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Yay
after a long while now i can make mumms, they said i was barred to do such mumms for a couple of weeks and it went more than a couple of month. Mumms is the reason why am staying here, i like to jive and express my opinions as well as to hear others side... thanks fubar anyways

I Hope You Dance
I Hope You Dance ~Lee Ann Womack I hope you never lose your sense of wonder, You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger, May you never take one single breath for granted, God forbid love ever leave you empty handed, I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens, Promise me that youll give faith a fighting chance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, Never settle for the path of least resistance Livin might mean takin chances but theyre worth takin, Lovin might be a mistake but its worth makin, Dont let some hell bent heart leave you bitter, When you come close to sellin out reconsider, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. (time is a wh

Rants
If your easily offend you might as well stop reading now...and if your my friend you'll agree with everything I'm about to say...and if you don't get the fuck off my profile asshole Random thoughts and rants form Cora 1. NO ONE WILL EVER COME BEFORE ZOE in my heart and in my life...I hate to break your hopes or whatever but NONE of you come close to her...none of you will ever come close to the love I have for her...none of you are any where near her level of important in my life... don't like it fuck yourself...the only person/people that will be at the same level as her is my future kid(s)...Not even the love of my life will ever get near her...If your a human or give a fuck about your kids you will know where I'm comen from 2. PLEASE DO NOT TALK ABOUT GOD TO ME...I do not believe in that shit...if I have to hear "god bless you" or "our lord is our saver" one more time...If you believe in that shit good for you... BUT KEEP IT TO YOUR FUCKING SELF... guess what no

Block Her
OK CREW NO TIME TO MAKE THIS ALL FANCY. GINA IS AT IT AGAIN...BETTER BLOCK HER BEFORE YOU GET DOWNRATED. SHE JUST GOT SEVERAL OF US AND THE CREW ACCOUNT SEVERLY. IDS TO WATCH ~ SWEETBABY,CRYSTAL,ALABAMA COWGIRL FOREVER,GINABABY,MRS PRINCESS GINA, AND THERE ARE SOOOO MANY MORE.THOSE ARE ALL THE ONES I HAVE ACCESS TO RIGHT NOW. SHE WILL DOWNRATE YOU UNTIL YOU DROP A WHOLE LEVEL.SHE HAS DONE THIS TO EVERY CREW SHE GETS IN. THEN MAKES NEW IDS AND STARTS OVER.FUBAR REALLY NEEDS TO BANNED THIS PSYCHO.ANYWAY SHE HAS WON TODAYS DRAMA AWARD LOL SO LETS ALL GIVE HER THE GIFT OF BLOCKAGE!!! THANKS ~RAIN~

Not So Perfect
I love how people can like, just look at me and assume my life is perfect. 19 year old white female, in college, has a bf, no major problems, right? No. Not right. I have had my share of problems. I think I have had more than my share. Why am I wasting my time writing this? I mean seriously, you are all going to think whatever you want to think anyway. Whatever, if you wanna know something just ask me. I will never lie about it.

November 6
Well... Today started off okay. I woke up at 8am than took a shower. I cleaned my basement =). I swear my brother is soo lazy. He is like 20 and can't even clean up after himself. COMEON!!! Well the cleaning took about 3 hours. Well at 2:30pm my boyfriend(Steve) asked me if I wanted to go to the post office with him so I said yes, so than after we could hang out together. Plans changed. My friend Crystal decided to come to my house without asking me first. Im like....wtf. So I just told her to go in the house and that my dad was in the TV room. So than me and Steve went to the post office he was in the best mood there and back. So than we went back to my house...well I couldent find them, turns out they were on the computer and I was so pissed. I was gonna do a application for a job online, I had the site open and everything. She don't care so I was so mad. Steve was mad too cuz she thinks him and her are buddy buddy cuz im dating him. Pfft my ass, he hates her. So she went on myspace

Consistency Is Key
I am home alone tonight with my 2 sons. I told them to be home at a certain time and neither one of them made it home on time! What to do, what to do? It gets dark early now because of the time change Sunday. We have had trouble with Christopher not getting assignments done for school and Anthony...we don't even want to go there! Peter and I are trying to come up with a solution to this problem we seem to be having with them. We have decided they need structure. Sounds like something we should have figured out a long time ago but hey, it takes other's longer to figure out life! The kids need structure and consistency! Consistency is the hardest thing to follow through with. You think it would be easy but it is so hard. Life gets in the way. I think we need to write on a board everyday: School, play, homework, chore. Maybe even have them sign it! So tonight is the first night of this and guess what? Peter is going to a basketball game with a coworker! So out the wi

Mandatory Weapons On Airplanes.
I went through airport security the other day and they made me get rid of my pencils, orange juice, and laser-guided death bludgeon. Not only that, but they made me drain all the fluid out of my balls. I had to wank in the airport restroom, which I would have done anyway, but it's not fun when people are forcing me to. Plus, I almost missed the flight. I had to go through security four times because the guards kept jiggling my nuts and saying, "Nope, I still hear some fetal fluid slushing around in there." They stuck my dick in a centrifuge, or as they called it, a TSA - Testical Suctioning Apparatus. It spun me around like King Kong fucking the Tasmanian Devil. So I said, "Fuck this. To hell with vacation." I stole the device and went home. Everyone has their airport security horror stories. It's common knowledge that the whole routine is bullshit. But what really doesn't make sense is how any of it increases security. Airport security makes everybody defenseless. That is not

No Title
Feeling cheap and cheated neglected and used Torn away from the heart to which I've been fused The life source keeps pumping the clot tries to grow With nothing to hold to Blood starts to flow My pulse starts to weaken hope resigns to die Cold and shivering in a puddle I lie They step 'round the body Alternate routes some will choose Not wanting to get any blood on their shoes.

My First Pup
My dad told me when i get my first pup, That it better be a female and keep her tied up. But don't give her to much chain cause she'll run away from home, Nose wide open for someone elses bone, Treat her right and she want throw a fit, And whatever you do don't call her a bitch. 'Cause she'll find away to get out of the fence, And end up in someone elses shit. But there will be a time when she's alone, Then you'll be wondering if she's gone. But that's just apart of growing up, 'Cause if that bitch in heat then that bitch go fuck.

Please Dont Worry About Me
Tonight is one of those nights I just feel like writing I dont know if any one even reads theses or if they even care but what ever I just want to empty out my head. For some strange reason I feel alone, even in a crowd Im screeming and still no one hears me. I could walk away,would any one even miss me?? Would anyone notice that I wasnt there? Would any one wonder whatever became of me or would I just be the chick you Taliked to once in a while? Was I ever that important to you ? Did I ever mean any thing at all ? Was I just to use and abuse and throw away once you found something or someone better ? Did my feelinggs even matter? Or was just something to ocupie your time how ever bref it was? No anwsers to my qustions. More thoughts that make me wonder. More Games Im not willing to paly any more. I have grwon tired of the bullshit that I have to deal with. For the few that will read this and think so

Finding More Than U Are Looking For
Does it really happen that your online one day cause u feel like flirting and next thing u know, you can't stop thinking about someone u have just been talking to online. Have you ever had this feeling? I always thought that if i got divorced i would be screwed cause i would never find someone else that would take me on with my children part time. Who wants that you know?

New Poem I Wrote
By Jennifer Blakely. (please dont steal my work) i feel lost here with no way out in a constant state of misery like non before i look back on my past and wish i could change the things i said on the days when you were mine and nothing else mattered now im a shell of my former self never will i be the same again in the night i can barely breathe even in my dreams im haunted haunted of visions from my past that hurt and burn me to the core the once sweet memories now blaze through my mind with no escape i try to drown them what i wouldnt give to be free of them but they never fade always your face always your voice that brings it all rushing back why couldnt you just stay to keep me sane and rid of all this pain that kills me like nothing else you were the only one to ever free me from the demons inside

Am( I ) A Bad American????
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks an

Soup
A little while ago here at work a co-worker asked me if I like soup and I said, "Yea I'm soupy kinda guy" and he gave me a top ramen won ton soup and he said, "I got alot of these dontcha know." he's from Wisconsin dontcha know. Isnt that an uplifting story? Didnt that just make for day? Now please give me some fu-bucks, I need to make a mumm.

Ladymoon
this poem won me a place in the book The book of who's whos poetry 2007 ~~~~~Ladymoon~~~~~ She leads me down to the edge of the wet, sandy beach I see her misty arms for me they try to reach She smiles at my nakedness, for I am free Her light caresses me, as I tip toe into the sea I stare at her with wonderous eyes She is so beautiful and serene as a lullabye She enlightens my spirit, and calms my mind She is the love I so desperately needed to find She loves me as her lover and her friend Never to abandon me, she will remain til the end I see her shine proudly through the darkest of nights I watch her rule the earth for it is her right When she is cloaked behind dark clouds, I still feel her presence there Her moonbeams caressing my lips, and gently brushes my hair Everynight I am hypnotized, truely amazed I will be inlove with her til my end of days D.L. Abrams

Crude Sex Jokes # 1
Crude Sex Jokes # 1 Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q. What does an old woman have between her breasts that a young woman doesn't? A. A navel. Q. What is the difference between a woman and a washing machine? A. You can bung your load in a washing machine and it won't call you a week later. Q. Why did god create Adam before he created eve? A. Because he didn't want anyone telling him how to make Adam. Q. What is a lesbian's favorite thing to eat? A. A Klondike Bar Q. What did the elephant say to the naked man? A. "How do you breath through something so small?" Q. Why don't women wear watches? A. There's a clock on the stove! Q. What doesn't belong in this list : Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob? A. Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q. Have you heard about the new super-sensitive condoms? A. They hang around after the man leaves and talks to t

Rattlesnake Go Go Boots
close your mind forget your hate drink until your numb falling down on your face smoke until your dumb lipstick collar for a dollar get a helping hand go home and wash for face ruler of the land slithering like a snake stepping on its tail a man wants everything takes him straight to hell hurry up and wash your face glitter and a smell in a chair assume your place it's your prison cell make your bed and sleep in it lay awake all night watching life pass you buy until Friday night slithering like a snake bringing it on home a man ruins everything he is in his hell

Nsfw Photos
If any of my friends and fans have the NSFW photos might I please be added to those photos so that I can see what others are seeing unless they are just for certain people then I can understand and will leave it alone....lol

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I Think I Need Help
I am so hooked on making mumms that I reached my limit for the day and now Im fiendin' Why is there a limit? DO people get sick of seeing the same person mumm? Not of me? Im special. SOmeone help me!

Your Fragile Heart
So here I'm sitting, about many things I'm thinking, feeling lonely, feeling sad, just can't stop thinking about that. You are sitting at home, maybe you're also feeling alone, but I'm thinking about you, still hoping you're missing me, too. Starring at the window, my head is leaning on a pillow, hope you know I love you so, that is all I want you to know. I remember the day we first met, my mind's reminding me of that, you looked at me with a smile, so cute, showed me your soul so fragile and abused... I promise to never make you cry, before I would, I'd rather die, please, just tell me if I did, I clench my fist and myself I will hit! 'Cause if you cry, my soul will fall, again I'll be in that darken hall, with nothing left, but your sadness inside and feelings I just want to hide. You think I don't know who you are, but this is what I want to bar, 'Cause you know nothing about me, only the things I've let you seen! But this I'm telling you again, I'll be

I Am Lost
I am Lost Lost in a sea of troubles, without a life vest Nothing to save me now For defeat and sorrow are sure to obtain all glory I am forgotten, Forgotten because other people are more worthy than I So I am simply left in the shadows of imaginary friends and deception I am hurt Hurt from striving heartaches that wont subside Hurt from no one really caring Hurt from no one knowing… I am scared Scared to be hurt For my fragile heart can only take so much Before it stops believing I am angry Angry at the world How could they leave me to decompose all that has ever been said To go back on their word To never really care I am seeking Seeking and not finding Maybe I am trying too hard, For that’s what others may tell you But I can never know for sure Only time will tell, Only time will tell I am waiting Waiting for a special person to find me To notice me To heal me To protect me To comfort me To love me… But it seems as if the world has

Womens/mans Poem
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Alla?
LOL-- What the fuck is it with this Islam bullshit that they have to "hide" their faces??? I see alot of these people in the city of Philadelphia and they look like idiots to me. If you want to dress like a terrorist go live with them in the Middle East! You know, if I managed a bank I damn sure wouldnt let anybody in who has their face covered!! Once again, aint no alla. Only GOD. If you have to hide your face--you must have something to hide!!

For All The Nam Vets
When the Lord was creating Vietnam veterans, he was into His 6th day of overtime when an angel appeared. "You're certainly doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And God said, "Have you seen the specs on this order? A Nam vet has to be able to run 5 miles through the bush with a full pack on, endure with barely any sleep for days, enter tunnels his higher ups wouldn't consider doing, and keep his weapons clean and operable. He has to be able to sit in his hole all night during an attack, hold his buddies as they die, walk point in unfamiliar territory known to be VC infested, and somehow keep his senses alert for danger. He has to be in top physical condition, existing on c-rats and very little rest. And he has to have 6 pairs of hands." The angel shook his head slowly and said, "6 pair of hands .... no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems ... it's the 3 pair of eyes a Nam vet has to have." "That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord

Life
LIFE IS LIKE A NEWBORN BABY STRUGGLING TO COME OUT OF IT'S MOTHERS WOMB,LIFE IS A STRUGGLE TRUE ENOUGH,BUT AFTER ALL THE STRUGGLING YOU HAVE DONE,AND AFTER ALL THE HELL YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH THEIR IS SUCCESS.. LIFE IS NOTHING BUT A BIG STRUGGLE, BUT JUST KEEP FAITH AND FOCUS ON YOUR GOALS .. DONT LET LIFE BEAT YOU OR YOU WILL BE WALKING AROUND LIKE ZOMBIES... KEEP ON PUSHING,KEEP ON TRYING, LIFE CAN BE WHATEVER YOU MAKE IT BE. BUT LIFE CAN BE A BOWL OF CHERRIES WITH WHIP CREAM.I SAY THIS AGAIN;LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE IT. YOU CAN ALWAYS ACHIEVE OR CONQUER ANYTHING IT THROWS AT YOU, YOU CAN QUIT OR GIVE UP,BUT YOU HAVE TO KEEP WORKING AT IT.. LOOK HIGHER SOMEWAY,SOMEHOW YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE IT.. JUST HAVE FAITH AND THE WILL TO FIGHT CUZ ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE...

Please....
Put me against a wall and get down on your knees! Slide your hot hands up my trembling legs and press your thumbs into the crease of my thighs. Have your groping fingers wrapped firmly around my hips and drive me against the wall. Run your warm tongue ever so slowly across my stomach, your thumbs caressing and exploring the crease of my thighs. Put me on notice with your most demanding voice that I'm going to cum for you, cum like I've never done before. Order me to open my legs for you, wide, more, till you're content. Am I open enough for you yet? My pussy is waiting with unbearable anticipation. I ache to feel your breath on me, your mouth pressing against me firmly, your tongue sliding into my lips. Can you feel how soft I am, how incredibly hot I am? I need to feel your mouth covering all of me, sliding the tip of your fantastic tongue into every fold, your hands still firmly locked to my hips. Make my pussy swell, making me ache with your long slow licks and urgent nibbles. L

Broken By Lindsay Haun From The Movie Broken Bridges
Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Heaven knows that getting scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Better days are gonna find you once again Every piece will find its place When you're broken, when you're broken When you're brok

Keep Your Head To The Sky
Master told me one day I'd find peace in every way But in search for the clue Wrong things i was bound to do Keep my head to the sky For the clouds to tell me why As i grew, and with strength Master kept me as i repent And he said Keep your head to the sky Keep your head to the sky He gave me the will to be free Purpose to live his reality Hey, and i found myself never alone Chances came to make me strong To step right up and be a man 'cause you need faith to understand So we're saying for you to hear Keep your head and face atmosphere Keep your head to the sky So the clouds Keep your head to the sky So they can tell you why, lord Keep your head to the sky Surely, the clouds are gonna tell you why Gave me the will to be free Purpose to live his reality and i found myself never alone 'cause chances came, they came to make me strong Hey, to step right up and be a man you need faith to understand So we're just saying for you to he

Ironies Of Life
The greatest ironies of life: having the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone after that person walks out of your sight ....

Craig's List In New York
THIS APPEARED ON CRAIG'S LIST What am I doing wrong? Okay, I'm tired of beating around the bush. I'm a beautiful (spectacularly beautiful) 25 year old girl. I'm articulate and classy. I'm not from New York. I'm looking to get married to a guy who makes at least half a million a year. I know how that sounds, but keep in mind that a million a year is middle class in New York City, so I don't think I'm overreaching at all. Are there any guys who make 500K or more on this board? Any wives? Could you send me some tips? I dated a business man who makes average around 200 - 250. But that's where I seem to hit a roadblock. 250,000 won't get me to central park west. I know a woman in my yoga class who was married to an investment banker and lives in Tribeca, and she's not as pretty as I am, nor is she a great genius. So what is she doing right? How do I get to her level? Here are my questions specifically: - Where do you single ric

Don't Know
all or nothing at all something not found in the bottom of a glass laid out along the grass eyes closed and full of thought when does it come to knowing when its real unable to hit the full drunkeness needing to feel numb unable to see past what could be or what once was pieces not quite fallin into place dreams cloud my thoughts.. come to me place your hand upon my cheek tell me it will be alright no fear no worry needing to fall upon my heart wishing it could last for life all must come to an end... til we meet again.... in another time another place... til the time is right waiting with every ounce of fight tears bottled up inside fighting them back with all might

Psssst! You're Doing It Wrong!
We sure love our troops, right? Then why are 25% of the US homeless population veterans? Veterans only make up 11% of the US adult population, but they make up 25% of the homeless population. Is it that we love them only as long as we have a use for them? I wonder sometimes. It's why I see those damned yellow ribbons from China and the flag waving conservatives as insincere. Lying bastards is what they are. You love and support them until they come home and need a job. Some support that is.

Help
MY HEART IS BEAKING IN TWO FOR I AM SO CONFUSED. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO YOUR LOVE IS SWEET BUT IS YOUR LOVE TRUE? TELL ME MY LOVER WHAT DO I DO? I AM SO CONFUSED WORDS CAN NOT DISCRIBE HOW I FEEL AT THE PRESENT TIME THE PROBLEM I'LL SHARE BUT THE PAIN IS JUST TO HARD TO BEAR I HAVE TWO BOYS AND THIRE DAD WITH ALL THE MEMORIES OF THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD BUT THEN THERE IS A GUY AND HIS SON AND THEY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM NUMBER ONE I DONT WANT TO LOSE JASON BUT I HAVE NO WHERE LEFT TO HASTEN HE LEFT ME NO ROOM SO I DONT NO WHAT TO DO I LIKE THIS GUY AND HIS SON OH NO!!!!! WHAT HAVE WE DONE I HAVE NO WERE TO RUN PLEASE HELP ME I'M ASKING YOU WHAT SHOULD I DO? DO I FORGIVE MY ONE TRUE LOVE? OR DO I START NEW WITH A GUY THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A BEAUTIFUL WHITE DOVE HOW DO I CHOSE PLEASE HELP ME FOR I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO © SMS 2007

Hillary's Ancestry
Judy Wallman, a professional genealogical researcher, discovered that Hillary Clinton's great-great uncle, Remus Rodham, was hanged for horse stealing and train robbery in Montana in 1889. The only known photograph of Remus shows him standing on the gallows. On the back of the picture is this inscription: 'Remus Rodham; horse thief, sent to Montana Territorial Prison 1885, escaped 1887, robbed the Montana Flyer six times. Caught by Pinkerton detectives, convicted and hanged in 1889.' Judy e-mailed Hillary Clinton for comments. Hillary's staff of professional image adjusters sent back the following biographical sketch: 'Remus Rodham was a famous cowboy in the Montana Territory. His business empire grew to include acquisition of valuable equestrian assets and intimate dealings with the Montana railroad. Beginning in 1883, he devoted several years of his life to service at a government facility, finally taking leave to resume his dealings with t

Re: Ron Paul Constitutional Grassroots Fire 'out Of Control'
RE: Ron Paul Constitutional Grassroots Fire 'Out Of Control' ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 12 Nov 2007, 14:54 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: BlaineDate: Nov 12, 2007 2:48 PMPosted by: "Ed Ward, MD" Mon Nov 12, 2007 8:59 am (PST) Ron Paul Constitutional Grassroots Fire "Out of Control". 5 Million a Quarter Erupts into 5 Million in a Week. NCEL Support Needed Now."..it does not require a majority to prevail, but rather an irate, tireless minority keen to set brush fires in people's minds.." - Samuel AdamsA few Ron Paul volunteers started what they called a "money bomb" to assist contributions on particular days. The first and second 'bomb days' were small, but they did manage to assist significant funds in the early stages of the campaign. The third money bomb blew everyone away with almost 4 million dollars in 24 hours http://www.ronpaulgraphs.com/nov_5_extended_total.html . In combination with Ron Paul's smal

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

If I Could Make A Wish
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Chapter 2
The material holding me securely to the bed feels like satin, it is cool against my skin as I twist trying to free one of my hands, with no luck he has me tied securely to the bed so that I cannot escape. I can hear movement in the room, but I cannot make out where the stranger is doing until I hear the bedroom door open. "Where is he going? What does this man want form me? I have not money in the house, now jewels, nothing of value. I have got to try and get away but how, he has me tied securely to my bed by these satin binding and every time, I try to me they seem to tighten up around my wrists and ankles." I strain to hear the stranger then my ears pick up his voice. It is deep and muscular, it sounds like he is on the phone with somebody. "She is ready and waiting for your arrival. He was right her body is so tempting, I just want to taste her and take her for myself, but I know what my orders are. I shall away your arrival." Then the stranger returned to the bedroom, on

Chaper 3
Slowly I start to stand up form the dressing table, She gives me a once over before placing a leather waist length jacket on me. Then with out another word we all leave the room, her in front, then me and him bringing up the rear once in the outside I notice a long black limo, the driver standing holding the door open for Mistress Jade. She walked with her head held high and with pride in each step. As we neared the limo, she moved aside and had me enter first; I could feel the driver's eyes on my body as I climbed into the limo. Mistress Jade followed me into the limo, once inside I noticed that there were candles lit, and soft music playing. She gave orders to the driver as to our destination. "Pet, why don't you lay down it is a long drive to our destination, lie down and rest I shall awake you when we arrive." Something in her voice relaxed me enough to lay down with my head lying against her legs. As my eyes started to close, I could feel her fingers starting to run lightl

One Way Ticket
Many, many years ago when I was very young I knew that one day my work here would be done my worth would be gone, and my song would be sung a one way ticket to nowhere, and my soul would be hung. Not so many years ago that ticket was finally bought and I packed my heart with some very heavy rocks I locked the doors and prayed my soul would rot but then it never happened, my wish I never got. When a second chance came my way I thought maybe this time I wouldn’t make such a mess of life for all to see but that is not the case, for once again failure is close to me only this time I’ve not ruined one life, but I’ve added three. One can’t take care of himself, and two has suicidal talks it is entirely my fault because I wasn’t there during their walks it is proof that life is written for us with a stick of chalk and if you don’t want it erased, then live it but do not baulk. Now I see how I’ve messed up all I said I loved so much by not being there to see them throu

Live Life
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will alway

Pain
Though I try and try to make it end I can’t seem to find the strength to try again Burdened by the weight of a cold hard world My anger and sorrow building like a runaway train I slit my wrist to release my pain I feel the depression flowing out my veins I plan to keep typing until the bloody deeds done As I sit here dripping, remembering my waste of a life Wishing for a magic button that says rewind So I can go back and begin anew This fucked up existence That I’ve been through Or ………at least enough time To explain……………..to you All the shit I’ve had…………. to deal with The shit I’ve……….. Had to do But my head is growing heavy ………………. My sight…………….. Is growing dim Going to try to hit……………. Enter Before all my pain………………ENDS.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Thought Of The Month
Okay here it is now the thought of the month....And it is..... Be thankful for who you are and who you spend time with....The ones that you spend time with, will be with you for life

I Just Dont Know...
I wish that my life would be easy, that someone who loves me will come into my life, I dont know what to do, I just feel so lonely at the moment. I feel like everything is pointless sometimes. I have people that care about me, but why do the guy I like have to live in a different country? It feels so lonely when there is no one to cuddle into at night. I wish that my heart would stop betraying me.I wish that someone would be here and give me comfort when i am in need.That someone would love me for who I am, that things would be easy again.Noththing is as it should in my life at the moment.I guess that its because I dont have the kids here at the moment, they would help so much. Just by being here, just by looking at me and just telling me they love me sometimes without ever being asked.Well life will improve I know it is just hard sometimes to be alone.I wouldnt wish it to anyone. I am happy for everyone that has the love of their life in their life.. well enough now.. Love an

Crying Horse
One day a guy walks into a bar. The bartender says "if you can make that horse over there laugh you can have free drinks for the rest of the night". So he says "ok" and walks over to the horse and whispers something in his ear and he starts laughing and the bartender gives him free drinks for the rest of the night. The next night the same guy comes back in and the bartender says "if you can make that horse over there cry i will give you free drinks for the rest of the night. So he walks over there and does something and the horse starts crying, and the bartender gives him free drinks. Then the bartender asks what the man did to make the horse laugh and what he did to make him cry. The man says "To make him laugh I told him I had a bigger dick than he does and to make him cry I showed him".

Daniel
As i sit here in my room Images race through my head Of that faithful November day Walking home from school that day I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon his limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel is all cause of me He was hurting why couldnt i see Changed me forever The way i think and feel In that split second He flipped my world Things that i thoguht would be Were just a mirage of smoke My vision has brcome a blur And my body numb Rage runs through my veins Where love was long ago My soul needs time to mend As i say goodby to a dear friend

Obituary
My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed by. Today I read his obituary. Please join me in a moment of silence in remembrance, for Common Sense had served us all so well for so many generations. Obituary Common sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn, and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to dete

Soon To Be Gone Forever
WELL I AM OUTTA HERE. I WILL BE DELETING MY PROFILE AS OF FRIDAY NOV 16 2007. IT'S BEEN FUN BUT NOTHING IS WORTH MY TIME AND EFFORT HERE ANYMORE. SO TO ALL THE "TRUE FRIENDS" THIS IS THE TIME TO SAY GOOD BYE AND GOD SPEED. BILL

Just Venting Kinda
With everything that has been going on in my life the last few months I feel things changing from within me. I can tell that most of the changes that are happing right now are probably not healthy for me. I have always tried to keep a part of me locked away. This part of me most people who seen it stay away from me when it comes out. It is not just one thing that has happened to cause this but a lot of little things that over a few months have just plied on top of each other. People say that talking about what is wrong or bothering you helps you to get control but that’s just a lie. I can talk till I am blue in the face and it doesn’t help. This side of me is standing at the door waiting for me to open it and unleash its wrath on this world. Its the part of me that holds all the anger and hate that I try not to show. I have only opened this door a couple of times and both of them times the out come was not pretty. I feel like today that I have to lean upon the door to keep it shut beca

Big Dose Of Reality
I had a very sobering experience today that really opened my eyes and scared me stupid. Colt (the boyfriend) hadn't been feeling well most of the day but decided to try and go to work. I told him not to but he's stubborn like that. He'd been throwing up all day and had a terrible headache that wouldn't go away. I did not want him to drive to work but he insisted on it. Not even a half hour after starting his shift I got a call that he was getting worse and heading to the hospital. He didn't want me to be with him at first but I wouldn't take no for an answer so I rushed out the door and did 90 the whole way there. It turns out that he was extremely stressed out and his body couldn't take it. He'd been vomiting so much that there was practically no liquid left in his body so they gave him fluids through an IV along with medication for his headache and nausea. We spent nearly 4 hours at the hospital and thankfully by the time we left Colt was feeling a lot better. Being t

Why Is It
i don t understand these girl s on here they want you to send them comment s right and we all know how hot and sexy you all are when we do send u all comment s you alll could atleast say thank you and talk to us everynow and then.i mean a girl who is willing to show all and u say something to them they are like i have a boyfriend if u loved your b/f you would show ur body and not expect guy s to talk dirty too u i mean damn what s up with that if us guy s are going to be nice enough to give u all commplement s atleast say thank you don t be so damn stuck up cause they are million s of hot girl s on here your not the only 1 even though half of you might think you are i hate to break it to you all but god made every girl the same there s nothing special about your vagina they all look the same damn

The News....
What would you do if someone you cared for told you the most terrible news ever? How would you feel? Who would you go to in order to let go the heartache and sorrow? When would your heart finally stop bleeding? Today, I had been told, my Master (Michael), has cancer. Its on His left side and in His back. Radiation...He isnt going to have. He could live 5 months...or 5 years. I am trying so hard not to be sad for Him...or ache in front of Him. I am doing my best to treat Him like I always have. He is going to live out the days He does have left to His fullest and I dont blame Him. That is how someone should be anyway....when they find out that they are dying. I just notice a difference in someone when they have a positive attitude with it than a negative. Its hard not to be sad and show it...especially for Him. He likes to live life and take it by the reigns so to speak. All I can say is I am glad I have Him in my life. I am glad that I met Him. I am glad to love someone

If We Had Sex...game
Body: If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? if i could 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can ans

First Imperession
What do you think when you turn towrd me? What do you see standing there? What untrue life have you given me? Who, really do you think I am? When I look at you I try to see past the beauty, to see what must must be. I try to peer through your blue eyes, to break through to what seems clear, and cut my way through others lies. What do you see when yu look at me? A girl with broken dreams, and a bad full of tired emotions, with hazel eyes, and bursting with tears? To all who say they know, and espically to you, you will never really know me. Because first impressions only last with you

No Clue
1)Forbidden Love. . Your name whispers through the air, Along with the sweet scent of flowers. Slowly sliding a red rose into your hair, Seconds pass, pretending to be hours. . Wandering through valleys of green, Searching my mind for salvation. Looking into eyes nowhere to be seen, Providing guidance for my destination. . Deep within my heart glows a sparkle of light, Warming my face, with your smile so bright. Nothing can stop this pondering of my heart, The smell of roses, carried by a soft spring breeze. Only in your arms I can put myself at ease. 2)To my love When I look into your eyes, I melt away, It's like I'm drowning in your love. Slowly the world around me shimmers and fades, My only sparkles of hope are your bright eyes. They look at me, asking me why I'm so shy? The way your eyes look deeply into mine, Makes my body shiver, you dissapear into the shades. I'm trying to move, to grab you, while asking why ? My heart is filled with joy, seeing

Understaning(saw The Beginning)
UNDERSTANDING(SAW THE BEGINNING CONTINUED) TO ALL THINGS UNDERSTANDING MUST COME. SOMETIMES IT COMES TOO LATE AT THE END OF A CYCLE. AND SOME IT COMES ON TIME. HERE JOHN YOU WILL GET AN UNDERSTANDING OF WAY THE CHOICE WAS MADE, AND WAY YOU MUST ENDURE THROUGH THIS CHOICE THAT WAS TAKING. YOU SEE YOUR DYING OF CANCER. WHAT CHOICE DID YOU MAKE FOR THIS TO HAPPEN? "I DIDN'T MAKE THIS CHOICE. IT WAS AN BIOLOGICAL OCCURENCE. IT WAS NOT BY CHOICE I MADE CERTAIN BIOLOGICAL SYSTEMS BECAME WEAK AND CANCER CELLS GREW." REALLY JOHN? WAS THIS HOW IT BECAME? LET ME TELL YOU HOW THIS BECAME REALITY FOR YOU AND HOW THE CHOICE BECAME CANCER. THEIR ARE CERTAIN FOODS ..."AND I NEVER SMOKED EVER." OK WITH ALL THAT SAID. A PERSON CAN STILL GET CANCER WITHOUT SMOKING. A PERSON CAN GET CANCER OF THE BRAIN LIKES YOURS BY CHOICING THE WRONG FOODS, AND CHOICING THE WRONG FORCES ( I.E. BELEIFS) IN THEIR LIFES. NOW YOU DRIVEN YOURSELF OFF A CLIFF AND LIVED THROUGH THAT CHOICES. THIS NEW FOUNDED PAIN HAS BRO

My Dominion
MY DOMINION MY DOMINION magnify CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SEE MY WORDS HERE IS MY DOMAIN SYSTEMS THAT ARE FAR LIKE THE ONE WE LIVE THESE 13 ARE UNDER ME THIS IS MY DOMINION THIS IS MY REIGN HERE IS THE HOWLING OF THE DAMNED HERE IS MY RIGHT HAND TIME SLIPPING PAIN GROWING HERE MY ROAR SHALL REIGN HERE A 1000 SUNS ARE MINE HERE MY LEFT HAND SHINES

Re: Ron Paul's "fringe Views" Are Supported By The Majority
RE: Ron Paul's "Fringe Views" Are Supported By The Majority ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 Nov 2007, 06:26 Ron Paul's "Fringe Views" Are Supported By The Majority of Americans The ad hominem slur with which political science major Stuart Baimel entitles his recent Stanford Daily hit piece, Ron Paul is insane, and the cacophony of errors which subsequently dominate the essay, just goes to show how much academia is rigged towards grooming compliant plebs for the establishment and not really about educating anyone. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/141107_fringe_views.htm

Show Some Love To White Tail Hunter Please
Hugs to my Confederate Family! Everyone is just totally AWESOME! We need to help White Tail Hunter Leveling, he has a ways to go to get to Fuberlord, but let’s start helping him today. He has been excellent in rating other family members. LET’S ROCK HIS PAGE AND SHOW JUST HOW MIGHTY WE ARE!!!!

Me On Youtube!
I have been trying to do a few vids here at home, networking a bit if you will! LOL check it out and my other vis on www.youtube.com/iamjohnnyprice Please comment and rate and if you actually like it repost on as many sites as u can could use all the help!

Do You Like Big Tits????
Did I get your attention? Hmmmm? Yes, I have them but also a friend of mine had a lovely pair and all she needs everyone to do is give her one comment. No comment bombing, just one little comment. She is in a contest and we can't let some little tittied chick win! Please click on this picture, it will take you to the persons profile that is holding it, rate her and ask to be her friend and then when she accepts it, remember to go back and leave Melissa a comment on her Big Beautiful Tits! It is simple. I promise. We don't want her losing. Can't have it. So I am asking for all your help. Please **bats eye lashes** Show this girl we love big boobs! Kisses to you all and Kiss to Martin because he did for me today. :) ciao~

Off To Sin City - 12/14
Ok So I got my ticket tonight for Vegas... God I can't wait!!!!! I leave 12/14 at 7 pm and I will be out there till 12/23... My plane arrives at 7:25 pm. Now that The tickets are bought and out of the way I can't explain how happy I am that I'm goin. I mean the Excitedness just JUMPED out of no where. So what happens if I have way to much fun out there this time and dont want to come back? Dont worry, I'll come back home, duh I'd have to get my stuff! hahah j/k. Nah I dont know if I could live out there... My life is back here. My Family, My friends, ME is all back here. Although Vegas makes for a wonderful vacation every year :P lol Brian *my stepdad* is gettin us tickets to go see Larry The Cable Guy in Concert! GIT-R-DONE lol It can only get better! so Lets countdown shall we? lol 29 days until I leave!!!! YAY!!!! Oh and Bren, I'll shove you in my dufflebag so you can come along too :) lol Good night everyone now that i'm extremely hyper and happy :)

Re: Who Will You Vote For In 2008 ? (obama Winning Right Now)
RE: Who Will You Vote For in 2008 ? (Obama Winning Right Now) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay Date: 14 Nov 2007, 18:39 Thanks Tina's Fighting 4 Ron Paul 2008Date: Nov 14, 2007 7:35 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Revolution Solution Date: Nov 14, 2007 6:31 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Ænima YR ॐDate: Nov 14, 2007 6:23 PMRon Paul 26.3% 6540 Steve Kubby 0.2% 57 George Phillies 0.1% 28 Ralph Nader 2.5% 624 Mitt Romney 2.4% 605 John McCain 3.9% 962 Barack Obama 37.9% 9436 Hilary Clinton 8.4% 2101 Bill Richardson 0.9% 236 Newt Gingrich 1.7% 424 Rudi Giuliani 7.9% 1960 John Edwards 2.7% 665 Joe Biden 0.6% 159 Chris Dodd 2.0% 486 Tommy Tompson 0.3% 70 Tom Tancredo 0.7% 163 George Pataki 0.3% 63 Mike Gravel 0.3% 87 Tom Vilsack 0.3% 75 Duncan Hunter 0.6% 157http://www.yourfreepoll.com/xzwsmxqnsr.html REVIVE THE CONSTITUTION OF THE UNITED STATESSAVE AMERICAELECT RON PAUL

George Wins Dando Murder Retrial
George wins Dando murder retrial Barry George has won his appeal against his conviction for the murder of BBC TV presenter Jill Dando in 1999. The Court of Appeal decided the jury's guilty verdict six years ago was unsafe, and has ordered a retrial. George, 47, was sentenced to life for the shooting of Miss Dando, 37, outside her home in Fulham, west London, but he has always denied his involvement. The court said new scientific doubts over gunshot discharge residue evidence meant the conviction had to be quashed. 'Not a victory' George, dressed in a suit and dark blue shirt, appeared in the dock of the London court as the Lord Chief Justice, Lord Phillips, and two other senior judges allowed the appeal and informed him he would face a retrial. There was no application for bail and George is to be remanded in custody. Legal proceedings will begin within the next two months. I am disappointed, particularly for those of us who have suffered the tragedy of

Sick
ok, I ain't gonna lie....I am sick as sh!t~ I haven't felt this bad in years. I went to the dr this morning and I have strep throat....ugh~! My fever last night rose to 102.2 and I was freezing under 2 fleece blankets~! I am sitting here now teeth chattering. I am going to go lay down after I take my Tylenol. I hate being sick~! The dr said with the move and as stressed out as I have been about that...no wonder I am sick. My body is shutting down needing a break~! So I plead with you all....help me out. I don't feel like sitting here chatting trying to get votes. PLEASE ask all your friends to vote for my rack in the contest #1032R. Right now I am sitting in 6th place....not where I want to be~! I do hope to get online later so maybe I can get a few votes myself.....thanks~! ~~smooches~~

Come C Me At Work
2 all my indiana freinds i work part time at buffaol wild wings on washington street at the mall r grand openin is sunday the first 100 people get wings free 4 a year an get 2 see me so bring yo money an b hungry an come vist me there an have fun again it is at the washington sqaure mall sunday ok hope 2 see u ask 4 monica an ill take good care of u thanks every body love an kisses

Child Development
Autumns finally walking, talking, feeding herself, using the potty chair, and can tell you what she wants when she wants it... even tho her father isn't in her life, shes doing pretty good with out him, who knows maybe someday a guy will want to adopt her as his own :]

The Bonds Of Service
The Bonds of Service Her breath was stilled as his hands gentle and steady, firm and commanding fastened the collar around her throat. He looked into shining, anxious eyes and was pleased with his pet. The leather was warm and snug around her neck. Steel chains led from the leather, ending in clamps he would not yet attach to her tenderest flesh. The cold links lay between her breasts, leaving her master's invisible brand on her body, now his body. He fastened the cuffs, leather and steel, to her wrists, binding each with a gentle kiss. Turning her to the mirror, he whispered: "See how beautiful you are, Kitten?" She nodded finally believing those words. She was beautiful. She was owned. She was his pet. She knelt before him, pledging service pledging loyalty pledging obedience. He quietly lifted her to her feet Lay her, bound in leather and chains, across the bed that became the altar of her offering. Upon that altar, he claim

Just Read
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal lif

Torn Down
One The one That grip around me .. Unbreakable , Un changed .. always. The first breath the first touch the first truth .. I find myself in his eyes .. He hears it seems my silent cries. And makes my heart my reasons foe. What magic weaves his touch to trick me ,. How can I now deny what I feel .. What I love . The pain I have felt . The night wandering lost and awake .. Without his touch . Why does my heart burn with anger , and my anger weep tears of pain. Why am I looking with my eyes what My heart can see. Why is the heart the last on the list to be paid. Why am I standing here my soul screaming .. My teeth clenched tight .. Walls around me refuse to be torn down all the time begging me to crumble. I see all the right paths all the right words all the right things .. And all I want are these things down this rabbit hole I crave . I see his face .. His hands His voice haunting me .. Torturing me .. Whispering to me . Telling me everything I want to hear. Make all My fears disappear

Never
Never say I Love You If you don't really care Never talk about feelings If they aren't really there Never hold my hand If you're going to break my heart Never say you're going to If you don't plan to start Never look into my eyes If all you do is lie Never say Hello If you really mean Goodbye If you really mean Forever Then say that you will try I think of you each morning and [dream] of you each night i think of your arms around me holding me so [tight] __theres always going to be that [one] person that no matter what they say or what they do or how many times they [hurt] you __you just can't let them go because they just m*e*a*n so much People Change Things Go Wrong Shit Will Happen But Life Goes On ♥ I May Not Get To See You As Often As I Like ♥ ♥ I May Not Get To Hold You In My Arms All Thru The Nite ♥ ♥ But Deep In

Thoughts
Well it has cleared up now them ghastly ghostly invisible emails are gone lolm but here is a thought that crossed my mind. As a friend told me on here this is just a website and i should ignore all the BS thats goin on here with staff. True ishould but it seems no matter what we do or say they will be here messing things up or whatever. Some say they are "kids" running this site, and always will be...thats a possibility is all im saying but we have to look at it this way too. a)if we had actual adults running this site lol, there would be no NSFW for no nudity pics would be prolly disallowed. b) if it was allowed there would probably 100 bouncer checks everytime some one commented and rated the pics So i guess we are very lucky that we have the "kids" running this outfit.... but still i think the scene from that scifi movie with the ANDROID in sdaying wake up! time to die? but change the words "WAKE UP" TIME TO GROW UP! lol nuff said

Something To Think On
a good friend of mine sent this to me the other day. i dont know why, but it really made me stop and think about things. i thought i would share with all of you. The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. W

For Family Or Friends
These people are SAFE on my "FAMILY" list.. If you don't see your name then get in contact with me soon or you will be gone ! If your not on my family list and would like to be send me a message plz... I also will be needing pictures of my family members to put in folders so send away :) Love You All and talk to you soon ! ~* TGIF Muah *~ ~*BabyDOll*~ UNUSUAL SUSPECT SIMPLYSWEET WOODY DARK DEFENDER LIONNESS MS. CHARLOTTE 2 U DAE DREAMER @MR.TOEMAN13@ STEVE KYCATS14 CLOWNY PIXMAKER

For All My Military People
You know...I served in the Air Force for 7yrs and it never ceases to amaze me how some, not all, civilan women can get over a guy in uniform. They see the fairytale of "Oh I love a man in uniform" what they don't see is the sacrifices that are made to be with them. Not all understand the hours and hours of training they deal with, the year long or more deployments, the concept of being faithful while their man is gone. While he is gone he misses the sound of your voice, the scent of your skin, and the way it feels to hold you in his arms...the last thing he needs to worry about is who you might be sleeping with. His deployment is not an excuse for you to open your legs up to his buddies. Some, not all by any means, military men are dogs yes...but they are rare. For the women who this does not apply to, thank you for being a real woman and standing behind your man, you have no idea what it means to him.

Weeeeeeeeeeee
I had my doctor's appointment today and I got to see my baby!! I wasn't supposed to have an unltrasound until I was 20 weeks, but I wasn't sure of my last period so she said she'd get me one before my next appointment. I am about a week farther along so now I'm 13w5d. Everything is looking good! I'll post the pictures up as soon as I find some one with a scanner that works. That's all for now :) XOXO

Re: Turning The Police State Apparatus Against Dissenters
RE: Turning The Police State Apparatus Against Dissenters ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Nov 2007, 14:43 SPECIAL REPORT: Turning The Police State Apparatus Against Dissenters A sustained media propaganda campaign in support of the move to swing the apparatus of tyranny away from phantom Muslim terrorists and towards the American people is in full operation and may pave the way for further attacks on US soil to be blamed on dissenting Americans who speak out against the war and the rise of the domestic police state. http://infowars.net/articles/november2007/161107terror_hell.htm

4am Poems
Glass eyes staring outward. able to see into the souls Painted on lips deep into a false smile. Naked sitting on pedistool All look and adore. but love cannot reach it Heart torn at the seams only shreds remain unseen Who put it on a pedistool? It didn't ask to be there Who said adore it, love it true It knows nothing of emotion. Taught to be a perfect china doll Fragil at its most perfect form No-one saw it.. that invisible hand Pedistools now empty shards on the floor Glass eyes still staring lips broken in two Still it feels nothing Not that love, and not that fall Its nothing but a broken doll afterall. _________________________________________________ In a cage on a leash no room to move no rom to breath easy no worries or fear however soul is already free just waiting on now that blood to stop flow _________________________________________________ Trampled on and even pluked torn at roots or even broken in two adored at death ripped

Dollhouse Redub :p
Sorry, I know I already posted this, but I meant for it to be in my poems blog after reading Roxy's poem, I was inspired to post some of my own, so, here we go!: DOLLHOUSE Growing up behind these eyes The vision blurs, the memories hide I see my truth, it's only lies All that I've learned is falsified Surrounded by these faces cold I feel the weight, I turn to stone Uncaring eyes bore through my soul I'm nothing now, I'm all alone The years drag on unceasingly I live to hide, I'm never seen I always fail so perfectly I can't escape your view of me Within your eyes I know my place Fully exposed upon your face I see the shame, open disgrace The bitterness invades my taste There is no hate, just emptiness No jaded love, not even missed An open sore, a gaping wrist In all your lives I'm just a cyst My cancer grows, pale death is near Within my cell I face my fear I drown myself with unshed tears I squeeze the pain until it sears Sever flesh away from bone

Best Friend
I sit alone thinking of you and all the things we've both been through You are my very best friend and i know you'll be there until the end. Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone who will be there when something is wrong? when times are tough you're always there It shows me just how much you care. Although were going separate ways you're in my heart till my final days nothing can make a person see how special a friend you are to me. I dreamed of a friend just like you and finally my dream came true noting else could ever fulfill everything you're friendship will. You understand a side of me that no one else could ever see you know whats wrong before i cry but if I do, you will always know why. A friend like you is hard to find you put my problems all behind you were there when no one cared the best times were the ones we shared. We've been together through good and bad you made me laugh when i was sad and no one else could ever be as good of a

M.i.a.
Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise. Living another day in disguise. These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight. Ooooo.... Stand up and fight. Our fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong. I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers cant be wrong. Its no fun but I've been here before. I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war. (Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things) Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son. (Change this from my consciousness and please erase my dreams) Fight for honor, fight for your life. Pray to god that our side is right. though we won we still may lose, until I make it home to you. I see your mother still in tears we grew up so fast where did those years go. Memories wont let you cry unless I don't return tonight. So many soldiers on the other side, I take their live so they can't ta

Definition Of A Soldier
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants s

Angel On 109(not Mine But I Like It)
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere,' 'The sirens screamed out eulogies,' For death was in the air. 'A mother, trapped inside her car,' Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: 'Oh, God, please spare my boys!' She fought to loose her pinned hands; 'She struggled to get free,' But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused 'On where the back seat once had been,' But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; 'She did not hear them cry, ' 'And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ' 'Oh, God, don't let them die! ' Then firemen came and cut her loose, ' 'But when they searched the back, ' 'They found therein no little boys, ' But the seat belts were intact. They

Another One
Sexy Accent list Males: ------------------------ Girls: Boston........................ Southern Irish .........................Jersey Girl Dirty British.................British (Any) boston boston boston Austrailian Boston Boston New York Sorry I am really Bored

This Guy At Work
I work in retail, and there is a customer that always comes in..he is a little mentally handicapped...but he is so sweet...when he talks to us, he says things like..."You're as sweet as apple pie with ice cream on top"..and he talks about Billy Graham all of the time...he says.."He is gettin up there, he is in his 80s"...everytime you see him, he repeats these same things over and over again....little things like these in life are special and need not be overlooked. I don't think this man could hurt a fly. We need to appreciate the "innocent" things in this life instead of being so wrapped up in ourselves. I know, I know...I am "mushy", but I often think of these things..they mean a LOT!!

Casey
well i just found out a lil bit ago my cousin who was like my sister casey died in a bad car wreck she was trowne out of the car but she didnt feel no pain.she died as soon as it happened. she was 24 and left 3 kids behind her b-day is dec 25th and mine is dec 24th.we was really close. and im so lost right now i dont know what to do all i can do is cry. i feel like im losing my mind.i'm going to go and see the car tomorrow.there was 3 people in the car and all three of them were trowen from the car and died. casy in in the passagers side asleep she had no clue what hit her.but i know im feelin her pain.we did everything together you know. we may of been cousins but we was more like sisters and was so close.i dont know what to do i know she's in a better place now.but it hurts.it always happens to someone you love.and people wonder why i try not to get close to people because im afaid im going to lose them to.im out i cant take sittin here right now

I So Dig Swingers...
Have I said how much I dig swingers lately? I don't think I have. Sometimes a few can be annoying...esp the ones that think just cuz you're a swinger, you're gonna jump in the sack with them. That's esp annoying when they're someone you would NEVER even consider being around..ever...even if they were the last people on Earth! I guess they figure that since you have the whole 'swing' thing in common, you must be down with them...blah! There are some people that are just awesome, though. They're great to hang out with, and sex with them just makes things cooler. I so love those guys! Too bad that some people treat swinging like dating...esp in the Deep South. I don't mean to sound bad, but if I'm already fucking someone on a more than random basis, how can I really go steady with them? Weird! For the most part it's cool, though. I do miss my Texas swing, but I hope to make it work out here in Alabama. Anyway, that's probably more than you really wanted to know about me,

Three Italian Nuns Die And Go To Heaven ..
At the Pearly Gates, they are met by St. Peter ...! He says, "Sisters, you all led such exemplary lives that the Lord is granting you six months to go back to earth and be anyone you wish to be .. !! The first nun says, "I want to be Sophia Loren" ... So ... Poooof .. she's gone. The second says, "I want to be Madonna" .... So ... Poooof .. she's gone. The third says, "I want to be Sara Pipalini" .. St. Peter looks perplexed ... "Who" ? he asks .. "Sara Pipalini" replies the nun .. ! St. Peter shakes his head and says, "I'm sorry, but the name doesn't ring a bell" ..!! The nun then takes a newspaper out of her habit and han

"the Biker"
I know that some of you in my family are not motorcycle riders, but some of us are and this is something we can all get behind. Please, send this out to all you know, riders or not, because we have to share the road. Thanks everyone, I love you all. THE BIKER * I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your chil

Just You!!!
Hmmmmm... the smell of your hair... the touch of your hand... the sight of your smile and the sound of your laughter... I sit on the couch, almost in convalescence after a difficult day at work... I think that I'd just like to sit here, basking in your essence... your aura of love and lust enveloping me... I smile, touching you softly, kissing your lips... my hand wanders around your back, pulling you tightly against me as I feel your heart pound against my chest as my heart races in response...

Think
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. All my love, Michael

7 Angels 7 Plauges
Someday Some nights it really gets to me and this right now is killing me Unsure as forever With eyes so wide It's as clear as day A wavering frightened glance Promise not to cry One tear's released the flood Sorrow blinks to brightness of day Be strong I faked a smile that crumbled under Sunday morning's sky Apologize 10,000 times for days run over forever in my mind But middle ground has given way and where to step is now what I face No one to have No hand to hold I suppress my position as a means to silence the truth Tormented by my every undying devotion to you I cry terrified the truth will never calm But for now if I can just push on and forget all will be alright

The Return Of Stupid (updated)
Ok. Here is the full list of stupid things customers have said to my co-workers and me. Now remember that I work for a car catalog company and that we sell car parts and such. And Thank you to all my co-workers who have helped me comes up with this list. With out them I wouldn't have half the material I have on here. Enjoy. -How many come in a pair? (Two I think?) -Do you want the whole credit card number? (No just the last four will be fine. I will make up the rest. Duh!!!) -I found you number on the website. Later- Do you have a website? -The rear glass ain't a back window. (Then what is it.) -Are you free catalogs free? (Nope that’s just a ploy for us to steal your info to sell to other companies.) -Do you sell car parts too? (And trucks, and motorcycles and Jeeps. You would be surprised how many times I hear that a week.) -Rep-Can I have you daytime number, area code first? You mean my number. (No, I thought you were physic and could give me my numbe

De-paulification. Phase 1.
I need to hurry the process. The process of deleting him from my life. I just went all over my house throwing all kinds of shit away because he either bought it while visiting or he brought it from home. Anybody want some shot glasses from Cancun? How about a leather whip, the gimp mask, the wooden paddle, stripper shoes, monopoly money and liquid latex? Rubber sheets anyone? They're queen size..Err nevermind that Ill just throw that away. The kids the pictures drew of all of standing outside some pretend mansion,..it's in the trash. Hopefully they won't notice it's not on the wall in the family room. Goofy little pictures.. gone. Souvenirs from trips to crazy horse and the corn palace. Gone. That copy of some newspaper he was in.,It's in the trash. GAWD IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. Ok Im done venting.

Ha!
Okay, so there was this recent bill that passed in congress which through some oversight raised the price of birth control by about 900%. Women who paid $5 or $10 for their birth control pills will soon have to pay $40 or $50 for the same thing. Three guesses which part of society will suddenly be unable to afford it? It'll be a choice between kids, (fucking expensive) and birth control (suddenly fucking expensive). Yeah, this should make things better. Imagine the surprise of the religious folks when they discover that their advocation of abstinence fell on deaf ears and nobody stopped having sex, but now they get preggers when they do it. A whole new generation of poor kids. Sounds like a plan any government would be falling over itself to get behind. How much do you want to bet that things like viagra are steadily decreasing in price? I will never understand how people get voted in who don't stop to think it through. ...postscript.... It just occurred to me that it mi

Pm Not Asking Too Much
I long to watch you sleep To feel the warmth of your breath upon my cheek I dream of tracing the outline of your face with a gentle touch Just to see your lips curl in a sudden smile... I’m not asking too much... I long for you to hold my hand To feel your arms surround me in a hug I dream of waking in your arms and sleeping two bodies as one Just to see your eyes dance with laughter... I’m not asking too much...

Myself
Many who share life are blame Eyes are filled with tears and fear Memories that shame Sleepless nights Hurting of heart Did this happen? Uncomfortable, frighten, confusion Is this a lie or truth? Lost of boundaries and control Fear of night and day Protecting and over-protecting love ones Have to find! Myself, before I can truely be myself?

Thinking Of You
SITTING HERE THINKING OF YOU HOLDING ME TIGHT HOLDING ME NEAR.... OUR EYES MEET OUR LIPS TOUCH IT FEELS LIKE HEAVEN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.... PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME NOW FOR IT WOULD HURT SO MUCH..... YOU HAVE MY HEART HOLD IT CLOSE FOR MY LOVE WILL NEVER SAY NO...

Loosing You
Loosing you day by day Memores do fade away Hopes and dreams come crashing down Dispair and darkness now abound I find the pain of loosing you Unbarable and can't belive it's true That once so closely two hearts beat Now span a chasm oh so deep Oblivious you seem to be of just how much you mean to me of how my world goes round and round to your heart's strong beating sound And now comes the time that I most dread The time for me to burry the dead And so I enter my memories Benteath the headstone "Never Ment To Be" Belle 08/20/07

In The Words Of Women
"FINE" This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. "FIVE MINUTES" This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. "NOTHING" If you ask her what is wrong and she says "Nothing", this means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (normal eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want becau

Waiting
Smiles behind a pitch black vial lips that speak when no ones there sitting here and waiting she left him cause she thought shes a freak he loved her cause he thought shes unique and now shes sitting here sitting here and waiting She fell for him on a ship Ironic... isn't it because he sailed away and shes still here shes still here and waiting Her world is crumbling before her eyes She feels like she is paralyzed cause shes still here and waiting She builds up walls to save her from the demons and the hurt they've done but she didn't make a door and the ones she loves want her more wondering if shes still here and what shes waiting for But shes still here in the rain on a cold summer's day wondering what shes waiting for because she doesn't know Shes waiting for the warmth or softer winds to blow but as of now shes waiting to stop waiting

General
lifes too short to let people get to you. just gotta see whats in front of you and enjoy life for what its worth. not gonna be here forever. we all have our hard times and are good times just need to figure out what needs to see what needs to be done and go for it. wanna go for whats best for you. don't let people put ya down walk all over you, control ya. don't need to deal with assholes. all guys are assholes unless they prove you wrong and thats how ya need to think of things.

Driver's Lisence
Check your drivers license...Now you can see anyone's Drivers License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...Picture and all! Thanks Homeland Security Privacy, where is our right to it? I definitely removed mine, I suggest you all do the same....Go to the web site and check it out. Just enter your name, City and State to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove." This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. http://www.license.shorturl.com/ < /DIV> If the link does not open when you click on it - cut and past it into your url

Some Of The Wonders Available..
-SOME OF THE MANY DIFFERENT FACES OF DOMINANTS- THE HIPPIE- Will demand absolute trust yet want to spend endless hours debating what trust is until his and your boundaries become diffused in the candlelight. Prefers whack jobs to blow jobs. Has differential beat so demands 27/4 instead of 24/7 as time shifts in the haze of previously illegal substance use. Prefers his hair to be longer than his subs’ so will expect you to be freshly shaved. Is out of his freaking mind so don’t expect a serious response to an application. An ability to endure loud music and produce the food when its munchies time would be an advantage. THE "BEEN DOING THIS FOREVER" VASTLY EXPERIENCED DOM- Looking for lesser beings, on whom to bestow virtually limitless wealth of BDSM knowledge as He has forgotten more than you will ever know.. The 'submit your application and find out if you have sufficient intellect and wisdom, to be considered for such an important position' profile approach. THE DU

Hes Almost To Henchmen!!!!
Plz help my baby level to Henchmen show him love n he will give it back!!! I'd really appreciate it n so would he!! Hope ya'll have a great nite!! **hugz** ß®åd ßî Çåñådîåñ Ç®èå†º® Çº Øwñè® @ F®èåk$ Çºmè Øµ† Á† Ñîgh† - MOVING TALK LATER.@ fubar

And Forever
Day by day Night by night Step by step I fall in love A love so incomprehensible So vivid So unique So wild, that not even the reign of god could control A passion so deep A need so necessary A want so strong, the universe would not handle I love you today I’ll love you tomorrow and forever......

November 22,2007
well it is thanksgiving day and i am stuck in west virginia without my family this year...i really knew how to get home..i dont have a car or any money right now so i am stuck until i dont know when..

Poem
Pixie Dust Fearie lust White lace Across silky skin Playfull Giggles Mischevious smiles Sparkling eyes With a hint of desire Heat rises From a passionate kiss Two souls tremble As a union is made In a burst of joyous light Two souls become one Dancing to an erotic rythm The flames of lust burn higher As the dance reaches A climactic fall The two souls part A new life takes flight Golden and pure Innocence reborn It all began With a passionate Kiss Copyright2004 Jeff Hargis

Inspirational Poem© By David Cook
I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb, life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done, and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or give up, you h

Not Dead Yet
Smoke another one Burn your life away Something's got to kill me I might as well enjoy it Pills, thrills, crank and meth Dieing as fast as I can Tequilla, scotch, brandy, and beer Slam on the brakes Tighten the noose Wake up and wonder why I'm still alive Something's got to kill me I might as well enjoy it Everything happens for a reason It's not my time to go Why not, I'm tired of being here Fire it, snort it, pop it, smoke it Whatever it takes Just to make it through another day I'm already dead I just don't know it I died as fast as I could My body lived on My mind is blank I'm alone, cold, and empty Something had to kill me It ws one hell of a ride Did I enjoy it I don't remember What? I'm not dead? Everything happend for a reason I'm still alive I might as well stick around and Find out why. Written in rehab 2004: Jeff Hargis 2006 Kaitlynn Rain Hargis was born, my daughter is my life. Please don't rip.

Me First
I really need to start thinking of myself first. I put my own feelings aside too much.. I put my own needs second. Well screw that. It just makes life too hard when you worry about what everyone else needs first. Is that so wrong? To put me first? To get what I need out of life? Maybe thats why I get moody.. and seem miserable at times. Maybe its why I feel sad at times. Maybe its why people confuse me and why I expect too much out of them. I never do what I need. I let frustrations and anger build up inside. Well I let them out in blogs, but never to the person that deserves it. Sometimes I think I need to put up walls. But I don't. I do have walls, plenty of them. But the walls are for me, to keep me in, not others. I need to tear them down and let myself out. Maybe putting myself first will take away the need for the walls.

Your Life Is In Your Hands!
These are the lyrics to the song Make Yourself, the title track of Incubus' album....Make Yourself. I have heard this song about a trillion times since it came out in 99'. Up until early this last year I had never understood the true relevance, and power of this song. It is hard for me to admit that. As i think about it, I wonder how I had seemingly been blind to what this message has to offer to anyone who reads it. There are too many people in the United States letting other people make life altering choices for them, your life belongs to you......MAKE IT!!!! If I hadn't made me I would've been made somehow if I hadn't assembled myself I'd have fallen apart by now If I hadn't made me I'd be more inclined to bow powers that be, would have swallowed me up but that's more than I can allow If you let them make you they'll make you paper mache at a distance you're strong until the wind comes then you crumble and blow away If you let them fuck you ther

*sigh*
screeching weasel "Every Night" I'm not feeling human anymore Half connected all the time Each night I document the things I've done The pointless points I've made for stupid reasons Every night I'm always the same You're pounding on my brain Tonight and every night I lie down clenching up my teeth Trying to fall asleep I've sat and smoked a billion cigarettes And wished to hell that you were here My stained and calloused fingers hold a pen Scratching apologies to you too late too little Every night I pay off my debts Trust me I don't forget Tonight and every night I will analyze everything And make myself count the ways I fucked up today

Dio - Egypt (the Chains Are On)
In the land of the lost horizon where the queen lies dark and cold And when the stars won't shine then the story's told yeah When the world was milk and honey and the magic was strong and true Then the strange ones came and the people knew oh oh that the chains were on that the chains were on My my my in the land of no tomorrow where you pray just to end each day And your life just slowly melts away Each day you hear the sand as it moves and whispers come and sail on my golden sea Maybe one day you'll be just like me and that's free but still your chains are on Yes your chains are on still your chains are on You've seen them walking on the water you've seen flying through the sky They were frightening in the darkness they had rainbows in their eyes When the world was milk and honey and the magic was strong and true Then the strange ones came and the people knew yeah that the chains were on That the chains were on that the chains were on that the chains were on Oh my the

Nice Guy Is A Chester
->Psychowolf...: Dont worry fag, Youre about to get PWND niceguy: Like i said, if you dont stop now, i WILL stalk your child and violate it. ->Psychowolf...: Are you gay for me or something, or just a straight up child molester? niceguy: I ill rape your children, if you dont stop with that shit. ->Psychowolf...: I have a carbonite boner for you niceguy@ fubar

Family Birthday Campout '07
My dad's birthday is the day after mine so we had a family campout at my parents house. Here are some pics. Kinda disappointed I didn't take more. OH well. That's what happens when Aurelia starts drinkin'! :P The family. Actually, the whole family couldn't fit in the pic. They snuck off to play poker. My cousin SaraJane. She had to be up in the morning for work and we were all so loud. Shaun filling his cup w/ beer he had hidden in the tent. Selfish much? When will I learn not to take pics w/ Shaun when he's drunk haha Everyone singing Happy Birthday to my dad. My favorite cousin, Cristal. Good times! REL

My Own Hell
The night closes around me and I am finding it harder to breathe. Lost in confusion the stars no longer light my way and I am left with only one cloud in the sky. I make my way towards what is unknown. My past, my present, and my future flash images through my head, of what I have been, and what I may become. I am no longer just walking with myself in mind, but with those close around me. I am not sure how much longer I can pull this weight behind me. My battles become clearer and more apparent, but this hill I walk keeps getting steeper. I have so many hands reaching for me and yet I can not reach back. One by one their faces flash in and out of my mind and I’m spinning out of control. I wish someone would guide me, but they look at me like I should know my way. Dark images fill my head of the days I spilled my own blood, and the urge re-emerges. If I could just feel the cool blade against my skin again, I would feel alive, and I could live. I would feel the breath I’ve been waiting t

I Want To Make You Smile As You Make Me...
I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel, And this is what I want so much to be. The beauty of my life is like a passion That blows right through the person that you see...

It's Been So Good To Have You As A Friend...
It's been so good to have you as a friend: As sweet and rich as honey-colored sun Slanting steep across a summer lawn, Gilding life with all that love can lend. And now that you yourself have griefs to tend, I want to be the strong and caring one To count to you the lovely things you've done Until these troubles pass and sorrows end. You are so beautiful in form and soul That you bring happiness to all you're near: Just as a sea rose, flowering in mist, Makes a paradise of some bleak shoal, Turning truth to something far more clear, No pain unsoothed or rain-swept cheek unkissed.

Hunger Strike
for the last 3 weeks my kid has been doin that "i dotn want that" crap doesnt matter what even fun foods like hamburgers and chicken nuggets he wont eat He is not sick... ALready been there I am tired of him wasting my money and having food end up on my floor so today his putting himself on a hunger strike NO snacks I am not even gonna cook the food till i know his lil tummy is growling and i will serve him the foods one at a time with what i know he will eat last... after he eats at least half of the other shit Let someone call DSS on me I dont give a rats but Let DSS clean up the food off my floor

Mrs Frog
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog.. They say it's been trained to give blow jobs!" "Blow jobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proved but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blow jobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she wa s awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and

The Story Behind The 12 Days Of Christmas
The Story Behind The 12 Days Of Christmas There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge that won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. Two turtledoves were the Old and New Testaments. Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. The six g

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Pat On The Back
First.. Sorry i am not rating ya'll i am actually doin homework. I wil take a mumm break later.. Maybe NE Way I down myself alot.. So here is a pat on the back i dont know anyone who has had as much on their plate as i do and have managed to do as well as i have In fact. People in similar situations that i know are flunking outta school/ have flunked outta school/ or given away their kids he he I know people with WAY less on their plate who do nothing but waste space So i dont get to go out and party, My kid is a total brat, And i cant go to my classes... BUT i am prolly in line to make A's in almost all my classes.. at the LEAST B's in them all if things get worse. I have money in the bank. Fridge with food, and a Really nice car.. Dont get me wrong I am prolly gonan bitch a bit later. But for the next 10 minutes at least. I am proud of who i am and of what i have accomplished well everything but the nice gut i got over the last 5 months.. but M

Thought Of Suicide
to all those who want to take the easy way out, let me tell you it is not the easyway out, life is far too short to try to step out by suicide, it causes more pain to everyone around, much more pain than one would think, they think that hey i will be out of pain and my family and friends wont hurt anymore but please think about it the ones it hurts the worst is family and friends, if one is having some problems seek out someone you feel that you can talk to stand tall, and stand your ground. it is hard sometime when you have been put down or hurt constantly but it will get better. just turn it over and let the almighty one have it. i know that i was not ready to go and i saw the pain that it would cause the ones that were loved the most but the one that caused the pain and hurt just continued to cause the pain and hurt this did not phase them at what they had caused one to do so please just turn it over and seek the help and seek the love of the almighty creator of all much love to

Holes With In The Quilt Of Life
As I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles. An Angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares stogeather into a tapestry that is our Life. But as my angel took each piece of cloth of the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each one of my squares was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been difficult, the challenges and temptaions I was faced with in everyday life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I glazed upon my own life and was diheartened. My angel was sewing a ragged pieces of cloth togeather, threadbare and empty, like binding air. Finally the time came when each life was

True / False
Rule 1: If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks. Rule 3: T/F Only answer with True or False: Q: Kissed someone on your top friends/family?: FALSE.. Q: Been arrested?: TRUE Q: You love someone?: TRUE.. Q: Held a snake?: TRUE Q: Been suspended from school?: TRUE.. Q: Sat on a roof top?: TRUE.. Q. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: TRUE.. Q: Broken a bone?: TRUE.. Q: Shaved your head?: FALSE.. Q: Played a prank on someone?: TRUE.. Q: Had/have a gym membership?: TRUE Q: Shot a gun?:TRUE.. Q: Donated Blood?: TRUE.. Just be 100% truthful LAST PERSON. 1. You hung out with? PAT.. 2. Last person that texted you? SERGIO.. 3. You were in a car with?: PAT.. 4. Went to the movies with?:TRACEY & AMANDA 6. Person you last talked on the phone with?: SERGIO.. 8. You messaged on myspace/fubar?: SERGIO.. 9. You commented?: SERGIO.. 10. You spent th

A Random Funny.
saturday myself, my sister, and my bff went shopping. after we were done i noticed a vending machine that had ice cream, and even though it was freezing, i wanted one. so .... the damn thing refused to give me the one i wanted. it was so funny though because i felt like i was on boiling points. every time we hit the button to give us the money back the damn machine would keep 15 cents. i wonder if that was a tip just for using the stupid machine. lol

Recovering From Turkey Day
Well The thanksgiving 4 day event went well with me being sucessful in not over eating and stearing clear of the really unhealthy foods. Was able to sneak off a few times to purge thank god or heaven knows how fat I would have gotten. At my weigh in after all this I had only gained 2 lbs (UGH) Could have been worse I supose but it sure as hell could have been better. Well its Restrict restrict restrict time. Fasting is the name of the game to get back on track.

**win Win Win!!!** Weekly Giveaway!!**
WRR Scavenger Hunt Sweepstakes Rules Scavenger Hunt starts Monday, November 26 12:00pm (noon) EST 1. Create a photo folder on an account such as fubar, myspace, photobucket, etc. Title the folder WRR Scavenger Hunt Sweepstakes. 2. Listen to DJ's shows for clues given out. Each DJ will have different clues for their shows. 3. Find the pictures of ALL the clues for that week on the internet and put them in your Sweepstakes folder. Email worldrockradio2@gmail.com and include the url address of your photo folder, your name, and what site you listen to World Rock Radio on. 4. Collect ALL the clues and win the Weekly Spotlight in the WRR lounge and in the weekly fan club newsletter (and other surprises). In case of a tie, weekly winners will be chosen by random drawing. 5. The monthly grand prize of the Monthly Spotlight in the WRR lounge and fan club newsletter, 10,000 fubux and a 3 day blast or a $20 Wal-Mart gift card (winner's choice) will be given to a winner selecte

Vote For My Ink
I need you help to get to 10 please vote for my ink in Vince's contest to go on the Motley cruise! Its sold out and this is my only chance! Thanks love you! http://www.vniskinshow.com/skin.php?skin=1884

I Miss You Today
I miss you today By Eric Ethan I miss you today with a big cookie on plate today A glass of hot apple cider to taste the nectar of the fresh apple fruit Have you favorite DVDs of abbott and Costello TV shows and movies to make you laugh today Making you a big lunch to show you how much I miss you I wear my famous red shirt today with bear slippers on my feet today Got some fresh flowers of yellow and white roses today for you To leave a smile on your face that is blushing red like an apple I hug you so tight and lift you high in the air to make you on top of the world The End

Little Johnny:good Xmas Story
little Johnny wqas sitting in the small office of the orphanage waiting to see if he was going to get adopted, so many times he had been checked and passed by his heart couldnt take it anymore , he was great kid, 10 years old would be 11 on Christmas day...the only problem was that all the parents were wanting were babies, they didnt want older kids for some reason...he fidgeted around and got up to pace when the door opened..and walked in Ms Holice the nicest peson in the whole orphanage, she really liked johnny becaue he always helped out in the orphanage taking care of the grounds and picking up after the younger kids. She walked in and sighed..."Im sorry Johnny, they took little abigail today" tears started to well up in his eyes as his heart sank, its-its ok Ms Holice....it always happens, i get passed for the little ones...he walked then ran to his room, and cried himself to sleep...he slept through dinner and breakfast that next morning...that afternoon he got up and took ashow

You Know Who You Are
WHEN I MET YOU YOU TOLD ME I WAS SEXY YOU SAID YOU LIKED MY BODY YOU MADE ME FEEL GOOD INSIDE I CAN LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND BE PROUD OF WHAT I SEE YOU TAUGHT ME TO EXCEPT MYSELF AND TO LOVE ME FOR ME EVERYTIME I SEE YOU THE VOICES YOU MAKE MAKES ME WANT YOU EVEN MORE BUT ITS KINDA HARD TO TAKE YOU BEEN THERE FOR ME EVERYTHING THAT WAS STARTED I BARELY GET TO SEE YOU NOW THAT WE HAVE PARTED THE TIMES WE SPEND TOGETHER ARE ALWAYS NICE AND LOVELY BUT BABY ITS NOT THE SAME WHEN YOU NOT LOVEIN ME

Please Read
My yahoo account was hacked. So if my screen name tries to contact you its not me, and dont click any stupid links it sends you. im changing it since he took my screenname so contact me if u want the new one.

A War In My House.
I have a bad headache. Not sure when it started? I imagine when I decided to pick up Anthony from school instead of him walking home with all his friends. I picked him up, dropped him off at home and told him not to go any where and he got mad and slammed my car door. I then went to pick up Christopher from school. Sitting there listening to classical music made me calm but it didn't make my headache go away. I got a phone call from Peter telling me that there was a war going on at home between Ashton and Anthony. I decided to let Christopher go to his friends house after school instead of coming home to that. I came home and both the kids were out in the garage talking so I let them be. I guess my daughter blew up at her brother big time! I am glad it was all calm by the time I got home. I am not looking forward to tomorrow. I made Anthony an appointment to see a psychiatrist tomorrow at 1:00pm. I will have to pick him up and take him there and I am worried how he wil

Sex
so apparently im really fucking bored so im doing surveys...about sex...cause thats the only interesting thing to talk about lol The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: i like twice a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: not a top priorityDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yeppHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: no strangersHow do you feel about one night stands?: not into themHow many one night stands have you had?: umm does it count if ive known them for a really long time?What's your favorite position?: depends on moodWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: not sureDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: dependsHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: nopeHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: a whileDo you get off first or do they?: eh evenDo

Please Pray For Our Friend Byrd!!!!!
PLEASE PRAY FOR BYRD. KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!! WE LOVE YOU BYRD ADD YOUR NAME TO HIS PRAYER LIST! Our friend Byrd was in a serious car accident and my never walk again, please, even if you don't know him, add your name and let's all pray for his recovery.... 1.John

Her Scars Show !!!1
She set's watching t.v. in the comfort and safety of her home,when she relizes she has to baby-set in the morning and there is nothing in the fridge to feed the little one's.Surely she can make it to Wal-mart and back in no time to get Milk and Egg's..But she has been being stalked...should she take the chance..the babies have to eat..and the car is just right outside the front door...She decides to go..she grabs her keys and purse,but forgetten her cell-phone..she is bad about that..Wal-mart is not to full,she can be in and out in no time and back to the safety of her home..As she gets out of the car she makes sure she looks every where..and parks close to the front...she darts inside wal-mart grabs the milk and eggs and rushes back to her car...she let her guard down for just a second..she didn't look in the back-seat before getten in the car...she puts the bag in the passanger seat and slides in,shuts the door...Her nightmare begins.!! From out of no-where comes a hand from the back

I Fucked Up 54% Of My Teenage Life
I FUCKED UP___ OF MY TEENAGE LIFE [X] Gotten detention. [] Gotten your phone taken away. [X] Gotten suspended. [X] Gotten caught chewing gum. []Gotten caught cheating on a test. Total:3 [] Arrived late to class more than 5 times. [X] Didn’t do homework over 5 times. [X] Turned at least 3 projects in late. [X] Missed school cause you felt like it. [] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class. Total so far: 6 [X] got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school. [] Text people during class. [] Passed notes. [] Threw stuff across the room. [] Laughed at the teacher. Total so far: 7 [] dialed 911 from the pay phone []Pulled down the fire alarm. [] Went on myspace, friendster, xanga, etc. on the computer at school [] Took pictures during school hours. [] Called someone during school hours. [] Listened to an iPod, cd, etc. during class. Total so far: 7 []Threw something at the teacher. [] Went outside the classroom without permission. [X] Broke t

Joy Of Being You
To get where you wish to go, you must take an active role in the journey. Though many good and valuable things are constantly flowing into your life, it is up to you to make something meaningful out of them. No one else can live your life for you. That is your biggest responsibility and your greatest opportunity. Your dreams and desires, passions, opinions, preferences and interests are yours for a reason. The more sincerely and completely you give life to them, the more genuine fulfillment you will know. Beauty is what you know it to be. Joy is what you experience it as being. The meaning of life is the meaning you give to it. Deep down, you know what to do. Dive into the pure joy of being you. For there is so very much you are able to be and to give. -- Ralph Marston

One Night Stand
A Beaituful women sits alone in the corner sipping her wine, she happens to glance up to see the most handsome figure she laid her eyes on. As he turned around thier eyes met, and he thought to himself OMG let her be the one for me to love.Then he slowly walked towards her very nervous in every step he takes, she felt herself becoming very hot feel every sensation tingling in her body, and seeing every inch he makes towards her fullfillied with excitement. Not having said a word to each other yet the man sits down beside her the 2 are speechless in thier erotic thoughts of each other, As they introduced themselves to one another, he grabbed her hand and walks her to the dance floor, as the young couple stared into each others eyes all night long. As the night drew to an end, with much anticipation the young women invites the man up into her apartment, the man agree, nerviously as the couple head into the bedroom, they begin to carass and feel each others bodies, the 2 begin to undress

Yeah. So. Yeah.
From last night's show: A new reason for me to like Mike from The Devil Wears Prada. "God I really have to go to the bathroom!" LOL That was too cute. What's cuter is that when I looked up and saw him standing there with Chris looking at us he gave me a big smile and I saw his braces. A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E! Whilst I was fumbling with my purse he put his arm around me and yanked me into him. Sweaty little bugger, but he had quite the grip. :) and his lips look that much hotter in person. i think i might be in lust with the little Christ Warrior. lol

Day Closes
When the day comes to a close My heart longs for you. And when this feeling falls on me, No one else will do. You're so deep within my heart, My love seems to overflow. You're with me every moment, No matter where I go. Oh how I wish to be with you, To hear the words you say. Each moment that I spend with you, Brings such joy each day. If God would grant a special wish, And would allow a day with you. One day would be as a thousand years, To know you love me too. I wonder if you're thinking of me, And wish for a day with me I will love you for all of my life; In my heart you'll always be.

What You Mean To Me
I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on Yahoo Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.

A Night To Remember
A long, long time ago, On a Mid-October night. People from all around, Gathered at a light. They all started to laugh, And dance with delight. Some tried to impress others, With all their might. Others just went around, Lost in the night. When I saw you dressed, Just for me tonight. I could barely breathe, When I had you in my sight. There is just one more, Thing I need to do. Is ask if I, Can have this dance with you. Tyler Montgomery 12 Oct 02

The Fight In You
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good and what is not, won't. Some things are worth fighting for. But sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for...

As Christmas Approaches!
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the tax office sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They just want computers ....they think - I'm IBM! Flying through the air..

My Friends
My friends we have been through alot, We have cried, we have laughed, made eachother smile. We have climbed these mountains together, swam acrossed the deepest river. We have all searched for that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. We have been through the roughest and the toughest together. Although we have never met and chances are we never will. In the end my friend our friendship will still be strong. I have kept you close in my heart. As the days go by i find myself thinking about you and the talks we have had. The memories we have built through the love that we have shared. It seems funny how God brought us together, For reasons we may never understand. I am glad that we are friends. My friend at times i know you were angry at me, and i know my friends i have said somethings that i know have hurt you. But please forgive me i never meant the things i said. My friends i am so happy that i have had the chance to talk with you. The distance and the mi

8,990 To Go
ok everybody...now im officially begging lol. Im in the giveaway for a month VIP and i need to receive 10,000 comments. I still need 8,990. PLEASE PLEASE come help me. I will never be able to do without all of your help. here is the link again! just click on the pic and you are there!

Oomph!-gott Ist Ein Popstar
Vater unser im Himmel Geheiligt werde Dein Name, Dein Reich komme, Dein Wille geschehe, Wie im Himmel So auch auf Erden. Und vergib uns unsere Schuld Und führe uns nicht in Versuchung Sondern erlöse uns von all den Bösen Ich geb euch Liebe Ich geb euch Hoffnung Doch nur zum Schein denn die Massen wollen betrogen sein GOTT IST EIN POPSTAR Und die Show geht los! GOTT IST EIN POPSTAR Der Applaus ist groß GOTT IST EIN POPSTAR Ihm gehört die Welt GOTT IST EIN POPSTAR Bis der Vorhang fällt Vater unser im Himmel Geheiligt werde die Lüge, Mein Fleisch verkomme Mein Wille geschehe, Und den im Himmel gib uns auf Erden Und vergib uns unsere Gier Drum führe uns jetzt in Versuchung Und dann erlöse uns von all den Bösen Ich geb euch Liebe Ich geb euch Hoffnung Doch nur zum Schein Denn die Massen wollen betrogen sein GOTT IST EIN POPSTAR Und die Show geht los! GOTT IST EIN POPSTAR Der Applaus ist groß GOTT IST EIN POPSTAR Ihm gehört die Welt GOTT IST

No Other
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Best Of Me
I saw you again at the parlor, Crossing the walk with your lady, I caught your eye from a far off, I noticed she wore a ring, mmmm, I found a smile against my will Wish it was genuine. I put away my desire No more in love with you still, Look I'm moving on. Loved you, Lost you Thought I'd give you all the best of me, uhhh We departed, broken hearted, I need to be free What we had was oh so lovely I'll swallow my pain, It's my time to find the best of me Can't be the type to be begging Can't be the type to plead, My mama made me much wiser, What's mine will be just for me, yeah I'm trying hard to just focus, I'm trying hard to sleep, Promise I'm glad you're happy When it's my time it will be. Look I'm moving on. Oo hoo hoo Loved you, Lost you Thought I'd give you all the best of me, uhhh We departed, broken hearted, I need to be free What we had was oh so lovely I'll swallow my pain, It's my time to find the best of me Oh my, why have I been just

Life
If this doesn’t fit you yet because you are too young, send it to an old friend. Here are some basic rules that most of us have to start believing. You are older now. Nobody cares what you think or what you say, especially your old friends who are probably worse off than you. Most of what you know is no longer true. Even if it was true, it doesn’t apply any longer. Move on. Spend some time on yourself. Discover and accept who and what you are. It’s too late to make changes anyway. Stop looking in the mirror. Sure, you don’t look as old as you are, but you're the only who believes it. If you have money start spending it. If you don’t, marry somebody who does - and spend theirs.. Piss off at least one young know-it-all every day. Forget doing all those things you’ve been putting off all these years. There ain’t enough time left anyway. Don’t be in a hurry to try anything new. Now is the time to finally get good at something old. Don’t take up

Too Good To Toss Aside
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others

Life Lessons
There are a few things you learn along the way as you grow up and i think that it is different for each and every one of us. We all have to take our own journey and see what we see. The biggest things that i have learned in my life are this: 1: be wary, for not everyone has your best interest at heart. Infact often times people will lie and deceive you jsut to get what they want or need from you, be it physically, emotionally, financially or socially. 2: if it's too good to be true, it probably is. This can span the course of alot of things and I personally have experienced most of them myself; yet the most likely is with love. I guess it will never cease to amaze me the things that surface when your heart is most vunerable. 3: what's done in darkness ALWAYS comes to light. Is there anyone out there that seriously thinks that they are getting away with something? Yet you always try... give me a break. There is always someone waiting to replace you and deceit is like a

This Is The Story Of The Most Amazing Thing That Has Ever Happened In The History Of The World...
This is the story of the Most Amazing Thing that Has Ever Happened in the History of the World... Before the world began it was God's plan to send to earth a savior A prophecy fulfilled Thousands of years ago, God spoke to Abraham under the stars and promised that through him all people would be blessed. Abraham had a son named Isaac. From Isaac came Judah. From the house of Judah came Obed, whose mother was Ruth. From Obed came Jesse, of whom the prophet Isaiah wrote, "The Root of Jesse will spring up, one who will arise to rule the nations; the Gentiles will hope in him." From Jesse came David the King. David was the father of Solomon. And from the line of Solomon, there came a man named Jacob, who was the father of Joseph, who took Mary to be his wife. To them Jesus was born; the light of the world, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, the Everlasting God, the promised one

Inside
Bottled up inside Are the words I never said. The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face: Trapped inside are lies Of the past I can't replace. With memories that linger, Won't seem to go away Why can't I be happier? Today's a brand new day. Yesterday's are over, Even though the hurting's not. Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I've got. Don't take my love for granted, For soon it will be gone, All you ever wanted Of the love you thought you'd won. The hurt I'm feeling now Won't disappear overnight. But someway, somehow Everything will turn out all right. No more wishing for the past, It wasn't meant to be. It didn't seem to last, So I have to set him free.

Angles Tears
My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. Her smile had left us without a trace. Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery is impossible to stand. I prayed so that when her hurting stops, I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

The Ultimate Naughty Quiz!
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

Thanks All
thanks to all the wonderful friends i have made on here i will deleate my porfile tomorrow for aabout a month a start fresf maybe i just dont know i love and will miss you all myspace.com/dalekern01 myspace link nascarfan200272@yahoo.com yahoo messenger love you all dale jr

I Love You Just The Way You Are
) i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you wo

I Have To Have Some Ideas...
I just received this email... Dear NIKE iD Customer, We are sorry, due to material inventory issues we are unable to process your order for the Nike Pro Vent Tight (L/S) iD - Multisport, Black/Medium Grey, XXXL Your order has been cancelled and your credit card has been refunded. We apologize for any inconvenience this may cause. This email message has been automatically generated. Replies are not monitored. For questions regarding your NIKE iD order please call 866-633-6453. This was supposed to part of my Sons Christmas... Now I need help from you guys on ideas to what to replace it with for a 16 year boy... Please help me...

Calling All Bombers
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For Fux Sake! (repost)
Ya know, here lately I've been getting some comments. I really try to be nice to the commenters, but I can only take so much. I'm not going to say what was said or who said it and all that happy junk. Some of you can take this as a warning. Rant 1: I understand fully that this is an adult site. However, some things that have been said aren't very mature. I have mentioned that I really didn't appreciate what was said. But one would hope that people would realize that before it's said. Which ties into and leads to... Rant 2: Ok, Yes I have ONE NSFW pic of myself. It's put there for fun, as I do enjoy fun. I will NOT post more unless I choose to, please, please, PLEASE, do not beg or ask for more. If you don't like the fact that I don't have more up, go find someone else who has more and stop bitching at me. NSFW pic now leads to... Rant 3: Just because I have this ONE NSFW pic, does NOT mean I am here for your pleasure! I will openly admit, I am a tease! I am a flirt! I try

Why?
why is it that guys build you up by telling you how much they like you, how pretty you are how much they want to be with you, get you to start to believe them and then just knock you down by throwing the friend card like you have no feelings, no emotion. im really wondering if i am that unloveable that not one guy out there could really want to be with me, want to love me. i know this sounds all sappy but right now thats just how i feel. i swear i just need to go get drunk.

Your Eyes
When I look at your eyes, I see your true self. I see you're sweet, and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving. I see your love for me. When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry. I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again That I'll never see the love or the sweetness Or the love that makes you who you are. One day you'll be gone - gone from me. Gone from this world. No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close And forever rest in peace. But you'll never be completely gone, Because every time I close my eyes, There you will be.

Im Sorry 3
im sorry for the things ive done im sorry for telling you how i felt im sorry for the pain ive caused im sorry for having such dough im sorry for us not working out im sorry for not believing you im sorry for putting you in such shitty moods im sorry for what i put you through im sorry for asking you to like me im sorry for ever lying but most of all im not sorry for loving you

The Slipper And The Rose
For years I've been trying to explain to people how much I love The Slipper and the Rose. It's the movie I used to annoy my mother with by wanting to watch it every day. It's where I got my username from. I wanted to be Gemma Craven when I was a kid. She had long brown hair, she had a voice with the same range I do, and she was skinny. Hell a part of me still wants to be her. Or, at least, to have that gorgeous hair and voice and dress. Finally, I can show you what I'm talking about. This is Gemma Craven in The Slipper and the Rose. You won't hurt my feelings if you don't watch the whole thing. My favorite song from the movie stars at 0:22. The best close up of Gemma is at 1:37. The song only lasts until 2:41. The actual "Princess Incognita" scene is below. Her introduction starts at 4:56 and only lasts a few seconds: And now you understand a little more about me :)

Follow Up
The guys who wife is in my blog "I'm Evil" was just at my gate (we sort of work in the same place), it was all I could do not to ask him, "how do I taste?". I love being me sometimes, and today is just one of them days! :D

Hand In Hand
A river of night runs threw me, filling the gulf of my empty soul Living this life of nothingness, my heart has grown bitter cold The flames that my soul once fed upon, burned out deep inside me I want to show you my my world, I want you to understand, me I want you to see Walk with me hand in hand into my land of my dispair Where the blood rain stains your skin, and a thick scent of death in the air I look in your face, I see it fill with fear I caress my thumb along your cheek, I wipe away your fallen tear Don't cry for me, I am done failing you No more pain I will put you through Reach out to me, feel my heartache It hemorages from all the pain I cause, I fear its my life i should take See me for what I am, a soulless carcass fading away My love I wish you to go, please do not stay It is time for me to go, to let go of the past this final breath will be my last I lay my head in your lap, i lie down to rest I close my eyes and accept my fate, as i walk aw

Life Is A Test Of Your Faith
My faith is strong, but my faith in others has dimished over time. I will never understand how I or any person can give all they got to help others especially those who have grown close to us only for them to leave as if you were never part of their lives. How can a person live with them selves knowing they have a person who would do anything for them only to treat them as if they were a stranger. How they choose to hurt the one who really matter only to be hurt by the ones who don't. However, no matter what comes my way good or bad I keep my faith strong with in myself hopeing that one day I will be able to share that with the one who appreciates the little things in life. So I keep my faith strong and I wake up every morning and breathe. I look at my little ones I care for and adore with all my heart, and know that everything is ok... sTx

Believe
In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen t

Here And Away...
Just stopped in to say hi to you all:) Not here as much due to the Holidays and personal issues. If anyone is interested, my email add. is sam_greeneggz@sbcglobal.net. HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU ALL!! xoxo

To Everyone Who Wants To Talk.
I may be off and on here but if you want to get a hold of me you can catch me on yahoo at cogleader82 or on myspace.com/musician82. So email me, drop me a offline message or whatever but feel free to leave as many messages as you want or emails and I'll be sure to reply. Take care.

Sunday
This is the first time I have been online today. I have been quite the busy one with shopping today and visiting friends. Peter has been outside most of the day decorating the house and putting up lights....lots of lights! I have at least started my Christmas shopping now. I got the boys Ipods so far. Lots of stuff for their stockings too. It has been a chilly weekend. Finally starting to feel winter like around here. Mind you that it was 47 degrees today. My kids have been yelling at me to turn the heater up but my response to them is they can turn it up if they want to pay the electric/gas bill! I am buying a new car tomorrow. I have only had mine that I have now for about 21 months but I have never been that in love with the vehicle. I am getting something that is nicer. Going from Honda to Lincoln. I am getting a Lincoln MKX and it has lots of bells and whistles. We have to go to San Francisco tomorrow to purchase it since that is where the exact one is I want an

Reflections
I said earlier today its been a full year since I first came here. Some of you have been friends since the beginning, some are new. I'm just glad you have become a part of my world. I've learned a lot about myself, and others in that year. I've made steps forward. I made mistakes, and again I learned. Yeah some days I was pretty down. Depression can be a tough thing. Just be glad Carrie went away finally. THAT is one lesson I will not have to learn again. But even from that I learned a lot. For the first time in a long time, I really felt like I was worth something, that I deserved something much better. And I guess thats the best thing I learned in the last year, that I do deseve happiness. And it doesn't come from others, it comes from me. I'm glad ya all stuck with me while I was a pain in the butt and figuring all that out. :)

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Re: How Safe Is Your Right To Vote?
RE: How safe is your right to vote? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Fight The Power! Date: 03 Dec 2007, 14:53 Source: http://www.pbs.org/now/shows/348/index.htmlHow safe is your right to vote? Former Justice Department official and voting rights lawyer David Becker, who worked under both President George W. Bush and former President Bill Clinton, alleges a systematic effort to deny the vote to hundreds of thousands, possibly millions, of Americans. In a revealing interview with NOW's David Brancaccio, Becker openly worries that the 2008 election will not be free and fair. Is our government part of the solution, or part of the problem? Go to http://www.pbs.org/now/shows/348/index.html to view the video, located on the upper ride hand side of the page.There are lots of additional articles and videos available on this site related to voter fraud... it's definitely worth a look.

Christmas This Year
Dear Friends, I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year and since you have I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas. I was going to bring you all gifts from the 12 days of Christmas, but we had a little problem. The 12 fiddlers fiddling have all come down with VD from fiddling with the 10 ladies dancing, the 11 lords leaping have knocked up the 8 maids a-milking, and the 9 pipers piping have been arrested for doing weird things to the 7 swans a-swimming. The 6 geese a-laying, 4 calling birds, 3 French hens, 2 turtle doves and the partridge in a pear tree have me up to my sled runners in bird shit. On top of all this Mrs. Claus is going through menopause, 8 of my reindeer are in heat, the elves have joined the gay liberation and some people who can't read a calendar have scheduled Christmas for the 5th of January. Maybe next year I will be able to get my crap together and bring you the thing

Bombing Dec 3rd
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Every Guy
o every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Its Been A While...
Since I have written in here I have noticed....LOL. Well lets see...Saturday, Michael IM'd me wanted to kno if I was mad at him. I told him no...and he was like well you hadnt called and I was just curious if you were ok. I said I was fine. And he wanted me to call him sometime. Then later on that nite, Kandi IM'd me and asked me the same thing. LOL I told her the same. And besides it works both ways ya kno...and I told Michael this too...yea I didnt call but he didnt either...so its both our fault. And besides...if you hadnt done anything why would I be mad at you? LOL. Then Sunday I was online and talked to Michael a bit online. He asked me to call him...so I did. We chatted and BS'd a bit. Told him about a girl I work with...took a pic to show him. LOL. Stopped by his house after work and we BS'd for a bit...talked mostly it seems about August. Then he was like you kno we have known each other for a year...and I said no we hadnt its been 6 months. LOL I kno the

Relationships
Relationships:Now I am no Einstein & I have had more then my share of failed relationships. I can see how I made bad choices and good ones even when I had issues that effected them which resulted in them ending. But I will only take half of the responsability. I mean if the woman I was involved with would have had herself together she probably would have been able to see I was a bit on the DANGEREOUS side to date. But if you have read my blogs then you would know that I have and am continuing to improve myself so that when I do meet what I think is the RIGHT woman. I'll be ready. I know now that my life doesn't have to revolve around her nor should I have to do anything to put the relationship at risk such too cheat.I now understand that friendship is one of many keys to a healthy relationship. As are shared values and beliefs.Chemistry is also important.What I am hoping is to one day meet is another soulmate! Yeah I had one and lost her. So maybe she was just a kindred soul mate I don

Horror Scope Oct,23 Scrop.
You need to play with the people you see every day, from family members to customers at work. Flirt as much as you like -- there's no reason to believe that people will take it too seriously.

Me And My Wife
When I Take a long time to finish, I am slow, When my wife takes a long time, she is thorough When I don't do it, I am lazy, When my wife does not do it, she is busy, When I do something without being told, I am trying to be smart, When my wife does the same, she takes the initiative, When I please my wife, I am apple polishing, When my wife pleases me, she is cooperating, When I make a mistake, I' am an idiot. When my wife makes a mistake, she's only human. When I do good, my wife never remembers, When I do wrong, she never forgets

Ich Will
"Ich Will" by RAMMSTEIN (English Translation) I want I want you to trust me I want you to believe me I want to feel your eyes I want to control every heartbeat I want to hear your voices I want to disturb the peace I want you to see me well I want you to understand me I want your fantasy I want your energy I want to see your hands I want to go down in applause Do you see me? Do you understand me? Do you feel me? Do you hear me? Can you hear me? (We hear you) Can you see me? (We see you) Can you feel me? (We feel you) I don't understand you I want We want you to trust us We want you to believe everything from us We want to see your hands We want to go down in applause - yeah Can you hear me? (We hear you) Can you see me? (We see you) Can you feel me? (We feel you) I don't understand you Can you hear us? (We hear you) Can you see us? (We see you) Can you feel us? (We feel you) We don't understand you I want

My Definition Of Love
My definition of love... is different from the book my definition of love is more than just a look love is more than a word more than a song, more than a note love is more than a poem more than anything i've wrote love is reaching out to touch someone to be sure that they're there love is leaning in to kiss someone to remind them that you care love is looking her in the eyes and whispering in her ears love is cuddling when she cries and catching all her tears love is the warmth shared between hugs when everything else is cold love is knowing they'll still be there when everything else is old love is hearts beating faster and faster while everything else is slowed down love is singing sweet songs to her even if hundreds are around love is driving through the rain to help someone through tough times love is me wishing that you'll love me too wishing you'd be mine love isn't just holding hands love is holding hearts love isn't where it ends.... love is where

What Exactly Is Love
What exactly is love? A smile, A hug, Or a kiss? I give up, I tried to figure it out How does love work? Do I really need to understand? I don’t really know... What I do know is this; We make it our existence, We walk the path without question, Love is so sweet, We all have felt it, Sometime, somehow, Whether now or way back, Young or old; That fuzzy warm feeling, Creeping up on us, With a vice grip, To engulf us with that tender sweetness, heartbeats thundering in your ears- The heart has spoken, The heart never lies, Listen… It’s not so easy, Sometimes, your head resists, Love sometimes hurts, No-one can stop that hurt, But the knowledge, The knowledge that you’ve experienced love, There’s nothing like it... The lesson to remember; It gets better every time! No-one can stop that hurt Love- a complex emotion, Our deepest low, Our greatest high!

An Angel
Wanted to share a story about a beutiful little boy by the name of Jacob. His parents call him jakie or jakiepoo. He was born into this world in chaos. His mommy and him almost died that day. Jacob spent many days of his life in and out of hospitals. Through all of his pain, Jacob had a smile for everyone. He has 4 parents that love him so much. They have prayed for each surgery to help Jacob, for every new dr to find a way to make him better. They have fallen to there knees, to many times to talk to god, and beg for just one more day. God did answer many times over and granted the extra time. Now though Jacobs body has said enough, he wishes to go home now and be at peace. He will be missed, to think of never seeing that beautiful smile and those big brown eyes anymore, breaks my heart beyond belief. Mommy will miss you Jacob, we all will. Your dad, second dad, and other mommy. Your sisters Adriana, Avery, Livie, Lila. Your brothers Taylor,Kaleb, Keagan, and everyone that has ev

My Dragon
My Dragon is my GARDIAN, who wathches over me, to carry me from the depths of hell, who will BREATHE FIRE INTO ME, so that I may reign with him for eternity. He is my PROTECTOR, who would slay anyone who dares to harm me. He is my HOME, who shelters me from the storms, and this chaotic world. He is my STONE, to hold me in place while the world tries to drag me around. He is my FRIEND, who is there to share my secrets, thoughts and dreams with. He is my LOVER, who warms my heart and feeds the flame of my passion Two hearts beating, two minds entwined, sharing one soul together embracing life. He is my DRAGON and I am his Lady. dla 2007

Re: Another Driver Tased For Failing To Obey Orders
RE: Another Driver Tased For Failing To Obey Orders ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 05 Dec 2007, 19:33 Another Driver Tased For Failing To Obey Orders Video of another incident in which a driver was stopped and unnecessarily tased for failing to obey police orders has again attracted attention and controversy as the stun guns, which have now officially been dubbed a form of torture, continue to be used routinely by police. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/051207Tased.htm

Poetry
"Our GOD, His Love" With love so pure, A love not greed, He has come to grant our every need! With love and wisdom our souls will grow, In only a way our lord would know. To here it said, Our souls are lost, Yet GOD is here, He's still our boss. Tomarrow will come, and tonight will surely go, Our Lords great love will binde our souls!

Gone
I'm letting you go today. I'm walking away. I'm not looking back. We had some good times. We have had a lot of laughs. I will never forget the feel of your arms around me. I will never forget the sound of your voice. I will never forget everything you did for me. I will miss my rock that has been there for so long. I will miss you just showing up out of no where. I will miss our long talks. I will even miss our silly arguments. But I have to let go of you today. I have to because I love you so much. I need to walk away for my sake and the sake of my kids. You will always be a part of my life, a part of me. But I am taking my soul back today. What was once yours for so long, is no longer. What I lost to you 15 yrs ago, is now mine once again. To heal, to move on, to be able to JUST be friends, I have to take it back. Mayb e, in some future date down the road, we can try again. But not now, not after everything that has happened. I love you and always will, but I ha

Silence After The Storm
Silence After The Storm. Finally After All The Falling Am I Once Again to Fly. Through These Clouds Shall I Roam. To Rise Again From That Never-ending Pit That Had I Fallen. That One Day Where Pushed Of The Cliff Had I Been. And As I Tried To Hold On Had My Fingers Been Pried From Each Grasp I Had Held. And As I Finally Had Almost Hit The Ground With Those Sharp Stones Scratching At Me Along The Way, Was There A Turn Around. Before The End I Had Grown Wings To Sore In The Sky Where Had I Seen The Edge Where Had I Once Fell. Where Once Had The Smoke Blackened By The Lies, The Accusations, The Nonsense, The Anger, And The Hatred That Had Been Brought Upon Loved Ones. Father Against Daughter, Brother Against Sister, Aunt Against Niece, Cousin Against Cousin, And Transformed Love To Hate And Friend To Foe. Where Had Only Been Known There Would Be Hate, Selfishness, Anger, Deceit, And Betrayal. Over What? As Still I Have Pondered. Someone Doing What They Feel They Should. And Those Too Fool

Well My Friends An Update On My Surgery -- Dr.... Appt. Today
Today I went to do my Follow up on my Novemeber Surgery . Today I set A Surgery date for my hysterectomy, Dec .11 -07 11;00 a, Texas time.. It is a total hysterectomy. Im haveing now cause it is urgent , so as for another cyst or ovary to bust causing me lot pain or death if an ovary ruptures. See there are veins and arteries ; and well I just dont want to risk it is all, to wait, lost to much blood last time in November 21. . . Dr says best to do it now, heal get better. So I agreed. but im a nervious wreck.. It will be abdomanal surgery...Pre op latter in the week . Blood test and all. Thank you my friends for being great friends I can count on , lean on .. hugs all you. diana

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

BëfØrë I WÅ§ Å MØm
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never g ot gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my hea

I Felt People Need To Know About This Movie - Becaouse I'm A Christian
WE MUST BE INFORMED THE GOLDEN COMPASS, a new movie targeted at children, will be released December 7, 2007. This movie is based on the first book of a trilogy by atheist Philip Pullman. In the final book a boy and girl kill God so they can do as they please. Pullman left little doubt about his intentions when he said in a 2003 interview that "My books are about killing God." The movie is a watered down version of the first book and is designed to be very attractive in the hope unsuspecting parents will take their children to see the the movie and that the children will want the books for Christmas. The movie has a well known cast, including Nicole Kidman, Kevin Bacon, and Sam Elliott. It will probably be advertised extensively, so it is crucial that we get the word out to warn parents to avoid this movie. You can research this for yourself. Start with Snopes.com, then go to Google. http://www.snopes.com/politics/religion/compass.asp PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD!

Prayer To Our Lord >>>>>
Thank you O Lord as Ive awaken this early morn. Im reching out to You scared now, needin your love to guide me thru , to a place to which I can see , that you,ll be among my pain. and make feel well agin.Im beside myself no think right , im needing cofomfort thru out my life, strenght and undertsanding too, and Im not always thinking good in what i do. I sometimes am lost or confused, but in these times I trun to you. Hepl me now My lord to cope and clear my thoughts like so. may you guide me with in my way, to do what is best and right every day, take satan and devour him now get him out of my life , let me not fail, not loose the fight. i know im weak but with you im joined to be a strong among your loyns.. I want to be whole be happy again .. Yes Lord ;I belive I can, cause your love is here in demand , im leaning on you to understand. i hope you,ll guied me all the way and let me be whole again. but if not then i will abide by your call, and will do as you

The Answers To Those That Ask Me This...
NO,i wont meet you. NO,i wont call you. NO,i dont wanna hook up with you. NO, you can't see my NSFW PICS! NO,i dont want your number. NO,i dont wanna have sex with you. YES,i have a man. YES,were serious. enough said....now dont ask lol..if you still have questions talk to tweek im sure he will love to hear from you...lol...NOT!! dont you dare bother him...lol I'M HERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY!!NO BF'S OR FK BUDDIES!! GOT IT??????????

Hmmm...
Well I think it's kinda funny in order to get a job I need a local address, In order to get a local place you need to have an employer. what a circle I end up stuck in. Anyway looked at a place last night left a check and currently awaiting weither or not I will be homeless again, the hotel is getting kinda expensive lol and my car isn't calling my name just yet. another funny thing... everyone says that i am sooo employable and have amazing skills but almost 5 days and no job yet ..... i don't know...

Leaving
Hi all, I think I have decided to leave fubar for a while. I haven't been around much due to being busy... so I think this is my best interest. Thanks to all that were on my list for being on my list. And well thanks to those that were on my friend's list that actually talked to me and made me feel accepted. I will be closeing my account tomarrow. But maybe I will return someday. Good luck to all, and Happy holidays!

Lmao...automotive Safety!
A married couple are driving along a highway doing a steady speed of 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice: "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." ~~~~~ The wife says nothing, keeps looking at the road ahead, but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. ~~~~~ The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try to talk me out of it," he says "because I have been having an affair with your best friend, and she's a far better lover than you are." ~~~~~ Again the wife remains quiet, but grips the steering wheel more tightly and increases the speed to 75 mph. ~~~~~ He pushes his luck, "I want the house" he says insistently. ~~~~~ Up to 80 mph. ~~~~~ He continues "I want the car too." ~~~~~ Up to 85 mph. ~~~~~ "And" he says, "I'll have all the bank accounts, the credit cards, and the boat!" ~~~~~ The car slowly slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. Thi

Pokemon-shirt
I see a boy with a Pokémon-shirt He laughs He cries He plays He fights He just enjoys life I see a boy with a leatherjacket He sits He stares Wants to slit his wrists But won't dare I wonder what happened to him Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

A Heart Kicked And Bruised >poem By Diana..
One heart slightly used. one heart that bled away one heart that feel apart. one heart that got burned ,abused. and bruised. one heart now lost/ now torn. one heart destroyed forvere more.. because the love it had known, moved on. one heart devastated was your words. one heart salvagable maybe. can it belong again. how does this heart start to mend? when it feels no warmth with in.? a heart broken into tiny million pieces, that has no love to be a replacing? A heart not pretty as before. its all black and blue crying cause of you. tattered and torn. it is cold now /not warm. twas broken , left alone. kicked into the dirt as if it wasnt loved. and you decided to move on. this heart be a fraction what it use to be, When it was alive , wanting thee. but its still a heart longing for love, that trully wants to be found By a special some one out there around, that will look down and pick my heart up of the ground, from whence you kicked it

Do Men Think You're You A Tease?
You Are a Tiny Tease You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! Do Men Think You're You A Tease?

I'm Ready
I have realized that it's time to do for me. I'm tired of trying to help others and getting nothing in return. Call it selfish or whatnot, but at least I'm honest about it. With my birthday quickly approaching, I have decided to finally do for me. I'm not going to reveal what the transformation is going to consist of but I know some will be upset and others hopefully will be happy for me and support me. I need to make a life for me and my kids, I need to make sure my children are happy. My children are what I am living for...no one else. My happiness will come one day, I can feel it, but I'm always helping others and forgetting about myself, which is unfair to both me and my children. I will always be here for those close to my heart but I want to have what everyone else has as well. I'm not getting any younger in life and if I don't make this transformation than who will? I am always here for you all...

Hell Hath No Fury!
I was driving home this morning from taking my youngest son to school, and I was channel surfing the radio, and I came across a song that I had never heard but recognized the singer. So I thought I would listen... By the end of the song I was so damn mad that i was in tears. How can singers and songwriters keep putting this shit out there to try and justify the deaths of our men and women, that are dying every day in this "War for Control"... I understand that some people in their narrow, fucked up mind, think these songs give a sense of comfort. That when a soldier dies they go to a better place, and their sacrifice was for freedom so that makes it ok. WELL FUCK THAT!!! AND ANYONE THAT BELIEVES THAT CAN FUCK OFF!!! I am the mother of a soldier, and i thank my blessed stars every day that he is not currently deployed. But I wake up every day wondering if today will be the day he gets that call and I lose my child. Yes I understand that It was his choice to enlist, and i under

Lol
Huh! I'm outa luck, outa love Gotta photograph, picture of Passion killer, you're too much You're the only one I wanna touch I see your face every time I dream On every page, every magazine So wild so free so far from me You're all I want, my fantasy Oh, look what you've done to this rock 'n' roll clown Oh Oh, look what you've done Photograph - I don't want your Photograph - I don't need your Photograph - All I've got is a photograph But it's not enough I'd be your lover, if you were there Put your hurt on me, if you dare Such a woman, you got style You make every man feel like a child You got some kinda hold on me You're all wrapped up in mystery So wild so free so far from me You're all I want, my fantasy Oh, Look what you've done to this rock'n'roll clown Oh Oh, Look what you've done You've gone straight to my head

Girl You Ain't Nothing But White! Lol
Why is it that white women swear they got Hispanic in them and they know that they are as white as the sheets on their beds? LOL... Now those who really know me know that my mother is from PR so I am half Hispanic but I don't say it often or don't tell people cause I don't really look it but I don't deny that part of my heritage either...but if you know that your parents are both White Caucasian Americans, how you gonna call yourself a "Mami" which is a Hispanic term. I mean I know it's common practice nowadays to wanna be something you are not, but please don't insult the rest of us intelligent people who know dam well who you really are...and don't try to trick the MEN (yes plural) you talking to into thinking you are Hispanic cause you know that's what that man likes. Be yourself people and be proud of who you really are!

Stop Killing The Children???? Is My Profile Photo
this is to make aware children are being killed by Others big and small people kill children, wee ones and all ages. Stop it now , get the word out Plz . No abuse to anyone for any reason.. hugs and love.... diana

My 2 Cents..random Thoughts ..damn That Piff
FUBAR is like the coolest sickess awsome place in the world..like an adult disney world. Down side u have alot goofyies and plutos every 1 try be minines(mentifours) I so dig new freind list cause last 1..omg wth them ablums of photos...anyways. I judge pplz for the all around show..not on how fine u think u are...the bottom line u should always be who u r not some else. This is not for a person who already think highly of themslef...just for those who look for judgement.upside blocks,they cant rip u can meet some great pplz..i know sum 2 have great hook-up's. YEAH so far been so fun just 2 log in

If You Have Cingular...
could you help me... how do you turn off fowarding calls? OH i'm tmboil and she's cingular... she did the fowarding b/c i was forgetfull and told her block numb er was *72 but in cingular it's fowrding ugh

What I've Done - Linkin Park
In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no Alibi ‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret From the truth Of a Thousand Lies [Pre-Chorus:] So let Mercy Come And Wash Away What I’ve Done [Chorus:] I'll face myself To Cross out what I’ve Become Erase Myself And let Go of What I’ve done Put to rest What you Thought of Me While I clean this Slate With the Hands of Uncertainty [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] For What I’ve Done I start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m Forgiving What I’ve Done!!! [Chorus] What I’ve Done Forgiving What I’ve Done

Enter Sandman - Metallica
Say your prayers little one don't forget, my son to include everyone tuck you in, warm within keep you free from sin till the sandman he comes sleep with one eye open gripping your pillow tight exit light enter night take my hand off to never never land something's wrong, shut the light heavy thoughts tonight and they aren't of snow white dreams of war, dreams of liars dreams of dragon's fire and of things that will bite sleep with one eye open gripping your pillow tight exit light enter night take my hand off to never never land now I lay me down to sleep pray the lord my soul to keep if I die before I wake pray the lord my soul to take hush little baby, don't say a word and never mind that noise you heard it's just the beast under your bed, in your closet, in your head exit light enter night grain of sand exit light enter night take my hand we're off to never never land

All Apologies - Nirvana
What else should i be all apologies what else should i say everyone is gay what else could i write i dont have the right what else should i be all apologies in the sun in the sun i feel as one in the sun in the sun i'm married buried i wish i was like you easily amused find my nest of salt everything is my fault i'll take all the blame aqua seafoam blame sunburn with freezburn choking on the ashes of her enemy all in all is all we all are

Paralyzer - Finger 11
I hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It’s been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I am imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you I hold out for one more drink Before I think I’m looking too desperately But so far has not been fun I should just stay home If one thing really means one This club will hopefully Be closed in three weeks That would be cool with me Well I’m still imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well, I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll pr

I'll Remember You
In the dark where the shadows appear in the night, where i'm left all alone with my thoughts....I'll remember you. At times when I have forgotten all the one's who have forgotten me, and when life gets me down and i'm on my knees.... I'll remember you. When a song turns the present time back to the past and memories come back so quickly, so fast.... I'll remember you. When life has almost come to its term and I havent gotten much power to stand and go on.... I'll remember you. And when I have gone on to the heavens in the sky, above the clouds I will shout with joyfull tears in my eye's.... I remember you. And when you think I have deminished out of your memorie and you can no longer see my face in your mind to grasp what is left in your empty heart.... you will remember me.

Ancient Astronauts
parts one and two Ancient Astronauts message from extra terrestrials Why do I believe? Because if you look at quantum physics...there is no way primitive man could see or know these things unless someone told him about them...video posted in previous blog...Kabbalah meets Quantum Physics, this video is talking from a spiritual standpoint but think about what it implies from the point of view of primitive man...how did these ideas come to him? One day man went from being a mindless animal to building Stonehenge and the Pyramids...how did that happen without help? He couldn't imagine these things if they were unknown to him...it would require a teacher would it not? What do the cave drawings mean? Why did primitive man draw such things unless he saw them?

Another Attempt
to sit and think, to sit and dwell, to open your mind to the thoughts that lie within to do this is to look at yourself in the eyes and not blink, would you be able to look at your past years and stand up and say you was right or was everything done in vain fighting with the demon that controls your soul you land a punch he lands three, he has you on the ropes, can you rocky it and come back and floor him like drago how long to go before he just kicks you in the nuts to laugh to smile the long forgotten feeling of inner paece how do we salvage the feeling of joy and rid the feeling of contempt to look at the life ahead and know it will be good is a feeling i have had and will fight the demon to get back back withing my mind and once its there i will keep it and treasure it and truly be a better person fighting with the demon that controls your soul you land a punch he lands three, he has you on the ropes, can you rocky it and come back and floor him like drago ho

In Control
Saturday, December 8, 2007 In control There are lots of temptations and there are plenty of excuses. Keep in mind, though, that you are in control of you. To reach the destination you have chosen, you must follow the path that will take you there. And while diversions and distractions will constantly come along, remember that you are in control of you. Your thoughts, your words and your actions are precisely the ones you choose. They can take you anywhere you would like to go. Though many things are out of your control, you are always in control of you. You can respond, you can adjust, you can persist and you can move in the direction of your dreams, no matter what the outside factors may be. You are in control of you. Your decisions in each and every moment determine the quality of life that you live. It is a heavy responsibility and a magnificent opportunity. You are in control of you, and you will always go right where your actions take you. -- Ralph Marston

Things That Bug Me In Fubar. Small List.
The biggest thing that annoys me in fubar. The bouncer check. I understand its function and its need, but it annoys me when I try to rate a bunch of pictures and BOING there's the bouncer. WHY! GEEZ I'm only rating pictures. I'm not going that freaking fast! GRR. Oh well. Another annoyance - whenever I am doing something, say rating a picture or moving from one thing to another, I will inevitably see someone interesting in the top bar, or in the blast that looks interesting, but then the screen changes and POOF they're gone. Dangit. OH well again. There's plenty more where they came from. OH another big one. Fake people. Anyone that posts pictures and pretend that it's them. Come on, what's the point of that! Be yourself people! I mean, damn! I am not an Adonis, I don't claim to have a 10 incher, I am me. Don't like it? Fine, go away. I'm not here to have 10,000 friends. I'm here to have fun. Illiteracy and poor English. At least act like you have an 8th grade education! Co

Yes Or No
You can only say Yes or No! You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! DO NOT SAY ANYTHING BESIDES YES OR NO!!! Repost this as the Yes/ No Game! Over 18? y Kissed someone on your top friends? Y Danced in front of your mirror naked? Y Ever told a lie? Y Tripped on mushrooms?? N Kissed a picture? Y Fallen asleep at work/school? Y Held an actual snake? Y Ran a red light? N Been suspended from school? N Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? N Been fired from a job? N Sang karaoke? Y Done something you told yourself you wouldnt? Y Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? N Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Y Sang in the shower? Y Sat on a roof top? Y Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Y Broken a bone? Y Shaved your head? N Slept naked? Y Played a prank on someone? Y Stayed up longer than 24 hours straight? Y

Talking To Stomps....
talking to stomps has now gotten me all nostalgic for the days before my chemical romance and simple plan and good charlotte......the days when the queers were kings of the pop/punk scene.operation ivy was the band of the day......screeching weasel was still putting out kick ass music and green day didnt sell out..its a fucking shame we cant go back to the days before punk became a money making trend and everyone went from loving britney to loving punk...fuck scene kids i hope they all rot in hell and choke on my cock when i get there.......

From Being Dom/me To Master Or Mistress... Or Submissive Vs. Slave... The Difference.
Ok, so in my blogs before I never specified the difference in being a submissive to a slave. I know there are many who are not in the lifestyle who may not take kindly to the word slave. Once in a time it would be that I would settle with saying I was a submissive person whom held a Dom or a Master. There is a difference in being Master or being Dom just as much as there is a difference in being a submissive or being a slave. The biggest difference of the two is that a slave does not hold limits where as a submissive does. There is a reserve in a submissive to where she or he themselves put up limits to where the Dom can take them. A slave, in a lot of respects does not have those capabilities to put up limits. It is a higher level of submission to one that is a Master. I hope as I continue to write more in this blog... I will be able to show the difference as now I have taken to be a slave and not a submissive. As well as, I hope to be able to show those outside of the li

Teased
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you

Just For Me
I want something that's real. Not for the moment,but will last. Someone sweet & understanding. Someone I can feel completely comfortable around & can not get enough of me. Someone that smiles just at the sight of me. Someone who makes me feel special & means it. Some who makes me laugh constantly & makes me smile non-stop. The one I can talk to for hours & never get tired of. Someone who makes me feel the feelings I have never felt before. The one I can actually trust. The type of guy that cares for me as much as I do for him. Maybe even more. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I didn't write it but it's exactly how I feel.

Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers-room At The Top
I got a room at the top of the world tonight I can see everything tonight I got a room where everyone Can have a drink and forget those things That went wrong in their life I got a room at the top of the world tonight I got a room at the top of the world tonight I got a room at the top of the world tonight And I aint comin down, I aint comin down I got someone who loves me tonight I got over a thousand dollars in the bank And Im all right Look deep in the eyes of love Look deep in the eyes of love And find out what you were looking for I got a room at the top of the world tonight I got a room at the top of the world tonight I got a room at the top of the world tonight And I aint comin down, no I aint comin down I wish I could feel you tonight, little one Youre so far away I wanna reach out and touch your heart Yeah like they do in those things on tv, I love you Please love me, Im not so bad And I love you so I got a room at the top of the world tonigh

Video One, Just Over A Week Old.
This video is is of my Daughter Skye-Logan she was only 1 and a half weeks old at this point. She pulls some really funny faces and i thought it would be nice to take a video of them to remind us of the early days of her life. Oh yeah and sorry for the music, i was having a funny half hour lol, i usually listen to either terror brothers radio or the Pagan Radio.

Sweet Christmas Present
At Last At last My love has come along My lonely days are over And life is like a song At last The skies above are blue My heart was wrapped up in clover The night I looked at you I found a dream that I could speak to A dream that I can call my own I found a thrill to press my cheek to A thrill that I have never known Ohhh Yeah You smiled ohh and then the spell was cast And here we are in heaven For you are mine at last Billie Holiday For the last time in my life I have agreed to be someone’s wife. Poetic Justice proposed last night and I accepted. A very difficult Fall has turned into a Winter full of hope and promise. I couldn’t be happier right now.

Wrapped Around
Tattered, Torn Broken, Worn Thrown to the side Lost, Tossed Hard to recognize Beaten, Mistreaten Living a Lie Wet from the tears Filled with the regret Of the past years rejected, neglected left all alone visable holes crawled on, stomped on given away Only to survive another day!

For The Troops
Twisted and Transparent ~Fubar Army Wifey To John~ Posted this and i wanted to share and pass this on What a great idea!! Please do this. It is a wonderful thing!!! Our troops do so much for us, we can at least take 2 minutes to let them know how much we appreciate our freedom. Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is curren tly serving in Iraq You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them.

So. Yeah.
went to my nephew's first birthday party saturday which was fun having all those kids in the same place. and since i rule as Titi I got him a shirt that says, "im with the band." my one sister laughed while his mother looked at me and said, "Figures." LOL and of course tomorrow is Pa & Jamie's birthdays.

The Best Laid Covenants Of Mice And Men Often Go Astray
2 Kings 23 opens with Josiah still on the throne after hearing that the kingdom of Judah he rules will not long survive him. Because he made active efforts to reinstitute the worship of the LORD after the text of the Torah – the book of the law containing Genesis through Deuteronomy – was discovered in the Temple midway through his reign, Josiah is told he will live and die in peace. Sadly, one man’s devotion doesn’t turn a whole nation back from the course it’s on; through societal indifference at best and cultural plurality at worst, the loss of the LORD’s status in the eyes of His chosen people will force the people of Judah to ultimately be subjected to a foreign power (and foreign gods) because they refuse to do the LORD’s will. One man or even a group of men and women can’t turn around a nation that refuses to listen, but this did not stop Josiah from trying. Verses one through three of 2 Kings 23 chronicle about Josiah meeting with Judah and Jerusalem’s leaders and trave

Just A Update
Well just a little update. I had went to the doctors today because, I had hurt my knee. Well after many of x-rays and a MRI It seems I had torn a legement in my knee. Yes it does hurt like a son of a gun lol. anyway they have me in a knee brace. They have me on some pain meds which really makes me goofy lol. I will update you all when I find out more when I go back to the doctor.

Chickens
Keith and Old Butch Farmer Keith was in the fertilized egg business. He had hundreds of young hens .... called pullets... and ten roosters whose only job was to fertilize the eggs. The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. (I wonder if any rooster then could stand to hear 'no, no ... not tonight.') Keeping these records took a lot of time so Keith thought of setting tiny bells on the roosters collars. Each collar had bells that had a different tone so he could tell from a distance which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out his report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was Old Butch, who puffed out his feathers and pulled rank on the other roosters. So it was surprising that on this particular morning that Keith noticed that Old Butch's bells had not rung at all ! Keith went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing the pullets, their bells ringin

Ks To These Members
family members who helped out a family member today Mystic Warrior . lostangel~Mysti.. Mystic Angel ** Sassyharleylady.. jim*MWT* @MKKaren@~ mailbroad47**MW. Kittie Corpse~S.. trollsny**MWT**. the real flirt .. candimarie~Myst thank you to those of you who showed our member sassy some love

O Holy Night
Tune: "O Holy Night" VERSION I O holy night! The stars shine in their brightness. It is the night of the dear Sun Child's birth. Long lay the world in growing cold and darkness 'Til He appeared, casting light o'er the earth. A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn. All nature sings! Oh raise your joyous voices! Oh night divine! This night the Sun is born! Oh night divine! Oh night, oh night divine! VERSION II O holy night, the stars are brightly shining. It is the night of the Sun God's rebirth Long lay the world, in cold and darkness pining. `Til He appeared, and the soul felt its worth. A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices. For yonder breaks, a new and glorious morn. Rise from your knees! O hear the Pagan's voices! O night divine. O night when light was born. O night divine. O night divine. [Variant Verses] O holy night, the stars are brightly shining It is the night of the Goddess's birth Long

Oh, Come All Ye Faithful
Tune: "Oh, Come All Ye Faithful" Oh, come all ye faithful Gather round the Yule Fire Oh, come ye, oh, come ye, To call the Sun! Fires within us Call the Fire above us O, come, let us invoke Him! O, come, let us invoke Him! O, come, let us invoke Him! Our Lord, the Sun! Yea, Lord, we greet Thee! Born again at Yuletide! Yule fires and candle flames Are lighted for You! Come to thy children Calling for thy blessing! O, come let us invoke Him O, come let us invoke Him O, come let us invoke Him Our Lord, the Sun!

I Will Remember You!!!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,The Diesel and Michael & Susan Date: Dec 10, 2007 7:41 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DawgismDate: Dec 10, 2007 6:38 PMI WILL REMEMBER YOU! During the holidays let us all remember those who will not be coming home for Christmas.Mothers.. Fathers.. Sisters.. Brothers.. Soldiers.. Heroes..Repost this to let the family's of these soldiers realize that their loved ones are not forgotten!While writing this bulletin something occured to me. Soldiers at war are the only people in the world who truly don't judge the person next to them.They are brothers in arms, religion, race, sexual preference or whatever, it doesn't matter.The person next to them is just human with no other labels beside being called Soldier!Why is it that only then do we not see labels or bigotry?Think about it..

Calling All Friends
Ok here goes a call to all my friend i have almost a 1000m of you lets see if you will help me. I have 7400 point togo un til i reach assassin, help me get there and more. this is an open ended selfish plea to help me level so come on and lend a bro a hand and help me reach my next level and more.

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Pirates Of The Caribbean 3
Dude seriously.. it was a good movie. But errr :( will died damn it! :( Well not dead, the new captain of the flying dutchman. Him and Elizabeth cant be together! WTF!!!! I wonder if I can take it back and say it was scratched.

Re: 9/11 Victims' Lawyers Blast Ground Zero Toxic Air Lies
RE: 9/11 Victims' Lawyers Blast Ground Zero Toxic Air Lies ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Dec 2007, 20:38 9/11 Victims' Lawyers Blast Ground Zero Toxic Air Lies In Court Lawyers representing lower Manhattan residents told an appeals court Monday that the former head of the Environmental Protection Agency, Christie Whitman, knowingly lied about air quality after the 9/11 attacks and should be personally responsible for medical monitoring and a cleanup. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/111207Lies.htm

Me ..naked Me...
Sometimes the outlines of my body get unnecessarily heavy expectations from myself. when I stand naked in front of the mirror and look and touch myself, you can be happy about its surface, form, formlessness more often. From sensitivity and elegance. From me and from life. From the life the hell take, from the worth. From humanity. I am often merciless to myself. I make myself worthless it even though it would not keep. Where do I compare with myself and why do so? I will know, of course, and open from it, some another time, if it seems. I make myself angry. Also stupid. If I look at myself in the mirror, I know that in me blood flows and the pulsation of my heart has concentrated. There I see Woman. Quite quite the right living woman! wow! If one is cold, then the nipples will be beautifully. Approval. Cold. What about buttocks, would they be however, at best warmed? To my face I am kind and also to my big toes. The pole is wonderful and stomach also. I am not now writing

Racist
Michael Richards makes his point... Michael Richards better known as Kramer from tv's Seinfeld, does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points. Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" ... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez

Veni, Veni Emmanuel (part 2)
Sometimes, as I talk to hurting people, as I consider the news today of yet another shooting, this one school related, I can't help feeling a certain urgency to the prophetic plea remembered in Advent. Like other people I grow weary of a dark and cold world, with emotional, financial and occupational ice storms. And I wonder, "Is it today?" If so, then have I done enough to love those around me? I try to never let a person down, to always build them up, to grow as a team. That's who I am, flawed human being I stumble to often. I am too idealistic to ever escape the dream, a Quixotic Arthurian of sorts, chasing windmill dragons and seeing saints where fellow humans stand. Sometimes I feel like Diogenes and his lamp searching the world for one person willing to die for all the wrong reasons. Searching, searching, longing, waiting I ask, "Is it today?" But for Christians, this observation is only half true. Truly we search for the one person willing to die for all the wrong reaso

Special Thanks,
This is a special Thanks to Sandro. Thank you for all the help Bro. I know that you didn't have to come and help out and you took time out of your day to come and help me. I appreciate it greatly. You're a great friend. Even though we hardly know each other. Thanks to Sandy, you've been there from the start. Thank you for doing everything that you've been doing, thanks for evrything. Thanks for putting up with me as well. I know that it's not easy. Thanks to Juss, Sorry if it game off that I was talking about you, I wasn't. Forgive me for that and thanks for helping. I appreciate it. Thanks to everyone at Passions lounge for helping me. ANd thanks to everyone that WWR lounce. It you've all have always been there for me. I do appreciate it with everything that I have. Thank you all.

After A Few Days
Well a friend recomended fubar and i joined with the usual oh its a social networking site like all the others BUT it is really good normal people without any hangups or moaners Made alot of friends on here all over the palce which is good it's amazing how quickly your points and money go up although am sure the ladies go up alot quicker than the guys - hehehe Looks like i may be here a while Nath

Printerz Are Really Stupid People
In the past 2 dayz, ive run in2 really just DUMB problemz with printerz being able 2 deal with my artwork. I know i have alot of experience, BUT i am also using older programz, meaning, anyone with UPDATED sofware just alwayz be a step ahead of me. In turn whats happening is i'm finding myself in a position 2 have 2 tell the printers how 2 do their jobz.....Read on... 12/11/07 A client wanted a copy of their CD artwork printed at the copy shop. The Artwork was 1300 pixels @ 72 dpi. Translated into hi res this would be 5.25 in at 300dpi. Unfortunately, the printer had no clue how 2 resize the artwork without resampling the dpi and told my client they could print it out but it would take a day 2 get it for them since they couldnt resize it. My client had 2 come all the way back across town 4 me 2 resize the artwork (ONE MOUSECLICK) so that it could be printed out. 12/12/07 I created a thsirt design with color separations for their screenprinter. The screen printer cant open photosh

Special Olympics
Watch them run, watch them fall, Watch them try to catch a ball, olympics At the special olympics. Watch them laugh, watch them drool, Watch them fall into the pool, that's diving. At the special olympics. And I know full well, that I will burn in hell, But those guys playing wheelchair basketball gotta be about the funniest freakin' thing I've ever seen in my life, At the special olympics. [spoken] Verse Two [singing] Kid with downs wins the race, even though he stood in place, olympics. At the special...(laughter)olympics. 'Round his neck, gold medals hung. Resting on his giant tongue, olympics. Special olympics. But I kid when I sing, cause these games are a beautiful thing. Okay, really, I'm just avoiding karma, 'cus i know my kids could be born blind, crippled, semi-retarded and i'll have to spend all of my time... at the special olympics. ***Special Olympics - Stephen Lynch

Everyone Of My Friends!!!
Any of yense got myspace? Come visit me there also. It's set to private but i'll let you in, if youre nice! lol http://www.myspace.com/nikkidwillis Got yahoo messenger? my id is recycled_absence Have a good day!!!! ~Nikki

Fu-bucks?
I have tried being nice, which isn't easy. However, the patience is all used up and the next person to ask me for fu-bucks will be asked to kindly open their mouth and place my scrotum inside then draw upon them succulently for no less than 30 seconds. Funny how no one really says hi lately but everyone needs those stupid fu-bucks...

Some People Are Just Messed On Here!
Ok I haven't been on here that long, but have noticed that a lot of people on here should maybe think about making best friends with their straight jackets. Some of these "owners" of the lounges seem to go off on these power trips on a regular basis I must say lol Oh and the flirting...ok I am not complaining. I have found someone special on here and am very happy, but there are some ppl on here that take flirting to a whole new level. It's not like they flirt it's like they hit on everything that moves or shows the slightest bit of interest lol And some of these people on here well they are messed up beyond therapy help lol I have ran into some great ppl and then there are some of those other's that well....I just wish them luck cuz from what I've seen of them they are gonna need all the help they can get. Everyone that is on here is here to have a good time, but some just take some comments way to serious. And those ones that say "no drama" well ya know something you are usuall

Some Thoughts In Life
Some thoughts in Life I have been in a spiritual mood lately. Just thinking about life in general and how much I appreciate it. I feel blessed to have such wonderful friends and family. This is for all of you. It's unusual for me to write anything deep. So don't think I'm turning soft all of a sudden! I would like to hear your thoughts! Peace. God has granted us the gift of free will. The paths we choose to take. The paths we choose to cross. These decisions will impact our lives. Sometimes these decisions come from the mind. Sometimes from the heart. Sometimes from the soul. I believe all life has a purpose. Even a reason why some paths cross at all. We learn from our life experiences. We grow in body and soul. Our friendships make us stronger. Our families bring us closer. Appreciate every moment of life. Find your strength from within. Live life with a purpose. Treasure the gifts that God has given us. Stay creative and

American Terrorist...
Close your mind. Close your eyes. see with your heart how do you forgive the murderer of your father? the ink of a scholar is worth a thousand times more than the blood of a martyr we came through the storm nooses on our necks and a smallpox blanket to keep us warm on a 747 on the pentagon lawn wake up the alarm clock is connected to a bomb anthrax lab on a West Virginia farm shorty ain't learned to walk already heavily armed civilians and little children is especially harmed camouflaged torahs, bibles and glorious qurans the books that take you to heaven and let you meet the Lord there have become misinterpreted, reasons for warfare we read em with blind eyes i guarantee u there's more there the rich must be blind b/c they didn't see the poor there They need to open up a park, instead they just closed 10 schools we don't need em can u please call the fire department they're down here marching for freedom burn down their schools, turn their TV's on to teach em....

Fine Lines Drawn In The Sand......
Fine lines drawn in the sand ..... There's a fine line between: Love & Hate Distortion & Reality Friends & Enemies I love fucking you & I fucking love you Darkness within & Darkness without Spirituality & Sanctimony Passions & Emotions Life & Death Love & Lust

Rodriguez Finalizes $275m Deal With Yankees
Dec 13, 1:23 PM (ET) By RONALD BLUM NEW YORK (AP) -Alex Rodriguez set another record for baseball's highest contract, finalizing his $275 million, 10-year agreement with the New York Yankees on Thursday. A-Rod set the previous mark with his $252 million, 10-year deal with Texas in December 2000. Traded to the Yankees in 2004, he opted out of that contract Oct. 28, during the final game of the World Series. Yankees senior vice president Hank Steinbrenner said New York would not negotiate further with Rodriguez because his decision eliminated the $21.3 million subsidy the Yankees were to receive from Texas from 2008-10, a figure negotiated at the time of the trade. But Rodriguez then approached the Yankees through a managing director at Goldman Sachs and negotiated his new deal in early November without agent Scott Boras. "It seemed like the whole thing was a roller-coaster. It was very emotional," Rodriguez said on a conference call. "All along, I knew I wanted to be

Re: Peter Power Flees From Confrontation On 7/7 Terror Drill
RE: Peter Power Flees From Confrontation On 7/7 Terror Drill ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 Dec 2007, 22:43 Peter Power Flees From Confrontation On 7/7 Terror Drill The managing director of the company that eerily, and some charge suspiciously, were running drills identical to the events that unfolded on 7/7 in London had to flee from members of We Are Change UK this week when he was asked to explain who had hired his consultancy firm to run the exercise that coincided with the bombing. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121307_power_flees.htm

Bye Bye Beautiful
Did you ever hear what I told you Did you ever read what I wrote you Did you ever listen to what we played Did you ever let in what the world said Did we get this far just to feel your hate Did we play to become only pawns in the game How blind can you be, don't you see You chose the long road but we'll be waiting Bye bye beautiful

Hindsight...
Most people will tell you to learn from taking advice from themselves or others. But its true most people can be stubborn. Experience as well as trial and error can become some of the greatest teachers depending on the severity of the situaiton. "preventative medicine" as i like to call it is worth while, but we are curious people. Looking back has some hard knocks to it therefore can make you a better person in your day to day lives. I can look back in hindsight and realize that people around me were often right but until you learn to walk in someone elses shoes your going to have to learn by experience, even if its by a bad choice. Dont give up when you do wrong, just realize that weve all made mistakes and you will go on. Hind sight is 20/20 but there is a very good reason for it....you see things clearer and in a diferent light. No matter how dark it may seem, just know that after you have seen things differently after the fact, you are better able and much stronger to make a more

12/14/07 - Snakes
When avoiding be bite by snakes (back-stabbing people), I is better to live with a snake in the grass that you know how it acts and where it goes.... Instead of killing it and having to deal with a new snake you know nothing about..... Sometime the old snake keep the others snakes away! Balance in all things

Please Help Katt
My LOVE BUTTON Katt is here for another 8 days and we have been trying and trying to level her! She has just under 160,000 to level to Fubarlord.. can we please help her out? She is an amazing woman who I am going to miss deeply! Just Katt "Freaks LiL Kitty" * Fu-Wifey to Freak *@ fubar Love ya Love Button! Your mini me :)

Sevendust-beg To Differ
Slow down Slow down I lived a life with no regrets till you came around (your lost I'm found) You had a hold on me But now it's slippin away You used me Never would I thought you'd try to Lie and deceive me I'm sure you thought I'd be easy (you had a chance but now there's nothing That you can call your own) Why does it feel like I have been the only one Who stopped and swam (Up the river) If everything you said to me was a lie then I really think (that I beg to differ) No time I'm gone You had your chance now let me show you the way around (your loss mine now) I let you call it once You'll never do it again You fooled me Once and then you should have figured Now there's just one space That you can fill but it's empty (you'll never find a place that you can call your own now) Why does it feel like I have been the only one Who stopped and swam (Up the river) If everything you said to me was a lie then I really think (that I beg to differ) I'l

Do You Have Time Fo A Child?
This is Elizabeth. She is only 21 months old and is going through her 2nd round of cancer.We are waiting to see if her 7 month old sister will be a match for a bone marrow transplant. I am not asking for money, just a moment of your time. Just take a few seconds to pray for her, or if your not the type to pray just send good thoughts. Every thing sent our way will be returned if ever in need. If you do want to help out more, then just go to any store like Target and buy something for St.Jude. Not only will it help my daughter, it will help others as well. You can also go to www.stjude.org Thank you for your time and understanding.

The Strokes-you Only Live Once (live)
Some people think they're always right Others are quiet and uptight Others they seem so very nice nice nice nice nice oh oh Inside they might feel sad and wrong Oh no 29 different attributes And only 7 that you like, uh oh 20 ways to see the world, oh oh Or 20 ways to start a fight Oh, don't, don't, don't Get up I can't see the sunshine I'll be waiting for you baby 'Cause I'm through Sit me down Shut me up I'll calm down And I'll get along with you Ooooooo-ooooo-ooooooh Oh, men don't notice what they got Women think of that a lot 1000 ways to please your man oh oh Not even one requires a plan. I know Countless odd religions too It doesn't matter which you choose One stubborn way to turn your back This I've tried, and now refuse Oh don't don't don't Get up I can't see the sunshine I'll be waiting for you, baby 'Cause I'm through Sit me down Shut me up I'll calm down And I'll get along with you Alright.. Shut me up Shut me up up up up up A

Performing Live @ Revolution Live
SEAN KINGSTON’s OFFICIAL AFTERPARTY of the Upclose & Personal Tour Revolution 200 West Broward Blvd. Wed. Dec.26th Day after Christmas Doors Open 10pm – 4am Opening Act performing at 1am Presold Ticket $25.00 Presold VIP $45.00 Additional Info: Performing Live: Sean Kingston, Rick Ross, Red Rat, Crossovah, & More! Live Appearances: Chris Brown, Bow Wow, Soldier Boy, Lil Mama, & More! Don't miss STEEL PULSE performing at REVOLUTION LIVE this New Year's Eve with very special guests FOURTH DIMENSON and JAHFE!

Night Shade
Humor me Till my blood turns black And my heart becomes Vin rouge The night is young A dance floor fills Are you prepared? Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Bathed in a moonlit glow You dance among the dead, you know Sing a lullaby Your portrait is finished Your card is XII Your lines have ceased Are you afraid of death Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Destined to live Born to die Don’t look so serious It’s only your medley Take a vile, after all there’s only a few One of lace, one of Nightshade One of Rosemary, and one of Sandalwood Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can

Afi-silver And Cold
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness And found you, found you on the way And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold You, in somber resplendence, I hold Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me As you're longing to sing So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold I will lift up your voice as I sink Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn As they seep... into m

Tso Tonight
Going to DC tonight to see Trans Siberian Orchestra...hot damn! Should be good, they put on an incredible light show! Today though I am recovering from throwing a Christmas party, and looking from the aftermath, it was a fun night. So I am going to sit back and drink some coffee and try to get the cobwebs cleared away.

My Wall
I have a wall you cannot see Because it's deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And lets my emotions hide You can’t reach in You can’t reach out And you wonder what its all about This wall I have that you can’t see Results from what was done to me Each time my heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So brick by brick I built this wall I made it so thick it will not fall I know this process will be slow For its never easy to let things go For just by brick by brick I laid With every hurt and every pain It's really hard to let you In Thinking I might get hurt again So brick by brick this wall will break As love replaces every ache This wall has fallen and I am free But some of the debris is still Deep inside of me

~ Guns N Roses - Estranged ~
When you're talkin to yourself And nobody's home You can fool yourself You came in this world alone (Alone) So nobody ever told you baby How it was gonna be So what'll happen to you baby Guess we'll have to wait and see ONE, TWO Old at heart but I'm only 28 And I'm much too young To let love break my heart Young at heart but it's getting much too late To find ourselves so far apart I don't know how you're s'posed To find me lately An what more could tou ask from me How could you say that I never needed you When you took everything Said you took everything from me Young at heart an it gets so hard to wait When no one I know can seem to help me now Old at heart but I musn't hesitate If I'm to find my own way out Still talkin' to myself and nobody's home (Alone) So nobody ever told us baby How it was gonna be So what'll happen to us baby Guess we'll have to wait and see When I find out all the reasons Maybe I'll find another way Find another

People Are Crazy!
So this morning at a busy four way intersection, some guy blew thru his stop sign and stopped dead smack in the middle of said intersection. Two people then climbed out of the back and he takes off ... with the door still open. I didn't think the guy was gonna make it out of the backseat! Then the guy and the girl are standing on the corner watching this jackass take off like a bat out of hell with the back door still open. .......... Things that I shouldn't have to process before my coffee. LOL.

Deleting My Fubar Account
I have made alot of great friends on here its been a blast, but i have so much on my plate too many sites i promote on trying keep up with them, manage and dj on round up radio i must focus more on my career and promoting in all media and working with my new pardner Axe Studio for the indies, if you have a myspace would like send me request there please do www.myspace.com/roundupcowboyhaven

Bully # 2
YOU'VE SEEN IT BEFORE, AND YOU STILL AREN'T THERE, WHAT IS GOING ON INSIDE YOUR HEAD??? YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A PART OF THE NEW HOTSPOT OF FUBAR, COPPERHEADS LOUNGE. YOUR CONCIENCE TELLS YOU SO. STOP TYPING FOR JUST A MOMENT AND LISTEN TO IT!!.......SEE!!! HAHA Click Here To Join The Fun!!! I PERSONALLY PROMISE YOU AN EXCELLENT TIME!! CHEERS!

Ghost
i know u can't see me but i am here or at least i should be i'm no ghost I have feelings. i know u can't touch me i'm no ghost I am real why do u treat me like this? like I don't exist? is it easy for u I'm no ghost what u do hurts me I'm no ghost

Kimmy
SO I WAS BOUGHT... NOW I AM OWNED BY THIS NICE LIL LADY RIGHT HERE!! Kimmy **Fu-owned by Philemon**@ fubar NOW, I'VE COME TO FIND OUT OVER THE LAST FEW DAYS, THAT SHE IS AN AMAZINGLY SWEET GIRL, AND A LOT OF FUN TO TALK TO, GRANTED SHE NEVER STOPS LAUGHING, BUT THATS A GOOD THING IN MY EYES! SO IF YA WILL, GO SHOW KIMMY LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE!! RATE, FAN, ADD, CRUSH YOU KNOW THE DRILL JUST DO IT!! GO GO GO GO BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Drunk1.: Dots' Bodyguard :.**Fu-Owned By Kimmy**@ fubar

Postsecret - Happy Holidays?
PostSecret - PostSecret - Happy Holidays?Add to My Profile | More Videos You know some people have a wonderful Christmas,while other have nothing but a sad Christmas.This holidays should make people happy,and careing,but it never does,cause some of us have no one to celebrate,or no money to buy their kids a present.Some pf us just spend Christmas being sick in the hospital hoping that maybe someone who cares will come and visit,but never does.Some of us just feel miserable sad,cause were sick,and have to learn to live with a disease that causes you to lose some part of you.Some of us have to live with the abuse that are given to us by someone we love,and care.It gives me tears that instead of celebrating this wonderful holiday with happiness and joy,that their are people out their that don't have a family,nor money,nor a place to call home,or always being beating,and abuse by someone who you thought to love,or children who have no present,an

How I Feel Right Now.!
My wish for you is that you never look back but never forget the past. I hope the days go easy and each road leads you to where you want to go. My wish for you is this life becomes all you want it to be, your dreams become big and strong. I hope you always forgive and never regret. I want you to remember where ever you are and your wishes are coming true never forget where you came from and who you left. But most important my wish for you is that you life becomes all you want it to be, and someone in this world will love you for you and just you. May all your dreams become big. The biggest wish of them are you find your everything and you live happy living you dreams I know you have many of. Never take things for granted you never know when your life will becoming to an end, and it might be to late to go back and try and do the things you once had a chance to do.!!

Bouncers
On this beautiful day I decided to try out being a VIP so I paid the fifteen bucks and than decided to buy a blast as well I usually buy a blast once a month.The picture I had set for my primary is a tasteful pic of me in a pink number I had it for my primary for almost 2months with no problems.While I was on earlier I noticed that a Fubar bouncer had rated that exact pic a 10 and about twenty minutes later that pic was marked nsfw and pulled from my primary spot!Which leads me top wonder why was it pulled after being up dor almost 3months and I did 2 or 3 other blasts n it wasnt a problem why all of a sudden was it pulled?True he gave me a 10 but that is some sneaky fucked up shit I think.It is also cowardly that he can hide behind being a bouncer and I can do nothing to defend myself.So I felt like venting.

December 18
Miscellaneous history for this day 1787 - New Jersey became the third state to ratify the U.S. Constitution. 1796 - The "Monitor," of Baltimore, MD, was published as the first Sunday newspaper. 1862 - The first orthopedic hospital was organized in New York City. It was called the Hospital for Ruptured and Crippled. 1865 - Slavery was abolished in the United States with the 13th Amendment to the U.S. Constitution being ratified. 1898 - A new automobile speed record was set at 39 mph (63 kph). 1903 - The Panama Canal Zone was acquired 'in perpetuity' by the U.S. for an annual rent. 1912 - The U.S. Congress prohibited the immigration of illiterate persons. 1912 - The discovery of the Piltdown Man in East Sussex was announced. It was proved to be a hoax in 1953. 1915 - U.S. President Wilson, widowed the year before, married Edith Bolling Galt at her Washington home. 1916 - During World War I, after 10 months of fighting the French defeated the Germans

Naughty But Nice
MY PANTIES TANTALIZE YOU,MY BRA IS THROWN IN A CORNER,STRIP ME A LITTLE BIT AT A TIME PLAY SOME NAKED TWISTER,LETS SEE HOW KINKY THINGS CAN GET, A NIGHT TO REMEMBER NOT TO FORGET A LITTLE JINGLE AND YOU'LL BE CUMMING ALL THE WAY, I KNOW YOU WANT A WHITE CHRISTMAS AND I SAY I WANT TO TASTE IT NOT TO WASTE IT,SOME GOOD FRIENDS AND SPREAD HER SWEET PUSSY LIPS AS HE BEHIND ME THRUSTS INTO ME WITH MY HIPS ITS A NAUGHTY BUT NICE LITTLE MOTION AS WE ALL FLOOD EACH OTHER LIKE A WHITE FROTHY OCEAN,SEX IN THE AIR HITS LIKE A WAVE, THE WANT,THE NEED IS WHAT WE CRAVE, ANYTIME CAN BE THE TIME FOR A SEXUAL RELEASE, I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY PIECE, WE HAVE TO KEEP EACH OTHER WARM, BE MY SHELTER IN TIME OF STORM, HUG HOLD EACH IN EACH OTHERS ARMS, AND AGAIN FALL VICTIM TO EACH OTHERS CHARMS.

I'm A Fake
"I'm A Fake" Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife Look at me, you can tell By the way I move and do my hair Do you think that it's me or it's not me? I don't even care Do I drink? Do I date? Satisfied, in your eyes I made sure, that I look how I wanted to look My stomach hurts now, and all tied off in lace I pray, I beg for anything, to hit me in the

Bear With Me.
Ok, it seems that I have disappointed a few people or pissed them off.Either way right now, I just dont care. As many of you know, I am a single father to my daughter.Lately shes been sick with pnuemonia and I have been stressed out,exhausted and just distracted from anything in the world. She is more important to me than anything I could ever have online.No matter what and that will never change for anyone. I am sorry if the fact I am more worried about her than spending time talking to you pisses you off or whatever.

One Day
Everyday it gets colder everyday gets longer These days without you I can not bare My love grows stronger with every passing day Night comes and goes as well as the sun Some nights I sit and think and wish I was in your arms laying on your chest listening to the beating of you heart Everyday it gets colder Everyday gets longer My heart fills with joy everytime I think of you I love you so much it hurts not to be in your arms I dream of the day that we will be able to express our love in ways we only dream Everyday it gets colder Everyday gets longer To be in your arms would be a dream come true I love you and always will I wish and dream that one day we will be one

Doomsdayer's
One well known theme of cult activity is that of apocalypse – that the world is about to come to an end. I’ve dealt with the most well known cases in Cult Suicides, but the ‘tradition’ is far more widespread. Sometimes the process can appear almost comical, rather than tragic, as we shall see. And we shall also attempt, here, to come to an understanding of what impulses may be behind this idea of mass destruction. Well, it isn’t exactly destruction. NOT AN END BUT A BEGINNING This is the essence of the End Times - not destruction per se, but renewal; the removal of problems in the world, to be replaced by Paradise. The Hebrews first devised such a concept in the 6th century BC, when they were first exiled from their Promised Land. They developed the idea of a Messiah, or Saviour, who would come to save them. To Christians, Jesus was this person, but when his death didn’t provide Paradise, the idea of the Second Coming of Christ was born. Many End Times predictions have been ma

Are People On This Site Illiterate?
are people on here illiterate? i can't even tell what half the mummms i read sare supposed to say! i read someone's profile earlier who is supposedly a comic book writer or artist or whatever and there were spelling errors all over the page! seriously, how do these idiots exist in the world? ok. that's all.

Come With Me As Night Falls
After work last night I went to church for our third Wednesday night Advent service. The Children’s Choir comprised of fourth through sixth graders presented a skit called “Night Falls”, a retelling of the Christmas story from Luke 2 with literal effects. The skit’s title comes from one child dropping a poster with the word “NIGHT” on it weighted down with a brick as the performance began so “night falls”. The shepherds in the field race to Bethlehem (on your mark, get set, go) after Mary and Joseph go around town (the placard “TOWN”) to reach the inn and come to the manger (card “MANGER”) where Jesus is born. The way the skit is worded, it welcomes laughter while demonstrating that the meaning of Christmas isn’t limited by the story. After the service was over, I went with our youth group (seventh through twelfth graders) caroling. When they could focus, the kids seemed to prefer “Deck the Halls” among the three or four carols we’d sing at each house and giggle a bit at “Don w

Iraq 'torture Complex' Discovered Prob Cia Run
Iraq 'torture complex' discovered Intelligence provided by local Iraqis led the troops to the torture centre US and Iraqi forces have discovered a "torture complex" in an al-Qaeda safe haven near Muqdadiya in central Diyala province, the US military has said. Three buildings containing chains on the walls and ceilings, and a metal bed connected to a power supply were found during an operation on 9 December. Mass graves containing 26 bodies were uncovered nearby, the military said. Correspondents say Diyala has been the focus of some of the fiercest attacks by insurgents in recent months. Militants displaced from their former strongholds in Anbar province and parts of Baghdad are believed to have migrated to the province. Earlier on Tuesday, a suicide bomber killed 13 people and a US soldier in an attack on a recruiting centre for local Sunni Arab militia groups that have been fighting al-Qaeda-linked militants in Diyala. 'Atrocity site' The grisly disc

Dear Santa.... Lol :-p
Christmas Time lol... Christmas time and a lot of thinking. The past few days i start to realize and think a lot again, help, lol...me and thinking ƒº I been thinking about me, my life, my past and my future. Well my past had many up and downs. I been in shit places where i guess nobady wish to go there, they also mark my life....i had realationship which i luv to look back and remember and i had realationships which i waste my time and wasnt good for me at all...my past wasnt that good at all.. and i guess ii is pretty easy to say i am crazy. Come on people who know me know that and i dont hide it...i been open about my feelings, my issues and everything else. To deal with me i think it is not very easy and it¡¦s maybe a huge challenge to take. But like i said, i never said i am a angel, lol. Anyway i dont wanna bitch about my past, about my mistakes and my bad memories...it was my life, it should be a lesson for me and i should learn about it. I should learn not to do over and ov

" My Sky "
I sit and I see her smile, she just lights up my sky. Don`t see her all that much, but, I do try to be that guy. That she thinks about all the time, even though I am not always around. Yes I do love her with all my heart, and sometimes I don`t stand my ground. When it comes to being with her, I can`t let it all out. See her as little as possible, with her mother I have little clout. That doesn`t matter she knows I love her, and when I am with her we have fun. So I can rest each and every night, when I think about "my sky"!!

Givin Props
I just opened the Dirty Bird Lounge and i must give propps where they are due from fubar support thank you stevens for getting me started!!! thank you DJ Jen for all your time and effort much love!!! thank you so much Wild horse for my custom falcom skin and the other skins you gave me couldn't do it with out your help!!! thank you Beto for my first play list !!! soooooo for everyone else dont let their work be wasted come visit the dirty bird adult loung at http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53123 see ya soon!!!

Corrections As A Business
An attorney advised my husband that the Correctional system in Montana is corrupt. We didn't believe it at first, or perhaps just thought it was an exaggeration, but apparently it's true. In Montana, the correctional system is viewed as a means to make money for the state. Even the detention officers at the jail agreed that it's a racket. As a result, my hubby kept notes while in the jail of the stories from those who had passed through during his stay. There was one guy who had been in the pre-release system and had been keeping his nose clean. He'd worked through the program and had been integrated back into society, including having obtained an apartment, bought a new truck, maintained employment, and even met a nice girl. Well, when the pre-release center suddenly had too many beds open, they revoked his release and required him to go back to living in pre-release. It's important to note that while in pre-release, the inmates pay "rent" -- $350/month. In fact, even when they ar

Food For Thought
I can't help but wonder why the "entertainers" of the world, whether it be an actor, singer, or sports player get paid so much. Do they really impact our lives as much as a Soldier fighting in the war or a Teacher in the class room? I think not. It really bothers me as a kind hearted person that as a society we're more worried about Britney and Jamie Lynn Spears baby drama then we are what's going on over seas or with our children in school. No one seems to give a shit that our schools are so far behind other countries, and sadly I think that's because our teachers aren't paid enough and some of them just "give up" on what they love to do. Why don't we celebrate or care about our everyday heros? Like the construction workers who make it possible for us to go to places we enjoy, the soldier who died for our freedom, the social workers who help many get food on their tables, or the neighbor who goes out of their way to help out everyone. I just don't understand why we or how w

Clouded Mind
Sitting in my mind again, sometimes not a good place to be. Horror clouds my mind, owe for the dreams that I see. Seeing red again and not sure why, rage pent up inside. Missing someone very badly, maybe I should just run and hide. Broken when I am lonesome, thats as the song goes. Still I keep my pain inside, and hurt that nobody knows. Help and take it away, you did say you were my friend. Or maybe your just like the others, they always get lost in the end.

X-mas Thoughts...
Some Christmas thoughts: This Christmas will not be the same as past years. You see, a couple weeks after Christmas 2006, my grandpa Shird Moses passed away, he was 81. Five months later, Papa Mitch Herald died of a hemorrhage at 66. THEN, as if those two weren't enough, I lost my aunt Kathy when she killed herself at age 43. Past Christmas Eves have been spent at Papa Mitch's...not this year. Past years, my aunt has come up for Christmas...not this year. Past years, I would always at least call grandpa Moses to say merry Christmas...not this year. It's hard to admit they're gone...but they were never forgotten. I love you Grandpa "Mose", Papa Mitch, and Aunt Kathy... :( :( :( :( Remember to always tell the people you love, that you love them...every day could be their last.

*not A Happy Meagan*
My boyfriend isn't feeling well. Work sucked. Christmas isn't coming fast enough. The present that I ordered for Jason's step-mom hasn't come yet. I don't feel like wrapping presents.I have so much to do, and really, really don't want to do it. On top of it all? My Christmas presents disappeared out from under my tree on my profile. There were some really nice ones, too! *sob* Oh well, I guess I'm done bitching and will go find something productive to do. Leave me a present to make me feel better? :)

Why Did She?
well i found out from my mom tonight that my ex husband has got married to some chick off the internet. I wish them the best of luck, but I will be really surprised if it works out. You never know with people.

How I Feel About My Life
Can You Feel? When you feel death,do you fall. When its all gone,do you scream. When the pains too much, do you cry. All these things I feel, but cannot let out. Why can't you feel, feel the pain I feel? HOME(damnKatrina) Just wanna go home, so tired of being alone, wish I could just go home,it hurts to be alone. Far from safe, gone from faith. Wish God would take this place. Wish I got just erase(the pain you feel) God watch us so long, now we feel to hell. Damn the land, send me back, to the hell where I once dwelled. Take away this shit we made. Break Her She gives her soul. To all of those who do not care. Sells her hands, to those who abuse and misuse. She screams in pain, but only inside. Always alone to her demons wish.Why cant she break free,save herself from hell. She's always there to drain her spirit dry, of all the tears she's cried for you. All the little things build a wall, to break her down, destroy her. Thrown to the side, who could have cared any l

This Sucks
another year,sitting here alone.while everyone is having the normal for them christmas with their families,the holidays make me freakin sick...not looking for opinions or pity i have enough of my own,i just feel like writing this down before i puke it out later,no im not drunk but jus sick of sitting here alone,not a damn thing i can do about it,all the ppl i loved are dead or just gone,tired of being miserable,tired of being sick and tired.wtf did i ever do when i was born for this hell for me to be etched in stone? welcome to the world!by the way srry for ur life,yeah i have freinds but for me to spend time with them on the holidays makes me feel so out of place,everyone sitting there laughing with their family,while i put on a fake smile like im enjoying myself,and the whole time wandering what it would have been like to be sitting there like them with my family.man i jus wish i could get put out of this misry called a holiday.

Leaving Fubar
As you guys know I haven't been on Fubar lately I will be deleting my account and since i can't delete it until my Vip expires in a few days i guess i'm stuck with it for a few days more... It's been a pleasure getting to know you all, the ones who have taken the time to know me I will miss you guys... If you decide you would like to keep in touch, You can email me at----> Mploveskittles@aol.com Have a safe and happy holidays... Michelle.

Was The Night Before
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face tan. I soon underst

This Is The Animal That Killed Alison
MAY YOU ROT IN HELL YOU SORRY PIECE OF SHIT I HOPE THEY PUT YOU IN THE CHAIR FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ALISON AND THE BOYS...ROT HELL YOU PIECE OF SHIT..SHOULD OF BEEN YOU THAT DIED INSTEAD OF OFFICER SHANE AND ALISON... THE BASTARD THAT TOOK THIER LIVES.

May14
May 14, 2006 well this guy Nathan who is extremely hot, hit on my the first time I met him and all day today wanted to take me to the kids section in the gym and get head from me driving him home he put my hand on his dick and then showed me his dick before getting out found out he was a stripper and my god he is really good looking but the way he hit on me I don’t know if it made me feel cheap of made me think he is cheap. But I was telling seth some of what is going on and he said to go for it but I don’t want it to be talked about like that I just want it to happen I told him “ you haven even taken me out anywhere?” He laughed but not like that was a bad thing to say. But anyway I like him and want to fuck him I just don’t want to keep making the same mistakes as I did with seth and all others before... its frustrating. So me and brooke are finished. She is a fucking dirty fucking lying slut.. And is digging her own grave... and I don’t give to shits anymore she set me up for fail

Give Me A Break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear if my kids make 1 more fucking mess Im calling off Christmas! Everytime I turn around one of the boys is into something! I have now cleaned 2 BIG messes of Aveno Oatmeal bathsoak powder from my floors. I think my middle child climbed up the hall closet and got them down. My youngest spread that crap all over my damn bedroom carpet and now in the livinroom! Im looking everywhere to find more packets but so far I havent found anymore. I finally got my turkey in the brine and I still need to take the kids up to the mall to see Santa. I just want this day over with....hell I want Christmas over with! Ive yelled and spanked and Im almost ready to cry! Im actually considering staying home and let the husband take the kids to my parents to have Christmas tonight. I am so stressed. I want a fucking vacation, with no husband and no kids. Just me and the condo at Cocoa Beach, no television or music...just the sound of the waves crashing. I want to have a week of that!!!!!