Life is looking up with time. I went to my hearing the other day for my disability benefits and by the way my lawyer was stating is that he knows the judge and that I most likely have them. But I wont know anything for a few weeks to at least 90 days before I hear anything regarding it. So hopefully the judge grants it and I can be able to financially support myself without having to struggle everyday. So its down to the waiting game again, But I have faith that I will!