You may tell me one thing but you show me another. I see what I see. You may say anything or nothing and I will see that as well. I have thoughts in my head and words waiting to be released. I do what I say and I say what I mean, I do not feel the need to be evasive or elusive. If I wish to be kind I may not be abrupt, but take the easier route to soften the blow. I feel rage and sadness and wish to feel nothing at all.