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Growing Up
Some of us while growing up Did not have a lot of toys Nor fancy clothes But the one thing we had Was love Love surrounded us And Family did too That made up for Any material things We lacked What the world needs now Is more of that More Families Spending quality time Together Sharing laughing loving Just being with One Another We need to be there For our Children Listen To what they have to say Love and guide them Along life’s way Parents are so busy These days Or so it seems No time to spend Just to listen to their Kids Material things They give now instead Of time and guidance That is a shame to me Material things We can get later in life When our kids are grown And on their own What the World needs now Is more laughter And less tears More sharing Less taking More me Less I We need to come together And be One big happy family The way It used to be Fancy cars Dia

Don't....
Dont tell me you love me when you don't... Dont tell me you'll always be there for me....when you've got one foot out the door... Dont whisper sweet nothings in my ear...when its tinge wif salt... Dont tell me something just because you think its what I want to hear... Dont make me empty promises just to jerk me along... Dont promise me the world if you cant even give me the moon... Dont tell me Im the prettiest girl in the room when your eyes are wandering all over... Dont leave me hanging by dissapearing off the face of the earth... Dont push me away when things get bad... Dont try to shield me from the bad stuff coz one day you wont be around to protect me... Just...say what you mean and mean what you say...

Sms - Sweet Messaging System
hi,Congradulations,u r todays winner. 1st price:good friendship 2nd price:lot of love 3rd price:life long sms. for conferm ur price,send sms to my mobile and for get ur price contact me B4 u speak - listen, B4 u write - think, B4 u spend - earn, B4 u criticise - wait, B4 u pray - forgive, B4 u quit - try, B4 u msg others - msg me GREAT PEOPLE TALK ABOUT IDEAS.AVERAGE PEOPLE TALK ABOUTTHINGS. SMALL PEOPLE TALK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. AND LEENDS NEVER TALK… THEY EXCHANGE MESSAGES!!

Ratng Pictures ~ Reason I Am Not Liking This Site
I received a message from someone who viewed my photos....apparently he was disappointed because I have no nude pics so he rated my pics a 1 !! I will NEVER have nude pics on here ! So, yes I deleted that person but I still think it's stupid that because I don't have them...my others are only worth a 1 ? I am not letting one person bother me by any means...I just think that it's silly ! So, if you read this please know that you will never see naked pics of me. If you want to delete me i could care less. And, he told me that's why he did it !! So there is no debating the issue. I always rate a 10....maybe that's not right either...but who really cares !!

Military Blogs - Window Of The War
If you are interested in keeping on tabs of some of our troops, this The Sandbox blog seems to be a good resource of a mix of fun, laughter, tears, joy, and sadness from various members of the forces. Check out the The Sandbox and see if you don't agree.

Sweetest Cherry Fren Contest Is Now Open!!! :)
TIME TO START SHOWIN UR CHERRY LUVIN APPRECIATION FOR THOSE FRENS NOMINATED!!! PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN FOR THE SWEETEST FREN WIF THE MOST COMMENTS AND THE SWEETEST FREN WIF THE MOST NUMBER OF RATINGS!!! To start voting...pls click on the pic below: or go to : http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=114930&albumid=129251 ♥

Lost Love
I'm giving up on loving you I cant take the pain you've put me through Deep down I know the feelings are always there Maybe someday you will care At least for now I can hide my pain I know if I don't, I'll go insane Our time apart has made me realize There is no second chance when it comes to guys I almost had you back one time But of course, you changed your mind The many excuses that you have told Are getting lame and really old We never talk anymore Its like a room to ur life and u've slammed the door It hurts to know you've shut me out Now i know wut love is all about You're happy then u cry and cry Where there was truth becomes all lies All in all it never ends for good But then again, who thought it would?

Taming The Wild Woman
Someone asked me once what it would take to tame me? Well, I have given that some thought and what it would take is stability, being there when you are needed, knowing that I am in your every thought, and cant wait to get home to me, someone to share my nights. Someone to walk beside me, not in front or behind me. Someone that brings to the table not take away from it. Someone who is a honest friend not a fair weather friend, he will be there through the thick and the thin. Someone that is not easily stared when times get tough. Someone that plays as hard as he works, and loves to laugh and enjoy the simple things in life. So, it really doesnt take much to tame me, just be yourself and enjoy what life gives you.

Promote You!
I enjoy to promote Ladies. Maybe it is a fetish? On my page i will feature Ladies that are members at CherryTAP. I like to help others with their their promtions here. So let me know from You!! if You want to be promoted here! Humble regards chris

If My Body Were A Car...
IF MY BODY WERE A CAR... If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking about trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish and my paint job is getting a little dull, but that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus and it's especially hard to see things up close. My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel rate burns inefficiently. But here's the worst of it -- Almost every time I sneeze, cough or sputter..... either my radiator leaks or my exhaust backfires!

Yule Lore (december 21st)
Yule, (pronounced EWE-elle) is when the dark half of the year relinquishes to the light half. Starting the next morning at sunrise, the sun climbs just a little higher and stays a little longer in the sky each day. Known as Solstice Night, or the longest night of the year, much celebration was to be had as the ancestors awaited the rebirth of the Oak King, the Sun King, the Giver of Life that warmed the frozen Earth and made her to bear forth from seeds protected through the fall and winter in her womb. Bonfires were lit in the fields, and crops and trees were "wassailed" with toasts of spiced cider. Children were escorted from house to house with gifts of clove spiked apples and oranges which were laid in baskets of evergreen boughs and wheat stalks dusted with flour. The apples and oranges represented the sun, the boughs were symbolic of immortality, the wheat stalks portrayed the harvest, and the flour was accomplishment of triumph, light, and life. Holly, mistletoe, and ivy not

Magdalena
overcome by your moving temple overcome by this holiest of altars so pure so rare to witness such an earthly goddess that i've lost my self control beyond compelled to throw this dollar down before your holiest of altars i'd sell my soul my self esteem a dollar at a time for one chance one kiss one taste of you my magdalena i bear witness to this place this prayer so long forgotten so pure so rare to witness such an earthly goddess that i'd sell my soul my self esteem a dollar at a time for one chance one kiss one taste of you my black madonna i'd sell my soul my self esteem a dollar at a time one taste one taste one taste of you my magdalena

Life Here In Miami Beach Florida
THIS IS TIMOTHY F PHILLIPS,,,,, I AM AN ARTIST.. I PAINT ACRYLIC ON CANVAS LANDSCAPES, SKYLINES, SUNSETS,,SUNRISES,, ETC.... MY ART IS AT HOMETOWNARTGALLERY.COM HELLOFORTLAUDERDALE.COM ARTLEBY.COM ARTMAJUER.COM ALL UNDER THE NAME TIMOTHYFPHILLIPS. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CHECK OUT THESE SITES... THANKS FOR READIING MY BLOG LEAVE ME A MESSAGE.

An Ode To Jugs
Just sitting here and gazing off At Breasts What a wonderful and beautiful Diversion To the everyday mystery of life Rounded, Supple Large or small Some have too much Others None at all They can be natural or Enhanced I would choose either If given the chance Their purpose is to provide Nourishment For a young life Yeah! Right! They are for playing with All day And All night I love to see pictures When they are bare For hours and hours I sit and I stare If you believe in a God Of all creations Then you must agree The best thing he made Was the pair of titties

:(
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhffrggggggggggggggggggggggdfere I feel like i'm dying. I fell so amazingly sick today. and i had to work all day, and....dying and...oh god i've never felt this sick before... it's not like a cold or anything, none of the coughing sore throart kinda thing. i feel like the spawn of a demon it's plotting it's escape from my womb in a most terrible painful way. and no i'm not pregnant

Candy Hearts
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Haha
I love danielle. Haha no one knows who that is. But shes my highschool friend, and i loves her. Im in search of finding her a good guy! So any takers :P Shes fucking gorgeous haha. Shes not on here though. She should join. Ill make her. Lol. Ima see her soon. Were gonna go xmas shopping. And take her son to the aquariam!

Ecstasy
You take my breath away every time you look at me And I know I take it all for granted It could be gone before I know it But I’m determined to make it last Till death to us part And maybe some time after that I will be with you And you with me We will love each other as we do now Forever And For always. Every time I see your face It makes my day It makes all my bad dreams go away And as long as we’re together At the end of the day In each other’s arms As close to you As I can be Nothing else in the world matters to me For you are my ecstasy…

For Me And You
This was written by my best soul brother MasterOfLove Before He ( left us )for someone I'm sure he still Love even.... Setting thinking, dreaming scheming of ways to show you all of my love Oh so many ways, so much delight in the early morning, or dark of night Here's hoping our dreams come true. . Let's build a world for just me and you. Loving, touching, holding kissing in all the secret ways you love Oh so many days, so much delight in the early evening, or afternoon light We'll live our dreams make them come true. Let's build a paradise for just me and you.

Restless Bed
When I lay on my restless bed When sleep's soft cloak evades me When my eyes refuse to close When sweet dreams will not take me My mind casts about for reasons why My love has turned away from me My crime that has undone our love My fatal flaw still eludes me Why did we have to lose our way? Why do we have to be so far apart? Why can't you tell me what is wrong? Why can't I ease your aching heart? You told me I was the only one You said we would never be apart You told me that I must go away You still own my old foolish heart When I peer into the midnight of life When I search for your spirit's light When I try to make this puzzle whole When can we try to make it right? Copyright © 2006 MasterOfLove

That Time Of Month
it's that time of the month when i get lonely. i didn't even notice until today. but with out ever wavering for around a week up to the 5th i miss ravyn and start to dream obsessively about it. at first today i was in a rather good mood cuz of all the nice dreams, even if only dreams and now i went to lay down again and relax, but it led to me wanting to somehow make things better. then i have to force myself to stop thinking about it because i cant talk to her she doesn't want me in her life. so i'm helpless. i want to send her the video i made about her, i made it for her, i spent so much time on it, but i have to force the idea from my head. do i really need to hear her tell me to go away again? so i'm just bleh and miserable and in confliction, maybe it's better when i hide from who i am and the way i feel? easier to get through life feeling nothing then being led to wanting her. atleast that way i don't bother her or make her sad. but, i can't help it. anytime that i let things

Something I Can't Do
Empty mind and hollow soul There is nothing left to withdrawal Now it’s final, now it’s the end No room for dreams to grow, to extend All alone suspend, in an awful foggy weather Standing there waiting for my lover Sharing fear and cold their lingering hours Oh.. I have no power for waiting more Having nothing left of me my considerate lover But freezing organs and a tortured soul My desires, my dreams, I dropped them all Now I’ll collect my pieces and go home May be it’s hard for you to find That I gave apart of heart and mind Without a reason you can’t avoid!! Sorry darling, I have to say adieu Waiting forever is something I can’t do

Arrow
Arrow Straight to my heart Arrow Pull us apart Arrow Made me cry Arrow Left me to die Arrow Leave me alone Arrow Show me home Arrow Now you go Arrow Shot to low Arrow In the way Arrow Let me lay Arrow Took away hope Arrow Burned the rope Arrow Made me surface Arrow Shot to miss Arrow Pierce my soul Arrow Make me whole

My Trip
I am leaving tomorrow morning for Birmingham, Alabama. My flight begins in Oklahoma City, I switch planes in Houston, and then on to Birmingham. I will spend the night in Birmingham, then wednesday morning drive out to Atlanta, Georgia, and then Thursday morning go back to BHAM. I will spend a big part of Thursday evening there before getting back on a plane headed for Oklahoma City. Thats a lot of traveling for 3 days, lol. Anyone is welcome to visit my Myspace page. (www.myspace.com/ms_shana21) I will post all of the pictures that I take on there once I get back!

Ok Some Answers To The Questions You Are Afraid To Ask So I'll Help Ya Out.
I do NOT have a personal nurse coming in to give me a bath or to cook my meals. I'm totally independent. Although if she is hot and thick in the right places she can dress up like a nurse and feed me anything I do NOT want your sympathy (but I will take your checks made out to ME personally if you wish to donate to some "worthy cause"). I dress myself. I'm not breakable I do NOT need you to speak very sloooooooooowwwwwlyyyy for me to understand you. I am NOT a Wal-Mart greeter (typically you see disabled persons at the front door of said store giving out carts to customers. Though I don't knock this employment practice, I choose to be stressed out by people wearing suits and ties on a full time basis while being under appreciated and grossly underpaid. I don't expect you to not laugh if I do something overly gimpy. I laugh at myself, trust me, its okay if you do too. Sex... I like it.... you will too

Life
Ain't life just a bowl of cherries? Or more like a bowel that had too many cherries? Living in the desolate wastelands, as I currently do, there is little to do, not many people to converse with, and a lot of time to one'self. At least here I don't need to worry about who is trying to get WHAT over on me. Here, most are what they portray, and are pretty straight shooters. Especially those I was raised with. At least they treat me good and know not to fuck with me too much. Back in the city, you never know who is capable of what and FOR what. Gonna get a taste of the city again soon. Gotta go help rescue another casino in need. I fuckin' hate casinos, but keep getting dragged back into the biz..... After a dozen years or so it really loses it's luster..... I just need a major windfall and a little place on teh beach somewhere SOUTH of the border.....

Pain
Pain; A strange phenomenon, not wanted, not expected, not hoped for…..but got it anyway. One of the first questions people ask themselves…WHY ME ?????. well the answer is quite simple…. WHY NOT!!!!, who are we to think this will not happen to us, I mean it happens but always to someone else and not close to home. And all of a sudden(????)…things get different, I’m in pain tooo sh**, f*** etc, but this is not possible I’m still young (40+) this is unacceptable, no whining and nagging just keep going on it will pas. Yep for a lot of people it will go away and for a lot of people it will stay, auch pain I’m so sad…. Haven’t done anything different lately, I really don’t get it. Okay lets go to see the doctor because the pain is everywhere in my body, if you are lucky you will be sent to a good specialist but if you are unlucky ( which happens most) you will get some magical medication and need to come back in 3 or 6 months. Where in the world do doctors get the magical 3 and 6 months??

N. Korea Threatens War With The Us Or How Eating Kimchi Can Make You Say Stupid Things
This is a rant from 10/11/06 actually used it in a stand up routine during open mic nite...fun stuff That's right folks Kim Jong Il and his cabbage patch crew have threatened war on the United States. After I got done laughing for three hours I decided to sit down and examine this whole goofy scenario. First off N Korea is maybe the size of Deleware so the idea of them making a threat like that is hilarious. 2nd and this is the big part if they do declare war on us we just need to send in the population of Vermont and all of a sudden Korea turns into the United States Of Seoul. Sure they have been spouting off about Nuclear weapons testing and all that bullshit but the fact is this N Korea doesnt have a missile in its arsenal that could even come close to the US. I say fuck em He wants war I say we drop one of those 20 ton bunker buster bombs on PyongYang. Hell if it could take out Saddam's kids it could sure as fuck take out that kimchi eating lunatic.Of course it will never happ

Seeing Past The Wounds
Tragedy A serious drama in which a central character, the protagonist—usually an important, heroic person—meets with disaster either through some personal fault or through unavoidable circumstances. In most cases, the protagonist’s downfall conveys a sense of human dignity in the face of great conflict. Aforethought - a•fore•thought; ADJECTIVE: Planned or intended beforehand; premeditated: malice doubting Thomas - NOUN: One who is habitually doubtful. confidence game - NOUN: A swindle in which the victim is defrauded after his or her confidence has been won. Violable - vi•o•la•ble ADJECTIVE: That can be violated: a violable rule; a violable contract Trust – NOUN: 1. Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing. 2. Custody; care. 3. Something committed into the care of another; charge. 4a. The condition and resulting obligation of having confidence placed in one: violated a public trust. b. One in which confidence is

Racist On Tap
Reposted from a bulletin his link is in here but not clickable you have to copy and paiste it this asshole thinks he can come on my page and leave a comment on one of my sons pictures saying ewwwww nasty baby cause he mixed....come ongu ys i need your help show this mothafucka who he dealing with....he went wayyyyy over the damn line you dont fuck with kids.... bear clan http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=93803&friend=93803 @ CherryTAP ***REPOSTING THIS FOR MY FRIEND! ASKING FOR HELP FROM ALL MY GUYS TOO! YA'LL KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS KINDA SHIT!!! GO GET HIS SORRY PATHETIC RACIST ASS!!!! MUCH LUV THKWHYGRL (repost of original by 'LuvTheBlkMen' on '2006-12-05 19:13:37') (repost of original by 'Thkwhytgrl ***Bringin Sexy Back a lil at a time (NSFW)**' on '2006-12-05 19:17:50') (repost of original by 'Spongebob skunkpants' on '2006-12-06 06:01:02') (repost of original by 'love them blk men' on '2006-12-06 06:15:08') (repost of original by 'Average Italian Chick' on

The White Envelope
The White envelope It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband Mike hated Christmas -- oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he attended. Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a team sponsored by an inner-city church. These youngsters,

"gold Wrapping Paper"
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and pu

Gift Game? Shall We? Winkwink
Here's a fun game for everybody-it's called the gift game :) Whoever posts or reposts this bulletin will receive between 0 and 8 gifts depending on how much the reader loves you. Give cherry lips if you want to kiss me Give a rose if you think im pretty Give a shot of something if you wanna party w/ me Give a teddy bear if you like me as a friend Give a dozen roses if you love me Give a private gift if you think im sexy Give a condom if you wanna fuck me Give a V.I.P gift if you think im awesome enough. =D Ok now...on your mark, get set.....GO!!!! And have fun with it...you never know what you'll get :)

That Time Of Year, This Shit Sucks
its that time of year, me and the wife start going at it for no reason axept for the fact that it's that time of year, we fight, she does this , i do that, christmas tax time blah blah blah, she wants a divorce, i want a life she hates me i hate her, why does this shit happen every year?,... i hate this shit, i love my wife and i'd like to believe she loves me, but the same shit every year, is it me, is it her, is it life?,... god only knows, i wish he would fill me in ... any body else feel this shit or just me?,,.....any ways , life sucks right know...

Just A Retard
I have to look, again, for another job, because, besically, I'm too STUPID to do simple tasks at this one.... They took me off the job I was hired to do, and stuck me in with the fucking temps, unloading fucking trucks... I'm too STUPID in everything I try to work at... I fail in EVERYTHING I do.... I'm so incredibly sad and depressed... and, its never been anything new to me I'll never be the man I want to be... or who I should have been I hate the path my life takes me!!!!!! I want to just end it all... Whats truly sad is that thought, that feeling, never leaves me Oh oh ohhhh, sob story Jer..... cry for me Jer... waaah waaaah.... Yeah, you dont know what its like... what I deal with, in my mind, every single day, every single hour.... the loneliness, the hopelessness, the overbearing feeling of constantly failing and rarely ever succeeding... I'm so incredibly tired of it all!!!! I want to scream my emotions and soul right out of this god forsaken body and

Family Relations
AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REALWORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, ANDTHIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, T

I Am 9/11
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 (from myspace) I am 9/11 Yesterday driving home listening to the presidents speech made me feel great about our current state. Being a former Marine and a Firefighter/Paramedic since 1994, I feel this more than most. I went to a 9/11 memorial last night and felt overwhelmed with the feelings of the other police and firefighters present. the people that do this job cannot explain it and the people who don't do this job cannot be explained too! I recently spent sometime with Joe from latter 10 FDNY and to see his physical nature change as he explained what alot of those guys went through that day was just agonizing. yes, i cry everytime i watch a documentry on that, but why? because I know what a thankless job it is. You train and train to tune your mind and body into your best tools for saving lives and what do you get? from some parents "we pay your salary" or"your over paid" but from kids? it's the look in their eyes when they put on a real fire

Nexts, Lasts And Firsts
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: no idea could be anyone, and normally to prove a point lol 2. Next movie you want to see: there are so many... i dont know!! 3. Next person you want to go out with: who do ya think 5. Next time you're going out: sometime next week 6. Next place you'll take vacation: Chicago 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out:shower 8. Next thing you are going to eat:probably soup 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: sunday evening, WOOT WOOT 1 year!!! 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: probably go to my dads or work 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: whoever -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: i cant really remember we were all drunk and playing spin the bottle at the time 2. Last person you hugged: Glen 3. Last person you spoke to: My mum 4. Last alcoholic beverage: WKD Blue 6. Last movie: Bruce Almighty 7. Last person you thought of: Dustin 8. Last sch

The Long Goodbye
The scarlet visions of your lucid dreams Create a pathway from this grey, urban reality Remembering how the relationship was meant to be Because when your heart filled with love it had turned to destiny Shadows now cross through the light of your relationship's past How can you portray your love when the other soul has become distant and cold? You wonder how it has come to this, as for the first time you begin to feel lost The dream is beginning to fade before your eyes as you begin to wonder why Your dark eyes that still shine bright betray the hurt that you feel inside All the ideals you had of being together are now overshadowed by the power of goodbye You stand there and fight for a love that you believe is right To try and bridge the space that lies between you this time You hold onto your mobile phone waiting for him to call But it lies dormant as you hold out against the impending emotional fall There are some things that love cannot change like the fat

Life As I Know
Life as i know is basiclly nonexsistent everyday is the same oh same oh. i really some times wonder why i am here there has to be a reason for this insanity right? dont answer that i might not like the answer. i am tired of being the happy go lucking smileing freak everyone looks to when they feel bad its kimmy come cheer me up time. i really so want to scream get the fuck away from me or have a bad fucking day but no i am the sweet kind pick me up person who gives hugs and kisses and get wells. so where are them assess when i need that pick up of course all to busy or to drunk or to hell just too . sorry for the bad vibe blog for my first one they only get better from here

Survivor
Subject: Fw: I'm a Survivor..How about you? there's a reason for everything, even if it seems bad!!! The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for GOD to rescue him, but every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect himself from the elements, and to store his few possessions. One day, after scavenging for food he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, with smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened, and everything was lost. He was stunned with disbelief, grief, and anger. "GOD, how could you do this to me?" he cried. Early the next day he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. "How did you know I was here?" Asked the weary man of his rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied. It's easy to get discouraged when

Don't Ask Why.!
Just before the funeral services, the undertaker came up to the very elderly widow and asked, "How old was your husband?" "98," she replied. "Two years older than me." "So you're 96," the undertaker commented. She responded, "Hardly worth going home, is it? Reporters interviewing a 104-year-old woman: "And what do you think is the best thing about being 104?" the reporter asked. She simply replied, "No peer pressure." The nice thing about being senile is you can hide your own Easter eggs . I've had two bypass surgeries, a hip replacement, new knees Fought prostate cancer and diabetes. I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 different medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject to blackouts. Have bouts with dementia. Have poor circulation; hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remember if I'm 85 or 92. Have lost all my friends. But, thank God, I still have my driver's license. I feel like my body has gotten to

Time Value
T I M E... 2 time... To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize The value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. EVERY DAY goes BYE . Learn to balance UPS =)

Top 17 Country Songs
17. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 16. It's Hard To Kiss the Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass Out All Day 15. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You 14. If The Phone Don't Ring,You'll Know It's Me 13. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away? 12. I Liked You Better Before I Got To Know You So Well 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Getting Better 10. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win 9. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight 8. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 7. If I Had Shot You When I First Wanted To, I'd Be Out Of Prison Now 6. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend, and I Sure Do Miss Him 5. She Got The Ring and I Got the Finger 4. You're The Reason Our Kids Are So Ugly 3. Her Teeth Was Stained But Her Heart Were Pure 2. She's Looking Better After Every Beer And the Number One Country Song --- 1. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With an Ugly

It's More Like An Addiction
I love photoshop Ok so tonight I was cleaning my room and what did I come across? My English II folder with all the papers I wrote inside. I start flipping through the papers to see what I had wrote about, and one of my papers I wrote was actually about how awesome taco bell was entitled "Think Outside the Bun." Maybe not to funny to most people, but people who know me and my love for the bell will find humor in it.

Time
To a time Long ago Before the tears Began to flow When I laughed With Mom and Dad I have to smile Although I'm sad My friends and I Would play all day Now I'm there And want to stay Take me back Before I knew What growing up Could do to you

Poem: Me
I am me. I will be me today, tomorrow, and into the near future. I will always be me and if you don't like that then don't look at who I am. Don't make remarks about me...or talk about me behind my back. I will be me whether I'm "gothic," or "punk," or "thug." I'm still me. I'll be me whether I'm straight, bisexual or gay...I'm still me. If you don't like that, I don't care. Does it matter to you if I do or not? Does it matter to you that I don't talk to you about who I am? What I do... When I do it... I'm still me and you're still you. And you concern yourself with who I am...do you really honestly care Or are you just looking for another angle to stab at me with...? Does it really matter who my friends are? What orientation I am or what my ethnic background is? Does it really matter that I'm not striving to be just like you think you are? I guess it does. It matter to you that I'm not striving to be your friend. So in turn you have to strive to get me to notice you.

116 Years Old Wow. I Just Don't Want To Have To Wear Depends
Dec 11, 4:50 PM ET MEMPHIS, Tenn. - Elizabeth "Lizzie" Bolden, recognized as the world's oldest person, died Monday in a nursing home, the home's administrator said. She was 116. Bolden was born Aug. 15, 1890, according to the Gerontology Research Group, a Los Angeles organization that tracks the ages of the world's oldest people. Guinness World Records recognized Bolden as the oldest person in the world in August after the death of Maria Esther de Capovilla of Ecuador, who also was 116. Bolden died at the Mid-South Health and Rehabilitation Center, a nursing home where she had been living for several years, said the center's administrator, Charlotte Pierce. Bolden suffered a stroke in 2004, and her family said she spoke little after that and slept much of the time. Family members said this year that Bolden had 40 grandchildren, 75 great-grandchildren, 150 great-great-grandchildren, 220 great-great-great grandchildren and 75 great-great-great-great grandchild

Untitled
I feel, Signs of this cancer coming on. Waking up in a pool of sweat. Wondering if you’re still next to me. My heart leaks, Rivers of lust begin to pour from me. Wanting nothing more than to have you Out of my head and under my sheets. My mind, Is filled from your disease. I’m weak in the knees and with one touch, I fall. For you. Again and again. I fear, Proof that this cancer is on its way. It’s taking a hold of me. With the words on the tip of my tongue I can’t deny the attention. I will, Pray that you see how much I care. When you see me lying there, How can you think otherwise? I know, That you’ve been hurt so many times before. I can ease the pain with words. The ones you’ve heard them say but never meant. Well I do. I feel, Signs of this illness seeping through. Believe me dear I mean what I do. Just trust your heart, It’s trying to heal too.

You Just Not Understand
Often people say to me "You just won't understand." "You're way too old," or "Way too young," or "YOU are NOT a man." I don't know why some people feel they suffer unique pain. As if they are the only ones who've lost or ceased to gain. I don't know why they hide their pain and clutch it ever tighter. It seems to me that all should know - a burden shared gets lighter. Why some folks even deign to think the pain that's in their heart, Is all their own, to keep and hoard, they set themselves apart. They keep their eyes from meeting mine lest I should see their hurt. And even if we stop and speak their words are often curt. The Bible says: 'Two' can withstand what overcomes just 'one'. And also that- a 'Cord of Three' can scarcely be undone. Besides, I know the ways of hurt- My heart's been crushed before. Friends have betrayed- I've lost at love, Despair's knocked at my door. And I Remember- Thoughts gone wild- And crying late at night. Not h

Wheee...
ok, quick updating... review for the midterms has officially started. i prolly wont be online thursday cuz i'll be too busy crammin for my history class (it's called "justice seminar") and so far it's been about philosophy and moral development...aka i'm SCREWED! but that's friday and then i'll get out about noon and go home... i got my internship worked out. i have to go meet the manager on friday. i'm working at an Exxon and on Valentine's day (cuz internship is the 5th-16th), they put on tuxedos and pump gas for people. how cool is that?! i'm doing that and learning how to fix minor problems on cars (like a flat tire!) so i'm not one of those stupid girls who dont know how to treat a car. we got cast yesterday in the musical. i'm a dancer instead of actually havin a real part. i'm in all the chorus numbers, i deliver toys in one of the 1st two scenes, and i'm an assistant (gregor) for this manicurist. but me and the dance team are going shoppin on a block day so we

Hear My Band Knight Force
Go to link http://www.msnusers.com/KnightForce go to doucments'them click on the song that would like to hear. Open to hear and sample, or save to download and save! You might have to type the link in the space bar, then hit enter to go there! All copyrights' owned and published.All copright laws apply within therin stated. permisson for dowmlaod ok(obiuosly)But copy or seling dupplication penalty and felony penalties' apply! By Knight Force INC. msnusers.com/KnightForce

Think My Daughter Tried This On Me..
A woman takes her 16-year-old daughter to the doctor. The doctor says, "Okay, Mrs. Jones, what's the problem?" The mother says, "It's my daughter, Debbie. She keeps getting these cravings, she's putting on weight, and is sick most mornings." The doctor gives Debbie a good examination, then turns to the mother and says, "Well, I don't know how to tell you this, but your Debbie is pregnant - about 4 months, would be my guess." The mother says, "Pregnant?! She can't be, she has never ever been left alone with a man! Have you, Debbie?" Debbie says, "No mother! I've never even kissed a man!" The doctor walked over to the window and just stares out it. About five minutes pass and finally the mother says, "Is there something wrong out there doctor?" The doctor replies, "No, not really, it's just that the last time anything like this happened, a star appeared in the east and three wise men came over the hill. I'll be darned if I'm going to miss it this time!"

Do You Know When A Woman Is "testing" You?
Do You Know When A Woman Is "Testing" You? >If you'd like to learn the fascinating story of how I went from having no dates to being able to get dates anytime I want... with just about any woman I want... then go read THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***QUESTION*** Hey Dave, I've recently bought your audio series and it's just amazing! By combining what I've learned through the 'inner game' and the 'outer game' I've been able to date a lot of women I've had my eye on for a while but just never had the nerve to talk to them. One of them is a 9 and we have had rehearsal together everyday. She's one of those types that 'knows' they're pretty and you can definitely see that in her attitude. Well she tried to sit on a desk and it started to creak, and I looked over at my friend and said: ME: "Watch, in a couple of minutes, we'll hear a crash, and we'll know it's her!" HER: (With a look of, 'I can't believe you just said that

Wed 13th Dec 2006 Now 1015 Pm
WELL THANKS AGAIN ALL THE CT PEEPS.. THANKS FOR THE NEW FRIENDS AND SHARING THEIR PICS WITHTHE WORLD AND ME...... YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE NIGHT AND WE WILL SEE YA IN THE AM .... HAVE HAD A WONDERFUL DAY ON CT... MET ALOT OF NICE PEOPLE TODAY....LOV AND PEACE OVER AND OUT TIMOTHY

Faity Tales Are Real..
Thoughts running through my head. Feelings that I thought were once dead, like sand passing through my hands. The faint sound of a whipperhwill, my thoughts spinning like a ferris wheel,. Birds landing on my window seal to remind me that fairy tales are real.

Will You Be Mine...
Free my soul my thoughts my mind. My deepest dreams like the sweetest wine. Drink my love my warm embrace, take me to a far away place. My dreams sureal my reality gloom, my thoughts my life, are a reflection of whom I am and what I want to be. Take me in your arms, show me your passion your charm thats hidden deep within. Let our bodies entwine, your mind and mine. Let our souls devour our love until the end of time. Will You Be Mine?

More Updatez On Me
Well I finally got some damn sleep last night thank god.. And to be honest to you all I really feel alot better than I did yesterday.. I really feel like shit yesterday and now I am better as I can be.. Yep.. I may go to bed early again tonight but don't know if I do or not.. But I am going have to get off here and let computer rest or have my cousin be on here for a while.. I am going to my room and listen to my cd player and listen to my cd or music what ever you want to call it.. Yes I know my room is a mess but I or some how I will have to clean it when I do really feel like it.. Yeah but have to help around the house because my grandma can't do it at all she is really sick that is why I am here to help.. You know how that is.. But again it is call life and help other people around that is how it is me.. I do have time to talk to my friends and my family but they do get on my nerves sometimes but I know they are there for me.. I have alot of faith in me and I know what I ca

Bleeding Rings ( Good Night)
ugh i'm gonna take more drugs for my dumb headache and being on here probly doesn't help either but ooo well my nipple was bleeding damn nipple ring i have had it done for a year 2 years next june or july and it not all the way heeled and it just happens to bleed all of the blue how great well i'm gonna go read a book and go to bed Night All

Go Vote
Contest is open... No rule besides the don't comment on your self... lol.. You can comment as many times as you want. I was asked to participate in this contest so everyone go exercise your right to vote. Even if it's not for me. Please,do your part support the men in uniform http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=376941&albumid=147667

Just To Be In Love
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

You
I'd give up everything just to have him near just to have him brush away my tears To hold his hand and have him smile will make me float in this dreamy cloud for miles You are everything I need to make my life complete the day you walked into my life you made everything so bright You brought the sun out and brushed away my pout You made me smile again and made everything alright you became my guiding light You became the man who gave me my wings and tought me how to live how to be happy how to sing You made me be someone else that loved the sun and someone that always wanted fun I don't know what I'd become without you I really don't know what I'd do

Poem 14
Family Poem My Grandpa © By Stephen When my sister, Wendy and I were younger, Grandpa was who we fought over. By us, he would get tickled, as we all laughed and giggled. I even tried to scare him by shouting, BOO! I'd ask him, Grandpa, how old are you? 100 years old. he'd smile and say. He would take us out to restaurants and buffets. There was desserts galore and even though we were full, we'd ask for more. He took us to the movies, and let us pick our goodies. After the movies, we would go to the store, having our arms full when we'd walk out the door. Although he's no longer here, in my heart, I love him dear.

Poem For My Dad #2
know I have to let you go. How I will I do not know. I know that it's your time to die. What I don't know is how to say goodbye. I'll miss you so much I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just end this poem with a goodbye and an I love you.

Mary Kay Christmas Sale
This is great for you! Some of you buy Mary Kay from me some of you haven't. Since its CHRISTMAS time and we are but a few days away! To you my friends Im giving away some free products and ALSO 20%-30% off of all purchases!! Hows that for a Christmas deal!! You guys will love our new products! PLUS your huge savings!! See how many people you can get to order with you and you might even be the super lucky person that gets 50% off!! THATS HUGE!! See you guys! Hope you enjoy your holidays and love these sales!!

Reasons For Allowing Drinking At Work
It's an incentive to show up. It reduces stress. It leads to more honest communications. It reduces complaints about low pay. It cuts down on time off because you can work with a hangover. Employees tell management what they think, not what management wants to hear. It helps save on heating costs in the winter. It encourages carpooling. Increases job satisfaction because if you have a bad job you don't care. It eliminates vacations because people would rather come to work. It makes fellow employees look better. It makes the cafeteria food taste better. Bosses are more likely to hand out raises when they are wasted. Salary negotiations are a lot more profitable. Suddenly, farting during a meeting isn't so embarrassing. No one will remember your strip act at the Christmas Party.

It's Time...
On ward and upward. I don't even want to think about last nightThere are far more productive things to do, that cause Me much less stress and rage.I have been steadily evaluating, re-evaluating, and reviewing My life and how it runs over the last year. (Actually, I have always practiced this, but to a much grander scale and much more intently over the last two years with it even more so this year.) Every year I take into consideration the things I haven't liked about every single thing in My life; every item, aspect and essence that is not to My liking. I think through out the year, but especially right before the New Years. I realise where I have an ability to make things different and I think long and hard about how I will do so.Sometimes, I do so in the right way, so I have to keep going back to the drawing board. Sometimes, I keep making the same mistake a handful of times before I do go back to the drawing board, but eventually I realise I got caught in a loop of making the same m

Our Future
LET'S STOP THIS VICIOUS CIRCLE !!!...... Please let's remember CHILD ABUSE doesn't stop at christmas time .... In fact, due to the money it could actually go up at this time of year. So as you listen/watch this heartbreaking video about child abuse....look at the enclosed pics. Concrete Angel Video - Martina McBride lyricsMartina McBride Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?
Your Nail Polish Color is Red How you're unique: You have an incredible eye for style and art Why your style rocks: You are classic and classy - and that's hot! What this color says about you: "I'm smart, sassy, and sexy. And I know it." What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

Happiness
Happiness is a wonderous joy. You find it within, it's yours to enjoy. It shines so bright upon your face, you can float through the air, up into space. Who knows how far you can fly? Oh what a blessing, you shouldn't deny. Such a miracle it is to behold. One simple enough for the young and the old. A treasure indeed, each person should seek. A journey inside yourself, just take a peek! Like discovering a new chapter in a favorite book, It's there to be found if you know where to look. How simple it is to make your way, To your own happiness, what more can I say? a.boudreaux 1996

A Few Years Ago!!
My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread Mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in ice pack coolers, but I can't remember getting ecoli. Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE... And risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross-training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have happened because they tell us how much safer we are now.. Flunking gym was not an option...e

For Children Who Were Broken
FOR CHILDREN WHO WERE BROKEN! FOR ADULTS WHO WERE TREATED BADLY AS CHILDREN!!!! For children who were broken, it is very hard to mend.... Our pain was rarely spoken, and we hid the truth from friends. Our parents said they loved us, But they didn't act that way. They broke our hearts, and stole our our worth, With the things they would say.... We wanted them to love us, we didn't know what we did, to make them yell at us, and hit us, AND WISH WE WEREN'T THIER KIDS....page 1 of 8

Moi
Alot de gens me demande que je ferai après je sors de l'Armée. Bien puisque il paraît que personne je sais peux contrôler mon style de vie. Apparemment le fait que je suis un petit flirtatous et le fait que les femmes ont tendance penser que j'ai chaud et la fin me voulant en haut qu'est trop pour quelques dames pour contrôler. Donc ceci est exactement que je ferai une fois je sors de l'Armée. Rien. Le séjour seul et vit juste ma vie avec mes filles. Ne pas demander où je vais parce que je ne dirai personne. Je ME serai juste

Talk To Me
Okay...this is my very first blog..ever. Not sure what the purpose fo this is, so I'll just throw down a bunch of stuff and hopefully it'll all make sense and mean something...lol. I have this nifty lil thing on my profile for visitors to leave voice comments, but imma thinkin not too many ppl are seeing it. So, if ya goes to my profile I would greatly appurciate it if you would call the number and leave a voice comment, so I can hear ya. I WOULD ABSOLUTELY LOVE TO HEAR YOUR VOICES! Later on I'll be adding a webcam feature too, so ppl can leave video comments...hehehe. We'll so how that one goes...lol. Okay..that's it for my first blog. Hmmmmm.....I hope it made some sense.

Take The Wings
left handed nitemare a vision in black falling from the pedestal never coming back a silent warning hidden within will cast a spell of nothingness and shut the world im in river of the damned wash away my sins take the wings off me let my world begin pass the plate of fear take all you can revenge for the fallen one watch him pass again

What... A... Night!!!
Wow. God damn that is a lot of booze. Was? a lot of booze? lol. So yeah, turned 21 yesterday. Had a party last night. Craaaaazy. Lots of people, lots of drinkin', no cake all over the place this time, have a big ol thing of turtle cheesecake in there (my favorite... yum!), and just had an all around good time. =) Plus, I woke up, and there's snow everywhere! It's so awesome!! Makes me wanna curl up in a blanket with someone, drink cocoa and peppermint schnapps and just relax and be all snuggly. haha. I think I'll go procure some food... and maybe hit the bank. They should make a drive thru bank/food joint, that'd be cool...

Some Things Are Better Left Done With Out Me
some times i feel that am better off not being rembered but thats me anyways i got thing to do and a world to walk throught by my self i guess thats my curse something i tryed to out run and yet i cant out live it is just their

One More Redneck Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the shack, Not a thing was a movin', from the front to the back, The kids were in bed, I believe we had nine, The wife in her curlers, was lookin' real fine. A cold wind was blowin', up the holler it moaned, All seven dogs on the porch howled and groaned. The boys were all dreamin' of weapons and guns, For killin' God's creatures, there's no better fun. The girls in their feminine dreams were attuned, To getting those gallons of Walmart perfume. The wife wanted jewelry, like rings with big rocks, I wanted my Chevy, down off the blocks. Then in the yard, such a noise did commence, Like something was caught, in the barb-wire fence. I ran to the window, and saw pretty quick, The man makin' the racket, was Good Ol' St. Nick. You may think of Santa, in your own mind's eye, Dressed in a red and white suit, But I've got a surprise. That old boy's an Arkie, our fair state he won't fail'er,

Afternoon Delight
Afternoon Delight I cannot get my mind off of you. Every time I am alone in thought, I am in thought of you. The pictures in your profile...your letters to me describing your desires...what you like...all the same as me. The thought of our bodies against each other... the pleasure we would share...the passion we would envelope from one another. I LOVE when a gal goes down on me and means it. When she sucks me to pleasure me. A woman who knows how to bring me to my knees in pleasure. You describe this as You, and you love pleasing your man, as much as I love to please my woman. As I finish my dayshift, I decide not to change out of my uniform, and I drive as fast as I can to your house. You are waiting for me at your door, and smile when you see me still dressed in my full gear. The moment we are behind closed doors I grab you by the back of your head, pull you to me and french kiss you deeply. While my tongue explores your mouth, I free your beautiful tits from your blouse and b

Life Is Pain
This sensation I feel is nothing new for me, The darkness surrounding my heart is here to stay Slowly I wander the depths, no purpose to be My path, swallowed in shadow, eats my soul away Each new day dawns only to bring nothing Where are all the people that I used to know? Pain in my head throbs to block the screaming Years of this torture and with nothing to show The emptiness consumes me, creating another Enemies say I’ll suffer once I’ve reached hell My suffering is my life, so I look no further Sorrow and grief have no place within my shell Happiness not even a memory, the void only to remain Like shroud, I block the light till there’s only despair I mock the agonies of others simply to lessen my pain Even as evil as I may seem to be, I am really unaware Humility and compassion do not cause me to ache The nothingness sticks to the back of my throat Everywhere I turn anguish finds me till I break I need an escape, so I look back to what I wrote.

Burn This Away
Let me be empty of everything, desire, hatred, kindness, Cut me off from all this. Stop all the things that destroy me, empathy, distrust, self-interest, lust and want. Burn these away. Detach me from everything, and give me some freedom from all of this, either end of the spectrum, just feels like ruin. Take this away from me and make me empty, contained and quiet. Because, all of this, all of this, is just too much. So burn this away, leave me with nothing, then maybe I can rebuild, and bring some water to the wasteland.

Dear Lucky Guy
Dear the luckiest guy in the world, I don't know you, All I know is you are the luckiest guy Because the girl who I loved, is your lover. That was my destiny, but don't know why Respect her, please respect her That is all I want from you. As not every person can get her love. Everyone is not lucky like you. I lost myself in her world, Even though I loved her a lot. But what could I do? My words were weaker than I thought. I am still wondering Nowadays how is this life to you? Every second is brighter As a princess said she loves you Do you ever feel sad? I don't think so still I am asking. There is no reason to be sad After you got that much loving. I don't know if you deserve her Because she is the best. But please make her happy, So my heart could get some rest. You are the luckiest guy As her lips said she loves you And here a hopeless guy is still waiting To hear a word; Even if she says "I hate you"

Righteous Hatred
righteous hatred what have you done to me? a smothering indistinctness of betrayal as memories diminish. once we experienced bliss, untainted and open, but your heart soured. a clouded throng of hatred - thoughts follow bitterness, follow pain, love ground to dust. in a torrent of righteousness, i hate you.

50 Simple Motivation Ideas
50 SIMPLE MOTIVATION IDEAS Here are just a few, simple ideas that can help you get motivated. 1. WRITE YOUR STORY Write down, in a paragraph or two, the story of your desired future. Write down what you'll be doing, where you'll be living, and the successes you'll be enjoying. This will be a motivator for you in both the immediate present and the future to come. 2. VISUALIZE INTO THE FUTURE Close your eyes and see yourself doing whatever it is that you wish to be doing. If you want to get in shape, picture a slim, healthy you running or working out. If your dream is to start a small business, see yourself on opening day, greeting customers and employees. 3. VISUALIZE BACKWARDS When you visualize backwards, you see where you were and how far you have come. If your goal was to get organized, and you have made enormous improvement in that area, visualize back to when things weren't going so well. This will keep you heading in the right direction. 4.

Stand Up And Be Counted
STAND UP AND BE COUNTED Living in the twenty first century is hard for a proud white person, with more and more laws being passed to oppress those who are proud to be white it is hard for us to legally to express our views for an Aryan nation. No mater what we do we are under the watchful eye of the controlled media, and if we were to slip up just for a second we are labeled and arrested as a racist or a skinhead. The labeling is not our problem because like you I can handle being labeled racist, but I only wish this one-sided way of thinking would fall upon those of different races. We are living in a time where the immigrants have more rights than those who have been here for generations, and to top it all off those rights are being paid for by the labor of the white men and women who inhabit the lands. More and more money is being spent each year to put up the undesirables, to make sure they have food in the bellies and a doctor to visit if they get sick. Money that should

Simple Question
If any of you truly ever looked at the pictures I display here , has there been any that are so offensive that you did not wish to visit my page or albums?? I am asking because i was TOLD someone had a problem with my picture in the Harley vest! Nothing actually showing but cleavage. Was TOLD to put it in a private folder or risk my profile being deleted. The funny thing is, within minuts of all this, what do you think I see right up in front of me?? A woman's Vagina, which is all well and good in a NSFW folder if guys wish to see it......But to crawl me for cleavage.....Too much if ya ask me. What is next???

Thoughts Of Pain
Alone in the dark Memories of our spark Faded and jaded Nothing left to do How my heart misses you The times we shared The tears we cried So many times I wish I had died Now its a new year I still have one last tear The fear of being alone So close to me now I feel my soul is lost Just a shell of who I once was Cant live like this anymore My whole life is behind a door Time to say good-bye Please remember I did try Gun to my head No more tears to be shed Good-bye FYI: TO ALL WHO READ THIS THIS AINT A SUAIDE NOTE ITZ JUST HOW I FEEL, I'M NOT REALLY DO IT.

Dante's Inferno Is A Great Place To Go...
Yes, a day early but that's only cos it's Christmas Day tomorrow and I won't be on tomorrow, so I'm doing it today. This weeks song is...my fave Iced Earth song DANTE'S INFERNO... Song Name - Dante's Inferno Artist - Iced Earth Album - Burnt Offerings Song Number - 8 of 8 Song Length - 16:26 Lyrics Through the fiery caverns we sail Virgil at my side my guide and master Questing through the nine plains of hell Infernal wisdom shall fill my soul Slowly now the days departing The darkened air releases me Frightening visions of my journey Entrance me to limbo I'm not Free Abandon all hope who enter here Enter the gates, Charon awaits Abandon all hope who enter here For this is where all things are left behind Every doubt and every cowardice must die Souls of rage and anger whipping in despair The souls that wail on this plain pray for death Denial is the reason for their suffering Forever being stung by wasps and demons breath The blood and tear

True Love
The way the heart feels,the way your skin crawls or the way you look into each others eyes... when does one realy know the true feeling of love?You feel so close to the one you keep near and dear to your heart.The passion between you,the sweet tender devine kisses....even the way you make love. Love is where to soul mates,two loved ones connect through inner and outer spirit with the warmest feelings for one another. When you touch her...your heart starts starts to pound fasterand your breathing becomes deeper.Like a complete shut down from the world arround you....The kiss that feels so loveley and soft against her lips.The whisper of romantic words into her heart through her ears.The smell of her hair,her perfume her whole self just like she is next to you.The warmth overwelms the two of you and the connection that you both have is like completely inseperable.When she is not near...you just close your eyes and she wil be with you.True love,when does one realy know?The answer is in

Christmas Is Here!
Well, christmas eve night I got to thinking about when my ex wanted to have a web cam chat with his kids on christmas day.....I wondered if the stores would be closed at 7pm but they were not indeed...thankfully. SO I asked my bro in law to go to the store to buy a web cam to surprise my babies daddy by giving him a good christmas of seeing his kids on christmas day. It was definately a wonderful morning for my ex to see his kids but it was not a surprise, however. I wanted to make it a surprise but I just could not wait and told them once I got the web cam. It was really cool watching the reactions to seeing my ex and his son goof off on the web cam though. Like father like son, I guess. Jacob was very happy to see himself on the computer actually and he saw his father and new sis at the same time. All I can say is that I think I gave my ex a good christmas for the rest of the day until the time he comes to get his kids on friday or so. Sammy was jumping up in my lap however and could

Bi Women Come See Me At Http://www.biwomenonly.com
Ok ladies! I created a web site that is and will always remain completely free. I know it sounds hard to believe and all but it really is free. See I am really sick and tired of going to these bi sites to meet women and have a cute girl contact me and low and behold I can't email her back bacuse I need to pay 20 bucks a month. BULLSHIT! You add up all the sites you are paying a small forture to talk to maybe one girl. And even then she might be fake! If you are feeling the same way I am then come join us at http://www.biwomenonly.com Now you have to tell your friends about it and be patient with us being its so new there are only a few members! I am working on a chat program where you can web cam or chat with the ladies on the site within the site completely free! Completely safe! NO MEN ARE ALLOWED ON THIS SITE! This is for us you have an area to talk about your male partners but we ask they do not post. I will catch single guys on this site! And you will get

Messed To Impress
I have lived in this house for almost eleven years now, and it looks like I just moved in. I have little to no organizational skills, and it does not appear that I am making any kind of attempt to gain any knowledge in regard to that field. I do think occasionally that maybe I should move this, or get one thing or another, but I usually just leave a path. Someone mentioned that I should make a resolution to learn how to organize things, but that feels like too much thinking and reasoning for me. I started thinking about change, and how I enjoyed it, then, instead of cleaning my room I came up with a list of things I would change, even though I can’t. Ok, things I feel like writing about and never got a chance to. The list got longer and longer, and it included more and more names of people that had some type of impact on my life. Some real personal, like ‘I wish my grandma was immortal. Life ain’t the same my friend’. Others were more like inside jokes that only the person would unders

Saw It Blogged It Lol
Pisces and Sex Sex is an emotional affair for the Fish, as is the case with much of their lives. Pisces is a sensual and creative lover, adoring playful sex and romping through erotic fantasies. Shyness goes out the door, if it's the bedroom door we're talking about! The Fish has a great appetite for sex and loves to keep things fluid and changeable. If their lover can indulge them in flights of fancy, they'll be primed all night long. For Pisceans, love and sex as a complete union is best, the better to feel safe, free and totally uninhibited. The Fish also loves to please their lover, so this union will definitely sizzle for two. As for the sexiest kind of play, it's in the water for the wet and wild Fish.

Red
i wake up and the room is Red bleeding, "I cant remember..." she said, i can hear that voice, echoing through my mind, i know i'm out of choices, out of reason...out of rhyme... and the room keeps on spinning... and the walls are alive... everything's colored Red... Through the windows of my mind... i remember hazy pictures... of times i felt alive... and all the pain keeps playing back... through the windows of my mind... laying broken on my back, remembering the words she said, wispering how improtaint i was... the lies have painted, my minds eye Red... and the room keeps on spining, and the lies are starting to bloom... and every thing is colored Red Through the windows in this room... i remember hazy pictures... of times i felt alive... and all the pain keeps playing back... through the windows of my mind... laying here and bleeding, forgotten and unused, broken down and so let down, beaten, fucked,

For Parents To Give To Daughters Potential Boyfriend.......
Dating Girls in This Family Here is what you need to know about this family if you have any plans on dating, hanging or kickin it with the girls. 1. There is a big scarry bald ex-marine in this family. There is a big scarry bald ex-thug in this family. They know what guys are looking for and what they talk about and what they do. They are not scared of you in any way shape or form regardless of your level in karate or your street creds. They are not afraid to go to jail for protecting someone they love 2. The moms in this family are like Lionesses, piss us off and we will eat you alive.....child or not. They are also not afraid of you or your friends or your friends of friends. Get over yourself. 3. All the girls are well informed of the lines, stratigies and "skills" you will use to try to get in their pants and they will not fall for them. they will actually laugh at you in your face. 4. All the girls in this family respect themselves and their parents, aunts, uncle

God Bless The Ones At War
God Bless the Ones at War Dedicated to the many soldiers serving on the battlefield By: Norma W. Beaird, Copyright 2004 norma@thefreedompage.org As I turned on my radio, then watched the evening news, I saw the wars and battlefields, the bloodshed and the truth. The men and women, uniformed, and armed to fight a war, So men and women just like us can walk through freedom's door. For we are in a war to fight for those who are enslaved, And freedom is not free unless a battle has been waged. Our Founding Fathers fought the fight to free this mighty land, And give us peace that only comes from God's Almighty hand. The ones upon the battlefield who take surprise attacks, Are still the ones protecting us, who daily have our backs. For we would not be here today without the fearless ones, Who fly the planes and guard the ships and shoot the dusty guns. Each time I see the front page of the daily morning news, I am reminded once again that war reveals the truth.

Top To Botom
one minite you are on top of the world and you think no one can nock you off and then bamm it happens the life you know is a thing of the past I am still trying to pick up all the peices its so scattered that its taking me alot more time than I ever expected but I am doing it and thats that and I am trying to find a new career but thas a complicated one I have worked construction all my life well at least half 13 years and its been good to me but its time to find my calling I am starting to think its in creative writing but who knows if I can make a living doing that I am a single 26 yr old guy just lost in the balince of life I am not on top any more and I am climbing up from the bottom and the second time climbing up is twice as hard because you look at the past alot and in my case the past hurts alot I have been burned by all kinds of people in my life but I need to learn to trust people again and biggist of all I need to find the confidence and trust in myself I had it before but i

Happy New Year ;)))
Hello lovelys friends!!! Happy 2007 with much peace, health, loves and prosperity!!! Desire to be together in the next year!!! Thank you for the precious friendship and affection. Loves and kisses, Regina Helena ***see you tuesday***

What Has Happend To Common Courtesy And Manners?
It just amazes me that people today have forgotten the most commone courtesies and manners!! If you say you will do something or be somewhere then do it or be there. If you make plans with someone and can't keep them let who you made plans with know. I made plans for tonight to do something that me and my girlfriend have never done and was stood up. I am not mad that they couldn't make it. I am mad that they didn't let us know that they couldn't make it!!! Shit I am a very understanding person and if ya just talk to me and say ya can't do what we planed it's fine. I would rather be told before hand. Instead of waiting and being stood up!! So right now I'm a little pissed off!! I know by morning and after a few beers I will be fine with it all.

My Truths.
It seems life is changing drastically fast, my head is in a whirl wind and I am not to sure what to think anymore. I look in the mirror and see a distorted version of this person I once was. Someone that worked so hard to please everyone around her, that she lost sight of what was important to her. I checked out of my life for far too long now I am slowly trying to find the missing pieces so I can glue it all back together.

Some Choices
You can find me, at the diner of the crossroads, where all signs read 'destination nowhere' I have turned up, so many places, so many faces, asking you an easy question, your heart's desire. When you are alone and wanting, I am right there, When you have that crucial moment, you know I am near. I can look like anything and anyone, what do you want? what do you want? Don't trust your heart, trust only in me, I am truth, I am the only thing you need to know. Find me at any juncture, I am lover entropy.

Beyond The Threshold
Awoken by those desperate calls The rain fell inside my window Pain(e) So surreal that I didn’t know Who to recognize for the fall. Kiss my fingertips Be my king beyond the threshold Of my fantasies. Trace desire on my lips Your queen to hold Within the ebony night Of dreams untold. ‘Twas you who drove them to such depravity Fire blazing in your emerald eyes There(Their). Hands clutching at me from all sides The void devoid of sanity. Kiss my fingertips Be my king Beyond the threshold Of my fantasies. Trace desire on my lips Your queen to hold Within the ebony night Of dreams untold. Fallen into darkness Undone, All your secrets torn away And splayed Your ribcage open To the day star… Forever you are mine. Fallen into darkness Undone, All your secrets torn away And splayed Your body open To the day star… Forever you are mine. Kiss my fingertips Be my king Beyond the threshold Of my fantasies. Trace desire on my lips Your

This Is To The People On My List. . .
I'm tired of no one reading my bulletins. People say I never repost for them, and the reason that is, is because no one reposts for me. This site is more troublesome sometimes than Myspace. If you want to remain on my list, then you better speak up. Peace out.

Our Fleeting Moments
When the goodbyes come, the magic of the night fades to reality and the doubt sets in and it cuts like a knife to my heart, so precious and rare are the moments we have like fleeting moments in the dark. My mind wonders to where you go, what you do, who you see, and could we be just for a moment, you and I as one, instead of our fleeting moments in the dark. Could we have more, less, or maybe one last caress before the morning sun comes to slice into the bliss of this, our fleeting moments in the dark. Is there another who holds you when I'm not there, a presence that threatens to leave my heart empty and full of despair, does your heart really care for any of these, our fleeting moments in the dark. Written by Me( Jessica Spearman) on June 28th 2006....steal it if you want but I know I wrote it......

The One Who Got Away.............
My love for you is true And all he does is hurt you I lay my hands on you with the gentlest touch He hits you and lets you down too much I'll give you respect, and treat you like a queen He treats you as if you're not a human being When I am sorry, I don't do it ever again He says sorry and does it all over again All I ever do is try to bring you happiness But when you talk to him, all you get is sadness I can bring you up when you are down And all he does is make you frown Yet, you still chose him over me So I guess you don't want to be happy I could been the one for you, give you a love so true Instead, you want a guy who makes a fool of you I know I can't change how you feel And I know you heart I cannot steal Obviously, I can't change your way So I guess I'll just be "the one that got away."

What Do I See In Him............
My love for you will always be real, But I just can't hide exactly how I feel. I don't know what I see in 'him,' Maybe it's the danger of knowing it's a sin. Maybe it's 'cuz he's unpredictable in many ways, and you're so.... responsible, each and every day. It's the way he shows his affection for me, He just doesn't do it so... casually. You tell me you love me, every second of the day, A normal girl would love that... but i'm just not that way. I'm not the mushy type- why can't you see? It's just not me and, probably, never will be. I don't want candy or flowers or rings, I just want a relationship that's filled with exciting things. Maybe I need to be taught a lesson, not to play with hearts, for they're not my possession. I think I shall have to learn it the hard way, and realize then... that bad boys don't like to stay.

Chapter 1!
[flash back] [amanda's pov] justin: *walks up to amanda and wraps arms around her waist* hey baby, i'm gonna go to town real quick. ok? amanda: *points* but but but :-(... *sighs* ok justin: *kisses amanda's neck* dont worry, i'll be back, i'm invincible. amanda: *smiles and laughs then kisses ustin* okay, but you better hurry back. justin: be back, like kangaroo jack. amanda: lol. okie. i love you. justin: i love you too baby. *walks out of house into car, starts it up and drives away* [justin's pov] oh my gosh, i'm going to go pick up the ring that i'm going to propose to amanda with. gah i love her so much. -i chimed in haven't you people ever heard of, closing the god **** door no, it's much better to face these kinds of things, with a sense of poise and rationality- (okay now for those who know justin know he doesn't like this song but this is the old justin i'm talking about)

Happy New Year
HEY EVERY ONE ON CT. THANKS FOR SHOWING ME SOME LOVE. THIS SITE IS GREAT FOR MEETING REAALY COOL PEOPLE. I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WOUNDERFUL NEW YEAR. HOPEFULLY THIS YEAR INGS WILL BE BETTER OR EVERYONE.ONCE AGAIN HAPPY NEW YEAR

The Blog Says It All......almost
I am so sick and completely creeped out by all of the old ass mother fuckers in their 30s and 40s and that random 50 something year old trying to fucking hit on me. They`re all like hey baby hmmmmmm you`re so cute. Then there`s the oh I`ll catch you. Mother fucker you don`t even know what the fuck my name is about obviously and I have no reason to fucking explain it to your ass as it is because the one person I made it about knows what it`s about. Old ass bastards, don`t call me your baby or your honey because I`m not a baby for one and I`m not as sweet as you think. I don`t have nudes for you to see, nor would I want you to see them so in return I get what? Old saggy balls, oh wow woo fucking hoo. Let me tell you how turned on that makes me! Fuck you, maybe if you weren`t such pigs you wouldn`t be resorting to looking for younger women on here. Why am I here? Friends! Go back to the circle jerk in which you strayed from! I love matties!

Part Two
In one sudden movement she flips me on my back and straddles me. Teeth clinched she announces, "take me now." Rubbing my hardness between her valley. Full range, long hard distance. Eyelids flinching. Breast swaying to the movement. She stops and concentrates. Fingers fist up on my chest. As she awakens, she licks her lips with a sly grin. Laying back she pulls me on top of her. Her leg part and I fall between them. My heart races to my throat as the moist inlet warms my hardness. Applying just enough pressure to hold in place I ask, "are you ready?" "Get in me!" She grunts. Our hearts pound in rhythm. Lifting my body with my arms I align. The sensitive head pushes open her brim. The soothing warmth is comforting. As my slightly crock shaft lingers up her contracting walls it nuzzles against her desire area. Simultaneous moans echo as I reach the top. I drop to her and melt into her, becoming one. We rock back without loss of contact putting me back on th

My Wish For You In 2007
My Wish For You In 2007 **May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. **May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. **May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! **May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires. **May happiness slap you across the face. **May your tears be that of joy. and.... **May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ........ May 2007 be the best year of your life!!!

Wondering
I sit and wonder what that some one is doing and think about who their talking to and wondering in my own heart if I can find that love that used to be there for my husband instead of being filled with all this hatred towards him. I blame myself and him for where I went wrong and hold back on what my heart tells me cause I keep telling myself it will get better and that one day I will wake up and that love will just be there as it was once before but then I have given a part of my self to two other people one is my best friend and knows me better then I know myself and the other is just haunting at me to break up what my kids know of as a home. He's not stalking me or anything but he is a constant memory that ways heavy on my mind. Then there is then again the one that is my friend and no matter what shape or size or skin color or ethnicity he is he is my best friend almost like he's been the one I married and knows when I just need to be listened to. I hate wondering where they ar

Evil Blonde Bitch Says:
Fuck them hard and fuck them fast, In their ears and up their ass. Fuck them soft and fuck them slow, In their mouths and between their toes. Fuck them up and fuck them down, Fuck them every which way 'round. Fuck them here. Fuck them there. Fuck them all. Everywhere.

Wishes For 2007
Wishes For 2007 If I had just one wish I know what it would be I'd tell my wonderful friends Just what they mean to me. The great year 2006 Has very quickly past And now we face 2007 That's almost here at last. One thing I'd really like to do Is say thank you my friend For all the special greetings That you always send. I wish you days that are merry May your nights be starry and bright I pray that the year 2007 For you will be just right.

Carols For The Disturbed
*1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? * 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are * 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas * 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me * 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... * 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me * 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire * 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why * 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? * 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --- Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bel

To The Real Nazi's!!!
AIGHT SO FROM WHAT I UNDERSTAND OF THE SALUTES IT'S A MEANS FOR CHERRY TO BECOME A WITCH HUNT. FROM WHAT I UNDERSTAND, YOU ARE TO GO AND TAKE A PICTURE HOLDING UP A SIGN SAYING "I AM A CHERRY WHORE!!!" OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT SO THAT THE OPERATORS OF THIS SITE AND OTHERS CAN VERIFY THAT YOU ARE REAL....NOW I CAN'T AFFORD A CAMERA TO SHOW A PIC OF ME BEING "REAL" BUT FUCK, WOULD ANYONE LOOK AT ME AND HONESTLY WANT TO CLAIM TO BE ME?!?!? NOW I'M SORRY THIS JUST SOUNDS LIKE IT IS GOING TO BE A FUCKING WITCH HUNT. THIS SITE IS ALREADY WAY TO UP TIGHT WITH THE REAL DEAL VERIFYING PEOPLE HUNTING FOLKS DOWN, AND REPOSTING NONE STOP THAT THESE PEOPLE ARE THE LOWEST PIECES OF SHIT ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH FOR USING PICS THAT AREN'T THERES AND CLAIMING THEY ARE REAL. WHAT ABOUT ALL THE PICS PEOPLE USE OF CARTOONS AND STUFF LIKE THAT. YOU TRYING TO SAY THAT SOMEONE POSTING A PIC OF HOMER SIMPSON IS FAKE, OR SOMEONE POSTING A CARTOON OF A CHICK IN CHAPS IS FAKE? HOW ABOUT WE HIRE A DETECTIVE AGENCY

May = Lover
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all FEBRUARY=SMART Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows i

Superman And Spider-man Talk.
Spider-man sees Superman. Superman looks not to good. He asks Superman, what's wrong. Superman reply's well, After a long days crime fighting and stopping and what not. He was just flying around. He noticed Wonder Women in her apartment. He saw Her lying around, she was naked. Spider-man says, oh man. So what you do? So he decides what the hell, I can just fly in real quick, give her the ole' in-out and be out of there before she even knows what hit her. After all I am Superman. Wonder Woman knew something happened. Spider-man then replies well, that must have been great! So what's the problem? Superman replies back. So I was zooming in a the speed of sound. She wasn't expecting it, But either was Invisible man. :P

You Must Know
YOU MUST KNOW *77 CAUTION I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. Lauren's parents have always told her never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 c

The New Year.....
Okay, so this is the first week of the new year and my kids are not with me...not that I am happy with that but it at least lifts a lot of stress on my back...I can find a lot of jobs to help me get by. But I miss my kids very much and so for those of you who did not know, my kids did go with their father to alabama to stay for three months so that I can get a breather for a bit and find myself a good job in the while. (in rewind: This is why I live with my parents for the time being....back in october, I was laid off of my job because i was no longer working full time with them and I was back in school when they did not originally hire me as a student. They had no work for me so they could not afford to keep me. At that point, my roomie decided to quit her job because she did not like how she was treated. But after that, she was telling me that school told her to work on her free lance web designing work instead of finding a new job since she will be graduating in less than six mo

Trust
There is someone out there who i thought would still trust me but doesn't. Feel like they have put me in with a group of backstabbers, self centered egomaniac jack off jerkwads. I am pretty sure that i have nothing to do cause to be put there. I keep it real, dont play games with peoples hearts most of all those who i care about. So i feel im in a position to think that there has got to be something that i can do to be in the "trust" group. How ever if there is nothing that I have done to get out of the trust group then there isnt really anything that I can do to get back in. All i can do is wait and i am in a position where waiting is the hardest thing.

You Just Have To Laugh At This...........
Error: you've triggered our anti-spam trap. please stop posting the same crap over and over. ps: if you ride the short-bus and don't understand what this means, please go back to myspace. thanks! Don't you just love that? DO US ALL A FAVOUR AND CATCH THE SPAMMERS AND LEAVE US REAL MEMBERS TO DO OUR STUFF!!!!

Two Little Girls Playing With A Ball In The Garden.
Two little girls playing with a ball in the garden. The ball rolls under a nearby bush. One of the little girls crawls under it to get it out. Unfortunately it's a thorn bush, so she gets a thorn stuck in her finger. Crying, she runs indoors shouting "Mummy mummy, I've got a thorn in my finger - get some apple juice!" Mum says: "But why do you want apple juice - wouldn't a bandage be nicer?" The little girl says: "Well, I was playing with Rosie, and her big sister says that whenever she gets a prick in her hand she puts it in cider."

Working From Center
Working From Center In The Thick Of It When we are "in the thick of it," overwhelmed by too many things that need our attention, it's important to remember that we are never given more than we can handle. When life's challenges make us question this, our best coping mechanism is to follow the reliable and well-known course to our calm center and anchor ourselves there. It is for these times that we have been practicing regularly, so that our mind, body, and spirit will know how to find the peace within. Even in the midst of seeming chaos, a deep breath can help us turn within to find the space to work from, the calm at the center of the storm. Tapping into our inner resources we begin again, bringing our focus to the needs of the present moment. Asking "why?" shifts our energy away from the task at hand. We can seek answers to those questions once we get to the other side of the present challenge. For now, we accept what is. Once we have collected scattered energy and created sp

It Just Keeps Getting Better...
Just to vent for a second... I HATE DRIVING IN THE RAIN!! While dashing out into the world I almost became part of an accident on the Intersate...and when I say almost I mean less than two feet from getting a new hood orndament for the car...sheesh...thank goodness for good brakes and quick thinking!! OOOO...AND I got home to find we now have 6 puppies! I love my dog but she better be done this time!! LOL... At least Joanne finally went back to sleep so I have a few minute peace and quiet before I start waking people up so we can go shopping

Bull Shit!!!
Yesterday I posted a blog about what's been going on for the beginning of my new year, self esteem issues, and a considered goal. I posted that blog on MySpace and TagWorld as well, and when I saw that I had a responce in MS from my bestfriend of 18 years, I figured it'd be words of encouragement and sympathy. NO!!!! She was ugly towards me and basically told me that I may as well become a hooker because I've fucked every tom, dick, and harry's (figure of phrase) so I might as well get paid at what I'm good doing. 1, I haven't had that many partners, so it's not her fucking place to say that shit. 2, I don't bring up her past with her mistakes, and everytime she apoligizes, I give in and accept her back as a friend. Not anymore, she's done and gone. No more fucking chances. Then she took me off her friend list, and I don't even know what I fucking did to piss her off. No clue. So with that, I'm not going to respond to any of her messages, and try to figure out what the hell we

Touchless Embrace
The words are spoken many thoughts invovled Create the puzzles to make them harder to solve Is this all that we have? Give me something to work with today Share with me your dreams, hoping they never go away Friendship starts out this bond we share Evolving into a sexual hypnotic glare Movements are what we will never become The miles between us keep this undone You with your words of temptuous desire Start a heating uncontrolable but pleasant fire Deep inside is where it grows Keep my attention, its called fate and who knows One day we may get to break the barriers of this Touchless Embrace To feel your warmth and kiss your sweet face Jenni

Quite A Long Blog But It Could Be Longer
Single or Taken: Taken Happy about that: Yup Eye color: Blue shoe size: 8/9 Height: 5ft7 ish What are you wearing right now?: Black top, jeans and socks Righty or lefty: Righty Can you make a dollar in change right now?: Yes although I don't deal in dollars. ---------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: Jeans Animal: Dog Drink: What I fancy at the time Month: January it's so over looked Juice: Apple or Grapefruit Favorite cartoon: The grim adventures of billy and mandy ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: No Bungee Jumped?: No Made yourself throw-up?: No I hate throwing up skinny dipped?: Noppers Broken a bone: Yep my ankle Played truth or dare: Who hasn't? Been in a physical fight?: Lol yeah but it was resolved very quickly Been on a plane: Yes Come close to dying: No been in a hot tub: No Fallen asleep i

Amazingly Talented Tattoo Artist
I was just reading Total Tattoo magazine, as I flicked over the page I was confronted with the most amazing images. I have found her website which is pretty sparse at the moment.. it only has a fraction of some of the images that I have had the delight to see but it is still well worth a look. To quote: Is she a phantom tattooist? Does she really exist? Not many people have seen her, there are not too many photographs of her but Claudia is real! She is a Swiss tattoo artist working in Amsterdam, doing tattoos that just blow the tattoo world to pieces! Judge for yourself what this mysterious woman is capable of.. www.claudiatat2.com

A Ghetto Blast For A Cool Friend
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/409884 This is a friend whoes profile you should visit and rate and comment on. She will always have something intelligent to say and has a wicked sense of humor. She is not a points whore but would love to see a couple of levels.

Men?!?!?!
This is just another one of my meaningless babblings. In my years of dating, I have made some really way out there fucked up choices. I wish I could blame the booze and horniness but that's not my style. I'm one that feels you shouldn't make exscuses for fuckups. Anywho,these choices along with my "say what you think" attitude has hurt some feelings in the past. Today for instance an old 'friend' calls me and wants me to come visit him. I have NO desire to do so. So I try to politely tell him I am not interested. Our time has passed. Long passed. He won't leave well enough alone. WHich pisses me off. So, I at this point felt the need to tell him the honest truth, which was, "When you learn how to fuck, call me back." I guess this is not a good thing to say to a man, because he gasped and hung up. This is just me, of course, but if I am doing the duty, and it's not what the partner is expecting, I want him to tell me. How else will I learn? It doesn't crush my ego, it t

Irrational Fears Over Peaches????
At the end there, Maury says to the audience to give Shawn a big hand for confronting his fear....but, pray tell, did you see Shawn confronting his fear???? or, did I miss something here???

General
Hi, guess I better read up here not navagating thru this site too well !! lol This is my blog for the site since I really didn't see a what I'm interested in etc. I'm a good guy who likes to keep it on a even level for the most part but enjoy alot of activities and open to most anything!! Been single for just over a couple years now for the first time in many years and now ready to start enjoying life again with a special lady!! My best enjoyment seems to come from doing for others and having them happy and enjoying themselves!! Very much into family but time to add to that!! lol Sound like anything you're looking for as well, get in touch!!!

Of Modern Trends.
OK, so those who know Me well know full well I loathe feminism and political correctness, seeing in those two social crimes the roots of much that plagues society currently. Yet I also have to say, some Males have added to the Burdens of Decent Men, and done so with what amounts to deliberate malfaiscance. Men: don't ever blindly take your wives/partners for Granted: Let them know You Love them and Care for them. And women: know that He does Love you and Care for you, even if there's times when He forgets to say so, when in fact He should. Won't say more, but what I've written here is because of things I found Self learning in My own Life. Seeing the writing of another Man made Me think, and produced this little homily. Blessed Be, A/all, ^Uyraell^.

My Opinion On So Called Best Friends!!!1
Best Friends Current mood: depressed Wanna hear a joke? Here it is...best friends. Yeah that's the joke, and the punch line. Yeah, the person that you share everything with...even your underwear. Til' one thing goes wrong, either she tries to sleep with the guy you are totally in love with, or maybe even a money matter comes into play. Then it's down hill from there. They screw you....hard. If you told any secrets that you don't want anyone to know but yourself and her, you might as well kiss that secret goodbye. Post it in the local paper, because they will use it against you. And forget getting any money that the person owes you. Once the friendship has ended, all ties are severed. Then that awkward moment when you bump into that person. Being that it was your best friend, those feelings of 'I miss her" come up, but you won't show those feelings, it's more like..."I don't know you". So why have a best friend? Don't. If you need to tell secrets, write 'em in a journal and hid

Busy
This year is starting off great for me. I finally got a job, I start hopefully tomorrow. Now I need to find my mr. right. I hope its the one that I have been talking to for almost a month now, he is a wounderful guy. Luv ya hun! the only one i say that to hehe on here. Any ways, things are going pretty damn good I'd say. Im going to be working 2nd shift, its better then 3rd shift so I'll have time for when I do get my man. hehe. My best friend is now going to school and I'm proud of her she is finally doing something for her self. People may think that they have lost her an i as friends u people have not. We are trying to keep our selfs busy. Well I'm outta here. Ttyl...

Funny Thing... I Got Them Wrong Too!
Funny thing I got them wrong too! See how you do! laughs... 1st-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what is your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9". Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36". And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Bro

Chatter Gnatter Speak
WE ARE THE WEFTOVERS thru cobwebs i see my window is covered with old nests and webs left over morsels of arachnid dinners dirt from the outside roadside and a day covered by cloud the dim grey light attracts this vision skyward small birds sing amongst branches encrusted with petro chemical emissions oblivious of our unleaded footprint we cover the earth with no where's sacred anymore untouched by motorcades high overhead our world has fast become 1 big parking lot for our mad misadventure of travel and communication we're drowning in the depths of every1 elses sorrow no more todays tomorrow today is something very expensive and tomorrow is already on sale noodle e string (c)

Upsidedown Cybercoaster
When you least Expect it Is when you Have to beware Someone stabs You in the back Or lets you know That they care If you get caught By surprise You stand there In shock But when you are Ready For anything You hold firm You’re a rock The one’s who chose To hurt you They get an evil Glare But the one’s Who share their heart Receive a tender Stare It happens In a moment Then changes Everything You either Write them off Or start Thinking about Rings

Lovers Knot
best time to perform this spell is on a full moon,on friday. ingredients are:one of your hairs ,one of his hairs,tape. 1. carefully tie the hairs together,as you tie a knot repeat this incantation:\"this lovers knot binds me and thee,toghether we will always be\"2.tape the hairs to the back of your headboard or underneath your bed.Caution be careful you want this love to last it is hard to break once cast.!!!!

Until That Wonderful Day
Trying to summon the words To describe this great magnificent Feelings of love I never thought I would feel this But I’m in love His words his advice He’s incredible He’s irresistible There is something His very existence Which surfaces my inner Most desires and emotions There is something about him That something is what I love As I sit here and writing My mind wanders afar I long for his presence I long to feel his softest kiss upon my dampened skin I know his love brings The most delicious emotions And heartfelt sighs It’s like a high voltage Runs up and down my spine I am sure Without a word Without a thought One look at him Sets my soul on fire How many times have I thought of him And the many things I’d like to do I may sound like a fool I can’t help I need him close to me Filling my soul and mind Until that wonderful day He could be mine

One Day Soon
Still though I close my eyes Perchance to sleep Perchance to dream Whenever I think of you Is a heaven it does seem For surely my heart feels you here As the breeze touching my skin And the blanket caressing my cheek If I take my hand And lay it cross my breast I find you beating there Pulsing in my chest Every beat is like a sign The air I breathe The sparkle in my eye Letting me know Love is not far away So a wish in my heart A prayer in my mind One day soon It never takes too long You will hold me In your arms

Kind Of Neat
This is kind of neat.How many of us haven't felt this way.I think you'll like it! Dear Love, Is that you? I see the telltale signs and sense your nearing presence. I feel the joy, the laughter, the happiness, the tenderness the eagerness, the need as you get closer an closer. You are such a mysterious and inexplicable creature. You arrive quite unexpectedly, from out of the clear blue sky, flirting, teasing. You creep in swiftly and silently. I look up and there you are. Love, why do you pound at the door of my heart, demanding to be let in? You promise anything and everything to gain entry into my fortress, spinning my head around, quickening my pulse, bringing with you, as always, joy and pain. Haven't I asked you not to visit me again? For though your visits lift me to heights of heaven, when you go, I am dropped to the depths of despair. Nevertheless, I let you in once again, even though I should know better by this time. Please be careful with my heart, as it is only r

Sagitarius W/brown Eyes
Okay I reposted Bonnie's bulletin and these were my results: SAGITTARIUS:Spontaneous. >Horny. >Freak in Bed. >High sex appeal. >Rare to find. >Great when found. >Loves being in long relationships. >The one >So much love to give >Not one to mess wit >Very pretty. >Very romantic. >Nice to everyone They meet. >Their Love is one of a kind. >Silly, fun and sweet. >Have own unique sexiness. >Most caring person you will ever meet! >Amazing n Bed..!!! >Did I say Amazing in Bed? >not the kind of person you wanna fuck with u might end up crying Brown Eyes:Sexy as hell, people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Best in bed can last for days.....way better than hazel eyed people.....Loves to please the one they care or love for,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS, not one to mess with,repost this if you have brown eyes, and you will find the one th

Visited My Dad Last Weekend
hello ppl here is another blog from me its a real one this time lol the day was jan 6 07 and i decided to go visit my dad for who i ahvent seen for years on end so i called him up to see what he was doing and made plans to go visit him for the first time in like 5 years or so and were up there where he lives and we chatted watched tv and looked at pic that he took and the one pic he had is a gas station called sheetz that when the gas prices were so low that unleaded gas was 97 cents a gallon can u believe that and now look at the prices 2.29 a gallon these days may differ from place to place in the world but hey that shows how things change lol well back to the visit we were there for 3 hrs wiatch was cool i got to spend time with him again he showed me his guns his games for ps2 and he has something i want and i probly will get is a vcr dvd combo in turn u can record vhs movies on to dvds from that device aint that cool so anyway i cant wait till the nxt time i get to see him cuz u n

Nbc Nightly News
I wanted to give a heads up on a story running tonight on the NBC nightly news. The news crews were here for two days filming the deployment of the 3rd ID and they did a story on my Aunt Mary. She is the USO volunteer coordinator and my idol. She is the most dedicated person I know and I'm proud to be a part of this with her. The story is called making a difference. They said it comes on usually towards the end of the news cast. I'm not sure if I will be on there or not..but if you hear someone clapping loudly for the troops as they pass by..umm that would be me! LOL But whether I'm on there or not..it's not important..the whole story of what we do down here is. so please watch it..if you can't watch it, tape it or see it online...thank you all for all of your support. In the past two days we have sent off over 700 soldiers to Iraq. It has been tough to do this...but every soldier was wished a safe return. Tags: | Edit Tags

Nice Guys Finish Last
It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don't realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls d

Poem
Through life I used to walk alone but now I have you Such a heavenly beauty with a love so pure and true I feel your passionate love flowing deep inside my heart A love with unbreakable strength that will never fall apart When my life was so full of darkness your love lit the way A powerful love that is endless and will always remain to stay Written by: Michael James Fry

Crack Head Neighbors
... So.. i have the male.. and my ex sitting in my living room.... going and making their dinner... Break open the hamburger.... Dog starts flippin out... So I'm like wtf.. I go to the door to see what the dog was flippin on.. and I realize my door is opening... Now.. anyone that I am expecting.. is already here.. I grab the dog.. and the door... and instantly without seeing who it is "what the fuck are you doing walking into my house?" The person walking into my house is my new neighbor... My landlord stops by a few days earlier.. and tells me that I am getting a new 23 yr old college female neighbor... Now... I'm like.. hmmmmm.. this could be fun... and definatly interesting.... Especially if she's cute... Well he also throws in there that she wigs... So... My opinion falls.. and I extinguish any thoughts of having anything to do with my new neighbor.. So.. the next day he brings her over.. and introduces her... Shame she wigs.. She's pretty good lo

This Is For A Friend Who Said Write For You.
These is for a friend who told me to write for myself and the hell with everyone eles. So this one is for you,me in my raw words. So many people think they know more about me then me. It's like how the hell do you know, your not me. My thoughts are these, I'm dark ,moody and everything that most people don't got the guts to sy ya thats a part of me to. Well if you don't like that stuff then fucking stop reading this. Because this is me raw and to a point. Point is I'm not bitching or feeling sorry for myself,i'm just telling you how i see things. I don't believe that there is one way to be. I don't believe that everything is happy all the damn time. I don't believe that people who are ddark ,moody ,broody need to be look down on,because everyone has been to the point that nothing is worth anything. So i see if you can't deal with it then don't look down on it.Because the dark is just as much as part of life as light is. I don't give a fuck if you don't understand what I'm say or if you

Tarragon Chicken
This excellent recipe is so bright and fresh tasting; perfect for a cold winter day. INGREDIENTS: * 2 Tbsp. butter * 1 Tbsp. olive oil * 6 boneless, skinless chicken breasts * 1 tsp. dried tarragon leaves * 4 cloves garlic, minced * 1 onion, finely chopped * 1/2 cup frozen orange juice concentrate, thawed * 1/2 tsp. salt * 1 Tbsp. cornstarch * 10 oz. can mandarin oranges, drained, reserving 1/2 cup syrup * Hot cooked pasta or rice PREPARATION: Melt butter with olive oil in large skillet. Add chicken, tarragon, garlic, and onion and cook over medium heat until vegetables are tender, about 8-10 minutes. In small bowl, stir together orange juice concentrate, cornstarch and reserved mandarin orange syrup. Stir into chicken mixture. Reduce heat to medium. Cook, stirring frequently, until chicken is thoroughly cooked and tender and sauce has thickened, about 8-10 minutes. Stir in oranges and serve with hot cooked pasta or rice.

Honesty - A Rare Gem Indeed
One of my CT friends is apparently having a very rough day today with someone not being quite so honest with her. My response to her honesty blog is: "Awww... hugs..... Someone kept telling me for years, "Who told you life is fair?" and I'd respond by saying, "My Daddy!" who really did tell me that everything was going to be alright. Truth is, nothing was really perfect and life has been poignant in showing me that -- especially, since 1981. It is truly hard to find someone who is completely honest -- when you don't, keep moving; when you do, hang on to them with all your might because it is a rariety indeed! Many, many, many more hugs to you...." Would there be anything you would have added????? Y'all be sure to stop by and give her some hugs today.....~Just Meee~™®~X~DGG~ Family ~ Founder~X~S.B.A.B.~X~K.O.T.@ CherryTAP Thanks! Kat

Love Changes
It wasn't that I didn't love you I just couldn't make you see That as hard as I tried To make it all better It was not better for me The love that I gave you was... All around you There was nothing left for me But I hate to say it But I saw it coming My feelings were changing I only say what you want to hear When there is a conflict I stay clear When he was loving I was in tears He knows my fears I wish I could figure a way around this She says...like a sad song I don't understand the way that I feel I am terrified of being wrong Well, I am not happy And I am not crazy Are you listening, do you hear Everything happens for a reason Stay clear I only say what you want to hear When there is a conflict I stay clear When he was loving I was in tears He knows my fears When love changes in the flash of an eye It leaves people burnin' by the side of the road You stand there you got nothing to hold For the first time you are alone For the first ti

I Love You Baby Girl
if i could be closer i would be. i don't want to leave. i dream at night and i wake up and you're not there. just a puddle of blood and the gates of the damned are screaming and the air is so cold and thick with shadows and i huddle up in a ball but then i'm in a bright white room and my head feels like it will explode and i'm rocking, rocking, rocking...and then i see myself no eyes, just gaping black holes and my mouth is sewn shut and there's a jagged bleeding hole in my chest and my heart's not there any more and there's this pain like being damned for the first time like losing your soul for the first time...and then i wake up for real and you're lying there, sometimes asleep, sometimes in between. i love you. i think about the times im lying there and i pull you close and kiss your cheek...listen to your heart and breath...touch your face and you're sleeping...look like an angel. it's so soon and it has to start again and i'm hating it because i don't want to be stuck there. i d

Emotion Test...pretty Accurate
Don't cheat! It's pretty good. Write Your Answers Underneath The Question. The Answers Are At The Bottom, BUT Dont Cheat... Then Repost This For Others To Answer... 1.Your favorite color out of: red, black, green, blue, yellow? green 2. Your first initial? T 3. Your month of birth? august 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? Black 5. Name some one of the same sex as You? Domino 6. your favorite number? 6 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? driving 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? lake 9. Think Of A Wish.... But Don't Write It Answers 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 2. If you're initial is: A-K You have a lot of love and

The Black Matinee
I tell the stories of the world gone cold. Of the last harrowing breath of life. Of the sweet happenstance innocence of Death's footfalls. Won't you join me for a pint of sorrow? Won't you entertain my wish to entertain you? Then ladies, draw your shawls across those pearly naked shoulders. Gents, leave your bumbershoot at the door. Put a nickel in that young doorman's hand and come in, show up early, nestle up a choice seat. And please, enjoy, The Black Matinee.

My Weakness
There are moments you still enter my soul, slipping silently into my mind like a thief in the darkness of night, Gnawing at my heart keeping me awake, with soft whispers of a thousand words Why??? Why Do I still lose To the weakness of you? 11/14/2006 BY;Mary Lee

About Me!
SECTION 1//GENERAL Name: Mahmoud Birthday: september 28th Call me: Moudy, Angel, or wuteva! Height: 5'7" Hair Color: black Eye Color: brown where i'm at?: my room SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER?? Peed in your pants? lol.. sure did, when i was a kid..i mean who havent? Fallen off the bed? nope Fallen for a relative? nope Had plastic surgery? nope Failed a grade? say grades :D Failed a whole year? nope Broke someone's heart? yes 'n am sorry Had ur heart broken? yup Had a dream come true? dont think so Cheated on a test? alot hehe Broken a body part? ofcourse lol SECTION 3// CURRENTLY Wearing: gray pj pants and a black longsleeves Eating: nothing... Feeling: bored, headache Reading: e-mails Watching: the monitor i guess lol Craving: good job SECTION 4//DO YOU... Brush ur teeth? yes Have any piercings? nope Drive? nope Love GOD? yes Ever get off the damn computer? only when i eat or go out.. hehe SECTION 5// LAST PERSON YOU... Hugged: ex gf Ta

North Carolina
there has always been this one guy for me and i thought it was my babys daddy we been together for almost 4 years now and i always picture my life with him i thought we would make it.but now i met this new guy and i dont even want to talk to my babys daddy.i went to the hospital tonight and i didnt even call my babys daddy i called this guy that lives all the way in North carolina and i live in tulsa oklahoma plz someone what do u think i should do let the guy in n.c. know excatly how i feel or just keep it from him?

My Basic Rules
I have a few basic rules I must follow and i thought i would put them here for you all to see. Rule number one: Always speak to Master with respect. This includes using his title and having a proper tone of voice. Rule number two: Never lie to Master weather with words, actions, or by omission. Rule number three: Never speak badly of Master's pet. (i use to put myself down alot and Master has strictly forbidden this) Rule number four: Pet must always show proper homage to Master's cock should she see it unclothed. Pet will not stop until Master has told pet she may. Rule number five: Pet must always be properly groomed for her Master. Pet is required to shave both her legs, her pussy, and her underarms every other day. Rule number six: Pet is never to change her apperance without prior approval from Master. This includes cutting her hair or coloring her hair. There are more and I will add them as I get time but these are some basic ones.

I Have Two Crushes
I saw that two people have crushes on me and I was wondering who it is. pretty please cana you tell me well scratch that they stopped crushing on me ha ha ha...I so wish we could know who has crushes

I Want You.
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want you in the shower and in your bed I want your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Missing You
IF MISSING YOU COULD BLACKEN STARS, THERE'D BE NO MIDNIGHT SHOW. IF MISSING YOU COULD MAKE IT RAIN, THE SEAS WOULD OVERFLOW. IF MISSING YOU COULD MAKE IT HOT, THERE'D BE DESERTS ALL AROUND. IF MISSING YOU COULD SILENCE NOISE, THE EARTH WOULD HAVE NO SOUND. AND SO I GO NOW DREAMING OF WHEN I'M HOLDING AND KISSING YOU. FOR ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN, MY LOVE, I'M MISSING YOU.

Hello!!
How many people do we meet in one day? What is our feelings about a person we meet? Could that person be thinking the same thing about us? If we show goodness then we might be recieving goodness,If we show coldness we will get the same in return. Are we better than our brothers and sisters of this earth? What real answers can we provide for the questions? Maybe we need to consider some changes in our lives. rebelbreed

Contest
Thanks 2 everyone for voting for me in the "Sexiest Cherry w/o Makeup Contest. It ends Sunday Jan. 21st at 11pm (est) I do appreciate everyone that came and showed me some love and continue to do so. Times like this, shows you who your true friends are. To those who came and showed me some love, need anything, I'm there ;) xoxoxox Jen

Fear
Copyright 2005 Bill Williams Fear The darkest night The hottest day The fiery pit of hell No one likes the idea of hell And who can blame them Always try to avoid it Never want to talk about it Nightmare of the population Terror of entire nations People always try to spread it Always try to calm yourself Never let it get to you Armies taken overseas Bombs exploding everywhere Losing lives to the enemy They think they’re winning But one battle at a time We show them how the big boys do it Fear The coldest heart The darkest sea The biggest meanest dog The barrel of the gun The feeling that you’re looking into it Fear The sharpest teeth The reddest eyes The bloodiest death Blue and the grey The dark red uniforms To symbolize the death Of an entire army In one small battle All caused by ignorance And fear The only fear worth having, Is that of fear itself To know that fear is opposite Of having the faith in life Of having faith in

Is It Worth It Trying
is it all worth the chance to make new friends or the chase of how many cherry points ya can get ? i dodnt know alot folks are on here .just like my past life spending my day off chatting in yahoo and the day was gone .never got to that thing or things i was going to do that day . maybe maybe not i just guess im rambling i think i have made some friends here .but i have so much time taken from me from 5am till i get home after 6,7,8pm at night its all about work . lol guess what im a work a holic i used to be a chatt a holic and went all over the united states visiting other chatters at chat party in boston so i could meet a woman from canada the others were based on vacc time i had to take i was more single then to do what i wanted than now .i didt have a morage and a car i had pay for i just went .now since i been collecting coins and got active in car club and enjoying a sunday instead sleep or working . I KNOW I DONT MAKE SINCE ITS JUST LIFE . SOME YA ASK IS IT ALL WORTH I

Sexual Somthing
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Magic In The Craft
A. Working Definition 1. Magic is the craft of shaping and has been defined as "the art of changing consciousness at will". a. The art of changing consciousness at will is a demanding one, needing long and disciplined apprenticeship. (1) The outward acts of waving a wand, lighting a candle, or crooning a rhymed incantation, are meaningless without the proper mental preparation. (a) But when the force of a trained awareness is behind the gestures, they are far more than empty motions. B. The Witch as Cosmic Artist 1. We exist on this plane as multi-faceted jewels, which conceal a spark of the essence of the Goddess in the heart of each jewel. a. Each facet of the jewel that is ourself is likened to shells, or "bodies" in which we wrap the heart of our jewel. 2. These "bodies" are divided into two groups. a. The Individuality (1) Upper Spiritual- Consists of pure or abstract Spirit. Sometimes call the 'Divine Spark', it is substance and energy from

Keep The 10's Coming My Dear Friends!!
OK GUYS I GOT A GOOD LEAD ON THE OTHER GIRLS IN "THE LOVELY LIPS CONTEST" BUT STILL NEED MORE 10'S AND LOTS MORE COMMENTS I HAVE SEEN THESE SAME GIRLS COME UP WITH OVER A 1000 COMMENTS IN NO TIME.. AND THIS CONTEST JUST STARTED SO I MAY BE WINNING NOW BUT THAT CAN CHANGE VERY FAST.... KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK GUYS MUAHHH MUAHHHH MUAHHHH!! HERE IS THE LINK ONCE AGAIN MUCH LOVE YOURHOOVERGIRL

Sexy Truck
YOU'VE BIN HIT BY THE |^^^^^^^^^^^^| |SEXXXIIII TRUCK | '|""";.., ___. |_..._...______===|= _|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@ )(@ )*****(@) ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 SEXXII PEOPLE, IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNO YOUR REALLY SEXXII! IF YOU BRAKE THE cHAIN, YOULL BE CURSED WITH UGLYNESS FOR 10 YEARS SO PASS IT HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS SEXXXIII Ok... If you think I'm sexy, just let me know here!

Fav Song Hinder Has Ever Sang!!!!
"Better Than Me" I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really

Would You Do This?
OK say theres this hot sexy person in a diff state and you want to stalk him/her for a day or 10....Would you jump on a plane and go see them? As a suprise? Hmm.... The person of couse wanted you to i think...Hmm wonder would someone do that?

Please Excuse Me...
Polite way to pee--- During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner." The teacher fainted...

I Am The Glue
ok, for a little clarity on my emotional state this morning..(yes ive been inside my head today) heres what its like to be me...i wake up every morning at 545 am cali time. start the coffee, feed the baby kitty , turn on the news, uncover the birds, check on the children, pick out wardrobe for 4 people and start ironing. soon after, john usually wakes up and i get his coffee for him because he says it just doesnt taste right when he makes it. after i finish ironing one outfit, i start waking up the children. this usually takes 3 or 4 tries over the next 40 min or so. then i get to take a shower. on days that there is drama in the morning, mom doesnt get a shower. (thats ok, i dont stink) after my shower, its fucking rush hour. kids are following me around with pencils and papers asking me to sign this or correct that or help with 1 last math problem. while this is going on.. im usually trying to get my hair done and that isnt easy either. every day is a bad hair day. wh

Poem: An Angel Has Left Us
This was written when someone who was close in her own way to a lot of people passed away. COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL I ask that this not be copied without permission. Fri 12/22/06 11:33 AM I'm not used to writing but had to get it out. Even though I didn't talk much with Lonelyteardop she'd bring a smile every day. An Angel has left our lives today Returning to a place of no pain An Angel will now hear us pray Each and every day. An Angel has left a space empty To return to her Creator In our hearts the tears flow free Yet we know she goes to something better. An Angel has left us here To live on in memory Gone to a place without fear Yet stay in our thoughts for eternity.

What Family Guy Character Are You?
What Family Guy Character Are You? StewieYou are Stewie...You are always trying to plor your revenge on people and you are an evil genius. You want more than anything but to take over the world! bwhahahaha! Take this test

Mothers Teachings ...
Things My Mother Taught me My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE - "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside--I just finished cleaning!" My mother taught me RELIGION - "You better pray that this stain comes out of the carpet." My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL - "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" My mother taught me LOGIC - "Because I said so, that's why." My mother taught me FORESIGHT - "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." My mother taught me IRONY - "Keep hollering and I'll give you something to holler about." My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS - "Shut your mouth and eat your supper!" My Mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM - "Will you look at the dirt on the back of your neck!" My mother taught me about STAMINA - "You'll sit there 'til all that spinach is finished." My mother taught me about WEATHER - "It looks as if a tornado swept thro

What The Cuss Words Mean
what cuss words really mean The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hello bitche

Ok Let Me Know What You Think Because I Will Be Sending This To Her
For your beauty was goddess as your personality is beautifully love by all As for you heart was pour as your soul was loved in gold For whom may say that you are not alone in this cruel world are deadly wrong As for when you are in a crowd you will never be alone for as long as you have Friends and family who care and love you for that you will never be alone ever again For she is the joy of my life for she does not know this yet For when she does I will make her soul full For my love to her will never end For as long as she or I is still alive even when one of us is gone We would still want the other to live life to the fullest For tears of joy will bring new life to this world as you do to my heart For knowing you is been my greatest moments in life As I hope they have been for you As I grow to know you more and more and in my soul does not feel lost any more For knowing where I want to be is my greatest pleasure in life As I will ever more fee this love for yo

Babies!
I have just learned that my beast friend who hasnt been trying to get pregnant is now pregnant ! I should be greatful but i am envious of her cause we have been tring to get pregnant for 4 monthes and absolutly nothing! grrr any advice guys?

The Purina Diet Frotflmao
The Purina Diet I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina dog chow and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog........ Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it. I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her.

My First Contest
WELL, I REALLY DIDNT THINK I WOULD EVER BE IN ONE OF THESE THINGS BECAUSE HONESTLY WHAT DO I HAVE THATS BETTER THAN MOST? I KNOW SOMEONE JUST SCREAMED OUT ( YOUR COCK ! ) BUT THERE ARE NO CONTESTS FOR THAT, ARE THERE? IF THERE IS SIGN ME UP, JK. WELL THE ONLY REASON I GOT IN THIS ONE IS THAT MY CHERRY TAP WIFE AND SOON TO BE REAL WIFE IS ON HER WAY HERE ON GREYHOUND, YEAH I KNOW IM CHEAP. SHE BOUGHT ME A RING ON HERE AND I WANT TO DO THE SAME SO I ENTERED THIS CONTEST ON SOMEONE ELSES URGING. I SAID TO MYSELF, " SELF THIS IS A GOOD WAY TO GET THAT 4000 POINTS YOU NEED FOR HER RING BEFORE SHE GETS HERE. UNFORTUNATELY THE CONTEST WONT HAVE RESULTS FOR A MINUTE. ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT ARE LISTED AS FRIENDS CAN SHOW YOUR SUPPORT NOW IN THIS VERY EASY WAY. I THANK YOU BEFOREHAND AND HOPE TO SEE YALL AT THE FINISH LINE

Men Suck
MEN SUCK Guys are fools with too much pride they play their games then run and hide Do not give them your soul or heart for it will break and fall apart They feel only for themselves Keeping their hearts locked in shelves We talk freely of what we feel They hold back. Whats the deal! Men are puppets on a string pulled on rightly they'll have no sting Twist them around your little finger Teased and taught and left to linger They don't deserve a single thing They'll cheat on you with their ditsy fling and you will get thrown away while they run off to go and play So heed my words and don't delay the men are for looks and only for play You do your thing then move on because men are nothing to prolong

Emotional Confusion
The wind blows with a chill in the air The moment is quiet and so lonely Your heart begins to stir with anxiety Your thoughts scramble without direction Lost in what seems an endless well of the unknown Where emotions float aimlessly in a dark abyss Searching for that point of sanity Unsure and afraid of which direction to follow The heart entangles in more confusion Desiring a solution to find ones stolen spirit Desparately seeking the light of hope and peace Which may instill serenity within ones lost soul Seeking rest for the mind before growing weary in faith Letting go of what once was, and explore what could be Looking for that peace within mind, body, and soul

Hungry?...
In the late 1950's, a family moved to America and away from their relatives in Europe. The family in America always kept in touch with their close relatives in Europe. Sending them parcels and packages almost every week. The American family would send them everything from food to clothing to newspapers. For a brief time, about 6 months, the European family did not receive any kind of parcels from America. Not even a letter. Then one day, a small box arrived at their house. Anxious to see what they received, they ripped the box open. Inside was a small jar of gray powder, tightly wrapped in tissue paper, and newspaper. There was no note inside the package. But, considering how many different instant foods that they had received, there was no shadow of a doubt that this was another quick to make meal. The family took the jar, poured the gray powder into a bowl, added water and mixed them together. The sauce was made and served, but it tasted very bitter and chalky. One of th

To Dani
its been a year since you left me alone in this world i miss you alot and will allways remember the good times we had together Music Video:I WILL REMEMBER YOU (by Sarah McLachlan)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

My Life?
Am shy at heart for the light of my tail has yet to begin With the love of a true lover yet to find my beating heart for them For my still lonely beating heart will tie you up in the love of my soul For If you where to cry I would go to the ends of the earth just to catch your tear drop With my loving hands to you

Kool Lyrics
"Tearjerker" Well I wish there was someone Well I wish there was someone To love me When I used to be someone And I knew there was someone That loved me As I sit here frozen alone Even ghosts get tired and go home As they crawl back under the stones And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can it's just saturated loneliness Does the silence get lonely? Does the silence get lonely? Who knows? I've been hearing it tell me I've been hearing it tell me Go home Cause the freaks are playing tonight They packed up and turned out the lights And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it, but I n

Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr...yeah, Pull It Harder...
Song Of The Week 10, it's now in double figures...lol. This weeks song is PULL HARDER ON THE STRINGS OF YOUR MARTYR by Trivium Song Name - Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr Artist - Trivium Album - Ascendancy Song Number - 3 of 12 Song Length - 4:51 Lyrics The face and the lips tremble as it rips Your breath quickening as heat rushes in Pull harder strings martyr Stop you cry that's a lie Flush gasping white reddening You smile and destroy it- it's time that we end this It's our curse that makes this world so hopeless Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings Clawing the skin each kill your weakness Annihilation your masturbation- tyrant, I'll burn you down PULL, HARDER, STRINGS, MARTYR, STOP, you CRY, that's, a LIE!, FLUSH, GASPING, WHITE, REDDENING!, You SMILE, and destroy it - it's time that we end this! It's. our curse, that makes this world so hopeless, Allowing, our, king to spread his genocidal wings! It's, our curse,

What's Happened To Government?
Here are some Classic Quotes by Daniel Webster (1782-1852) American Statesman If it's in quotes, it was his words ... if not, it's my own thoughts... "An unlimited power to tax involves, necessarily, the power to destroy." ...and yet we allow our government to further destroy us with further tax hikes... "Failure is more frequently from want of energy than want of capital." ...meaning that the capital comes to those with the energy to earn it... "God grants liberty only to those who love it, and are always ready to guard and defend it." ...which we should all be praying for and thinking of and thanking those brave men and women that offer their lives in battle for whatever reasons the government deems necessary, right or wrong... "He who tampers with the currency robs labor of its bread." ...which means the suits in the air-conditioned offices are always thinking of ways to take a little more and give a little less... "How little do they see what really is, who frame

The Vibrator
AS A WOMAN PASSED HER DOUGHTERS CLOSED BEADROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSIRVED HER DOUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR, SHOCKED, SHE ASKED, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" THE DOUGHTER REPLIED, "MOM I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE," THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRLS FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMMING FROE THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEADROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HE DOUGHTER MAKING PATIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOOING, THE DOUGHTER SAID, "DAD, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE," A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME SOME FROM SHOPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE FAMILY ROOM. SHE ENTERED THE AREA AND OBSERVE

Review- Night Club- Roxbury
the roxbuy is a small club on riverside drive in clarksville tn. great place with lots of different music to enjoy. on wendsday is $5 beer buster, country music thursday is two for one with a mix of music friday is beer buster again with a mix of music and saturday is two for one again with after hours dancing till 7 am. give it a try, ya might like it!

Im Sorry I Hurt You
idk if the person i hurt will read this but i wanted to say im sorry.. that is all i can do... im not perfect so... i fell like shit i hope they can forgive me i was not trying to hurt this person i really do care for them... I'm sorry i hurt you i just needed the pain to end i really do love you my heart just needs time to mend i already miss you and im sorry because you mean so much to me I'm so sorry your hurting sweetie but it was my tears you could never see i can feel your pain and thats what breaks me just dissipering was not my intension i just had to get me together i know what its like to have your heart broken to believe me it has happened to many time you were there for me and i just left all i can say is that I am sorry I cant change the past but i can tell you and show everyone else that reads this that i am truly SORRY... Khristinafaye marie 2006

Angels Of Wisdom
Angels Of Wisdom You have been sent the Angels of Wisdom! Follow their words of wisdom and you will be blessed! Don't be so busy adding up your troubles that you forget to count your blessings. The smallest deed done is greater than the best of intentions. Love is a language that can be heard by the deaf and seen by the blind. A house is made of wooden beams. A home is made of love and dreams. To be a good friend open your ears and heart more often than your mouth. People don't care how much you know until they know how much you care.

To The Person/slut Who Disposed Of Their Dildo In My Yard:
I awoke this fine morning hoping to retrieve the Sunday paper from the lawn without incident, pretty standard. How shocked was I to encounter a DILDO on my lawn? It was flesh-tone… you know a waxy, crayon-ish, unrealistic shade of flesh and it wasn’t really smooth. There were bits of grass stuck to it and some small black bugs had claimed it as their own flesh-tone yard log. NOW, I am all about people having a good time whether it is with other people or by themselves BUT since when did a DILDO become a one-time-use disposable item? Plausible and not so plausible reasons why a DILDO may have turned up in my yard: 1. It was made out of biodegradable material - so really, any yard would serve as a perfectly acceptable place to dispose of your DILDO. Dispose is such an ugly word shall we use the phrase, return to the Earth, instead? 2. My yard looked too barren - so instead of placing a creepy gnome or obnoxious pink flamingo on the lawn to liven things up a bit you decide

And Down We Go With Root Of Tree
My words need an exit From my lips I can taste the bitter sweet The memories that took me there Into your chambered heart to meet I walk the shores long for you And still I find a sea calm and subdued If only you can steal away this pain This emptiness and tears of shame And I can not tug forward my past I look to my tarot and see at last That someone shares this heart of gold And shadows change from my breath cold Oh here I stand through wild fields Where animals speak and I conceal Yet oh to steal from you a kiss Would drive me wild in sweet joys bliss And a horse that rides free without a whip I tear these chains and bite my lip For temptation takes me into the deep And I give in to the hearts drumming beat On my soul rocks like thunder Strikes to Earth a trail of fire Hail to this to my desire And wrap my leather around your skin Take me to the skies again Onward rushing wind Through valley together to ascend And a pastel palette shines to bl

To All My Friends
Hey, I'm sorry I haven't been on line much. I'm going thru a divorce, and looking for a place, and getting my computer set up in my new place... I'll be back on soon, and a free man too....Thats a Good thing... :) Big hugs and kisses to you all... Jim (The oldbiker)

Fbi Listening To Your Cell; Even If Turned Off; Not Just Fbi
FBI listening to your cell; even if turned off; not just FBI Short NEWS video below Magic Lantern is keystroke logging software developed by the Federal Bureau of Investigation Unlike previous keystroke logger programs used by the FBI, Magic Lantern can reportedly be installed remotely, via an e-mail attachment or "by exploiting common operating system vulnerabilities". It has been variously described as a virus and a Trojan horse. It is not known how the program might store or communicate the recorded keystrokes. ========================================= Carnivore is a name given to a system implemented by the Federal Bureau of Investigation that is analogous to wiretapping except in this case, e-mail and other communications are being tapped instead of telephone conversations. Carnivore was essentially a customizable packet sniffer that could monitor all of a target user's Internet traffic. Wired Magazine on Carnivore =========================================

A Chance Of Meeting
A CHANCE OF MEETING A Chance Of Meeting... On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me

We Must Fill The Internet With A Demand For The Release Of The 84 Pentagon 911 Crash Tapes.
PLEASE REPOST We must fill the Internet with a Demand for the RELEASE of the 84 Pentagon 911 Crash Tapes. We need a full court Blitz of the Internet, gang. You can use some of the stuff from below or just add your own stuff. Demand The Release Of The 911 Pentagon Plane Crash Tapes ! So What Is The Pentagon Covering Up About The 911 Chash? The 911 Pentagon Tape Witholding is a Conspiracy Fact ! There is a cover up and a conspiracy by the Bush Administration and the Republicans in Congress and it is a fact, not a theory, other wise the 911 Pentagon tapes would have been released almost 5 years ago. Unbelievable the Bush sheep like followers don't want to see what was on the 911 Pentagon tapes. Now if this had happened under President Gore the Republicans would be demanding the tapes. There is a cover up and a conspiracy by the Bush Administration and the Republicans in Congress and it is a fact, not a theory, other wise the tapes would have been released almos

Reality Check
I HAVE OFFICALLY HAD ENOUGH. I AM REALLY TIRED OF PEOPLE ON HERE THAT EXPECT EVERYONE HAS TO RATE THEIR PROFILE OR PHOTOS TENS. AND WHEN SOMEONE DOESN'T THEY GET ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE AND POST BULLETINS SLAMMING THE PERSON THAT RATED YOUR PIC A 1 OR 3 OR A 7. GUESS WHAT? NOT EVERYONE THINKS YOU'RE HOT OR THAT ALL YOUR PICS ARE WORTHY OF A TEN. I RATE EVERYTHING A TEN PICS, PROFILES, BLOGS.... GUESS WHAT? YOU WON'T EVER SEE ME COMPLAINING WHEN PEOPLE COME RATE MY SHIT ALL ONES. GET OVER IT ALREADY. NO WHERE DOES IT SAY THAT YOU HAVE TO RATE EVERYTHING A TEN. IT SUCKS BUT EVERYONE ON THIS SITE HAS CHOICE TO RATE HOWEVER THEY FEEL LIKE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU GET THE SAME AMOUNT OF POINTS IF SOMEONE RATES YOUR A 10 OR A 1. SO IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER. THE OTHER THING THAT I'M TIRED OF IS THIS WHOLE FAN ME AND RATE MY SHIT BEFORE YOU ADD ME CRAP THAT SEE IN SO MANY PEOPLE'S NAMES. ARE YOU PEOPLE THAT FULL OF YOURSELVES? HAS YOUR FAKE INTERNET POPULARITY GONE TO HEAD? DOES HA

Homes..
been house hunting. man its a bitch! found one we like but damn the paperwork is a bitch!!!and our realtor is an idiot!!!!he keeps 4getting things,telling us things late..i hate him!!!!!cant find an inspector that can come at a time when me or my wife can be there. our schedules suck..HELP!! it shouldnt be this hard......we dont have the money for rent cause of lost hours when we had the ice storm here in tx...we are fucked!!!!!

Feelin Dumb
Hey there ppl well i rarely do this blog things...cause i figure for what....well i do but i have another site where i vent and let out my feelings....lol...anyways ur wondering why im feeling dumb stupid...like an idiot well just basically cause i fall for the stupidest things...u know u think you know a person and u think they are being honest 110% cause what do they got to lose right? well im starting to believe that NOONE is HONEST IN THIS DAM WORLD!!!! you know guys can tell a girl that they are the only one they are talking to or that their not dating and that well they basicall just care about you and only you.....lol...lol...well im stupid for believeing that over and over....u know when u get something from someone u think awwww he sent me this thinkin ur special and ur the only one who got it...coming to find out months later that its giving to not just you but other females....grrrrrr how could i possibly believe it was just for me.....im banging my head againist wall now...

Real Or Fake?
Can you truly know someone across wires, connections, and miles? Can you truly know your day is complete when your friend's list blinks? Can you truly know that a webcam captures the truthfulness of their smiles? Can you truly trust your heart when seeing their name in a chatroom makes you think? How can you truly know or trust Someone you've never held, touched, or felt? How do you know it's not just lust that keeps you coming back and makes your heart melt? Do you know for sure that longing for days to pass to chat with them online at night is true desire? Could it be just that the greener grass just looks greener across computer wires? Should you reach out and take a chance to meet this person face to face? If you bumped into them in the mall would you give them more than just a passing glance? Is it their real personality or just their online persona that makes your heart race? When you hear their warm, sexy voice do you feel your stomach turn to knots? Is

Memories Of A Lost Love.
memories memories are all that remains, of a perfect love gone wrong, memories of ur warm smile, of ur soft lovin caresses, n ur sweet tender kisses, memories so bitter yet so sweet, where my lips curl into a smile, yet the joy never to reach my eyes, as unbidden tears streak down, memories of a classic love story, that ended on a rain soaked day, as if the sky saw n empathized, n weeped along with my heart, moments we had spent together, will live n last forever, as unforgettable memories, to be played over n over, memories are all that i have left, of a love that once burned so bright, now masked, dimmed and dyin, but it is in this eternal moment, that i love u the most. but its too late to turn back now, for we’ve taken a one way road, to memories and might have beens, and used up all our given chances.

One Of My Favorite Kiss Songs
Before I had a baby I didn't care anyway I thought about the back door I didn't know what to say But once I got a baby I, I tried every way She didn't wanna do it But she did anyway But baby please don't refuse You know you got nothin' to lose You got nothin' to lose You got, got nothin' to lose, well nothin' You got, got nothin' to lose, yeah baby You got, got nothin' to lose You got, got nothin' to lose, you g-g-g-g-got nothin' You got, got nothin' to lose, well come on mama You got, got nothin' to lose, yeah shake your You got, got You got, you got, you got nothin' to lose So now I've got a baby And we've tried every way You know she wants to do it And she does anyway But baby please don't refuse You know you got nothin' to lose You got nothin' to lose You got, got nothin' to lose, yeah baby You got, got nothin' to lose, yeah You got, got nothin' to lose, you feel so good You got, got nothin' to lose, well come on mama You got, got nothin' t

Girl With Issues
Ok I don't get why some girls get SO jealous! I always have a random chick checking out my profile and leaving comments on one of my friends page right after I have left one. She feels the need to leave message calling me random names, whatever thats cool but dont try to pretend that he's your boyfriend cause he's not. This is the internet people!! I'm here for fun not to hook up with anyone just to meet new people. So I just hope that this girl can get over her self or how about try building her self esteem... cause its obvious why your jealous of me and I'm sorry you have an issue with Brian and I talking Felica... No one is twisting his arm!

Don't Speak
Don't Speak by MsIndustry © Penny was feeling a bit down – she'd broken up with her boyfriend, Jamie, two weeks ago. He'd been receiving explicit photos from other women via his phone. Penny was hurt, she'd loved Jamie, and didn't understand what the matter was – why did Jamie need other women? So she was down, sitting in her flat, reading a book, trying to keep her mind off Jamie. Getting absorbed in her book, Penny was startled to hear a knock on her door. When she answered it, there was Jamie... who pushed his way into the flat, backing Penny against the wall and kissing her. Penny was a bit startled, but she'd wished that Jamie would come back so they could talk it through... but this wasn't talking. She tried to push him away, but at 6'2, Jamie was considerably stronger than Penny with her cuddly build. Meanwhile, Jamie's hand were seeking her wrists. When he had both wrists, he pinned her hands together, then shut the door of the flat. Still kissing her hard, with

Paul Christopher Lopez
On December 14, 2006 my son's 'brother' took his own life. He was 22. From the day I met this kid I knew he was bound to be one of my 'kids'. He was bright, intelligent, funny, kind, caring, but he was also scared, lonely, desperate for love, understanding and acceptance. I have been told that he has always been this way but more so when he came back from the Marine's. Something happened to him when he was a Marine that he would never talk about. All I knew was whatever happened made him hate himself and self destructive. His parents were in their own world having just gotten divorced. And his brother and sisters were off living their own lives. He was the baby. And he was left out. I do not think any of them meant to hurt him but neither do I think they knew they did. We tried to be there for him. My husband, son and I. As well as all of his friends. But the people he needed most no longer knew him or understood him. It made him lonely. No matter how much we loved him

Can You Smell What The Rock Is Cooking?
so......... im.. i guess.. drunk? i dunno its been so long, i froget... haha i said frog! haha im a dork.. gotta love me tho right? everyone nod your head with me! so today was fucking awesome, well technically it was yesterday.. first it started off with me waking up at 8am! omg mark your calendars! haha , i went to bed at 11pm tho, so that was a shocker right there.. neways.. waking up at 8 to my son still up, playing gta on the puter! he's a freak like that! so when i woke up, he came to bed.. but i went n took a nap with him shortly cause my head was hurting.. i cuddled up right next to him too.. awwww it was so cute! i love him so much! awww shit, tears are starting to fall.. haha ive been an emotional wreck lately.. i think its all the stress of skool and someone who's heavy on my heart.. i lied to my Mommy today about why i might not be home for my birthday this yr.. shush Sher, I know im bad .. but I had to, you know how she worries about me... so today rocked! I finally m

The Cucumber, Pickle And The Penis
Cucumber, Pickle & Penis... A Cucumber, a Pickle and a Penis were all sitting around one day talking about how much their lives suck. The Cucumber said, "Man my life sucks. Whenever I get big, fat and juicy, someone cuts me up and puts me in a salad." So the Pickle looked at him and said, "You think you have it bad? Whenever I get big, fat and juicy, someone puts me in vinegar, puts spices on me, and sticks me in a jar." The Penis glared at both of them and said, "You guys think you have it rough? Whenever I get big, fat and juicy, someone puts a rubber tarp over my head, sticks me in a dark room, and bangs my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out."

Guilty As Charged Before I Get Attacked Again
yes I went and looked at a certain someone's page again...I can't help it that I still worry...so before I get attacked and called a cunt yet again...I apologize...no matter what happened between all of us I can't just turn off my feelings like that...you guys meant something to me for a while...you were all special people in my life...and if that makes me guilty of being a stupid bitch...a cunt...a "wiccanwhorebag"...or whatever else you want to call me to cut me again...then so be it...I really don't care about your opinion on me...I just wanted to be sure that you were ok...but I guess it just doesn't matter anymore does it...good luck in your futures...I'll try to ignore my better feelings towards humanity...and treat you like the nothing you want to be and portray yourself as by your hateful actions...stay off my page and I'll stay off yours

New Stuff
I heard about this site from a friend, and so far i like it. i hated myspace maybe this will be a change of pace. i am looking for real friends, not internet friends. Im looking to hang out , have fun, and act up. hopefully you folks will find me interesting, and we can have some good times. until then. catch you on the flip side" -name that movie

How I Fell Out Of A Helicopter
How I Fell Out Of A Helicopter or....Exiting A Chopper the Really Fast Way There is no doubt that I was the first kid on my block to fall out of a helicopter in flight. Here's how it happened: So we're in this CH-46 Sea Knight in Az. A bunch or Marines. We're hovering about 15 - 20 feet off the desert floor when I, in my my infinite wisdom, decide to stand up. Now, you gotta picture this: I'm dressed in full combat gear, rifle in hand, looking for all the world like John Wayne. Why I decided that the end of the ramp would be a good place to stand during flight is beyond me. I guess this was still in my "achieving wisdom" segment of life. Anyway, so I'm standing there on there on there ramp, like a dumbass, and the chopper lurches forward just ever so slightly. When the bird went forward, in keeping with the laws of physics....I went aft which, as luck would have it, put me in the exact spot where the helicopter was only a moment before. Only now, there was no helicopter there.

~*~yadda Yadda Yadda~*~
i havent written in a while so here goes what to say and what to do lol hmm ponder ponder its my birthday next tuesday i be turning 24 yay for me and yes im turning 24 dispite the fact that cherrytap say im already 24 a beach holiday is callin - i thinkin 4 days away no kids just me and my best friend OMG - so excited 24 starts tonight - im so in love with Jack Bauer so friggin sexy wow im nearing 10 000 profile ratings A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU ALL well more so the ones who rated it i guess LOL hope everyone had a great weekend & all the aussie's had a great australia day - ate lamb & drunk beer as sam says [look at stash if u dont understand lolol they really are a laugh!!!!] and thats also why i put some aussie music into this blog - miss u michael but jd u do good!!! well that is me im done for the day :) peace love and happiness to you all - nice to know the drama in this place never stops just grows take

Breaking News And Commentary
* * Important - Please Rate This Blog BREAKING NEWS AND COMMENTARY Last updated: 01/30/2007 02:31:37 Bush Signs Directive to Increase His Power at U.S. Agencies 30 Jan 2007 Dictator Bush has signed a directive that gives the White House much greater control over the rules and policy statements that the government develops to protect public health, safety, the environment, civil rights and privacy. In an executive order published last week in the Federal Register, Mr. Bush said that each agency must have a regulatory policy office run by a political appointee, to supervise the development of rules and documents providing guidance to regulated industries. The White House will thus have a gatekeeper in each agency to analyze the costs and the benefits of new rules and to make sure the agencies carry out the president's priorities. US must abandon Iraqi cities or face nightmare scenario, say experts 30 Jan 2007 The US must draw up plans to deal with an all-out Iraqi civil w

Things I Find Kind Of Amusing On Ct...it's A Long One But Please Read Anyways Lol
Ok here are some things I find amusing. Seems like nobody pays attention anymore! Also seems like there is no originality anymore either! ~~~People comment the same things on the same pics.....what would help is if you looked at the other comments and come out with something different! You might get noticed more. I just saw a pic of somebody leaning on a tree..guess what almost EVERY comment said?!?! "are you holding that tree up or is it holding you up?" Ummm there are 53 comments on this one pic... on 1 page I counted 11 of the SAME one! lol Kinda funny! ~~~People do not read your profile. I have on mine that I am not here for a hookup I even have arrows pointing to it saying to read again..yes go look right right I will wait for you to come back........ok now that you looked adn laughed and then realised you never saw that...I will finish what I was saying. Soooooo many guys (you know you chicks do it also to the guys' profiles) will STILL email about hooking up. The answe

Pictures
yes i put pictures up and yes i know they're older but they're the only ones i got right now because i haven't got a digital camera for a bit... When i get one or borrow a friends there will be more recent ones up... till then deal with the old shit! lol...

Reflections
"...Either we don't know what part of ourselves to give...or more often than not,the part we have to give...is not wanted. And so it is those we live with and should know who elude us...but we can still love them. We can love completely...without complete understanding." ~ Norman, A River Runs Through It

Venus & The Lady
Just like the planet Venus Distinguishes itself From every other planet in the world By appearing in the eastern sky As a morning star Right before the rising of the sun You my heart-pleasing lady Distinguish yourself From every other lady in the world By appearing in my morning sky As a shining star of love Right before the rising of my heart

A Dying Soldier's Last Request
just think each & every day a soldier is killed... it's reality...I'm proud of our soldiers, and so sad at the same time... Try not to cry... Body: BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And t

100 Have You Evers (i Got This Off A Friend Lol)
1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? Yeah 2. Slept in a different bed? Yeah 3. Made out in a movie theatre? yes 4. made out with 2 different people in one night? one time when drunk 5. Thought your cousin was hot? yeah, but not in a "i wanna sleep with him" kind of way 6. Been in love? Yeah... 7. Slept? yep 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? Yep 9. Gone over the speed limit? all the time 10. Painted your room? yep 11. Drove a car? severl...miss my camaro :( 12. Danced in front of your mirror? still do LOL 14. Been dumped? yeah 15. Stole money from a friend? No 17. Been in a fist fight? a couple. 18. Snuck out of your house? and get killed by dad? never lol 19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have Yes... 20. Been arrested? No 22. Left your house with out telling your parents? Of course - haven't we all? 23. Had a crush on your neighbor? had a crush on the neighbor's hubby. i was 6, he was 23 LOL

Go Gentle Into That Dark Night...
or how does that go??? lol.... At any rate, Mike's updated message when I finally was able to get back in... 2007-02-01 05:53:27 site is slowly coming back online.. please be gentle for awhile. :-D -mike

Way ?
A week and more of suffering From another Enemy After four years of Heartache In this Land Of The Free. The Towers and the Pentagon And Heroes of that fateful Flight The total lost as yet unknown From those of the Gulf Shore’s plight. In both, the hindsight twenty, twenty Unanswered questions asking, "Why?" Will the next time be much better Will we have learned or even try? Will power struggles cost more lives? Will they learn to communicate? Or will it be the same old thing As the bureaucrats seal our fate? Nobody’s fault, but everybody’s From the very bottom to the top But using Human lives as pawns?? That really must come to a stop! Some of us are very lucky We watch the horrors from afar We can go on with our lives Never knowing, where those Victims are. When just a little bit of planning Could have saved some of those lost There’s no excuses when prevention Could be done at not near this cost. If not for People

New Member (this Is For Those From Plus)
Hi my Plus Pals, Just wanted to let you know that KIDCOACH from plus has joined us in CHERRY.... hi screenname is codyfel, so when you get a chance please show him some CHERRY love. Thanks, Karen

How Great It Feels
How great it feels There have been times when you've experienced how great it feels to be productive and creative and effective. There is no feeling that can match it. What could you do today to bring that delightful, satisfying feeling into your life? Look at the world with eyes that see opportunities for making a real and substantial difference. Even the most mundane chore can become a joy when you remind yourself that you're making an important positive contribution. Even the most difficult challenges can be truly exhilarating when you appreciate the opportunities they provide to create value. This moment is your time to make things happen. This day is yours for moving forward. There is never any shortage of work to be done. There are always opportunities for putting your skills, your knowledge, your passion and your unique gifts to work. Ever since you were a child, you've known how great it feels to put your time and your energy to productive use. Right now is your

Fun Facts
My friend King Nothing here on Tap had an idea to start this "Fun Facts" blog. Here is a quote from his blog to explain what it's about, "Ok, so my friend Morrigan did this mumm called Fun Facts. It was so well received that she did it TWICE! Well the only problem with mumms is that they go away so quickly you know? So I'm starting a blog version of this! It's really simple, you write down facts about yourself, from the mundane, to the funny, to the weird, etc, etc, and post it as a blog. I do NOT want comments on this blog ok? The ONLY comments I would like to see here are links to the blogs where you do this at! That way if one of my friends would like to be a friend of yours, they can learn a lil something about you. And this will be a fun way to learn more about your friends! Once again, TY Morrigan! So here goes..." And so now, here I go with my "Fun Facts".... ~~I love to laugh and often laugh at things that noone else finds funny. ~~I am a very easy going person. I

Demons In Flight. Poem
PERCHED ON A LEDGE, EYES GLOWING RED. FOREVER SEEING, COUNTING IT'S DEAD. SPREADING GREAT WINGS WHICH SPAN THE SKY. LOOKS WITH A FOREVER SEEING EYE. LEAPING FORTH INTO THE NIGHT. SEEKING UNSUSPECTING VICTOMS, BY THE FULL MOON'S LIGHT. SOARING HIGH, THEN DIVING LOW, STRIKING WITH A VIOLENT BLOW. WHEN DEMONS FLY, CARRING THEIR PRAY FAR AWAY. TO DRAIN THEIR SOULS AND VERY LIFE, AS DOES THE BUTCHER WITH HIS STEELY KNIFE. BACK TO THE LEDGE TO FEED OF THE FLESH AND THE BLOOD. FOR HE HAS MADE A PLEDGE, FOR NOT A SOUL TO KEEP. THESE ARE FOR HIS MASTER, THE PRINCE OF DARKNESS. FORE HE AWAITS FOR THE SOULS TO TAKE. DEMONS FEASTING IN THE NIGHT, FOR THE LOVE OF HIS MASTER HE HAS MADE THIS FLIGHT. COPY RIGHTED 1984, REVISED AND EDITED 2007 SCOOTER BLACK aka S.F.P.

What I Want In A Guy
I want a guy who surprise you with a romantic dinner on the table by candle light when you want through the doors then has rose petals all on the floor leading you to the bedroom where u will find it lit by candles and red satin sheets on the bed with rose petals on it so if you are that type of guy let me know

Luciferanism-my Religion
This was sent to me by a fabulous friend of mine, goes by the name Deity. He's badass, check him out sometime. "Luciferian Manifest" Luciferianism is a living philosophy that values and honors the dynamic principles essential to the characteristics of Lucifer. The name Lucifer can be translated as “Light Bearer”, lux=light and fero= to bear. Lucifer also denotes Venus, as the morning and evening star. There is plenty of material that can provide historical data concerning Lucifer; this document is geared towards Luciferic Principles and Light. Luciferians are those who seek the light of occult knowledge from within the embodiment of that which brings the light. By so doing, Luciferians work to attain their own higher intelligence, illumination and/or enlightenment. As Lucifer is the embodiment of knowledge, he represents that which brings light to the mind of humanity to advance the intellectual evolution of our species. By him do we actively pursue our own evolution to high

Florida Tornadoes
Well, yesterday I woke up to some scary news about some tornadoes that passed through our lovely state of Florida. Hearing about some poor people who lost their lives was very heartbreaking to me. I'm just so glad my family and I remained safe and continue to pray for the people who lost loved ones and just plain went through some scary and deadly times. I hope that God will look out for them from now on and be sure to love everyone who is in your life. You never know when they will be gone, trust me on this one. Just hearing that news made me remember the last days of my father and grandfather's lives and wish no one has to go through that kind of painful trauma. God Bless everyone!

Mind Control
With all the games you play Believing your own lies, you say Hurting others to feel alive Using everyone just to survive Always running trying to hide Inside letting go, you've died I love you and I miss you but I hate you So fuck you Get out, Get out I'm pushing you away get out, get out Just go away With all the things you do Whats love even mean to you making promises, just to leave Killing others, just to breathe With all the games you play Believing your own lies, I say I love you and I miss you but I hate you So fuck you Get out, get out I'm pushing you away Get out, get out just go away And you just, go away Pushed me away and you just go away Get out, get out Just go away By:Stacey Forrester (copywritten/dont steal!)

Give And Take
Take my hand And walk with me Through endless life A world to see Give your dreams Your thoughts laid bare And feel the love I long to share Bring your soul A love entwined A twist of fate Two lives combined Take my heart It's in your care I'll take yours too If you will share Give your pain I'll take it all And keep you safe To never fall Bring your love And I'll bring mine We'll test our will To conquer time

Annoyed
I am distgusted, at the news in the UK this week, several Muslims who say they moved here to intergrate with this society have been arrested this week. As a plot allegedly by them to kidnap a number of soldiers returning from Iraq after there service there. These so Muslims arrested intended to servere the heads of these brave soldiers, and publish this on the net for all to see. I only wish that these people whom come here not intending to intergrate stay put and dont take the trip here, dont bother coming to a country that has differnt values on things, with the intent on trying to change them. To finsh off those arrested if charged are cowards, I have yet to see these terrorists ever show their face when carrying out thses acts. If you are that brave and such a marter stop hiding behind, innocents and veils. THIS BLOG IS NOT RECIST IT IS A POINT IN WICH I FEEL I SHOULD MAKE. TO SHOW THE WORLD WHAT IS GOING ON. Thank you JP

Letter To Clay
With every day that goes by I move further away from you I losse a love that was once to strong to break Ever since the day you left, my heart has never been able to heal Until now.. But not completely, This person means so much to me And not being able to have them is like loosing you over again This pain is unbearable To be honest Im tired of hurting Everyone who crosses my path since you left seems to do that..hurt me And half the time they dont know it What if you were still here, would i still be happy? Would i have met these wonderful people that i can now call my friends or the main thing, would we still be together I wish there was an answer for everything that happens But God has his own ways of letting us know I just dont wanna settle for that If I had dont something different would you still be here Would i be the person that i am now Could i ever love again...I think that i can But who wants me like i am now With your passing i have become a

Tribute....dedicated To 9/11
" Tribute " As the eagle soars We hear the roars Of violence so senseless To take the lives of innocents Hatred and evil in it's purest form A never-ending horrific storm Once evil has begun that is so pure To stop this evil there's only one cure Only love this curse can break Unconditional love for our nation's sake Love one another in spite of it all And bind together I make this call United in love we shall not fall Our nation will rise above it all Join with me and take a stand To once and for all protect this land From evil and hatred in it's purest form With purest love to stop the storm We unite together And stand forever. Dedicated To 9/11 Victims -------------------------- Copyright 2007 TLC

My Grandma Part 5
Update on my grandma.. She is doing ok.. But she has been sleeping mostly all day.. Up they have this thing on her for pain meds when she needs it just push a number lol.. But she is doing fine.. I will still give you all updates of what is going and I am glad you all reading thank you.. You know how much it means to me.. But I am doing fine.. I made some new poems and I liked them alot lol.. During ok and holding in there as a long as I can.. Well give you all more updates when I can ok.. Virgo24

My Absence
HEY AS YALL KNOW MY DAUGHTER IS MY LIFE...PLEASE FORGIVE MY ABRUPT ABSENCES RECENTLY. MY DAUGHTER ALWAYS COMES FIRST OVER A PC ANY DAY. SO SPENDING TIME WITH HER IS WHERE I HAVE BEEN FOR THOSE OF U WONDERIN. HOPE YALL HAD A GREAT WEEKEND AND CONGRATS TO ALL THE COLTS FANS ON THE SUPERBOWL!!

I'm Baaaaack!!
This was the longest weekend of my life, I think! No Internet, thanks to the one that screwed it up the last time!!! Back on now, so I get to play catch up eventually. -28 degrees this morning when I got up. -16 degrees right now. And the wind is coming up, lol!! Now, this is the Wisconsin I remember from long ago, lmao! I am off to work, now that I've taken care of the Internet issue. Hope everyone has a fantastic week! Much love and hugs to all. Missed everyone, let me tell you!! Blessings, one and all.

Letter From Heaven
this is beautiful, try not to cry.... She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could,but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to

Selections From The Redneck Dictionary
Anally -- occurring yearly Artery -- study of paintings Bacteria -- back door of cafeteria Barium -- what doctors do when treatment fails Bowel -- letter like A.E.I.O.U Caesarian section -- district in Rome Cat scan -- searching for kitty Cauterize -- Made eye contact with her Colic -- sheep dog Coma -- a punctuation mark Congenital -- friendly D&C -- where Washington is Diarrhea -- journal of daily events Dilate -- to live long Enema -- not a friend Fester -- quicker Fibula -- a small lie Genital -- non-Jewish G.I. Series -- soldiers' ball game Grippe -- suitcase Hangnail -- coat hook Impotent -- distinguished, well known Intense pain -- torture in a teepee Labour pain -- got hurt at work Medical staff -- doctor's cane Morbid -- higher offer Nitrate -- cheaper than day rate Node -- was aware of Outpatient -- person who had fainted Pap smear -- fatherhood test Pelvis -- cousin of Elvis Post operative -- letter carrier Prot

Fwahh
So its been an interesting year so far. I have no complains, got away from bad "friends" and into a better situation. I love my boyfriend with all my heart. We'll hopefully be tying the knot sometime next year. :] well more to post later. ttyl!

Tell Me About Yourself - The Survey
Name: Melody Birthday: 10-01-1980 Birthplace: Des Plaines, IL Current Location: Long Island, NY soon to change again..hopefully closer to the city Eye Color: dark brown w/some green Hair Color: dark brown Height: 5'0 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish and Polish The Shoes You Wore Today: none Your Weakness: liquor, men in uniform...which could be a bad thing someday ;) Your Fears: i have a lot of them but mostly..losing control Your Perfect Pizza: Chicago style deep dish ..cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting back to being me..just getting my shit together Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, okie, no you cannot fuck my ass *i'm kidding lol* Thoughts First Waking Up: smokes, where are my smokes, god dammit i shouldn't have passed out on the floor..water i need water Your Best Physical Feature: i've been told my smile Your Bedtime: who knows..i'm a night owl Your Most Missed Memory: being innocent Pepsi or Co

Read This !!!!!!!
to all the people i know i am soon to be opening a lounge up and as i have figured nobody i know will come in more then once join it and leave it so part of this is to say i will not tollreate that i will dump your ass if you pull that kind of shit you can bitch and moan all you want about it but i do not care. part #2 of this is to say i am wondering how many friends i have i mean true friends all around be thier for you friends from what i see not many at all my list is full of fucking poser's (except for the people i know are my true friends and you know who you are )so if you are truely my friend please come by and read this and offer any incite to it and if you have any ideas about my lounge let me know. bye bye for now, albert P.S. i beat i will get maybe 5 comments off this blog give or take 5

"the Weapons Of Life..."
"The Weapons of Life" We as individuals live our lives each day unaware of the weapons we carry with us... Weapons of the mind and soul that can cause much more damage than any physical pain or any modern means of weaponry... Words and thought, the two strongest weapons in existence... Think and hear what is being said... Words and human thought can kill a people and destroy civilizations... The mind can cause, wars, chaos, mass destruction, and death worldwide... Our destruction... Human thought is the deadliest weapon never to be created in existence... Unfortunately, this is a gift given to us which has been expoited and taken for granted just as every other gift of knowledge has been over the years... With the mouth cooperating with your mind willingly, there is no limit to the mayhem that can and will be caused... There will never be an end, only ours... The laws of nature already state... Kill or be killed and survival of the fittest...

How Cold Is It!!!
-20 degrees here in Sparta, Wisconsin; but the high will be 11 above - a heat wave, be still my heart, lol!! It's official! I got my nephew's wedding invitation yesterday. It's at the end of April and it will be the first wedding my guys will get to attend! Yeah, big effing deal - that's what they said too, lol!! All except Dakota, who is 12 years old. This wedding qualifies as a "social event" for him, lol! This should be fun to watch! The 3 year old twin nieces (OK, greatnieces!) will be the flower girls. They are very lively little ladies - this may be a disaster! I hope someone has a video camera at hand, lol. And a real "wedding dance"!! The Midwest loves its wedding dances, my friends! Everything from waltzes and polkas to relatively modern stuff. And it wouldn't be a wedding dance without the "Chicken Dance." Nothing like seeing a bride, in full regalia, doing the "Chicken Dance"!! Even my Mom will get up and do that one, OMG! Me? I hide!! Well, not much for news at th

That Is It I Did It
Yea i did it i broke it off with her i have found a a new and better one i have done something that i so dearly needed i was tired on not smileing and trying to make her feel better and it just is a drag when someone tells you for 6MONTHS that she is going to breakup with her boyfriend and then not do it and all you can do is just set there and smile and hold her knowing that you cant realy do a damn thing all they do is fight and all i can do as stand ther and hold her tell her it will be ok it ant right and i did it i broke it off with her no more bitching at me for not giving her all my attention no more bitching at me for not calling her every night of the week and talk to her till she falls asleep no more bitching at me for random ass shit that has nothing to do with nothing i was sick and tired of it so you know what i say................................................................................................................................................

Persephone
Persephone, Greek Goddess of Innocence and Receptivity and Queen of the Underworld Persephone, a Greek goddess known in her childhood by the name Kore (or Cora, meaning young maiden), was the only child of the union of Demeter (goddess of the bountiful harvest) and Zeus, the mighty king of the Olympians. The Greek goddess Persephone was born when Demeter was Zeus' consort, long before his marriage to the goddess Hera. By all accounts Persephone had an idyllic childhood, raised by her nurturing mother and played with her father's other daughters, the Greek goddesses Athena and Aphrodite. Always a cheerful and compliant child, the little goddess Persephone was a parent's dream. According to Greek mythology Persephone's life was soon to change. As signs of womanly beauty began to shine along side her childlike innocence, the adolescent goddess Persephone unwittingly attracted the attention of the Greek god Hades, brother of Zeus and ruler of the underworld. One can hardly blame Hade

Sayings I Love
"Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back." "The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain." --Dolly Parton "Work as if you don't need the money, Dance as if no one were watching, Sing as if no one were listening, Love like you've never been hurt, Live everyday as if it were your last." "Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget." --G. Randolf "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happend. "Somewhere There's someone Who Dreams Of Your smile, And Finds In Your Presence, That Life Is Worth While, so When You Are Lonely, Remember It's True: somebody, somewhere Is Thinking Of You." "Tears Are Words The Heart Can't Say." "I love walking in the rain, no one can tell that I'm crying." "Let us not look back in anger or forward in fear but around in awareness." "If you don't Stand for Something, You will Fall for Everything." "There's

Sleep
sleep is a funny thing. You want it so bad, and you lay down thinking that it will come, but no. So I red. I need to buy some more books so that my reading dosent go by so fast. I lose a couple nights sleep a week for lack of reading material. lol somebody get me a membership to the book club. do they sell that on cherry tap? I bet i could get points for doing that somewhere. Okay gonna go read Devil Wears Prada agian. The book really was better then the movie. The movie took alot of the detail outta it. But Meyrl Strep really did a good job being a bitch. Reminded me of a couple people i know. welp good night cherry tap...lol I'm talking to myself and yet still over a half a million people if I'm really luved.

Depression
It was such a forbidden love, It was not born from above, It was a love for Satan and his deeds, Because no one cared about my needs, No one saw me for what I really was inside, No one knew that when I got home I cried, No one knew that I hated God and heaven and such, No one knew about why I hated them so much, I hid behind a face of smiles, I have hidden since I was a forgotten child, I have such a terrible confession, I did it because I was suffering under depression, Do not blame me for what I did, Although you cried as they lowered my lid, No one understood why I picked up the knife, No one understood why I took my life, You all blamed me, and cursed in rage, No one even cared that I was still trapped in my personal cage, I hid my voice behind shouts and cheers, I hid my feelings behind the veil of unshed tears, I will not take the blame for this change of events, There was not one thing that I could prevent, It was your entire fault you

The Things That I Need
Back to reality as complex as it seems. I know that one day, I must pursue my dreams. Temporary madness that soon will subside and once again I will be down for the ride. I will follow my heart and this vision I see. A picture thats mental and painted for me. To describe this pure vision just cannot be done but I know in the end that I will have won. I will break out of this shell I have put myself in and once thats accomplished, I wont go back again. For this is the reason that I know I will succeed. Its no longer about wants but the things that I need

Kaitlyn
Kaitlyn had a sleep EEG on wednesday and an MRi on friday. I hate waiting for results but i have no choice. I hope we get better news on her than we did on Petey. I dont think i could handle another one of my babies having Epilepsy. Peteys meds make him so bonkers and so out of sorts i couldnt handle it if Kaitlyn had to be on them too. Please just one in my kids lives let me get good news.

Remembering Our Little Angels
DEAR GOD: WHY THE CHILDREN? WHY ARE YOU TAKING THEM? THESE PRECIOUS LITTLE ANGELS WHO HAVE NEVER EVEN EXPIERENCED LIFE. NONE OF US UNDERSTAND GOD, PLEASE HELP US SEE. OUR CHERRY TAP FAIMILIES HAVE SUFFERED ENOUGH IN THE LOSS OF THESE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN. DEAR GOD LEAVE THE CHILDREN, PLEASE JUST LET THEM BE, THESE PRECIOUS LITTLE ANGELS, HAVE HURT NO ONE CAN'T YOU SEE. PLEASE TAKE MY HANDS MY FRIENDS THEY ARE HERE FOR YOU LOVE ALWAYS ANGEL http://andrewwalters.imeem.com/playlist/g_cqPvbR/

Friends
Friends are special to have They are loving and caring They are beautiful Both inside and out Friends keep your secrets They know how to cheer You up when your down Friends listen when You need to talk They help you through a problem They comfort you when Comfort is needed They give you a shoulder to cry on During your time of grief Friends will be there During all the times you need them. Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar To all my friends:: Thank you for all the joy you have given me over the years. You are all a special part of my life. I thank all of you for allowing me the pleasure of knowing you.

Pissssssssssssssssed
WTF HAS HAPPEN TO MY LIFE ONE MINUTE I AM ON TOP THE NEXT I AM FUCKED 14 OF MY LIFE 14 OF PAIN AND FIGHTS 14 YEARS GONE 14 YEARS I LET U DO AS U PLEASED NOW I HAVE TO START OVER WHERE THE HELL DO I START WTF AM I GOING TO DO I GAVE MY LIFE UP FOR U I GAVE U ALL U WANTED I WANT OUT I WANT MY LIFE TO NORMAL I HATE WHAT U HAVE DONE AND TOOK THE BATTLE BEGINS AND SO IT WILL BE ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER TAKE FROM ME IS MY SON LET THE WAR BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quotations By Albert Einstein
Before God we are all equally wise - and equally foolish. Albert Einstein - More quotations on: [God] [Equality] Do not worry about your difficulties in Mathematics. I can assure you mine are still greater. Albert Einstein - More quotations on: [Mathematics] Ethical axioms are found and tested not very differently from the axioms of science. Truth is what stands the test of experience. Albert Einstein Every day I remind myself that my inner and outer life are based on the labors of other men, living and dead, and that I must exert myself in order to give in the same measure as I have received and am still receiving. Albert Einstein Few people are capable of expressing with equanimity opinions which differ from the prejudices of their social environment. Most people are even incapable of forming such opinions. Albert Einstein Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so importan

I Am A Lil Milf......even 4 Kids Later..lol
ok guys look, first off this is not directed at the ladies don't think they wanna look at my azz an legs unless of course thats what turns there crank...nor is this directed at the ones that have showin me support.....i don't ask much i ain't about the points if i was i wld tell ya rate only meeeeeeeee....anyways just askin for at least a rate and one comment thats it and if ya wanna comment bomb me in this contest it is totally and completely up to u, but a lil love wld b sweet......thanx alll that do show the love and support.

Thought It Might Make You Smile
A mother, father and young son are visiting the circus. The elephants walk out into the circus ring and the little boy says to his mother, "What's that?" "That's the elephant's tail," she replies. "No, under the tail," says the youngster. The mother is clearly embarrassed and says, "Oh, nothing." The boy turns to his father and repeats the same question. His father looks and says, "That's the elephant's penis, son." "So, why did mum say it was nothing?" asks the boy. The father draws himself up to his full height and says, "Son, I've spoiled that woman."

Votes And Comment Bombing Needed Again Please!!
OK GUYS IM IN YET ANOTHER CONTEST SO SHOW ME SOME MORE LOVE... IT IS THE PHAT TAT CONTEST... ONCE AGAIN COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT LOL!! THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS AGAIN LETS GET ME ANOTHER WIN... TOP WINNER THE JUDGES WILL DECIDE AGAIN THEN THERE WILL BE A WINNER ON RATING AND ONE ON COMMENTS!! HERE IS THE LINK MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Valentines Survay
Do you have a Valentine? My kids Do you want one? don't care either way. If so, who? see above What do you want to do on Valentine's Day? I have my class on wed eve so that will be my night. What would be the perfect gift? If I had a valentine or anyone who wanted to impress me... the way to go would so be something they drew or created or really put thought into... flowers & candy just don't do it for me. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't be upset by them but put some heart into it. How was your last Valentine's Day? I spent it with my kids... we went to dinner & chilled out watching Disney movies... it was perfect! Chocolate or flowers? See above What do want to do for Valentine's Day? Class is fine... it really is just another day for me... even if I had someone it would still be just another day. We can share our feeling everyday why need the commercialism of it all?? What do you think of February 14th? see above Do you remember your best Valentine's

Temptation
She's flowing through my veins. It ties me down with chains. A slave to a desire, Craving the one that I cant have but I admire. This is not reality. Its all in my mentality. I curse the day when it began, It must be control, it has to end. Where do I go from here. To lose this feeling is my fear. Is this possible, can this be real. wish I had a heart of steel. It would not feel, The painful cuts that need to heal. Of Imperfection, I am a lost From temptation, I must run. Forever I will be, Making a plea. To the heavens in the sky, with a tear on my eye.

Okay So This Will Be Interesting
I have figured out something... and maybe ya'll have already figured it out.... but I always thought that when someone said that a relationship was give and take that both parties gave a lil so they could take a lil.... well no it isnt that way.... it is I give you take.. well no more dammit... I am gonna take... and you can give it all... lets see how you feel when your on the other side of the bridge... and no this really is not directed at one certain person but if the shoe fits... well you know what they say....

Sleep Them Away
sleep them away you lay here in my arms you lay here so peacful sleeping sleeping in my arms sleeping away all those demons the ones that i can see inside you but youll never tell me about and i see through you much like you see through me and just like you the more i look the more i begin to like what i see me with you and you with me you my baby and i hope youll lways be but ill only stay as long as youl have me and as long as youll have me ill keep you safe safe in my arms in my arms as you lay as long as im here those demonds inside stay away

Ten Things To Keep In Mind
[to make your life a little better] 1. Trust Your Instincts. If it doesn't feel right, it probably isn't... fun, tempting...maybe, but not right. 2. Remember your manners. It doesn't cost you anything, but it speaks volumes about who you are. Having class starts with this. 3. Never let possessions "Own" you. It's just stuff! The most valuable things in life - friends, respect, love, knowledge-don't cost money... Hokey, but true. 4. Nature Your Friendships. The investment youe make in true friends will pay huge dividends all your life - remember, you can't make an old friend. 5. Keep your hands clean. This is meant both literally and figurtively... it will save you a lot of regrets later... 6. Believe in yourself. Yeah, this is another hokey one, but you do happen to be the only you in existence, and you're also the only person in the world who can truly hold you back in life... Think about it. 7. Be grateful. Don't waste all your todays in anticip

Healing Ritual
Purification/ Healing Ritual Adapted from the Navajo Beauty Way Healing Ritual This is a Wiccan adaptation of a traditional Navajo healing Ritual. The original was a very involved native Rite, lasting hours, ending with a Shaman performing an elaborate sand painting. I have adapted it here by merging it with a Wiccan Purification Spell, and making it short enough to perform comfortably without losing any of the true meaning, and adding correspondences used by Witches to make it a little easier. You need to Purify yourself first to add power, so the first part is Purification. This was used traditionally for Rape victims, but this version works for anyone who has suffered a great loss, or is going through tragedy. A little warning here, this can be an Intense Spell, so be sure you are ready to perform it, or wait until you are. Here we go: Materials needed: Your typical Altar setup One White candle One red candle In

Valentine's Day...
Valentine’s Day Cupid’s naked and wants to play With your heart today Bow and arrow in his grip Shooting fast from the hip Aimed straight for you Do not duck It’s your day of luck Breathe in deep Soak up the air Find the love Awaiting there Once it’s found Grab with both hands Hold on tight Don’t let it slip out of sight No dozen roses One would smell just as nice No box of candy needed If you are sweet Candle light glowing Thoughts of love inspire Holding you Kissing you Making love to you Let Cupid dance This Valentine’s Day Filled with romance Blue Eyes sparkle Snow piled high Let love drift And Capture your mind For happiness might be The reward you find. Happy Valentine’s Day to all those who dream, hope and believe in love… Written by Toone/Melody 2/14/07

I Hate The Male Species! And Yes I Can Spell That Word.
Ok its final i hate guys they suck! Lol ok what would yall do if you had a guy, he sent a pic to you of a hot girl saying it was a yummy pic. Wouldnt you be upset. but then he claims he was just messing around, but this is after he said he was getting even with you for talking about your gay friend. Doesnt it sound just a wee bit jerkish to you? I have no reason to be upset? If he didnt think she was oh so "yummy" then he wouldnt be looking through her profile and pictures like he probally does all the time with these slutty looking girls on his friends list that i havent said anything about. >=(

Poor George
An 80-year-old man goes for a physical. All of his tests come back with normal results. The doctor says, "George, everything looks great. How are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?" George replies, "God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, poof.... the light goes on. When I'm done, poof....the light goes off." "Wow, that's incredible," the doctor says. A little later in the day, the doctor calls George's wife. "Ethel," he says, "George is doing fine! But I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God. Is it true that he gets up during the night and poof.... the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done, poof....the light goes off?" "Oh my God!" Ethel exclaims. "He's peeing in the refrigerator again!"

Just Wondering Why
ok i just wanna know why guys and probably some females( althought i have'nt been their yet) ask to chat You up on messenger and then when they start talking to you.. they ask Do you have any naughty pic?? and Your answer is No .. then they say Why Not?? well first of all if i had some i would maybe only let one person .. see them and HE knows who He is .. and yeah He is the lucky one.. and if and when He is ready for that He will let me know.. so please if that is all You want then dont bother to look me up.. Because if YOu arent MASTERCUFF You wont be seeing any naughty ones

How Good In Bed Are You?
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 92% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Episode 1
Genesis Every story has a beginning. Every good story has an anti-hero. And what is an anti-hero? By definition alone it's the individual that is in essence a villian. But in this story it means much more. It's a man who doesn't want to be the hero. He just wants to live his life. Our anti-hero in this story may be a hero to some. He may also be a villian to others. But this anti-hero is much more. He's a man looking for redemption. A man looking for forgiveness from those he hurt. And what has this man done to make him think he has done that much wrong? Well lets start at the beginning. And as you read, you be the judge. Does he deserve forgiveness? Is he as bad as he thinks he is? And further more... will he ever get his true love? Well, let's read and find out? September 1992 We join our anti-hero in front of the family homestead. His name at the time is Chris, but as the story goes on you will know him as.... Drake Tauru. Chris had retu

I'm Stuck...need Suggestions Please
So here's the deal y'all....been working on a the third entry for an ongoing piece I have been writing. Finished up piece three and now need some suggestions for piece 4. I'm stuck!!!!!! I will post part 3 here (if you want parts 1 and 2 PM me and I will send them to you). Eventually all three pieces will be sent in for publishing to literotica and I'd love to be able to reference help from the homies...lol. This is the first time I've asked for input so consider yourselved blessed...lol. ************************************************* The drive back to the apartment seemed a little awkward for Beth. Joey looked out the passenger window not saying anything and Beth just kept her eyes forward, lips closed. Her heart raced as she neared her home as neither one had said anything since leaving the park. Beth pulled into her parking spot and opened the door as Joey offered his hand to her. She barely took it as she stepped down. They walked back to her apartment. Beth opened to do

"to My Ancestors"
"To my ancestors" Hear my voice, hear my plea For it is like a mighty wind I call you forth, I call you now To me now, please appear. Ancestors from the ancient times I know you watch over me now. Please touch my heart, please touch my mind Give the wisdom that I seek. To be wise as the moon To flow as the stream To gain these soon Is my all time dream. To laugh with knowing of my power To sing with joy of my high honor. Please reach out and help me now. Make me more like you. Just make me more like you.

02-16-2007
Okay, so I figured I'd write a blog since a)I'm bored b) I haven't done that yet and c) I need to vent a little and can't do it on myspace. First, to this little "spell checker" you spell okay like that... not o.k. duh! but anyways, the sole purpose for me to blog right now is to vent please don't think this is how I normally blog, I'm just a bit upset right now. But yeah, so from Feb 2004- Oct 2005 I dated this guy Dave. We were engaged. I broke up with him. Two weeks later he started dating this high schooler. Please keep in mind that he was 23 at the time... sure she was a senior but still. Anyways, at her prom he proposed to her. They are two completely different people. She's very shy, melodramatic and crazy. He's outgoing, roll of the back type. He's great. She's annoying. She'll actually call him just to get into a fight. But anyways they broke up a couple months ago. YAY! she was just wrong for him. Keep in mind I DO NOT WANT HIM BACK. He's just still a f

Into The Breach
I watch, mesmerized, as the oil lamp above my bunk sways with the pitch of the ship. It must be morning, because I feel the swells beneath me grow stronger, as the tide comes in. Walking out onto the deck, I pitch my morning cigarette into a half empty can of beer, leftover from the night before. I don't even like beer. But it was something to do while waiting for the weather to break. Looking off toward the Drake Channel, I see the fog lifting off the rise on the van Dyke, and I wonder if Bobby will bring in his catch, like he promised his wife. I know that if the weather holds, I can make for Saba and be there in two days. Maybe less, if I can manage to get a deck hand or two to go along for the ride. I know that if I hang around the bars at Red Hook long enough, I can. I set the sails and start wondering which derelict college student would be a likely candidate, and I finally settle on offering for that boy from Texas. He seems like he's got a handle on his drin

My View Of You
-Every moment I look @ you I try so hard not to view you as a piece of meat or a sexual object; but yet I do against my inner will, is it the price to pay for being a man?- -The will to fight the urge seems weak and sometimes pointless; but the morals within my soul keeps me strong and focused- -For my spirit is separate from my body and it's pure and it's the core of who I am; it only wants to do good and thats all it knows- - but the body is tainted and full of false desires and illusions- -Should I give in to the way of the "NORM" or is my will to view things different worth it- -I suffer in silence and it's my strenght; I cry in silence and it's my courage- -Inspite of it all I must fight to keep my spirit within me true and strong- -for even if am right; am wrong-

Catlady Is Pimping Her Friends Again
HERE ARE THE FIVE FOR TODAY. PLZ GO CHECK THEM OUT. RATE THIER PROFILES, FAN THEM ADD THEM. THEY ARE THE BEST. THEY WILL RETURN THE FAVOR. TY VERY MUCH. lisasweet@ CherryTAP Melly@ CherryTAP sandy@ CherryTAP hammerhead~ GIT-R -DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ CherryTAP Eric S. (awake again, sbox back on) the ASpie penguinfan musiclover...@ CherryTAP I WILL BE PIMPING FIVE MORE NEXT THURSDAY AND FRIDAY. BIG HUGS,CATLADY

A Pirates Alphabet....
A -- The favorite word of Canadian pirates, ey? B -- B stands for Beer! C -- Da ting we sails da boat on D -- Das beer! German pirates E -- 'e needs a beer F -- 'f only I had a beer G -- Gee, I wish I had a beer H -- H'aightch and everone one of us should have a beer I -- I wish I had a beer J -- The guy who sells us beer K -- Jay's wife, she's a looker! L -- Da place where bad pirates goes when dey dies! M -- 'em folks needs beers N -- 'nother beer O -- Oh I wish I had a beer P -- (*long pause*) Self-explanatree! Q -- A French word meaning 'line for beer' R -- A pirate's favorite word, Arrrh! S -- What you fall on when you drink too much beer T -- Why we beat the British U -- You should have a beer V -- Vikings! Svedish pirates W -- You and you should have a beer X -- Jay's former wife, she no longer sells us beer Y -- Why not have a beer Z -- Ze beer! French pirates thank you silveroak for shareing this!!!!

Tv
You can get so caught up in T.V. and computers and anything that is media really. You can get caught up in anything really. How can you sleep if your high on crack...lol a riddle from Dave Chappelle. Anything in excess is bad. Anything can turn ugly. Dosen't that suck for everyone. =)

Everyone
AIGHT YA'LL LET ME BREAK THIS DOWN I HAVE A MAN!!!! I'M NOT ON HERE TO FIND ONE!!!!! UR BOYFRIENDS, HUSBANDS, WATEVA R SAFE I DON'T WANT EM LIKE THAT!!!!!!! PLEASE DON'T COME ON MY PAGE WIT THAT DRAMA OR BULLSHIT. THAT'S Y I RARELY ACCEPT THOSE WHO HAVE GF BF HUSBANDS AND WIVES. SO BY ALL MEANS IF U SEE ME ON THEIR PAGE THEY ADDED ME WASN'T THE OTHER WAY AROUND I RARELY SEND OUT INVITES. IF U HAVE A QUESTION OR PROBLEM I HAVE A SHOUTOUT BOX AND PRIVATE MESSAGES BY ALL MEANS HIT ME UP. DON'T DISRESPECT MY PAGE I WONT DISRESPECT U. IT'S THE NET DAMN GET A GRIP ON YASELF!!!!!!

Nobody But You By Charles Bukowski
nobody can save you but yourself. you will be put again and again into nearly impossible situations. they will attempt again and again through subterfuge, guise and force to make you submit, quit and/or die quietly inside. nobody can save you but yourself and it will be easy enough to fail so very easily but don't,don't,don't. just watch them. listen to them. do you want to be like that? a faceles, mindless, heartless being? do you want to experience death before death? nobody can save you but yourself and you're worth saving. it's a war not easily won but if anything is worth winning then this is it. think about it. think about saving your self. your spiritual self. your gut self. your singing magical self and your beautiful self. save it. don't join the dead-in-spirit. maintain your self with humor and grace and finally if necessary wager your life as you struggle, damn the odds,damn the price. only you can save yourself. do i

The Poker Dealer
Eight guys in the game at two bucks, that’s sixteen and the small blind folded so that’s another buck – seventeen dollars in the pot and the rake at five percent is seventy-five cents rounded down to the nearest quarter. Burn one card and lay a three-card flop. Round of betting, two fold, five players in at two bucks, and the guy on the button raises two. Three players call the raise. So the pot is two times the two who folded with chips in the pot and four times four remaining in the game. Sixteen plus four is twenty. Add that to the seventeen from the first round and you get thirty-seven. The rake is a dollar seventy-five. I already have seventy-five cents in the rake pool, so I take a buck from the pot and add it to the pool. Burn a card and show the turn. Three players go in for four and the fourth player goes all-in for three. The main pot is closed and I create a side pot for the remaining three players. Four times three is twelve in the main pot, added to the thi

Thoughts
If you do anything, sincerely believing you worship One Above, then you are worshiping Creator. Your worship must be treated with respect, so long as your worship does not trespass on another's rights. You need not understand nor agree with another to respect their ways. Freedom of thought and worship must extend to all, not just to those with whom you agree. There's always more than one meaning, one understanding or one voice. Life's road is traveled by many, side by side. You cannot know all the secrets, joy or shame of their hearts nor they know yours. You are only fellow travelers, not judges. Elect those in whose presence it is easiest to reach agreement; no good can be conducted in the presence of those with whom it is easiest to argue. To know a man's character, listen to his female relatives. To understand his character, watch him with children and pets; his true nature will show and the quality of his memories will be known. There is no future without the past and n

Self Discipline
Silence and self-control permeate the entirety of our lives." The Creator gave us all the Red Road and on this Red Road we are required to think and act in a spiritual way. To make sure I conduct myself according to the Red Road, I must make sure I develop my self discipline. Self control works best when we pray for the courage and power to do the will of the Great Spirit. We are here on the earth to do the will of the Great Spirit. Sometimes, we must battle ourselves to do this. Great Spirit, help me to have my self- control guided by spiritual ways. In my walk I ask that you help me to see myself openly and to be able to continually work in progress to make my life walk right in your ways. Please allow me wisdom to see, Humility to learn, and love to treat others as I wish to be treated. >~rebelbreed~

Daytona 2007
Wow, what a great race! Tony Stewart and Kurt Busch led most of the race until they tangled and wrecked. Dale Jr. was up and down along with his teammate, Martin Truex. Dave Gillaland, the star rookie, started on the pole, went 1 lap down, and fought back to 4th with 5 laps to go. The big story of the day was Mark Martin. After a caution late in the race, Mark Martin took the lead. Mark Martin's career of 26 years has been incredible. He is the quiet man, a class act, great driver, and always consistent. Finishing in the top 10 in season points almost every year, he's never won a championship or a Daytona 500. My driver loyalties went out the window as I cheered Martin on. A wreck caused a red flag, leading to a green/white/checker finish. Coming off turn 4, Harvick got a run and pulled alongside Martin on the outside. Kyle Busch started wrecking behind them as Martin and Harvick had a drag race to the finish. As cars piled up in the tri-oval (Clint Bowyer crossed the finish line on h

Could You Watch My Life Slip Like Sand Between Your Fingers?
Could You watch my life slip like sand Down between your fingers? Slipping from your hand My eyes trying to linger I bet you could Watch me fade away But the question is would You watch me come back one day? One time when no ones there And your all alone I'd come back and it would be more then you could bear Your heart colder then a stone I saw the way you looked at me With hunger in your eyes I saw what you thought I couldn't see With your soul lost in knots and ties I let you hurt me I really did I knew this couldn't be But I hid Inside a shell of silk Bare against my skin Like crying over spilled milk You and I were Sin ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Not sure about that, Just thought it was I don't know...Someone talk tome..

Pondering
As I sit here quitely, in the still of the darkness, I wonder what meaning or purpose my life has. I look threw the darkness, searching for a answer, maybe the moon will be able to say, but then I relize, the moon does not speak, nor does the sun, or clouds, or even that magical rainbow. Now as I sit there, still silently pondering, it began to come to me, for you see, all the things in life, they may not speak, not as one alone, but as all as one it can be. For if you listen, and listen close you will see, for threw your heart you will feel the true Love that is meant for you and me. As I sit hear still quite, just darkness and me, A voice I do hear, that faintly comes to me, "Now Listen Real Closely", this voice I did hear, At first it scared me, and turned fast to see, the only one in the room was the darkness and me. Its been a bit longer, then I hear this once more, the faint voice from earlier which told me once more, "Now Listen Real Closely", its said a