open mindeed and honest is that wish for all to be happy specially me, i usually find myself wondering why some of my friends on and offline at times do not bother to get in touch, some do but not that often. Sometimes even family i think for gets iam here. i have to laugh but times i feel like i has the plague and they avoidin this poor soul. i know it isnt true but hey just my thoughts. so what do i really wish for? love

Sex Facts, Dont Know If It True But Its Funny
Women who went to college are more likely then high school dropouts to enjoy giving and receiving oral sex. Males, on average, think about sex every 7 seconds. Sex burns about 70-120 calories for a 130 pound woman, and 77 to 155 calories for a 170 pound man every hour. During the female orgasm, endorphines are released, which are powerful painkillers. So headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex. There are approximately 100 million acts of sexual intercourse each day. According to psychologists, the shoe and the foot are the most common sources of sexual fetishism in Western society. Topless saleswomen are legal in Liverpool, England - but only in tropical fish stores. Women who read romance novels have sex twice as often as those who don't. Males, on average, think about sex every 7 seconds. 85% of men who die of heartattacks during intercourse, are found to have been cheating on their wives In Maryland, it is illegal to sell condoms from

I Posted This On A Mumm It Is Blog Worthy Though.
Love is a complex thing it's hard to say exactly what it is. Some would say it's like the story book type of deal ya know sleeping beauty snow white type of shit. I used to think the story book love was real but then I realized their is no such thing as a perfect relationship so the story book love is out. Then theirs the idea of love as having emotions during sex...this too isn't love for sex doesn't mean their is love involved. Their is also love as in love at first sight...I think this is simply a illusion of lust. People say their is true love however and in all actuality it probly does exist somewhere out their but true love means to give many things that make you you up. But really I guess only those who are experiencing true love know what the hell it is I don't think one can just slap a meaning onto the word. That's my view anyway.

Shine On Me
when my existence means nothing, why should i try? why pretend that i'm special if it's only a lie? why live with goodwill and try not to deceive? why hold on to hope when there's nothing to believe? i'm so tired of my life, so sick of the shame, so used to knowing i'm the only one to blame. i thought i'd be fine, i could live on my own when suddenly from nowhere, a bright light shone. it warmed my dead heart, and woke up my soul, and made me forget all the times i'd felt cold. now in the absence of light, i feel so blind and a reason to live is so hard to find. so let me die, let me fade away, while eternally hoping to see light again one day. i'll always keep looking, keep watching to see the warm, loving light that gives such peace to me.

Upon My Death-(writing In The Works) Flavor Of The Week-(sitcoms)
The aroma of basil, fresh rolls, garlic, bacon still feel the air of my sense. Even after a long hot bath. All the aromas exist. No they are not enticing hunger. They all bring to mind a place. The "Chicken Tetrazzinni" a golden topping, spiral pasta, and the creamy sauce and mushrooms embracing the tender chicken. The red of tomato's resting against leaves of a mixture of lettuce's. Greek dressing, Feta and the fullness of those who indulged. Smile. Yes, bring out the wheel barrel for some cause as Jess (one of our bartenders says, OMG!) Lately transitions have been taking place. Transitions for many and all involved! Forgive me, :) I shall not elaborate of the beginning. It's complicated, believe me! What I am focusing on is my worth. My worth for me and how much I am worth to another, ie: the buissiness (spell check)(writer is tired) still I know most know what I mean here. Alright, maybe not. So instead I will use the phrase a "select few" and hopefully all will s

Celebrate Yourself ... You Are Woman!
Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her?' 'She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' ' But I won't,' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.' The angel moved closer and touched the woman. 'But you have made her so soft, Lord

Naughty Quiz
answer these questions and tell me what your score is. The higher your score the naughtier you are!mine was $885.00 1. Have you ever smoked pot? $10 > 2. Done Acid? $10 > 3. Had Sex at church? $25 > 4. Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to > you? $40 > 5. Had sex with someone u met on Facebook? $25 > 6. Had sex for money? $100 > 7. Had sex with Prostitute? $20 > 8. Vandalized something? $20 > 9. Had sex on your parents bed? $10 > 10. Beat up someone? $20 > 11. Been jumped? $10 > 12.Crossed Dressed? $10 > 13. Given money to a stripper? $25 > 14. Been in love with a stripper? $20 > 15. Kissed someone who's name you didn't know? $10 > 16. Hit on someone of the same sex while at work? $15 > 17. Driven Drunk? $20 > 18. Gotten drunk at work or went to work while still drunk? $50 > 19. Used toys while having sex? $30 > 20. Got drunk, passed out, and don't remember the night before? $20 > 21. Went skinny dipping? $5 >

Dear Self
This is, without a doubt, the most private of my writings. When I first wrote it about 4 months ago, I had no intention of letting anybody see it. But now, it's just another reflection of my old self and the torment I allowed somebody else (and myself) to put me through. Dear Self: It's been awhile since I've had a chance to sit down with you and just talk In your current condition, I doubt you would have even listened to me But believe me, I'm not trying to tell you what to do; just lending a helping hand I'm not going to tell you that everything is going to be alright Or that you should just move on as if it was so simple I know that's the last thing you need to hear from me, or anybody else for that matter And it certainly won't make you feel any better I know you will come around on your own time and your own insight of the whole situation She hurt you bad She was a cold hypocrite and a liar A liar that you loved even more than you reali

Life
Well you know life comes at you in strange ways.... I am a divorced mother of two and i have come to see how funny life is when it comes to ex's... As for my ex he doesn't want to be with me but he doesn't want me to be with anyone else..... He cheated on me and hope that one day i will take him back i have to say i will NEVER in my life be that stupid......... Some people just wants there cake and eat it to...and it doesn't work that way...... That is my out look on life............

Redemption Of The Lady Allyce; Pt. 2
Redemption of the Lady Allyce By John Pagan Part Two 17th of April, Year of our Lord One Thousand One Hundred and Seven My Dear Brother, Let me retreat for a moment and tell of a day just weeks before Marcus' death, our troop had been scattered by the Moors in a small fight and we were forced to give flight into the desert. Our luck being bad as usual we rode directly into a sand storm and were forced to stop to protect ourselves. In the time we had been there in the Holy Lands we had learned from the Arabs to wear silks as it makes a wonderful screen to breath through in a sand storm, dismounted we stood against our horses praying that we would not be buried over our heads, if need be we would try climbing back on the horses to keep from being buried a life. I had been afraid before facing an opponent with a sword or lance, but everything was said and done, he was still a man much like myself. This was nature trying to rob me of whatever measure of days I had

How Dare You
How Dare You by TRISHA How dare you walk into my life at the eleventh hour, Causing confusion in my world and seizing the power That I possess over the feelings I choose to have for a man, You weakened my wall by holding my hand; By being the man that I miss And showing you care in just one kiss. How dare you walk into my life through the back door and unannounced; Leaving me dreaming of every moment we've spent together and thinking of every ounce Of desire I feel to have our souls connect in such passion that it's surreal; To feel your heart pounding against my chest, To be entangled in each other's arms, My lips kissing your neck as your tongue explores my breasts; Back and forth, up and down, On the floor, in the shower, 'Til my head rests on your chest at the morning glory hour. How dare you walk into my life and expose these thoughts that I have buried for so long, That I have been able to suppress So that I may go on; You've put me in a spot from w

One Hell Of An Amazing Day!!
Today was one of those days that is well beyond words. It was one of those days that you just had to be there to experience what is running though my mind and my heart. Today was the first time that I had seen Krisi face to face. I have told her time and time again that she is beautiful and from reading her blog about today she was worried about whether or not she would be what I was expecting or not. Well, SHE IS MUCH MORE than what I was expecting. The only thing I can say about today is WOW!!! She truly is an amazing person. She is far more beautiful that she could ever possibly imagine. Her eyes, oh my god, her eyes are amazing. I have never been so captivated in my life. I am still mesmerized just thinking about it. The taste of her kiss, as sweet as honey. The feel of her touch, as soft as a rose petal. The sound of her heartbeat, like the silent hum of a hummingbird's wings. Her hair, like millions of strands of golden silk. Take all these things and roll it into one and the

Proposition 420 - Economic Policy
Proposition 420 Section 3: Industrial and Economic Purpose : To allow and encourage Hemp/Cannabis Production and Cultivation for use in all available spheres in which Hemp/Cannabis may be established as an economically viable product; Encourage the exploitation of Hemp/Cannabis in all Industrial or Marketable capacities and encourage both Individual as well as Corporate participation. "Make the most of the Indian Hemp Seed and sow it everywhere." ~ George Washington Hemp/Cannabis is most likely the most versatile natural bio-product known to man with applications ranging from textiles to papers, from fuels to foods, from soap and cosmetics to building materials and plastics. With such versatility , there remains ample room within any industry for inclusion into nearly any existing consumer market as well as the creation and/or alteration of near countless numbers of other possible markets. With the breadth of possibilities available, there exists opportunity for bot

Seriously
OK this is a very serious blog and I only want serious comments on it. Anyone that dares to laugh at me will be given the CLaire FUrey stare of disapproval and a glass of water !!!!!!!! Right a few very serious facts about me that you never knew. (1) I can write my own name and spell it how I want. (2) I know I am 40 years old but I act like a teen cos Im young at heart or as young a the man I feel. (3) I have a different sense of humour to the rest of you and if you dont like it read this carefully FACE LOOK BOTHERED (4) Adam Ant is hot (5) SOme one on my fu family is not as hot but just as hot. (6) I am prone to sudden outbursts of madness, such as throwing my fag across the room when I shout ROCK WITH IT. (7) I dont drink alcohol (very often!) or smoke (only after ***) There you are - 7 things you dont know about me.

Impeach Obama Petition
Why investigate Senator Obama? Barack Obama was in the Illinois Senate for 8 years and was elected to the US Senate from Illinois in 2004. Senator Obama has been rushed to the forefront of the Democrat Party without being vetted for his integrity and credentials to be the Democrat Party's candidate for president. Little was known about the senator from Illinois until the past year. However, the investigations of the Federal Government, indictments by Patrick Fitzgerald, testimony during the Tony Rezko trial and research by those without ties to the Democrat Party, have unearthed volumes of incriminating evidence about Senator Obama that are of grave concern. The grass roots effort behind this website and petition has evolved out of the concern of millions of caring citizens. So, what can you as an average caring citizen do: If you do not know the real Obama, spend some time to get the facts. The main Stream Media has done

Girl Friend Application
Basics: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Birthday: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10, 10 being the best? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Would you ever cheat on me? What Would You do if... I cried: I said

Bbws Come And Join....
HEY ALL BBW LOVERS I'M DOING AN AUCTION... YES I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT... SO HERE IT GOES...IF YOU WANT TO BE IN THE AUCTION THE COST IS 10,000 FU BUCKS...EVERYONE MUST START THE BID AT 10,000 FUBUCKS.. MAKE SURE YOU FAN, ADD, AND RATE THE HOSTESS... Chocolate Bunny Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls*Greeter/Promoter @ RastaInc@ fubar MAKE SURE YOU SEND ME THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE FOR THE AUCTION, AND WHAT YOU ARE WILLING TO OFFER... THIS AUCTION WILL GO FOR A WEEK.. IT WILL START WHEN I GET 10 .. SO COME ON GIRLS AND JOIN THIS WILL BE FUN.. .

Jessica
Shes been there for me when most were just to busy to listen, and puts up with all of my many moods. A true friend is what I call her , because through thick and thin I know she will be there. Gives her love out as if its her last day on earth, and with me I truly know it is nothing but true. I can tell her anything and never be judged, so I can honestly say this gal I do love. Eyes as blue as an ongoing ocean, hair as silky as a newborn babies blanket. Her voice soothes my anger from within, and her actions show how much she really cares. So this one goes out to my dear loving friend, for I never told her how much she truly means to me. So far away is what she is now, but soon one day we shall meet somehow. When that day comes I will surely be happy, and she will see how sincere I am . For words cant even express the way I feel, the smile she will give me nothing could compare.

The Mile:
People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile.

His 2nd Trip To Philly
DJ just left about 2 hours ago. I miss him. It's like it gets harder and harder for us to leave one another. I love him, I cannot wait for us to move in. We are hoping to be into an apartment by January after my Nephew is born. Tuesday After DJ's bus got here we picked him up and went to get Cheesesteaks at Tony luke's in South Philly. We also went to Chester Casino and gambled a little bit but DJ hates gambleing although he helped me win like $40 bucks because we played a game that we didn't know how to and we thought it broke but we really won. Then I lost it playing black jack haha. Wednesday we went downtown to see the Liberty Bell, Independence Hall, and Betsy Ross house. Thursday we babysat Haydn & Jade. I took them to the playground, read books, had cheesesteaks for lunch because my baby is addicted to them already. Then we went home. Later on we were supposed to go to a hayride with Karen and the kids but it was closed so we ended up going to Coldstone for icecream.

Rise
i let it slip through the cracks and it began to spread slowly trying to bring me down slowly trying to break me apart from the inside fought hard to regain control wrestled my inner demons struggled with the doubt that tries to haunt me and make me question everything is this the end? on the brink and questioning my sanity what the fuck is happening to me? why do i feel like i'm falling apart? no! i will not fall into the fire no! i will rise from this no! i'm stronger than this no! i'm better than this i'm not going down without a fight i know i can defeat this must not let myself be my own worst enemy i spit in the face of my laughing reflection i will not be my own defeatist pull myself out of the fire letting that roar of anger be centered on my demons and send them back to their hole no! i will not fall into the fire no! i will rise from this no! i'm stronger than this no! i'm better than this in the end i'm only human i will f

Words Can Cut Just Like A Knife
WORDS CAN CUT JUST LIKE A KNIFE I'm so hurt by something he told me last night. Even though he told me he is sorry and held me tight the scar will still be there from the hurtful words he told me last night. I've done things in my life that wasn't right. Everyone messes up sometimes, no one is perfect. But the words he said to me last night, I wish I'd never heard it. Words cut like a knife. Even though I was told, "I'm sorry" the scar takes time to heal. Sometimes through my poems , I can better exsplain how I feel. The love I feel for him is still there and it's real. I guess it'll just take time to heal. Words can cut just like a knife. Wish I didn't ever again have to feel hurt in any point of my life. Praying to God that the one I'm with is Mr. Right. Sometimes when ur in love, u can be blinded by the light. I love him very much, but the words he said to me last night, cut me deep in my heart, just like a knife. And the scar it

My Head Hurts
So here I am at home .. And guess what I come home to find not only does that fact that this is my apartment and what I say Goes .. It goes right out the fucking window .. I am so fucking tired .. Tired of everyone being fucking happy … as I sit here knowing what will make me happy .. But yet getting what makes me happy seems almost impossible right now . I love my guys .. I really do .. But right now I just wish someone was here to make me happy .. I have not felt it in so long .. Now that I have had it again .. Even if it was just that 5 min ..here I go searching for it again .. Here we go that crack head searching for that 5 min .. Why is it that everyone around me can find this 5 min …but yet their’s lasts for more than 5 min . I get that weekend .. Or that phone call and then just like that it is gone again .. I am not trying to be a bitch .. But can’t some people see that …. Where the fuck were they on my birthday .. They were not here .. I get that I am just a friend .. But I

Trust
TRUST............THATZ A WORD NOT TAKIN LIGHTLY AND I KNOW THIZ,I MAKE MISTAKEZ AND HAVE TO LIVE WIT THEM.LADIEZ ALWAYZ TELL ME IM TOO HONEST WIT WHAT I SAY AND I THOUGHT THATZ WHAT YOU LADIEZ WANT.THIZ IZ A TIME WHERE I STOP TRYIN TO UNDERSTAND LADIEZ WHEN IT COMEZ TO THINGZ.......IM NOT GONNA AIR MY DIRTY LAUNDRY FOR EVERYONE TO TALK BUT I LOST THE TRUST I HAD WIT A LADY I CARE ABOUT AND TOLD I WANT TO CLEAR THE AIR ABOUT THE THINGZ WE HAD ARGUED ABOUT.....WHEN YA DONT TELL ME AND I ASSUME ONE THING AND ITZ ANOTHER AND I TRY TO CORRECT MYSELF...IT GOES ON DEAF EARZ.....THATZ COOL BUT I DONT NEED SOMEONE THAT DOESNT WANT TO LISTEN TO MY APOLOGY AND THINK IM BULLSHIIITIN WIT HER.........IM DONE WIT ALL THAT BULLSHIT LONG AGO......I JUST WISH THIZ TOUCH SOME PEOPLEZ HEART ABOUT TRUST CUZ I TRUST YOU BUT YOU DONT WANT TO TRUST ME ANYMORE.....THATZ FINE I GUESS WE HAVE TO MOVE ON CUZ IT SEEM LIKE YOU WAZ READY TO MOVE ON BEFORE ALL THIS CRAP HAPPEN.......FOR EVERYONE ELSE I DONT CARE IF Y

For The Shadows...
I want to run with you in the moonlight, And hold you in the tide, I want to stare at you forever, Just to have you by my side. I want to watch you while you're sleeping, And listen to you breathe, I want to kiss you ever so softly, And make love 'til we fall asleep. I want to let you into my soul, Where you forever more would stay, I want to laugh with you 'til morning, And hold your hand all day. I want to breathe you in so deep, That your scent would never fade. And surround you with emotions, That I know you've always craved. I want to take you on a journey, Of a love that never dies, And wrap you in the sunset, And go soaring through the skies. I want to keep you as mine forever, Until my days are done, Then be with you forever, In the passion of the sun.

Kelly Rowland Angel
You are my best friend, and I love you. You were always there to love me when I didn't even love myself. You bring out the best in me, and I thank you. Thank you for my life, thanks for your advice, your wisdom and your strength. My Earth Angel, thank you, I'm so grateful, for trusting me, And loving me, with your love unconditionaly. My Earth Angel, thank you, I'm so grateful, for trusting me, And loving me, with your love unconditionaly. You are my messenger from heaven, No matter how unhappy I become, You always find a way to make me smile, And I admire you, for your pale heart, You're always giving all of you to everyone around you and I pray we never part. My Earth Angel, thank you, I'm so grateful, for trusting me, And loving me, with your love unconditionaly. My Earth Angel, thank you, I'm so grateful, for trusting me, And loving me, with your love unconditionaly. And if it wasn't for you, And if I didn't know you, And if you never reached

Pain
im fealin sick in my head like im already dead but i dont know why but all i see is your eyes. they flayed the flesh from the skin of my bones yet reasons unknown i feal like its home. i scream in my sleep at the dreams that have reape. from what youve sown from this hate filled dome. the temple my body that you have tainted will be not the same from the blood that you painted

Giving In
im giving in to that precious smile again.th way you realed me in with those haunting eyes makes me want to drown you away.every time i thought youd stay you jut turned me inside out and walked away again. i feal like your there somtimes i think of you so much. but its just a dream and all of it just screams a lie. so why wont i die to make you go away. cause death would be just one eternal dream of you...so im giving in and giving up..good bye my love we will only be eternal...in dreams

Black
Kind of hard to think, especially when I drink. Why is it I feel so numb, some people think drinking is dumb. Let me drown in my sorrow, I will be fine tomorrow. They say you cant keep a good man down, but yet I still carry a frown. I really dont do this all the time, last time I checked it wasnt a crime. Now I am going insane, have bad thoughts in my brain. Cant keep being so slack, and my whole world has become BLACK. Does that make me out to be bad, and yes now I am getting mad. All I wanted was to drink some, now a monster is what I have become. Stay away you may not want to see, what there is deep inside of me. Hey at least I dont do smack, but that is what started me being BLACK.

Never Again
Tears fall down my face, they keep flowing one by one, the pain begins to show, please tell me what i've done. the sad and angry part of me, wants to just let go, i want to be completely free, of all this pain and agony. I can't stop the tears from coming, as much as i want to, if only someone would listen, i'm crying out to you. please take my hand and tell me, everything will be alright, say you'll never leave again, then dad please hug me tight. i remember being at the door, when i was six years-old, i sat there crying on the floor, as you drove down the road. the years have passed, but the sadness still prevails, i guess in time eventually, this broken heart will heal. but mom and dad you took my heart, and broke it into two, but i guess it equals out to a piece for each of you. No matter what has happened, i know your heart aches too, even though the pain is strong, i will always love you....

I Dont Want To Be An American Idiot
http://www.pe.com/localnews/politics/stories/PE_News_Local_S_buck16.3d67d4a.html The latest newsletter by an Inland Republican women's group depicts Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama surrounded by a watermelon, ribs and a bucket of fried chicken, prompting outrage in political circles. The October newsletter by the Chaffey Community Republican Women, Federated says if Obama is elected his image will appear on food stamps -- instead of dollar bills like other presidents. The statement is followed by an illustration of "Obama Bucks" -- a phony $10 bill featuring Obama's face on a donkey's body, labeled "United States Food Stamps." The GOP newsletter, which was sent to about 200 members and associates of the group by e-mail and regular mail last week, is drawing harsh criticism from members of the political group, elected leaders, party officials and others as racist. Story continues below Special to The Press-Enterprise An Inland Republican women’s grou

Freaky Friday
ITZ CRAZY THAT ANY GUY WOULD LOVE IT WHEN HE IZ HITTIN THAT PUSSY MISSIONARY JUST MAYBE 5% OF THE TIMEZ HE HAS DONE IT FOR THE GIRL 2 DO A 2-5 MINUTEZ WORK JOB ON MY DICC WHILE I HOLD IT THERE SOLID HARD FILLED WIT MATTER THATZ NOT GOIN ANYWHERE.......DAMN THATZ A GOOD FEELIN.....OH YEA HAPPY FREAKY FUN FRIDAY OR PANTY DROPPIN DAY

Socialism
I am so sick of McCain railing on Obama about socialistic policies and spreading the wealth. For starters, Clinton's economic policies were pseudo-socialistic, and the economy prospered under his leadership. Conservatives don't seem to complain about socialized institutions whereby all citizens share the COST (police departments, fire departments, the nations judiciaries) but a socialistic policy that shares the WEALTH, OH NO, WE CAN'T HAVE THAT! Wake up, people. http://dangerousintersection.org/2008/09/28/whats-so-bad-about-socialism/

Obsession
You shimmer Transform inside out Strobe into a thousand frames Your voice like honey Like acid flowing through my brain Though Venus brightly glitters Like a lovely icy sliver In your eye Still I crave to be abused In the precious name of servitude You quiver Bend in and out of shape Burst into a thousand flames Your smile like sunlight Like hemlock seeping through my veins Though Venus brightly glitters Like a lovely icy sliver In your eye Still I crave to be abused In the precious name of servitude The sharp echo of your high heels The numbing perfume in the air The pointless self-recriminations That one tries so hard not to spare Nothing else is left Bit by bit I crumble

Lets See
I wanted to write a cool blog, something that people can understand and say yeah, I can feel that or I've been their before. Sadly enough nothing is coming to mind. This happens a lot to me. I wrote a short story awhile back called Black Door Past. If you think the title is cool, the story is better. Its crazy, it has a twist, and you wouldn't expect the friend to be death. Then I tried to write another short story, not to much luck on that one. Its like my brain froze and nothing exciting came to mind. All I had was dumb plots. Having to rewrite what i did have. I finally gave up. Saying to hell with it. Man, I use to paint a lot, write poems, draw, well doodle is more like it but I dont know what happen. Now my thing is, watching Sponge Bob with the kids, drinking herbal tea and relaxing. Spending time with my girl, and just enjoying life. Doesn't sound like a bad deal I know but my love for art and passion is gone. I gotta fixed that problem. I want my mind to wonder. Let it go and

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Embracing Your Sexuality
We are all sexual beings. However, somewhere along the way when we're growing up women are taught that if they embrace their sexuality they a slut, whore, etc. Men are taught that they're "the man" for embracing their sexuality. It's silly since our sexuality is a normal natural part of who we are. The world is pretty messed up in this respect. I for one have grown to embrace my sexuality. It's an integral part of who I am. I have to thank the friends I've made here who have helped me with this. It is so wonderful to be completely uninhibited and not have to worry if you're being judged for that. It also makes sexual experiences so much better since I'm able to concentrate fully on the moment and the pleasure my partner and I are giving one another without the worry of "what someone is thinking of me". I wish this for everyone, the ability to be completely uninhibited and fully enjoy your sexuality. It's wonderful to be able to share this with my friends here along the way.

Yay :d
I just got the annual report today of a little girl I know in Iraq. Her name is Mariam and she's 11 years old. She got ALL A's and had an attendance rate of 90%. This is fantastic considering she has to walk over a mile to school in a war zone. I'm so proud of her. :D Its a good day.

Each To Their Own As To Why
It's been interesting and firstly i have to say ty to all the sweet and lovely comments left. I have my own reasons as to why i chose to post mine as many others have their reasons but to have one person try to own me and lay a guilt trip on me is OUT of the ordinary to do so, and im not owned by anyone nor do i have to answer to anyone on here.Im me im single and what cracks me up is this very person may not post his own nsfw pics but has numerous women that drool over him in other ways. Ok point of the blog is DON'T judge me by what i do it's my life whether it be right or wrong for me to post them it's not yours to pass that kind of judgment on. Im a fun loving person and i dont cause anyone harm we are all adults on here and as i take the risk of my pics being copied so have you copied them im sure before today all i say in life is so simple is love me for who i am NOT what you expect or wish me to be. P.S i thought we were adults here on an adult site correct me if im wrong an

Obama Right For America?
*I'm not saying this is right or wrong, but just think about it. This letter is from an African-American Pastor. * Why I Can’t Vote For Obama A few months ago I was asked for my perspective on Obama, I sent out an email with a few points. With the election just around the corner I decided to complete my perspective. Those of you on my e-list have seen some of this before but it’s worth repeating.. First I must say whoever wins the election will have my prayer support. Obama needs to be commended for his accomplishments but I need to explain why I will not be voting for him. Many of my friends proce

Something To Think About
I want to talk about the current economic crisis and the lies of the American Media. I realize that my point of view is not really shared by my age group. But, I don't really care. Unless you have been living under a rock, you should know that there has been a major credit crisis. People, are comparing this to the Great Depression. I am not sure I see it that way. I am pretty sure the people in the liberal based media want to scare the voters into voting for Barrack Obama. But, that's just my opinion on the matter. The main point I want to make is how we got to this point in our economy. Everyone wants to blame the Bush Administration for the dire straits our economy is in right now. Because, the president is the face of the American Government. And, because the media has portrayed George Bush as an idiot who couldn't run a local grocery store let alone the most powerful country on earth. People are ready to blame Bush for just about anything these days. So, it should come

A“below The Fold”
A“Below The Fold” bonus - Just an update to something I wrote a while back... The very few are winning - They are not stupid, nor are they incompetent. The very few only care for the power of the control-of-the-control of... wealth. The very few are educated, intelligent, efficient, and successful. The very few have intelligently, efficiently, successfully transferred the wealth to themselves. America is not the very few. We, the other 99.x%, are America. The wealth they stole, was our wealth. It is now their wealth. Their power. We gave up securities, liberties, freedoms, so the very few could complete the theft. We still are. . . Without protest, without revolt. . . With our children. [ Update ] And now they blatantly come demanding $700 billion, (to over $1 trillion,) more - To pay for their ‘investment’ crimes - Do you think anyone will stop them? [ 2nd Update ] “Our” congresspeople changed some of wording of the bailout, admittedly for the better in some

Bully
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Whateve's....
The Family Prayer "And Shepherds we shall be For thee, my Lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands. So we shall flow a river forth to Thee And teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti." Il Duce's Prayers "And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me amoung Thy saints ." "Whosoever shed last blood. By man shall his blood be shed. For immunity of god make he the man. Destroy all that which is evil. So that which is good may flourish. And I shall count thee amoung my favoured sheep. And you shall have the protection of all the angels in heaven." "Never shall innocent blood be shed. Yet the blood of the wicked shall flow like a river. The three shall spread their blackened wings and be the vengeaful striking hamm

What Is She Doing?
My daughter Amy lives in Illinois and had a baby girl this past July. Amy And I haven't had the best relationship in the past mostly due to the lies her mother told about me. The tides have turned and Amy has been uncovering the truths and dicovering that her mother was actually the evil parent. Amy has been talking to me quite a bit more. This is has been good and has made me happy. Here is the problem and leads me to ask the question of "what is she doing?" Shortly before my granddaughter was born , my daughter asked for money to keep her boyfriend out of jail. I sent them the money they needed and extra to help them out. It wasn't long after that that Amy stopped talking and writing etc.. It has been a couple months and I just figured that Amy was too busy with the baby to get online. (That is our primary connection because she can't afford a phone) However I discovered that she has been online and just not answering me yadda yadda.... Two days ago she wrote me 3 pages

You
I HIDE MY FEELINGS FROM YOU I WILL NOT GIVE THEM TO YOU I DONT WANT THIS SHIT FROM YOU I AM SHALLOW TO YOU IM DONE WITH THE LIES FROM YOU I LOVED WHAT WAS A JOKE TO YOU IM FUELED BY GAMES FROM YOU I WILL NEVER RUN BACK TO YOU

Just Grow Up
I'M SO TIRED OF YOU FAKE ASS FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU HAVE A DAMN PROBLEM WITH ME COME SAY SOMETHING TO ME DON'T GO TALKING SHIT TO OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!! ANOTHER THING I'M DONE WITH EVERYONES DAMN LIES PEOPLE NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP REAL FAST!!!!!!!!!!!

Somedays Someday Sometimes Sometime One Day In Time
(all work edited then posted on a different site enjoy the typos) Some days the poison works faster. somedays the cuts run deeper. some days im just useless intill the passing of the events. somedays im honest, others im not strong enough to tell a decient lie. somedays i get like this, i get so underrated and irrational from it. oneday ill prove it all to myself. someday ill fly without triping over my own feet. someday ill walk on water without floating into space. someday ill read minds and forget my own. someday ill see though things and go blind. oneday ill be a hero to who i want to be a hero to. sometimes im a good man sometimes im a good regret sometimes im a good love sometimes im a good friend in time ill try to be constant sometime till im old sometime till i get the point sometime till i let it go sometime till i forget names in time till it all works somedays i want to die someday i will sometimes i wish it was now sometime ill

Monica ~hh @5pm Today & Auto11's
Moinca the Great!!!!!! She is point whoring AGAIN!! She has an Happy Hour and Auto 11's today!!! Happy Hour is @ 5 pm Fu-time So rate her hard Cus if you dont she will crop dust you all MONICA THE GREAT married to bludgeon, master of ROADRAGE and WENDY, kins is my little bish@ fubar You know you want to kiss her A$$!! So what are you waiting for. Go now and rate her this pimp out was brought to you by ME!!!!! Love ya Monica KCPilar69™~ProtectedByBountyHunter~Owned & Owner of Joey Stylez..R/L Girlfriend 2 Craven Moorehead@ fubar KissBy Prin

Politically Correct Terms For Females
Her breasts will never sag, they will lose their vertical hold. She does not get drunk, she is accidentally over served or she becomes verbally dyslexic. She does not get PMS, she becomes hormonally homicidal. She does not hate sports on TV, she is athletically biased. She does not have a great butt, she is gluteus to the maximus. She does not have a hard body, she is anatomically inflexible. She does not have a killer body, she is terminally attractive. She does not have big hair, she is overly aerosoled. She does not have big hooters, her cups runneth over. She does not have great cleavage or a great rack, her breasts are centrally located. She does not have sexy lips, she is collagen dependent. She does not shave her legs, she experiences temporary stubble reduction. She does not shop too much, she is overly susceptible to marketing ploys. She does not snore, she is nasally repetitive. She does not sun bathe, she experiences solar enhancement. She does not wear too mu

Drowning Pool - Killin' Me
I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me Like cigarettes and gasoline I light a match and watch this scene Burn away in front of me Ashes of my misery I swear it's killin me All our shattered hopes And our long dead dreams The wreckage that we all try to keep From coming to life And tearing us apart at the seams Sun bleached bones and withered trees Slowly rotting just like me Empty bottles broken glass My resolve is fading fast I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me I swear it's killin me All our shattered hopes And our long dead dreams The wreckage that we all try to keep From coming to life And tearing us apart at the seams

If Obama Gets In !
If Obama gets in the office he will change the white house into section (H) housing project for all the blacks. And he will make a change all right and I dont think the change is for the white ppl it will be for his own kind meaning he will make sure the white ppl will lose their jobs and the black ppl will get the jobs. And did you know that Obama does not beleive in God so i bet he will try to make the chance in ( In God we trust ) on the all our money. So the question is do you want a lame ass want to be for president. If he gets in it will be a sad day for our countrie.

Sometimes
I WIPE THE NIGHT FROM MY EYES BLOCK OUT THE SUNNY DAY AND I HIDE EVERYTHING'S FALLING DOWN AROUND US I'M JUST MISSING THE RAIN I'M HAPPIER NOW TODAY SO DON'T LET ME DOWN DON'T LET ME GO A CHANGE OF SEASONS IN HER MIND IN TIME I'LL DECIDE TO MOVE ON WE CHANGE DIRECTIONS,WE WATCH THE TIDES AND WE BORROW TOO MUCH WE FORM RESTRICTIONS AND WE FORM LINES AND WE SEPARATE YOU FROM ME SOMETIMES SOMETIMES WE CARRY MORE WEIGHT THEN WE OWN BUT SOMETIMES GOES ON NIGHT TAKES THE LIGHT BY THE HAND TUNES OUT THE BORING DAY AND CRIES OUT LOUD EVERYONE'S HANGING ON MY WORDS IT KILLS THE THRILL OF BEING DEVINE BUT SHE'S HAPPIER NOW TODAY I WON'T LET HER DOWN I WON'T LET HER GO THERE ARE NO REASONS THERE ARE NO LIES WE JUST BLEED TOGETHER THAT'S HOW WE REALIZE SOMEHOW WE'LL FIND A WAY TO PASTE IT BACK TOGETHER THESE RIPPED OUT PAGES OF OLD COLORING BOOKS WHERE YOUR GOLD IS SILVER,MY BLUE IS GREY IT'S ALL HELD TOGETHER BY CELLOPHANE TAPE IN MY HEAD,I'VE GOT EVERYTHING I WANT

Workin Out
does working out everyday hurt your chances to get a girlfriend? what if you are a personal trainer? what if you get paid to workout? I am asking because I workout so much that my white bleed cells are bodybuilders

Tuesday’s ‘things To Think Through’ Time.
“All Successful Political Conspiracies are Eventually Called The Government of. . .” And, (the ’bad’ ones’ like this current administration, now rated by its own citizens as the worst in its 232 year history,) after their ‘victory’ then refer to most whom oppose, or those presenting evidence exposing them... (wait for it...) as conspiracy nuts, and/or un-patriotic and anti-American. The first such successful conspiracy for our nation was the Founding Fathers’ take-over of the colonies from the British, creating the United States of America through violent revolution. The second such successful conspiracy for our nation was/is the current destruction of the Constitution and Bill of Rights by the corporatists through successful cronyism, lies, sycophancy, collaboration, and a hostile take-over of all of this nation’s regulatory agencies, the re-writing of the regulations to protect themselves from the people, and a successful corporate take-over of almost all of the media of thi

Wanna Make Some Quick Fubucks?
If you know where the line in my status came from, give me a gift or leave me a pic comment with your answer. It could be from a movie or a song. The first five people to answer correctly get $1000 FuBucks! Just my way of saying thanks for stopping by!! Have fun, and good luck! Be sure to play every time the status changes!!

I Devise My Own Demise.
Mom's service was hard. I barely got through my speech. My voice was quivering the whole time. But afterward I was told I did good, so that made me feel a little better. =/ I still cannot accept that she is gone. Even sitting here, staring at her urn, I cannot accept, cannot believe, that she is gone. I was trying to be cheerful tonight, but then I was reminded of some things that I was trying so hard to forget...and I lost my sanity. I went to my room and curled up in a little ball on my bed, laying there waiting to wake up from this nightmare I'm living. I haven't been to work since mom went into the hospital, haven't been to school...I'm just not ready to interact with people. I've been avoiding almost everyone, ignoring IMs, calls, and texts...I just haven't felt like talking. I haven't felt like doing ANYTHING. It takes effort for me to even get out of bed or get dressed. On top of everything, I have so many regrets that have been haunting me. I've done some things that

Our Comment Tag
Please come join us in the lounge and kick back listen to some awesome tunes, enjoy a drink, and chat with some great people. Click on the pick below to be taken to the lounge now. Hope to see you there real soon. Thanks for stopping by Country & Angel !!!!!!!!

Our Troops?
It is going to be an interesting few years . Nobody has said a word about what the troops think in Iraq OR Afghanistan. If they have, I haven¡¦t seen it anywhere and I have looked everywhere. So far that tells me that this half-blooded African Americvan President, isn¡¦t all that he seems because there are a lot of men and women over there that we haven¡¦t heard from and I am sure that their voices mean a lot to a whole hell of a lot of people here in the United States of America., where I am sure their votes counted RIGHT?! Or did they????? I think it is great that it is a turn of events in the world that another man became President, (I don¡¦t vote because it is all unpredictable either way). My point is, why has it turned into something racial and going back in time about the past????? Didn¡¦t the Blacks/Afr Amr. Want to be equal? Yet all I see on tv is how ¡§WE DID IT¡¨. Your sending off the wrong messege to us Americans, YES! US AMERICANS! Who have said no color matters, but

Want To Own Or Be Owned???
If you are looking to be a Fu owner, check out my auctions on my page. Just go to my page and click on my pics and go to my auction folder to find people to bid on. Or if you want to be owned just message me for more details on how to be owned.

C.o.c
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Sunday Workout
Tonights workout was a 90 mins jujitsu workout with a couple of good friends of mine. We did the usual warm up followed by 30 mins of drills and then we rolled until we were all spent and tired. It was a good training night with me getting tooled as both of these guys are better than i am. But they are good guys and very good friends, so if I'm gonna get tooled it might as well be by guys i have a lot of respect for. The injury report for this evening is a busted lip that i recieved while rolling. The guys are such good friends, lol. I was wiping the blood from my mouth and Randy said "welcome to the garage" lol (the garage being the name of this club). I got him back tho when i rolled him over his neck and he squealed like a little girl, lol. Only other injury was a minor tweak to my shoulder that made me squeal like a girl, but hey, this is brazilian jujitsu and not tai chi or ballet!!!

Thank You Friends
I was going to be leaving fubar this week. I have been very down on my self lately and was spending 4 to 5 hrs on the week days on fubar to leave comments and rate people and just thought I needed to do something else with that time because most of the people i was rating and leave comments for everyday just wasn't bothering not to get me wrong I have met some pretty wonderful people on here and I hope you know who you are. Because of those people I have decided to stay but not have so many people i try to please. My friends list is going to shrink in numbers this week and i am just going to keep the friends that I want. I will stay for those great friends but I am not going to be putting anymore pics up I am not in this for a proularity contest. in this for the great people i have met and to help others lvl . Love and thanks for all those who made me want to stay a little longer

From A Very Special Friend
July 1, 2008 @ 1:29 am Because i hate being cliche' i will not say "hey, your eyes are amazing!" because those are a given. I will not say "that sparkle in your eye is a godsend" or "your lips are amazing because" that...is a given. I will say...you have a fabulous sense of humor that i love. I dont need "lines" or "cliche's" to say as much. Youre beautiful. You know as much darling. You laugh at the retarded things that I say and that is enough for me. Because, at the end of the day, what does a guy mean if he cannot make you laugh? -RM

At Dawn's Light
As I restfully lie next to you, I can feel your warm breathe on my skin. I give a contented sigh just being near you. My eyes closed, I am unaware of your gaze. My pulse quickens as I feel your fingers caressing my arm. Suddenly, I am acutely aware of your closeness. You touch moves down to my elbow, wrist, brushing past my hand to the small of my waist,...and I moan quietly at your touch. breathing in, your scent from yesterdays cologne mixed with your skin intoxicates me. I am awakened by your touch, as you slowly,... ever so slowly, move from the small of my waist to the small of my back... you pull me closer, nuzzling my neck. I giggle in pleasure as you caress my hair to my jawline, pulling me gently into your waiting mouth. Your kiss sends currents of electricity through my body, straight to the center of me. Moaning my approval, I wrap my arms around your neck and return the kiss... more fervantly and with an unspoken necessity of you. In a rhythm of a sensual dance,

Very True
The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Chicago - to Great Lakes Base, we'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Iraq.' After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached Chicago, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he&nbs p; planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five buck

Lounge Spam
Random lounge spam...is ghey. I should go in... ->Kara: Nah, not at all. Mules, burros, shetlands, its all locked down if theres a show happenin Kara: u kidding me right ->Kara: isthere bestiality in there? Kara: fubar.com... Kara@ fubar

New Games Added To The Pixel Castle.
Going to start posting the daliy new games that are added to http://www.thepixelcastle.com. Here are today's. Two new games added today, The Green and Savanna Blocks. The Green is a action game set in space with very nice artwork and game play. Savanna Blocks is a remove the blocks puzzle game with a twist, you have to draw a line to connect 2 or more blocks to remove them. Head over to http://www.thepixelcastle.com and check them out and some of the other 300+ games. Savanna Blocks - http://www.thepixelcastle.com/view/100389/Savanna-Blocks.htm The Green - http://www.thepixelcastle.com/view/100389/Savanna-Blocks.htm

The Game Of Life
I've decided that Life is one big football game! When your born, you're given this ball called "YOUR LIFE". This ball of responsibility is handed to you by the "HEAD COACH" (who I call "God", but you may have another name you would rather use). He gives you some "ASSISTANT COACHES" for the game who he calls "PARENTS" and "GRANDPARENTS". Just like in real football, these coaches can be great, or they can SUCK! you just never know how it's going to turn out in that regard. Sometimes, you're even given "TRAINERS" in the form of other adults that come in when you've been really hurt or need extra motivation. Usually these come in the form of "MENTORS", "TEACHERS", "COUNSELORS"......people who have been playing their own game for years, and now have wisdom to share. As you play through your "LIFE SEASON", you find that your "TEAMMATES" consist of your friends and extended family. Opposing teams are everywhere, trying to knock the ball out of your hand, knock you down, trampl

Free Writing
Hard thoughts and black shadows Red tears and Gray thoughts Razor blade love kisses my bones Haunting thoughts regretful words Long hurtful Loneliness Sour hating arms Bony knuckles flowing life forces Last passionate kiss never to be done again lustful goodbyes secrets screamed in your eyes trying to forget both you and i no names no clues no screams no shouts just our regrets screaming out thousands of miles apart together in nightmares you to deny me to dream us to wish us to never again... choices made duty called, will it ever be undone? haunting green eyes forget me not. always am i the one who never forgot haunting your nightmares haunting your dreams always unending as it seems I end this with one note. my crystal eyes haunt your thoughts watching you thru mirrors always hearing your secrets.. never fear the darkness for you always are protected my love for you unyeilding...even if you do forget...i never will

Gothish Poetry
He wakes up the room is dark he is alone he realises shes not their he starts to sweat he calls her name...no answer the darkness starts to suffocate him he crys out in fear his angel...his savior is gone he hears her laughter in the darkness he screams she laughs darkness's tendrils grab at him tearing his skin tears and blood pools the floor yet he lives feeling darkness peirce his skin like a million dull knifes tearing a path to his heart they prod at his crumbleing soul and his warm heart his soul tatters his heart grows ice and becomes still and cold. She floats just above eyes shining like green emeralds a tear of blood rolls down his cheek as his life ends

Stupid Scale....
Grrrrrr. I'm about ready to toss that stupid scale out of the house. I know that I shouldn't weight myself every morning, but I can't help it but wonder. I weighed myself this morning and found a unhappy number. Graaaah! Either I should get a new one, it's a digital one but years and years old (Rich says it's fine) or just toss it in the bathroom cupboard or whatever and stop weighing myself. Yeah yeah, I know stop weighing myself all the time..but that...stupid number!! Grrr!! How the hell??? I eat fine!! Okay, so I didn't go to the gym or work out yesterday....But I have the last 3 days...can't I have a break? Grah!! Just frustrating. What am I doing wrong????

Are You A Wimp?
You Are Not a Wimp In fact, you are an incredibly tough person. Your nerves do not get the better of you. You don't back down from challenges or intimidating situations. You love the thrill of conquer... so much so that it outweighs the fear of defeat. Are You a Wimp?

Level This Beautiful Person, Will Ya!
Okay, yeah, well this computer illiterate dipsh*t needs help, mmmk? Please level Sweet Serenity...she's, like, 178K away from Godmama and could use your help! http://www.fubar.com/user/1558669 And yes, I am fu-point-whorin' for her...deal.

Thanksgiving Humor
A game warden was driving down the road when he came upon a young boy carrying a wild turkey under his arm. He stopped and asked the boy, "Where did you get that turkey?" The boy replied, "What turkey?" The game warden said, "That turkey you're carrying under your arm." The boy looks down and said, "Well, lookee here, a turkey done roosted under my arm!" The game warden said, "Now look, you know turkey season is closed, so whatever you do to that turkey, I'm going to do to you. If you break his leg, I'm gonna break your leg. If you break his wing, I'll break your arm. Whatever you do to him, I'll do to you. So, what are you gonna do with him?" The little boy said, "I guess I'll just kiss his ass and let him go!"

Twenty Five Thousand Words Up Inside The Cyclone
This is the third November that I’ve volunteered to the literary flogging better known as National Novel Writing Month (www.nanowrimo.org). Essentially (see, John, you CAN use this word in a sentence), it’s an exercise to write a fifty thousand word plus novel-length story in the thirty days of November. My first success with this program came my first year that I did it three years ago – if you’d like, you can order a copy of my 2005 NaNoWriMo novel, “The Carbonari Players”, at Lulu.com – assuming you have a life offline and away from pen and paper, writing 50,000 words in that length of time doesn’t give you a lot of time to go back and edit your work. As of right now I’m at just over twenty five thousand words, halfway to my goal that I want to reach before Thanksgiving since it’s so late this year. 2006’s entry you won’t find because I didn’t make the fifty thousand word limit for the novel I wrote. I blame that on being a new dad, but that’s a crock. It’s why I didn’t even

Lyrics
The Unforgiven New blood joins this earth and quikly he's subdued through constant pain disgrace the young boy learns their rules with time the child draws in this whipping boy done wrong deprived of all his thoughts the young man struggles on and on he's known a vow unto his own that never from this day his will they'll take away what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't see what might have been what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never free never me so I dub thee unforgiven they dedicate their lives to running all of his he tries to please them all this bitter man he is throughout his life the same he's battled constantly this fight he cannot win a tired man they see no longer cares the old man then prepares to die regretfully that old man here is me what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't

Star
My Star keeps me company... and leads me through the night... My Star watches over me.... and fills my dreams with light.... Some things change but some things shine forever as they are... In the sky... shining high.. My Star. ...............*sleeps*

"the Bag"
The Bag The day after the convention, after the meet and greet, I found myself in old London strolling an ancient cobblestone street. And there I found the shop, full of old time things. From antique tools to second hand garb, to dusty balls of string. I stepped in through the door, and was greeted with a smile From the elderly proprietor, and I lingered there a while. Turning sideways to make it through the aisles, I browsed there by myself When my eyes came to rest on an old doctor’s bag perched upon a shelf. An old forlorn thing, black and dark, made of leather hide I flipped the catch and cracked in open and shot my gaze inside. A rusty scalpel was all that laid in the bottom of the grip. I vowed buy it, there and then, as a memento of my trip. My mind made up, I mused and thought, “This is lovely for my wife.” Antique tools that have healed the sick and no doubt saved a life. You see my wife she is a doctor, and she would like this thing. With bag in hand I

The Fairy Train Update...
Are You A FAN OF FAIRIES? Anyone and everyone is welcome to join! You DO NOT have to LIKE FAIRIES BUT THIS IS A GOOD WAY TO MAKE FRIENDS JUST join this train!!! Rate all the FAIRY PICS. Start with this picture: Comment the last picture--this way I know you've rated all.... Fan, Add, and Rate all the train riders. If they're already your friend, then leave them a comment like "I LOVE FAIRIES" or "Joining the FAIRY train." When you're done F/A/R/C everyone on the bulletin.. send a private message to me: DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar and I will make you a personal tag like the one below. SO LET THE FUN BEGIN... Unbreakable † Member: ?*?Dangerous Curves?*? , Dylon'sDivaMafia Always o@ fubar ***Firerose***Support Our Troops***@ fubar ??Queen Of Hearts??*Gunner's R/L wife!~*~DSC*Sarge's Bad Girls**@ fubar ? Arctic Mermaid ™ ? Club United ?@ fubar ~Jimette~~Fu*Ange|~~*Pegasus Proj

Walk, Pretty Girl
Walk, Pretty Girl Walk, pretty girl Across that stage. Walk, pretty girl And feel my rage. Let my heart With hard-on pull; Let my flesh Fill you full. Feel the fury Of my kiss. Feel and mount My waiting bliss. 12-12-98

1 Question
1 question. 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get! You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is. No catch BUT I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you

Changes - 3 Doors Down
This Song His how I am: I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through cha

This Is Just A Dream...
Carrie Underwood Just A Dream lyrics It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen All dressed in white Going to the church that night She had his box of letters in the passenger seat Sixpence in her shoe, something borrowed, something blue And when the church doors opened up wide She put her veil down Trying to hide the tears Oh she just couldn't believe it She heard the trumpets from the military band And the flowers fell out of her hand Baby why'd you leave me Why'd you have to go? I was counting on forever, now I'll never know I can't even breathe It's like I'm looking from a distance Standing in the background Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now This can't be happening to me This is just a dream The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt Then the congregation all stood up and sang The saddest song that she ever heard Then they handed her a folded up flag And she held on to all

Kimber, Kimmi, Kimmers, Cuppycake!!
Through the tears and the pain Through the "Im done with this S**T" Always remember that we all feel this, No matter what happens no matter whats done You will always be MY NUMBER ONE HUN! So when life pushes you down and you feel no one is around look back find and see I'm kicking the a** that pushed you down. Kimmer, kimber, cuppycake No matter what you think Always remember that our hearts are in sync So when your feeling lost alone and afraid Im right there beside you helping you through it unless I'm in front of you leading the way.. OK OK so this didnt rhyme so much but tells what I feel and what I think. So just remember that I am here for you 100%. I love you as my best friend but also as my sister..so when some jerk-off is hurting you tell me, casey or may and we will figure out how to make them suffer.... LOL... no really....tell us and DONT ever close off like you did this time.....LMAO .....*crawls back under covers* K done going to get warm again* L

Pouring It Out
Pouring it Out Well here I sit once again My heart on my sleeve Watching as you melt away To me you no longer cleave But my Love for you Will not just go away Though it drowns in darkness Forgetting the light of day Still it remains deep A hold that grips tight Though my soul crumbles Crashing from a great height Still there is so much left So much that is all yours So much I desire to give Within me it stores It is waiting for spring For your heart to thaw For the veil to be lifted Your eyes will see what I always saw A Passion Desire and Love That will leave no doubt Patiently I will wait in hopes Of soon Pouring it Out

Orgy Pure
Don't you bring me down Kick me when I'm down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath And you say you don't want any part of this now Where did it go so wrong I guess I'm finally finding out It's got me tripping now The little things, everywhere I go It's such a shame Why you held on, so long Why don't you confuse me a little more? Confuse me And I never thought that you Who would believe that I wasn't good enough? Those things I never thought you'd do You got the best of me You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore And I know, this will be the last time You've got me, running in circles like a freak So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down I'm down, all the way down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate While I hold my breath Don't sweat the lies that you say I control Confuse me a little more (Confuse me) And I never thought that you Who wo

Ensign: See The Father With Thanksgiving
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 26 November 2008 "Philip saith unto him, Lord, shew us the Father, and it sufficeth us." Jesus' Passover with His disciples was hardly the secret meeting that popular culture has made it out to be. Nor was it the elegant banquet that Leonardo da Vinci's The Last Supper portrays. It was the beginning or, as Winston Churchill said of World War II's Battle of El Alamein, "the end of the beginning". It was Jesus' revelation of Himself as the Son of God and the Son of Man. But when Philip asks (what I'm sure all the disciples were thinking) Jesus to show them God in John 14:8 quoted above, He's hurt -- but not surprised -- that he can ask that. "Jesus saith unto him, Have I been so long time with you, and yet thou hast

Sick Of It!
It really has become very pathetic that in a place where we can be our selves that so many hide behind false mask's. The whole of the internet has become corrupt. It was supposed to be a place where people can come, escape reality and BE THEM SELVES. Yet how many people fain at friendship, only to sit there and talk smack behind your back. I guess I shouldn't be surprised. The art of flaming has evolved. People need to wake up, this place, the whole of it not just fubar, has become a breeding ground for hatred and bigotry. I'm of a much older skool of net head's, back when it was pure, before the day's of flaming other user's. We are a community with out border's. I am who I am, I say stupid shit, I do stupid thing's. By no means am I perfect, nor do I wanna be perfect. I am happy being imperfect cause it is my flaws that make me who I am. All these whiny ass attention whores and false faced retarded monkey's need to wake up. This is not what the internet was designed to be. From here

Alone In Suicide
Who cares, who weeps? All is lost and the sickle reaps. Blank eyes look deep; love and hope crumble to my feet. I don't care if I've made my mark on this angry world that's left me in the dark! Just cut a message on my stone, "I want to be alone" Feel the knots twisting inside as I look to the bullets to be my guide. In a razor's edge should I confide to open my veins and bleed them dry? The endless pressure, how can I cope? I try to release but the valves are broke. A psychotic grasp upon my throat I wanna hang the rope! Death I feel is my friend as it calls from the black unknown. Voices hounding at my mind echo to the bone... Alone in Suicide I used to honor my day of birth. Cherish life and place it first but now I view it as a curse. Dig my grave and rent the hearse! Every night I take a walk that leads me trapped in an empty box. A liar's face and the voice that mocks, I want to stop the clock!

Tha Frog N Tha Scorpion
One day, a scorpion looked around at the mountain where he lived and decided that he wanted a change. So he set out on a journey through the forests and hills. He climbed over rocks and under vines and kept going until he reached a river. The river was wide and swift, and the scorpion stopped to reconsider the situation. He couldn't see any way across. So he ran upriver and then checked downriver, all the while thinking that he might have to turn back. Suddenly, he saw a frog sitting in the rushes by the bank of the stream on the other side of the river. He decided to ask the frog for help getting across the stream. "Hellooo Mr. Frog!" called the scorpion across the water, "Would you be so kind as to give me a ride on your back across the river?" "Well now, Mr. Scorpion! How do I know that if I try to help you, you wont try to kill me?" asked the frog hesitantly. "Because," the scorpion replied, "If I try to kill you, then I would die too, for you see I cannot swim!"

Sexy?
So I almost lost my mind for a fraction af of a second and was going to make this a mumm... But then I regained my senses and decided to make it a blog. So I'm wondering here what sexy is in most people's minds?Lately I have seen the word in my shout box and on my comments more than I ever have heard it in my life.It's so not the word I would use to describe myself to anyone so I'm wondering is it just something that people say these day's because they don't know what else to call you? I'm not complaining Just curious about what makes a person sexy in a strangers eye's

Am I Asleep
am I awake? can this be real? I'm drunk in my desire as you lay next to me in a bed of rose pedals and forgotten dreams. somehow you brought it all back to me feelings of erotic passion and a breath of life I thought they were forever lost in an eternal darkness left by lovers gone my eyes smile once again at the beauty before them my lips ache once again to be kissed my hands long to touch your burning flesh my heart pounds so hard it nearly escapes my chest oh, I must be asleep! can this really be true?

Just A Thinkin' Lol
life is a fight that is a never ending battle that you can't win, you make mistakes, learn to move on, live life everyday like its your last and always try to stay happy and in a good mood, cause life is to short to waste the good things worrying bout the bad.

Date Set
The wedding date has been set! De and I have agreed on the date, for more than one reason, but thats between us. The Date: July 4th, 2009! Thats right I said it, Independence Day 2009. We are still plaining on the other stuff, you know, my dress, the color setting, seating, who's inivited....normal stuff for a wedding!

Do Virgins Taste Better/the Dragons Retort
http://www.chivalry.com/cantaria/sounds/virgins.mp3 Do Virgins Taste Better? A dragon has come to our village today. We've asked him to leave, but he won't go away. Now he's talked to our king and they worked out a deal. No homes will he burn and no crops will he steal. Now there is but one catch, we dislike it a bunch. Twice a year he invites him a virgin to lunch. Well, we've no other choice, so the deal we'll respect. But we can't help but wonder and pause to reflect. Do virgins taste better than those who are not? Are they salty, or sweeter, more juicy or what? Do you savor them slowly? Gulp them down on the spot? Do virgins taste better than those who are not? Now we'd like to be shed you, and many have tried. But no one can get through your thick scaly hide. We hope that some day, some brave knight will come by. 'Cause we can't wait around 'til you're too fat to fly. Now you have such good taste in your women for sure, They

Bipolar And The Holidays
BIPOLAR IS ONE OF THESE DISORDERS THAT STILL ISN'T VERY KNOWN BUT AS SOMEONE WITH THE DISORDER I CAN TRY TO LET YA KNOW HOW THINGS ARE WITH ME THIS HOLIDAY SEASON.....SO FAR DURING THANKSGIVING THINGS WENT ALRIGHT BEING AROUND FAMILY MEMBERS THAT YOU WOULD LOVE TO SEE HANGING BY THEIR TOES(NICELY PUT)...THINGS WENT ALRIGHT CONSIDERING WHEN WE GOT READY TO LEAVE I TWISTED MY ANKLE THAT STARTED THINGS OFF ON THE BAD SIDE...WELL THEN MY DOG DECIDED SHE WANTED TO RUN THE STREET FOR A LITTLE WHILE SO WE HAD TO WAIT TIL SHE CAME BACK HOME...THEN WE GOT TO MY MOM'S WHERE THEY ARE ALREADY FEEDING THEIR FACES AND COULDN'T WAIT THE 17 MINUTES IT TOOK US TO GET THERE...THAT PISSED ME OFF...WELL AFTER WE LEFT THERE WE WENT TO PICK UP OUR OLDEST DAUGHTER AND THINGS SETTLED DOWN...WELL THEN WE WENT TO THE GRANDPARENTS FOR DINNER AND THINGS WENT ALRIGHT THERE EVEN THOUGH I TRIED GOING INTO PANIC ATTACKS A FEW TIMES AND HAD TO GO OUTSIDE BUT ALL IN ALL THINGS WENT ALRIGHT...NOW WITH CHRISTMAS COMING U

B.s.l
Breed Specific Legislation.... Current mood: pissed off For those of you who know me you know I have a temper.....I've been thinking about this Breed Specific legislation crap and it's been PISSING ME OFF!!! What the Fuck is the matter with the world today??? First off we discriminate against each other whether is be Race,Religion, What stereotype you belong in...Whatever....Why the fuck would people try to discriminate against DOGS aka "Mans Best Friend". For those of you that do not know what Breed Specific legislation is, Let me tell you a little about it....First off it's an easy way for government officials to sit on they're asses and say that they are doing something for the people....And they do this by Banning Certain breeds of dogs...Pit-Bulls,Rottweiler's,Doberman Pinchers and just about any other kind of dog that is a "Guard dog type"

Moving To Portland Or
Well ive been accepted in to the protland art institute there fore i will be moving up to portland some time in late dec. to early jan..... so ill be here in white city for a lil while longer... hope to see ppl around..

More Me News
WELL THURSDAY NIGHT I WENT TO THE ER I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A UPPER RESPIRATORY INFECTION AND A SPRAINED BACK I WAS PUT ON MEDACTION AND SPENT THE LAST COUPLE DAYS RESTING TO GET BETTER WELL TODAY I GAVE KASEY AND EVERYONE A SCARE I WAS SLEEPING AND STARTING HAVING SEZIURES 911 WAS CALLED AND I WAS RUSHED TO THE ER I SEEM TO BE OK I HAD SUDO SEZIURES WHICH MEANS IM STRESSED SO I AM GOING TO BE TAKING SOME TIME TO REST I HOPE YOU ALL CAN UNDERSTAND BUT ITS TIME TO DRAW THE LINE AND TAKE ME TIME I WILL JUMP ON FROM TIME TO TIME TO CHECK MESSAGES I WILL MISS YOU ALL LOVE YAS NICCI 12/2 IM STARTING TO FEEL A LITTLE BETTER IM STILL HAVING THE SEZIURES IN MY SLEEP WHICH TAKES ALOT OUT OF ME SO I STILL GET TIRED DURING THE DAY EASY BUT HOPEFULLY ILL BE BACK SOON I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 12/4/08 I GO TO THE DOCTORS TODAY HOPEFULLY TO GET SOME SEZIURE RELIEF AND HAVE THE PAIN IN MY BACK TAKEN CARE OF THE SEZIURES ARE GETTING BETT

This Songs Been Stuck In My Head For Days
Say my name Say my name If no one's around you say baby I love you If you ain't runnin' game Chorus1: Say my name Say my name You acting kind of shady Ain't callin me baby Why the sudden change Say my name Say my name If noone's around you say baby I love you If you ain't runnin game Say my name Say my name You actin kind of shady Ain't callin me baby Betta say my name Verse: Any other day I would call you would say Baby how's your day, but today it ain't the same Every other word is a huh, yeah okay Could it be that you are at the crib wit another lady If you took it there first of all let me say I am not the one to sit around and be played So prove yourself to me and the other girl you're playin' Why don't you say the things you said to me yesterday Chorus2: I know you sayin' I'm assuming things (Somethings goin down that's the way it seems) Shouldn't be a reason why you're acting strange (No one's holding you ba

I Miss When I Was Eight. All He Had To Do Was Tag Me And I Was It.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? RightInFrontOfMe. 2. Your significant other? =] 3. Your hair? Brown. 4. Your mother? Amazing. 5. Your father? Icky. 6. Your favorite thing? 360. 7. Your dream last night? None. 8. Your favorite drink? Tea. 9. Your dream/goal? Typical. 10. The room you're in? PinkishPurple. 11. Music? Love. 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? NotDead. 14. Where were you last night? Online. 15. What you're not? Tired. 16. Muffins? Orgasmic. 17. One of your wish list items? Ps3. 18. Where you grew up? Denver. 19. The last thing you did? PeanutButterM&Ms. 20. What are you wearing? BasketballShortAndT-Shirt. 21. TV? JeffHardy

For My Flavadave
http://www.aboutkidshealth.ca/BrainTumours/Diagnosing-Diffuse-Pontine-Gliomas.aspx?articleID=6461&categoryID=BT-nh2-05 Could you please pass this link along to anyone you think may be interested in helping. http://forums.bowcountry.com/bcforums/showthread.php?t=20190 To sum it up. A buddy's step son Ethan was diagnosed with (DPG) Diffuse Pontine Giloma. Research it and it will bring tears to anyones eyes. From what ive gained from it, the median survival rate is less than a year, and survivors that last 2 years are less than 20 percent. So basically im raising money for Ethan to have an awesome x-mas and to help his parents afford to drive to the treatments and stuff up north. Im taking donations, and making keychains in Ethan's favorite color to raise funds. If your not interested, send it to other who you think will help. Thanks, Jon ***UP DATE*** http://forums.bowcountry.com/bcforums/showthread.php?t=20483

Terrorist Toys To Fight A Lego Jihad?
There are plenty of ways that LEGO toys have been modified over the years for kids. The latest incarnation, however, has really stirred up some anger: the LEGO-style Islamic fundamentalist terrorist. It's unclear whether he's an Osama bin Laden stand-in or some other evildoer, but the little dolly on the left is being marketed by the Redmond, Washington-based company BrickArms just in time for the holiday shopping season. And in a time of peace and love for all humanity, who couldn't use a toy equipped with a rocket launcher, assault rifle and an ample supply of grenades? BrickArms produces a variety of other gun-toting LEGO figures (including a Nazi major who has an SS insignia, and a storm trooper with grenade launchers) and has been hit by widespread criticism. Religious leaders are calling the LEGO knock-offs "absolutely disgusting" and "distasteful." LEGO was quick to issue a statement denying association with the toys and noting that BrickArms is not licensed to produce LEG

Report Debunks Theory That The U.s. Heard A Coded Warning About Pearl Harbor
Report Debunks Theory That the U.S. Heard a Coded Warning About Pearl Harbor By SAM ROBERTS It has remained one of World War II’s most enduring mysteries, one that resonated decades later after Sept. 11: Who in Washington knew what and when before the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor on Dec. 7, 1941? Associated Press A boat rescues a crew member of the West Virginia after the bombing on Dec. 7, 1941. Specifically, who heard or saw a transcript of a Tokyo shortwave radio news broadcast that was interrupted by a prearranged coded weather report? The weather bulletin signaled Japanese diplomats around the world to destroy confidential documents and codes because war with the United States, the Soviet Union or Britain was beginning. In testimony for government inquiries, witnesses said that the “winds execute” message was intercepted as early as Dec. 4, three days before the attack. But after analyzing American and foreign intellige

You Grew Up In The 90's
You know you grew up in the 90's if you know the Fallowing top 90's songs We spent time in Tennessee with Arrested Development Cher told us to Believe Christina Aguilera felt like a Genie in a Bottle I wanna sex you up was what Color Me Bad wanted to do the cranberries made us Linger It Was Just Unbelievable with EMF My Lovin' was what En Vogue let us know we were never gettin' we learned that we didn't know The Way thanks to fastball Iris was a new way to look at relationships and life given to us by the Goo Goo Dolls I Only Wanna Be With You was a whole new way to fall in love by Hootie & The Blowfish House of Pain got us all to Jump Around Ice Cube taught us that It Was a Good Day even living in the ghetto Jay Z wanted to know Can I Get A... we were taught to Live And Learn by Joe Public we felt like a Freak On A Leash with Korn Lisa Loeb wanted us to Stay It was all about Sex And Candy at Marcy Playground all Meredith Brooks w

Life Changing Music
Before I get to the list, a disclaimer about how this was compiled. My music taste is so wide that there is no way I could ever say I have a favorite song, I categorize music by the way I feel and it makes me feel, and even within each of those categories there's tons of songs I love. So, I did the next best thing. I set my iPod to shuffle, and listened for a while. I picked out the ones I remember the most about, that I remember the way they changed my life. If I were to do this again tomorrow, I guarantee I would come up with a different list, but here it is: 1. Beethoven’s Symphony No. 5. There’s something about classical music that shows the sum of the parts is greater than the whole. I know most people find it boring, it has nothing to it, but really pay attention to what symphony and chamber music can do. Plus, add in piano solos, string ensembles, and violin solos. It’s the music that you can use to drive your life, and I’d be afraid of what the world would be without it. 2

4 Years
so 4 years ago today i moved to california. and my first night in my home was also the same night that one of my musicial heroes, Dimebag Darrell was murdered in my home state of Ohio. the irony wasn't lost on me. my whole time in california has been a mix of both good and bad times. i've had my share of both and when i look back i realize how much crazy shit has really happened in only 4 years. granted most of the last year and a half has been insanely more bad times than good, i still have done my best to keep my head up and survive. and i continue to survive. i don't give up easily no matter how many times i break down and want to. i stand up and plow through it. i'm too fucking stubborn. so as i blast some Pantera on my stero i just have a smile on my face cuz ya know what? i'm not done. i'm not giving up. and i'm sure as hell not gonna lie down and die. horns

Love Poems
SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Women's Love Poem; Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Mens Love Poem; I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs, who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Pocket 2. Your significant other? lonely 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? lost 5. Your father? caring 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? killing 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? life 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? ship 15. What you're not? lonely 16. Muffins? cholate 17. One of your wish list items? sex 18. Where you grew up? TN 19. The last thing you did? UH 20. What are you wearing? Boxers 21. TV? No 22. Your pets? Fish 23. Your computer? desktop 24. Your life? screwed 25. Your mood? choas 26. Missing s

Try This!
This will drive you nuts. The site instructions are in Japanese, so read below for English! 1. Touch 'start' 2. Wait for 3, 2, 1. 3. Memorize the number's position on the screen, and then click the circle from the smallest number to the biggest number. 4. At the end of game, the computer will tell you the age of your brain. 5. Forward the message and type your calculated age in the subject line. Good luck! http://flashfabrica.com/f_learning/brain/brain.html You may have to copy and paste into your browzer...

Cuz Of All Da Crap Am Running Into
ah looked it up How Do I Delete My Account? HOW TO DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT How do I delete my profile? Log into your account and go to your “profile” settings under the “my” drop down menu on the top left side of your homepage. Next, click on the “delete profile” link on the bottom left of your profile settings page. on myspace i can use styling sheets and flash code but on this "myspace for adults" is so limited in the codes you can use. no javascript. no links to other websites. can do all that on others. doing flow chart on pros and cons about being here. piling up lots of stuff on the negative side. · *** SONENSHINE*... rated your photo a '10'! · *** SONENSHINE*... rated your photo a '10'! · *** SONENSHINE*... rated your photo a '10'! · *** SONENSHINE*... rated your photo a '10'! · *** SONENSHINE*... rated your photo a '10'! · *** SONENSHINE*... rated your photo a '10'! cant rate her back.. permissions wont allow it ~ another negative here her

Ouch
Hello all i know it has been a while since i bitched or wrote... Well had no internet and no phone over the weekend and wow was i bored. Good news i had a great fuck. I am so sore. Bruises on my neck, back and shoulders. Can't hardly walk from my legs being so sore and wow do my rips hurt....

Gods Forsaken Music News
God's Forsaken Radio God's Forsaken Radio is a non-profit organization playing the Best Heavy Metal Music broadcasting and music content possible since June 2008 with live DJ's 24/7. Our goal is to always bring you the newest metal news and information, as well as finding some of the best unsigned bands that have not yet been discovered. So come and join us @ www.godsforsakenradio.com and get ready to rock out to the best skull bashing metal ever!!!

Searching...
For quite awhile I've been searching for that something to create meaning in my life... (Wow, that sounds very commercial, almost Halmark quality!) but it's true... Like, there is something I'm supposed to be doing other than raising a family, being a good wife and mother, something to make me unique. (good looks and humor can only get you so far!) I reached out to friends for advise and comfort. I confided secrets of my tumultuous relationships and desires. I had it all figured out that I was not me if I were to continue on and made a break to see if I was truely capable of doing something for myself for a change... I enrolled in school, doing something I've always wanted to do. Something I've always been good at, only to find out I didn't like it at all... It wasn't supposed to work that way. I was supposed to love it and be successful. So... I got a job. A monotonous, tedious, underpaid job that I'm completely overqualified for but I find myself liking

Nothing Is Easy
Too often we expect everything to be laid out perfectly, with all the answers, to know the outcomes, with no roadblocks and challenges. We expect there to be no tears, no hurt, no struggles. We only want what we can have now, easily, cheaply, and with promises it will always be that way. We want without cost, without sacrifice. If it isn't perfect, we don't want it. But if we only want it with those stipulations, is it really worth much? If we could walk away, or not try, because we might get hurt, or we might have to wait, or some tears are expected, how important could it be? Without having things in our lives where it is worth us hurting to the point of tears, do we have anything of real value?

Little Sweet Deception
Leave me on the outside Where I can feel the rain fill up my shoes Cover me with kisses I will soon forget what I've been through Run away forever Leave me with no forwarding address Find another way Leave me in emotional undress I never wanted this I never asked you for anything Little sweet deception Take my hand and look into my eyes Father of invention Only you could make truth from lies I never wanted this I never asked you for anything

A Sneaky Peek
“When you walked through me you never realized what you took with you. I watched your spirit fill me with numbness and then hold the heart which keeps me safe from harm. My glass stained eyes watched as it beats within your hands, my eyes unable to cry my body unable to feel. You spoke to me with hidden words and feel me with hidden feelings, the world spins in fast motion but nothing comes alive within me. I have no strength to fight you; I have no more left to give. The blood of my heart trickles down your cold heartless hand but you do not flinch. I watch your lizard like tongue lick and taste the sweetness of my goodness, you smile and show me your vampire like teeth. Clawed feet sit on the end of your tired but wholesome body, you stare at me and sense my fear your long nose sniffs my body as you try to lick me, I pull away. The thoughts I had are no more, the pictures of love have gone, my body is fading fast but you stand there. A world full of bloodshed and evil to which you p

1. Preparation
I've been trying to ready my house, my children, and myself for the upcoming deployment. I will be leaving for Iraq in January. I've barely heard anything from my sweetheart in the last few weeks, they have had him on some kind of mission. His mission needs to be coming home! Oh, but that's not what we do in the military. Hurry up and wait, and everything changes. Due to issues working things with my chain of command, it looks like he wont be in Iraq with me, and due to the changes, he may not even be back before I leave. It sounds difficult, and in some ways it is (I am going to miss him even more than I do now.) I know that we can make it, though. I actually posted a mumm in March, not expecting answers but advice, and decided then that I would wait for him. Now that we are a couple, and a good one at that, I know I can with no hesitation. I trust him implicitly to do the same. It is amazing that I've never in my life been more sure of something than I am of him and us.

Lost
Knowing that i lost you breaks my heart A part of me died with you Part of it was my fault for my stupid doing I know i should have stopped but couldnt he took control over my mind You died, YOu were what we made, The love i thought we shared is now gone with you regreting those days those stupid feelings Wanting to take back time and change everything Maybe things could have been different Im sorry my sweet lil one A part of me had died with you I will always remember you and the love that i thought we shared I will never forget the day when we made you I thought i was going to be the best mother there could be but knowing that i lost you im sorry lil one mommy loves you Now my world is nothing but misery

"the Vampyre"
“The Vampyre” Draw the others in, make sure they feel your sins The same old way and that’s the real crime And the ones that hang around, they feel themselves so lucky Yet all they’re really doing is hard time Yeah, pick at all those bones but it doesn’t fill your belly Cause they’re long ago devoid of scraps of meat Yet that really doesn’t faze you, because it’s really not your meal No, you’re looking for some different things to eat And you can beg, and you can plead, and all those blisters on your knees Give a hint to all of where you spend your time Your line is always busy but don’t be waiting on my call Because I long ago ran out of phone booth dimes I escaped and ran away, and I’ll live to love another day Still, I don’t imagine you are asking yourself ,“Why?” Just wait a little while, in your timeless practiced style Pretty soon something’s bound to drop and die And in the end who really needs you? Tell us all why we should care We’ll be waiting but

Life
Never in my life will I understand how people can be so cruel and manipulative. They will go out of their way to get what they want. The price is always high, but they don't worry because they aren't the ones to pay the consequences of their actions. They twist facts, tell lies all to get their way! Sometimes they are so good at it they even believe their own web of deciet. There is a story that goes with all this babbling. Can someone tell though, Are there any decent people that have morals that aren't afraid to work to get what they want. Or is the world full the of feel sorry for me because all the people I have hurt and lied to are tired of being hurt and lied to type of people?

The Walk
Sultry skies overhead twinkling stars glowing bright The water is quiet and still Resembling a slick sheet of glass a perfect reflection of the moon rest in the arms of the sea the couple gazes upon the water then into each others eyes He is becomes completely enamored almost bewitched by her eyes the passion behind them brings him to submission to her feelings He knows that she is above all others She brings him complete happiness She only can bring him salvation His soul aches to touch her heart A lifetime seems to pass as he is utterly captivated in her eyes He tries to speak but the words will not come It is not fear that grips his tounge it is simply standing in the prescence of a true goddess She smiles and bid him hush her forefinger upon his lips She removes the finger and replaces them with her lips. He feels his knees buckle slightly as a euphoric surge of life courses through his veins All of his life a kiss has never felt like this. He f

Tagged By D.a.m.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? invisible 3. Your hair? straight 4. Your mother? loving 5. Your father? hunter 6. Your favorite thing? harleys 7. Your dream last night? weird 8. Your favorite drink? dietcoke 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bed 11. Music? coumrty 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? love 14. Where were you last night? louisiana 15. What you're not? sane 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? Mississippi 19. The last thing you did? facebook 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? hd 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? alright 25. Your mo

Bs Stuff
You know the drill read from the bottom up... Dont you hate it when you rate and rate and rate the person who has the HH. I mean even rate all of there pics. Every fucking last one. MORE THAN ONCE. And then they call you a liar. This chick thinks just becuase she is level 30 and she has spent 100's of bucks on HH's that she is above making good on her promise. MY LAST COMMENT....BS === 'KCPilar69™~OwnedByTappinit~ProtectedByBountyHunter~R/L Girlfriend 2 Craven Moorehead' wrote the following at '2008-12-16 08:23:39'.. > > and to answer your question... we use to be on each others friends list... but yesterday i deleted it off... becuase i would rate and rate and rate... and do what i was being asked to do... and then I would get nothing in return. not even a profile rate back... so honestly your "bling" doenst matter to me > > and I am NOT a lair. > === '*SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle*2nd LEVEL 30** FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*' wrote the following at '2008-12-16 08:

"just A Four Letter Word"
“Just a Four Letter Word” If you think of it hard, it’s just a four letter word To some the most blissful thing that they’ve heard Still to others a feeling, a thing that they chase Or the sweetest of pains that no time can erase Some people they seek it, and yet don’t know it’s name To others it’s toyed with, like a small child’s game And still more grasp it tightly, to force it to stay And some never know it, yet they like it that way For some it’s a treasure, the true Holy Grail Others fight hard to keep it, when it’s grown stale When the once ripe fruit has rotted there on the vine And withered and died with the passage of time There’s men that cross oceans in search of it’s wonder That would give up their souls when it’s dragging them under It offers the hopeful the most wondrous of sights And takes true believers to dizzying heights To some it’s mere mention is a poisonous sting The memories dark and the pain that they bring But these are the ones who

Loser#3
Dearest Angel, If i could ever come across an angel, i bet it's you..well, i was surfing through on here and found your profile nice and interesting..well, You got a lovely and prettiest face i ever seen on here, I would really love to be in a serious relationship with you as i do believe in Love at first sight...Are you truly the one for me?, Get back and mail me on more about you on segzyope@yahoo.com or add me up for chat as am online now, Take care and stay blessed.. SEGUN

This Site.
Why is mostly everyone on this site losers? Seriously, they're all "oooh me fu-owner" "ooh come to our lounge" Blaaa blaaa blaaaah! Bollocks. >.< You people all suck, and you make me sick. I HATE you n00bs... You may all die now! =]

What Does Your Height Say About You
What Your Height Says About You You are a warm, outgoing person. You are a very social creature. You value harmony, and you often play the role of mediator. You are a very real and honest person. You know how to kindly tell people the truth. You crave love and approval. Luckily, you are a very easy person to love. You are about as tall as the average Australian woman. What Does Your Height Say About You?

Darken Web
Delicately spun to beckon you, Here with beauty and depth. Inviting you in with a glance, Letting you so deep within, Enticing you with solace. Fraught with confusion, Entangled in tender emotions. And coming just far enough, Holding your heart in her hands, To think you are hers at last! A wink and a smile will capture, Those places you cannot remember; Those places you cannot forget. And lazily you bare your soul, Exposing your every weakness. Stunned and trapped in silence, Bound tightly in her dark weave. Sucking you dry of your spirit; And her eyes will speak the words: Welcome to this darkened web

Hellion
Name - Hellion Odin Age - Dawn Of Time Eye Colour - Completely Obsidian Hair - Black Skin - Tanned-Perfect Height - 6'-6" Race - Fallen Angel/True Devil Home - Hell Enhanced Abilities - Holy items Nulled /Able to wrap body in protective Hell Armour to guard against Physical/Magical/Psi/Weapon attack's To a degree/ Can change form to Mist/Pure Energy and Heated Plasma and any form he has made psyical contact with. Favourite form's - Current humanoid/Black Dragon/White Tiger/Raven Pet - Cerberus Fighting style - Angelic art's (- Highly Trained in all styles -) Born an angel serving with the light bearer he took part in the rebelion. When this failed he fell with the rest to become a demon. He bacame a Darkstar now sit's at the gate's of hell. All who pass through must go through him. His old name is lost to him now in the echos of his long memory. Through his life he has been a lot of things a warrior a poet even a father but most know him as death. It was the Su

Tom Waits Lyrics To "diamonds & Gold"
The broken glass And the rusty nails The wild violets grow Say goodbye to the railroad And the mad dogs of summer And everything that I know What some men will do here for diamonds What some men will do here for gold They're wounded but they just keep on climbin' And they sleep by the side of the road There's a hole in the ladder A fence we can climb Mad as a hatter You're thin as a dime Go out to the meadow The hills are agree Sing me a rainbow Steal me a dream Small time Napoleons Shattered his knees But he stays in the saddle for Rose And all his disciple They shave in the gutter And gather what's left of his clothes What some men will do here for diamonds What some men will do here for gold They're wounded but they just keep on climbin' And they sleep by the side of the road Tom Waits: Diamonds & Gold This song reminds me of New York, nuff said.

Papa Roach - Blanket Of Fear
I am awake under this blanket of fear and I must say, None of the people I see belong here Now everyone's asleep I am awake and I am dreaming I believe it's time for the rude awakening So hold on to your dreams Because your nightmares might seem like they're your reality Hold on to your dreams Because your nightmares might seem like they're your reality I believe the only thing we have to fear is Fear itself, and the man behind the curtain Well I heard him say: dreamers have become an endangered species And I'm aware of the rude awakening So hold on to your dreams Because your nightmares might seem like they're your reality Hold on to your dreams Because your nightmares might seem like they're your reality I'm falling in my dream; I finally hit the ground I'm falling in my dream , I finally hit the ground I hit the ground Because I, I cant keep my mind from going into dark places cause I , I cant keep my mind, from going into dark places So hold on to y

Women Acting As If She Wants More From You
Well I've been focused on one lady, and thought that she was focused on me, we have two hours between us, so it was a small task to see each other, but when time was open, she opted to stay home and "RELAX", so how are we building if I'm not a factor in her free time, a whole week at that, so I've CHOOSE to pertect myself, and wash my hands in that situation, and now I'm looking for any real women to help me understand, was i suppose to just wait until the next time she had free time, when we didnt know when that was ever going to be ,or put my foot down which brought it to an end??? CAN I GET SOME FEED BACK ON THIS LADIES HIT ME UP RATE ME TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME AND THE BLOG......I THINK THAT I'M WORTH A LITTLE SACRIFICE

Lawyer Arrested For Giving Client A Piece Of Candy
Ok I found an interesting article about a lawyer who got arrested for giving his client a piece of candy. This is one of the most ridiculous cases I've seen. Lawyer arrested for giving client a piece of candy Fri Dec 19, 8:38 pm ET PRESCOTT, Ariz. – A lawyer has been arrested after he reportedly ignored orders not to give his shackled client a piece of candy in court, a Yavapai County sheriff's official said. Damon Rossi, 38, was arrested at his home on Thursday, a day after he asked two detention officers if he could feed his client a piece of candy, sheriff's spokesman Dwight D'Evelyn said on Friday. Rossi went ahead and gave the inmate the food despite being warned against it, reportedly asking the officers "what are you going to do, arrest me?" Detention officers took no action at the time because they didn't want to disrupt court, D'Evelyn said. They turned the matter over the sheriff's criminal division and a decision was made to arrest the lawyer. "The concern w

Weather
Funny...people, even in Chicago, think that Russia is nothin but tundra and freezing weather all year round. Right now : Moscow, Rus- 21 degrees, feels like 11. 77% humidity Buffalo Grove, IL- -1 degrees, feels like -11. 66% humidity. Fukkkk

Lookin For My True Love And Happiness
As i lay here thinking of you my mind is in a whirlwind i'm crying in my sleep because thats the only place i know i can be happy As i'm dreaming of you are love grows are life is full of wounder and now we're old as i'm lay here thinking of you alone and cold i'm coming soon my love my happiness is gone by Mary McGlinchey

"surgical Steel."
“Surgical Steel.” This patient was dying, his heart cold and hurt When you furnished your skills, and bent to your work With a firm seated thought, you determined to heal Armed with only resolve and your surgical steel Your meaning was honest, your intent was so true And with the steadiest hand you went and cut through Flesh hard like stone, a wall that just wouldn’t yield Was no match at all for your surgical steel The bone was the same but it parted as well Under your training, your skill, and your spell Now the heart lay before you, to patch and to seal When kissed by the blade of your surgical steel But this one was tricky, yes, this patient’s heart So beaten and damaged, somewhat torn apart Yet you carried on, and you sealed the deal With your magic wand made from surgical steel Now the heart beats warm, indeed red hot All the wounds of the past repaired and forgot The scars of deception, exchanged for the real Shown the way, by your surgical steel

Leaving For Awhile
hey new and old friends i am taking awhile off here im sorry i hope it wont be long but if u have spoken 2 me u will know my situaion i am going threw but if u would like to stay n touch email me at hotsexyjamie03@yahoo.com hope 2 hear from u soon xxoox

Free Bling:
Last night, another fu-member began offering free blings if you would downrate all my pics a one. I am cool with this - and -all ya have to do is rate 4 pics!!! If you are interested, I can tell ya more. MUAH:) !!!!

The Way Things Were
I had a bit of a drive last night, and as is custom I tend to get lost in thought. Since it was dark and foggy I was kinda in one of those serious moods. I started thinking about the past, and realized everything seemed so much simpler back then. When is back then? A week ago, a year ago, five years ago. It just seems things get more complicated every day. I don't think I can really ever look back at a time and think it was harder. I dunno, maybe I just internalize the bad stuff and only remember the good. Anyway, just a little tid bit of stuff that floats around in my head.

Argumentative A*s
Tonight's bike ride had me thinking again, specifically about how much of an ass I have been to people lately. I actually cursed at my mother the other day, and I have never even said a curse word in front of her before. I've been wrong to other people too, and I think to still more others that I haven't even realized. I may have stumbled upon the reason tonight, and I'll try to elaborate. I think it has a lot to do with my last relationship. I met this girl here on Fubar about a year and a half ago. It was one of those casual things, we setup rules early on, just for fun and that kinda thing. Wasn't a problem, I was down with it. We meet up for a party, have a good time. She tells me she's divorced, that's not a problem. We hang out a good bit, everything remaining casual. Then one day, she tells me she's fallen in love with me, she tried not to, but it just happened. I kinda had to re-adjust things, but I realized I was good with this change. Of course, that's also when she change