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Help
I came to this website, all the way from the UK, because I heard there were some seriously fucked up people and some sordid young ladies. I'm intrigued. As I'm new to this, anybody fancy tutoring me on Facebox 101 and taking me through my paces??

Great News For 2 In Our Family.
First my mom and her bf Jack are getting married which is very exciting...congrats Mom I love ya. And second...which most will think I am stupid but its my life and dont care if anyone likes it. I am getting married as well. Richard aka Reddemon was gonna ask me when he got back from training but he said he couldnt wait that long...hehe. Dec. 19th of this year is the date we set. I dont want to hear anything negative from anyone...so dont comment unless its gonna be positive. Vamp

I'm Making Playing Cards
Well, I learned me some Photoshop this week and I am making CherryTap playing cards. It's a work in progress. If you want one (it'll look like the one I got on my profile), lemme know. Or at least lemme know what ya think of it. Happy March!!!!!!!!! (p.s. I'm just learning, ok?)

Stop The Violence Love Our Kids Not Hurt Them.
This video has great meaning its so sad and so terrible this happens to children so defenseless against it all...Stop the childabuse.... Help all the alyssa's out there that need your help dont let them go unoticed.....

Every Dyke's Mixed Emotions
HER.......SHE.........ME........ Current mood: blank HER.........SHE..........ME.......... MY NEED FOR HER IS TAKING OVER ME....... MY WANT FOR HER IS CONSUMING ME....... I'VE GOT LUST FUCKED UP WITH LOVE........ COULD IT BE THE GOOSE BUMPS ON MY SKIN....... COULD IT BE THE BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY........ PHYSICAL RESPONSE OF ATTRACTION FUCKED UP WITH LOVE....... MY THOUGHT PROCESS IS TOO COMPLEX......... MOST TIME I THINK WHAT'S NEXT.......... QUESTION ASKED ONLY TO ONE'S SELF IS THIS DYKE SHIT SOME FUCKED UP POWER TRIP....... OR IS THIS A QUEST FOR EQUALY GIVEN LOVE ONLY ANOTHER WOMAN COULD GIVE OR JUST REALLY GREAT SEX............... ANSWER ONLY GIVEN BY ME IT'S A MESSED UP MIXTURE OF ALL OF THE ABOVE.......... SO WHERE DO I END SO THAT SHE CAN BEGIN............. WHO IS THE "SHE" THAT WILL BE ENOUGH FOR ME............. ALL I KNOW FOR SURE IS THAT I WANT HER............

Chinese Horriscope Stuff
chinese horriscope stuff — Sunday, March 04, 2007 1982 So this is the short description of how I supposedly am. I do fit a lot of it. http://www.c-c-c.org/chineseculture/zodiac/dog.html Year of the Dog 1922, 1934, 1946, 1958, 1970, 1982, 1994, 2006 People born in the Year of the Dog possess the best traits of human nature. They have a deep sense of loyalty, are honest, and inspire other people¡¦s confidence because they know how to keep secrets. But Dog People are somewhat selfish, terribly stubborn, and eccentric. They care little for wealth, yet somehow always seem to have money. They can be cold emotionally and sometimes distant at parties. They can find fault with many things and are noted for their sharp tongues. Dog people make good leaders. They are compatible with those born in the Years of the Horse, Tiger, and Rabbit. Web Page designed by students in the Chinese Culture Center's Children Web Class These are the people I supp

...a Novel By Anz Epsilon
http://360.yahoo.com/brfcandle Hi, my name is Brief Candle (my friends call me Flick), and I’m a novel. My Dad, Anz Epsilon, is finally letting me out, a little bit anyway. He says I’m not finished. I don’t know why, I feel complete. I just want to spread my wings and fly! I think he’s a little over protective. He keeps wrapping me up in these red, yellow, and black covers and writing “Copyright © Anz Epsilon, 2006 all rights reserved.” He even wrapped me up in brown paper once and mailed me to himself. He said it would inoculate me against thieves. It was awful. Didn’t even send me first class (3rd CLASS – can you believe), and he says he loves me. Oh well, I’ve dusted myself off now, and I’m ready to play. Dad, of course, has his ground rules – even a freaking curfew – but I’m afraid that most of these “rules” apply to you. Sorry. He says the only rule that applies to me is that I must tell you the rules. He even wrote them down for me so I wouldn’t forget any of

Wanted:
I want to know why men and kids are so selfish and ungrateful. We were recently having money problems andmy husband told me to get another job so I did. I was already working weekends. ( I could have picked up more hours at the place i was at but it wasn't worth the drive but I had been with the company for almost years and the discount is good) So I get a job where I was only working a cpl days a week and then one of the employees went out on family leave. So I took her hours m-f 11-4 not a big deal but a big deal when I am working 7 days a week now and not getting much done at home. Well another employee decides that he cant work weekdays anymore so I took his hours too. So currently I am working M-W-F - 11-4 T-Th 11-8 and Sat and Sun 8 hrs each so close to 50 hours a week. My whole house looks like a teenagers bedroom. I threw my neighbor a cpl of bucks and she cleaned it up a bit for me with in a cpl of days it looks the same way again. Mind you I call my husband when

Relationships: No Crystal Ball Here...
I was reading an online acquaintance's blog and she's asking for random reader questions in her journal. I wanted to save the following question because I might need to remember this down the road. [Now to mention right now...] What do you predict in the future for me and my boyfriend? What are some sure indications why a relationship will or will not work? Okay, first thought is: Why are you asking me? I'm a bisexual poly soon to be divorcee, and romance isn't exactly the predominant feature of my life. (*grin* Okay, maybe that's not really fair. I have some really wonderful people in my life, and they do a wonderful job of putting up with not-very-romantic me.) Though I guess I have arguably been around the block. I don't think there are any sure indications. And I think there are too many different definitions of what people mean by work. Does working mean you stay together for the rest of your lives? Would it be more working to stay together no matter what, or to possibl

Comment On Ma Damn Pics People!
I put up like an assload of new pics... y'all should comment on some of em... also, i'm taking suggestions for types of pics i should take *no nasty ones, please.* anyway, i'm still trying to figure out how to get more people in my family... but not everyone automatically gets in, remember that. also open to suggestions about that... so other than that, I'm sick tired bored and going to go lay down. later.

Sorry I Havent Been Here For A While
hey Gs i just wabted to let ya'll know that im tryin too keep in touch with all of u just give me some time i'll get to much love for all of u and thanks for the comment and ratings xoxoxoxox

All In The Genes
A man boarded an aircraft at Heathrow and took his seat. As he settled in, he noticed a very beautiful woman boarding the plane. He realized she was heading straight towards his seat and bingo! She took the seat right beside him. Eager to strike up a conversation, he blurted out, "business trip or vacation?" She turned, smiled enchantingly and said "Business. I'm going to the annual nymphomaniac convention in the United States". He swallowed hard as here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting for nymphomaniacs! Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use my experience to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really", he smiled, "what myths are those?" "Well," she explained, " one popular myth is that African American men are the most well endowed when, in fact, it's the Native American Indian who is most like

Short Redhead Jokes
Q: What's the true definition of a blonde? A: Redhead with the fire of passion missing. Q: What is the difference between a redhead and a computer? A: Redhead won't accept a three and a half inch Q: What do redheads and McDonald's have in common? A: You've never had it so good and so fast. Q: What's safer: a redhead or a pirahna? A: The pirahna. They only attack in schools. Q: How do you get a redhead to argue with you? A: Say something like "I'm one of those males who love redheads, great jokes." Q: How do you get a redhead's mood to change? A: Wait 10 seconds Q: Why aren't there any more redhead jokes? A: Someone told them to a redhead. Q: What do you call a Redhead with an attitude? A: Normal Q: What do you call a woman who knows where her husband is every night? A: A redhead!

Desert Rat
{Desert Rat} A middle-aged man shut the lid on his laptop and tipped a grin to the bartendress. "Thanks for letting me jack in through your port, Jess" The Red-haired, hourglass figure in the semi-formal black and white uniform smiled back, revealing a double-row of inhumanly well mantained teeth. It was almost blinding. "You can thank me in ways other than words, sweetie." The man couldn't help but chuckle. He never could figure out Jessica's attraction to him. He was really not much to look at, and in fact would have fit in pretty well with the old colloquialisim of the wisend college professor. He was thrity-seven years old. He remembered Fallout. Hell, he remembered the invention of cybernetic implants. His hair was thinning, and he was to vain to apply a toupe or get surgery to replace the recceeding hairline. the blonde locks, still short from force of habit and his stint in the Air Force, were already begining to whiten with age and stress. He remained clean-shaven, an

Women ! Know Your Value
WOMEN ! KNOW YOUR VALUE This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book Where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman Cry, because God counts her tears . The womanCame out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be Walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but From the side to be equal. Under the arm to be Protected, and next to the heart to be loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know.. And to men so they know the value of a woman.

Vanity
Vanity definately my favorite sin(hope i dont go to hell for that)of the seven. as well as my favorite "V" word of the day. some may find me "cocky" or maybe "over confident". nah... lets just call it "convinced".....:p

Me&joe
Me and joe were chilling and shiz.. and we had a tickling match and then ... like i went to go hug joe but joe moved his shoulder on accident and he hit my nose.. lol.. but my nose is fine then we got into another tickling match ... and then my hit my nose again Hes like baby im soo sorry ... i didnt mean to hurt you im like laughing and hes like r you okay.. im like yea.. and he said he was sorry soo many times and im like its okay babe!!! Good day!!

Masterful Few
When you can’t achieve what you think you should, Take time, notice other’s great mastery. A scant few live life as they thought they would. Most languish, bitter and in agony. The masterful few scarcely worry or fret, They live now, not in the future of past. While you and I dream, surely we can bet, Some have gained precious knowledge that will last, For they seize each day fearless, with flair Though most grasp the notion of achievement and fame, Few take the steps or hardly can bare The rigors to be the best in the game. So, rather than curse your awful strife, Emulate those few successful in life.

From Peta To Gore
i found this letter on glennbeck.com that was posted on drudgereport.com. It is a letter to Al Gore from PETA...after you read this you will laugh, because its basically says that Mr. Gore is a fraud! just click the link. http://www.drudgereport.com/flash2.htm

Music
i've loved and played music all my life , started as a bass player in a a metal band in high school, to every type of music and band that you can think of, rock, metal, blues, country, top 40 and oldies in those years i have had the privelege to open for tons of artist from wasp, tracy lawrence, neil mccoy, mitch ryder, tommy roe, and a few others i have taken a break, but will be working doing some recording this summer with a variety of people covering a few types of music. I also wanted to pass along a plug, if you have never heard it or had the chance to buy it, pick up michael stanley " coming up for air " it is a pretty awsome album front to back, and he's and ohio boy like me so i gotta give him props, hang in there, and keep jamming you all music is one of the things they cant take away from us

Finally
GE home delivery really needs to hire some people who can speak and read English! Am I going to have to learn Spanish in order to place orders and tell delivery drivers where to go? WTF! I have enough problems signing, a Language that I LOVE! BLAH!!! So hear is the story. I see a truck pull up in front and 2 men unloading th washer and dryer. I decided to take the door off the hinges just to make it easier for the guys to get in...one less obstacle. I go back to look outside and the truck is there, but the washers and dryers are gone. All I see is the carpet cleaners getting ready to clean the carpets in an apartment being rented out soon. I walked down and he asked if I was expecting a washer/dryer delivery. I told him that I was. He told me that they were setting them up in the wrong apartment. Ok, now I am getting REALLY upset with this GE delivery. I really wished Home Depot delivered themselves because they were so much more helpful at the store. Anyways, the guy sho

Ignorant People
well this is my first blog but i feel the need to vent.... ok today i got a letter in the mail that was from an inmate in prison well it was to my sons grandmother who lives next door to me and the mail man can never get our mail in the right box well knowing that she usually only recieves mail form one person in prison i decided to see what it was about.... now i shouldnt have done this but the person she is supposed to be talking to is my brother in prison sick yes but that was there choice... now i have not spoken to this woman in months i cant stand her she is a nasty lying whore ass bitch... so this letter states that he is glad that she found out that my brother was going to be getting back with his wife who lives with me when he gets out of jail and that he was jsut using her and that he is gald that she is moving out of where she lives now to move in with a g/f closer to work and that it would be good for her to move away from me and her son and her only grandchild that she c

Two Man And A Horse
Once upon a time, There was a man walking down a dirt road that saw another man with a horse holding a sign. The sign said "if you can make my horse laugh I will give a $1,000. The man asked if you he could to give it a shot. The man said sure, but i must tell you that hundreds have tried and have failed. The man walked up to the horse and spoke softly in the horse's ear. The horse looked at the guy and started cracking up bad, so bad the horse fell over. The other man said " I don’t believe it, what the hell did you tell the horse"? The guy said "don’t worry about it's something personal between me and horse". The guy got his $1, 000 and went his merry way. The next day the man changed it up this time. The sign says "if you can make my horse cry i give you $2,000. The guy came up the same dirt road and read the sign. The guy said if he could try it again. The man said sure. So the guy walk up to the horse does some sort of moving and then all of a sudden the horse starte

Juicy-est Cherry
Hey ladys and gentalmen. Hope all is well. I will be holding a contest very shortyly. Space is limited so get your pics in. Name of the conest is "Juicy-est Cherry". Lady and gentalmen can enter the contest. 1St place winner will recieve the following: (a)a I.D card with the winning title made by a very sweet guy whom I'll identify later in the contest (b) if female; a diamond ring or ear-rings from the cherry tap gift shop, if male; a ring or braclet from the cherry tap gift shop (please note this not a "real" item that will be shipped. I dont want anyone to be miss leaded. (c) a dozen roses (d) a thank you card (e) I will rate all of winners photos. 2Nd and 3Rd place winners will recieve (a)dozen roses (b) thank you card. To determain the winner will be by most votes. However the rule is you CAN NOT vote for yourself at all. If you are caught voting for your self then you will be kicked out of contest. I will notify you when the contest starts. But again space is very limited, so get

I Feel The Need..the Need To Ink!!!!
Hey, everyone. I need some help ranking up!! I'm trying to get to Nutty Cherry that way I can add more pictures to my account! It is almost Spring, and Spring is the time for flesh! The tattoo gun is up and running and I'm itching to ink! I guess you can tell, cause I've aready been touching up a few on Dale. They were done with an old portable gun, with a weak power supply. Now that I've got the king of guns up and running again, he's gonna be getting alot touched up and re-done! Well, I'm off, again. Oh yeah, Help me rank up faster, and I'll be post pics of my latest inks!! Kisses..Besley..(Tracy) Mad Tatter's (is the name of my shop, by the way)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!
DAMN I WENT AND DID IT AGAIN... I HATE IT WHEN YOU DECIDE TO START A PROJECT AND THEN YOU GET READY TO BEGIN AND YOU HAVE NO CLUE AS TO WHERE TO START...I GUESS I REALLY NEED TO FIGURE THAT OUT BEFORE I DECIDE TO START A PROJECT SO IF ANY ONE CAN HELP ME WITH GENEALOGY THEN PLESE LET ME KNOW LEAVE ME A COMMENT OR SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHAT EVER JSUT PLEASE I NEED HELP MAJOR BUT AGAIN THAT I WATH I GET FOR NOT DOING RESEARCH BEFORE O START A PROJECT AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Check Out This Event: Hardcore Takeova
Hosted By: truly-nasty ent & top lock records When: Saturday Apr 28, 2007 at 8:00 PMWhere: The Arlington201 Linn StreetBay City, MI 48706United StatesDescription:truly-nasty ent & top lock records Click Here To View Event

Time (another Poem)
Time I sit still in silence to think and remember trying to understand the passing of time and the loses it brings. It knows no pause for despair or tears. No way to return to the past and what could have been. Only what is. Time is such a simple thing. Really only a creation from the minds of men to mark their lives. How I wish we could break that which humanity created so carelessly. Days pass into weeks. Weeks to months and years. Each season bringing a gentler source of pain. Tears softer like a summer mist rather then a winters storm. All things change with time. The one thing constant in all of humanity. Each heart beat a clicked second upon the clock of life. another poem I wrote for my Dad. 12-18-06

Allow Me To Introduce Myself
Salutations...(kisses your hand* i have no problem of kissing a girls hand to introduce myself, isnt that the polite and respectful thing to do, well i hope you arent not offended, if you would like to chat, i would like to as well, if you do end up leaving me comments or blast or such, i would appreciat that and show u my appreciation, with that said and you taking the time out read this. you have awonderful day and keep smiling =)

Stupid Friends
I am so pissed off at this ex friend of mine. She is one of the reasons I do not have very many friends that are girls. She is a back stabber and only cares about herself. I let her move into my rental house, she began to not pay on time. I kept secrets for her that were damaging to her whole family and her life. I didn't even ask to have all of this dumped in my lap ( all of her secrets), she chose to tell me. Now she thinks I told another female friend who hates her, but likes her husband. How stupid is that, because if I had this friend would have went straight to her husband and told him because she hates her that much. Needless to say when she comes tomorrow to pay her feburary rent then I am having nothing to do with her (she has moved out of my rental). It is so hard to be friends with girls, at least I think so. You can tell guys to fuck off and they will still be your friend and you can be honest with them even if it's something they don't want to hear. Fuuuck

Fuck Everything And Fuck Everyone
fuck it all i am giving up on everything that i ever wanted and dreamed about having and i am giving up on everyone. so have fun everyone enjoy your lives to the fullest. may god bless all the soldiers. I GIVE UP. I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT FOR ANYONE SO I JUST GIVE THE FUCK UP.

Me And My Newest Update
Hey ya'll, Sorry I haven't been around. Been on vacation down in Vegas, having a blast!!!! I guess I needed to take a little time off and re-charge my batteries. Anyway, I want to let you know about my newest update! This one is great! I do all the nasty things you would expect! I even put a few video clips up in my members area? I'll give you hint about them. They involve me, a toy, my ass and my mouth!!!! If you want to check out my video, go to http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=3&model=celeste If you want to see my newest update, go to http://www.southern-charms3.com/celeste I also updated earlier in the week me and a friend of mine playing as school girls!!! It's pretty hot!!! Let me know if you like what you see. I love to hear from all of you! Take care and I hope everyone has a great weekend! Licks and Slurps, Celeste

In My Arms Tonight
Its late at night and I'm holding you I got this feeling And i know its true You see i never felt this way before and it feels so good... Feels so right... I got this feeling and its deep inside Dont want to scare you Or make you Run and hide... cant you see i never felt this way before and it feels so good.....feels so right.. Just want to hold you in my arms tonight Just want to tell you that i love you so Just want hold you and make things right Please let me hold you in my arms tonight

News!!!!!
Hi guys!! I have some news! I decided to make a myspace.com profile! I left there before cause I just couldn't handle all the fakers!!! Well...after some thoguht, why let them keep me away!! Right? Anyways if you do myspace...please ADD me...I'm starting all over again! If you do spot a faker, please email me so I can try and get them deleted! MY MYSPACE PROFILE

Men Have It Soooo Easy !!!!
I hate Monday Mornings...so today..I decided once the kids were off to school Id jump in the shower..relaxing ..I thought to myself..good way to start a Monday. Once in there I decided I should wash my hair, so shampoo..condition..anti frizz...then deciding it was still in need of softening ( due to a recent colour)..I put in a hair treatment..which required me to hop out of the shower for 15 minutes. Thats ok..I threw in a load of washing..while waiting for that to finish..then plucked my eyebrows for 10 excruciating minutes. Hopped back in the shower to rinse out hair treatment..hmm legs need shaving..and underarms..ok..while im in here..ill exfoliate, then cleanse my face. Out of the shower, moisturise..tanning cream...top lip hair removal. Noticed bottom of my feet were a bit dry..a seperate cream to prevent dry and cracking heels..hmm toenails could do with another coat of polish...in the meantime..feeling a burning sensation on my top lip..racing to the bathroom to wash o

Children Or Should I Say Child
ok so i have a 5 yr old who is bipolar and he just got home last week from a hospital in saratoga. he takes meds and shit and they work for the most part the problem i am running into is he targets all his anger on the 3 year old sometimes hurting him real bad he recently clocked him in the nose and stood there laughing i am at the end of my rope and am unsure what i am going to do i cant be with them every sec. of the day. HELP ME

Place This In Here I Dont Want Her Seeing This Just Yet
the person this is written about probably wont ever see this so here goes nothing. the paintings in my mind dont even scratch the surface or truly describe what i think or how I feel about you. i want and welcome you with open arms you can come and go when you please. you took my heart by suprise and made me realize that your the one i hope to love. there is so much to like about you so much that makes me feel comfortable when i talk to you it feels good when your happiness rubs off on me i feel i have a reason to to try my hardest like a extra kick to my ass to be less a slacker your beautiful no matter what what anybody says your fine the way you are and i wouldnt change a thing about you and i'd do anything to keep you feeling like your special cuz you really are dont know how you feel bout me but i know how i feel about you i know im otherworldly but i keep you in my heart when i say i need you. -david a bosley

Nin ~ Everything Is Exactly The Same
i believe i can see the future because i repeat the same routine i think i used to have a purpose then again that might have been a dream i think i used to have a voice now i never make a sound i just do what i've been told i really don't want them to come around oh no every day is exactly the same every day is exactly the same there is no love here and there is no pain every day is exactly the same i can feel their eyes are watching in case i lose myself again sometimes i think i'm happy here sometimes i still pretend i can't remember how this got started but i can tell you exactly how it will end every day is exactly the same every day is exactly the same there is no love here and there is no pain every day is exactly the same i'm writing on a little piece of paper i'm hoping someday you might find well i'll hide it behind something they won't look behind i am still inside you a little bit comes bleeding through i wish this could have

Memorable Concerts
THE US FESTIVAL Labor Day Weekend, 1982 9/3-5 I was in a Motorhome parked next to the VIP helicoper pad. A friend was a Pat Benatar roadie. 3 days, 34 hours of music, 400,000 in attendance. Grateful Dead Live Stream The US FESTIVAL 9/5/1982 Gang of Four-The Ramones-The English Beat Oingo Boingo-The B-52's-Talking Heads-The Police The Joe Sharino Band-Oingo Boingo-Eddie Money-Santana The Cars-The Kinks-Pat Benatar-Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers-Grateful Dead-Jerry Jeff Walker-Jimmy Buffett Jackson Browne-Fleetwood Mac NEW ORLEANS POP FESTIVAL 9/1/69 3 days at the Baton Rouge International Speedway in Prairieville, Louisiana (3 days)-Yes I was There! 1969 was the year of the outdoor rock festival. Grateful Dead Live Stream New Orleans Pop FESTIVAL 1969 The lineup: The Youngbloods-Country Joe & the Fish-Santana-Canned Heat-White Clover-Janis Joplin & The Kozmic Blues Band Iron Butterfly-Sweetwater-Potliquor-Cat Mother Newsboys-Chicago Transit Authority Tyrannosaurs Rex-

Prog/flamenco/glam Band 1980's Carmen
"possibly one of the most original rock bands you'll ever hear" CARMEN FANDANGOES IN SPACE the only prog/flamenco/glam band, two songs from "fandangoes in space" from David Bowie's "1980 floor show" tv special . "...have attained mythical proportions" "What a wonderful discovery to finally hit upon a web site dedicated to Carmen. Their name still lives on within the underground "progressive" scene and is often lumped together with other psychedelic bands like Procol Harum. But they were much bigger than any of the bands they supported. To me they have attained mythical proportions, as I listen to the intensity of their music, the impossible drumming, the superb vocal harmonies (Retirando), the moods and colours. A sample pirate could make a whole career from just Dancing on a cold Wind! And to think these amazing musicians haven't done anything since and are still wandering round in London. Boy would I like to meet one of them, but I would probably not even reco

A Poem I Wrote
My Baby Boy I loved you from the first day they told me i was caring you You were eight weeks old at that time you were begin to get Your little hands, little fingers, little legs and little toes. You were becoming mine and daddy’s perfect little boy. But at 12 weeks the doctor done a ultrasound to check on you But for some reason you died at eight weeks. We don't know why it happened. You are still my little baby boy, we will miss you, and love you for ever. Someday I will be with you to tell you how much I love you. I can't wait to see how you look like me or your daddy. LOVE YOU MY BABY BOY FROM MOM written by:DorisHuddleston 12/28/97

George Strait-she Let Herself Go
(Kerry Kurt Phillips, Dean Dillon) He wondered how she'd take it When he said goodbye Thought she might do some cryin' Lose some sleep at night But he had no idea When he hit the road That without him in her life She'd let herself go. Chorus: Let herself go on a single's cruise To Vegas once, then to Honolulu Let herself go to New York City A week at the spa, Came back knocked-out pretty When he said he didn't love her no more She let herself go. She poured her heart and soul into their three-bedroom ranch Spent her days raisin' babies, ironin' his pants Came home one day from the grocery store And found his note And without him there to stop her She let herself go. Let herself go on her first blind date Had the time of her life With some friends at the lake Let herself go buy a brand new car Drove down to the beach He always said was too far Sand sure felt good between her toes. Chorus: She let herself go on a single's cruise To Vegas once, th

Vogue (strike A Pose)
So, I bought my first copy of Vogue recently. I'd never really read Vogue before. I wasn't really raised as a "girlie girl." My mom had some lovely clothes for her professional life, but I always remember her in her bathrobe or sweats. I never learned how to apply makeup, never really went to the mall with my mom. Never really developed an obsession for shoes or clothes or makeup. I was, after all, part of the first generation of women directly affected by Women's Lib. And I wasn't the sort of girl who got into that sort of thing in high school. In direct defiance to being told I was "ugly" all through childhood, and because of my status as relatively unpopular, I was always defiantly not into such things. After all, why did I need all of that adornment to attract people to me? I wanted to be me -- really, truly, 100% me -- and not have to buff myself up to feel good about myself. All part of my "I'm wonderful and if you don't like me, that's your problem" life philosophy.

Independant Tapper Family
As many of you have noticed (and commented on) my page has been "sporting" a new title lately. Many of you have asked me about the "IndePenDant TapPer Family", so here is the information. I got tired of seeing many of my friends involved in these "families". I have asked many times what the purpose of thier family was, and have never heard one single answer that made any sense (other than having someone to help you win contests). So I decided to form my own family. Some of you have asked what the purpose of my family is, and what it "stands for", so here is my reply; IndePenDant: Not controlled by another; Able to function by itself; Self-suporting; Showing confidence in ones self; Done without obstruction; Somebody or something unaffected by others TapPer: A nick name I gave to the people who frequent CT (probably not original, but get over it) Family: Group with something in common; People "living" together These three words make up the name for this group.

Are Long Distance Relationships Possible????
Title:long distance relationships I've been noticing people asking questions about having a long distance relationship and if true love is possible or not. I strongly believe that anyone can have a long distance relationship. how the 2 truly feel about eachother is another story. What makes a long distance relationship strong? honesty, love and care towards both people. now bad times are to be expected throughout a relationship and if you love someone enough you'll work on the issue yourself along with your partner to make sure it's resolved, walking away doesn't solve anything, it just shows that you don't love that person like you claimed you did. issues come up, resolve them than carry on, however as you carry on and as the 2 can resolve problems/issues together you will notice the relationship getting stronger, the love will be burning lol. if people say "how can you love someone that's miles away from you" it's quite simple. you love someone for who they are, not just w

Feeling Sad
Just how I feel tonight... The most difficult thing to say is goodbye You try to go on but all you do is remember and cry You will not forget the good times we had Miss me you will and make you sad I am sorry to be blunt and point out this But even now you crave for my touch and a kiss You think how cruel this word can be But it did allow you to fall in love with me I hate to dwell on the things of the past An impression I made on you that I know will last Throughout the rest of your life My words cut you like a knife One day take a moment and think of me The poet, the lover, the man I used to be

Grandma's Boyfriend
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, He looked up and said,"Grandma, how come you don't have a Boyfriend now that Grandpa went to heaven?" Grandma replied,"Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door. There stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yep , she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend." The minister fainted.

Back Stabber
I am now observeing a fiercely cruel game of friend interventions of the heart. A terriable threesome of back stabbing and lies of twisted self gain is in play at the moment among them.. I am awaiting my part as I speak ( if you will).. Not invited by 2 but by the other one.., one who knows I could set off the balance of faith and trust of the other two.. I do hold a few secrets of one friend in question , mainly about the second face he wears behind the others back.. With no doubt in my mind one would be crushed as well as feeling betray if she knew the horriable things he claimed to be true about her, while to her face would dismiss the unholy gossip.. Doing such a thing would tear one friendship apart while bring the other two closer together. Allowing once again their passion filled with goals of a wonderful life could once again rain back on the path they had strayed off of. Now I ask my self ,should I bring the" treacherous " news of lies, sex with gain as well as a

Two Lovers
Its a story of two young lovers in love. They would do anything to see the other smile.Always together they could never be apart. Living,Loving,Laughing for awhile. Maybe it was fate,Maybe it was destiny.Their future was written in the stars.It seems that they were floating on clouds. They have flown to the moon, they have walked on mars. Easy,carefree,no worries at all.Nothing could ever come between these two.No problemn big or small bothered them.

The Reason
i'm not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you. and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be a reason to start over new, and the reason is you i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be a reason to start over new, and the reason is you i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you

The Dark Ride
Step on board and join the madness On this train forged from the tears of sadness Once you're on you cannot leave I'll show you things you wont believe I'm your conducter evil and insane The cancer that laughs as you struggle with the pain Take a spin on the Dark Ride It's a one way ticket to the other side Hit the rails on the dark ride Slowly going under can you stay alive This is where the games begin Taste the fear I almost always win Place your bet and roll the dice Most dont live to do it twice I'm your conducter evil and insane The Cancer that laughs as you struggle with the pain Take a spin on the Dark Ride It's a one way ticket to the other side Hit the rails on the Dark Ride Slowly going under can you stay alive

Truth From A Little Boy
>A little boy walks into his parents ' room to see his mom on top of >his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly >dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly >and goes to find him. > >The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" > >The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and >sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." > >"Your wasting your time," said the boy. > >"Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. > >"Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on >her knees and blows it right back up." >

Cancer Causing Products!!
http://www.safecosmetics.org/newsroom/press.cfm?pressReleaseID=21 write this address down and check out the news article on these cancer causing agents/products, you would be surprised at what has been linked to causing cancer, I know I used to use the Johnson's and Johnson's baby wash on my son but thankfully due to the rising cost of shit I had to start buying him the store brands or better known as the Walmart baby washpoo stuff for my son, anyhow My mother just showed me this since she is a cancer survivor and now has to educate me on how to "hopefully" prevent or prolong my life a bit from cancer in myself and my family. So do yourself a favor and CHECK IT OUT!!

04-06-2007
Due to the Red X protest, I have a few things I'd like to protest 1) Elderly drivers...if you're not comfortable driving over 40 mph., then turn in your liscense 2) Internet protests, and internet petitions...both are as worthless as the paper they're printed on 3) Pop up ads for pop up blockers...It's just not fair 4) Snooze buttons...My wife hits the snooze on her clock 3 times every morning, effectively waking me up, so I can nudge her and tell her to shut off her alarm. 5) The political debate process...when the debates are on, I think that the top person from each political party should be represented, not just Democrat, Republican, and top Independant. I think THAT would be interesting, and would cause more political parties to evolve. 6) Mid management...take away the buffers to bosses, and we get bosses who make better decisions 7) American Idol...It's a neat concept, but who have we gotten that is worth a crap. I want to see metal island, where

Communicating By Not Talking
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Why Do People Hate Me?
really what the hell is going on? Why does everyone of my friends hate me right now? what the hell did i do? tell me! I mean really what did i do??? I've been cring all day. I want to know what is going on!

Disabled
WELL I GOT A LETTER IN THE MAIL THIS PAST WEEK FROM MY LAWYER. I WENT AND SEEN A DOCTOR THROUGH MY LAWYER TO SEE HOW MUCH I WAS DAMAGED. I WAS READING THE LETTER AND IT STATES THAT I AM 45% PERMANENTLY DISABLED DUE TO AN INJURY FROM WORK. I KNOW I AM GONNA HAVE TO GOT TO ANOTHER DOCTOR THROUGH THE OTHER PEOPLES DOCTOR TO SEE WHAT HIS/HER FINDING'S ARE ABOUT ME BEING DISABLED. NOW I GOTTA TALK TO MY LAWYER ON GETTING EXTRA MONEY FOR MY FAMILY SO WE CAN GET A HOME OF OUR OWN.

Going To See Stac Ans Shawn Then Going Home
In a few days my family and I are going to be going to Tenn to see Stacy Hank and Shawn. We are gonig there to spend time with Stac and Shawn for there birthdays. It will be nice to see shawn its been awhile since we got to see him. then we will go and spend the rest of our time with Hank and stacy. In bout 4 months from now we will be going back home to good ol' Michigan. We will be staying bout a week and its going to be during melon fest. If you are from my home town of Howell you will know what im talknig about melon fest. Well I have to bring back 2 Howell melons (are only grown in Howell) to North Carolina for a few people so they can see how good they are. But anyways so if your from back home you got 4 months to go before you get to see me

Something To Offend Everyone...
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts? Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you Wha

I'm Gonna Have A Nephew
My adopted sister called today she is having a baby boy. His name is going to be Lawrence Eugene (dont ask she is a freak that poor child) but what ever I'm gonna have a nephew that lives some what close to me. My sister is also my best friend this is almost as exciting the firts time I had my child and she was so happy when I got pregnant now I get to be in the room with her while she has the baby I'm so excited. She is due to have my nephew on August 20 but I'm gonna push for the 21st so we can celebrate our kids bdays on the same day cause my first born was on the 21st of August. I'm so excited I cant wait for the lil bugger to come out so I can spoil him like she has done with all my kids

Cherry Tap
Sometimes I have to take a step back from this site and go "Man is this shit for real!?" I've never really seen an online community with sexual content that wasn't solely ABOUT the sexual content, and it's refreshing as hell. It seems that, just like in a bar, everyone is here for their own reasons and they're comfortable with those reasons. I'll raise a glass to that!

Give Me Your Hand - Written January 5th 2007
You say you want to die There's no reason to live I didnt know you were so pathetic Life isnt something you just give Like some kind of old hand me down Dirty and covered in dust Face facts kid Living is a must Yes times are hard I've had my fair share too Suffering will happen But how you over come it is what makes you, you I know you very well Better than you'd like to admit It's not like you to hide Fall so easily in a pit If you want to be a hypocrite If you want to be a lie Then go ahead do it Let it be by your hand that you die No one is perfect No one ever was Do you think your the only one that hurts? News flash everyone does You may not trust me This i understand But I can help you through this If you just give me your hand

Quittin?
I just wondered how many of my friends/fans etc. were thinking of quitting because of all the bullshit going on on the site now? Besides the comment bombing issues and rating too fast.. now the people going around and downrating photos. Honestly, I don't see why someone should rate someone low.. if you don't like the picture.. don't leave a rating! Makes a person feel more shitty if you leave a 1 than if you just left.. I really have thought lately about leaving.. I'm stil sticking around.. but if some of these things continue.. I really may reconsider my position on this site.. or just not visit as often. It's just more or less a bummer to get banned for leaving 2 comments in a 5 minute period (which happens to me often..) plus all the server time-out errors when I just get to a page and haven't even done anything yet... then to log on and see someone doesn't like a picture you post.. it's crazy. Where is the love people? Sheesh! I just had to rant... get it out of

Persephone's Masquerade
The costumes, the music, the people, and We had the time of our lives! It's 3:30 in morning now and I am finally getting the chance to update and post photos. The weekend started out in typical fashion. We start out with the best of intentions of planning outfits and making sure we have them done way before we need them. Friday night found us furiously sewing into the wee hours of the morning to finish up. Finally got on the road at 1pm saturday afternoon, which was a rather nice day compared to drive home in the driving wind and rain. Got to the hotel at about 4pm. For the last few years this event has been held at the Washington DC/Silver Spring Hilton. Our room was rather small but very nice. It was decided months ago that we would be getting a room, since the last thing we wanted to do was have a good time into the wee hours of the morning then have to get back into the car for the 2 hour trip back. Secondary decision being that driving in a fully boned corset is next to imp

Start With An Old One
ok this isn't a song, but a piece I wrote 4 years ago......................... Least I dream for a minute of a troubled past of which I knew A time in a mirror of the face I thought would never leave my side An Image of you in a fantasy distraught by the subtleness of never happening If I believed for a minute any part of you could be mine; I am a fool A time ago would changed the position of now, no one would’ve seen it Still yet, lost in that time of change, nothing would change as I am a fool I have yet to find what in myself that is still real, my skin or eyes or my thoughts All that has made me alive was a shear hope in a world I had made up These places are not real, those thoughts never existed, nor had your touch ever been felt Though I always had felt you were always there Call it a perception of the truth as it would lead to my inevitable downfall A tragic beginning to an end I always knew would happen, though change it I would not Th

What's Your Kinky Side
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Whips92%Blood50%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!
Hey everyone!!! I juss wanted to write a blog I havent written one in a while.. and IM bored anywwys!!! SO what have yall been up to?? me nothing really juss hanging out with my hubby and shit like that!!! So yeah yeh yeah... im really bored..... I wanna send some love to my hubby allen!!! i love you baby more than anything in this world and i always will be.. i am so happy that we are finally married and we will grow old together!! muah.. hugs and kisses!!! anyone who hasnt rated.. commented... fanned or added me DO so.. lol!!! laterz

13 Commandments Of Goth
Stolen from 667 Neighbor of the Beast, cause it's f'in funny. 1. Thou shalt not paint thy face in the manner of the Crow... ever. 2. Thou shalt not wear a fishnet shirt if thy chest is hairy. 3. Thou shalt not wear jingly things on thy ankles AND wrists or thee will sound like the Salvation Army people around Xmas and other goths will be much annoyed. 4. Thou shalt not wear white underwear under black see-through or sheer garments. 5. Thou shalt not wear tight latex if thy is a fat-ass. 6. Thou shalt not wear the t-shirt of the band thou will be seeing in concert. It makes thou look like a dork. 7. Thou shalt not wear Vampire: The Masquerade clan pins in a club unless thou is gaming, or else old ST's will bring their holy wrath down upon you. 8. Thou shalt not try to dance wearing long veils unless thou knows how not to step on said veil and fall on ass, thereby looking like a donut. 9. Thou shalt not mix more than two fabrics in an outfit. The gods do not wa

God Send Death - Slayer
God Send Death On your back look on to me You'll see genocide Face from death more than insane Profane pleading cries Watch you die inside watch you die God send death end misery Preach no love of ministry Pray for sin a shattered faith Down on your knees Your screaming out to die Death is over due Nothing can save you A morbid symphony Hearing you lie there screaming Taking life from you Is all I wanna do Desire so deranged This is what lives inside me Putrid blood flows through my veins To thrive on demise Voyeurs' lust watching the pain Touching you inside Bleed you fucking dry Bleed on me Death's design blood splattered wall Face melting one vicious whore Twisted figures flesh from bone Down on your knees Your screaming out To die Death is overdue Nothing can save you A morbid symphony Hearing you lie there screaming Taking life from you Is all I wanna do Desire so deranged This is what lives inside me Clawing at the eyes o

Updates On My Life
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li

Stuck In My Head
Me and the Mad Monkettes ~ World/Inferno Friendship Society You’ve got it written on your face And in the scars on your hands from all that You could feel for a while There was nothing worth knowing that couldn’t be Be hidden or stolen Anyway I got to be going You better too We shall bend in the wind Like reeds knowing greedy get nothing So dressed for the occasion This is an invitation Every time you, you walk the streets you You feel the sound of every punk’s heartbeat And every time the cops drive by We smile and smile and smile and smile Spending like a punk rocker on payday At the monster dogs’ Christmas parade Me and The Mad Monkettes we stop and wave Here’s your conscience just in case you don’t have one Rod Serling said, he said, “Gin and tonics all night long” Let’s stop and wave Spending like a punk rocker on payday At the Village Halloween parade Me and The Mad Monkettes we carry the day Walking across that Williamsburg bridge, sir Edward r. Mu

What Would You Do
Now usually I don't like to put things on here that I didnt write, butreading this. it makes you relise that this is true in so menyways. so read this story and tell me what y ou think.. btw.... i did cry reading this What would you do? You make the choice! Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one! Read it anyway. The question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe, that when

My Own Relection
Are people really there when you need them the most? Or do people just pretend? Is there real meaning in this world? Or just caoust? Is there really soul mates? Or just partners? Wonders Wonders In my heart the darkness touches trying to fill every inch of my heart. I sit and wonder what it will take to make the darkness reseed. I wonder where I will get the strength to continue my fight. Whom will still be standing by my side. Will there ever be that someone that can take me, as I am And forever keep me. Help me to lock away the darkness that holds tight. That someone just to lean on. Share everything thought, every feeling. I wonder how alone one person can feel? Does every heart ever heal? If it does heal is it perfact back together.... Or like a broken mirror mended, back together But forever distorted? Always to feel pain n fear. Never allowing ones self to trust, completly. To live everyday to its fullest. T

Penny For A Thought ....pt. 2
As I promised.I am now continuing this blog. Consider it my weekly rants. I do not write these for pity..nor do I write them for personal recognition. I write them because I know that there are others who feel the same and do not express it. Others whom my blogs may help inthe most minute of ways. We are all more alike than we would admit. One thing that bothers me mostly with this site is the patetic amount of people who's self-esteem is so low that they have to use someone else's pics and pretend they are something that they truly are not. I thinkthis is absurd. If you are not in love with yourself enough to show yourself and be yourself......how can you expect anyone else to be? I talk to anyone on here despite appearances. I have no problem with that. I do, however, have a problem with liars and people who toy with other's emotions and hearts. I don't play games. I have no time for games. If you want to play games.....go to some kiddie site like Myspace. Do not try to appraoch

My Pics
k i gotta straight things out about my private pics there that way for a reason so u gotta ask me to see um frist but make sure im online when u ask i dont want ppl pissed off cus they asked when i wasnt here and i didnt show um

Silent Tears
The day is done, The time is here, For the light to disapper, And it is, with a sigh, That i turn to you, And say goodbye, For in the night, I feel you cry. Silent tears so soft and slow, In your heart is where they flow. I feel you weep, I feel you surrender, To those fears you won't remember. So close your eyes, Let your sprit soar, And in your heart, Fear no more. I will guide you through the pain, So that you may dream again. As with spring, comes new rain, So the dawn shall break again.

Summer Luvin' - Tanned, Healthy, And Healed
whew.. summer's really hot and sunny and all, and what best way to enjoy it than going to the beach! i was away for a while, had a vacation at one of the greatest diving spots in the world here in the Philippines (although i didnt get to dive coz of my allergies, sheesh) and resolved to just snorkeling and all, which was fun, real fun under the sun.. and about the tan..well, t'was not quite a success, coz i was planning to have a good sexy tan line with my bikini top, but what happened was that i got burned at the back and my face was well a bit "tanned" more than i want it to be.. but nyways, the best part was that im getting healthy and better (thanks to one of my friends here who suggested to go to the beach ^_~ i owe u one ^_^ ) and everything's a success.. so why do i bother writing this anyway? well,i just thought i wanted to let u guys to know im still alive and kicking and tanned =p anyway, see u online! ^_~ give me a shout or a PM (omg i was so c

My Kids Are In A Contestes Please Vote For Them
I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:30:36') (repost of original by 'babysmurf Angel Family' on '2007-04-26 14:35:45') (repost of original by 'raiderridertillidie Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:39:19') (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:43:30')

When U Sleep
WHEN YOU SLEEP I watched you fall asleep last night. As I sat by your side I looked at your face and started to cry For I knew I have to leave in the morning Slowly and sadly I looked away But yet I still sat by your side Once more looking at your face This time I smile and laugh For I remebered the good times we've had Soon I fell asleep Not but a few minutes pass I wake and sit some more I wait and watch I watch your sweet, gentle, child like face Once again tears roll down my face I know soon I will have to leave But as I wait for that moment I sit and watch you sleep So quiet and peacful So precious and gental you look As I leave a kiss goodbye I give Followed by I love you It helps me to leave you lover who sleeps For I know you wont be back for a long time But I will wait for that day Till the day when I die Isaac this is to u remember I love and I am so very sorry for all that hurt that I caused y

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love

Friendship
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there

Dream I Had About Someone
Ok, so basically the dream went like this. Im not sure why, but we were in my room and just started watching tv. You were in a white sundress that had some flower print on it that was outlined in black and that matched the black strappy heels you had on. The dress was pretty light and kinda loose fitting and you could tell you didnt have a bra on because it was low in the back. I just had a collared shirt and jeans on. My bed is kind of in a corner and I have one of those pillows that has the arms in that corner and you were sitting up in on that pillow near the wall and I had my normal pillows stacked up and I was on the outside part laying down with my head on those. Anyways, not sure why we were there or why you had the dress on, but you leaned forward to undo the straps of your shoes to take them off and when you got the second one off, you put them together and leaned over me to set them on the floor. As you leaned over me, the straps on your dress fell off your shoulders, and t

Posting Bulletins
I can't believe some people, I sit here and I think to myself that CT is a cool place to be at online but after today, posting or reposting a bulletin to me, might be a thing of the past for me really fast, because I sat here, read a bulletin about f**k buddies and reposted it like it said in the directions and replied to it and didn't get one thing back and then when two other people read the bulletin, they didn't reply to it they just reposted the damn thing! Last time I checked I was a human being trying to have fun but apparently not! Now if I don't have fun, somebody's going to say, hey lighten up, try to have fun! YEAH RIGHT! I think it's time I get this off my chest and now, because for one, I'm a human being, I'm not like one of these downrating SOB's that down rate other people everytime you turn around and I sure as hell am not a hater of anyone but what I am is me, a human being with a disability and feelings just like everyone else disabled or not that tries to have fun but

Thank You, Australia!
Thank you, Australia! Written by an Australian Dentist.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in Ameri

News About Changes In Gorean Status
Have rejoined Paltalk Gor and Have joined the Home of Master Thorgards Palace (MTP) I am Under the name LadyWolf_FW_MTP I am hoping to get the rest of the home on here so far got two to join ;) ya know who you are.

My Lips()
My Lips were buds of innocent untill you came one day; And drew a fountain from my Heart and careless went your way; My Lips were hungry,eager flowers curved,in ecstastic bliss to gather the soft sweetness of my next Lovers kiss* My Lips were lucious ripeness of a crushed and poisoned vine; When you bent your Lips upon me and my soft one clung to thine; My Lips are withering fading flowers,fullweary unto death...Dew with out moisture is thy kiss,Wind w/out heat is thy breath... A fugitive tears wells up from my eyes and is secretly silently shed... Are Lips that once were innocent...so withered...so parched...so dead...

Throatfawk
†hΓøä†ƒäωk@ CherryTAP rate him fan him it takes like 1 min i am willing to upload more pics to my NSFW folder if u help me help him cuz he is my bestest cherry friend like eva =] (i luv u alll but he is always there for me to vent/cry/laugh - someone i can always count on, a true friend) -- COME ON U KNOW U WANNA -- †hΓøä†ƒäωk@ CherryTAP

A Question Of Faith.
My thoughts for today can be summed up by quoting Shakespeare's The Tempest... Miranda: I do not know one of my sex; no woman's face remember, save from my glass, mine own, nor have I seen more that I may call men than you, good friend, and my dear father: how features are abroad, I am skill-less of but by my modesty- the jewel in my dower- I would not wish any companion in the world but you; nor can imagination form a shape, besides yourself, to like of... Miranda: Sweet lord, you play me false. Ferdinand: No, my dearest love. I would not for the world. Miranda: Yes for a score of kingdoms you should wrangle, and I would call it fair play. I wonder sometimes at the foolishness of people who would say there is no such thing as true love. Who are you to tell others what they feel? Do you truly have the right to tell others what it is they feel? I myself would not even think to question another's emotions. They are their own to question as I daily question my own. Bu

What Not To Say To A Police Officer!
I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer You're not gonna check the boot, are you? I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are. What? You need a license to drive?

Land Of Nod
Land of Nod The Land of Nod awaits, as the sand in Mr. Sandman's hourglass separate. As you slowly drift into anon, your body grows still and you start to dream of things, that have passed, which are gone. Your Sub-Conscious mind surfaces sending you conscious in to oblivion, and your dreams start, you choose the perfect role, the perfect part. Night flies by, and dawn wipes the stars from the sky. When you awake you tell the tale that your dreams do make.

Dont Pump Gas On May 15
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.

One Simple Phone Call Can Change It All
A soldier is sitting in his barracks room packing up his personal belongings and getting his gear ready for turn in. He has just about a month and a half left and then he will return to the girl who only has eyes for him. He is happy with life in general at this point as he knows his duity done, his life has improved because of what he's done. But with a month and a half left he dreads what he was just told. He dosn't want to make that call to his girl that after a year of waiting she has to wait another 8 months while he is in afganistan before he can hold her again.

Stupid Ass Females
you all know who you are.... the kind of girl that listens to the bullshit a guy will tell you when u first meet them, saying they care about you and shit like they wanna be with you. so u go meet them and then u sleep with them, thinkin you know who they really are, and that they care about you. then you find your way home thinkin you are so in love and that you have a relationship with this guy just because he slept with you. give me a break, YOU GOT PLAYED! all of a sudden he wont talk to you online anymore and wont answer your phone calls. you notice he is talkin to other girls online and you start stalkin them too and tryin to cause problems, saying stupid shit to him and causing drama, like THATS really gonna get the guy to wanna be with you. stop being so fuckin STUPID and quit taking out your mistakes on other people. deal with it and MOVE ON. P.S. by the way you stupid ass female, fuckin every guy you meet on the net is NOT the way you get a guy and keep him. BUH BY

Slaves Fantasy,....masters Desire..........
We decide to meet, I have never seen you in person before. We have only chatted online briefly and talked on the phone.... We decide to meet in a local hotel in my town. You call me on my cell with details on what hotel in my town and where the key to the room is located. Once I arrive in the room, I see a note that says * Hello my slut. Get ready for a great evening of pleasure ..Take a long, relaxing bath, wash your hair and shave your pussy for me. After your out of the tub, stay naked and put your toys neatly on the dresser. Light the candles I brought and turn off the lights. Then, open the door and leave it cracked open Use the doorstop or something else to keep it open if you need too. Just make sure it 's opened a crack. Then wait for me in the manner we discussed earlier ..Don 't forget to blindfold yourself . Oh, don 't forget, under no circumstances are you to play with that pussy of yours while you are getting ready and waiting. If you disobey, you will be punished. I wil

Buying Petrol.
Why is it now that whenever I go to fill up my car with petrol (at what I call my local 'petrol station'), I have to stand in a queue for about 20 minutes to pay, behind a whole bunch of idiots buying anything from sweets and fast food to magazines - but not petrol!! So, I've started buying it at the supermarket petrol station, because there they only sell petrol! :(

Jagermeister. Nooooo.
Jagermeister. How I despise thee. You know, I think that the demon that masquerades as a drink - Jagermeister, to the uninitiated - probably owes me about a days worth of memories. I drink the stuff, although I know not why, and once I do, bam - may as well hit me on the head with a copy of forgetfulness for experts (hardback edition) as it's lights out for the brain for the rest of my might. Seriously. I've fallen asleep under a flyover, only to wake up with an alsatian chewing my hand. It can get that bad. And yet...time and time again, I find myself coming back to it. It is my secret shame, it is an evil vice, it is the death of hope and memories...but I loves you Jagermeister, I surely do. Although if you show me a bottle now there's a chance I would faint. The Jagermeister is dead...long live the Jagermeister. Hail!

I Will Love You Forever
I will love you forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile, And your kind thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my everyday life. I love you today, As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my life.

Just Goin Nuts
`well, sorry about not writing more often, in any event, I dunno what's wrong with me. Sleep every night and still wake up tired. Seem to be getting old and don't like it. Wife bugging me to go to the Dr. and get checked out. Even though I was a paramedic I HATE going to the Dr. Hate getting needles put into me. all the tests and the pokes and the prods. Stomach still out and about but that could also be my wifes cooking.. LOL. Dr. says I need to go away by myself without the wife and child. Just to relax. Been so long I wouldn't know how to do that anymore. All that we ever do is fight anyway. then we make up but the bent feelings are still there. Somehow sorry doesn't seem to cut it anymore. and yes it is my fault (at least part of the time) that we argue. then she argues that she needs to be out of the house and talk to adults instead of just being home all the time, So I say get a job and be with other people. then she says that she hates the jub and just wants to

Create A Flowering Landscape With Herbs
Who says herbs have to be just plain green? Many herbs can hold their own in any flower garden with bright blooms and beautiful foliage. As an added bonus, you can harvest your handsome herbs for cooking or crafts, so they're practical as well as pretty. Many of these attract beneficial insects, too. A flowering herbal border is a great compromise for gardeners with limited space because it does double-duty as an herb garden and a perennial border. The herbs described below are some of the most beautiful and easy plants you can grow for flowers and foliage. The colors are mostly in the pink, lavender and blue range, with silver, bronze or green leaves. White and yellow blooms add splashes of color off and on through the growing season. Anise hyssop Agastache foeniculum This perennial herb grows in bushy clumps, with upright branching stems topped with spikes of lavender-blue flowers in mid to late summer. The flowers attract pollinating bees and other beneficial insects to your

Got To Go To Work
well its that time of the day need to get my laundry done and ready for morning time to get to work was here 4 my youngest greaduation that was cool can handle the X and her freind s for that anyday.you all have a wounderful week and well talk soon.. love ya to all my ct.family and freinds

You Have To Go Through It First!
No matter what difficulty you are going through, if you can look at it through your divine spirit, you can appreciate it and grow from it.It may not always feel like it, but if you are open to the lessons, you will always be pushed toward becoming a better person. Live & learn:) It's what life is all about!

Spanking Law
Spanking Law I heard on the news this morning that they are trying to pass a law somewhere that you can’t spank a child under the age of four or you’ll get arrested for a misdemeanor punishable by jail time. Now that’s what I’m talkin’ about! I been trying to tell the neighbor lady that my little Eddie is just teethin’ and not to make such a big deal out of him grabbing on to her ankles and a biting and chewing on her. She keeps yellin’ at me that my boy needs a good whoopin’ and I just don’t agree. They say that spanking a child instills violence in them. Iffin’ Eddie can draw a pint of blood just teethin’ at three years old’ I surely don’t wanna see him become violent!

This Was A Tough Time Kinda Still Is
i wish there was a way to take the pain away. i wish i could just curl up in a ball and cry. i wish there was a button i could push to make it all stop. i wish i could take back the time i was an ass. i wish i could show her just how much she means to me.i wish i could go back to the first day i met her . i wish i could go back to that first kiss. i wish i could make her see what she means to me . i wish she would give me one more chance to show her my love . i wish i would not have been such an ass. To Be With You You are the one who keeps me strong, With you it seems nothing can go wrong. I can't live a minute without thoughts of you. Shows just how much I care about you. Yet you have the power to hurt to hurt me more, Hurt me like I've never been hurt before. I gave you my soul, love, and my heart. But why does it feel like you tore it apart? The sadness seems to never go away, I don't want to live with it another day. I wait all day just to be with you, A

Drunkin Man Stories
hey she has a good rack love the way it hangs in the back window of her truck, if i had a six pack , i would ask her out but theres one thang i lack, bullets for that gun, she has me on the run, did you know you cant out run a truck in park, i could hardly stand up, so i mostly sit, i am all man, you cant handle this why try to understand why i piss standing up, i used could hit a tree from 3 feet, now i hit my own two feet, oh well this date has gone south, hope she enjoys my cousin company i will this case that was left, oh well never believe to be right, this case of bud is my date tonight...

What The Fuck.........
hey everyone it's just me ...i am going to type stuff on here right that will probably get a little personal about me as a person and who i really am.......if you read it you can comment me on it whether that the comment is good or bad.......because i am who i am....so here goes... my head feels fuvked up right now....so many things runny through it it seems as if my brain literally never wants to shut the fuck down there are so many things running through my brain at one time that alot of times it actually hurts.........i cannot finish writing this right now but i will continue it at a later time......

Know What?
I'm going to just write out a list of things that I hate. I hate that I'm not a scantly clad whore. These bitches don't need to think at all. They don't have to be witty or wonder if the look stupid or not. If they say something dumb, they giggle smile and your dumbass either thinks how great said whore looks or starts to wonder if that really does work, which it does, because you thought about something else. If they look stupid, everyone thinks that they are cute. I hate every guy I so much as had a crush on. It's fridae night (AGAIN) and I'm posting a blog. I'm sober. I am a bit tired...but I know that I'll be up for hours playing games. How is it that guys don't stick around? I'm not complicated. I don't like to go out all the damned time and I have no problem drinking and watching sports (or gaming or whatever) or going camping or just doing more nothing. Yes, I can go out and do shit and look damned cute doing it, but it's not something I need. I'm not hard to plea

Who Wants To Marry Me
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.

Which One Are You??
AQUARIUS - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Seven Years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun, & sweet. Five years of bad luck if you do not repost. SAGITTARIUS -The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. Seven years of bad luck if you do not

200....missing A Few Tho
200 hundred Qs- 200. My Middle Name Is: Maria 199. I was born on: March 1st 198. I am: kinda awesome at everything haha 197. My cell phone company is: cingular 196. My eye color is: hazel but they tend to be on the green side 195. My shoe size is: 10 194. My ring is: 6 3/4 193. My height is: 5'8 192. I am allergic to: codine, dust, grass (both kinds) 191. I was born in: chester but only b/c thats where the hospital is 190. I live in: woodlyn 189. The last book I read: The Other Boleyn Girl...starting the vampire lestat again tomorrow 188. My bed is: upstairs...i miss it right now lol 187. Are you happy with your life? parts of it 186. Last person to send you a text message: chris 185. Ever smoked a cigarette: yepp...actually i think i'll have another now 184. AIM or MSN or Yahoo: all 3...mostly yahoo recently tho 183. Do you email: sometimes 182. How is the weather today: it was lovely 181. Do you have your wisdom teeth: yes

The Joys Of Being A Child
For a long time when my nephew was younger, he believed that I was a child. Because I still lived at home, his natural progression in thought was, "Uncle Paul lives with nana, so he's a kid like me". It became apparent the day we went out on our own and he declared, "We can do whatever we like can't we Unca Paul?" and spat on the ground to prove his point. He was all of 4 at the time. His mum shattered his dreams of me being a big kid however, which disappointed me somewhat. I still remember when he rang up to ask nana if I was allowed to go visit him, hehehe. My second nephew didn't live with us and for a while it took a bit for me to be close to him. He's a character however. He's just turned 5 and for the last few weeks has had his leg in a cast. That didn't slow him down though. I'd call him Smeagle, the pasty faced character from lord of the rings, he'd creep around on the floor in his cast. I even saw him jump off a swing chair outside so he could "chase" people around. F

2 Months In Advance :p
Hmmm let's see..it is officially two months until my birthday sooo I gotta make the list. I always atleast get one thing off of it so what the hell lol. Plus hey it's a big bday cause it's not every day that you turn 24 on the 24th of July lol. ~Any kind of Marilyn Monroe stuff ~Any kind of Dane Cook stuff cause he's hilarious and one of my dream guys lol ~Anything involving the Patriots(shut up) ~A Claddagh ring(I refuse to buy it myself cause..guys come on,that's bad luck!) ~Tickets to a Nickelback concert ~A week at pretty much any beach(yeah I know I think big don't I?) ~A full night of free drinks lol...hey my last bill on a drinking night was 45 bucks...but um...I wasn't completely gone yet either. ~A Great American Cookie cake which now can only be bought down at Towson Town Center..which sucks cause it's a tradition. They are waaay better than a Hellmart cookie cake trust me. ~One day to be spoiled with no drama or chaos of any sort in my path(that would be a shock l

Ciara-like A Boy
C-I-A-R-A Come on Pull up your pants (Just like him) Take out the trash (Just like him) Getting your cash like him, fast like him Girl, you wanna act like he did I'm talking 'bout Security codes on everything On vibrate so your phone don't ever ring A foreign account And another one he don't know about Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that Tell you I love you, but when you call, I never get back Would you ask them questions like me, like, "Where you be at?" 'Cause I'm out four in the morning On the corner rolling, doing my own thing What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry Would the rules change up or would they still apply If I played you like a toy? Sometimes, I wish I did act like a boy Can't be getting mad, but you mad can't handle that Can't be getting mad, but you mad can't handle that Girl go ahead and be (Just like him) Go run the streets (Just like him) Go home missin sleep like 'em, creep like

The Same Ol Game.
I have been threw this game once or twice. So I find myself in familiar territory, given the sacrifice. I don’t play these games anymore It leaves me feeling like attention whores. I lost many times over and over again But I was still foolish enough to play a game that I couldn’t win. I don’t have potion to play on emotions. I have given everything even devotion Time is of the essence, and ignorance is bliss, When ever I approach the plate, I swing for the fences and miss. My inspiration is a hope and a dream. Even though it may seem obscene. Is it far fetched, is it an unreachable goal?

I'm Looking For People To Join The " Angels Of Mercy " Bomb Squad!
I'm Looking for people to join the " Angels Of Mercy " BomB Squad! If u would like to join please leave me a message and i will add u to the Bombing family! Ur pic will go on our family page! AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD@ CherryTAP If u will like to join us then leave me a message! thanks Maria Click on pic to leave message! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Everyones Horoscope;
EVERYONES HOROSCOPE; Cancer Daily work (by Astrology.com) On a big project, you may feel hesitant about committing to one option or another. Set up a team to research and return with brief memos to help you decide. Getting in the trenches will give you real-life experience too. - Horoscopes by Email - Co-Worker Compatibility - Yahoo! Astrology home Daily couples love (by Astrology.com) It's not the best time to get wrapped up in any long-term arrangements, but try to make sure that Sweetie doesn't take that as a sign that you're trying to get out of the relationship. - Horoscopes by Email - Romantic Compatibility - Dating Do's and Don'ts Daily extended (by Astrology.com) A new professional relationship is starting off swimmingly, and it's only going to get more rewarding as the days go by. You're finally getting a realistic idea of how capable and admired you are, and you should relish this feeling. You can say farewell to emotional turmoil in this area of your lif

Brutal Reality Meets A Warped Mind
I guess its kinda getting harder to be cheerful around here these days, and I am starting to see too many things than what I can defend going on especially when they effect me so personally. I have thought for a while now that CherryTAP was nothing more than a science experiment with us all being the lab rats, but we could all find our way to make the place work for us. With that said I carved out my niche to the best of my ability and then I watched the CherryGODS collapse that all in on me slowly but surely. I coined the phrase that “CherryTAP will punish you for being a non fake” lately and everyday it appears to be so true as I watch it all.I was joking with a friend that it appears that when you turn your back they do something else to make it more difficult on you as I was still pissed off about the attachments not working in Cherry Mail, and making my good deed of the weekend sheer hell. We actually deduced that while I was working too much and sick that week the whole system go

Feeling Terrible
My allergy to grass pollen has hit an all time high. The grass pollen of western Oregon is extremely HIGH right now and my head is completely congested, I have a terrible sinus headache, my nose is running, and my eyes are watering. Does anyone have a favorite allergy remedy, pill, nosespray, etc that might help me get rid of this over loaded and stuffed head feeling? I sure would appreciate any relief. I have had this going for about 5 days now and it just seems worse with each day. And from the pollen report on last nights news broadcast the grass pollen count is supposed to peak out this weekend... so it will be getting worse over the next few days. Any help?

Ghost In The Hallway!!!
I was in the hallway one day fixing to put the clothes away in my sons room when I saw mens shoes up underneath on the other side of my sons door....I called to my husband to come to the hallway when all of a sudden my sons door flew open and I started running down the hall and I heard footsteps running behind me and I quickly stopped and turned around and nobody was there....That was my second encounter with just one of the ghosts in my house!!!!

The Bath!!!!
I was trying to take a relaxing bath one night....I had the candles lit and the lights turned off and I layed back in the bath and closed my eyes....I then had this eerie feeling like somebody was watching me so I opened my eyes thinking it was my husband standing there or something and it wasn't....There was somebody sitting on the toilet watching me....I sat up in the tub and looked closer and that was when I realized it was a woman and she was looking closer too....She stood up and started walking closer and she was telling me to get out and then that's when I started screaming and my husband came running in the bathroom and turned on the lights and when I looked she was gone....That was my third encounter with one of the ghosts in my house!!!!

Runaway Soldier
A soldier was running down the road, and came to a fork in the road, where he saw a nun standing there. Out of breath he asked, "Please Sister, may I hide under your skirt for a few minutes? I'll explain WHY later." The nun agreed. Just a moment later, two Military Police came running along and asked, "Sister, have you seen a soldier running by here??" The nun replied, "He went that way." After the MP's disappeared, the soldier crawled out from under her skirt and said, "I can't thank you enough Sister. You see, I don't want to go to Iraq." The nun said, "I think I can fully understand your fear." The soldier added, "I hope you don't think I'm rude or impertinent, but you have a great pair of legs!" The nun replied, "If you had looked a little higher, you would have seen a great pair of balls. I don't want to go to Iraq either!"

Questions
Why is it that people will rate you and make a few comments.. and expect you to do the same but after you fan them they dont fan u back...I think thats bullshit... I rate all 10's and I comment alot, I try to rate all pics unless ur 1 of those that have 100's then I gotta take my time to get to them , but if I fan you I would appreciate a fan back... Thanks for listening... Cindy

Something Fun
Name: ______________ Age:__ Sex__ Phone__________ School____________ Occupation_________ Height__ Weight___ Waist___ Breast/Penis size__ Phat ass(Y/N)__ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other__Looking__ Do u like to be Fucked(Y/N)__ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Do u like receiving oral sex(Y/N)__ If I cum in ur mouth (check appropriate answer) Spit__ Swallow__ Depends__ OR Neither__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Scratch__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ Or do u just hump like hell__ List three positions u like: 1._______________ 2

Nothing Like A Woman Scorned
She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes,crates, and suitcases. On the second day she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table. candle light,put on some soft background music and feasted on a lb of shrimp,a jar of caviar,and a bottle of chardonnay. when she had finished,she went into each and every room and deposited a few half eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar, into the hollow of the curtain rods. She cleaned up the kitchen and left..... When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly the house began to smell..... They tried everything,cleaning,mopping,and airing the place out. vents were checked for dead rodents and the carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,during which they had to move out for a few days. No

What's For Dinner Tonight Kidd-o's
Coq au Vin Ingredients: One chicken cut into eight pieces 3 oz. oil 1 cup of frozen pearl onions 1 cup of mushroom, washed and with the stem removed 8 oz of red wine 8 oz chicken broth 2 tablespoon fresh and softened butter 2 tablespoon flour 1 teaspoon thyme 1 bay leaf 1 tablespoon minced garlic 2 slices of bacon Chopped parsley Salt and pepper to taste Directions: Dice the bacon. In a large skillet heat the oil and add the chicken. Brown well on all sides. Remove from skillet. Add bacon and brown slightly. Then add the mushrooms and onions and lightly saute. Remove from pan with a slotted Spoon and set aside. Add the butter to the oil in the skillet and melt. Stir in the flour to make a roux. Add the chicken broth, thyme and bay leaf. Bring to a gentle simmer. Add the wine and salt and pepper. Return the chicken to the pan and cook very slowly about 20 minutes until chicken is completely done (thermometer inserted into the meat registers 170 degrees F. Add

For The Peopel Looking At My Profile For Sweetcheeks
some chick is going around putting bulletins saying I am just randomly ripping her shit, and harassing her, and you may run into reposts, also she will say I ripped her pics for no reason and I am calling her a crack head. her she is Sweetcheeks~UR NEXT WET DREAM!WIFEY OF JAYBUDDS&BITCH OF GREENEYED TEXAS GIRL.Read profile please.@ CherryTAP This is what really happened. I was once on her friends list, and she told me to see her private folder I had to buy her a blast. She didn't like it very much when I told her no, and she wasn't worth spending money on. So her and her friend, who now erased her account, and her hubby href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=588631&friend=588631" target=_blank>Jaybudds!Hubby of Sweetcheeks!@ CherryTAP started leaving comments on my kids pictures calling the retarded and ugly, and then ripped them and put them in folders. So in retaliation I ripped some of hers, and made my crack head folder. So now she is putting out bulleti

The New School Prayer
Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth controls, St

Friendly Or Flirty?
I'm on here for friends only. AND I am a very happily married woman. I think I stated that pretty clearly in my profile. But maybe I didn't? I was going thru my friends trying to leave a comment on everyone. For a few I found some that I thought fit them better. (Like military funnies for the military guys, etc.) One friend, who shall remain nameless because I really do think he seems like a great guy, sent me a message saying "You like flirting with me dont you" It made me think for a minute. Do I say things in a way that seems flirty or perhaps misleads people in some manner? Perhaps I am not realizing it? I thought I was just being friendly when I chat or leave comments. I would hate to be misleading in any way, ya know? I am not a lady who likes to lead others on. That would make me a false peron. Let me know if I say something wrong so I can correct it, ok? I love all my friends. I really do. Please keep in mind, that if I say something that sou

Father Of The Year
Daddy's Pride and Joy! Dude how the fuck can you do this Rape your daughter then seal it with a kiss You dumb sick bastard it's your daughter She's not your fucking peice to destroy and barter Go get a hooker, or better yet fuck your wife! Leave your kids alone because your cock is now a knife It's bad enough that your fucked up Look around your suppose to be the grownup! Beautiful darling child on the outside we see In your dungeon, a child on her knees Giving you sexual pleasures cause your king of your roost Thrusting your poison, sickness you boost One day the truth will finally be Revenge she will seek, hopefully court you will see When they lock you up, that still won't be fair The child you killed, with shameless colored hair!

Repost Of Looking For Mom....still Looking ..added The Only Pic I Have Of Her To One Of My Albums...please Help Me Find My Mom
My name is Steve and I've been looking for my mom for many years. I'm 31yr old this year and she will be 49 in October. I think she is either in California, Anaheim area, or Nevada, Reno area. I believe she was born in Iowa or Indiana so I thought she might still be in contact with someone in the area. Iva Rose Taylor is her maiden name, she goes by Rose, and I believe her current last name is Harper and her husband's name Bruce Max Harper. I believe he goes by Max. If you have any information regarding the whereabouts of either of these two people, please email me so one day I can finally meet my mom. Thank you for your time. Please email me at: helpfindmymom@msn.com Please read on. The story behind this is that my father and mother divorced leaving me with my father’s parents at a very early age. When about 7yrs my father then came and got me. I wasn’t told who my real mother was till later in life. I was told from my father that she was an unfit and unstable mother

Reißiger
The transcription to LilyPond file of the finale of Reißiger's eleventh piano trio isn't quite done, but - closer than it's been. Some tweaking here and there... insertion of bars I missed in this or that line... fixing this and that... figuring out if I miscounted and repeated bars here and there through carelessness (because the violin part, cello part etc. aren't ending in the same place right now) but much less to do than there was- all 375 or so bars are there now.

With A Twist Contest
OK OK, SO WE NEED TO BE THE FIRST BAND ON CHERRYTAP TO BECOME GODFATHER... SO WE ARE GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER CONTEST, THIS WILL BE A RACE TO 20,000 COMMENTS CONTEST, WITH A TWIST, HIT 50,000 COMMENTS AFTER THAT AND THE PRIZES GET BETTER!!! FIRST PERSON TO 20,000 COMMENTS GETS A CHOICE OF A 7 DAY BLAST OR ONE MONTH OF VIC!! PLUS A BIG PIMPIN GIFT FIRST PERSON TO 50,000 COMMENTS WILL GET A CHOICE OF A 7 DAY BLAST OR ONE MONTH VIC, PLUS A 3 DAY BLAST AND 1 DAY BLAST, ALONG WITH A BIG PIMPIN GIFT ALL CONTESTANTS WHO REACH 20,000 COMMENTS WILL RECIEVE A 1 DAY BLAST AND A BIG PIMPIN GIFT, SO THAT WAY IF YOU ARENT PART OF A BOMBING FAMILY YOU STILL WIN!!! PICTURES TO BE ENTERED MUST BE SFW AND MUST BE A PICTURE OF YOURSELF. SEND US A LINK IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ENTERED. THE CONTEST WILL START MONDAY JUNE 11TH, AT 12PM PST, SO SEND IN YOUR LINKS!! 6 Days To Nowhere (Please all fans sign guestbook!)@ CherryTAP

Good Nite To All
It's been a good and interesting day on CT for me today. I met a few good people and maxed myself out on rates for the first time since I was a newbie. I've had fun and learned a thing or two...that makes it a damn fine day...lets see if I can manage the same thing tomorrow. Good nite to all and hoopefully I will see you all on the morrow!!

The Saddest Day Of My Life
as of recent my best friend of 14 years died. my dog. i got her for my birthday 14 years ago today. her name was maggie and was the best friend i could ever ask for. i dont really know what else to put in here at this time except for the fact that i miss her so much. rest in peace maggie, you will be greatly missed and always in my heart.

Ok Here Goes Nothing
I am tired. I have spent my emotions unwisely yet again...one day I am sure i will learn to effectively budget them so as to not over extend myself. I am sick to my tummy now, but I don't mind that people think I am blue. I am I suppose. I know I have a need to be online...and each day I tell myself I can live without it. It is an addiction, not the worst one could form but not the best either, I suppose I would do better to become addicted to excersize..:p NOT LIKELY...but it would be beneficial. I am just going to ramble out whats in my head and if it bores you I apologize now. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Do I have to grow up? I am an adult and I am responsible and such but inside I feel young sometimes, and foolish. I skipped thru childhood and adolescence, not completely by choice but never the less so. I don't wish to change anything because I have learned something from every experience. I did read something the other night, it was a poem..Strip for me...wow..t

When All Seems Lost
When all seems lost and there seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel....stop a moment and take a breath. Look back and see what you may have chosen not to see before. There is a reason for the sense of loss...can you see what it is? You may see yourself in the same situation as many years before, although it may be differant now and you have brought with you the lessons of the past, have you really learned the lesson? Days seem to run together, and everything may seem hopeless, but even in feeling hopelessness can you still find the many gifts and blessings of each day. So stop and take a look.....choose to move forward and to let go of the past.....to heal from it and move forward. Your path is chosen long before even you are aware....and there will be many paths that you branch out on.....but always come back to the "trunk", it is the foundation and core of who you are....find it, keep it, and you will always learn the lessons you are here to learn...If You Choose To. Bl

Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Bands Needed For Show In Cleveland Aug 3
Bands needed for show in Cleveland AUG 3 ........ Bands needed for a HUGE multi-band, multi-stage show at Peabody's on Aug 3. All ages event. Great pay incentive for bands! 15 openings. Looking for ROCK, METAL, PUNK bands. 2 openings for Out of State bands (restrictions apply). Contact Jenn @ 440-521-3193 or toxicent_jenn@yahoo.com if interested. Serious inquiries only!

Guys Rules...;)
The Guys' Rules... At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us

My Birth Month
Your Birth Month is April You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life. Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem. Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity Your gemstone: Diamond Your flower: Sweet Pea Your colors: Yellow and red What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Children's Bill Of Rights
Children's Bill of Rights My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civic Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today,The Children's Bill of Rights. It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, like your Mamma did to you. That's nothing more than mind

What Group Are You?
You scored as Goth, Your A Goth!Goth65% Rocker, Mosher50% Emo35% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev15% Prepy0% Skater0% Trendy0% What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Etccreated with QuizFarm.com

World Of Warcraft
Eh, a few people who will see this knows what it is. Its a massive online playing game. But I've got 2 videos for it. 1 is a music video and the other is a remake of the famous tv show "CoPS" have a look. they are in my play list.

Lilypond Project Status Report: *g*
375-bar finale (Rondo: Allegro) to the 1840-or-so piano trio (no. 11, in A minor) by Carl Gottlob Reißiger (1798-1859) has now been transcribed from published score and collated from parts into a full-score PDF using LilyPond. Some tweaking still to do but the no more type 6 errors, bars missing (I think :) ), etc. Will load the whole PDF (380 kb) to my stash soon if you'd like to download it (will upload corrected versions occasionally, but this is basically it.) (Edit: since 2000 downloads in a month- fortunately not a likely number, though back when my site hosted AHA-AS-PDD, erf!...- will, I think, put me above my bandwidth limit, I may see if I can gzip it... probably not...)

Me Myself And I
hi im tamye 26yr old swf,ive got 3 awsome kids. i luv power,adrenaline rushes, 6 tatts,my nose,tounge & ears pierced.i like strong minded & beautiful men,i like country boys,but im not picky. i luv meeting new people,i'm a fan of nascar & john deere.i hope to hear from yall soon.god bless.

Dont Post A Mumm If You Dont Want Replies
ok here it is , sometimes i will reply to the mumm i vote on , sometimes i wont , depends on the mumm andm y mood,, well since im in super bitch mode thanks to aunt flow im gonna post a remark or two,, well here is the mumm 1st off... dead.walker welfare created @ 2007-06-11 18:34:11 -- expires in: 23 hr Am i the only one thats sick in tiered or supporting people on welfare so they can spend all day on cherrytap? now here is my one andonly reply to it,, should of been left at that... Tamma 2007-06-11 18:38:57 #23 of 38 lol my hubby has a great job , we own our house and have no more kids living at home and they all work so where you get off saying everyone here at CT is on welfare ? now like i said,, should of been left at that and i dont know if the other people who happened to make the same c omments i did or similular where also attacked in their shout box but i was .. dead.walke...: hey dumbass rer

Should E'er You Pass Away
should e'er you pass away, my luve i know i soon would follow for the life i'd face without you would certainly be shallow I wouldnt want to miss your face or your touch so sweet and soft you've always been my saving grace there ne'er has been another as i contemplate this lonely thought a tear comes to my eyes all the happiness you've brought I'd never want to say goodbye So on the other side we'd meet to live and love again I cannot bear the thought, my luve of losing you in the end

Change Management
Just a bit more of the discussion. Thought you might find it of interest. The best summation of what is happening today comes from a passage in Robert A. Heinlein’s Logic of Empire in the anthology The Past Through Tomorrow. It is part of a discussion on how societies decline into slave-wage economies if not slavery itself. This is essentially what has occurred in the past and is what is occurring today. Moreover it pollutes the validity of the advantages of Globalization. However, it is not by deliberate design, unless you take the words of Mr. Bill Gates before congress as propaganda for an illegitimate agenda; it is by accident. This does seem to be the case with Gates’ remarks when viewed in the whole picture. “… In any expanding free-enterprise economy,” Heinlein wrote,” which does not have a money system designed to fit its requirements the use of mother-country capital to develop the colony inevitably results in subsistence-level wages at home and salve labor in the colon

Women
For My Sisters: Look into the Blackness of your Soul That allows you to still Shake your hips and Smack your lips After surviving the Whips, Ships and the Slave pits. And Dance out all The Bessings and The Testings of this life.

Friends And Fans Please Help Me
i entered a contest for best default pic, please rate and comment bomb the hell out of the pic below, im gettin pretty far behind 1st place and im about to lose 2cd place come on everyone help me out ive helped out many of u in the past, ive never won one of the pic bombin contest, help make this one my first

Being To Narrowminded To Hear
i made a mistake earlier today when i gave a rating to someone, i simply hit the wrong button and gave a 1 instead of a 10, i understand his emotions, i,ve lost 2 sons 1 very recently, still i harbor no ill feelings towards this man, other than he,s no smart enough to make any descions exept for retarded ones.

Married Life
Merry Meet, Hey those that will read this.. just got married on the 8th to a wonderful man... did it the courthouse way.. we are a strange mixture cpl.. but with so much in common.. we love to get freaky.. in the bedroom... we are on the fringes of the swinging life.. voyeurism type... we love to watch and/or be observed... neither of us is camera shy.. lol.. My friend gldkt (not real name)brought me to this site from another and I really appreciate her for it.. I don't know much about it.. and not on the puter much.. Hey got to have some time for us... I hope to be able to spend more when he is not using the good puter.. he is a computer consultant and we hope to have our own business up and running soon... life is good.. if you want it.. i am happy.. and thankfully so is he.. Blessed Be all... Merry Part.. Snugs

Dark Desires
It's funny how things go feelings go trying so hard to control that urge, desire no more like the need to Domminate someone digging you're nails deep into their back waiting for that soft cry of pain then just letting that feeling you know the one where it feels just that little bit wrong to make someone suffer but how can you not when you are looking up and smiling just as i am about to take a bite so hard and deep i might just taste a little more then skin running my tongue along the marks feeling the groves of my teeth in the skin feeling so much desire in me building up and wanting to do more why does it excite me so much to pinch the head of the penis then twisting it till it was wound up looking into his eyes and just letting the desire take over me slapping the cock around pulling on the balls just to see them stretch mmmmmmmmmmmm how funny certain things can over power someone seeing him on his knees has always done that to me pulling on hair I need to Dominate someone and late

Yippie!
I just got off the phone with the guys from State Wide Training Academy and my Class III Commission paperwork is in and they will be sending it to me this week. *Bigs Azzed Grin here* The book is coming along fine. Thought I found out that professionals and such don't like to see Wikipedia sited even if it is just used a color commentary. So That means that when I get done with this edit I am going to have to go back and pull the Wiki color, and drop it or fill it in with some other source. That sucks, but not a major hurtle. Other things are coming along well, too. Looks likes good week.

Pic-nic June 30th Atlanta,ga.
Aiight PPL.As some of u may know which means, some of u may not.But it's now time to get ready,and PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR! Yes I said it.like a rock star.Our annual PIC-NIC is quickly approaching.I jus wanna know are u ready for Sat. June 30th. 12 noon-8 or 9pm.U know how colored ppl can be....LMAO.There will be games and activities for kids and adults.Hosted at Wade Walker Park,in Stone Mountain,Ga.For those who've been to the prior ones know.But for u new ppl,lemme clue u in.We only ask u bring Drinks,ice,some where to sit,yourselves and a friend if u wish.Not sayin there won't be seats but it grown over tha years....lol.We will have a DJ as well.I know what ur all thinkin' what about tha liquor???(Damn Lushes.)Well this is at a public Park and a family event!All we say is NO BEER BOTTLES or VIEWABLE OPEN CONTAINERS.PLEASE PUT IT IN A CUP!!!Other than that have at it.There will also be an ADULT nature trail.For those who like to commune with nature ;)...So for more Info,I guess U wou

Why!!!
Why is it that we leave the ones we LOVE for the ones we just simply LIKE!!!! I am so confused on why I left the one man that truly made me happy for someone that makes me so miserable. Can anyone possibly help me out and give me some good advice. I really hate myself for what I have done too. Well if anyone can help please do. Take care and I will BLOG again soon.

The Fourth Cycle Of Desert Clarity
Like I told you this journey isn't just for me it's for the ivory harvested for piano keys and the blue cloak of twilight choked by mexican coal. I'm doing this for your parentage and all the souls you trampled. suppose we sur round our midnights with dopamine and for giveness? I'm doing this for you and the kids and I just need to get down the road a few steps. shit motherfucker I said I'd give you a lift would you just get in the fucking car?

Drugs And Stupid Sexual Propositions...
I'm about two shades of positive that the man who continuously called me throughout the day is a crack head sort of person. And dern it! I'm tired of being propositioned. Just for your 10-43, people, I don't live my life pining for the moment your penis finds its way into any orifice I may or may not possess. Yes, I know you're absolutely the best lover in the entire world. I know that you'll do things to my body that I've never even imagined, let alone experienced. I know you'll go boldly where no man has gone before. There's so much to you. I understand all of this and more and yet, I just can't bring myself to spread my legs for you, virtually or otherwise. Stop asking. Go e-mail some poor nymphomaniac from Slovakia (Slovakia has no real bearing on this conversation, but I like the way it sounds...)

Thnk You For All The Love
Thank you for all the love.Thank you to everyone for Rating,Fanning and adding me as a friend.Im having a hard time keeping up with my alert box So if you will do me a favor and comment in here if you rated my stash or pictures so I can come bck and rate yours.Im trying to write everyones name down but at this point I dont want to miss nyone.Thnk you agin.You all have made me thnkful for my friendships not just tonight but every day.Much Love

Forever-by Ben Harper
Not talkin' 'bout a year No not three or four I don't want that kind of forever In my life anymore Forever always seems To be around when it begins But forever never seems To be around when it ends So give me your forever Please your forever Not a day less will do From you People spend so much time Every single day Runnin' 'round all over town Givin' their forever away But no not me I won't let my forever roam And now i hope i can find My forever a home So give me your forever Please your forever Not a day less will do From you Like a handless clock with numbers An infinite of time No not the forever found Only in the mind Forever always seems To be around when things begin But forever never seems To be around when things end So give me your forever Please your forever Not a day less will do From you

The Broken Mower
When our lawn mower broke and wouldn't run, my wife kept hinting to me that I should get it fixed. But, somehow I always had something else to take care of first, the truck, the car, playing golf - always something more important to me. Finally she thought of a clever way to make her point. When I arrived home one day, I found her seated in the tall grass, busily snipping away with a tiny pair of sewing scissors. I watched silently for a short time and then went into the house. I was gone only a minute, and when I came out again I handed her a toothbrush. I said, "When you finish cutting the grass, you might as well sweep the driveway." The doctors say I will walk again, but I will always have a limp. Moral to this story : Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is the husband

Eminently Quotable Quotes And Inspirational Quotations
Eloquent quotable quotes and inspirational quotations from secular writers variously deal with "profound truths" which are definitely seen as being somehow spiritual as well as with "aspects of truth" that are not readily characterized as being primarily spiritual. The pure and simple Truth is rarely pure, and never simple. Oscar Wilde Several inspirational quotations about - Divine Edification Nor less I deem that there are Powers Which of themselves our minds impress; That we can feed this mind of ours In a wise passiveness William Wordsworth Those obstinate questionings Of sense and outward things, Fallings from us, vanishings; Blank misgivings of a Creature Moving about in worlds not realised, High instincts before which our mortal Nature Did tremble like a guilty thing surprised William Wordsworth One in whom persuasion and belief Had ripened into faith, and faith become A passionate intuition. William Wordsworth Truths that wake To perish never

Shooting Competition
Hmm blog time huh, ok well here goes the last three days Went to the South Texas Tactical shooting competition in Mountain Home, Texas. The rules had changed a bit since last year, but after the first ten minutes in the office, it was clear that me and my team mates had a lot of catching up to do. We took our weapons to the "Range Safety Officer" , that is in title only, he had no clue what he was doing there. We had some time to kill, so after lunch we took a look at the course we would have to be navigating Saturday morning. The course was laid out like a four block section of Smallville, USA. Building on the sides and gutted cars on the streets. The object is to make your way from point "A" to point "B" shooting a set number of targets along the way. You compete in three man teams, a change from the five man teams of last year, and this is a live round competition, no paint ball, no laser tag. My team has been together for four years and we work well together.

Private Pics
Ok I have been having many ppl ask to see my private pics. I want to let you all know they are not naughty pics, I don't do nudes and never will. They are just pics that I know will be marked NSFW. Please don't ask to see them, if I want you to see them I will add you to my family.

What She Said !?
Success is not the result of spontaneous combustion. You have to set yourself on fire first. author reggae I would like to see things from your point of view but i cannot stick my head that far up my ass! I am the cold shiver that runs up your spine. Your just jealous that the voices only talk to me I am smiling that alone should scare you I have been a bad kitty! Quickest way to a man's heart? is through his ribcage. The more i listen to men the more lickin pussy looks better and better everyday!!!! It only seems kinky the first time. Do not disturb i am disturbed enough already!

No Clue
I am sure I could and should write something really profound here but nothing is coming to mind.. I know that I am a lonely. I want to be wanted again, is that too much to ask? I don't mean sex either, if that was the case I could get that I just don't want meaningless sex. I am frustrated and tired of kid games. I have a hard enough life without the games. Is there anyone out there that is tired of games and wants to really get to know me? I have issues I admit that but they are my issues noon elses to deal with. I am honest and will tell someone exactly what I think of them. Hell I will tell you anything you could ever want to know about me. Just ask.. Or are you all scared to get to know the real me?

A Song After My Own Heart (tear Away By Drowning Pool)
I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me God damn I love me I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone

Full Figured
A full figured woman who is full of love a woman who tries to fit in and tries to show emotion but can never do none of the above. A full figured woman who is full of peace but no man wants to touch her as if she's some type of disease. A full figured woman who puts her self down who smiles in the crowd who hurts her sense of worth when no one's around. A full figured woman yes, that's me I am all the woman I need to be from the curl of my lips to the curves in my hips. Yes, I am a full figured woman who is tired of being judged but I will never be ashamed for having more than one pudge! Jennifer Foreman

Tool - Schism
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing, Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication. I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over. To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication. The poetry that comes from the squaring off between, And the circling is worth it. Finding beauty in the dissonance. There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away. Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting I've done the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication. Cold, cold, cold, Cold sil

Good Times And Bullshit As Usual.
Well I must say that the Stars & Stripes fireworks in Downtown Mt. Clemens here in Michigan was everything I expected it to be. Large crowds, lots of fun and some killer fireworks. Ended up going with a couple ex girlfriends of mine but it didn't stop me from seeing too much. Only shitty part about last night aside from me not having a car or license and the heavy traffic downtown, I ended up walking 10 miles home. Only other thing that really killed my day was hearing from another resent ex of mine who apparently called to throw in my face that she got knocked up by the guy she's barely been with for two months now. She's a month and a half pregenet and she's only 16 to boot. Doesn't much matter to me personally because for one its not my kid so its not my consern and two I'm not about to let her get into my head and get my depression going as bad as it was the whole time me and her were together. On a lighter note though, I'm not as sore as I thought I would be today from the

1 Year Here
So apparently I have been using CherryTap for over a a year now. My join date was June 29, 2006. It was Lost Cherry when I joined. I remember I was SUCH an addict for a good long while lol. I still use it obviously, but I'm not addicted anymore. There was less than 100,000 people when I first joined and now there is almost a million. Not too shabby for a year. Oh well, just thought I'd share the good news of my anniversary with CT ;)

Lesson 2
{{6/23/07}}Betrayed but not going to be willing to change You ever have so much on your mind that you don't know where to start & it feels like nothing's on your mind? -What causes you to feel emotions- {{6/26/07}} I love singing. I dunno how good I am at it, but I loveit. My friends like it, but they could just be being really nice (lol) I've wanted to take voice lessons for years. I use to do karaoke at an [ex]friend's house all the time. I just really love singing....and music in general. I had considered minoring in management and trying to start a record label or something. I completely *love* and live music. I write songs as well. Just lyrics though, I can't write music. I can't play any instruments, but I want to. ( i love the drums and guitars mwhahah) There's so much I wanna do! I think when the toddler-o-mine wake up, Ima dance with him. He loves music too =] Gunna break out my KSE cd. Killswitch Engage hasta be my favorite band, by far. Their newest album, Daylight

Can Anyone Help?
I have windows vista........ I just downloaded adobe photoshop 7.0 When I try to open it I get this stupid Vbox error. It says " Failed to intialize Security Client. Error code:202. I know nothing about this but I want to be able to use this program. I downloaded it from freeware offline. if anyone knows wha tto do or has this or an equivilant art program please contact me.ASAP Brian

I'm The Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Little Shepard’s Trail
Little Shepard’s Trail http://www.kingdomcome.org/maps/kcsp.html Near Whitesburg ,Ky, this run is one of the Must Ride roads in the area. The trail is in the Kingdom Come's State Park which also has many scenic areas worth the trip. Little Shepherd Trail is a 38-mile narrow road on top of Pine Mountain. The Trail, or Kentucky Highway 1679, clings to the southern edge of Pine Mountain's crest from the intersection of US 421 at this location to US 119 south of Whitesburg. This serpentine route twists though numerous refreshing overlooks and massive, spine-like rock out-croppings, termed "Hogbacks." Rhododendron and mountain laurel bloom profusely in craggy exposures. This route is not for the faint of heart. It’s a very narrow one lane paved road that has switch back curves that wind around and over many peeks. At the top is an old park area that has been abandoned with a large roofed cabana to get out of the weather, but it has 100’s of bullet holes from people popin rou

First Birthday Wish Of Doom
so i am sitting here minding my own business when my email thingy yells at me and tells me i have a new message. it is from LJ reminding me that kort's birthday is the 6th. i was going to wish her happy birthday, but i have decided she can go jump in a lake and be eaten by sharks considering i wasn't invited to the birthday celebration or the fireworks adventure. so... have fun in the lake with the shark while celine dione sings something about her heart going on. kidding.... love ya babe and i hope you have a happy happy happy birthday with tons of fun and lots of great memories. i wish i could be there for it all. maybe next year. then i can strip you naked and take advantage of you. **huggles and wonderful wishes** love ya bunches and happy day you hatched out of your mother and brought her all kinds of pain only to bring her more pain and joy and headaches and a beautiful grandson. :P:P:P:P

Bill Gates
Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here ' s some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set the m up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won ' t care about your self-esteem. The world will > expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won ' t be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Ru

This Goes To Afew Here
IM KURT AKA OAK SON OF WITCHESBREW , AND IT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THAT SOMETHING WHICH DIDN'T HAVE TO BE SAID WAS TO MY MOM . MOM REMEMBERS NOTHING BEFORE HER ACCIDENT , AND I ASKED FOR IT NOT TO BE BROUGHT UP ! IF SHE REMEMBERED FINE IF NOT THAT WAS FINE TOO. WTF , IS THE POINT OF FRIENDS IF IT CAN NOT BE RESPECTED ON A PROMISE OR A WORD . THE NEXT TIME ANY ONE HAS SOMETHING TO SAY BRING IT TO ME " NOT MY MOM " I THANK GOD , SHE IS ALIVE , COULD OF BEEN ALOT WORST . AND WHAT WAS SAID SHOULD OF NOT BEEN SAID . KURT AKA OAK

You Can't Change What's Meant To Be...
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year. Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can't get it to speak Maybe finding all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give. Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. How can I love you If you just don't talk to me, babe. I flow through my act The question is she needed And decide all the man I can ever be. Looking at the last years like I did, I could never see us ending like this. Seeing your face no more on my pillow Is a sc

Cherrys Contest Need All Bombers!!!
CHERRYS LEAD ISNT THAT GREAT SHE IS PROBABLY LEADING NOW BY 100 OR LESS NOW SHE HAD A BIG LEAD BUT NOW THEY CAUGHT UP QUICK EVERYONE MUST IMMEDIATELY GO TO TO HER CONTEST...SHOW HER MAJOR LOVE SHE NEEDS IT BAD...HERES THE LINK...

Horoscope July 5, 2007
No matter how much you would like to, you can't chase away emotion with new sensation. You have to deal with your feelings in a more adult fashion. So no impulse eating, shopping or acting out, okay?

If You Get The Chance Rate Tha Hell Outta Me!
See it all started when A friend showed my this awesome site called cherryTAP and it was all GOOD since then.Now as I build great friendships with twenty sum odd friend through this web site I figured since I RATE & COMMENT BOMB THE HELL outta my friends folders maybe, just maybe, they will do the same! If we stay in contact enough and you think of me as a genuine friend will YOU atleast rate all my pix at least one to two folders? Because you know I rate the fu*k out of yours (Because we all know... RATES=LEVELING UP)

What Each Kiss Means.....
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirem

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Whats Goin On
Steve called me last night .. and i actually had a decent convo for once... i asked him when he was coming home and he said that he was thinkin about leaving this thurs..but that he was goin to take the bus/train and wouldn't be home til this sat... he is gettin a hotel room and wanted me to be able to spend some time with him. But i can't because i have to work til midnight on sat ... and go in at 130pm on sunday... he didn't like that idea.. wants to come home on a day where i have dayshift and the next day off... well that's not until tues when i get done work 430pm and have wed off.. so he's gonna have to stay down there in new orleans a few days longer but i think he can deal with it. My mom said that i should encourage him to stay and i'm tryin .. but it's another 2 months they want him to stay there for training and i'm not sure if i could handle it ... i want him to so that he can advance in his career and better himself and his future.. esp if there's the possibility i'm

My Friend
I want to hold you in my hand when i'm feelin low To me, ur a real good friend...even when ur cold You're always there when i'm alone and never to far away You chill me straight to the bone and always ease the day Most of the time ur empty...but still my friend When i kill u cuz u tempt me, i'll grab ur next of kin I'll pop his top or twist off his head You're the 1st thing I think of when I hop outta bed When I'm feelin crazy...and a little to bold And piss everybody off...ur always there to hold I admire ur figure...especially when u sweat Makes me wanna put a hole in ur head or twist it off at the neck I know I abuse you and will till the end But I know u will always be there cuz ur a true friend You may cost me money and a trip across town I need u most when my face wears a frown Thank you friend ..for getting me higher My truest of friends....OL' BUDWEISER

Its A Hot!!
So World, how you handleing this Global Crisis in our Weather today?? its awsome..To See these things now happenening..like? Heat increase..(abve Norml) Storms/tornadoes/hurricane increase and the signs keep going on & on.. Why?.. is it Really pollution..or just the World changeing. Evolution No matter what. the World wll be here for A very longTime lets keep our World Clean Give A hoot.. Dont Pollute.thnx

Song1
So full of rage and lost ambition She bites her lip just to keep you guessin’ Stars on her arms, holes in her ears The scars on her heart hide all her fears. Lost alone, nowhere to go How I feel, she’ll never know She’s so pretty in punk Pink hair, spiked belt, and a black t-shirt A million and one ways to express the hurt Sleeves of cloth or sleeves of ink She’s lost in nicotine, she’s lost in her drink She’s not alone, a place to go How she feels, We all should know She’s so pretty in punk Music is our only hope, always there always to run to The only friends we have that know just what to do We’re not alone, This now I know Just how I feel, I’ll let her know Cause she’s so pretty in punk

Needs
(an open letter from a Master to his slave) Things She Needs From Me!! You need to feel safe. Before you can begin to open your submissive nature to me you need to feel safe and have reason to trust me. To let down your walls and give me control of your will may take time and testing before you feel safe enough to permit either of us to go beyond the initial stages of our relationship. Even after you've given yourself to me fully, you need to be reminded you are safe with me. You may like to feel the thrill and excitement of fear and the unknown, but you need to be sure no matter how I stimulate those emotions during an intense scene or situation, you will remain safe in my care. You need to know I accept you for all you are. You will be many things to me as our relationship grows and you need to know I accept you as a person during each transition along the way. You need to know I accept you as a friend, lover, companion, and my submissive but also accept you as parent, child

Addicted
OK... So I went on vacation - Camping with the kids and my guy. This is how things went without my computer & CT for SEVEN days! Day one: This place is beautiful! I can't believe how dark it gets at night and how bright the stars are. Oh, I wonder if anyone's sent me any cherry mail, email, shouts....sigh. Day two: Still marveling at how peaceful it is out here in the woods. Hey, is that an electrical outlet?? I coulda brought my computer... Day three: F-ing tired of trecking a half a mile just to take a piss. Where's my f-ing computer?? I wanna rate some pics.. Day four: Sitting here watching the sun move across the sky - only 3 more days to go. I know i saw computers in the Camp office - maybe if I sneak in tonight... Day five: There's a lovely layer of dirt on EVERYTHING. I've played more card games than a Las Vegas craps dealer oh - and it rained into the tent. My cell phone has internet access....hmmmm wonder if it's worth a dollar a kilobyte.... Day six: I

The Cost Of A Soldier-poem
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

Dsl Sucks!!
Ive had cable internet for years but its still in my ex hubbys name and since we have been divorced for 3 years and the cable just keeps going up and up and bellsouth just kept bugging me to try DSL I gave in and did. For the last two weeks ive had nothing but trouble- my phone has been full of static and my connection keeps timing out. After going a full 4 hrs without internet(on a damn spotlight day mind you grrrr) I have been calling Bellsouth(now AT&T) giving them hell-they kept saying it was fixed and it would come back again. Yesterday I had my bf call and tell them we were going back to cable and all of a sudden they have a technician sent right out to check the line again. Turns out a damn mouse in someones box down the road was chewing wires and that was causing the problems.How that would be giving me issues and NOT THEM I have no idea but fingers crossed i seem to be doing better today.Still slower to uploads when you are used to cable speeds though. Just taking me a lit

D/s Help & Info
I have written this to answer some of the many questions I am asked about D/s, and in my life I have met many people who were interested in D/s, but knew nothing about it. I hope after reading this information you are left with the understanding that the Dom is not only about discipline. He is about love. Also, the sub is not the doormat for the whims of a Dom, but a valuable addition to the Dom's life. D/s is not for all couples. It worked for me and I want to share the information I have learned through years of practice.As you may have noticed this is in book form.I have made 3 attempts to have this published,but alas no takers yet.I do however have all of my faithful blog readers and followers who enjoy my rants,raves and writtings,so I thought I would share this with you.I would appreciate all feedback.I promise not to levy punishment for bad reviews. *wink*ThanksThe Beginner's Guide to Bondage and Domination Disclaimer This is a handbook for people to learn more about a type o

Alright, You Folks Want To Blame Someone For Gas Prices.....
Guess what folks, have I got a bombshell to lay on you people concerning gas prices..... And it ain't the Arabs putting the screws to us either. Alright, at present, a barrel of crude costs $72.66 or $1.73 a gallon of unrefined crude oil. So, your gas prices breakdown as follows $1.73 cost of crude oil $0.62 cost of refining the crude oil into gasoline $0.18 Federal gasoline tax. $0.20 State gasoline tax... california is $.18/gal. $2.73 at the refinery prior to shipping. $0.129 cost of transportation $2.859 cost per gallon at the pump in Abilene TX Now then, everyone remember when gas was under $2. a gallon? Well, guess what, nothing has really changed EXCEPT inflation. However, the oil companies are really screwing one group of Automobile owners big time. I mean, these people being screwed without a kiss or any KY jelly.... You could say that the Oil Companies are committing economic RAPE. You see, aside from #2 bunker oil and tar, there are two other WAST

Anniversary Of A Memory
I wish i could take away the pain... and bring it all on me, I would hold you in my arms and kiss you tenderly. I would carry you on my shoulders, and introduce you to my heart, I will warm you with my Love, so that we may never part. I cried many tears for you, as if i could wipe away your sorrows... I carressed you with my warm embrace, and held you for all tomorrows. I know time is the only cure for this, there is no other way, so for now i will hold my heart aside, and keep you there.... every day. Loving wishes, Tony

Learn How To Buy Somong's Song's And Ringtones
WRITE BACK Hey whats up it's me,So or Somong! And I was wondering on your spare time if you would be so kind, come by, and help me pick my first single. It's simple just click on the pic below and vote by leaving a comment of what you think in your own opinion I got a nice response going and trust me it all helps so, so much ;) !!!! Thank you in advance and sorry if this email seems rude. Again thanks for the time and have a great day/night.... Hey!, if clicking the pic doesn't work just go to my blog section and you can still help me out thanks again. Free ringtones only for a limited amount of time so hurry up and get them while they are FREE lol's Once again this is saying "thank you" to all of your support this is more than Music ya'll, it's my escape. 2book So feel free to call Ricky # 407.782.2771

First Cherrytap Entry!
*sigh* As I sit here at my computer, and contemplate what I should put in my very first CherryTap blog. My first thoughts about it are, "Great... another blog for me to post in." As I already have about 4 or 5 other online blogs. I am also unsure, how personal I want to get. Obviously nothing too personal will be shared here. So... after really thinking and taking into consideration, I figure for now. I can use this blog, as another random thoughts place. I'll also use this to express my feelings on reaching my goals in life. I've been a member of CherryTap since September of 2006... I just recently started being active again, and plan to stay active. For now, however, I have had a long day, and really am not sure what else to say at this point. So I leave you with... Peace & Love

Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Over the Rainbow Ernesto Cortazar Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream Really do come true Some day I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where troubles melt like lemondrops Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me Somewhere over the rainbow Bluebirds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? Some day I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where troubles melt like lemondrops Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me Somewhere over the rainbow Bluebirds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly Beyond the rainbow Why, oh why can't I?

Iraq
Ive been here april and they said we have the 3rd worst sector in country but it really dosent seem all that bad. Hodgie cant shoot for shit and runs almost everytime he dose shoot at us but i go home on leave soon and i cant wait i just want a fuckin beer and a few days of not getting shot at!!

I Have Some Sad News
Hey all sad news they have blocked everything at work but emails and google so I won't be around as much unless i am at home. I will miss chatting with everyone. I hope everyone has a great evening and I will try to swing by here as often as I can. Cherry hugs and Kisses to you all.

Leaving Soon On A Family Vacation
Hi there mom dad and I will be out on vacation from July 18 till Aug 01 We wont be near a pc on our trip However the rest of family members are staying home I hope to talk to you soon Chio!

Will You?
2007-07-17 20:32:08 > "Friends With Benefits" > > > It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard(what a horrible word.) , or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on Cherrytap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message saying "I'm Yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". If you have no interest in the person at all send them a message that states "no comment".... SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person who will.

Chickenshit Rater
plz note: I took this from my bulltin and One of my friends was nice enough to post his link for me in a repost.Yes its true he rated me a 4 then blocked me. see below......heres the email I sent him and finally his screen name sorry I cant get a direct link to his profile but since he is chicken... lol MishNumber1 = here's his link :D Mr Honesty *Justice league Clan member* Tellin it like it is!@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'FAN ME BABY. I'M SO F-ING HOT (plz fan b4 add )' on '2007-07-18 05:58:00') (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR. Founder Of Naughty Northerners' on '2007-07-18 07:27:40')

High Times Top 10
Where do you stand? Here are our top ten reasons marijuana should be legalized: 10. Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana. The government has tried to use criminal penalties to prevent marijuana use for over 75 years and yet: marijuana is now used by over 25 million people annually, cannabis is currently the largest cash crop in the United States, and marijuana is grown all over the planet. Claims that marijuana prohibition is a successful policy are ludicrous and unsupported by the facts, and the idea that marijuana will soon be eliminated from America and the rest of the world is a ridiculous fantasy. 9. Arrests for marijuana possession disproportionately affect blacks and Hispanics and reinforce the perception that law enforcement is biased and prejudiced against minorities. African-Americans account for approximately 13% of the population of the United States and about 13.5% of annual marijuana users, however, blacks also acco

Time To Go To Bed
Well, I don't make it a habit but sometimes when I put my girls to bed, I lay down with them so they can fall asleep faster. There have been many times that my daughter has "asked me to leave"...I guess she is getting a little personality? Gee I thought I was special;) My 4yr old being autistic and can not speak yet, she can be hyper and start yelling. Almost nightly, just to calm down. I know they love me but sometimes these "changes" are called "growing up"..

So Fuckin Borded
1. Start Time - 2:08am 2. Name: christy 4. Astrology sign - aries 5. Gender - female 6. Hair color - redish brown with copper high lights 7. Heritage - french, indian, irish, german, polish, cajun 8. Eye color - brown 9: Nickname: chris, angel, rebelsangel, butterbean, ccc(candy coated christy) and bunny nose, and chrissy.. 10. Favorite color(s) - dodge blue, green, cotten candy pink, cherry red 11. Glasses - yes 12. Tattoos - yes one want more Where did 13 go?? umm erick you did this test not me haha 14. Hometown - jefferson county 15. Single or taken - very single 16. Sibling's name - Brothers and Sister, LOL *HAVE YOU EVER* 17. Cut your own hair? yes for a lng time now and my family and friends too 18. do something in the past month you regret? no 19: done something wrong, but enjoyed it anyway? yes and i got sick cause of it too.. haha 20. Skipped school? umm yes 21. Had sex? Yes 22. Bungee-jumped? I WISH wtf? 23 is missing too?? haha erick omgosh you

Audacity
it seems that you just gotta accept the fact that some people dont even realize how offensive their personalities are walk around oblivious to the fact that everyone around them cant wait for them to step outside and get hit by a bus

A Lesson I Learned Young
when i was 14 my mother asked me if i ever thought i would fall in love and i said bitch please im a motherfuckin thug. of course she slapped the shit out of me and i was bangin on niggas from my bedroom window for about 3 weeks, but i learned an important lesson that day. never disrespect a woman especially your mom cuz she'll be the one to really make u pay for it.

What Money Can Buy You
Money will buy a bed but not sleep books but not brains food but not appetite finery but not beauty a house but not a home medicine but not health luxuries but not culture amusement but not happiness

All For U
ITS FUNNY HOW SOMEONE WILL CONSUME THEIR TIME ON SOMEONE WHEN THAT PERSON WANTS NOTHIN TO DO WITH THEM!! KK SO TO EXPLAIN WHAT I MEAN, THERE IS THIS CHICK THAT IS ONE OF MY XS NEW GF, SHE SEEMS TO THINK I WANT HER MAN BACK, LOL WRONG I DONT WANT HIM!! I WANT NOTHIN TO DO WITH THEM AT ALL, HIM OR HIS CHICK!! THIS CHICK SEEMS TO THINK ITS KOOL TO GET INTO MY BUSINESS SHE SEEMS TO THINK IM STARTIN SOMETHIN WITH HER AND HIM WHEN SHES THE ONE THAT MESSAGED ME!! ILMAO ITS SOOOOO FUCKIN FUNNY HOW SHIT HAPPINS WHEN SHES AROUND!! K SO SHE DECIDED TO CONTACT THE PERSON THAT I WAS PREGNANT BY A GUY NAMED WAYNE, SHE THOUGHT IT WAS OK TO TELL HIM THAT I WAS PREGNANT CUZ SHE THOUGHT I WASNT GONNA TELL HIM!! FIRST OF ALL ITS MY BUSINESS IF I WANT HIM TO KNOW ILL TELL HIM, SECONDLY HE KNEW WHAT WAS GOIN ON!! AGAIN THO MY BUSINESS NOT HERS!! SHE SAYS SHE WANTS NOTHIN TO WITH ME BUT, HOW COME SHES WRAPED UP N MY SHIT, WHEN IT HAS NOTHIN TO DO WITH HER!! ITS FUNNY ACTUALLY SHE THINKS SHES PISSIN ME OFF!!

Online Romance
We all make mistakes from time to time The biggest one falling for someone online You can't get to know the real person on there By a few hours chatting just here and there So you arrange to meet and all goes great Both thinking WOW this must have been fate Things improve you feel closer day by day Thinking you'll be together come what may But then suddenly you get hit by reality And realise that it just wasn't meant to be You say your sorry that it has to finally end You can't be lovers but can still be a friend They take it bad and turn right against you But they don't realise you are hurting too So take heed from this and please be aware Don't be too quick to admit to them you care When that happens and it all comes to an end You always end up losing a very special friend. This was written from experience

Music To My Ears !m! !m!
Your Life: The SoundtrackOpening credits: The Last Dance - NightmaresWaking up: Evereve - Fall Into OblivionAverage day: Rob Zombie - Sinners INCFirst date: Xandria - RavenheartFalling in love: Moonspell - VampiriaLove scene: Nightwish - Wish I had an AngelFight scene: Prodigy - smack my bitch upBreaking up: Enigma & Enya - Pure Moods - Return to innocenceGetting back together: Wiccan - Lorena McKennitt - Snow Wiccan PaganSecret love: Inkubus Sukkubus - Vampyre KissLife's okay: A Perfect Circle - 3 LibrasMental breakdown: Children Of Bodom - Taste Of My ScytheDriving: Beborn Beton - Deeper than the usual feelingLearning a lesson: Arch Enemy - We Will RiseDeep thought: Opeth - Black Rose ImmortalFlashback: Sisters Of Mercy - Cry Little SisterPartying: Razed in black - Oh my goth dj rib trance remiHappy dance: VNV Nation - BelovedRegreting: Within Temptation - DestroyedLong night alone: My Dying Bride - For YouDeath scene: Morbid Angel - God of EmptinessClosing credits: Type O Negetive -

Bath Michigan 1920
The good old days weren’t as good as you think. Let’s do a time warp back to May 18, 1927, two days prior to the start of Lindbergh’s historic crossing of the Atlantic. This particular day started out just like any for the seven-hundred or so residents of the village of Bath, Michigan. Yet, this day was not to be like any other. Around nine forty-five that morning, a tremendous explosion shook the community. Within just a short period of time, an additional loud blast would be heard. At a time when radio was still in its infancy, news was very slow to spread and area residents were unsure about what had just happened. The first explosion produced a giant cloud of smoke in one direction, yet there was a major fire burning in another. People followed their gut instinct and headed toward the source of the explosion. What these people saw was something that we all hope never, ever happens again. The community’s five-year-old Bath Consolidated School, with more than three hun

Video Editing Freeware
I have several short videos of various subjects, and would like to be able to edit them with scene fades and credits and text comments between scenes.... Does any one know of a Video Editor that's freeware? Sort of like "Movie Maker" that comes with "XP" OS. Sure would appreciate some help on this. Please respond even if you know of none, ok? Later, Bloggers.

Prejudice
How can you ask Only one group of people To embark upon a task In changing the world? Times are changing And the hate is still here There are no more hangings But now it is a different group of people How can you say That you are a better race When statistics show That that is nay You say you hate racism But you mean directed at yourself You could care less About any white person. I am the minority where I live And the majority are so ignorant They ask and ask and take and take But never give. If I called you that hated word I know I would probably be dead Yet you call you \"friends\" that You let the ignorance get to your head Why do you hate me? I am Irish. I bet you didn\'t know We had it worse even than you. How is it possible That you say you hate All the racism but But the names you call me are hateful? Society has it wrong You say that the minority Must be respected Rather you must say the minority must be respectful! You sa

Remedy
I dont love how you love But please dont leave me here alone I dont feel how you feel But its my fault Im bones I dont die how you died I cant just waste away You keep changing your mind Everyday If it burns Ill be doing the same dream If you fall Ill remember the same thing I dont want your remedy I dont fall how you fall I wont hold on you cant let go When its pain I feared I made you take it slow I dont cry how you cry Theres nothing left to me You keep changing my life Everyday I dont want I dont need I dont want Remedy

Your Words
Your Words My pain runs deep like water in a cave. The hurt you have caused I will never be the same. You tell me how you feel and make me believe what you say is real. The cuts and blood I bare on my skin are your words. The words that you say to make me think I am crazy. Maybe I am but I will never know because you have me thinking so. I hide my tears and cuts and pain that I think is what makes me insane. Why hide the truth of how it is to live like I do. But how to expose you without being made out to be a fool. My cuts are real, my pain is deep, and I will die one day and be set free. The mask I wear is suffocating me to have to wear. My death might come faster so do beware. I doubt if I get the chance to make you the fool. Your power over me is your tool. Everybody thinks you are a saint. The greatest thing since chocolate cake. I am living in your shadow of greatness. When I am the one who has kept us together. Raise a family and done everything for the b

Kids Write About The Sea
1) This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly age 6) 2) Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James age 6) 3) If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island . If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne age 7) 4) Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie age 6) 5) A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy age 8) 6) My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs. (Millie age 6) 7) When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean. Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off eating beans. (William age 7) 8) I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny tails. And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant? Like, really? (Helen age 6) 9) I'm not going to write about the sea. My baby brother

Maybe
Maybe Maybe . . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be

Only One Question!
One Question a quick question ONE QUESTION.. Ok, I had this sent to me and I thought it was cool. If you dont want to do this, no biggie! I thought I would post this and see what happened. Question.... 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I promise to answer it truthfully. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.

Funny Thing At Work
I work in a department store. Can't say where. I was on lunch, sitting outside the store, when a couple walks out with two little girs. They stopped to look at a rock pond, (that you would put in your yard, water fountain thingy). The man told his wife he liked it, she said she did too. She asks him, "Where would you put it?" I replies, "In the house!", She asks if it would fit, and he said he can make it fit. She said, "even in a Trailer?" The two little girls get all excited and yelled "Yeah, daddy's going to put in a hot tub!" LMAO!!!!! I deal with all sorts of public everyday!

Is This U What Every Guy Needs
1.I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... 2.I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... 3.I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... 4.I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... 5.I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... 6.I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... 7.I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. 8.I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. 9.I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.

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A clean paper or a pure white wall. One false line, a scratch, a mistake. Unerasable. So obscure by adding million other tracings, blend it,cover over. But the original scratch remains, written in gold blood, shining. Desire for a Perfect Life.

My Useless Tips To Make Me Weak
Ok so I am thinking that I just have relationships on my mind pretty badly tonight so I am going to write this blog and hopefully clear all realted thought away for now. I decided that I am going to give some tips on what I enjoy and what will make me weak in the knees and make me want to come back for more over and over again . . . Which I am sure some other gals will agree with and others will think I am insane, lol. But I am honest and that is what matters. 1. A man who will be honest with me even if it means my feelings will be hurt for a little while. I want to know that he values honesty and recognizes that despite the initial pain the truth is always better. 2. A man who wants to be with me, not one who says he does, one that actually does. I want a man who puts effort into being with me. I want to know that I am the one he wants, even if it is just a quick email during the day, or a text to say hello, or a voicemail so I can listen to his voice. It’s those small t

Jaws
So... over the last few days there have been several 'supposed' sightings of a large great white shark just off the South coast of England near to tourist resorts. The local Mayor has said something along the lines of "It's probably a basking shark because that's what my four year old son told me." A representative of the tourist board has said "There are no great white sharks in English waters and it is perfectly safe to go in the sea." Does any of this sound familiar to anyone? I wonder what Chief Brody would have to say.

Fubar Salutes: How To Mark
How to Send your Salute to be Verified: Go into the picture gallery where your SALUTE is stored and then click the white link at the top of the album where it asks if you want to select a picture from this gallery for your salute. Click that and then on the right hand side of the selected picture, you will see the word, SALUTE, click that. Then another window will open up and ask you if you are sure that you want to send this picture as your Salute. Click yes, and off it goes to the fubar Staff. The picture will be sent back to you either approved or rejected.

Pics
Ok...i wanna put pics of of people on here that i talk to on a daily basis...if i can put one up of you let me know and send me a message....i dont just wanna take some and put them up without permission..please let me know if i can...ty

What If?
Alot of people ask me what if? Well here is my answer. What if has nothing to do with me if the question doesn't apply to me. I don't want to know about your problems because I have my own. Don't ask me to help, I am not your counselor. Go to your parents or another friend that can help you.

What Have You Done For Our Country?
Subject Support Our Troops Body: It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________

The Magical (rune) Poem
F A I know the Songs that no wise woman knows And none of the children of men. The first Song is HELP, and help it will Against sorrow, hurt, and any distress. U R A second I know; quite useful to the children of men Who practice the healing hand: It chases disease and all pain, It cures hurts and all wounds. T H O R N A third Song I know: If urgency tells me To tie the opponent with magic Then I dull the steel of my foes So that their swords will not cut anymore. O S A fourth Song I know: If an enemy puts A tie of pliable limbs; Then I speak the spell, the shackles break on the feet And the fetters break on the hands. R I T This I know as a fifth: If in hostile flight An arrow shoots into the crowd; Not matter how it threatens, I block its force By grasping it tightly with the look of my eyes. K A A sixth on is mine: Should a warrior hurt me With the roots of soft wood; This warrior who awakens the hate within me Shall be struck before it gets me

10 Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye
I READ THIS ON YAHOO AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU 10 Turnoffs that Make Great Gals Wave Goodbye Most guys know from the get-go whether or not they see potential in a woman. There's that inner voice that tells you this is someone worth pursuing. When the first date ends, you're not even thinking about playing games. You know you want a second date. You wait your standard two days, call to set up that date and get the dreaded voicemail. You leave a heartfelt message, but after three days it becomes clear this great gal is not calling you back. Where did you go wrong? “Were you the only one feeling sparks over lattes?” Were you the only one feeling sparks over lattes? Top 10 turnoffs for women Maybe the answer is to learn the top 10 turnoffs that make great gals wave goodbye. If any of these fictional guys sound like you, it's time to change your approach. Great Gal Turnoff #1: Showboat Sammy Maybe he owns a yacht off the coast of France. Maybe he has a timeshare in the

I See The Light!!!
The light has finally arrived. The insurance check was for 8 weeks back disability wage replacement. After I get caught up on bills pay ahead on the house loan and buy groceries I will have enough to have a friend come up for the labor day weekend. And I can even buy myself a cheese burger from Burger King with our feeling guilty. $.99 and it caused guilt because I had only $1.25 left to my name checking and change in my purse. Sad isn't it. But I will get back on my feet after surgery and back to work and build up my savings again. I used to laugh when the financial people said you should have 1/2 a years wages in ready savings just in case. I'm a believer now. And I have such good friends. They will never know how much they helped. But I plan to let them know over the next few months. I alway say...Don't get mad...get even! This will be a good even..LOL!!!!!

From The Battle Feild
I'm pretty damn sure you wont be hearing this in the msm and if so it will be buried on the back page of the home and garden section.So I am going to pass it along I have seen the horror Al Qaeda is guilty of monstrosities in Iraq - no matter what anyone says MICHAEL YON Sunday, August 5th 2007, 4:00 AM {Major Mark Bieger, an American soldier, holds a wounded child after a suspected Al Qaeda car bomb exploded in Mosul in 2005.} Amid all this talk of timetables for the War in Iraq, blurred as they are by a strange lemming-like compulsion to declare the "surge" strategy a failure almost before it actually began, one deadline looms larger with each passing day: It's time for a reckoning with the truth. The problem is that almost none of those who have cast themselves as truth-tellers have the requisite credibility for the job. The one man who does was told he had only until September to evaluate progress. I'm not suggesting that I make a worthy substitute for t

Missing Some Friends!!!
A week ago my best friend becca moved back to Texas and I miss her like crazy!! She is about to have her baby and I am not going to be able to be with her! Her husband is deploying and he wont be able to be with her either. I love her like a sister and I am rambling cuz I miss her. The good thing is that I am taking a trip home and get to see everyone I left in Memphis! Plus my best friend R.P. Tracks!!! The best bar ever lol. I am gonna miss California while I am gone but I think this will be a good idea for me to take a little vacation. Oh and how could I forget Carolynn? She is my girl I have been going through some crap lately and she had dealt with me this entire time. Plus everyone on fubar that have been really been helpful. You guys are awesome!!

In Total Girl Mode
I am a woman... girl... a goddess of everything living and breathing. The world revolves around me and my fellow ladies, for without us man would not exist. Yes, I am emotional, vulnerable and sometimes just a big pain in the ass. But, at the end of the day; I am powerful, strong, independent, successful, open minded, loving, caring, gentle and everything else that any one person can be. Why, because I am a woman. I possess the very qualities that every person respects, the qualities that every child looks up too, and the qualities every man only DREAMS of having. I have no idea where this all came from, I just started writing lol. Jax

How Much Beer Can You Buy With $100?
Well that doesn't matter to our lovely friend Shell! She's hosting ANOTHER happy hour, and yes, most of you {I hope have been to her page to show her the love she deserves} But this crazy chick updates stash daily, along with tons of adorable pictures! Now bitch as you will about "point whores" but guess what, you're one too! Deal with it. If you weren't then you wouldn't mind sitting on a level 2 with only 50 pictures...don't lie to yourself, you don't have to admit it out loud, but we all know deep inside we're point whores :D She's only 100,000 points away from leveling, so let's get her there tonight!!!!

Still Learning About Autism
AUTISM AWARENSS I'm still learning about autism. I have 5 kids, two of which are diagnosed with having autism. Anyone have any stories to share? My 10yr old didn't starting learning to speak until after he turned 3yrs old. My 4 1/2yr old daughter really doesn't talk at all other than a word here and a word there. She knows some sign language and was showing very similar mannerisms that my 10yr old did at around 2yrs, and that's how I suspected she was autistic too. They both are very high-functioning however.

Great.....
For you Louis Grizzard fans, you’ll recognize the title. How are you supposed to feel, from day to day that is? Should you always be happy? Don’t we all think something is wrong with people who are too happy all the time? Given the opportunity, wouldn’t those of us in foul moods gather torches, form a mob, and hunt them down like Frankenstein or drive a stake through their hearts like Dracula? Why is that? “Can’t we all just get along?”…What makes us want to beat the happiness out of those with terminal happy happy joy joy syndrome, with a stick, when we aren’t feeling that way? Shouldn’t we all be on an even keel most of the time, somewhere in between happy and sad, sailing through the sea of life in fair weather? Lately, I find that my moods have been a bit more chaotic, more like a roller coaster. Minus of course, the high priced admission to a theme park, or the excitement of actually riding the damn thing. Not exactly something that I enjoy. How do you, even the keel when this hap

Just Saying Hi To All The Beautiful Ppl On Here...
hey..my names adam...if you havent checked out my page yet do so...its a work in progress...im obviously a newb here so any advise is appreciated... if you a beautiful female please add me... if you a swinger contact me... hehe oh yea...love the boobs...lol "swingers unite against the MAN"

To My Best Friend
I dedicate this Whole page to my best friend. The Cute baby In my pictures.. he is My son.. & he is all im about.. For without him.. there Is no me.. there for... the song "somebody's Me By Enrique Iglesias Is also dedicated to this lovely angel... If you knew this baby boy.. my little prince.. you too would agree.. He is My hero.. my best friend & my son.. & HE is the greatest GUY in my life.. none can top him.. i love you Joey.. Always & forever..

Bright Darkness
The Darkness shines Bright from images in our minds peering into nothing we see everything and yet still know it not at all Reaching into the blackness of the shadows grasping nothing but enlightenment a handfull of compassion for all our tomorrows are clear and bright as the shield of darkness even in the sun with wide eyes we are blind like a moonless night in the caverns of our minds our ears still hear the ticking away of life and time in the darkness, calculating the day our lives will no longer chime on a 2 am kitchen raid with the lights off our days are the same way running till we stub our toes then coming to life as our pace is slowed in the darkness we become bright

Dating
GIRLS MAKE GUYS STUPID!!! Current mood: contemplative Category: Romance and Relationships ..> GIRLS MAKE GUYS STUPID!!! FIRST OF ALL DATING SUX...2ND DO U EVER FIND URSELF GETTING OVER EXCITED OR START LIKING A PERSON MORE THAN U WANT 2.......... EVEN THOUGH U TOLD URSELF NOT 2 GRRRR......... SO NOW U FIND URSELF ALL WORKED UP OVER THIS PERSON AND U START OVER ANELIZING URSELF AND THEM 2..... AND UR AFRAID IF U TEXT OR CALL OR MESSAGE THEM 2 MUCH OR NOT ENOUGH U MIGHT SCARE THEM OFF.......... AND OF COURSE THIS ALL HAPPENS IN THE BEGGINING OF THINGS...... AND AFTER THAT ITTS A WHOLE NOTHER STORY.............. LOL................. :)

Emotions
One emotion, untold by the world. Thought to be understood, Can break a soul with a cross-eyed look. Man think's he knows it, -And sometimes can by it. But what it all comes down to is Only the bravest can try it. Only the strong will survive And the kind ones prevail. The insensitive type shall remain lonely confused as to what they're missing, And how to get it. This emotions is love.

Picture Frame
Behind the glass, encased in wood a picture. Two people smiling sitting close but their spirits closer. Mingling, hoping for the destiny whispered by an insightive stranger. Her eyes stare into the camera eyes that seek him when smiling, seek him when sad and weak. Her eyes tell stories... how comfortable his presence is, to her, like falling into a bed of feathers. Falling into his arms, the warmth. Her mind guards memories of nights, by a crackling fire beside each other. Guarded, protectedas treasure from a pirate's ship, mounded in heaps, these moments she'll never forget. His easy way of grabbing her hand, his kind words after departure. Behind her smile she holds love, cherishes a friendship for the boy beside her, encased in wood.

Think About It!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

The Power Of The Dance
The Power of the Dance Verse 1 I was in a club late at night Holdin’ a stranger oh so tight When I looked into his eyes Memories of you and I came into my mind We were dancing to our song Holdin’ each other all night long Then I whispered into his ear I am so glad you are here Chorus The power of the dance Teaches me romance The power of the moves Shows me how to groove The power of the dance Verse 2 Now the heats starting to rise As the stranger looks into my eyes Then I remembered the way you touched And how I wanted it so much Now the passions comin’ on real strong Holdin’ each other all night long Then we began to touch each other Then I stopped and said “I have another lover” (RC) Then I realized that he’s not you And I remembered all the things we went through And baby it’s only you No one else can make me feel the way that you do (RC)x2 The power of the dance x2

My Wife Met My Girlfriend
Gotta love Rodney Carrington :) I got home and the door was locked And I tried to ring the bell I found a little bitty note that she had wrote Tellin' me to go to hell I crawled in the window, I got inside She kicked me in the balls And then I cried Called me a name, said I lied Kicked me again and I thought I died Took my clothes, set 'em on fire And hit me with her curling iron I tried to block it with my watch And then she kicked me in the crotch again Yea today's the day my wife met my girlfriend Well I tried to tell her, but she didn't care Things weren't as what they seemed She had a pan on the stove full of boiling water And my nads would soon be steamed I tried to run, scream for help She hit me in the nerts with her rhinestone belt It was like nothin' that I ever felt I thank God I wasn't wearin' a kilt She grabbed a bat from beneath the bed She swung it once and then she missed my head She reared back, swung it again And then she hit me in th

Read And Learn!!!
Never say I Love You...if you don't really care. Never talk about feelings...if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand...if you're going to break my heart. Never say you're going to...if you don't plan to start. Never look me in the eyes...if all you do is lie. Never say hello...if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever...then say you will try. Never say forever...cuz forever makes you cry!

The Crush Thing Could Be Painful In Vulnerable Times
i guess its kinda cool when u don't know who got a crush on you--and when it goes-it sure hurts but less then when you know who put it there--especially when it was mutual and way more. or sometimes it could be something more casual--damn it always hurts when that number goes down--that clearly means someone is rejecting me--either for someone better than me--or not--it sux--ok. but thank G-d for the one who never took their crush away

Wbio Contest Starting Soon
Thinking about having a 7 day contest for all my graphic designers out there....I need a T-shirt design for my new radio show....Nina & Nalley Morning Show...This is our logo for the station. Feel free to rip,copy, or whatever to do what you need to do to make it into a design. True Country is the format if that helps too. If interested just let me know. Hoping to start within the next week. I need to get to printing them as soon as possible. Winner will get a shirt with their logo, 1 mo VIP, and Big pimpin' gift. 2 nd place will get 7 dayBlast, and big pimpin' gift. 3 rd place 3 day Blast and big pimpin' gift.

Ok I Finally Added New Pics
ok ppl ya it took me awhile but i finally added new pics to my page i was wondering when i was going to get to it but i finally did anyway hope you like i also have more to come (NSFW) im hoping you'll like them thx and stay perving. WINK WINK

Fbi Job Opening Hahahhaha
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair . . .. Kill Her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quite for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Shot

Warding Off Relationships Forever
I am tired, so tired of the games. Tired of men who call when they feel needy. They are never there for ya, ever. My life is confusing enough without the games so to all the men out there. The Lass is tired.....stay away if you wanna play, cause I aint buying what your sellin! If you are actually ready to try the old fashioned way, maybe I will make time for ya.

Cigaretts
Cigaretts Got my headlights shinning. Down an old dirt road. Smoke my cigaretts. I should quit i know. The Radio's playing Old country songs Someone's leaving, Someone's cheating. On and on. 'Cause someday maybe Someone will love me like i need. And someday I won't have to prove 'Cause somebody will see All my worth but untill then I'll do just fine with my own. With my Cigaretts. And this old dirt road. See I left another. Good man tonight. I wonder if he'll miss me Lord knows i tried. But I think that maybe The thing that i did wrng Was put up with his bullshit For way too long. I ain't going to sleep. I ain't going to dream. About the things i used to need I ain't going to cry. Or live in lies I'm just going to drive

Something About The Moon
There is something, I can't place it, beautiful about everything. I know this is silly to write about but after reading a few lines in one of my favorite books it makes my mind soar with something only music could describe. I've never fallen in love before, but it is my greatest desire. I lust for the chance to look into the eyes of someone and see my own soul staring back. A longing not only for my body, but for my passion. I want someone to drink the well of my spirit and continue to thirst and I want to feel the same insatiable desire to fuse myself with another. I want to feel the pain of jealousy and the screaming desire when they are not by my side. I want and continue to want. I have a fear of love, I suspect as I write this. I'm afraid of giving myself up, releasing the creature behind my mental wall to feed on another. I'm ready for them, but I can't imagine the heartbreak I would feel when they tire of me. I don't think I'll meet that person th

You Are The Soundtrack Of My Life
This was a quote from a fan Geddy Lee mentioned on the DVD Rush in Rio. I keep thinking about it and just how long I have been a fan. How much this band as impacted my life and the music that I write and the style in which I play. My first Rush album was Hemispheres and it was given to me by one of my uncles. At the time I was listening to Led Zeppelin and other bands of the late 70's (I still do, Jimmy Page is my favorite guitarist). And I was only about 8 years old. I played that album over and over and learned the story of the struggle between the heart and the mind by way of Apollo and Dionysus. Other songs on the record are the Tree's and Circumstances. Circumstance's I credit with giving the majority of closed minded individuals hatred towards Geddy's voice. Now I gave up a long time trying to convince people of how great a band Rush is. No body wants to hear it, no body wants to hear anything else than what is on the radio. If its complex arrangements, deep lyrics a

Rolling Memorial
I hope this works! Have you heard about the trucker who has painted his cab and trailer with the names of all those who lost their lives in 9/11 ? The trucker's name is John Holmgren from Shafer , Minn. He has been "pulled over" numerous times just so the troopers can get their picture taken with the truck. (scroll down to see the pictures)

To Me From A Old Friend....
this was wrote for me ... i thought i would share i kinda liked it... i hear you, do you feel me? i feel you, do you hear me? inside i do! all day long,allnight strong. inside i do! i can't describe my fight inside. i feel for you! in this world or another i will be with you one way or the other. for this is true.. in my heart in my mind in my soul i feel for you because i am true ~thad~

You
There you stood before me Waiting with your arms opened wide Just wanting to hold me all through the night Careless of my moods Careless of the tears I cried You knew my pain You knew my sorrow You comforted me through it all You always told me how beautiful I am Always told me I make a wonderfull mother Even though I struggle to do my best You never look down upon me you never let someone be cruel to me you never let me give up but force me to keep trying you hold my hand you walk me through my fears you hold me through my tears you protect me from whats bad you make me do whats right you make me laugh you make me cry you make me frown you make me smile I know you have your doubts I know sometimes you wonder if its going to last I know sometimes you feel as if I don't love you but nothing could ever change my love for you I told you once before and I will tell it to you again Your happiness is my happiness Whatever makes you happy I wi

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Writing By Jo
I see your eyes they pierce me in the very core of my soul. You are there completely bared as no other man's soul I see. You have entered a place of mine where not many have been. You have allowed me to see ~ feel ~ think about what I want ~ need ~ long for. I will more than likely never see the day I could look upon your face. I am but just a simple face in a sea of beauty. You have taken me deep within myself to touch things within I ignore. I have a yearning desire to ignite my passionate fires which are smoldering but need something to continue their glow. If I close my eyes and think just a bit, I see you with your long, flowing hair. To feel it brush against my skin, wow what thoughts it takes me to. As not to think I am any different than more than a thousand eyes have looked upon, you are special...unique...a unicorn amongst men. A butterfly opening its wings to allow the beauty of your soul to be seen. I stand at the gate waiting to see if I can get in just to get a glimpse o

Can You See Gods Love?
Can you see God's beauty, Can you see His love shine, In everything around you, Just look at all the magnificent signs. It is in each individual snowflake, That drifts so gracefully to the ground. You can see His love so vividly, In each delicate flower petal found. You can see His love twinkle brightly, In the stars so strategically placed. You can see it in the brightness of the sun, As you feel its warmth caressing your face. You can see His love as the grass turns green, As the rains shower down from the sky, As the squirrels chase each other up a tree, As the birds so gracefully fly. You can see His love in a mother and child, As they share a loving embrace. But it is easiest to see His undying love, When you gaze at the cross and see Jesus' face.

~ Somme American Cemetery And Memorial In France ~
The World War I Somme American Cemetery and Memorial in France is sited on a gentle slope typical of the open, rolling Picardy countryside. The 14.3-acre cemetery contains the graves of 1,844 of our military dead. Most lost their lives while serving in American units attached to British armies, or in operations near Cantigny. The headstones, set in regular rows, are separated into four plots by paths that intersect at the flagpole near the top of the slope. The longer axis leads to the chapel at the eastern end of the cemetery. A massive bronze door surmounted by an American eagle leads into the chapel, whose outer walls contain sculptured pieces of military equipment. Once inside, light from a cross-shaped crystal window above the marble altar bathes the subdued interior with light. The walls bear the names of 333 of the missing. Rosettes mark the names of those since recovered and identified. The cemetery is open daily to the public from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m. except December 25 and

Broken Road
Broken hearts lost and wasted words just thrown away. Forgoten moments, unexpressed emotions. Angry thoughts, discarded love left lost and alone on a forgotten highway. Wondering aimlessly lost and alone. Broken into pieces searching for the glue to be pasted back together again. Waiting for the moment when it will be discovered again. To be held and loved once again. Longing for the touch of human love and emotions again. reaching for somthing that is just out of reach. Picking up the pieces with each jagged step. Reaching and hoping for just one more. Just one more touch, and more love to help to put it back together. Searching for that one glimering light of hope. That one spark in the pit of the darkest night. Looking for love, hope, passion, freedome. From the endless empty road it must walk upon. Just lost, lonley, but hopefully not forgotten. Hoping not to be waisted away on a love that was not it's own. Wanting to find a love that will be

Discovery Channel
A elderly couple was watching a Discovery Channel special about a West African bush tribe whose men all had penises 24 inches long. When the black male reaches a certain age, a string is tied around his penis and on the other end is a weight. After a while, the weight stretches the penis to 24 inches. Later that evening as the husband was getting out of the shower, his wife looked at him and said, "How about we try the African string-and-weight procedure? "The husband agreed and they tied a string and a weight to his penis. A few days later, the wife asked the husband, "How is our little tribal experiment coming along?" "Well, it looks like we're about half way there," he replied. "Wow, you mean it's grown to 12 inches?" "No, it's turned black.

Breast Cancer
What Breast Cancer Cannot Do Cancer is so limited... It cannot cripple Love It cannot shatter Hope It cannot corrode Faith It cannot destroy Peace It cannot kill Friendship It cannot suppress Memories It cannot silence Courage It cannot invade the Soul It cannot steal Eternal Life It cannot conquer the Spirit I have a new Breast Cancer graphic uploaded it to my Ribbons folder. Feel free to RIP

9/11/01 And The Reasons Why....
Set out for Jibad in the name of Allah and for the sake of Allah. Do not lay hands on the old verging on death, on women, children and babes. Do not steal anything from the booty and collect together all that falls to your lot in the battlefield and do good, for Allah loves the virtuous and the pious. The above is from the Q'uran, the holy book of the Muslim peoples. Notice that it clearly states that women, children and the old are to be left alone in combat? In fact all non-combatants are to spared and not harmed, this means that every man who is not in the military is NOT a target. I say that in opening to show that Islam does not preach the death of all non-Muslims. In fact, the Q'uran states that all the children of the book will go to heaven, the children of the book being Christians, Jews, and Muslims. Bet you didn't know that, did you. So why did Muslim Extremists target the United States on 9/11/01 and all the incidents prior to that? Simple history. At the en

September 11, 2001 A Memorial
I wrote this all those years ago, that fateful day after September 11, 2001. I want to post it in memory of those that we lost, to those that still suffer today, and for those that WILL NEVER FORGET! The terror of this day, Will live on in infamy they say. A modern day Pearl Harbor. We watched each event unfold, Shed tears untold, And faced our own mortality. Our President has promised Retribution! Punishment! To all cowards who would perpetuate This type of horror. To the Firemen, Policemen, And to those who have given their all. We will place a special epitaph On the graves of all of those who fall. We mourn our dead. We keep them close in our hearts. We search for the dead and dying,

Deliver Me
Sarah Brightman - Deliver Me "Deliver Me" Deliver me, out of my sadness Deliver me, from all of the madness Deliver me, courage to guide me Deliver me, strength from inside me All of my life I've been in hiding Wishing there was someone just like you Now that you're here, now that I've found you I know that you're the one to pull me through Deliver me, loving and caring Deliver me, giving and sharing Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing All of my life I was in hiding Wishing there was someone just like you Now that you're here, now that I've found you I know that you're the one to pull me through Deliver me Deliver me Oh deliver me All of my life I was in hiding Wishing there was someone just like you Now that you're here, now that I've found you I know that you're the one to pull me through Deliver me Oh deliver me Won't you deliver me

I Need Help From All In All States!
I am collecting the NFL mini jerseys that r in the bk kids meals! I have 17 of 32! chicago bears is my home team and i need ur help in getting 1 or more unopened for my collection! If someone could get ahold of some plz let me no i will pay u back for them! if u can get any let me no what teams so i can c what i dont have! thanx so much all for being so great! rate this blog 2 while ur here! luv 2 all! PRINCESSFUBAR81

"party Time"
WELL I AM ONE DAY AWAY FROM TRAVELING AGAIN... ME AND 11 OTHER WOMEN FRIENDS...FROM THE SOUTH ARE HEADING DOWN TO DESTIN FLORIDA FOR THE WEEK END... WE GOT OUR SELVES A CONDO... AND ARE READY FOR ANYTHING... THE FUNNY THING ABOUT IT "IS" I AM THE ONLY SINGLE ONE OUT OF THE BUNCH...HOW IS THAT..LOL... ANY WAY WE ARE ALL GOING TO GET A TATTOO WHILE WE ARE THERE... NOT SURE WHAT, WERE OR WHEN BUT THAT IS THE GAME PLAN... WILL POST MINE WHEN I GET BACK... SO WISH US WELL.... OR SAY A PRAYER FOR THE UNKNOWN PEOPLE WHO HAVE YET TO MEET US...LOL.. OUR SAYING FOR THIS WEEK-END IS: "WHAT HAPPENS IN DESTIN...STAYS IN DESTIN..." T-OUT

Last Man/woman Standing
Last man/woman standing contest... Winner will recieve a one month VIP and a 1 day blast and 1 ticker. Rules... * everyone bombing has to be a friend * entry pics must be Safe for Work * must have at least 15 entrants * no late entries accepted * going to take entries for one week * contest will run one day per entrant (15 entrants, will run 15 days) * comments worth one point but rates with 10 points * every day the person in last place will be eliminated. Click my link below and message me with the link to the pic you would like to enter.

The Kitchen Bitch
The Kitchen Bitch A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year- old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard

Is This Love?
so here a blog proceeding what the scum i kicked out did. Sicne the whole thing ive been getting text from girls he was leading on was involved with, got preggo, yeah this man is a piece of work. Well one girl and i have become friends over it. Now this man has been married for less then 3 weeks, and is now texting amy again telling her her loves her and misses her, and he wants her. I feel sorry for his wife she knows none of this and won't listen and i don't want her hurting. amy is going to try and bust him. Which i feel no remorse if she does but im concerned about his wife. What should i do. the major part of me wants to sit back and do nothing but i don't want her to get hurt. It tears me apart to know this man id getting away with this and leading on and hurting girls who are good and fall for his shit. UGH I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!

Dance The Dance
Your smile screams to me across the wire, it fills me with hope and desire. I want to know you as a friend, take it slow who knows where it will end. They enchant me those bewitching eyes, on your passions wings I want to fly. Don't toss me aside give me a chance, you can't have fun if you don't dance the dance.

Something New
Well I am not sure why I am bloging about this here I guess its just a place I can put my thoughts down and have a few friends to talk to about them. I met a really sweet guy about a week ago. I went over to my best friends house and he was there with her brother inlaw working on the yard. I couldnt help but keep taking a peek and looking at him. Seems he couldn't eather. Every time I glanced seems he was checking me out. We went on a date sunday and all was well. We talk almost everyday and don't really have any problems communicating on the phone we just freeze in person not sure who should take the first step and such. He spent all day with me on wend and it was a little tence but its because of our sercomstances I have been single for 2 yrs and well he never really has had a relationship. Lets just say when he was younger he wasnt alowed to talk to woman. He is a gentalmen opens doors and such. Also took the trash out for me without even asking. I sit here realizing t

Here Is The Link To Rubias's Page
i'm sorry.. here is the link to rubias's page...rate,add and become a fan. ty for all the support! http://fubar.com/user/402601 after she adds you go to this link and bombs away! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=402601&i=838236960

Pacman [skit] Lyrics
(man1):Check it, Yo whatz up wit this PacMan nigga yo whatz up (man2):Yo right there (man1):Yo hold up,hold up yo Pacman yo pacman (pacman):Yo you know me money (man1):listen dog I don't know you an all that shit but whatz up wit this pacman shit (pacman):what you mean whatz up wit this pacman shit,this my hood man ,this my hood fo five years man just got out man im just tring to get some money man (man1):yo I won't you to get money and all that shit but you can't get it here man (pacman):what you mean I can't get it here I been here all my mutherfucking life b. ain't nun of yall N.Y. niggas taking over this shit up around here man (man1):how the fuck you know i'm a New York nigga (pacman):you smell like a New York nigga to me man (man1):five years ago where wes you (pacman):five years ago I was locked up man (man1):you born and raised in this joint (pacman):born and raised here my momma here my poppa here everybody hereman (man1):well we w

Helpful Tips
I know that many people get annoyed at phone surveys....well, I have recently joined the ranks of those who annoy you, and I've learned something. 1. market research doesn't have a call list. bitch all you want, your number won't get taken off. 2. they will keep calling you back. even if you hang up on them or cuss them out. that is what they do. all day. 3. the QUICKEST way for them to leave you the hell alone...IS TAKE THE DAMN SURVEY. that is how your number gets kicked out of the system. just thought I'd put this helpful hint out there for everyone.

Hello
i have just started to use this site n i am looking for friends n i would appriciate anyone that is willing to talk to me i am 20 n i just moved back into my moms. i have blonde hair blue eyes i weigh 175 i am 5'7" n i have dd boobs. i am single n lookin for friends.

Until It Gets Better
my internet isnt working im at a friends now even though i moved im still having issues with my wireless connection. soo im still gonna be on for a bit longer except when i can get to a friends house or a library whats gone on with me i moved into an a apartment with friends i lost my job and now am applying for food stamps i had an interview and hopefully will get the job unpacking sucks and takes a lot of energy and also life sucks im out of money i could cry a river leave me some love to come back to when i get on again either next week or in a few days love you all

New Contestant For Idiot Of The Day!
i don't even need to explain this one do i? it's kinda long, but bear with me, parts of it are funny... mind you he was ALREADY in my friends list. Bottom up, enjoy! today's new contestant: Batman Batman: ok fine good fucking bye! ->KinkStar S...: because out of my 5000 friends i won't add you to one of my 50 family spots, i guess we know where you stand. take care. Batman: fine! thanks fore showing your true colours goodbye! ->KinkStar S...: regardless, i have set rules on how people get into my family, and i'm sorry, but i'm not going to add you Batman: so again can we family up please? ((not for any other reason then i like you for you ok)) end of!! Batman: look i like you so deal with it ok! im not everyone else and i dont know what you've told 40 people today cause i was'nt there pok! so treat me as you also want to be treated ok! ->KinkStar S...: i'm going based on your actions. ->KinkStar S...: no, if you liked me for who i was you would have understood when i s

Temple
Temples and spiritual dwellings are common in dreams. This is because many dreams include events of cleansing, preparation, moral judgment, or divine communication. Often times, these dreams occur at times in your life when inner peace is elusive and sought after. Often, such dreams involve strangers as temple ministers or priests. These ministers will often give clues about what type of temple service is needed and what area of your life is to be effected. They may be presented as all older than you, all of one particular gender, or dressed in particular ways. If ministers and priests are absent from the temple, that could indicate an inner journey or struggle that needs resolution, versus the outer moral choices illustrated above.

Mustard
I Love Mustard. (This is a true story. If you have children you will probably relate to this father.) As ham sandwiches go, it was perfection: a thick slab of ham on a fresh bun with crisp lettuce and plenty of expensive, light brown, gourmet mustard. The corners of my jaw aching in anticipation, I carried it to the table in our backyard, picked it up with both hands but was stopped by my wife suddenly at my side. "Here, hold Johnny (our six-week-old son) while I get my sandwich," she said. I had him balanced between my left elbow and shoulder and was reaching again for the ham sandwich when I noticed a streak of mustard on my fingers. I love mustard. I had no napkin. I licked it off. It was not mustard. No man ever put a baby down faster. It was the first and only time I have sprinted with my tongue protruding. With a washcloth in each hand, I did the sort of routine shoeshine boys do; only I did it on my tongue. Later, after she stoppe

Love Me For Me
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. I'm sorry.. That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. And im sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 mins they forget about it and do the same thing all o

I Love You More
I Love You More Than I've Ever Loved Anyone Else Little did I realize the first time I saw you that one day I would come to want you as I have wanted no one else... Little did I realize the first time we talked that one day I would tell you I love you more than life itself Little did I realize the first time I kissed you that one day you would become the most important person in my life. There is so much I did not realize until I met you. But now that I have, I know that I want you, I need you, and I love you always.

Words....
Words has a thousand meanings... Words can make you happy, sad, angry, confuse, speechless... Choose the words carefully Or you'll be sorry Like me In the heat of the moment Words I shouldnt said Cost me dearly I think I lost a friend I wish I can turn back time I wish I can back to the past But I cant Sorry is no good All is said and done All left is regret and tear Learn my lesson To just keep my mouth shut Think hard before talk Anyhow... I still hold small hope That I dont loose my dear friend... Small simple hope...

Blogging
I have noticed a disheartening trend in the blogs being posted in the Kingdom....I know I am only a lowly mediator,but this will be a mediation on a grand scale.... I have seen hurt,anger,pride,back-biting and biting back....dissension,tension,and did I forget to mention...rumormongering,truth stretching,(that's my hubby's personal favorite)but I'm most concerned at the inability of people to realize that sometimes it pays to ask questions and not assume that you know more than you do...... I make personal,formal apology to First Lady Goth for the apparent misconception that the blasts last night were an attempt to cause dissension instead of the wonderful way of relieving grief by sharing with "family"...when our family assumes the worst and voices that thought how can people who don't know us know better???? I also make formal apology to all members who think I am out of line in voicing these things....however,I will not repent saying them... Lastly,having witnessed the

7 Years Later.. I Still Miss You.
You're like that star 20 million miles away.. a gentle light that shines in my night sky.. I once stood so close to you, I was blind to the fury with which you burned.. I never understood that even the brightest stars burn out and fade away. Here and now, wrapped in the arms of the dark, I find myself wishing for your warmth and light. I've walked a thousand steps since the last time your eyes met mine. One million tears and a lifetime ago my world stopped. I still watch for you, waiting for the day I can see your face light up with laughter. I know it won't be here, not in this world, but a heart can hope. My throat burns with these unshed tears.. I don't understand how there can be any left. I dream of your eyes smiling at me from across the room and I know it's only a memory from long ago.. I feel as though I've spent a lifetime looking at death but until I looked at your headstone I'd never felt it in my head, in my heart. I don't know.. I just know that this

Hell In A Hand Basket
Funny how the same things happen to 2 people who barely know each other...1 of the girls i work with...the same day i had problems with my daughter she had problems with her son...yesterday..my bf broke it off...and yesterday her husband said i want a divorce...it must be in the air

Mark Murderous
Please help Mark Murderous to level up...he's only needs approx. 26,000 more points to go...he's an awesome guy. If you fan/rate/add him he will return the love. Thanks everyone! ¢¾Mark_Murderous¢¾@ fubar

Clevage Photo Contest Oct 14-20
I will be holding a contest on 10/14/2007 thru 10/20/07 . Clevage photo comments ony each comment will be 1 point. contest will start sunday at 0000 which is midnight saturday runs thru midnight saturday winners will be annouced monday 10/21/07 1st place vip or 7 day blast winner choice 2nd place 3day blast 3rd place 1day blast 4th place 1day ticker 5th place 1day ticker anyone who doesnt have atleast 1000 comments by Thursday at noon will be removed from contest. no programs to blast bombing you will be removed self bombing is encouraged . if you would like to enter send me a photo you would like or i can pick one for you . all photos must be to me by 10/13/07 hope to get alot of enteries prizes are subect to change depending on number of enteries. thanks bingo

Death
DEATH By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary There is something about the unknown that is always a mystery Dare you go? Take a step into the world of animosity? Death and birth, heaven and hell, dark and light Fear and courage, goodness and evilness, blindness and sight Death it is I choose to tackle, for death it is we must face A destiny that each must soon allow to be in a permissible place Ah, the splendor of it all, the tunnel and the light It is a liberty that no one dares to take a bite Is it fear or is it guilt? Is it the superficial world we dare not leave? What hinders and impedes the nippy journey we will all achieve? The enemy of ones self is himself, the conflict is from within You War against yourself, a battle where no one can win in Let me speak of death in luminosity, for in it I see radiance A freedom unimaginable, almost in its brilliance I speak of it with exhilaration no human heart can comprehend Death is living;

I'll Be Back In A Week Or Two..
After the last week.. all the bullshit.. and the disappointment.. I'm heading out for a week or two. I've got some family business I need to take care of at my brother's house. He lives out in the country 30 miles north of here. They don't have the internet so I'll be out of touch for at least the next week.

Pay Attention!!
Well, I have been with my man for sometime now...We are really in love and it is amazing..... I really love him. We are happy together. And for the first time I can actually say I am in love. I honsetly believe with all of my heart that there is nobody else for me but him. And with every waking moment I love him more. I love just looking into his eyes and smiling. He is simply priceless. And waking up to him holding me tight. He is one of a kind and for that I know he is all mine. I trust him and cannot wait to see him again.... I love you baby.... WARNING: For all you guys who are adding me to get a piece of ass well this ass is taken by a southern boy so back the fuck off.....And I will not fuck or flirt with you! I am happier than a tornado in a trailer park.

The Poem Of Choices
The Poem of Choices The time has come, To face the choices I so dread. Do I use a gun, pointed at my head? Or do I run from all my fears? Do I lie in a corner, drowning in all my tears? Or should I try to ask for help? The time has come, To face the choices I so dread. Life doesn't seem so good, So I'd rather be dead. (c) Natasha Wismer 02/28/95

My Fubar Friends
hey u know what ppl i dont have that many ppl that i can call my real friends! most of them r so far up their bf/gf's ass that its impossible 4 them to breath so guess what anyone who reads this leave a comment or send me a privite message and tell me what u think of this and for the ppl who im talkin bout and trust me they know who they r damn it then FUCK OFF U DONT HAVE A FUCKIN SOUL MUTHA FUCKER but like i said 4 those who this dont apply to then thank you 4 being there 4 me when i need u the most....... right now!

Friends
If kisses were water, I will give u a sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree. If LIFE was a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine. "worlds best friends week" send this to all ur good friends. Even me, if i am one of them. See how many u get back. If u get more than 3 u r really lovable

Probably My Worst Break Down To Date
everything was on-going--but it seemed to come to a head right before the day of atonement 6 days ago. i was getting ignored so badly--i needed to talk-nothing special-i needed to give attention and to receive it for my well-being--many of you were so there for me as always-but i felt so ignored.when i needed sympathy and acceptance i was getting one word responses--i felt so darn useless then the day of atonement came--pretty much 25 hours of silence and prayer and well lots of hating on myself--thinking of how horrible i must have been to have suffered so. i really couldn't return here until now. and to add to it all--sometime during the holiday -some hacker got on to my web-site and posted news of my death--they put the wrong year of my birth and spelled 'riddance' wrong. i couldn't delete it. i thought what the heck--many don't care if i'm living or dead any way. but please check it out www.gangstarabbi.com at least i know i'm noteworthy albeit it in a bad way to someo

Inspiration
WOW, about time I wrote something. I have been on this site for awhile now and I just have something to say. At one time I was not as confident as I am now (still not overly so). I was more of a follower verses the leader. Then I had the opportunity to join a reading club. The following are 3 of my favorite quotes from 2 incredible individuals, John Maxwell and Helen Keller. I think on these things daily. Once our minds are 'tattooed' with negative thinking, our chances for long-term success diminish” John Maxwell A good leader is a person who takes a little more than his share of the blame and a little less than his share of the credit. John Maxwell Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved. Helen Keller (1880-1968) I think we all want to become more than what we currently are, and to achieve success in all areas of our life. (Be it at work or

I Need Some Loving Bad
I am in a contest for most popular fubarian. As most of you know i have not been feeling well the last couple of weeks and it would cheer me up if all of my friends could comment bomb the heck out of me. I need some love. Thanks! Lucy

Sock's!!!!
How come when yu put your sock's in the washing machine, then stick em straight in the dryer (1"ft away) dry em!!! put em in the washing basket! then go to put them away! there's alway's "ONE" missing??? were do they go?? why do all the ones yu got left after every wash never match??? let me know........:-(

Ralph The Rooster
A farmer has about 500 hens, but no rooster, and he wants chicks. So, he goes down the road to the next farmer and asks if he has a rooster that he would sell. The other farmer says, "Yep, I've got this great rooster, named Ralph. He'll service every chicken you got, no problem." Well, Ralph the rooster costs $3,000, a lot of money, but the farmer decides he'd be worth it. So, he buys Ralph The farmer takes Ralph home and sets him down in the barnyard, but first he gave the rooster a pep talk. "I want you to pace yourself now. You've got a lot of chickens to service here, and you cost me a lot of money." Consequently, I'll need you to do a good job. So, take your time and have some fun," the farmer said, with a chuckle. Ralph seems to understand, so the farmer points toward the hen house and Ralph takes off like a shot. WHAM! Ralph nails every hen in the hen house - three or four times, and the farmer is really shocked. After that, the farmer hears a commotion in the duck pen a

Poems
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Husband Had Lung Surgery Yesterday!
Dear friends, fans, and comments, I will get in touch with all of you as soon! Lou had lung cancer, and had to have his middle lobe removed, along with his lym[h nodes. He is in stable condition. I will be in touch soon...Thank you all, so much for all my comments and friend request. I will recipricate, soon as I can. Luv Ya! Dolly

Basic Marquee Codes
Here are a few Basic Scrolling Text or Marquee Codes. All you need to do is Copy and Paste the Marquee of your choice in your Blog, Profile, ect. Just add your text of choice where instructed to. You will see this: (ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE.) This is where you will add your text of choice once you have pasted the code! This is the Default Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the Right Scrolling Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the UP Scrolling Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the DOWN Scrolling Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the Alternating text Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the BOUNCING Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE If you have any Questions feel free to leave a comment or mail me if you like! Click Here

Moving Yet Again! *sigh*
Hello all my Fubar Friends... Just a lil update on the happenings in my life... Seems the irony in life is calling me out yet again! Tomorrow morning I'll be leaving Alaska (yet again) & moving back to NC... Long story & too sad to explain... Although I do love the beautiful mtns of Western NC... Wish me good luck please as I usually end up w/ chaotic if not downright bad luck! :P Hugs to All! ~A Heartbroken Wren~